I’d thought i’ll come back once more since haikyuu is officially ending and reminisce a little.
Isn’t it crazy how this series started as something I fell in love with 6 years ago and how i’m at such a different place in my life now that it’s ending? I think haikyuu will always, always be special to me - it got me through some difficult times and in many ways, it showed me the beauty of youth (how cliche haha). I think it helped comfort and encourage me alot during my developing years so even as a busy working adult now, even if my interest strayed, even if i thought i’d forgotten, somehow i was still able to find my way back to haikyuu - almost like i was coming home.
occasionally, i think about oikawa and my account and all the precious friendship i made along the way. i look through my drafts and messages and think about how carefree we all were 6 years ago haha i miss it sometimes, even knowing things would never be exactly the way it was before. I wonder if i regretted leaving when i did? a little. maybe.
i just wanted to be sappy to the people i loved for one last time here :’)
shoutout to my mattsun jem, who makes me vvvv happy and inspired to write bc i love our muses alot hahaha
and cezzy, my craziest oikawa-enthusiast friend i think hahah i miss seeing her nonsense on my dash so muchh and i wished we got to talk more about oikawa (esp now that so much has happened in the manga i really wanna hear your thoughts on it !!!!)
and my faves winter and liz !!! i enjoyed rping with you guys sm ;;; come back and finish your threads ):
also a last shoutout to my faves pau, kitty, mar, nym and angel where are yall ;; i miss you guys so much ;;
++ secretly, the happiest thing that haikyuu gave me was sarah hahaha congrats on 6 years of friendship !!! even if hq end, lets continue being close friends ♡
belatedly i realized this post is completely incoherent and its fine, whatever hahaha i promised myself that I would do it.
i just wanna say that i’m in a much better place now and im happy everyday doing things that i like. i hope its the same for everyone else too ♡
if you’ve read this far, hehe pls see my new twitter acc (@/seijouhz) i promise im active-ish there. let’s reconnect !!!!
I was looking for fame,
of bright lights and muted applause
and you were looking for a friend,
of sharing secrets and make-believe futures
you chased and I relented,
like the crash of two opposing waves
that stilled upon impact
maybe we were too young to see then
that the stardust we held so dearly in our palms
were nothing more than dust ;
the manifestation of an empty, unused, lonely heart.
in time, you’ve found your star.
and of all the wishes I’ve made for you,
this has to be the biggest.
wrapped in the prettiest red wrapping paper ;
your giant will soon reach you.
i guess I’ll the spend my days sipping bitter, black coffee
as i wish upon another star
for myself, healed and happy.
or maybe today,
I’ll stop thinking about stars.
hello friends, tori here !
I’m really sorry for all the ooc post recently, I guess I’ve been kinda lost (?) and I didn’t really have a platform or someone to talk to about it so I’ve been angst-ing. But, if my self-discipline allows for it, this would be my last post here!
tldr: thank you everyone for everything but I don’t think I have the time or energy to be here anymore. at least not on this blog. I might remake in the future, so maybe our paths will cross again. And if you could do me a favor, please, think of me fondly okay? thank you !
concept: the two of us wandering in a field where dreams grow like wildflowers. you point out the prettiest ones; we weave some into our hair and tuck others in our pockets to save for the bad days. new ones bloom in their places, bright and lovely as a rainbowed sunrise. there are no nightmares here: we’ve shed them like too-small skins and filled them with rocks, left them to drown in the stream.
and we are relearning happiness | concepts series #4 | inkmagician
moon: it is a tragedy, yes? that you have all the light in the galaxy to offer, while i may only reflect yours?
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sun: but dear moon, i am lonely, i am poison to the touch. too often the ones i love come away with burns. if you dream, dream to be the stars, for mortals send up their dearest wishes and secrets to the stars.
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stars: envy us not, we are but pinholes against the canvas of the sky. envy the moon, the center of the masterpiece, the sovereign of the wolves and the tides and the night.
