strawberry | choi seunghyun
safe word series :: chapter 1
pairing :: fem! reader x choi seunghyun
summary :: you and seunghyun have a safe word-strawberry- and whenever things become a little too much for you or him, this is the word either of you can say.
!warnings! :: lowercases intended, swearing, all consensual until the safe word is said, rough descriptive sex, fingering, oral (male receiving), unprotected p in v (be smart!), just overall intense stuff
a/n :: so i mean it’s not great but it’s smth quick i wrote to satisfy my need to post :) i’m not gonna be posting much bc i gotta keep up w school and i have a huge art project to work on and it’s all a lot but i promise to keep you all updated!! also BOOM start of a new miniseries!! ill have 2 more parts for bb members, jiyong and dae, and i think ill also do some of this for skz too! maybe idk but def gonna venture this idea to other people/ characters!! enjoy ! (dividers :: @thyming )
the room smelt of a gentle lavender and vanilla mix, coming from the burning candle on the dresser that warmly sprinkled light around the room. you were coming out of the shower in one of seunghyun’s hoodies and a pair of panties while your hair flowed behind you having just been blow dried.
right as you slipped in the comforting bedsheets, you hear the door slam from downstairs. the sound made you jolt from surprise and the way the floor shook under your feet. seunghyun walked upstairs and made it to the bedroom where he stood in his baggy sweatpants and red hoodie, his hair a mess and his face plastered with exhaustion and frustration.
“baby, are you okay?” You whisper as he slowly paces into the room.
“fuck, it was a shit day. i need to let my anger out. can we…?” His voice was so gravelly it already made your knees weak.
“yeah, fo su-” before you finished speaking his lips crashed on yours.
seunghyun’s lips moved ferociously against yours as his hands gripped your waist, pulling you impossibly close to his chest. Your hands found his shoulders and your arms wrapped lazily around his neck, tugging at the tufts of hair at the base of his neck. without wasting another second his tongue was pressed against yours and sliding in a messy fight for dominance.
your one arm pulled at the bottom of his hoodie and seunghyun took the hint, pulling away from your lips to lift the hoodie off so his bare chest now faced you. the candlelight and the lamp light mixed together and spayed over his abs, each ab bending the light and flexing as your hand ran down them, reaching the waistband of his pants. as you got on your knees you already made note of the growing tent, so eager to set it free.
in one fatal swoop, you pulled both his sweats and boxers down and he stepped out of them and tossed them away. seunghyun’s cock sprung free, the tip flushed and leaking in precum. your hand wrapped tightly on the base and began pumping which pulled a groan from seunghyun. he bucked into your hand and fisted your hair as encouragement to use your mouth. You followed and fully took every inch into your mouth, his taste driving you crazy. you wasted no time in hollowing your cheeks and moving your head at a rapid pace. when you came off to get a breath it was interrupted by Seunghyun pushing his hips forward a little too early. you gagged and tapped his thigh, he pulled out and let your breath for a couple seconds.
“a little softer my love.” you gasped with your chin glowing in saliva.
“fuck, i’m sorry baby.” he felt regret instantly and let you take the lead.
when you took him back in your mouth, he only slowly thrusted and let you guide your own movements. He cummed soon after and you swallowed every last drop which only turned him on again.
When you stood back up, his lips were quick to meet yours again, his hands sliding up and cupping your boobs under the hoodie. You let him pull it off of you and he threw it somewhere in the room before he started leaving open mouth kisses along your jawline and down your throat. each kiss left like molten lava dripping on your body, each lick feeling like a feather gliding on your skin. seunghyun took one of your boobs in his mouth and sucked on it, his tongue swirling around the hardened nipple while the other hand massaged the other boob like dough. one particularly rough squeeze elicited a pained hiss through your teeth.
“baby please go softer. i’m tired too.” you pleaded but it seemed like to go in on ear and out the other.
without a single warning from seunghyun, he had ripped your panties and his cock was sliding in you. the sudden stretch caused you to scream but the line between pleasure and pain was very blurred.
“oh fuck baby, you’re so fucking beautiful- gonna kill me-“
seunghyun left you no time to ease around him before he was pulling his hips back and snapping them to meet yours. he set the pace faster than usual and it caused tears to prick in your eyes.
“baby it’s too much- i can’t.” you pleaded but he countered.
“baby you’re so tight taking me so well.” he continued praising you, his voice powerful and demanding.
“no really it’s too-“ you screamed out a moan as his tip hit your gspot.
“you’re doing so well baby. fuck i need-“
“strawberry!” you screamed louder than you intended.
the word seemed to take seunghyun out of whatever trance he was in. he instantly stopped, pulling out of you with his eyes widened to the point they could have bulged out of his head.
“baby- fuck are you okay?! i’m so fucking sorry!” he was quick to try and comfort you but you flinched at his touch.
tears spilled out of your eyes, your abdomen pulsing in pain. you could hear seunghyun cursing under his breath while his eyes were focused on your face, trying to read your expression. all he was getting was hurt.
“baby..” seunghyun’s voice was as soft as a cloud.
“give me a minute seung.” you tried to fight the break in your voice but it came out anyways.
seunghyun’s mind was racing with all sorts of apologies and self criticism. he threw himself beside you and stuck by your side, his big hand petting your messed up hair.
somehow the action brought your heart rate down. you held your abdomen and tried to gently massage the muscles while you collected yourself.
“i’m okay.” you spoke and your mouth hung open with more to say but you didn’t know what you wanted to say first.
“my love. i am so fucking sorry. i shouldn’t have gone so rough. i’m sorry i took my bad day out on you. what can i do for you?” his hands was enclosed around yours his thumb brushing over your knuckles.
“i need to wash my body again.”
“i’ll go run you a bath. bubbles?” he smiled, testing the waters. (no pun intended istg)
“of course my girl.” he threw his sweats back on, his cock now softened as he walked into your bathroom and turned the tap on.
minutes later he came back and held out his arms to carry you. your arms wrapped around his neck for support, his arms keeping you secured up against his chest.
he set you in the water, a content sigh leaving your lips as the warmth spread over your skin, soothing the pain instantly. the bubbles floated around your body, the smell of the coconut bubble mixture flooding your senses as your muscles relaxed. seunghyun kissed your temple before turning to walk out. you stopped him before he reached the door.
“yes? what do you need? water? food? a book? your phone?” he was panicked and started rushing to fill a cup with water, handing it to you so fast the water almost sloshed out onto the floor.
a small chuckle came from you before you accepted the glass, taking a sip before setting it on the floor by the tub.
“thank you. no i want you in here with me. please?”
you swore his smile could light up new york city after dark. he slipped out of his sweats and took a seat behind you. his legs were on either side of yours, and he pulled you close so your back was pressed against his chest. his hands came up and rested gently on your hips, his fingers not moving, just laid out idle.
“i’m so sorry baby. please forgive me.” his voice was quiet, barely above a whisper, his mouth pressed kisses into your hair.
“of course i forgive you. i love you. just later let’s go a lot softer.” you smile, turning your head and capturing his lips in a kiss.
“later? you still want to?” seunghyun was stunned.
“yeah. but it’s gonna be slow and gentle, any rough play and we’re not having sex for a long time.” you laid back on his chest, your hands traveling to his, your fingers weaving in the gaps between his.
“yes. of course baby. yep.”
“so want to talk about your day?” you asked after a beat.
“nope. it’s perfect now. just being with you fixed it all.” his arms moved, wrapping around your waist.
“i’m glad. i love you seunghyun.”
“i love you so much baby.”
