gwen time

gwens stupid posts @rip-gloss

[bunnyboygirlgod]

[dreamstars]

[gwentime]

thinking about the amount of time i had to fight to get properly medicated and as soon as i did my brain literally snapped into place and started working ptoperly. on one hand, i have hoped and prayed my entire life for this to finally happen to me but on the other i spent all of my formative years completely broken and alienated and no one cared. and now im 28 and i dont have a career or an education because it was literally too hard for me to do anything but exist doing the bare minimum

like, being able to do the things i knew i needed to do when i needed to? i expected that. feeling like i fully inhabit my body and now theres no blurred time distortion literally always? i had really hoped for that to be possible. but completely fixing my debilitating social anxiety and communication disorder? never in a million years did i think that would happen. and im really so thankful that these things did finally happen.

but on the other hand im just that much more aware of how every adult in my life failed me at every turn despite seeing how hard i was struggling for so long. even doctors. even into adulthood.

im never going to let another fucking person box me in and control me and inhibit me for as long as i fucking live. almost 30 years with a broken brain and zero agency. fuck you.

[gwentime]

yk how sometimes one little bit of information can make your entire life make sense in an instant? yeah. anyway, gluten intolerance

[girlballs]

fires my Femboy Eradication Missiles

[furfag]

all the world will be your callout post, girlfag with a thousand callout posts, and whenever they befriend you, they will dispose of you. but first they must befriend you, psycho, narcissist, pervert, cringe queen with idk just bad vibes. be a tranny and full of cum and your hovel will never be destroyed

[joanieinwait]

[fungusamongusblg2]

[saedii]

u hate me but who are u

[sloppystyle]

[checkyourasianbias]

[clickrtraind]

can you lez the fuck in

[winged-void]

i think girls really need to hop on "intentional mutability of the self". you gotta take the scalpel up top and start rooting around and rearranging wires and such. fuck with the heads of yourself and others, because it is fun

[8syntheticanimal8]

[64mpg]

[stuckinapril]

I’ve been thinking a lot ab this

[kosmogrl]

the thing about nothing ever going my way is that if one day it does I will be so so scared