gxstalt @gxstalt - Tumblr Blog

hello, i’m gxstalt. i am more than the sum of my parts. something ahead of what i can see. ask me about life.

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your blood as a pen; i will turn violence into poetry

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miffy-japan

Sea is large and big〜♪ 金崎宮（福井県）

gxstalt

hello, i’m gxstalt. i am more than the sum of my parts. something ahead of what i can see. ask me about life.

gxstalt

i updated it after i forgot tumblr existed.

#intro post #blog intro #introduction #pinned intro #introductory post #ask #send me asks #send asks

i never sleep well when i'm on my own

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there is a layer of mental fatigue sleeping and settling atop me like dust.

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whats aspd like :^0

-npdisasterous

for me? it is confusing. it's one of those disorders that gets a really bad rap, alongside other cluster-Bs which pisses me off a bit tbh, I'm not this dexter morgan type, I'm just a guy who doesn't feel empathy that well. there's a lot of boredom involved that leads to self destructive business and nonsense trying to get a fix out of something. i honestly thought for a while i was bipolar because of how intense it got, but the psychiatrist gave me two personality disorders to ponder about instead which is fun! very fun indeed. much like the other disorders in the same cluster, i have a lot of trauma to think about in my downtime and how it causes my disorders to clash a bit.

thank you for the ask!

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i turn 23 today and it's impossible to not keep playing What's My Age Again

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'nobody wants to work anymore' EMPLOYERS DON'T WANT TO GIVE ME SHIFTS

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0ksypon

Alice - Madness Returns

i finished the first two chapters of deltarune yesterday and guys, i get it. i get it now. i understand. this shit will take over my life when ch 3 and 4 come out.