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Mishi’s Blog
EST. MAY 2026
Welcome to my blog!
Everytime I’m close but I fall back in like,
Here we go again
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!
사랑 @h7evan ૮꒰ྀི ୨ ៸៸៸ ୧ ྀི꒱ა ❤︎ ໋𓈒 ◍
I FEEL IT COMING
Trope: Smooth Flirt
Pairing: spy!riki x spy!female reader
Synopsis: Riki is the kind of boy who can make anyone blush - confident, charming and effortlessly teasing. You swear you’re immune to your partner, but he seems determined to prove you wrong. Every training session, every shared joke, every lingering touch feels like a challenge he’s winning. But beneath the playful flirting, Riki is hiding real feelings he’s too scared to admit. When someone else starts showing interest in you, Riki’s facade cracks. Suddenly the smooth flirt becomes the boy who’s terrified of losing you. And when he finally confesses, it’s not with a smirk - it’s with a trembling voice and eyes full of hope.
Warnings: inappropriate language (cursing), explicit mature content - smut (MDNI), fingering (f receiving), oral sex (f receiving), slight angst and mentions of jealousy and possessiveness
Mishi’s Thoughts: My final fic for the Starboy series is here! And I’ve hit 100 followers, this is truly an amazing moment to commemorate! I want to thank each and every one of you for supporting my work in whatever small but vital way it may have been. From the moment I opened this account to now, I am immensely grateful! Thank you all so so much!! I hope you will enjoy this one as well for Riki, I can’t deny that I didn’t have lots of fun writing this series. Each and every one of your likes, comments and reblogs mean the world to me seriously! I can’t thank you all enough!! Gentle reminder that nothing in this fic, good or bad, is to be associated with any person in real life as this is a work of complete fiction. Taglist is still open for future work that anyone is interested in seeing upon posting! And once more your feedback and interactions mean the world to me! Enjoy!
AISA’s lounge has been unusually quiet since your latest mission with Riki, the low hum of the ventilation system filling the space as you reviewed the post-operation notes on your tablet.
Riki was already sprawled across the couch beside you - his long legs taking up more than enough space, looking far too relaxed for someone who had nearly face-planted during the assignments, his arms tucked behind his head.
He nudged your knee lightly with his foot, bothering you.
“So,” he started, deep voice carrying that familiar teasing warmth, “on a scale of one to ten, how impressed were you by my heroic performance today?”
You didn’t look up, “If you mean when you slipped on the gravel and accidentally tackled the target, I’d give it a solid… two.”
Riki gasped dramatically, leaning closer until his shoulder brushed yours, “Two? That was a strategic fall. I trained for years to perfect that move.”
You finally glanced at him, lips tugging into a small smirk, “Right. And you trained for like what a year?”
He huffed, crossing his arms, muttering under his breath begrudgingly, “Yeah.”
You laughed, continuing sarcastically, “What were you expecting? Gravity-assisted combat? Very advanced.”
He pointed at you triumphantly, “You’re teasing me. Which means you were impressed.”
“No. I was entertained,” you corrected, “There’s a difference.”
Riki laughed, delighted that you were playing along. He reached over and flicked the corner of your tablet - just enough to annoy you, but not enough to disrupt your work.
“You pretend you’re immune to me, but you’re laughing on the inside. I know it.”
“I’m laughing at you,” you replied teasingly.
“Same thing,” he shrugged nonchalantly.
You rolled your eyes, but the smile you tried to hide was obvious enough that he caught it instantly.
He poked your knee again, gentler this time, “See? You like me.”
“I like that you didn’t die,” you replied, scoffing lightly, “It keeps my paperwork simple.”
Riki leaned back, stretching his arms behind the couch again, grinning like he’d won something, “We made. A good team though. Admit it.”
You shrugged, deliberately casual, “We did well.”
He bumped your shoulder again - playful, familiar and warm.
“And you like working with me,” he added teasingly.
“I like that you’re occasionally useful,” you remarked.
“Wow,” he said, laughing, “High praise.”
He tapped your tablet once more, just because he could.
“Next mission, I’m thinking we try not to fall.”
You smirked, shaking your head, “You try not to fall. I’ll be perfectly fine.”
Riki’s smile softened, his teasing settling into something quieter - still playful, still bright, but threaded with that sincerity he never fully hid.
“We’ll see.”
Your next mission site had been an abandoned research facility on the outskirts of AISA’s jurisdiction - dusty, dimly lit and full of equipment that looked like it hadn’t been touched since the last century.
You moved through the hallway with your scanner, boots clicking as it echoed around your surroundings, while Riki trailed behind you, spinning a discarded screwdriver between his fingers like it was a toy.
“You know,” he said, stepping over a broken cable, “If this place collapses, I want it on record that I died heroically.”
You didn’t look back as you spoke, “You’d trip over your own feet before the building even tried to collapse.”
Riki scoffed under his breath, speeding up until he walked beside you, “I’ll have you know I’m rather graceful.”
“Mhm,” you said, unconvinced, “Like when you fell during our last mission?”
“I told you, that was a tactical fall,” he insisted, a scowl on his face.
You let a smirk tug at your lips, “Right. Gravity-assisted combat. I remember.”
He bumped your shoulder lightly, making you laugh as he pretended to be offended, “You’re mean.”
“And you’re loud,” you shot back, nonchalantly.
“But you like me loud,” he retorted, his signature smirk playing on that smug face of his.
“Riki. I simply tolerate you loud,” you said, stopping for a moment to shoot him a pointed look.
He grinned, somehow satisfied with that answer.
You reached a locked metal door and crouched to examine the panel. Riki crouched beside you, far too close, his knee brushing yours.
“Want help?” He asked, already reaching for the wires.
“No,” you said immediately, smacking his hand away, “Last time you helped, the door exploded in our faces.”
Riki stared at you with mock offense, rubbing his wrist where you hit him.
“That was one time,” he whined dramatically.
“And it was like what? Last month?” You remarked, with a soft scoff.
He laughed, leaning his shoulder into yours, “Fine. I guess I’ll just supervise then.”
“You’re terrible at supervising,” you teased.
“I’m excellent at supervising. Look-” he pointed at the panel dramatically, “You’re doing great!”
You shook your head, but the smile pulling at your lips betrayed you, “You’re impossible.”
“And yet you keep me around,” he winked at you.
“Unfortunately,” you said dryly, “I don’t have much of a choice.”
He nudged you again, though softer this time, “You like having me close.”
“I just like having backup. And you’re my partner.”
“Same thing,” he rolled his eyes.
Before you could respond, the panel beeped and the door slid open.
Riki jumped to his feet triumphantly, punching the air, “See? Look! My supervision worked.”
You rose to your feet, dusting off your hands, “My skill worked.”
“You mean our teamwork worked,” he corrected, patting your shoulder as he walked past you into the room.
You followed, rolling your eyes but unable to hide the small laugh that slipped out.
Riki heard it - of course he did - and turned around with a smug smile.
“Knew you found me funny.”
“I find you ridiculous.”
“Ridiculously charming.”
“Ridiculously annoying.”
The two of you went back and forth until he finally winked and said at your last words, “Hey, I’ll take it.”
Despite the banter, the two of you moved with practiced precision - checking corners, scanning equipment and documenting findings. The atmosphere stayed sensible and professional… except for the occasional moment of course where Riki poked your arm, or you flicked his ear, or he whispered something stupid just to make you laugh.
And every time you did, he looked like he’d won the mission single-handedly.
The lounge was dimly lit that night, the kind of warm lighting that AISA used to trick agents into thinking they were relaxed. Riki and Jake sat at their usual high-top corner table, two glasses of soemthing strong between them after a long week of missions and paperwork.
Sim Jaeyun - nicknamed Jake, Riki’s long-time friend from since training with AISA - swirled his drink as he eyed the younger boy over the rim.
“So,” he started casually, “you and Y/N, huh? What’s the deal?”
Riki nearly choked, spluttering out indignantly, “Deal? What deal? There’s no deal.”
“We’re just partners,” he added hastily and Jake could’ve sworn he saw the boy’s ears turn red.
He snorted in response, “Right. Partners who sit wayy too close. Partners who bicker like a married couple. Partners who-”
“Hyung,” Riki cut in, pointing at him with a lazy grin, “you’re delusional. She barely tolerates me.”
Jake raised an eyebrow, “She teases you back.”
“She teases everyone.”
“No,” Jake said, leaning in, “she teases you differently. Everyone can see it.”
Riki scoffed, waving him off as he ignored the way his heart began to pick up speed at Jake’s words, “You’re reading into things unnecessarily. She’s just- fun to annoy, I guess?”
Jake smirked, adding slyly, “And you like her, Nishimura. Admit it.”
Riki froze for half a second - just long enough for Jake to catch it - before he recovered with a dramatic sigh.
“I like breathing. I like music. And I like not dying on missions. Doesn’t mean I’m in love with oxygen.”
Jake laughed, shaking his head, “You’re unbelievable.”
“No, I’m charming,” Riki corrected, clinking his glass against Jake’s, “And she’s immune to me anyway. I don’t know how y’all don’t see that.”
Jake shot him an unamused look, “You sure about that?”
Riki shrugged, leaning back in his chair, “Positive.”
Jake opened his mouth to retort and argue again - but stopped abruptly when he noticed you walking into the lounge, eyes falling on both of them as you headed straight towards their direction.
Riki followed his gaze and immediately straightened, nearly knocking over his drink in the process.
Jake cleared his throat rather loudly, “So uh- weather’s been… something?”
Riki nodded way too fast, “Yeah. Weather. Totally wild.”
You slowed you steps as you drew near to the guys, eyebrows lifting, “What are you two up to?”
Jake and Riki exchanged a panicked glance.
“Uh- clouds,” Riki said quickly.
“Big ones,” Jake nodded eagerly at you.
You stared at them, confused and even bewildered, “Right… okay.”
They both sat up a little too straight, grew a little too quiet and were a little too suspicious.
Or maybe too much of everything?
You narrowed your eyes, glancing between them, “You both are so weird.”
Riki flashed a grin that was definitely hiding something, “We’re always weird.”
You sighed, sliding into an empty seat at their table, massaging your temples.
“Unfortunately so, yes.”
Jake smirked into his drink as he sipped it.
And stifling a laugh himself, Riki kicked him under the table.
Riki had been in one of his moods again - smirking every time your eyes met, brushing your wrist when he passed you training gear and throwing in little comments meant to fluster you even though you always pretended they didn’t.
The two of you were running through close-quarters drills, circling each other on the mat. Riki lunged, you dodged and he laughed under his breath.
“You’re getting slow,” he teased, voice low and playful.
“You’re getting predictable,” you shot back, tapping his shoulder as you slipped past him.
He grinned like you’d just made his entire day.
But then, his gaze suddenly flicked past you - toward the far side of the training room.
Choi Soobin stood there, arms crossed, watching the two of you with an amused expression. He was also one of your closest friends in the agency apart from Riki, someone who always checked in on you after missions.
You paused the drill when you noticed him and walked over to him, wiping sweat from your forehead.
“Soobin hey! What are you doing here?” You asked, smiling lightly.
“Just making sure you haven’t let Riki corrupt your technique,” he joked softly, nudging your shoulder.
You laughed, leaning in a little as you spoke with him. Soobin’s tone was warm, friendly and familiar - comfortable in a way that made Riki’s chest tighten.
From behind you, Riki pretended to adjust his gloves, but his eyes stayed locked on the two of you.
His jaw flexed.
His playful confidence slipped, replacing by something sharp and unsettling.
Soobin noticed Riki staring and smirked, “He’s glaring holes into my head.”
“Don’t bother with him. He’s just being dramatic,” you muttered, voice lower.
“Or jealous,” Soobin whispered, a teasing smile on his lips.
You elbowed him lightly, but your cheeks warmed at his words.
Riki finally walked over, trying to appear casual even though his voice betrayed him.
“What’s going on?” He asked, a little too quickly.
Soobin raised his eyebrows, “Relax, man. I’m just talking to her.”
Riki’s eyes flickered over to meet yours, “We were in the middle of training.”
You tilted your head, “I can take a break, can’t I?”
Riki swallowed thickly, trying to hide the way that bothered him, “Right. Sure.”
Soobin chuckled, “Well aren’t you two just funny to watch?”
Riki shot him a look that was almost a warning.
You sighed softly, “Riki we’ll continue in a minute, don’t worry.”
He nodded, but his voice softened in a way he didn’t intend for it to, “Okay… just don’t disappear on me- or whatever.”
Soobin smirked again, “See? Jealous.”
Riki’s ears went pink, “What? No I’m not.”
You gave Riki a teasing smile, deciding to add to the fun, “You kind of are, you know.”
He looked away, growing flustered, muttering under his breath, “We’re partners. I just- like training with you, I guess?”
Soobin leaned closer to you, “He really means that he doesn’t want to share.”
You laughed heartily and Riki snapped his eyes back to Soobin.
“I never said that.”
But he had to admit that deep down, he did feel it.
And you saw it yourself but chose not to comment - as clear as day.
Soobin was warming up more and more with you by the day - too quickly for Riki’s liking.
Again, Soobin was watching you both train at another session before walking over to you after finishing your hand-to-hand drills.
He leaned against the wall, arms crossed and watching with a soft smile, eyes focused on you and only you.
“You’re getting sharper,” he said to you, nodding approvingly.
You laughed, shrugging lightly, “I’ve been practicing.”
Riki didn’t say anything, but his movements grew noticeably tighter, sharper and even almost competitive as he focused on working alone, just as a way to distract himself from the sight before him.
When Soobin suddenly added, “You should train with me sometime too you know - I can help with your footwork,” that was when Riki’s jaw clenched tightly.
“She already has a partner,” he muttered, not looking up.
Soobin raised an eyebrow, gaze landing on Riki, “Didn’t realize you were territorial.”
Riki pretended not to hear him, but you saw the way his ears turned pink.
Another time, during a briefing, Soobin slid into the empty seat beside you after running late, nudging your shoulder lightly to get your attention.
“You always take the neatest notes,” he said, leaning a bit too closely to peek at your page.
Riki, sitting across one of the tables in the room near you, stared at the interaction with a blank expression that fooled no one.
Everyone would occasionally glance over at him with amused smiles or quiet shakes of their heads when they noticed he wasn’t even trying to avoid staring at you two.
His foot tapped under the table, a steady beat.
His eyes flicked between you and Soobin every few seconds, the boy hardly blinking.
When Soobin leaned closer again to whisper a joke into your ear, you laughed - and pencil Riki was fiddling with snapped clean in half.
Jake - who was sitting next to him and watching the entire scene silently noticed, he whispered urgently, “Dude what the fuck? You good?”
“Fine,” Riki gritted out through clenched teeth.
Riki’s final straw unfolded in AISA’s trusty lounge - that was supposed to be yours and Riki’s spot together.
You and Soobin were sitting on the couch, with him helping you to review intel.
The guy suddenly reached over to tuck a stray piece of your hair behind your ear as you leaned over the table - a gesture he’d apparently done a thousand times before with the way you appeared to be so comfortable and nonchalant about it.
Riki froze mid-step past the sliding doors.
Jake murmured under his breath, musing to himself, “Oh shit, he’s gonna combust.”
Riki then walked over, his footsteps quickening, before plopping himself directly between you and Soobin.
“Y/N needs to help me with something. Urgently,” he spoke hurriedly before either of you could say anything.
You blinked, still trying to process what happened, “What urgent thing?”
“Uh-” Riki looked around, trying to search for a quick excuse.
“My laptop- yeah my laptop! It’s broken.”
“You don’t even own a laptop,” Jake tried to whisper to him, but Riki just kicked his shin under the table, earning a howled mumble of pain from Jake as he held his leg.
Soobin, way too observant for his own good, smirked knowingly, “Jealously doesn’t suit you, bro. What happened to being nonchalant?”
Riki’s ears turned pink, “What? I’m not jealous.”
You shot him an unamused and knowing look.
But Riki refused to meet your eyes.
Later that same day, as the evening progressed, you and Riki had planned a casual sleepover long before - snacks, blankets and a stack of movies listed on your notes app all ready at your apartment.
He sprawled beside you on the couch, pretending to be relaxed and pretending nothing had bothered him all day.
But he kept glancing at you every so often.
And then looking away.
And then glancing again.
You nudged him, diverting your attention from the movie playing, “You’re awfully quiet.”
“I’m always quiet,” he said, voice too quick and response something you knew he’d never say if he was thinking straight.
“No,” you responded, “you’re annoying. Don’t even come to me with that quiet shit, you’re anything but. This is different.”
He huffed, grabbing a pillow to hide half as he face as he snuggled close to it, “I’m not upset if that’s what you’re trying to say.”
You raised your eyebrows, unconvinced, “You sure?”
Riki hesitated. His typical teasing facade wavered even more, just another crack - enough for you to see the truth underneath.
“I just-” he swallowed thickly, his voice trailing off, “I didn’t like how Soobin was acting today.”
You blinked, though you internally knew it all along, “Why?”
Riki’s voice softened, barely above a whisper, “Because I don’t like sharing you.”
You turned to stare at him fully now, stunned.”
He immediately buried his face deeper into his pillow.
“Wait nevermind. Forget I said that.”
You allowed a quiet smile to tug at your lips, leaning your shoulder against his, “I won’t. Just letting you know.”
Riki didn’t tease after that. He didn’t joke. He just stayed close - closer than usual - watching the movie with a quiet intensity, pretending he wasn’t melting away every time you shifted nearer.
His facade wasn’t just cracking.
It was falling apart beautifully.
As the night stretched on, the living room softened into dim lamplight and the low hum of the movie.
You had expected Riki to tease you, poke your side or even steal your snacks - the usual chaos he brought into any room.
But he didn’t.
He sat beside you, legs pulled close and eyes fixated on the tv screen yet still unfocused. His usual spark - the playful glint, the smug grin - had faded into something quieter.
Something heavier.
Every time you shifted closer, trying to get some teasing remark out of him, he stiffened inside of leaning in. Every time you laughed at the movie, he smiled only halfway. And every time you glanced at him, he looked away way too quickly.
It wasn’t like the Riki you knew.
Not at all.
You paused the movie, turning to look at him with eyebrows furrowed in concern, “Riki- what’s going on?”
He didn’t answer at first. His fingers tightened around the blanket, knuckles pale. His shoulders rose with a shaky breath.
“I’m fine,” he said - but his voice trembled, betraying him instantly.
You shifted closer, growing more and more worried by the minute, “You’re not. Talk to me. Come on.”
Riki swallowed hard. His eyes flickered over to yours, wide and uncertain, filled with something raw - something hopeful and terrified all at once. He looked like he was fighting himself, fighting the words he’d been holding back all day.
“I just-” his voice broke again, “I didn’t like how today went.”
Your expression softened with understanding, “Because of Soobin?”
Riki’s breath hitched, surprised you figured it out so quickly.
He nodded once, barely.
“I know it’s stupid,” he whispered, eyes dropping to his lap.
“I know I shouldn’t feel like this. But when I saw him with you- when he touched you, when you laughed with him-”
His voice shook harder, “It felt like something inside me was twisting. And I- I hate it.”
“I hate it so goddamn bad, Y/N.”
You reached out, gently touching his hand.
He froze - then looked up, eyes shining with a fragile kind of hope as he fought tears.
“I- I don’t want to lose you,” he admitted shakily, voice trembling so badly it almost wasn’t a whisper anymore.
“Not to him. Not to anyone.”
His facade - the teasing, the bravado and the playful confidence - had fallen away completely.
What remained was just Nishimura Riki: vulnerable, scared and wanting you more deeply than he knew how to say.
You squeezed his hand tightly, reassuringly.
He exhaled shakily, relief and longing flickering across his face.
And for the first time all night, he leaned into you - not with jokes, nor with bravado, but with quiet, trembling honesty.
Since Riki’s interestingly enough heartfelt confession to you that night at your sleepover, you finally began to acknowledge the truth hidden deep within your own emotions and feelings.
You were letting him in, slowly but surely and he was glad to seize the opportunity every single time.
And it felt like things were back to normal between you both, as if your entire life and connection with your partner wasn’t just uprooted and transfigured into something completely different when Riki confessed that night.
From lingering touches and quiet words of affection which you had to practically force out of him - things eventually got heated between you two.
You were in the library, tasked with obtaining some old records on a case you worked on months back, looking through the archives in a separate room off the main floor of the spacious area with its multitude of books on shelves.
As you were climbing up the rolling library ladder situated in the room, you heard a deep voice behind you, startling you at first as you let out a soft yelp, immediately holding on to the edge of a shelf so you don’t fall back.
“Woah, woah, woah- what the hell do you think you’re doing?!” Riki exclaimed, his voice strangely panicked.
You groaned, craning your head back slightly to look at him.
“Riki!”
He frowned, already moving closer to hold on to the sides of the ladder and keep you supported.
“Yeah?” He answered nonchalantly.
“I could’ve tumbled right back on my ass if you didn’t come in here and air your big mouth!” You complained dramatically, stepping down a few of the rungs on the ladder until you felt a firm hand on your hip, stopping you.
“What now?” You frowned, exasperated, but Riki didn’t respond, growing unusually quiet.
You tried to turn your head back again to look at him, speaking but he cut you off, “Riki-?”
“Turn around,” he commanded softly.
You blinked, hesitating for a moment, “What for?”
“You’ll see,” he remarked, dryly, “Just do as I say? Please?”
You let out a heavy exhale, but obliged, gripping the edges of the ladder tightly as you carefully turned around to face him fully now, his arms outstretched and hovering near your body protectively in case you slipped.
You gazed at him with narrowed eyes, noticing how his eyes were glued to the lower half of your body, expecting an explanation now, “What is it?”
“You’re wearing a skirt,” he said, his voice a bit- strained?
You blinked, “So?”
“So,” he raised his eyebrows, eyes flicking up to meet your confused ones, “You hardly wear skirts.”
You frowned for a moment, eyebrows knitting together until you realized where he was going with this.
“Oh.”
“Yeah,” he smiled, a bit of a wry one, “Oh.”
He cleared his throat, looking anywhere but at you in the archives room, “You look good though.”
You let a small smile pull at your lips, growing flustered by the comment, “Thank you.”
You stiffened when you watched him suddenly step closer, eyes snapping back to yours.
“I want to do something,” he said simply.
“You’ll let me right?” He added, voice dropping to a whisper.
You felt as if your voice was stuck in your throat from the way Riki was staring at you so intently and you could only nod in a daze.
In a flash, Riki had pushed you to sit back on one of the rungs, your breath knocking out of you at the force for a moment.
Your hands scrambled for his shirt, just as a way to hold on before you fell but he caught you when your body shifted forward, firm hands keeping you grounded to the edge of the rung before one of them slid down to your thigh.
You gazed into his wild eyes with your dark ones wide and bewildered, a shiver running down your spine as his hand rubbed up and down your thigh, grazing the hem of your skirt.
Your voice was breathless, barely able to speak, “Riki-”
“Don’t-” he rasped out, gritting his teeth, “Don’t say my name like that, Y/N- please-”
You didn’t know what to say, his voice bordering on pure desperation, a tone you’d never heard from him as you felt your throat grow dry.
Once he was certain you were steadied properly while sitting on the ladder, he pushed your legs apart, head immediately dipping there to move up under your skirt.
You let out a loud gasp at his action, squirming for a moment until he had to forcefully hold you still with his hand.
“Riki- wait!” You tried to cry out, fearful of being caught but he had no intentions of stopping now.
There was no going back from this.
And Nishimura Riki was in way too deep now.
You felt his hot breath on your shamefully soaked panties, your head falling back against the books and files neatly arranged on the shelves behind you as his tongue licked a long stripe along the drenched fabric.
He shifted his position slightly, using his free hand to hook your legs over his shoulders as your body trembled, whimpering when he used his other hand to push your panties aside.
Your cheeks flushed a crimson red when you heard the sharp inhale Riki let in, eyes fluttering shut as his mouth tended to the ache of your pussy.
His surprisingly expert tongue knew just where to work you to make you moan and gasp out, tongue lapping at your arousal or teeth nipping gently at your swollen clit.
You tried to speak, resulting in Riki only intensifying his assault on your pussy, the wet and obscene sounds of his attention making your head spin.
“Riki- s-someone could see us h-” your voice broke off into a breathy sigh, two of his fingers pushing into you without warning as your eyes rolled back.
He didn’t seem to have a care in the world about if someone walked in and saw you both.
Yet, the thought of that despite how embarrassing it was, sent a strong thrill through you.
Riki’s tongue was a menace as he went down on you, licking hot and wet stripes through your glistening folds with his tongue while slowly pushing his fingers up into you at a steady pace, trying to open you up to sink them deeper.
All thoughts of being seen or caught had left your mind by now, your sweet whimpers and desperate cries of his name fueling the man on as he kept going.
You could feel the tip of his nose bumping against your clit lightly, half-lidded eyes barely making out the movement of his head against the fabric of your skirt as he ate you out.
The sight alone drove you wild, a strangled moan leaving your lips as his fingers sunk deeper, thrusting into and out of you with a pace that made your eyes roll back as he hit that sweet spot deep into you.
When the muscle of his tongue finally pushed into your hole, you couldn’t take it any longer, your body tensed up.
His satisfied grunts and groans, muffled from being under your skirt and against your pussy, was the only thing keeping you grounded to reality as you let your release crash through you.
Your body trembled immensely, a sharp cry of his name leaving your lips as you came, walls clenching around his fingers and tongue as you reached the breaking point.
Hot, clear liquid shot out, spilling along the bare skin of your thighs where your skirt was hiked up over and on to Riki’s face, surprising him as he pulled away.
He used his tongue, chin dripping with a mixture of your arousal and your release as he licked his mouth clean.
An amused smirk pulled at his lips, staring down at you and the mess he made between your legs.
You were panting heavily, barely comprehending anything he was saying as his deep voice rasped out.
“Did you just- squirt on me?”
You blinked blankly up at him, voice hoarse, “W-what?”
He laughed, sucking his fingers clean as he watched you, clearly thinking for a long moment.
“I’m not done with you, by the way,” he teased, voice a tad bit deeper, amused as he watched your eyes go wide when you finally caught your senses.
“H-huh? Riki?!” You exclaimed, holding on to his broad shoulders for support as he scooped your body off the ladder effortlessly.
His eyes scanned the archives room, trying to search for a place to keep his fun going.
You let out an exaggerated whine, smacking the back of his head.
“Ow! Hey!” He groaned, to which you laughed with delight, your eyes twinkling as he looked down at you with pure love in his gaze.
“I feel it comin’, babe” - I Feel It Coming, The Weeknd
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Always n Forever…
Trope: Exes To Lovers
Pairing: ex-boyfriend!heeseung x ex-girlfriend!female reader
Synopsis: After years of silence, a quiet evening brings an unexpected knock at your apartment door: your ex-boyfriend stands there with Seo Mina - the step-sister he once left you for and a baby girl resting quietly in his arms. The moment is surreal. Two faces from a past you worked hard to outgrow suddenly gathered on your doorstep - older, softer and carrying a weight you can feel even before anyone speaks. They hadn’t originally come to reopen wounds: they’d come to make amends, to acknowledge the hurt they’ve caused and to show you the new life they’ve built. But what’s going to happen when lies and deceit brewing over the years begin to unravel and ruin the perfect life they had established - with you in the center of all the trouble?
Warnings: inappropriate language (cursing), explicit mature content - smut (MDNI), grinding, fingering (f receiving), edging, oral sex (m receiving), multiple orgasms, praise kink, p in v (sexual intercourse), riding, unprotected sex (uhh no. just no.), angst, cheating (not the main characters) and mentions of previous heartbreak
Mishi’s Thoughts: Happy 2nd anniversary to Romance:Untold!! Take me back I swear I can’t deal with this year. Let’s just pretend I was able to post this on July 12th but yeah. I am so sorry I ended up posting this a day late, I was busy yesterday sighh. Hope you enjoy this one as it’s not connected to the Starboy series. Riki fic coming this week so stay tuned! Also gentle reminder that the characters mentioned in this fic are in no way affiliated with the people involved in real life. Taglist is still open by the way. Likes, comments and reblogs are very much appreciated! Thank you so much for reading everyone and I hope you enjoy!
The evening is quiet enough that you heard the knock before you even reached the hallway.
When you opened the door, the world seemed to pause.
Heeseung, the boy you once loved, stands there older and gentler, his posture careful. Beside him is Seo Mina, your step-sister, her hands clasped nervously. And in Heeseung’s arms, a baby girl rests her cheek against his shoulder, breathing softly.
The three of you stood in a silence that feels heavy but not as hostile as it once was all those years ago - just full of the time you all never talked about.
You blinked, trying to process the sight before your eyes, a thousand unanswered questions racing through your mind.
Heeseung steadied his voice first.
“It’s been a long time, Y/N. You look well.”
You didn’t know what to say or do at first, standing there rooted to the spot, until you finally managed to overcome your shock.
“Yeah. It has been.”
He continued calmly, his voice still as soft as the one you fell in love with all those years ago and you tried not to think too much about it, “Thank you for opening the door. I wasn’t sure you would.”
He shifted the baby gently, earning a soft coo from her lips.
“We didn’t come to bother you. We just- wanted to talk. Properly. After everything,” he let out carefully.
Mina spoke up, her eyes filled with depths of sorrow, “We know this is unexpected. I’m sorry if we’re intruding. We thought it was time to acknowledge the past instead of pretending it didn’t happen.”
“I appreciate the honesty. Come in, come in - you don’t have to stand outside.”
You stepped aside, letting them into your cozy and spacious apartment as they walked in quietly, removing their shoes out of habit.
The air was tense - thick and heavy with a silence that could be cut with a knife. The baby stirred, letting out a tiny sigh.
Heeseung glanced down at his daughter, a tender expression in his eyes, “She’s usually calm. I think she’s just curious. New place, new faces.”
You watched the baby look around - wide, innocent, bambi eyes just like her father’s occasionally flickering from you to the decor of your apartment.
“I didn’t want to show up without saying something meaningful. I owe you more than silence,” he smiled faintly.
Mina spoke up as you gestured for them to have seats in your living room, “And I owe you an apology. For how things happened back then. I should’ve spoken to you properly, not argued and avoided you.”
You let out a soft sigh, emotions warring with the rational side of yourself, “Thank you. I won’t pretend it didn’t hurt, but I’m not angry anymore.”
“Life moved on for all of us.”
“That’s good to hear. We’re not here to reopen any wounds or anything. We just wanted to make amends - sincerely,” Heeseung said earnestly, adjusting the baby girl on his lap.
“I can listen. That’s a good start,” you said quietly.
The room settled into a much more comfortable atmosphere now, the kind that felt like the first step towards something calmer, maybe even healing.
“What’s her name?” you asked curiously as you broke the silence, eyes fastening on the baby as her tiny fists curled on Heeseung’s shirt.
“Lee Hani. She’s 7 months old,” Mina answered fondly, eyes tender as she gazed at the baby girl.
“She’s truly adorable. She looks just like you, but she’s got Heeseung’s eyes,” you remarked, a warm smile on your lips as the two smiled at you.
Hani caught your gaze, her attention drifting from her father to you.
She cooed adorably, arms stretching out to reach for you, much to your surprise.
You hesitated at first, unsure if you should take her or not but Heeseung flashed you a reassuring smile, holding her small body out to you.
“It’s okay, go ahead. Take her,” he reassured softly.
Carefully, you took the baby girl in your arms, one hand supporting her back and another supporting under her legs.
She immediately latched on to you, beaming up at you with a sweet, gummy smile on her face as her tiny hands clung to your shirt.
Heeseung exchanged a glance with Mina as they watched the interaction - a silent cue that they should move to the real reason they came.
“There’s something else we wanted to ask. Something important,” he started slowly.
He looked at you with a sincerity you haven’t seen in years, “Mina and I have talked about it for months. And we both agreed-”
He paused, bambi eyes hesitantly glancing at Mina before continuing as she nodded reassuringly, “we want you to be her godmother.”
You froze, attention snapping from Hani to Heeseung, your dark eyes growing wide, rendered speechless at his words.
Mina spoke up before you could even utter a word.
“You’ve always been someone who stands strong. Even when things get difficult. You’re someone who doesn’t crumble under pressure. Someone who stays kind and compassionate even without being naive.”
She smiled softly, “We trust you. And we want her to grow up with people who embody that.”
Heeseung nodded, his eyes filled with sincerity.
“You were a big part of my life. And even after everything, I never doubted your character. I want Hani to have someone like you in her corner - someone calm, grounded and honest.”
He looked over at the baby.
“She deserves people who will guide her with stability. And you’ve always had that.”
You took a slow breath, absorbing their words without letting emotion overwhelm your expression.
“I- well that’s a meaningful request. And I’m honored you thought of me.”
“You don’t have to decide now,” Heeseung added quickly, “We’ll be here, waiting for your decision. But I’m certain Hani will love you.”
“Take as much time as you need.”
You accept their request a week later.
After weighing it carefully between study sessions and clinical rotations, plus confiding in your mother and step-father - who were more than relieved to know the three of you had reconciled, you decided you wanted to be in Hani’s life and protect her as much as you can while being a step-aunt and godmother to her.
“I’ll do it. I’ll be her godmother,” you told Heeseung and Mina when you went to visit their home for the first time.
When you talked to them, the baby reached for you with both hands and you held her with steady ease, growing more and more comfortable the child each time.
Heeseung’s relief was immediate, almost as if he was desperate for you to accept their offer, “Thank you, Y/N. Really just- thank you.”
Mina smiled politely, but her eyes flickered with something unreadable.
“She’ll be lucky to have you.”
You didn’t think much of it then. You’re calm, composed and confident in your ability to balance things.
But the months began to shift as time passed.
It began with harmless requests during the first month.
Mina texted you on a Wednesday evening, since you both exchanged contact information since that night you agreed to be Hani’s godmother.
Mina: Unnie, could you watch her for an hour? I need to run to the store and Heeseung isn’t back from work yet. Parents are busy
You agree. You were studying anyway and Hani slept peacefully beside you while you reviewed anatomy flashcards.
Heeseung picked her up later, apologetic, “Mina shouldn’t bother you so much about things like this, I’m so sorry. We could easily get a babysitter. I’ll talk to her.”
You waved it off - it was only for an hour either way.
But the next week, it’s two hours. Then three.
Mina’s excuses grew thin each time.
Mina: I forgot something at work
Mina: I need to meet a friend
Mina: I just need a quick break
And you noticed she never asked Heeseung first.
By the second month, your schedule tightened - clinical labs, late-night studying and exams approaching.
You tried to set boundaries gently with your step-sister, “Mina, I can help sometimes, but I’m in med school. I can’t always be available. Maybe try a babysitter instead?”
Mina nodded, but she didn’t listen to a word you said and her behavior didn’t change.
One Friday, she dropped Hani off without warning, claiming she “just needs a few hours for something.”
You were already exhausted from a full day at the hospital, but you took the child anyway - because she’s innocent and you loved the way she lit up when she saw you.
Heeseung arrived later, clearly confused.
“She told me you offered,” he said, eyebrows furrowed with confusion as he took a sleepy Hani from you.
You didn’t and you didn’t want to keep playing this game with Mina so you told the truth.
He looked troubled, but didn’t push further as he thanked you and bid you good night.
Within the third month of your new role as godmother, you and Heeseung were practically co-parenting on Mina’s behalf.
Heeseung often ended up at your apartment after work, picking up Hani or helping you with her before leaving when Mina disappeared for hours with no proper explanation.
One evening, while you fed Hani her formula for the night, Heeseung sighed, deciding to stay a bit longer as you insisted on helping him put her to sleep before he took her home.
You had the child on your lap, holding her comfortably yet securely as you fed her tenderly, your eyes focused on her content expression as she drank the baby formula.
Heeseung was sprawled on an armchair in your living room - tired, but you were too distracted with Hani to notice the conflicted yet intense stare he was giving you both.
When you glanced up, he quickly averted his gaze, rubbing his hand over his face as he decided to confide in you for unexplainable reasons.
“I don’t know what’s going on with Mina all of a sudden, I swear. She’s out almost every night now. She barely spends time with Hani unless someone else is watching like one of our parents.”
His voice was tinged with frustration and you watched Hani’s tiny fingers play with the fabric of your scrubs as you fed her gently, occasionally her soft coos and swallows would echo around the room.
You stayed calm, even though you were even more exhausted now that you had to deal with this situation.
“You need to talk to her, Heeseung. This isn’t sustainable. Hani needs her mother,” you said as carefully as you could.
He nodded, but you could immediately sense that he was overwhelmed by all of this.
Your suspicion doesn’t come from drama or the lingering hurt you still had in your heart because of the fact that Heeseung chose Mina over you.
It came from patterns, inconsistencies and even your own sharp, observational skills.
She framed every outing as something “urgent,” but her excuses were weak and repetitive.
She left Hani with you for hours, sometimes overnight.
She never checked in, even on her own daughter.
And she never apologized.
You noticed it was taking a toll on Heeseung too, but didn’t comment as it wasn’t your business to pry.
She would tell him that you “offered” to babysit - even when the reality was that you didn’t.
She told friends and mutuals that you “love taking care of baby Hani,” which you never said.
She would constantly use your reliability as a shield for her absence.
It’s not even normal exhaustion you’ve come to realize - postpartum or other.
It was plain and outright detachment.
Mina rarely held her own daughter anymore.
She never initiates affection with her child or her boyfriend like before.
If anything, she got irritated by Hani’s crying now.
And she handed the child off the moment you or Heeseung walked into the room, just so she can ease the apparent burden off her hands.
One night, which was your final straw if anything, she showed up at your door frantic, saying she must leave the baby with you.
You were studying for a major exam but she insisted.
Hours later, Heeseung texted.
Heeseung: Mina told you offered again. Are you sure you’re okay with this Y/N?
Heeseung: Let me know and I’ll come over and pick Hani up when I’m done with my overtime
You didn’t offer.
You know you didn’t.
Mina lied - again.
And it was time you did something about it.
You sent a few brief texts before returning to your studying, Hani already fast asleep safely in your room because of how late it was.
You: Come over when you’re done
You: Hani’s already asleep, put her down just now
You: I really need to talk to you
Heeseung: 👍
When Heeseung showed up at your apartment a bit later, still in his work clothes, you could see the worry written all over his face.
“I didn’t offer. She dropped her off and left. Said she must leave Hani with me,” you started, before he could even say a word.
Heeseung plopped down on your couch, massaging his temples.
“She’s been disappearing more and more. I don’t know where she goes. She doesn’t even bother to tell me anything anymore. And she barely spends time with Hani unless someone else is around us or watching her every move.”
You frowned, playing with the hem of your tshirt, hesitating before speaking up.
“Heeseung-” you paused before continuing, “something isn’t right. She’s lying to both of us and she’s using my new role as godmother to avoid responsibility.”
He looked up at you - tired, frustrated, but relieved that you can see it too.
“I’ve been trying to ignore it. Hoping it was stress or something temporary. But it’s just getting worse by the month,” he remarked, his soft voice drained.
You nodded, calm and analytical.
“We need to figure out what she’s actually doing when she leaves. Why she’s suddenly gone all the time. And why she’s neglecting her own child.”
Heeseung spoke up suddenly, eyes closed as if he’s trying to remember something, “Wait. Actually-”
He froze, before snapping his eyes open to gaze at you, “I just remembered something.”
You raised your eyebrows curiously, “What?”
“Mina was the one that suggested we try to reconcile with you in the first place,” he started slowly, trying to piece his story together properly, “She was the one that insisted we make you Hani’s godmother too.”
You blinked, stunned at the revelation, “Wait? Really? I thought it was your idea-”
Heeseung averted his gaze, clearing his throat sheepishly as he massaged his Adam’s apple, “Um- well- that’s a discussion for another day. Right now we need to figure out what Mina is up to.”
He added quickly before you can say anything else in response, “Let’s work together. Me and you. If you ask me personally, you’re the only person I trust with this, Y/N. We’ll pay attention. Compare what she tells us. And investigate. Watch her patterns closely.”
You meet his eyes, voice steady despite the pounding of your heart as you actually took a good look at him in months.
“Alright. We’ll figure it out.”
And for the first time since you both broke up all those years ago, it felt like you and Heeseung were slowly becoming closer, now that you needed to investigate Mina’s absence.
Flashback
You were seventeen, newly adjusting to having a step-father and now a step-sister in your grade.
Seo Mina, a few months younger, transferred into the private school you and Heeseung were attending during the mid-term.
You’d actually been excited - finally someone in your family close to your age because you didn’t have any siblings.
So you introduced her to your boyfriend, Heeseung, because she seemed really sweet and you thought it would help her settle in.
At first, it was harmless.
You both made her feel included and she appreciated your efforts easily.
You’d wave her over during lunch with Heeseung and Mina would brighten instantly.
Heeseung would greet her with a small, polite smile and you’d never noticed how it grew into that easy one he typically saved for you as time passed.
They’d talk about classes, professors, music - normal things.
But then, the moments started stacking.
After school, you’d find them huddled together and laughing at something on his phone, a private joke you weren’t a part of.
Mina began lingering around your locker, instead of spending time with the new friends she was making, timing her arrival with his so she can walk together to classes with you and Heeseung.
Heeseung started asking you casual questions about her when she wasn’t around, even appearing to be slightly disappointed when she couldn’t hang out with you both for whatever reason.
“Is Mina settling in okay?”
“She’s pretty funny, isn’t she?”
And once, during a group project, you walked in after class and saw her leaning a little too close while he explained something, her eyes soft in a way that made your stomach tighten and your heart clench.
You didn’t say anything though.
Merely observed quietly, as you didn’t want to appear to be a jealous and overly possessive girlfriend.
But you felt it and you were never wrong about the way things made you feel - the shift, the slow drift between you and your boyfriend.
And the way Mina looked at Heeseung even though she damn well knew he was yours.
When you and Heeseung finally broke things off, it felt like you were the only one that actually experienced any sort of heartbreak.
It was late in that same semester, the air heavy with exams and unspoken tension.
You and Heeseung sat on the empty bleachers alone after school, the sky dimming into a soft orange.
You’d ask him to talk - really talk - because the distance between you had grown too obvious to ignore.
He looked nervous, hands clasped, eyes avoiding yours.
“Can I be honest?” he finally said, breaking the silence, voice low.
You nodded, steady, even though your heart thudded painfully.
“I don’t want to keep pretending everything’s fine,” he started off, then continued, “You deserve someone who’s fully in it. And I’m- well, I’m not.”
You inhaled sharply, though you kept your composure, “Is this about Mina?”
Heeseung flinched - not dramatically, but enough to know your words hit the nail on the head.
“I didn’t mean for anything to happen,” he started off quickly, “But I started feeling something. And I didn’t want to lie to you or cheat on you, Y/N. I swear.”
“Id rather tell you the truth than hurt you like that,” his eyes were filled with unspoken remorse.
Your chest tightened, your words more of a statement than a question, but you stayed calm, “So you’re choosing her.”
He swallowed, looking away to stare at the basketball court ahead, “Yeah. I think I am. I’m sorry.”
You didn’t cry. You didn’t beg.
You couldn’t do either really. You had expected this sooner than later and if anything, you felt more numb than upset.
You just looked at Heeseung - really looked - and realized the boy you loved since freshman year had already left long before this conversation.
You finally managed out, voice a hoarse rasp as you fought the tears welling up in your eyes all of a sudden, “Thank you for telling me.”
“But you should go now,” you added quietly, looking down at your tightly clenched fists on your lap.
Heeseung nodded, his own eyes glossy with unshed tears himself, guilt written all over his face.
And that was the moment your relationship ended - cleanly, painfully and honestly.
You and Heeseung began working together since your official alliance - not with any spite, but with overwhelming responsibility for Hani.
Whenever you weren’t busy with med school, you would often find yourself at Heeseung’s and Mina’s to help with Hani.
Well really, only Heeseung was around most of the time so you really only saw him much.
And slowly, the evidence started to form.
It started with a crumpled receipt you found in Hani’s diaper bag after you knew Mina picked the child up from your parents - a late-night restaurant bill for two, timestamped at 1:14 am.
You showed it to Heeseung while he was warming a bottle for the baby.
“She told my mom that she was at a study group to cram for an exam overnight.”
Heeseung frowned, staring at you as if you had grown seven heads, “What? She doesn’t even take classes anymore. She stopped since giving birth to Hani.”
He let out a heavy exhale, jaw tightening.
“We’ll keep it. Just- pretend like you don’t know anything and don’t confront her yet.”
He tucked the receipt into a drawer no one used.
A week later, while Mina was supposedly out “running errands,” you notice that she had forgotten her phone, which soon began to light up on the counter.
A contact saved only as “H.”
But you knew damn well that it wasn’t Heeseung.
You called him into the kitchen to see for himself and you both exchanged a look - not dramatic, just quietly knowing.
“She never told me about anyone with that initial. Male nor female,” he remarked and you could hear the slight suspicion in his tone.
You prompted softly, not necessarily wanting to cause trouble, “Or maybe she just didn’t want you to know anything about the person?”
You let the phone ring out, both of you staring at it with unreadable expressions on your faces.
The final straw came from a conversation with Heeseung’s neighbor.
One afternoon, you and Heeseung decided to take Hani for a walk in her stroller.
Mina hadn’t been home since he woke up that morning, he had reported to you with a grim expression.
Hani was sitting comfortably in her stroller as Heeseung pushed it steadily down the sidewalk, babbling softly to herself as she waved her favorite pastel pink bunny plushie around.
You smiled down at her, your expression tender until Heeseung’s neighbor caught your attention.
“Heeseung, how are you? Can I talk to you about something?” The lady asked, shooting a cautious glance over at you.
Heeseung nodded, stopping the stroller as he reassured the woman gently, “It’s okay. She’s Hani’s godmother, you can say whatever in front of her.”
The neighbor nodded, still a bit cautious but she spoke up, “I saw Mina last night. In the early hours of the morning. She was with a man. A tall one with a silver car.”
You and Heeseung froze at her words, though you both continued to pay rapt attention.
“At first I thought it was nothing. But- I mean, forgive me for never mentioning this before- but she’s been doing this for a few months now. And I find it rather concerning given-”
She gestured to a calm Hani, who had one of her fists in her mouth with drool dribbling down the corner of her lips as she smiled up at you three.
You didn’t say a word, standing there trying to process this information.
“Thank you for telling me, I’ll look into it,” Heeseung managed out after a few minutes of stunned silence.
The neighbor bid you both goodbye after playing for a bit with Hani and you and Heeseung both shot each other knowing glances.
Now everything made much more sense.
Mina was cheating, without a doubt.
“She sent me a message this morning and I saw it when I woke up. She said she was sick and was going to spend the day with her parents so they can help her out,” he said slowly.
You scoffed, “You believe that? Mom always tells me everything, even about her. And she definitely didn’t mention anything about Mina being there today when I called her earlier.”
Heeseung let out a ragged sigh, massaging his temples.
Hani began to fuss at that same time from the stroller being stationery for so long, with both you and Heeseung reaching out to instinctively soothe her.
Your hand brushed his near the child - both of you making eye contact for a moment, before hastily pulling away from each other as you left Heeseung to comfort her.
However, that small encounter didn’t stop your mind from racing about the dark truth of Mina’s whereabouts.
You and Heeseung decided not to confront Mina just yet.
Waiting for the right moment, you two let everything play out for a bit longer.
And deep down, neither of you wanted to admit it, but spending so much time together for the past few months allowed something quiet and familiar to happen again.
One evening, you were holding Hani, swaying her gently as her little fingers played with your free hand, while Heeseung mixed formula.
“She likes you a lot you know. More than anyone else now if you ask me,” he remarked, almost fondly.
He continued, “I’m glad she has you. I’m extremely disappointed in what’s going on with Mina.”
“I’m glad she has you too. You’re her father after all,” you responded softly.
You paused, hesitating before asking, “Don’t you care?”
He raised his eyebrows, glancing at you, “About what?”
You frowned, “Her-” you continued, your voice trailing off, “you know-”
He let out a quiet laugh, though you could tell it was forced.
Your fingers brushed when he handed you the bottle and this time you were certain he felt the sparks of electricity the contact gave you both.
Neither of you pulled away.
Heeseung’s dark bambi eyes gazed intently into yours and time felt like it stopped for a solid minute before he mumbled, “No.”
Another night, you were at Heeseung’s once more.
You were reviewing medical notes while he rocked Hani to sleep for the night, her tiny fingers clutching at his shirt as she sucked on her pacifier.
“You always did work too hard,” he chuckled quietly, “But I admire it. I always did.”
You glanced up, surprised by the sincerity of his words.
“Thank you. It’s- it’s really nice hearing that again,” you replied, with Heeseung failing to notice the way your ears turned pink.
Hani cooed adorably in her sleep at that moment, making both you and Heeseung chuckle at each other at the same time.
One evening, after Mina disappeared for the third night in a row that week, you both sat together on the couch, Hani already tucked securely in her crib and fast asleep.
“Y/N?” Heeseung suddenly spoke up, making you look up from your phone.
“Hm?”
“I didn’t realize how much I missed talking to you,” he looked down at his hands, refusing to make eye contact with you as he confessed.
“You make things feel- steady,” he continued, leaving you speechless for a moment.
“We’re doing what we can and have to. For Hani,” you said earnestly, finally managing to find your voice.
“And maybe for each other too,” you added as an afterthought.
He nodded, eyes warm but still somehow respectful in every way as he said gratefully, “Thank you. I really needed that.”
It happened when you and Heeseung didn’t anticipate it.
The truth slowly unraveling itself.
Hani was with Heeseung’s parents for the weekend.
Heeseung was supposed to be working late that Friday night, but eventually decided against.
Heeseung: Y/N hey
Heeseung: I was wondering if you could please come over tonight and help me clean up Hani’s nursery?
Heeseung: Mina left it in a huge mess when she was packing Hani’s overnight bag
Heeseung: She asked me to clean it up
Heeseung: Only if you have time though
Heeseung: If you’re busy it’s totally okay
You: Hi
You: Yeah sure I’ll come over
You: Have a free night tonight so I’ll be there in a few
Heeseung: Great thank you so much
Heeseung: I’m almost home so I’ll meet you there
When you did arrive at the house, you knocked, but there was no answer.
After listening carefully, you could hear the faint noise of raised voices coming from inside the house.
That was strange.
Mina wasn’t supposed to be home.
You hesitated, unsure of if you should, but curiosity and a silent part of worry for Heeseung got the better of you and you used the spare key Heeseung gave you for emergencies to enter.
By the time you stepped down the hallway, you blinked hearing the voices coming from upstairs.
Carefully, you tiptoed up and found yourself in front of Heeseung’s and Mina’s open bedroom door, the two of them arguing rather loudly and harshly.
Neither of them noticed you just yet, but your attention suddenly averted and caught sight of a man half-naked sitting against the headboard of the bed, the sheets pulled up over his legs.
You stared and catching your gaze on him, he stared back.
You immediately put two and two together, your heart dropping.
You knew that man - recognized that face from all those years ago back when you used to date Heeseung.
Lee Heedo, his older brother.
And Mina has been cheating on Heeseung with him, for God knows how long.
You tore your eyes away from Heedo, refocusing them on Mina who was half-dressed and a fuming Heeseung as they went back and forth.
When the topic of Hani came up, Heeseung shooting the neglected duties of being a mother in her face, that was when Mina froze.
You expected her to start crying or even walk away, but then she suddenly smirked - a wide, knowing one filled with malice - her eyes flickering over and noticing you without her expression changing.
“Hani is not yours,” she said smoothly, spite twinkling in her eyes as she glanced between you and a stunned Heeseung.
“W-what?!” Heeseung let out, anger mingling with something deeper filling his voice.
“You heard me,” she pointed over at a rather calm-looking Heedo, “she’s his.”
You frowned - all this time you thought Hani had Heeseung’s eyes, but then you realized Heedo had those same bambi ones just like him.
Your stomach began to churn uncomfortably, shock and disbelief at Mina’s actions blinding you.
“Speaking of Hani though- I don’t want her,” Mina said simply and you felt rage began to bubble up in you at her careless remark.
“Don’t you see?” She piped up before Heeseung could say anything, his mouth opening and closing in shock, rendered speechless, “The reason why I pushed for Y/N to become a godmother and to let her help you out most of the time.”
“I never wanted to be a mother, Heeseung.”
“But you-” Heeseung started, yet she cut him off.
“I did love you- for a few years I guess,” she began, “But I lost interest in you overtime and I only stayed because you gave me whatever I wanted without complaint and were always such a devoted soul for a boyfriend.”
She had an unsympathetic look on her face and I hated the way it was affecting Heeseung.
He looked crushed, a pang settling into my heart because of her harsh words.
“Get out,” he finally managed through gritted teeth.
Mina just shrugged, if anything she seemed relieved she could escape with Heedo freely now.
And when she brushed past you, the look in her eyes was anything but sorrow.
It was a look of triumph.
And it made you sick to the stomach.
The truth came out in a single, brutal moment when you both had least expected it.
The plan was originally to collect more evidence and even find out who the mystery man was before confronting Mina.
But it seemed like fate had its own way of revealing things, good and bad.
Mina didn’t cry nor plead.
She just said it flatly - that she’s been cheating for years, that the baby isn’t Heeseung’s and that she never wanted the child in the first place.
Then she left.
No backward glance. No remorse.
Just the front door slamming behind her and her lover - Heeseung’s own blood had betrayed him without a single care in the world - and the silence that followed felt like a collapse.
Heeseung stood there frozen for a long moment, shoulders trembling and eyes unfocused on the floor.
You didn’t speak.
Just stepped closer, slow and steady, letting the quiet and the harsh truth wrap around both of you.
He finally sank on to the edge of the bed, elbows on his knees and his hands covering his face.
His breathing was uneven, the kind that came from trying too hard not to fall apart.
You sat beside him - not touching just yet, but close enough that he feels your presence.
After a long minute, his voice cracked.
“I-” he swallowed thickly, “I don’t understand. I tried, Y/N. I really tried.”
You placed a gentle hand on his back, firm and calm.
Not rushing. Not obvious pity. Just a solid presence.
It was the least you could do for him.
Heeseung’s shoulders shook harder. You’d seen him hurt before - back in high school, when you both had a horrible argument once and he came over to apologize - but never like this.
This is deeper. Raw. A kind of heartbreak that stripped a person down to their most vulnerable self.
You would know.
“She didn’t even care,” he started shakily, “She just walked away. And I-”
Her voice broke completely, “Hani- I- I thought she was mine. I- I loved her like she was mine.”
You shifted closer, letting him lean into you.
He didn’t resist. He collapsed quietly, head resting against your chest, fingers gripping your shirt as if he’s afraid even you would disappear if he lets go.
You didn’t say anything. Words would only crowd the moment and you were still trying to process everything.
Instead, you held Heeseung steadily - breathing slow, grounding him with your calm as you absentmindedly stroked the soft locks of his dark hair - a habit from when you both dated back in high school that you knew he still loved as he eventually relaxed completely against you.
Minutes passed like that. His tears were silent, but they hit your skin warm and heavy.
He was shaking, unraveling in a way he never allowed himself to before.
Not even when he chose Mina over you all those years ago. Not even when he broke your heart that day.
Now he was the one breaking and you’re the only one that could hold him together.
When he finally spoke again, it was barely a whisper, “Please- please don’t leave me alone tonight. Please, Y/N.”
His fingers were gripping your shirt tightly, wearing down the fabric but you nodded, stroking his hair still.
Your words were natural as you reassured him.
“I’m not going anywhere, Hee.”
“I promise.”
Since that awful day, a few months passed and you remained patiently and unequivocally by Heeseung’s and Hani’s sides.
Hani didn’t seem to register or even care about the absence of her mother as the infant had grown attached to you over the previous months you’ve been taking care of her.
And even though Heeseung was now completely aware of the harsh truth, he still looked Hani as if she was his own.
Never once acting out or spiting her in any way, despite knowing and being absolutely crushed about everything.
And if anything, you both were growing closer than ever.
Even your parents - who were extremely disappointed and upset with Mina at the moment upon discovering the truth - noticed it, with your mother teasing you every now and then when you and Heeseung would bring Hani over to spend time with them.
“I thought you told me you got over him all those years ago,” your mother nudged you, a knowing smirk on her lips as you helped her with the dishes after dinner.
You rolled your eyes, muttering under your breath before speaking up so she could hear, “Mom, we’re not even dating. You’re being dramatic.”
She chuckled softly, shaking her head as she handed you a plate to dry, “Oh of course, but you do realize it’s only a matter of time before it happens right, sweetie?”
You grumbled, “I’m here for Hani. What makes you think I’ll give him another chance after what he did?”
“Because I can see it in your eyes, sweetheart,” your mother said softly, her gaze fond as she glanced back at where Heeseung and your father were chatting calmly while having drinks in the dining room, “And I can see it in his too. Both of you still care for each other.”
You frowned, “Mom, he chose Mina over me all those years ago.”
Your mother waved you off, “So? He was a teenager - young and foolish and so were you. And look what Mina did in return. She chose his brother over him. I think he’s already suffered enough, dear. Give him a chance and see.”
You let out a heavy sigh, wiping a glass and putting it into the dishwasher.
However, you didn’t notice the occasional glances Heeseung would often shoot your way, as you continued to converse with your mother.
And as a month of excessive planning finally led up to the most anticipated day of Hani’s first birthday, that was when things took a turn you never expected between you and Heeseung.
It was a grand party that took careful and precise planning for the adorable baby girl.
She was picking up rather quickly on things too, sensing the excitement from the morning you and Heeseung arrived in her nursery as she squealed and bounced in joy, tiny hands gripping the rails of her crib for support as she stood, peeking over the edge.
You both had prepared an array and abundance of gifts for Hani, tenderly watching her rip off the wrapping on each and every one of them, followed by the bright giggles and smiles she’d give each time, her newly grown teeth adding to her adorable appearance.
When it was almost time for the party - everything set perfectly into place from the decorating with the help of hired planners and catering hired, you returned to Heeseung’s house after getting ready for the occasion so you could help get Hani dressed.
You were making your way down the upstairs hallway, dressed in a long, sleek asymmetrical black evening gown - one side with a sleeve that tied around your upper arm and the other exposing the curve of your bare shoulder.
The dress was fitted through the waist, with a soft drape that gave it a modern and elegant appearance, your makeup done as well as your hair styled in a gorgeous updo.
You were on your phone, finalizing something with your mother and you didn’t notice Heeseung walking down the hallway.
He too was distracted as he fiddled with his tie, struggling to tie it and you both suddenly bumped into each other.
You let out a soft yelp, stiffening for a moment once you realize Heeseung had his hand on your waist to steady you.
You looked up, widened dark eyes gazing up into his shocked bambi ones and you could see the gears turning in his head as he processed your appearance.
Catching yourselves, you both hastily stepped back and Heeseung cleared his throat, seemingly trying his hardest not to stare too long at you.
“Hi,” he spoke, his voice cracking slightly.
You bit back a shy smile, your own cheeks flushing as you mumbled back, “Hi.”
“Uh- you look nice,” he scratched the back of his neck, eyes flickering up and down along your body in the dress.
You smiled, a warm one curving your lips, “Thank you,” you paused, noticing his turmoil with his tie as you gestured to it, “Need help?”
He nodded immediately, a relieved smile on his face, “Yes please. For some reason it’s not fitting properly with me.”
When you take the tie from his hands and step into his space, the air in the hallway shifted.
Heeseung went still, eyes flickering down to yours before quickly looking away, the unspoken tension settling warm and heavy between you.
Your fingers brushed his collar as you straightened the fabric and he swallowed hard, your eyes subconsciously flicking up to watch the way his Adam’s apple bobbed up and down.
His voice was low as he murmured, “Thanks. I was kinda struggling.”
You tie the knot slowly - deliberately - aware of how close he is and how he keeps stealing tiny glances at you in front of him - like he’s thinking about something he won’t say.
And when you smoothed the tie down his chest, fingers carefully resting on his shirt there, his breath stuttered and the silence between you felt charged enough to feel like another mind-wracking confession.
The backyard looked transformed - soft blush drapes, floating white balloons and a floral arch framing the dessert table. Lanterns hung from the trees, catching the late-afternoon light and the whole place felt like a beautiful garden party fit for a one-year old princess.
A long table was set with semi-formal place settings, gold-rimmed cups and tiny name cards shaped like butterflies for each guest attending.
Attendees mingled around the lawn, but Heeseung’s eyes kept drifting toward you and Hani, who was perched on your hip in a gorgeous cream dress with a satin bow.
She was babbling and squealing at every guest that approached to wish her a happy birthday.
And her tiny hands kept reaching for the floating balloons, giggling every time one bounced away.
You both had decided to invite Mina and Heedo out of the grace of your hearts, but unfortunately, neither of them showed.
Not even with the knowledge that they were Hani’s biological parents.
As you adjusted the bow on her dress, Heeseung stepped closer, lowering his voice.
“She looks like she owns the whole party. You did an amazing job dressing her,” he said fondly.
You smiled, smoothing the ribbon, “You know, she actually kind of does.”
Hani’s tiny fist grabbed your finger, kicking her legs with excitement as Heeseung watched the interaction with a softness that felt familiar.
When it was time for photos with the cake, the three of you stood before the towering pastel cake decorated with sugar flowers.
Hani squealed, reaching out to trouble the cake.
“No, no, no honey- it’s pretty yes, but dangerous to touch,” he chided tenderly, carefully prying her hand away before it could touch the cake.
He laughed softly, pulling her hand back while you steadied Hani on your hip properly.
For just a second, your hands brushed - that subtle spark of electricity shooting through you both again - and neither of you moved away.
A photographer called for a family-style picture at that exact moment.
Heeseung glanced at you when you hesitated, clearly unsure of if you should include yourself in the photo.
“Come on- it’s okay. She’ll only smile if you’re in it,” he teased softly, easing the tension.
You relented, stepping beside him as Hani immediately giggled.
Her tiny fingers curled into your dress, holding on to the fabric tightly and Heeseung’s shoulder lightly touched yours as the camera clicked.
As the party winded down, you and Heeseung sat on the garden steps leading up to the back patio, with Hani curled up and asleep against his chest.
The lanterns glowed softly around you.
“I didn’t think today would feel like this-,” Heeseung started honestly, glancing around at the remainder of lingering guests, “so- peaceful.”
You rested your hand near his, not quite touching, but there.
“She’s happy,” you said, glancing at the sleeping child, “That’s what matters.”
He nodded, eyes filled with warmth, “Thanks for being here. For her- and for me.”
You smiled gently, nodding at him, “Of course.”
“You want to take her up to her nursery? I can accompany you.”
He agreed, carefully rising to his feet with you, arms securely around the sleeping baby girl and followed you into the house.
After changing her into her pajamas and tucking Hani in tenderly - both of you that is, Heeseung carefully shut the nursery door, leaving you two standing in the hallway.
Before you could walk away, Heeseung reached out, his fingers grasping your wrist to stop you.
“Y/N,” he called out, his voice low.
Confused, you turned around, furrowing your eyebrows, but before you were able to even say a word, you felt the warmth of Heeseung’s lips press gently against yours.
You stiffened - hesitating to kiss him at first, before you let your eyes shut and kissed him back.
You reached up, cupping his handsome face to kiss him deeper, all of the built-up tension and lost feelings resurfacing and being poured into this intimate moment between you two.
Your arms snaked around his neck as you tiptoed up, Heeseung’s own arms circling your waist tightly as he pulled you impossibly closer.
When you finally broke apart - panting heavily, your eyes fluttered open, meeting Heeseung’s dark ones in the dimly-lit hallway as you both tried to catch your breath.
Heeseung’s eyes scanned your face, noticing the faint desire swirling in your dark eyes, down to the way your lip gloss had smeared on your parted lips.
Your own thumbs absentmindedly stroked his soft cheeks, making intense eye contact for a long moment, your heartbeats in sync.
Heeseung slowly smiled, the corners of his lips curving up, before pressing a lingering kiss to your forehead.
“Stay the night,” he murmured pleadingly, his lips still brushing against your skin.
You sat in the warm, backyard shade, legs curled beneath you on the patio stairs as you watched Heeseung with Hani as she toddled across the grass.
The afternoon sun painted everything in a soft gold and the breeze made the wind chimes hum softly.
Heeseung crouched low, as you both watched with high anticipation when Hani tried to walk, hands out, “Come on princess- you can do it,” he encouraged, his voice gentle.
Hani shrieked with giggles, wobbling forward before collapsing into his arms. He scooped her up and spun her once, making her squeal so hard, her tiny hands slapping against his cheeks.
You smiled, teasing lightly, “You’re going to tire her out before nap time.”
Heeseung glanced over his shoulder, grinning, “That’s the plan. She has way too much energy today.”
Hani reached toward you, her eyes bright as she suddenly babbled, still mixing up titles in her baby talk as she began to pick up on words, “Mama-”
Both you and Heeseung froze momentarily, shooting each other stunned glances as your heart picked up speed, before you finally mumbled out, “Come here, sweetheart.”
Heeseung carried her over and she immediately curled into your chest when you took her, thumb slipping into her mouth.
“She’s slowing down,” Heeseung murmured, sitting beside you. His knee brushed yours, neither of you moving away.
Hani blinked heavily, fighting sleep.
You brushed a loose strand of her hair away from her forehead, “You had a big day didn’t you, baby?”
Heeseung watched the two of you, his voice softer now, “She always settles fastest with you.”
You shrugged lightly, “She just likes company.”
“No,” he said quietly, shaking his head, “She likes you. Loves you if anything, Y/N.”
Hani let out a tiny sigh, her body relaxing completely as her eyes finally fluttered shut. You adjusted her gently, cradling her against your shoulder.
Heeseung leaned back, exhaling with relief, “She’s out.”
“Completely,” you whispered, smiling down at the sleeping little girl.
For a moment, the backyard felt suspended - just the three of you, wrapped in the quiet warmth of late afternoon, the soft weight of the baby between you two and an unspoken closeness settling in like the breeze.
When you put Hani down in her crib for her nap, you spent the rest of the afternoon cleaning up around the house with Heeseung occasionally helping in other rooms.
You were tidying up in the playroom, bent over while picking up building blocks when you felt a familiar pair of arms snake around your waist, pulling you back against him.
“Busy?” Heeseung murmured, pressing a lingering kiss to the top of your head.
“Maybe,” you mused teasingly, “Why? Need something?”
“Mhm,” he nodded, arms holding you tightly, keeping you crushed against his chest.
“Want something actually,” he mumbled, capturing your lips in a sweet kiss when you tilted your head to look up at him.
His hands rubbed up and down your hips, lips moving in that usual sync with yours that you two have eased into since Hani’s birthday night.
Heeseung let his forehead rest against yours, occasionally dipping down to kiss around your face as one of his hands traveled down to the button of your denim shorts.
He skillfully undid it and tugged down the zipper, fingers grazing against your cotton panties, sending a jolt of electricity through you.
“Heeseung-” you tried to start, your voice trailing off into a breathy sigh when his fingers lightly began to rub you against the cotton.
Your body immediately relaxed, succumbing to the pleasure, your fingers gripping his wrist where his hand was in your shorts as you let out soft gasps, the friction intensifying as he picked up speed.
“Hm? You like that?” He whispered against your ear, his husky voice adding to the pleasure your body was feeling as you let your eyes shut.
You nodded, breathing growing ragged as Heeseung’s fingers rubbed you faster, pushing the fabric of your panties aside so they can come into contact with your bare, glistening folds.
“Shit, baby,” he rasped out, his fingers moving quickly against your wetness, playing with your slick before pushing a finger inside you, making you moan.
“So wet for me like this already?”
You could only whine in response, the sound dying out into more a weet moans that sounded like music to Heeseung’s ears.
He kissed along the nape of your neck, sucking lightly on the skin there as his fingers continued their slow, tortuous movements inside you.
“Missed this,” he whispered, voice low in your ear as you panted, “missed how you feel around me, sweet girl.”
His thumb brushed over your clit as he added a second finger, stretching you gently but firmly - testing how much he could give you before pushing a bit further.
Your hips bucked up as you whimpered, Heeseung groaning against your skin from the way you were responding to his touch.
His fingers curled up inside you, stroking against the most sensitive place he knew would get a reaction out of you.
“That’s it, sweetheart,” Heeseung lifted his head to look at you now, wanting to see your expression.
“Keep going like that for me, baby,” he rasped out, pressing his hips up against your behind, making sure you felt how hard he was because of this.
You could feel your body growing close, reaching that breaking point, fingers curling desperately around his wrist as he ground the heel of his palm firmly against your clit.
You let out a sharp cry, ready to let go and allow your body to experience the orgasm bubbling up in your stomach-
Until Heeseung suddenly pulled his hand out of your shorts, making you freeze up with shock.
“Wait- w-what?” Your voice broke, snapping your head up to meet Heeseung’s mischievously bright eyes.
He chuckled softly, pressing a quick kiss to the side of your temple as he pulled away.
“Gotta run, honey. Love you,” he whispered cheekily.
“Heeseungg-” you whined, desperate for relief as you watched him leave the playroom, laughing to himself.
When you decided to get Heeseung back for his little stunt, he was all too happy to allow you to try things for yourself.
You were on the floor, on your knees between his legs, pretty eyes gazing up at him with mock innocence as he stared down at you with parted lips, his breathing ragged.
His eyes were on the way your fingers were skimming along his thick cock as you stroked him, your hand rubbing up and down his long shaft.
“F-fuck- Y/N-” Heeseung panted out, already feeling his release draw close.
“S-so fucking pretty like this,” he managed to rasp out, voice cracking slightly.
Before he could even so much as inform you about his impending release however, you quickly withdrew your hand when you felt his body tense up, earning a needy whimper from him as his hips bucked up, desperate for your touch once more.
You fought the pleased smirk threatening to pull at your lips, leaning closer between his spread legs.
You were vision in Heeseung’s eyes.
Sitting there on your knees, while he was sprawled back comfortably on the couch, your eyes held mischief and innocence mingling together and the sight drove him quite mad.
“G-God I could watch you forever, baby,” he murmured.
When your lips carefully wrapped around his angry, leaky red tip, Heeseung had to fight back the urge to thrust up into your mouth as his hand found your hair, fisting the strands tightly.
He let out a shaky moan, head falling back as your tongue swirled around his tip, licking the pre-cum free from it before taking your time to slowly take more of him into your mouth.
Heeseung was all too eager to guide you, hand firm in your hair as he pushed your head down bit by bit along his length, satisfied when he heard you gag slightly as his tip reached your throat.
You blinked up at him, tears bristling in your eyes and Heeseung thought he’d come at just the sight of that.
“You’re doing so good for me, love,” he praised, his voice hoarse and his head falling back when you sucked lightly on his cock to make him feel even more satisfied.
“S-so fucking good for me-” he glanced down, noticing that you still hadn’t taken all of him into your mouth.
“Think you can take all of me, baby? Please?” He tried to coax you, his voice gentle and sweet.
You paused on his cock, lifting your gaze to meet his curious eyes as you shook your head, unsure.
“Come on, Y/N-” he begged, “You’ll be such a good girl if you take it. I promise. You can do it my love.”
When you finally conceded to his pleading, Heeseung took control and you excitedly let him.
He used his grip on your hair to hold your head steady, lifting his hips and using the momentum to fuck into your mouth.
You choked on his cock for a moment, saliva dribbling down from the corners of your lips as Heeseung thrusted slowly into the warm caverns of your mouth.
He was a moaning mess, groaning and whining your name with the sweetest whimpers as he kept his head thrown back, his pace quickening as he desperately fucked your mouth, hips bucking up against you.
“S-swallow it,” he ordered thickly, as he came with a force into your mouth, enjoying the sight of your throat bobbing as you swallowed his cum greedily.
He pulled out of your mouth, lifting you up and on to his lap, body still craving another release.
Heeseung didn’t waste him, he adjusted you so that you were straddling his thighs and you were nothing but eager to sink down on his cock.
Both of you let out mingled moans the moment you felt him fill you up perfectly.
You couldn’t even remember the last time you had felt so good from just this.
Heeseung on the other hand, was delighted to feel the warmth of your wet walls clenching around his cock.
“Ride me baby- come on,” he encouraged, hands on your hips as he watched you lift up slightly before sinking back on to his cock fully, beginning a pleasurable pace of bouncing on him.
“Mmm- yeah,” he praised, squeezing your hips as he groaned letting his head fall back against the back of the couch.
“Knew you’d feel so fucking good,” he rasped out, throat going dry as he watched with half-lidded eyes at the way you were riding him.
One of his hands reached up, alternating between squeezing both your breasts in the tight top you were wearing, enjoying the sounds of your breathy moans and sweet whimpers.
He let out a shaky moan when you fell back down particularly deep on his cock, using the opportunity to lift his hips up and roll them against yours, matching your pace.
The living room was filled with the sounds of skin slapping against skin, both your heavy panting and the sinful sounds leaving both your lips.
“Keep going like that, baby- just like that for me.”
When your movements grew unsteady, hips grinding against his in a sloppy pace, Heeseung reached down, his fingers rubbing at your clit, making you whimper loudly.
The wet sounds of the actions between you two filled the living room - mixed with both Heeseung’s heavy whimpers and your soft whimpers.
“That’s it- come for me, baby you can do it,” he breathed into your ear, taking over and finishing up as you both came.
Heeseung spilled his load inside you and your body welcomed the sensational feeling without complaint, hips stuttering as you also came, clenching tightly around Heeseung’s cock with your back arched and a breathless cry of his name leaving your lips.
You slumped against Heeseung’s chest, eyes shut as you panted heavily, chest heaving as you tried to recover from your high.
Heeseung had an arm securely around you, stroking your back as he pressed countless kisses to your hair, mumbling soft words of praise over and over.
“Hee?” You finally spoke, breaking the peaceful silence after recovering from your orgasm.
“Hm?” He paused his movement, watching you lift your head up to meet his eyes.
“You know I’ll be your woman always right?” You suddenly said, surprising Heeseung at the intensity of your words.
Heeseung’s handsome face broke out in a wide smile, happy and content as he nodded, dipping his head down to kiss you for a brief moment.
He murmured, smiling against your lips while they brushed his.
“Always and forever.”
🏷️: @idkjustforfanfics @kristynaaah
DIE FOR YOU
Trope: Protective Love
Pairing: spy!jungwon x spy!female reader
Synopsis: Yang Jungwon has always been protective - of his best friends, of his responsibilities and especially of you. You’ve been close friends for years, but lately his protectiveness feels - different. Softer. Warmer. More intense. When an escaped criminal incident forces the agency to assign you a temporary bodyguard - even though you’re certain you could handle yourself, Jungwon steps in before anyone else can. Suddenly you’re spending every waking moment together - late-night talks, shared meals, quiet confessions. As danger closes in, Jungwon’s feelings become impossible to hide. He’d do anything to keep you safe, even if it means risking everything he’s worked for. And when you realize you feel the same, the line between friendship and something deeper disappears completely.
Warnings: inappropriate language (cursing), explicit mature content - smut (MDNI), fingering (f receiving), oral sex (f receiving), multiple orgasms, slight degradation, sexual intercourse, unprotected sex (protection is vital guys), slight somnophilia, brief mentions of voyeurism, slightly angsty, violence included and mentions of blood and death
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You carefully weaved through the crowd of agents assembled in the Crisis Command Hall, frowning as you heard hushed whispers and concerned remarks surrounding you as you passed.
Something definitely felt wrong.
You sensed something was off the moment the alarm sounded throughout AISA, calling for an emergency meeting a few minutes back.
And such meetings only occurred when a matter took a turn for the worse.
“There you are,” you heard Jungwon’s gentle voice let out a sigh of relief as he immediately pulled you closer to him and the rest of his friends when you reached the front of the crowd.
They were all gazing at you with concern, making you feel a bit uncomfortable until Jay suddenly spoke up, “You alright, Y/N?”
You furrowed your eyebrows, nodding, “Yeah? Why wouldn’t I be?”
Jungwon sighed, “You don’t know, do you?”
You frowned, shaking your head, “Know what? Is this about the emergency meeting?”
Looking around, you finally caught the eyes of other people subtly watching you or shooting careful glances.
They immediately averted their attention somewhere else when you caught them all looking at you and you even saw Director Lee near the base of the stage, casting a worried glance at your direction before resuming his hushed conversation with his assistant.
Jungwon stared at you silently for a solid moment, gauging your reaction and understanding your confusion regarding the situation.
“Jang Seohyun is out,” he leaned down to whisper against your ear, so you can hear him over the murmurs and voices of the others surrounding you, “he escaped about an hour ago. It’s madness with the government right now. Citizens are all panicked.”
You froze, your heart sinking, the realization of what he just said to you crashing heavily down on your body.
Your mind began to spiral - not really out of fear, but with confusion as to how he could’ve possibly escaped like that.
Jang Seohyun was once the untouchable kingpin of a covert Korean tech-crime empire, controlling black-market data routes, encrypted weapons trafficking and a network of loyal operatives spread across East Asia.
His downfall came when you went undercover on a solo mission and infiltrated his inner circle, blending in with his trusted team for a whole year while slowly dismantling his operation from the inside.
You were thorough with your work and gathered more than enough evidence against the middle-aged man, skillfully testifying against him in court which resulted in him being sent to a maximum-high security prison.
But it seems now - and blatantly obvious so, that Jang Seohyun doesn’t stay caged for long.
If your memory was right, you could’ve sworn you testified barely about 7 months ago.
Jungwon was watching you intently, his hand still loosely gripping your wrist from when he pulled you over to stay by his side.
You finally managed out, your question startling him slightly, “How the hell did he escape?”
Jungwon shook his head, shooting a knowing glance at his friends who gazed at you with amusement and silent awe, a quiet chuckle leaving his lips, “I should’ve known you wouldn’t be that scared.”
“Lee’s gathering the details now to brief us. That’s why they called the meeting. It’s all over the news right now and they’ve even called in the military to secure the borders in case he tries to escape the country.”
You let out a heavy exhale, massaging your temples. You felt responsible somehow, even though this was never your fault in the first place and Jungwon, being your childhood best friend for years, immediately grabbed your shoulders and faced you to look up at him.
“Don’t even think about it. This is not your fault at all, Bae Y/N,” he added quickly before you could even open your mouth, “And no. You’re not going to help them find him either.”
You blinked, ready to protest when Director Lee suddenly made his way up the stairs connecting to the stage, striding towards the microphone set up for him already.
The hall immediately fell silent, everyone’s attention fixated on Lee as he cleared his throat, his voice grave as he addressed the crowd.
“Greetings everyone. I trust you all know why we’re collected here today.”
Murmurs of agreement rippled through the crowd of agents.
“At precisely 13:17 pm, Jang Seohyun reportedly escaped from the high-security prison he was lodged at, with no lead as to his current or future whereabouts.”
The murmuring and hushed whispers started again, this time growing louder with more concern and agitation until Lee raised his hand for silence again.
“With the help of rival gangs that he manipulated, Jang staged a riot as a cover, along with the help of a violent internal prison power shift and escaped through a maintenance tunnel he somehow knew existed.”
You could feel Jungwon’s grip on your wrist grow tighter as Lee continued his briefing.
“This was one of our most highly anticipated missions in the past. And I think we’re all familiar with the fact that Bae Y/N went undercover alone and managed to thwart his plans, resulting in his imprisonment.”
He paused, his gaze flickering over to where you were standing and you could hear gentle applause and soft cheers reaching your ears faintly.
“Unfortunately, it has been brought to our attention that Y/N’s life could potentially be at risk. Seohyun’s objective is to enact revenge on her. Especially as she played a major role on behalf of AISA, to terminate this criminal’s wrongdoings in the past.”
You froze, feeling all eyes on you now, including Jungwon’s and you didn’t like all this attention on you.
“As a result, although we are completely aware of Y/N’s outstanding abilities to handle herself and her safety, we will be assigning adequate security to protect her, so I can assure you all that the worries and concerns of her friends and colleagues relayed to us will be acknowledged.”
Lee stopped for a moment, taking a split second to glance around at all the troubled faces in the crowd before proceeding, “A personal protection detail is currently being put together for her safety. These include the special protection forces we have for emergency situations such as this one. We will also be increasing the security measures within AISA, so please cooperate.”
“Also, do not take this lightly because this is something extremely serious we’re dealing with. I must encourage each and every one of you to exercise extreme caution when going about your everyday life. Jang can use anyone within the agency to target Y/N and none of you must risk your lives or hers for his sake. Remember your training. It has become crystal clear that Jang Seohyun’s main objective is to hunt down Y/N as she betrayed him with her fake identity and to reclaim the fear and dominance he once commanded an empire with. Thank you.”
Director Lee said firmly, everyone paying rapt attention to what he had left to say.
“Good luck and stay safe agents. This man must not be underestimated and each and every one of you were trained to handle situations like this. So continue to be vigilant.”
Director Lee’s office was silent except for the hum of the overhead lights.
Jungwon burst into the office, his heavy footsteps reverberating through the otherwise quiet space. His jaw tight and determination radiating off of him.
Lee rose to his feet, not bothering to sit when Jungwon stood opposite his desk.
“Yang Jungwon. You requested an emergency audience. Make it quick.”
Jungwon’s fists clenched at his sides, “It’s about her. About Y/N.”
Lee exhaled sharply, already knowing where this was going, “She already has a protection detail assigned. I mentioned this during the emergency meeting.”
“That detail isn’t enough,” Jungwon said, voice low but steady, “You know it isn’t. Jang isn’t someone to mess with.”
Lee’s eyes narrowed, “Are you questioning my judgement, Yang?”
“I’m questioning the fact that you’re sending practical strangers to guard someone who doesn’t even trust people like that,” Jungwon stepped closer.
“She trusts me.”
Lee scoffed, though Jungwon could’ve sworn he saw the corners of his lips tilt up slightly, “Personal attachment clouds judgement you know.”
“No,” Jungwon calmly shot back, “Personal attachment sharpens it.”
The director’s eyebrows lifted, “Explain then.”
Jungwon swallowed hard, but his voice didn’t waver.
“Y/N isn’t just another civilian asset. She’s my childhood best friend. I know her routines, her fears and her tells. I know how she reacts under pressure. I know how she fights back even when she’s scared. And I know exactly how the person targeting her thinks. We all know how he thinks.”
Lee crossed his arms, “You’re too close for this.”
Jungwon shook his head, “I’m the only one close enough to keep her alive.”
The director didn’t respond, so Jungwon continued, voice suddenly tightening with emotion he couldn’t hide.
“When we were kids, she used to wait outside my house every morning because she said she felt safer walking with me to school. When her father got sick, I was the one who stayed with her and her family at the hospital. When she was recruited as an asset for Jang Seohyun’s mission? She told me she wasn’t afraid because she knew I’d be somewhere in the world watching her back regardless.”
He took a breath when he was finished his rant, “I refuse to let her down now.”
Lee’s expression didn’t change, but the room felt heavier.
“You’re basically asking me to assign you as her personal bodyguard,” he said gravely.
“I’m telling you I’m the best candidate,” Jungwon corrected, “I know about the man hunting her. I’m sure it wouldn’t take long to understand his patterns and his rage properly. And I’m certain he’ll go after her in ways your assigned detail won’t anticipate. Mark my words.”
Lee’s voice dropped, eyes intently gazing at Jungwon, “And what happens if your emotions compromise the mission?”
Jungwon met his gaze without flinching, “Then you can strip my badge the moment she’s safe. But until then, I’m not stepping aside.”
The director studied him for a long moment, “You’re willing to risk your career for her?”
Jungwon’s answer was immediate, “I’m willing to risk everything for her.”
Silence.
Then Director Lee sighed, rubbing his temple.
“You’re rather stubborn,” he muttered.
Jungwon didn’t deny it.
Finally, Lee looked up properly at him.
“Fine. You’ll be assigned as her temporary personal bodyguard. But if you slip-”
“I won’t.”
“Well then, if you hesitate-”
“I won’t.”
“And if your feelings interfere-”
Jungwon’s voice softened, “My feelings are why she’ll survive.”
Lee paused, then nodded once, “Then go. She’s in the briefing room.”
Jungwon didn’t waste a second. He turned, heading for the door, determination burning in his dark, cat eyes.
Lee called out after him, amusement lacing his tone, “Protecting her won’t be easy.”
Jungwon didn’t slow down.
“It doesn’t have to be easy. It just has to be me.”
Jungwon found you before you could even fully step out of the briefing room to leave.
You had a duffel-bag sitting half-zipped on the table, with a few personal things from your office tucked inside that you wanted to keep with you for the time being - your badge, favorite portable and handy dagger, plus a photograph of you and Jungwon when you both were kids at a picnic that both sets of your parents put together.
He steps in, closing the door behind him.
You look up as he enters, the weight of the situation now settling in between you both.
“So it’s official,” you say softly, fingers tightening around the strap of your bag.
“Temporary leave. Protection detail. And- you?” You added quickly, catching his questioning gaze as to how you figured it out so fast, “Lee just called me before you came in.”
He exhales, slow and controlled, but his eyes give him away - relief, determination and something heavier still brewing inside them from since his conversation in Director Lee’s office.
“Yep. Me,” he walked closer, stopping just a few feet in front of you.
“I think he’ll sign me off just now. I’m your assigned protection until we neutralize the threat. And believe me, Jang won’t get away with this.”
You nod, trying to process everything at once, “I didn’t think they’d pull me off active duty. You know damn well I could handle myself.”
“They had to, Y/N,” he responded, his voice firm, but not unkind.
“You’re his target. Don’t you remember how he didn’t even bother to hide his malice for you the first time he saw you at trial after the situation? I’m not letting anything happen to you because of your overconfidence in yourself.”
You grumbled under your breath, looking at your half-packed things, knowing you still needed to include some stuff from your apartment before hiding out, “This feels surreal. Weird even. One minute I’m preparing for my next mission, the next I’m being escorted out like I’m fragile.”
Jungwon stepped closer, lowering his voice as he gently grasped underneath your chin with his fingers, tilting your head up, “You’re not fragile. You’re the strongest person I know. But strength doesn’t stop bullets- or murder even, so this guy isn’t playing games.”
You meet his eyes solemnly, “You really think he’s coming after me of all people then?”
His jaw tightens, uncertain of if he should reveal this information to you before finally giving in, “He already tried. The agency intercepted chatter last night. He knows your real name, plus remembers your face and your role in putting him away. He’s clearly had his revenge planned for a long time while holing up in that prison.”
Silence stretched within the room for a long moment.
Then Jungwon added, quieter, “I should’ve done that mission instead of you. I warned Lee it would be risky. And I pushed to replace you. Hard.”
You paused, torn between making a joke and being serious, before deciding on the latter, “Why?”
He hesitated - just a second - before answering.
“Because I know you. I know how you move and how you think during missions. And because if something happened to you while someone else was watching your back-?”
Jungwon shook his head, “I wouldn’t survive that. You know this.”
You look at him, the truth settling in your chest, “So what now?”
He straightened up, slipping back into his professional mode even though his eyes stayed soft for you, “Now? We leave. Low-profile transport. Safe house outside the city. But we’ll have to make two quick stops to get what we need from our apartments.”
You zip up your bag, slinging it over your shoulder.
“And you’ll be with me the whole time?” You asked, lifting your eyebrows.
“Every second,” he responded calmly and you caught the light tease in his tone, “Whether you like it or not.”
You tried to flash a small smile, though it came out wider and tinged with relief.
“Sounds great wouldn’t you say?”
His expression shifted and your observant eyes immediately caught the faint imprints of his adorable dimples on his cheeks.
“Brilliant,” he murmured, “Because I’m not losing you.”
He reached for your bag, taking it from your shoulder as if it weighed nothing.
“Ready?”
You nodded, “Mhm.”
And together, you walked out of the briefing room - your old life behind you and your new reality waiting outside the door.
The safe house was tucked along the edge of the city, just on the borders of the countryside - quiet, still and wrapped in layers of security, undetectable to anyone else, that made it feel like a world apart.
For the first time in weeks since staying here with Jungwon, you felt like you could breathe without checking over your shoulder.
And for the first time in years, Jungwon could watch over you without pretending it was just duty.
You both settled into a rhythm that felt strangely natural as the time went by.
Weeks turned into months while you two remained constantly updated by AISA and your friends about what was happening in the city.
Unfortunately for you and you were itching to return to work, Jang Seohyun was nowhere close to being found, his whereabouts unknown so far despite the amount of forces combined to look for him.
Somehow, the nights became the hardest. You weren’t sure if it was because of how uncomfortable you felt with not being able to proceed with your everyday life as per normal. Or if it was because you were annoyed of how paranoid and overprotective Jungwon was becoming by the evening.
One night, with silence pressed against the windows and the hum of the security system filling the rooms like a heartbeat, you couldn’t sleep.
After tossing and turning for hours, unsuccessfully falling asleep, you slipped out of your bedroom, rubbing your tired eyes.
You weren’t surprised to find Jungwon awake, having encountered him on random evenings before with a blanket thrown over his shoulders as he sat on the couch, often zoning out.
Tonight was no different and you teased softly, “Again? You’re going to wear out that couch.”
Jungwon glanced up, a small smile tugging at his lips, “Couldn’t sleep.”
You moved to sit beside him, close enough that your knees brushed, “You hardly could. Even when we were teenagers.”
He huffed out a quiet laugh, “Yeah. Back then, you’d stay up with me. Talk about anything until I forgot whatever was bothering me.”
You tilted your head slightly, studying him, “You know, come to think about it. You can still do that.”
Jungwon looked at you - really looked at you - and something warm flickered in his eyes as he slowly nodded, accepting your offer.
“I realized,” he murmured.
“That’s why it’s easier when you’re awake too.”
The conversation drifted from mission updates to childhood memories, then to things neither of you had ever said aloud.
With your voices softened and your shoulders leaned closer, the space between you and Jungwon felt charged with something unspoken.
Being confined together brought old memories to the surface - ones neither of you ever talked about.
“Do you remember the night before I left for training? I never thought you’d want to be a spy too so I applied to AISA early for their summer training program instead, when one of their agents wanted to recommend me.”
You nodded, “You disappeared. I thought you were avoiding me because of that awful argument we had prior.”
“I wasn’t,” Jungwon’s voice was low, “I almost came to your house. I wanted to tell you I was scared. But I didn’t want you to see me like that. And we weren’t allowed to contact anyone once we had access to the agency, so I just let the time pass instead.”
You stared over at him, stunned, “I wish you had. I would’ve stayed up with you before you left that night. Like always.”
He swallowed hard, something like regret reflecting in those otherwise innocent, boba eyes of his, “I know. I realized that way after I enlisted. That’s why it hurt more.”
You shifted closer, your shoulder brushing his.
“Remember when you fell out of that willow tree and broke your arm?”
He laughed softly, “How could I forget? You cried more than I did.”
You looked down at your hands, “I cried because- I thought I’d lose my best friend forever. I didn’t know how to say that back then.”
Jungwon went still, his expression unreadable, “You never told me that.”
“I didn’t know how to.”
He slowly reached out, fingers twitching as he hesitated at first, before gently hooking a finger under your chin so you’d look at him, “You can tell me anything now, you know.”
Your voice trembled slightly, though you remained composed, “I know.”
Confessions like these settled between you two like something fragile and precious - something that had always existed but never had room to breathe until now.
The kitchen became your unofficial meeting place.
Morning sunlight spilled across the counters as you two moved around each other with a familiarity that surprised both of you.
One afternoon, you were chopping vegetables for dinner while Jungwon stirred a pot on the stove.
You two kept bumping into each other accidentally, laughing under your breaths.
“You’re in my way, Won,” you said teasingly, nudging him with your hip.
“You’re in my way, Y/N,” he countered, nudging you back and nearly sending you flying, much to his amusement.
You flicked water at him from the running tap in the sink, making Jungwon gasp dramatically, “Assaulting a fellow agent? That’s bold.”
“Oh please,” you scoffed, “you’ve survived worse.”
Jungwon stepped behind you then, reaching up over your shoulder to grab a spice jar.
His chest brushed your back - light, accidental, but enough to make you go rigid and inhale sharply under your breath, though he picked up on the tension.
He himself froze, his heartbeat picking up speed and he prayed you wouldn’t hear, “Sorry.”
You didn’t turn around, fingers gripping the edge of the sink tightly as you fought to remain composed, nails digging against the metal.
“It’s okay,” you whispered back in response, but you didn’t move away.
You expected him to back away, yet he didn’t and you could hear your own pulse roaring in your ears by now.
Jungwon set the spice jar aside and you watched his hands plant themselves on either side of the kitchen sink, trapping you.
You pretended not to care or even notice, busying yourself with washing the sprig of cilantro in your hands.
He watched you silently, analyzing your stiff back and shoulders against him and the way you refused to turn your head and make eye contact with him since he stepped closer to you.
“You’re drenching it,” he observed, watching the leaves get soggy and you let out a quiet scoff under your breath.
“Then move so I can chop it up,” you shot back, trying to get him to back away.
Jungwon merely took the cilantro from your hands, setting it aside on the cutting board nearby before speaking up before you could say anything, “Why should I? I forgot how easy it is to be around you.”
He tilted his head forward a bit so he can see you better and you nudged him gently with your elbow pressing against the surprisingly firm planes of his stomach, “You never forgot. Both of us just got busy with our own things, I guess.”
He shook his head, though amusement twinkled in his eyes as he purposely pressed a bit closer up against you, his voice dropping to a slightly seductive whisper against your ear, “No. I think I just forgot what it felt like to have a home.”
Your breath caught, but you skillfully masked it, feeling a bit bold now you piped up, “Is that what this feels like?”
He didn’t answer. He didn’t need to.
You suddenly stiffened, this time quite obvious as Jungwon’s toned arms carefully shifted to snake around your waist.
He pulled you back to him gently, with you letting out a soft gasp of his name in response, bewildered, “Jungwon!”
He just hummed in response, heart pounding so fast in your chest that you could’ve sworn it might fall out as you felt his breath hit the nape of your neck.
Jungwon inhaled deeply, murmuring as his arms tightened around you, “You smell really nice.”
You blinked, processing his words, your own voice coming out uncertain, “Oh I- thank you?”
He chuckled softly, moving to nuzzle against the crook of your neck and you subconsciously squealed at the ticklish sensation, your body trembling when you felt his breaths of laughter against your skin.
Before you knew it, you let your body sink against Jungwon’s chest and he let out a soft hum of approval under his breath, just holding you close for a bit.
It was only when you glanced over at the stove, noticing the boiling hot water almost overflowing from the rim did you shriek, startling Jungwon as he immediately let go of you and rushed over to handle the situation.
“Oh my god you ass, Yang Jungwon!” You scolded, in a not-so-stern voice at him to which he flashed you an amused and sheepish smile.
Though internally, you both were disappointed that your comfy moment couldn’t last a bit longer.
Neither of you brought up anything regarding what happened that night while preparing for dinner, but the signs were there.
From lingering touches, soft spoken words and even risky feats such as cozy cuddling during movie nights.
Something had shifted in the air between you and Jungwon and you were convinced that it was always there, even when you both were children, but only now beginning to unravel itself to you both.
You didn’t look up from the book in your lap, legs tucked comfortably beneath you by where you sat on the living room couch, curled under a blanket.
“You’re doing that thing again,” your voice was quiet, almost knowing.
“What thing?” He asked, not turning around from where he stood near a window, arms crossed and watching the impending storm brewing in the otherwise dark night sky.
“Brooding,” you glanced up momentarily, eyes flickering from his tall, imposing figure then to the fireplace that glowed low underneath the tv.
You flipped a page in your book, “You brood like it’s your full-time job now, you know. That bored?”
Jungwon finally turned around to look at you, eyes exasperated but fond as you heard the soft patter of rain begin to fall against the windows, “I’m not brooding. I’m just- thinking.”
“Same thing,” you teased lightly, a cheeky smile playing on your lips.
He walked over, dropping on to the couch beside you, “I’m thinking about him.”
You closed your book, giving him your full attention, “Jang Seohyun?”
“Yeah,” his jaw tightened, “He hasn’t acted yet. And I’m curious as to why. He’s smart. Somehow surprisingly patient. But we know he’s angry.”
You shrugged lightly, “Let him be angry all he wants. I’m not exactly helpless and as of right now, he can’t find me.”
“I know you’re not,” he spoke up quickly, “but that’s not the point.”
You raised your eyebrows, “Then what is?”
Jungwon hesitated, eyes flickering towards the window again, watching the rain begin to pour outside, “He’s unpredictable. And he’s been off the grid for a long time. No sightings. No chatter. Nothing.”
You leaned back, casually stretching your legs out with a soft sigh, “Maybe he’s hiding. Or maybe he’s scared of me and you.”
Jungwon shot you an unamused look, “Y/N.”
“What?” You drawled innocently, “We’re terrifying aren’t we?”
“You’re impossible,” he muttered under his breath, but you could’ve sworn you saw the corner of his mouth twitch.
You nudged his knee with yours, “Tell me what you’re actually worried about. I know you all too well, Won.”
He sighed heavily, “If he finds this place-”
“He won’t,” you cut him off firmly, “You said it yourself.”
“I know, I know,” he continued, voice low, “but if he does, you know he doesn’t give a shit about the downfall of the agency. He’s only determined to get his hands on you.”
You didn’t flinch, already coming to terms and successfully processing your life’s position right now, “Good. Saves me the trouble of hunting him down myself then to turn him in.”
Jungwon stared at you, frustrated and fond all at once, “You joke like this only because you think it’ll make me relax.”
You grinned, “Is it working?”
“No.”
You shifted closer, blanket brushing his arm now and Jungwon subconsciously wrapped his arm around you, pulling your body closer against his.
“You worry too much,” you chided softly.
“And you don’t worry enough,” he shot back, “you’re way too relaxed here it seems.”
“That’s why we work together,” you said simply.
Jungwon looked down at where you had your head resting against his broad shoulder - really looked - and the room felt warmer, smaller and quieter.
You let your eyes shut for a moment with content when you felt his chin resting on top of your head, his lips brushing your hair.
After a few minutes of peaceful quiet, both of you zoning out individually, with you playing with Jungwon’s fingers and him gazing intently at the glowing fireplace, you finally broke the silence.
“You know,” you began softly, “I’m not afraid of him. I just hate that he’s trying to ruin my life like this.”
“I know,” he replied solemnly, “but I am.”
You blinked, shifting your gaze to look up at him as you lifted your head, furrowing your eyebrows, “You’re afraid of him?”
“No, silly,” he gently pinched the tip of your nose, “I’m afraid of what might happen if he got to you before I did.”
Your teasing expression softened, a tender smile playing on your lips at his action, “You’ve always been like this.”
“Like what?”
“Protective,” you said, voice observant, “Even when I didn’t need it.”
Jungwon shook his head.
“You don’t get it. No one does. I’m not protective because you’re weak, Y/N. I’m protective because you matter.”
You went still for a moment and Jungwon felt your rigid body against his.
Clearing your throat lightly, blinking away the surprise, you continued, “So what’s your plan then, Mr. Overthinker?”
Jungwon didn’t hesitate, “I’m staying with you. Tonight and from now on, by your side.”
You blinked, “In the living room?”
“In your room,” he responded, nonchalantly.
You raised your eyebrows, a teasing smile creeping up on your lips, “Bold.”
He chuckled deeply, his voice dropping a fraction, “Yeah? You wanna see bold?”
You let out a soft yelp, eyes going wide as Jungwon suddenly and rather effortlessly, pulled you on to his lap, your legs dangling over one side of his.
You gripped his broad shoulders tightly, fingers fisting his hoodie as you fought the urge to smack him, though internally you didn’t mind the position at all.
“Are you insane?!” You exclaimed, breath hitching the moment his face leaned closer, nose brushing yours as his hot breath hit your face steadily with soft puffs.
“Maybe,” he responded lightly.
You studied him for a long moment, slowly becoming aware of the fact that your rapid heartbeats were somehow in sync before you tried to mask your feelings once more, “You think I need a babysitter?”
“Nope,” he replied simply, eyes dropping to your lips as he kept talking, “I just think I need to be close enough to stop anything before it starts.”
You crossed your arms, “You’re doing anything but stopping. Sleeping with me is a stretch if you ask me.”
He just shrugged lightly in response and you relented, “Fine.”
“But only because you look like you’ll explode if I say no.”
Jungwon smiled, pleased at your response and didn’t hesitate to carefully capture your lips with his soft ones, kissing you tenderly.
You closed your eyes, bunching up his hoodie with your hands from how tightly you were holding on to him as you kissed him back, slowly and surely.
Jungwon kissed you like you were something delicate that he somehow couldn’t get enough of, one of his warm hands cupping your face while the other remained around your waist to keep you steady on his lap.
You loved the taste of his lips and the way his mouth moved against yours, not wanting this moment to end even as he teasingly licked at the seam of your lips with his tongue, pulling away before you could even so much as part them.
“Thank you,” he actually responded to your previous words this time, forehead resting against yours as you both caught your breath.
You cleared your throat, cheeks burning as you tried to joke, “Don’t thank me yet. I kick in my sleep.”
He groaned, pressing a soft kiss to your nose as he played along, “Of course you do. Thought you grew out of that habit when you were younger.”
You grinned, settling comfortably against his chest, body sinking into his, “Relax. If Jang comes here, we’ll handle it. Together.”
Jungwon gazed down at you, fingers reaching up to stroke your hair tenderly, eyes warm.
“Yeah. Together.”
“Morning,” you heard Jungwon’s voice, hoarse and raspy from grogginess, whisper against your ear as your sleepy eyes fluttered open.
You let out a quiet groan, shifting closer, seeking his warmth surrounding you and feeling his arms tighten even further around your body in response.
Finally blinking your bleary eyes open, you adjusted to the faint sunlight streaming in from your bedroom’s curtains as you looked at him, lifting your head.
Your vision swam for a moment until Jungwon’s handsome face came clearly into view, a small, fond smile on his lips.
“Good morning,” you managed out sleepily and Jungwon let out a deep chuckle, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead as he held you firmly.
“Slept well? Wait don’t answer that. I believe you did because look at the time,” he rasped out, eyes flickering over to the digital alarm clock behind you on the bedside table.
You rolled your eyes, feeling awfully content with the position you were in right now.
Tangled up against Jungwon’s larger body as he kept you nestled comfortably against his chest.
Groaning, you murmured out, “What time is it?”
“11:27,” he said simply, making you snap your head back to the clock.
“Wait what?”
Jungwon laughed softly, thumb absentmindedly stroking your hip where your leg was tossed over his.
“Looks like I need to sleep with you more often,” he teased lightly.
You blushed, burying your face against the crook of his neck, “Shut up. You make it sound so weird.”
“It’s only weird if you think it’s weird,” he murmured, kissing the top of your head as his free hand stroked the curve of your back.
“How long have you been up?” You asked curiously.
“A while,” he responded vaguely.
You furrowed your eyebrows, lifting your head to look up at him, unconvinced, “A while?”
“Mhm,” he nodded, meeting your eyes tenderly, “why?”
“You seem rather energetic for someone that’s been awake for ‘a while’ you know,” you replied, eyes narrowed.
Jungwon bubbled out a soft laugh as he relented, “Okay maybe a few hours? I was up since around 9 or 10 something I believe?”
You blinked, “What? And you didn’t think to get out my bed?”
He laughed, shaking his head, responding simply, “Nope.”
“Why?” You challenged.
A small smirk creeped up on his lips, “You really want the answer to that?”
You hummed, nodding.
He shifted, the sheets tangling as he moved to hover over you, hands planted on either side of your body.
Jungwon leaned closer, his lips brushing yours as he murmured, “I like watching you sleep, honey.”
You snapped your eyes open, stunned at his confession, “What?! You’re telling me you sat and watched me sleep for like two hours?”
He hummed, his smirk growing as he pressed a soft kiss to your lips.
You realized how much he loved kissing you, even if it was the smallest of pecks, especially since you both kissed last night.
“Yang Jungwon!” You exclaimed, your face turning crimson red at the thought of him watching you sleep like that.
“What?” He mused, eyes brimming with innocence.
You blinked rapidly, trying to process his confession, “Isn’t that weird?”
He tilted his head, eyeing you, “How so?”
You spluttered, “Well- because I mean-?!”
Jungwon simply arched an eyebrow down at you and you groaned, squeezing your eyes shut as he watched you get flushed with embarrassment.
He leaned down, lips grazing your forehead as he spoke, the sound of his deep voice reverberating down your spine when he teased you, “You seem to enjoy that fact, don’t you? That I like watching you sleep?”
You couldn’t respond, knowing he was right, your voice catching in your throat as Jungwon let out a hoarse laugh, patting your cheek as he sat up and climbed off of you.
“Come on. Let’s shower and I’ll make brunch for us as it’s already a bit too late for breakfast.”
You grumbled under your breath, rubbing the remaining sleep out of your eyes.
And you failed to notice the tent that formed in Jungwon’s sweatpants, which has been agonizing his soul since his arousal started an hour back.
You felt like teasing Jungwon back, wanting him to experience just as how hot and bothered he made you feel earlier that morning.
You dressed in a thin strapped white tank top, purposely wearing no bra, along with the tiniest pair of black boy shorts you owned, allowing it to hug the soft curve of your ass.
Taking a good look at yourself in the mirror, you let out a satisfied hum to yourself as you threw your hair into a messy bun.
It was summer either way.
When you slipped out your bedroom, the aroma of buttery pancakes wafted through the air to your nose.
You stopped just short of the entrance to the kitchen, catching sight of Jungwon bustling around smoothly as he prepared brunch for you both.
When he caught sight of you - his gaze just so happening to drift over to where you were standing, you immediately noticed how stiff he got.
You fought the amused smirk threatening to creep up on your face at how comical he appeared to be - gaze subconsciously trailing along your body, but unfocused at the same time as he processed what he was seeing, the way his lips parted and sealed themselves constantly like a fish out of water, along with the spatula forgotten in his tightly clenched fist.
Instinctively, you let your lower lip get caught between your teeth, mainly to hold your laughter in, but the effect was instantaneous on Jungwon as you watched his gaze darken.
Finally finding his voice, he managed out - voice coming out as more of a croak if anything, “You-”
You raised your eyebrows, mocking him, “I?”
He blinked rapidly for a minute, trying to catch himself, “You’re- um- done showering I see?”
It cracked you up to see Jungwon like this, utterly dumbfounded. And you wanted nothing more than to buckle over with relentless laughter in his face, but you held yourself together skillfully, remaining composed and innocent.
“Yeah,” your voice trailed off, tilting your head innocently, “So what?”
“Y/N-” Jungwon tried to speak, but was only able to say your name for a moment, gaze instinctively dropping down to where your nipples were peeking through the thin fabric you were wearing over your chest.
He barely managed to restrain the desire threatening to seep into his voice, “You’re not wearing a bra.”
“Mhm and? It’s hot, Wonie,” you teased, “Summer remember?”
You pointed out the kitchen window, where the sunlight was shining down on the backyard garden outside, but Jungwon didn’t even bother to avert his gaze from your body.
You watched his Adam’s apple bob as he swallowed thickly, eventually clearing his throat and snapping his eyes back up to your face with much effort, catching your amused expression before you could shift back into neutrality.
“You’re doing this on purpose,” he managed, eyes growing wide with realization as he pointed his spatula at you.
“You’re enjoying this,” he continued, horrified now.
You finally let the giggles you’ve been holding back spill past your lips, holding on to the wall to support yourself from tumbling over from the force of your laughter.
Jungwon stared at you - appalled, using the opportunity to take in the clothes barely covering your body.
You didn’t even notice when he turned off the stove and set his spatula down, pulling off his apron that clung to his enticingly broad shoulders as he approached you.
Your laughter immediately got cut short when he quickly and effortlessly scooped you up into his arms, holding you up as your back collided with the wall.
You felt your breath knock out of your lungs as you stared at him, stunned.
“Wha- what was that for?!” You yelled at him, but he only narrowed his eyes up at you, his grip tightening on your hips.
“Legs around my waist,” he commanded, his voice low.
“W-what?” You blinked, stunned at his audacity and at the command.
“Do as I say, Y/N.”
He wasn’t playing around now, his teeth gritted and you couldn’t even see an inkling of playfulness in his behavior at the moment.
However, the thought that you overstepped your boundaries and pushed him to his limit somehow made an intense sense of satisfaction swirl up inside your stomach.
You decided to play along, already turned on as it is and wrapped your legs around his waist, hands going to his broad shoulders as your fingers slowly and teasingly massaged the muscles there over his tshirt.
“Good girl,” he leaned up, his breath hot against your ear as he whispered, “You thought you could tease me? Test me like that?”
You didn’t know how to respond, only growing further and further speechless for words as his lips nipped lightly at your earlobe, growing rougher as he trailed down, licking and pressing deep kisses to the spot just below your ear.
“Answer me,” he ground out through gritted teeth, tongue dragging along your jawline as your head subconsciously tilted back to give him better access to your skin, a quiet gasp leaving your lips.
“Didn’t you hear what I said?” He questioned when you didn’t answer, one of his hands moving up along your stomach to squeeze your breast hard through your top.
When you only let out a shameless moan in response, clearly enjoying his touch, Jungwon tsked, “I said answer me, honey.”
“N-no,” you managed to choke out in response to his question, between breathless gasps, back arching slightly off the wall as you felt his fingers rolling your hardening nipple skillfully through fabric.
“Hm? You sure? Because I don’t think you’d wear things like this by accident, do you?” He mumbled, his voice dropping to a whisper as his lips attacked the skin of your neck.
You could only shake your head, already losing track of the questions he was asking as he pulled away, making you whine in response.
“Stand up,” his eyes met your slightly dazed ones, disoriented with desire and obedience.
You straightened up with his free hand on your hip steadying you, before it slid down and disappeared straight underneath the waistband of your shorts, making you tense up for moment and gasp out loud.
Jungwon let out a knowing chuckle, a smirk pulling at one of the corners of his lips as he felt how soaked you were on his fingers.
“No panties too? You were just dying to have me weren’t you, honey?” He nuzzled his nose against yours, the tender gesture a stark contrast to the way he was touching you.
He pushed your top up, letting the material bunch around the tops of your chest, eyes marveling as he scanned the sight of your breasts out in the open for him.
You could only whimper in response, lost in the haze of his fingers brushing your glistening folds in your shorts, palm pressing up against you pussy as he ground against your wetness with a maddeningly pleasurable pace that drove you wild.
“Such pretty tits-” you heard him murmur out, before his head dropped down so his mouth could take one of your erect nipples, his hand still rubbing you between your legs.
You threw your head back, letting out a little sigh of relief at the pleasure, your eyes fluttering shut as soft moans and breathy whimpers left your lips.
Jungwon didn’t need to ask you anything or even speak to know if you were feeling good, your sinful sounds were more than enough to help him understand and even increase the intense throbbing of his painfully hard cock in his sweats.
When you started grinding against the heel of his palm, seeking more and more friction with your body, Jungwon pushed two of his fingers up into your gummy walls without hesitation, his mouth moving to lavish attention to your other breast as he continued to lick and suck at your swollen skin.
And God did you feel amazing on just his fingers. He couldn’t wait to feel you around his cock.
Your moans grew louder, his name spilling past your lips in a breathless cry as his fingers thrusted with purpose - in and out your pussy with a pace that only quickened by the second.
He smiled around your nipple - soaked with saliva as he pulled away to lick a stripe up from between your breasts to your lips, capturing your mouth with his hot one.
Jungwon kissed you steadily, barely keeping you in your senses and avoiding you from spiraling from pleasure as his free hand continued to caress and massage your breasts, occasionally nudging his upper palm against your folds dripping all over his hand as he relentlessly fingered you.
When your lips parted with muffled whimpers, he used the opportunity to push his tongue into the caverns of your mouth, his tongue dancing with yours as he sunk his fingers deeper into you, hitting that sweet spot that made your body shatter before you could even say so.
You came with a stifled cry into his mouth, drenching his fingers with your release as you came, walls squeezing him.
Jungwon let out a satisfied hum, helping you to ride through your orgasm as he broke the kiss, a string of saliva still connecting your lips before he swiped it away with his tongue.
He slowly pulled his fingers out of you, pushing down your shorts with his free hand so he could see the mess you made, not wanting to overstimulate you too much and glanced down at your cum all over his digits.
His delighted eyes flickered up, watching the blissed out expression on your face and the satisfaction in your half-lidded eyes.
“Suck,” he demanded, though his voice had turned soft as he held out his soaked fingers to you.
You blinked slowly, processing his words before you parted your lips as a silent offering.
He pushed them inside your mouth, a dark glint sparkling in his eyes as he watched your lips wrap around his fingers and suck your cum off of them, tongue swirling.
The sight and sensation only made him harder, his cock begging for relief, but he ignored it, focusing on you and only you.
When you were done, he extracted his fingers from your mouth, fingers with your saliva running along your stomach as he sank down to his knees, eyes never leaving yours.
You blinked, eyes going wide when you understood where this was going now.
“Wait no- Won I- I can’t-” you tried to protest with a hoarse whine, but your words instantly dissolved into a shaky moan as you felt Jungwon’s eager tongue pressing up against your folds - covered with the remnants of your release.
Your fingers immediately sank into his soft hair, head falling back and your lips shaping into a small ‘o’ as he pressed soft kisses and careful kitten licks to your swollen clit.
Once he cleaned you up with his tongue, he pushed his face a bit more further against your pussy, hands prying your legs apart to accommodate him better.
His nose bumped your clit steadily, adding to the intense burn of pleasure settling into your stomach as you gasped and cried out, barely able to speak and resorting to just letting yourself feel everything as Jungwon ate you out.
You felt his tongue ravish your folds between your legs, occasionally humming in approval at your taste as vibrations reverberated up your spine.
“W-won I- I can’t-” you tried to gasp out again, barely able to contain the release bubbling up in you as you writhed and squirmed.
But Jungwon only kept going, if anything intensifying his actions as he pushed his tongue up lightly into your sopping hole, to which you responded with a wild jolt of your hips as his name spilled past your mouth in a scream.
He smirked at your reaction, your moans only pleasing him by the minute as he sucked and nipped at your folds, your arousal smearing along his mouth, chin and surrounding cheek area.
When he felt your body tense, your second orgasm about to hit, Jungwon delved his tongue up further against your wet walls, swirling around the spongy muscle there as your moans and whimpers grew higher in pitch.
It didn’t take too long for you to come again, practically drenching his entire face from the way he guided your hips to grind against his face, barely able to hold yourself up with the hands on the wall behind you as your knees shook.
Jungwon pressed soft kisses and licks to your pussy to calm your body down, helping you through your orgasm before pulling away and licking all over his mouth with wherever his tongue could reach.
He scooped you up bridal style, pressing tender kisses all over your utterly content face, as he walked towards the counter to clean you up, mumbling as he went while you remained blissed out and limp in his arms.
“You did so well for me, honey,” his lips brushing your forehead as he spoke.
“So fucking good for me.”
The kitchen was filled with the soft clink of utensils a week later.
Encouraged to strengthen the bond of your new-found relationship with Jungwon, you begged him to bake with you - a favorite past-time hobby of yours - and he relented.
You stood at the counter, whisk in hand, beating softened butter into a glass mixing bowl until it turned pale and fluffy.
Jungwon was leaning beside you, watching with a grin that made you shake your head as his wide cat eyes watched your every move - eager to help as he eyed your body in a casual, short, pink summer dress, the apron you were wearing only accentuating the soft curves of your body further.
“You’re staring again,” you said knowingly, switching to a wooden spoon.
“I’m supervising,” he replied, reaching behind you for the measuring spoons and lightly smacking your ass when his hand brushed your back.
“Not like anyone told you to wear such a pretty dress around me,” he commented, biting his lip as his eyes shamelessly trailed over your body.
You stiffened for a moment, your breath hitching as you shot his smirking figure a sideways glare.
You nudged him lightly with your elbow, “Supervisors don’t hover over the bowl.”
“Or me,” you added as an afterthought.
He held up a teaspoon, smiling cheekily, “Sugar?”
“Brown sugar first. Two scoops.”
Jungwon scooped one, then a half, then another half.
“That’s not two,” you sighed, rolling your eyes.
“It’s my interpretation of two, honey,” he hummed.
“You’re impossible,” you groaned, mentally face-palming yourself.
“And yet, you were the one that begged me to do this with you and let me help.”
You handed him the vanilla extract, “Alright then. One teaspoon, Mr. Helper. And don’t freestyle.”
Jungwon poured carefully, surprisingly precise, “See? I can follow orders.”
“Only when cookies are involved,” you teased lightly.
He smirked, raising his eyebrows, “Or when you’re involved you mean?”
You ignored the warmth bubbling up in your chest and reached for the flour, Jungwon grabbing the sifter before you could.
“I’ve got it,” he said confidently, tapping the metal rim so the flour drifted down like soft snow.
You watched him silently for a moment as you observed, “You’re actually good at this.”
“I’m good at everything,” he retorted teasingly, glancing over at you for a moment when he was done.
He reached over, lifting his free hand to brush a bit of flour off your cheek with his thumb.
You rolled your eyes, ears turning a soft shade of pink but you didn’t move away, “Pass me the spatula.”
Jungwon handed it over, fingers brushing yours. You felt a spark of electricity shoot through you at the touch and judging by the way he tensed slightly, he felt it too.
You folded the dough gently, then nodded towards the chocolate chips.
“Add them,” you instructed softly.
He poured a handful straight into the bowl.
“A handful is not a measurement, Won,” you chided softly.
“It is if you love chocolate,” he replied cheerily, “There’s no such things as too much of it. Also, can I melt the remainder later? Wanna do something.”
You bubbled out a laugh when he winked at you, “Fine. But for now, mix.”
He took the wooden spoon, stirring with exaggerated seriousness.
“Perfect technique,” he boasted.
“You’re stirring like you’re defusing a bomb,” you chuckled.
Jungwon shrugged lightly, “Same level of importance.”
You scooped dough on to the baking tray using a small ice-cream scoop and he followed after you, flattening each mound slightly with the back of a spoon.
He was standing directly behind you now, body pressed up against yours and his chin on top of your head as he worked, often pressing sweet kisses to your hair, not caring about the angles he’d have to bend his arms at to do his task.
“You’re making them too round,” he complained dramatically.
“They’re cookies, not tactical gear, dumbass,” you laughed.
He guided your hand gently, playing along as he intertwined his fingers above yours, “Still want them even.”
You leaned back a little, the hard planes of his body behind yours a constant reminder of how close he was against you and of your recent sexual encounters.
“Then help me,” you responded, though Jungwon had more than enough sense to figure out what you really wanted help with.
He looked down at you as you lifted your head up to meet his gaze, his hand trailing up from yours and along your arm while his hips teasingly rolled against you from behind.
You immediately groaned, playing innocent even though you basically started this, “Won- now’s not the time-”
“Hm?” Jungwon hummed, shifting his head to bury his face against your neck as he kissed and sucked dark marks against your skin, noticing the ones from a few days prior already fading.
“You said you wanted me to help you didn’t you? So I’m helping you now, honey-” he murmured out.
“I’m gonna make you feel so good okay?” He nipped at the dip of your collarbone, his hands freely roaming your body now as he undid your apron without missing a beat, pulling away only to lift it up and off of you.
You let out a soft whimper, practically melting back against him, all focus on making cookies forgotten as you pushed back against him for a moment, making him deepen the pace of his slow grinding against you.
“Jungwon please-” you let out, voice breathy as he used one of his free hands to grip your hips and keep you steady, the other reaching up and massaging the softness of your breast through your dress as you weren’t wearing a bra again.
“Please what honey? Needy for me already I see,” he mused, lifting his head just in time to catch your hand snaking down your dress to the hem.
“Nuh uh- that’s my pussy to play with,” he breathed against your ear, hand leaving your hip to grip at your wrist, pulling your hand away.
You whined in response, body trembling when he rolled his hips against your ass with a particularly slow and deep grind, wanting you to feel every inch of his arousal against yourself.
You couldn’t take it anymore, whirling around, impatiently looking up at him.
A mischievous glint twinkled in his eyes, ready to torment you further, “Wait.”
He pulled away from you, much to your disappointment, but you obeyed, desperate eyes watching his every move.
Jungwon grabbed the remainder of chocolate chips in the bowl, moving over to the microwave and setting a timer for a few seconds to let it melt.
Once it was done, the microwave beeping, he brought it back over to you, eyes still sparkling as he gestured to your mouth, dipping three fingers into the chocolate.
You eagerly parted your lips and he shoved his coated digits into your mouth.
You didn’t need to be told twice on what to do as you let your tongue swirl around his fingers, sucking and licking the chocolate clean off them.
A low groan of content reverberated in the back of Jungwon’s throat as he watched you, your widened, dark eyes gazing up at him as he wondered if you’d look this pretty sucking his cock too.
He pulled his fingers out your mouth, wiping your saliva along the exposed area of your upper chest and cleavage, before dipping his fingers in to chocolate again and running his fingers all over that area of your skin and along your neck messily.
After shoving a particularly thick dollop of the melted chocolate between your breasts, he set the half-empty bowl aside and hiked up your dress by your waist, not caring about the stains he was leaving on the pastel pink fabric.
He practically shoved his sweatpants and boxers down, cock jumping out, angry red tip slapping lightly against his stomach as he eyed the familiar sight of your puffy and glistening folds, begging to be touched.
“No panties again honey?” He teased, arching an eyebrow.
You didn’t even bother to answer him, eyes shamelessly roving over his thick and tempting cock - with its veins pulsing through skin beaded with pre-cum along the long shaft.
“My, my, my you really are my shameless slut now, aren’t you? You love my attention don’t you?” His hand reached up, lightly smacking at your clit, making your body tense up.
“You need me, Y/N?” He cooed, to which you nodded rather enthusiastically, eyes blown wide with need, “You sure, honey?”
You were practically squirming with excitement when he spread your legs wider, gently lifting you to sit up on the marble of the kitchen countertop as he stepped between your thighs, hands rubbing up and down them tenderly.
He lathered some of your slick on to his cock, guiding his tip to your soft folds before gently pushing through, making your hands quickly reach up and grip his broad shoulders tightly.
You let out a breathy gasp, already whining out and writhing from just half of him inside your wet and warm walls.
“Won mm- hold on- t-too much-” you tried to splutter out, feeling him split you open.
“Shh- you can take it baby, I promise. Take it for me,” he soothed gently, pressing sweet kisses all over your face as he kept stroking your thighs.
If he had to admit, he wanted nothing more than to lose all the resistance he was desperately clinging on to right now and rather just fuck you senseless.
You were squeezing him so tightly, your walls wrapping perfectly around his cock in ways of pure ecstasy that he’d never felt before.
When he finally bottomed out and you appeared to be much more relaxed - breathing ragged between mixed whimpers and gasps, as you felt full with him inside you, Jungwon let out a content sigh.
He didn’t dare move too fast for fear of hurting you, even if he wanted to be rough with sex he’d never want to harm you in any way.
So he kept up a slow and languid pace, making sure you could feel every inch of his cock rubbing your walls.
You had your head thrown back, eyes shut as sweet moans left your lips in a frenzy from the way Jungwon was making you feel.
His head dipped down, licking clean all the chocolate lathered on your body with a long strokes of his tongue from your neck and all the way down to bury his face between your tits.
Your fingers tangled in his hair, waves of ecstasy trembling through your body, whimpering his name as his tip kept rubbing that sweet spot deep up inside you.
He was still so gentle with everything, his cock dragging along your gummy walls as his lips pressed tender kisses to your sensitive skin.
Who knew vanilla sex with your childhood best friend could be this damn good?
You were gasping and moaning out, lips parted as your eyes fluttered open, eyebrows furrowing at a prickling feeling of being watched against your back.
You turned your head to look back, elbows propping you up on the counter, breathing labored still as Jungwon continued to lavish attention to your body, clearly not sensing anything amiss.
Your heart almost stopped, voice catching in your throat for a moment as you made eye contact with a sadistic face - eyes filled with pleasure and a twisted smirk on the man’s lips as he watched you and Jungwon fuck rather intently.
You could only see his face from where he was peeping by the entrance leading off from the kitchen and into the hallway, finally snapping back to reality and quickly trying to push Jungwon off of you.
“Won wait- Jungwon-!” you tried to get him to stop.
He let out a soft grunt of disapproval between the soft moans he was letting out, feeling your hands trying to pry him away from you, “Hm?”
“I’m serious- stop,” you managed to find your voice now, Jungwon snapping his head up to your face worriedly as he hastily pulled away from you, confused.
“What?! Are you hurt? What’s wrong, honey??” He scanned your face, glancing between where you were just conjoined, searching for injuries, before you quickly shoved your dress down.
You couldn’t believe it, when you thought about how you’d face this man, you never thought it would be like this.
“He’s here,” you hopped off the counter, helping Jungwon pull his own boxers and sweats up.
“What?” Jungwon furrowed his eyebrows, still a bit disoriented from the pleasure you both just felt to think straight.
“Jang Seohyun,” you turned back around to where you saw the man’s face, it felt like ice was doused down your body when you noticed he was gone, “I swear I just saw him there- Jungwon I-”
He frowned, immediately pulling you in for a tight hug to calm you down, tears welling up in your eyes from shock and soaking his tshirt as his eyes scanned the kitchen for any sign of Jang, stroking your back.
“Shh it’s okay, we’ll find him I promise. I just need you to calm down for me alright?”
You nodded, trying to fight more of your tears and how horrified you were at the moment as you wiped your eyes.
“Good girl. Come on, let’s get this son of a bitch.”
When you finally managed to compose yourself again, you were holding on to Jungwon’s free arm tightly as he grabbed a pair of spare guns you both kept hidden in one of the kitchen cupboards.
You also had your trusty dagger strapped to your thigh under your dress, just in case.
He handed you a pistol after checking to make sure it was okay, worried eyes flickering over to you as you appeared to still be a bit shaky and maybe even embarrassed about what happened.
He was too, definitely, but he had more important things to focus on.
Jang Seohyun had finally made his move and it was time for Jungwon to protect you at all costs.
No matter what.
“You alright?” he asked, voice barely above a whisper.
Before you could even nod and respond, a soft creak echoed from the hallway just outside the kitchen - slow, deliberate, as if someone was testing how much noise they could make without being heard.
He immediately moved in front of you, protective instincts kicking in, “Stay behind me.”
You rolled your eyes, trying to keep up your usual playful act, but Jungwon heard the tremble in your voice, “I can walk on my own, you know.”
“Sure. Humor me,” he muttered under his breath.
You both approached the hallway together, guns aimed and ready. The air felt heavier and colder, a shiver running down your spine at the thought of what you may find.
Jungwon reached for the only door at the direct end of the hallway - the storage room, hand hovering over the knob.
Then, a voice came from inside, deep and chilling.
One you particularly, recognized all too well.
“Finally,” Seohyun said calmly, “I was wondering how long it would take you two to notice. But then again, you both were rather- occupied might I suggest?”
Jungwon shoved the door open.
Jang stood in the middle of the room - relaxed, almost amused.
Never a good sign.
Dust coated his boots and a black jumpsuit he was wearing. A small duffel bag sat at his feet - half-unzipped, revealing surveillance equipment, most likely that he used to use from his tech company.
He’d been watching you both.
Studying. Waiting.
An uneasy feeling creeped up into the back of your mind at the thought and you carefully reached behind your back, pressing a hidden panic button on your smart watch without either Jungwon or Jang Seohyun noticing you.
You then suddenly stepped forward, jaw tight, “You were hiding here? In the agency’s safe house? How shameless can you get?”
He turned his gaze to you - slow, deliberate, predatory.
“You’re the one I came for. Of course I’d find a way to get in. But believe me darling, if anyone is shameless it’s you.”
He responded calmly, a knowing smile curling on his lips.
“You’re a rather enticing minx during sex aren’t you?”
Jungwon immediately moved between you and the other man, gun raised, “Don’t even think about touching her.”
Jang merely chuckled, arching an eyebrow, “You think you can stop me either way? I’ve been ten steps ahead of you since I escaped.”
You tilted your head, unimpressed, “If you were ten steps ahead of us, you wouldn’t be cornered in a storage room.”
The man smirked, “Cornered? I walked in here on purpose, darling.”
Jungwon’s grip on his gun tightened, “Why?”
Jang’s eyes flicked to you again, “To see how far you’d go to protect her. Obviously.”
You felt Jungwon stiffen beside you.
He continued, voice low and taunting, “You’re predictable. The moment I realized she wasn’t alone and had you now. I did as much research and background checks as I could. It’s rather admirable I’ll say. You’d burn the whole agency down even if it meant keeping her alive.”
Jungwon didn’t deny it.
He stepped forward, gun steady, “You’re done, Jang. Hands where I can see them.”
Seohyun raised his hands slowly - but his smirk didn’t fade.
“You still don’t get it,” he said, “I wasn’t hiding from you. In fact, I was in plain sight the entire time.”
He looked directly at you, “I was merely waiting for the right time. For you, darling.”
You crossed your arms, trying to keep up a bold front, expression sharp, “Well. Here I am. Now what?”
Jungwon shot you a look, “Y/N-”
“What?” You said, “He wanted me. So, let’s hear him out.”
Jang laughed softly, “I knew you’d be bold. I like that.”
Jungwon snapped, “Don’t talk to her like that.”
You nudged his arm, “Relax. I can handle a creep.”
“You shouldn’t have to,” he muttered in response under his breath.
Jang Seohyun watched you both with immense interest, “Ah. There it is. That chemistry and playfulness I’ve been waiting to see for myself. Willingly that is.”
Jungwon’s jaw clenched, “Shut up.”
Jang paid no attention as he continued, “You two are definitely a force not to be reckoned with wouldn’t say? And I mean with the way he was fucking you just now-”
“I said, shut up!” Jungwon cut him off, voice raised as his finger rested on the trigger of his pistol now.
Jang merely laughed, thoroughly amused and encouraged by Jungwon’s reaction as he glanced down at his body in the jumpsuit, making your cheeks flush a bright red when you noticed he actually got aroused from watching you two of you just now.
You stepped closer to him, voice soft but firm as you tried to compose yourself, despite how overwhelmed you felt, “Ignore him. He’s trying to get into our heads.”
Jungwon exhaled slowly, grounding himself, then held up his gun again, “This ends now.”
Seohyun’s smile finally faded, “Oh? Does it?”
And in one swift motion, one that Jungwon was anticipating, Jang kicked the duffel bag - sending a flash grenade rolling across the floor toward you both.
Your eyes widened, “Move!”
Another unfamiliar voice yelled from behind the three of you, from somewhere outside the storage room, “Get down!”
Someone grabbed you, pulling you on the floor behind them as the grenade detonated in a burst of blinding white light.
The world went white, gunfire erupting from behind you as backup drew closer and closer.
Your ears rang as you stayed down, praying to God that Jungwon was safe as you knew damn well the person holding you secure wasn’t him right now.
You felt the person’s arm around you, shielding you.
The gunfire ceased only when you heard a sharp grunt of pain, eyes going wide when you recognized Jungwon’s pained voice.
“Oh fuck,” you pushed yourself away from the person, rushing over to where Jungwon had collapsed to his knees on the storage room floor, hands clutching at a gunshot wound near his chest.
Heavily armed agents from your personal protection detail swiveled around you both and you barely registered their bustle or Jang Seohyun’s dead body on the floor - wheremultiple bullet holes were embedded all over his body, soaked in a pool of blood.
All you could think about was Jungwon’s injury, fingers shakily resting on top of his hands, not caring if the blood soaked through.
Your eyes blurred with tears, meeting Jungwon’s glassy ones, your voice breaking, “Fuck- no, no, no- Jungwon-”
You heard voices in the background, some faintly yelling for medics, but your own head was swimming at the moment, mind in a haze.
You tried to stay calm, tears streaming down your cheeks as you pressed down forcefully on his wound, doing your best to stop the bleeding.
Jungwon merely let out a soft laugh that mingled with pain, a strained smile wobbling on to his lips as he leaned over to kiss you tenderly.
You kissed him back, trying but failing to focus completely on the feel of his lips and he way he whispered against them, somehow completely calm as you heard people shouting all around you, the medical team barging in.
“It’s okay, Y/N. You did so good, honey. It’s over,” he kissed your forehead, bloody fingers intertwining with yours for a moment.
“I’ll be fine, I promise.” He grunted out, voice choked with pain.
Jungwon used his free arm to pull you tightly against him for a brief moment, honing all the remaining strength he could muster at this time to keep you close, even if it was just for a little bit.
“It’s over, my love.”
“Baby, I would die for you, yeah” - Die For You, The Weeknd
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DIE FOR YOU
Trope: Protective Love
Pairing: spy!jungwon x spy!female reader
Synopsis: Yang Jungwon has always been protective - of his best friends, of his responsibilities and especially of you. You’ve been close friends for years, but lately his protectiveness feels - different. Softer. Warmer. More intense. When an escaped criminal incident forces the agency to assign you a temporary bodyguard - even though you’re certain you could handle yourself, Jungwon steps in before anyone else can. Suddenly you’re spending every waking moment together - late-night talks, shared meals, quiet confessions. As danger closes in, Jungwon’s feelings become impossible to hide. He’d do anything to keep you safe, even if it means risking everything he’s worked for. And when you realize you feel the same, the line between friendship and something deeper disappears completely.
Warnings: inappropriate language (cursing), explicit mature content - smut (MDNI), fingering (f receiving), oral sex (f receiving), multiple orgasms, slight degradation, sexual intercourse, unprotected sex (protection is vital guys), slight somnophilia, brief mentions of voyeurism, slightly angsty, violence included and mentions of blood and death
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You carefully weaved through the crowd of agents assembled in the Crisis Command Hall, frowning as you heard hushed whispers and concerned remarks surrounding you as you passed.
Something definitely felt wrong.
You sensed something was off the moment the alarm sounded throughout AISA, calling for an emergency meeting a few minutes back.
And such meetings only occurred when a matter took a turn for the worse.
“There you are,” you heard Jungwon’s gentle voice let out a sigh of relief as he immediately pulled you closer to him and the rest of his friends when you reached the front of the crowd.
They were all gazing at you with concern, making you feel a bit uncomfortable until Jay suddenly spoke up, “You alright, Y/N?”
You furrowed your eyebrows, nodding, “Yeah? Why wouldn’t I be?”
Jungwon sighed, “You don’t know, do you?”
You frowned, shaking your head, “Know what? Is this about the emergency meeting?”
Looking around, you finally caught the eyes of other people subtly watching you or shooting careful glances.
They immediately averted their attention somewhere else when you caught them all looking at you and you even saw Director Lee near the base of the stage, casting a worried glance at your direction before resuming his hushed conversation with his assistant.
Jungwon stared at you silently for a solid moment, gauging your reaction and understanding your confusion regarding the situation.
“Jang Seohyun is out,” he leaned down to whisper against your ear, so you can hear him over the murmurs and voices of the others surrounding you, “he escaped about an hour ago. It’s madness with the government right now. Citizens are all panicked.”
You froze, your heart sinking, the realization of what he just said to you crashing heavily down on your body.
Your mind began to spiral - not really out of fear, but with confusion as to how he could’ve possibly escaped like that.
Jang Seohyun was once the untouchable kingpin of a covert Korean tech-crime empire, controlling black-market data routes, encrypted weapons trafficking and a network of loyal operatives spread across East Asia.
His downfall came when you went undercover on a solo mission and infiltrated his inner circle, blending in with his trusted team for a whole year while slowly dismantling his operation from the inside.
You were thorough with your work and gathered more than enough evidence against the middle-aged man, skillfully testifying against him in court which resulted in him being sent to a maximum-high security prison.
But it seems now - and blatantly obvious so, that Jang Seohyun doesn’t stay caged for long.
If your memory was right, you could’ve sworn you testified barely about 7 months ago.
Jungwon was watching you intently, his hand still loosely gripping your wrist from when he pulled you over to stay by his side.
You finally managed out, your question startling him slightly, “How the hell did he escape?”
Jungwon shook his head, shooting a knowing glance at his friends who gazed at you with amusement and silent awe, a quiet chuckle leaving his lips, “I should’ve known you wouldn’t be that scared.”
“Lee’s gathering the details now to brief us. That’s why they called the meeting. It’s all over the news right now and they’ve even called in the military to secure the borders in case he tries to escape the country.”
You let out a heavy exhale, massaging your temples. You felt responsible somehow, even though this was never your fault in the first place and Jungwon, being your childhood best friend for years, immediately grabbed your shoulders and faced you to look up at him.
“Don’t even think about it. This is not your fault at all, Bae Y/N,” he added quickly before you could even open your mouth, “And no. You’re not going to help them find him either.”
You blinked, ready to protest when Director Lee suddenly made his way up the stairs connecting to the stage, striding towards the microphone set up for him already.
The hall immediately fell silent, everyone’s attention fixated on Lee as he cleared his throat, his voice grave as he addressed the crowd.
“Greetings everyone. I trust you all know why we’re collected here today.”
Murmurs of agreement rippled through the crowd of agents.
“At precisely 13:17 pm, Jang Seohyun reportedly escaped from the high-security prison he was lodged at, with no lead as to his current or future whereabouts.”
The murmuring and hushed whispers started again, this time growing louder with more concern and agitation until Lee raised his hand for silence again.
“With the help of rival gangs that he manipulated, Jang staged a riot as a cover, along with the help of a violent internal prison power shift and escaped through a maintenance tunnel he somehow knew existed.”
You could feel Jungwon’s grip on your wrist grow tighter as Lee continued his briefing.
“This was one of our most highly anticipated missions in the past. And I think we’re all familiar with the fact that Bae Y/N went undercover alone and managed to thwart his plans, resulting in his imprisonment.”
He paused, his gaze flickering over to where you were standing and you could hear gentle applause and soft cheers reaching your ears faintly.
“Unfortunately, it has been brought to our attention that Y/N’s life could potentially be at risk. Seohyun’s objective is to enact revenge on her. Especially as she played a major role on behalf of AISA, to terminate this criminal’s wrongdoings in the past.”
You froze, feeling all eyes on you now, including Jungwon’s and you didn’t like all this attention on you.
“As a result, although we are completely aware of Y/N’s outstanding abilities to handle herself and her safety, we will be assigning adequate security to protect her, so I can assure you all that the worries and concerns of her friends and colleagues relayed to us will be acknowledged.”
Lee stopped for a moment, taking a split second to glance around at all the troubled faces in the crowd before proceeding, “A personal protection detail is currently being put together for her safety. These include the special protection forces we have for emergency situations such as this one. We will also be increasing the security measures within AISA, so please cooperate.”
“Also, do not take this lightly because this is something extremely serious we’re dealing with. I must encourage each and every one of you to exercise extreme caution when going about your everyday life. Jang can use anyone within the agency to target Y/N and none of you must risk your lives or hers for his sake. Remember your training. It has become crystal clear that Jang Seohyun’s main objective is to hunt down Y/N as she betrayed him with her fake identity and to reclaim the fear and dominance he once commanded an empire with. Thank you.”
Director Lee said firmly, everyone paying rapt attention to what he had left to say.
“Good luck and stay safe agents. This man must not be underestimated and each and every one of you were trained to handle situations like this. So continue to be vigilant.”
Director Lee’s office was silent except for the hum of the overhead lights.
Jungwon burst into the office, his heavy footsteps reverberating through the otherwise quiet space. His jaw tight and determination radiating off of him.
Lee rose to his feet, not bothering to sit when Jungwon stood opposite his desk.
“Yang Jungwon. You requested an emergency audience. Make it quick.”
Jungwon’s fists clenched at his sides, “It’s about her. About Y/N.”
Lee exhaled sharply, already knowing where this was going, “She already has a protection detail assigned. I mentioned this during the emergency meeting.”
“That detail isn’t enough,” Jungwon said, voice low but steady, “You know it isn’t. Jang isn’t someone to mess with.”
Lee’s eyes narrowed, “Are you questioning my judgement, Yang?”
“I’m questioning the fact that you’re sending practical strangers to guard someone who doesn’t even trust people like that,” Jungwon stepped closer.
“She trusts me.”
Lee scoffed, though Jungwon could’ve sworn he saw the corners of his lips tilt up slightly, “Personal attachment clouds judgement you know.”
“No,” Jungwon calmly shot back, “Personal attachment sharpens it.”
The director’s eyebrows lifted, “Explain then.”
Jungwon swallowed hard, but his voice didn’t waver.
“Y/N isn’t just another civilian asset. She’s my childhood best friend. I know her routines, her fears and her tells. I know how she reacts under pressure. I know how she fights back even when she’s scared. And I know exactly how the person targeting her thinks. We all know how he thinks.”
Lee crossed his arms, “You’re too close for this.”
Jungwon shook his head, “I’m the only one close enough to keep her alive.”
The director didn’t respond, so Jungwon continued, voice suddenly tightening with emotion he couldn’t hide.
“When we were kids, she used to wait outside my house every morning because she said she felt safer walking with me to school. When her father got sick, I was the one who stayed with her and her family at the hospital. When she was recruited as an asset for Jang Seohyun’s mission? She told me she wasn’t afraid because she knew I’d be somewhere in the world watching her back regardless.”
He took a breath when he was finished his rant, “I refuse to let her down now.”
Lee’s expression didn’t change, but the room felt heavier.
“You’re basically asking me to assign you as her personal bodyguard,” he said gravely.
“I’m telling you I’m the best candidate,” Jungwon corrected, “I know about the man hunting her. I’m sure it wouldn’t take long to understand his patterns and his rage properly. And I’m certain he’ll go after her in ways your assigned detail won’t anticipate. Mark my words.”
Lee’s voice dropped, eyes intently gazing at Jungwon, “And what happens if your emotions compromise the mission?”
Jungwon met his gaze without flinching, “Then you can strip my badge the moment she’s safe. But until then, I’m not stepping aside.”
The director studied him for a long moment, “You’re willing to risk your career for her?”
Jungwon’s answer was immediate, “I’m willing to risk everything for her.”
Silence.
Then Director Lee sighed, rubbing his temple.
“You’re rather stubborn,” he muttered.
Jungwon didn’t deny it.
Finally, Lee looked up properly at him.
“Fine. You’ll be assigned as her temporary personal bodyguard. But if you slip-”
“I won’t.”
“Well then, if you hesitate-”
“I won’t.”
“And if your feelings interfere-”
Jungwon’s voice softened, “My feelings are why she’ll survive.”
Lee paused, then nodded once, “Then go. She’s in the briefing room.”
Jungwon didn’t waste a second. He turned, heading for the door, determination burning in his dark, cat eyes.
Lee called out after him, amusement lacing his tone, “Protecting her won’t be easy.”
Jungwon didn’t slow down.
“It doesn’t have to be easy. It just has to be me.”
Jungwon found you before you could even fully step out of the briefing room to leave.
You had a duffel-bag sitting half-zipped on the table, with a few personal things from your office tucked inside that you wanted to keep with you for the time being - your badge, favorite portable and handy dagger, plus a photograph of you and Jungwon when you both were kids at a picnic that both sets of your parents put together.
He steps in, closing the door behind him.
You look up as he enters, the weight of the situation now settling in between you both.
“So it’s official,” you say softly, fingers tightening around the strap of your bag.
“Temporary leave. Protection detail. And- you?” You added quickly, catching his questioning gaze as to how you figured it out so fast, “Lee just called me before you came in.”
He exhales, slow and controlled, but his eyes give him away - relief, determination and something heavier still brewing inside them from since his conversation in Director Lee’s office.
“Yep. Me,” he walked closer, stopping just a few feet in front of you.
“I think he’ll sign me off just now. I’m your assigned protection until we neutralize the threat. And believe me, Jang won’t get away with this.”
You nod, trying to process everything at once, “I didn’t think they’d pull me off active duty. You know damn well I could handle myself.”
“They had to, Y/N,” he responded, his voice firm, but not unkind.
“You’re his target. Don’t you remember how he didn’t even bother to hide his malice for you the first time he saw you at trial after the situation? I’m not letting anything happen to you because of your overconfidence in yourself.”
You grumbled under your breath, looking at your half-packed things, knowing you still needed to include some stuff from your apartment before hiding out, “This feels surreal. Weird even. One minute I’m preparing for my next mission, the next I’m being escorted out like I’m fragile.”
Jungwon stepped closer, lowering his voice as he gently grasped underneath your chin with his fingers, tilting your head up, “You’re not fragile. You’re the strongest person I know. But strength doesn’t stop bullets- or murder even, so this guy isn’t playing games.”
You meet his eyes solemnly, “You really think he’s coming after me of all people then?”
His jaw tightens, uncertain of if he should reveal this information to you before finally giving in, “He already tried. The agency intercepted chatter last night. He knows your real name, plus remembers your face and your role in putting him away. He’s clearly had his revenge planned for a long time while holing up in that prison.”
Silence stretched within the room for a long moment.
Then Jungwon added, quieter, “I should’ve done that mission instead of you. I warned Lee it would be risky. And I pushed to replace you. Hard.”
You paused, torn between making a joke and being serious, before deciding on the latter, “Why?”
He hesitated - just a second - before answering.
“Because I know you. I know how you move and how you think during missions. And because if something happened to you while someone else was watching your back-?”
Jungwon shook his head, “I wouldn’t survive that. You know this.”
You look at him, the truth settling in your chest, “So what now?”
He straightened up, slipping back into his professional mode even though his eyes stayed soft for you, “Now? We leave. Low-profile transport. Safe house outside the city. But we’ll have to make two quick stops to get what we need from our apartments.”
You zip up your bag, slinging it over your shoulder.
“And you’ll be with me the whole time?” You asked, lifting your eyebrows.
“Every second,” he responded calmly and you caught the light tease in his tone, “Whether you like it or not.”
You tried to flash a small smile, though it came out wider and tinged with relief.
“Sounds great wouldn’t you say?”
His expression shifted and your observant eyes immediately caught the faint imprints of his adorable dimples on his cheeks.
“Brilliant,” he murmured, “Because I’m not losing you.”
He reached for your bag, taking it from your shoulder as if it weighed nothing.
“Ready?”
You nodded, “Mhm.”
And together, you walked out of the briefing room - your old life behind you and your new reality waiting outside the door.
The safe house was tucked along the edge of the city, just on the borders of the countryside - quiet, still and wrapped in layers of security, undetectable to anyone else, that made it feel like a world apart.
For the first time in weeks since staying here with Jungwon, you felt like you could breathe without checking over your shoulder.
And for the first time in years, Jungwon could watch over you without pretending it was just duty.
You both settled into a rhythm that felt strangely natural as the time went by.
Weeks turned into months while you two remained constantly updated by AISA and your friends about what was happening in the city.
Unfortunately for you and you were itching to return to work, Jang Seohyun was nowhere close to being found, his whereabouts unknown so far despite the amount of forces combined to look for him.
Somehow, the nights became the hardest. You weren’t sure if it was because of how uncomfortable you felt with not being able to proceed with your everyday life as per normal. Or if it was because you were annoyed of how paranoid and overprotective Jungwon was becoming by the evening.
One night, with silence pressed against the windows and the hum of the security system filling the rooms like a heartbeat, you couldn’t sleep.
After tossing and turning for hours, unsuccessfully falling asleep, you slipped out of your bedroom, rubbing your tired eyes.
You weren’t surprised to find Jungwon awake, having encountered him on random evenings before with a blanket thrown over his shoulders as he sat on the couch, often zoning out.
Tonight was no different and you teased softly, “Again? You’re going to wear out that couch.”
Jungwon glanced up, a small smile tugging at his lips, “Couldn’t sleep.”
You moved to sit beside him, close enough that your knees brushed, “You hardly could. Even when we were teenagers.”
He huffed out a quiet laugh, “Yeah. Back then, you’d stay up with me. Talk about anything until I forgot whatever was bothering me.”
You tilted your head slightly, studying him, “You know, come to think about it. You can still do that.”
Jungwon looked at you - really looked at you - and something warm flickered in his eyes as he slowly nodded, accepting your offer.
“I realized,” he murmured.
“That’s why it’s easier when you’re awake too.”
The conversation drifted from mission updates to childhood memories, then to things neither of you had ever said aloud.
With your voices softened and your shoulders leaned closer, the space between you and Jungwon felt charged with something unspoken.
Being confined together brought old memories to the surface - ones neither of you ever talked about.
“Do you remember the night before I left for training? I never thought you’d want to be a spy too so I applied to AISA early for their summer training program instead, when one of their agents wanted to recommend me.”
You nodded, “You disappeared. I thought you were avoiding me because of that awful argument we had prior.”
“I wasn’t,” Jungwon’s voice was low, “I almost came to your house. I wanted to tell you I was scared. But I didn’t want you to see me like that. And we weren’t allowed to contact anyone once we had access to the agency, so I just let the time pass instead.”
You stared over at him, stunned, “I wish you had. I would’ve stayed up with you before you left that night. Like always.”
He swallowed hard, something like regret reflecting in those otherwise innocent, boba eyes of his, “I know. I realized that way after I enlisted. That’s why it hurt more.”
You shifted closer, your shoulder brushing his.
“Remember when you fell out of that willow tree and broke your arm?”
He laughed softly, “How could I forget? You cried more than I did.”
You looked down at your hands, “I cried because- I thought I’d lose my best friend forever. I didn’t know how to say that back then.”
Jungwon went still, his expression unreadable, “You never told me that.”
“I didn’t know how to.”
He slowly reached out, fingers twitching as he hesitated at first, before gently hooking a finger under your chin so you’d look at him, “You can tell me anything now, you know.”
Your voice trembled slightly, though you remained composed, “I know.”
Confessions like these settled between you two like something fragile and precious - something that had always existed but never had room to breathe until now.
The kitchen became your unofficial meeting place.
Morning sunlight spilled across the counters as you two moved around each other with a familiarity that surprised both of you.
One afternoon, you were chopping vegetables for dinner while Jungwon stirred a pot on the stove.
You two kept bumping into each other accidentally, laughing under your breaths.
“You’re in my way, Won,” you said teasingly, nudging him with your hip.
“You’re in my way, Y/N,” he countered, nudging you back and nearly sending you flying, much to his amusement.
You flicked water at him from the running tap in the sink, making Jungwon gasp dramatically, “Assaulting a fellow agent? That’s bold.”
“Oh please,” you scoffed, “you’ve survived worse.”
Jungwon stepped behind you then, reaching up over your shoulder to grab a spice jar.
His chest brushed your back - light, accidental, but enough to make you go rigid and inhale sharply under your breath, though he picked up on the tension.
He himself froze, his heartbeat picking up speed and he prayed you wouldn’t hear, “Sorry.”
You didn’t turn around, fingers gripping the edge of the sink tightly as you fought to remain composed, nails digging against the metal.
“It’s okay,” you whispered back in response, but you didn’t move away.
You expected him to back away, yet he didn’t and you could hear your own pulse roaring in your ears by now.
Jungwon set the spice jar aside and you watched his hands plant themselves on either side of the kitchen sink, trapping you.
You pretended not to care or even notice, busying yourself with washing the sprig of cilantro in your hands.
He watched you silently, analyzing your stiff back and shoulders against him and the way you refused to turn your head and make eye contact with him since he stepped closer to you.
“You’re drenching it,” he observed, watching the leaves get soggy and you let out a quiet scoff under your breath.
“Then move so I can chop it up,” you shot back, trying to get him to back away.
Jungwon merely took the cilantro from your hands, setting it aside on the cutting board nearby before speaking up before you could say anything, “Why should I? I forgot how easy it is to be around you.”
He tilted his head forward a bit so he can see you better and you nudged him gently with your elbow pressing against the surprisingly firm planes of his stomach, “You never forgot. Both of us just got busy with our own things, I guess.”
He shook his head, though amusement twinkled in his eyes as he purposely pressed a bit closer up against you, his voice dropping to a slightly seductive whisper against your ear, “No. I think I just forgot what it felt like to have a home.”
Your breath caught, but you skillfully masked it, feeling a bit bold now you piped up, “Is that what this feels like?”
He didn’t answer. He didn’t need to.
You suddenly stiffened, this time quite obvious as Jungwon’s toned arms carefully shifted to snake around your waist.
He pulled you back to him gently, with you letting out a soft gasp of his name in response, bewildered, “Jungwon!”
He just hummed in response, heart pounding so fast in your chest that you could’ve sworn it might fall out as you felt his breath hit the nape of your neck.
Jungwon inhaled deeply, murmuring as his arms tightened around you, “You smell really nice.”
You blinked, processing his words, your own voice coming out uncertain, “Oh I- thank you?”
He chuckled softly, moving to nuzzle against the crook of your neck and you subconsciously squealed at the ticklish sensation, your body trembling when you felt his breaths of laughter against your skin.
Before you knew it, you let your body sink against Jungwon’s chest and he let out a soft hum of approval under his breath, just holding you close for a bit.
It was only when you glanced over at the stove, noticing the boiling hot water almost overflowing from the rim did you shriek, startling Jungwon as he immediately let go of you and rushed over to handle the situation.
“Oh my god you ass, Yang Jungwon!” You scolded, in a not-so-stern voice at him to which he flashed you an amused and sheepish smile.
Though internally, you both were disappointed that your comfy moment couldn’t last a bit longer.
Neither of you brought up anything regarding what happened that night while preparing for dinner, but the signs were there.
From lingering touches, soft spoken words and even risky feats such as cozy cuddling during movie nights.
Something had shifted in the air between you and Jungwon and you were convinced that it was always there, even when you both were children, but only now beginning to unravel itself to you both.
You didn’t look up from the book in your lap, legs tucked comfortably beneath you by where you sat on the living room couch, curled under a blanket.
“You’re doing that thing again,” your voice was quiet, almost knowing.
“What thing?” He asked, not turning around from where he stood near a window, arms crossed and watching the impending storm brewing in the otherwise dark night sky.
“Brooding,” you glanced up momentarily, eyes flickering from his tall, imposing figure then to the fireplace that glowed low underneath the tv.
You flipped a page in your book, “You brood like it’s your full-time job now, you know. That bored?”
Jungwon finally turned around to look at you, eyes exasperated but fond as you heard the soft patter of rain begin to fall against the windows, “I’m not brooding. I’m just- thinking.”
“Same thing,” you teased lightly, a cheeky smile playing on your lips.
He walked over, dropping on to the couch beside you, “I’m thinking about him.”
You closed your book, giving him your full attention, “Jang Seohyun?”
“Yeah,” his jaw tightened, “He hasn’t acted yet. And I’m curious as to why. He’s smart. Somehow surprisingly patient. But we know he’s angry.”
You shrugged lightly, “Let him be angry all he wants. I’m not exactly helpless and as of right now, he can’t find me.”
“I know you’re not,” he spoke up quickly, “but that’s not the point.”
You raised your eyebrows, “Then what is?”
Jungwon hesitated, eyes flickering towards the window again, watching the rain begin to pour outside, “He’s unpredictable. And he’s been off the grid for a long time. No sightings. No chatter. Nothing.”
You leaned back, casually stretching your legs out with a soft sigh, “Maybe he’s hiding. Or maybe he’s scared of me and you.”
Jungwon shot you an unamused look, “Y/N.”
“What?” You drawled innocently, “We’re terrifying aren’t we?”
“You’re impossible,” he muttered under his breath, but you could’ve sworn you saw the corner of his mouth twitch.
You nudged his knee with yours, “Tell me what you’re actually worried about. I know you all too well, Won.”
He sighed heavily, “If he finds this place-”
“He won’t,” you cut him off firmly, “You said it yourself.”
“I know, I know,” he continued, voice low, “but if he does, you know he doesn’t give a shit about the downfall of the agency. He’s only determined to get his hands on you.”
You didn’t flinch, already coming to terms and successfully processing your life’s position right now, “Good. Saves me the trouble of hunting him down myself then to turn him in.”
Jungwon stared at you, frustrated and fond all at once, “You joke like this only because you think it’ll make me relax.”
You grinned, “Is it working?”
“No.”
You shifted closer, blanket brushing his arm now and Jungwon subconsciously wrapped his arm around you, pulling your body closer against his.
“You worry too much,” you chided softly.
“And you don’t worry enough,” he shot back, “you’re way too relaxed here it seems.”
“That’s why we work together,” you said simply.
Jungwon looked down at where you had your head resting against his broad shoulder - really looked - and the room felt warmer, smaller and quieter.
You let your eyes shut for a moment with content when you felt his chin resting on top of your head, his lips brushing your hair.
After a few minutes of peaceful quiet, both of you zoning out individually, with you playing with Jungwon’s fingers and him gazing intently at the glowing fireplace, you finally broke the silence.
“You know,” you began softly, “I’m not afraid of him. I just hate that he’s trying to ruin my life like this.”
“I know,” he replied solemnly, “but I am.”
You blinked, shifting your gaze to look up at him as you lifted your head, furrowing your eyebrows, “You’re afraid of him?”
“No, silly,” he gently pinched the tip of your nose, “I’m afraid of what might happen if he got to you before I did.”
Your teasing expression softened, a tender smile playing on your lips at his action, “You’ve always been like this.”
“Like what?”
“Protective,” you said, voice observant, “Even when I didn’t need it.”
Jungwon shook his head.
“You don’t get it. No one does. I’m not protective because you’re weak, Y/N. I’m protective because you matter.”
You went still for a moment and Jungwon felt your rigid body against his.
Clearing your throat lightly, blinking away the surprise, you continued, “So what’s your plan then, Mr. Overthinker?”
Jungwon didn’t hesitate, “I’m staying with you. Tonight and from now on, by your side.”
You blinked, “In the living room?”
“In your room,” he responded, nonchalantly.
You raised your eyebrows, a teasing smile creeping up on your lips, “Bold.”
He chuckled deeply, his voice dropping a fraction, “Yeah? You wanna see bold?”
You let out a soft yelp, eyes going wide as Jungwon suddenly and rather effortlessly, pulled you on to his lap, your legs dangling over one side of his.
You gripped his broad shoulders tightly, fingers fisting his hoodie as you fought the urge to smack him, though internally you didn’t mind the position at all.
“Are you insane?!” You exclaimed, breath hitching the moment his face leaned closer, nose brushing yours as his hot breath hit your face steadily with soft puffs.
“Maybe,” he responded lightly.
You studied him for a long moment, slowly becoming aware of the fact that your rapid heartbeats were somehow in sync before you tried to mask your feelings once more, “You think I need a babysitter?”
“Nope,” he replied simply, eyes dropping to your lips as he kept talking, “I just think I need to be close enough to stop anything before it starts.”
You crossed your arms, “You’re doing anything but stopping. Sleeping with me is a stretch if you ask me.”
He just shrugged lightly in response and you relented, “Fine.”
“But only because you look like you’ll explode if I say no.”
Jungwon smiled, pleased at your response and didn’t hesitate to carefully capture your lips with his soft ones, kissing you tenderly.
You closed your eyes, bunching up his hoodie with your hands from how tightly you were holding on to him as you kissed him back, slowly and surely.
Jungwon kissed you like you were something delicate that he somehow couldn’t get enough of, one of his warm hands cupping your face while the other remained around your waist to keep you steady on his lap.
You loved the taste of his lips and the way his mouth moved against yours, not wanting this moment to end even as he teasingly licked at the seam of your lips with his tongue, pulling away before you could even so much as part them.
“Thank you,” he actually responded to your previous words this time, forehead resting against yours as you both caught your breath.
You cleared your throat, cheeks burning as you tried to joke, “Don’t thank me yet. I kick in my sleep.”
He groaned, pressing a soft kiss to your nose as he played along, “Of course you do. Thought you grew out of that habit when you were younger.”
You grinned, settling comfortably against his chest, body sinking into his, “Relax. If Jang comes here, we’ll handle it. Together.”
Jungwon gazed down at you, fingers reaching up to stroke your hair tenderly, eyes warm.
“Yeah. Together.”
“Morning,” you heard Jungwon’s voice, hoarse and raspy from grogginess, whisper against your ear as your sleepy eyes fluttered open.
You let out a quiet groan, shifting closer, seeking his warmth surrounding you and feeling his arms tighten even further around your body in response.
Finally blinking your bleary eyes open, you adjusted to the faint sunlight streaming in from your bedroom’s curtains as you looked at him, lifting your head.
Your vision swam for a moment until Jungwon’s handsome face came clearly into view, a small, fond smile on his lips.
“Good morning,” you managed out sleepily and Jungwon let out a deep chuckle, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead as he held you firmly.
“Slept well? Wait don’t answer that. I believe you did because look at the time,” he rasped out, eyes flickering over to the digital alarm clock behind you on the bedside table.
You rolled your eyes, feeling awfully content with the position you were in right now.
Tangled up against Jungwon’s larger body as he kept you nestled comfortably against his chest.
Groaning, you murmured out, “What time is it?”
“11:27,” he said simply, making you snap your head back to the clock.
“Wait what?”
Jungwon laughed softly, thumb absentmindedly stroking your hip where your leg was tossed over his.
“Looks like I need to sleep with you more often,” he teased lightly.
You blushed, burying your face against the crook of his neck, “Shut up. You make it sound so weird.”
“It’s only weird if you think it’s weird,” he murmured, kissing the top of your head as his free hand stroked the curve of your back.
“How long have you been up?” You asked curiously.
“A while,” he responded vaguely.
You furrowed your eyebrows, lifting your head to look up at him, unconvinced, “A while?”
“Mhm,” he nodded, meeting your eyes tenderly, “why?”
“You seem rather energetic for someone that’s been awake for ‘a while’ you know,” you replied, eyes narrowed.
Jungwon bubbled out a soft laugh as he relented, “Okay maybe a few hours? I was up since around 9 or 10 something I believe?”
You blinked, “What? And you didn’t think to get out my bed?”
He laughed, shaking his head, responding simply, “Nope.”
“Why?” You challenged.
A small smirk creeped up on his lips, “You really want the answer to that?”
You hummed, nodding.
He shifted, the sheets tangling as he moved to hover over you, hands planted on either side of your body.
Jungwon leaned closer, his lips brushing yours as he murmured, “I like watching you sleep, honey.”
You snapped your eyes open, stunned at his confession, “What?! You’re telling me you sat and watched me sleep for like two hours?”
He hummed, his smirk growing as he pressed a soft kiss to your lips.
You realized how much he loved kissing you, even if it was the smallest of pecks, especially since you both kissed last night.
“Yang Jungwon!” You exclaimed, your face turning crimson red at the thought of him watching you sleep like that.
“What?” He mused, eyes brimming with innocence.
You blinked rapidly, trying to process his confession, “Isn’t that weird?”
He tilted his head, eyeing you, “How so?”
You spluttered, “Well- because I mean-?!”
Jungwon simply arched an eyebrow down at you and you groaned, squeezing your eyes shut as he watched you get flushed with embarrassment.
He leaned down, lips grazing your forehead as he spoke, the sound of his deep voice reverberating down your spine when he teased you, “You seem to enjoy that fact, don’t you? That I like watching you sleep?”
You couldn’t respond, knowing he was right, your voice catching in your throat as Jungwon let out a hoarse laugh, patting your cheek as he sat up and climbed off of you.
“Come on. Let’s shower and I’ll make brunch for us as it’s already a bit too late for breakfast.”
You grumbled under your breath, rubbing the remaining sleep out of your eyes.
And you failed to notice the tent that formed in Jungwon’s sweatpants, which has been agonizing his soul since his arousal started an hour back.
You felt like teasing Jungwon back, wanting him to experience just as how hot and bothered he made you feel earlier that morning.
You dressed in a thin strapped white tank top, purposely wearing no bra, along with the tiniest pair of black boy shorts you owned, allowing it to hug the soft curve of your ass.
Taking a good look at yourself in the mirror, you let out a satisfied hum to yourself as you threw your hair into a messy bun.
It was summer either way.
When you slipped out your bedroom, the aroma of buttery pancakes wafted through the air to your nose.
You stopped just short of the entrance to the kitchen, catching sight of Jungwon bustling around smoothly as he prepared brunch for you both.
When he caught sight of you - his gaze just so happening to drift over to where you were standing, you immediately noticed how stiff he got.
You fought the amused smirk threatening to creep up on your face at how comical he appeared to be - gaze subconsciously trailing along your body, but unfocused at the same time as he processed what he was seeing, the way his lips parted and sealed themselves constantly like a fish out of water, along with the spatula forgotten in his tightly clenched fist.
Instinctively, you let your lower lip get caught between your teeth, mainly to hold your laughter in, but the effect was instantaneous on Jungwon as you watched his gaze darken.
Finally finding his voice, he managed out - voice coming out as more of a croak if anything, “You-”
You raised your eyebrows, mocking him, “I?”
He blinked rapidly for a minute, trying to catch himself, “You’re- um- done showering I see?”
It cracked you up to see Jungwon like this, utterly dumbfounded. And you wanted nothing more than to buckle over with relentless laughter in his face, but you held yourself together skillfully, remaining composed and innocent.
“Yeah,” your voice trailed off, tilting your head innocently, “So what?”
“Y/N-” Jungwon tried to speak, but was only able to say your name for a moment, gaze instinctively dropping down to where your nipples were peeking through the thin fabric you were wearing over your chest.
He barely managed to restrain the desire threatening to seep into his voice, “You’re not wearing a bra.”
“Mhm and? It’s hot, Wonie,” you teased, “Summer remember?”
You pointed out the kitchen window, where the sunlight was shining down on the backyard garden outside, but Jungwon didn’t even bother to avert his gaze from your body.
You watched his Adam’s apple bob as he swallowed thickly, eventually clearing his throat and snapping his eyes back up to your face with much effort, catching your amused expression before you could shift back into neutrality.
“You’re doing this on purpose,” he managed, eyes growing wide with realization as he pointed his spatula at you.
“You’re enjoying this,” he continued, horrified now.
You finally let the giggles you’ve been holding back spill past your lips, holding on to the wall to support yourself from tumbling over from the force of your laughter.
Jungwon stared at you - appalled, using the opportunity to take in the clothes barely covering your body.
You didn’t even notice when he turned off the stove and set his spatula down, pulling off his apron that clung to his enticingly broad shoulders as he approached you.
Your laughter immediately got cut short when he quickly and effortlessly scooped you up into his arms, holding you up as your back collided with the wall.
You felt your breath knock out of your lungs as you stared at him, stunned.
“Wha- what was that for?!” You yelled at him, but he only narrowed his eyes up at you, his grip tightening on your hips.
“Legs around my waist,” he commanded, his voice low.
“W-what?” You blinked, stunned at his audacity and at the command.
“Do as I say, Y/N.”
He wasn’t playing around now, his teeth gritted and you couldn’t even see an inkling of playfulness in his behavior at the moment.
However, the thought that you overstepped your boundaries and pushed him to his limit somehow made an intense sense of satisfaction swirl up inside your stomach.
You decided to play along, already turned on as it is and wrapped your legs around his waist, hands going to his broad shoulders as your fingers slowly and teasingly massaged the muscles there over his tshirt.
“Good girl,” he leaned up, his breath hot against your ear as he whispered, “You thought you could tease me? Test me like that?”
You didn’t know how to respond, only growing further and further speechless for words as his lips nipped lightly at your earlobe, growing rougher as he trailed down, licking and pressing deep kisses to the spot just below your ear.
“Answer me,” he ground out through gritted teeth, tongue dragging along your jawline as your head subconsciously tilted back to give him better access to your skin, a quiet gasp leaving your lips.
“Didn’t you hear what I said?” He questioned when you didn’t answer, one of his hands moving up along your stomach to squeeze your breast hard through your top.
When you only let out a shameless moan in response, clearly enjoying his touch, Jungwon tsked, “I said answer me, honey.”
“N-no,” you managed to choke out in response to his question, between breathless gasps, back arching slightly off the wall as you felt his fingers rolling your hardening nipple skillfully through fabric.
“Hm? You sure? Because I don’t think you’d wear things like this by accident, do you?” He mumbled, his voice dropping to a whisper as his lips attacked the skin of your neck.
You could only shake your head, already losing track of the questions he was asking as he pulled away, making you whine in response.
“Stand up,” his eyes met your slightly dazed ones, disoriented with desire and obedience.
You straightened up with his free hand on your hip steadying you, before it slid down and disappeared straight underneath the waistband of your shorts, making you tense up for moment and gasp out loud.
Jungwon let out a knowing chuckle, a smirk pulling at one of the corners of his lips as he felt how soaked you were on his fingers.
“No panties too? You were just dying to have me weren’t you, honey?” He nuzzled his nose against yours, the tender gesture a stark contrast to the way he was touching you.
He pushed your top up, letting the material bunch around the tops of your chest, eyes marveling as he scanned the sight of your breasts out in the open for him.
You could only whimper in response, lost in the haze of his fingers brushing your glistening folds in your shorts, palm pressing up against you pussy as he ground against your wetness with a maddeningly pleasurable pace that drove you wild.
“Such pretty tits-” you heard him murmur out, before his head dropped down so his mouth could take one of your erect nipples, his hand still rubbing you between your legs.
You threw your head back, letting out a little sigh of relief at the pleasure, your eyes fluttering shut as soft moans and breathy whimpers left your lips.
Jungwon didn’t need to ask you anything or even speak to know if you were feeling good, your sinful sounds were more than enough to help him understand and even increase the intense throbbing of his painfully hard cock in his sweats.
When you started grinding against the heel of his palm, seeking more and more friction with your body, Jungwon pushed two of his fingers up into your gummy walls without hesitation, his mouth moving to lavish attention to your other breast as he continued to lick and suck at your swollen skin.
And God did you feel amazing on just his fingers. He couldn’t wait to feel you around his cock.
Your moans grew louder, his name spilling past your lips in a breathless cry as his fingers thrusted with purpose - in and out your pussy with a pace that only quickened by the second.
He smiled around your nipple - soaked with saliva as he pulled away to lick a stripe up from between your breasts to your lips, capturing your mouth with his hot one.
Jungwon kissed you steadily, barely keeping you in your senses and avoiding you from spiraling from pleasure as his free hand continued to caress and massage your breasts, occasionally nudging his upper palm against your folds dripping all over his hand as he relentlessly fingered you.
When your lips parted with muffled whimpers, he used the opportunity to push his tongue into the caverns of your mouth, his tongue dancing with yours as he sunk his fingers deeper into you, hitting that sweet spot that made your body shatter before you could even say so.
You came with a stifled cry into his mouth, drenching his fingers with your release as you came, walls squeezing him.
Jungwon let out a satisfied hum, helping you to ride through your orgasm as he broke the kiss, a string of saliva still connecting your lips before he swiped it away with his tongue.
He slowly pulled his fingers out of you, pushing down your shorts with his free hand so he could see the mess you made, not wanting to overstimulate you too much and glanced down at your cum all over his digits.
His delighted eyes flickered up, watching the blissed out expression on your face and the satisfaction in your half-lidded eyes.
“Suck,” he demanded, though his voice had turned soft as he held out his soaked fingers to you.
You blinked slowly, processing his words before you parted your lips as a silent offering.
He pushed them inside your mouth, a dark glint sparkling in his eyes as he watched your lips wrap around his fingers and suck your cum off of them, tongue swirling.
The sight and sensation only made him harder, his cock begging for relief, but he ignored it, focusing on you and only you.
When you were done, he extracted his fingers from your mouth, fingers with your saliva running along your stomach as he sank down to his knees, eyes never leaving yours.
You blinked, eyes going wide when you understood where this was going now.
“Wait no- Won I- I can’t-” you tried to protest with a hoarse whine, but your words instantly dissolved into a shaky moan as you felt Jungwon’s eager tongue pressing up against your folds - covered with the remnants of your release.
Your fingers immediately sank into his soft hair, head falling back and your lips shaping into a small ‘o’ as he pressed soft kisses and careful kitten licks to your swollen clit.
Once he cleaned you up with his tongue, he pushed his face a bit more further against your pussy, hands prying your legs apart to accommodate him better.
His nose bumped your clit steadily, adding to the intense burn of pleasure settling into your stomach as you gasped and cried out, barely able to speak and resorting to just letting yourself feel everything as Jungwon ate you out.
You felt his tongue ravish your folds between your legs, occasionally humming in approval at your taste as vibrations reverberated up your spine.
“W-won I- I can’t-” you tried to gasp out again, barely able to contain the release bubbling up in you as you writhed and squirmed.
But Jungwon only kept going, if anything intensifying his actions as he pushed his tongue up lightly into your sopping hole, to which you responded with a wild jolt of your hips as his name spilled past your mouth in a scream.
He smirked at your reaction, your moans only pleasing him by the minute as he sucked and nipped at your folds, your arousal smearing along his mouth, chin and surrounding cheek area.
When he felt your body tense, your second orgasm about to hit, Jungwon delved his tongue up further against your wet walls, swirling around the spongy muscle there as your moans and whimpers grew higher in pitch.
It didn’t take too long for you to come again, practically drenching his entire face from the way he guided your hips to grind against his face, barely able to hold yourself up with the hands on the wall behind you as your knees shook.
Jungwon pressed soft kisses and licks to your pussy to calm your body down, helping you through your orgasm before pulling away and licking all over his mouth with wherever his tongue could reach.
He scooped you up bridal style, pressing tender kisses all over your utterly content face, as he walked towards the counter to clean you up, mumbling as he went while you remained blissed out and limp in his arms.
“You did so well for me, honey,” his lips brushing your forehead as he spoke.
“So fucking good for me.”
The kitchen was filled with the soft clink of utensils a week later.
Encouraged to strengthen the bond of your new-found relationship with Jungwon, you begged him to bake with you - a favorite past-time hobby of yours - and he relented.
You stood at the counter, whisk in hand, beating softened butter into a glass mixing bowl until it turned pale and fluffy.
Jungwon was leaning beside you, watching with a grin that made you shake your head as his wide cat eyes watched your every move - eager to help as he eyed your body in a casual, short, pink summer dress, the apron you were wearing only accentuating the soft curves of your body further.
“You’re staring again,” you said knowingly, switching to a wooden spoon.
“I’m supervising,” he replied, reaching behind you for the measuring spoons and lightly smacking your ass when his hand brushed your back.
“Not like anyone told you to wear such a pretty dress around me,” he commented, biting his lip as his eyes shamelessly trailed over your body.
You stiffened for a moment, your breath hitching as you shot his smirking figure a sideways glare.
You nudged him lightly with your elbow, “Supervisors don’t hover over the bowl.”
“Or me,” you added as an afterthought.
He held up a teaspoon, smiling cheekily, “Sugar?”
“Brown sugar first. Two scoops.”
Jungwon scooped one, then a half, then another half.
“That’s not two,” you sighed, rolling your eyes.
“It’s my interpretation of two, honey,” he hummed.
“You’re impossible,” you groaned, mentally face-palming yourself.
“And yet, you were the one that begged me to do this with you and let me help.”
You handed him the vanilla extract, “Alright then. One teaspoon, Mr. Helper. And don’t freestyle.”
Jungwon poured carefully, surprisingly precise, “See? I can follow orders.”
“Only when cookies are involved,” you teased lightly.
He smirked, raising his eyebrows, “Or when you’re involved you mean?”
You ignored the warmth bubbling up in your chest and reached for the flour, Jungwon grabbing the sifter before you could.
“I’ve got it,” he said confidently, tapping the metal rim so the flour drifted down like soft snow.
You watched him silently for a moment as you observed, “You’re actually good at this.”
“I’m good at everything,” he retorted teasingly, glancing over at you for a moment when he was done.
He reached over, lifting his free hand to brush a bit of flour off your cheek with his thumb.
You rolled your eyes, ears turning a soft shade of pink but you didn’t move away, “Pass me the spatula.”
Jungwon handed it over, fingers brushing yours. You felt a spark of electricity shoot through you at the touch and judging by the way he tensed slightly, he felt it too.
You folded the dough gently, then nodded towards the chocolate chips.
“Add them,” you instructed softly.
He poured a handful straight into the bowl.
“A handful is not a measurement, Won,” you chided softly.
“It is if you love chocolate,” he replied cheerily, “There’s no such things as too much of it. Also, can I melt the remainder later? Wanna do something.”
You bubbled out a laugh when he winked at you, “Fine. But for now, mix.”
He took the wooden spoon, stirring with exaggerated seriousness.
“Perfect technique,” he boasted.
“You’re stirring like you’re defusing a bomb,” you chuckled.
Jungwon shrugged lightly, “Same level of importance.”
You scooped dough on to the baking tray using a small ice-cream scoop and he followed after you, flattening each mound slightly with the back of a spoon.
He was standing directly behind you now, body pressed up against yours and his chin on top of your head as he worked, often pressing sweet kisses to your hair, not caring about the angles he’d have to bend his arms at to do his task.
“You’re making them too round,” he complained dramatically.
“They’re cookies, not tactical gear, dumbass,” you laughed.
He guided your hand gently, playing along as he intertwined his fingers above yours, “Still want them even.”
You leaned back a little, the hard planes of his body behind yours a constant reminder of how close he was against you and of your recent sexual encounters.
“Then help me,” you responded, though Jungwon had more than enough sense to figure out what you really wanted help with.
He looked down at you as you lifted your head up to meet his gaze, his hand trailing up from yours and along your arm while his hips teasingly rolled against you from behind.
You immediately groaned, playing innocent even though you basically started this, “Won- now’s not the time-”
“Hm?” Jungwon hummed, shifting his head to bury his face against your neck as he kissed and sucked dark marks against your skin, noticing the ones from a few days prior already fading.
“You said you wanted me to help you didn’t you? So I’m helping you now, honey-” he murmured out.
“I’m gonna make you feel so good okay?” He nipped at the dip of your collarbone, his hands freely roaming your body now as he undid your apron without missing a beat, pulling away only to lift it up and off of you.
You let out a soft whimper, practically melting back against him, all focus on making cookies forgotten as you pushed back against him for a moment, making him deepen the pace of his slow grinding against you.
“Jungwon please-” you let out, voice breathy as he used one of his free hands to grip your hips and keep you steady, the other reaching up and massaging the softness of your breast through your dress as you weren’t wearing a bra again.
“Please what honey? Needy for me already I see,” he mused, lifting his head just in time to catch your hand snaking down your dress to the hem.
“Nuh uh- that’s my pussy to play with,” he breathed against your ear, hand leaving your hip to grip at your wrist, pulling your hand away.
You whined in response, body trembling when he rolled his hips against your ass with a particularly slow and deep grind, wanting you to feel every inch of his arousal against yourself.
You couldn’t take it anymore, whirling around, impatiently looking up at him.
A mischievous glint twinkled in his eyes, ready to torment you further, “Wait.”
He pulled away from you, much to your disappointment, but you obeyed, desperate eyes watching his every move.
Jungwon grabbed the remainder of chocolate chips in the bowl, moving over to the microwave and setting a timer for a few seconds to let it melt.
Once it was done, the microwave beeping, he brought it back over to you, eyes still sparkling as he gestured to your mouth, dipping three fingers into the chocolate.
You eagerly parted your lips and he shoved his coated digits into your mouth.
You didn’t need to be told twice on what to do as you let your tongue swirl around his fingers, sucking and licking the chocolate clean off them.
A low groan of content reverberated in the back of Jungwon’s throat as he watched you, your widened, dark eyes gazing up at him as he wondered if you’d look this pretty sucking his cock too.
He pulled his fingers out your mouth, wiping your saliva along the exposed area of your upper chest and cleavage, before dipping his fingers in to chocolate again and running his fingers all over that area of your skin and along your neck messily.
After shoving a particularly thick dollop of the melted chocolate between your breasts, he set the half-empty bowl aside and hiked up your dress by your waist, not caring about the stains he was leaving on the pastel pink fabric.
He practically shoved his sweatpants and boxers down, cock jumping out, angry red tip slapping lightly against his stomach as he eyed the familiar sight of your puffy and glistening folds, begging to be touched.
“No panties again honey?” He teased, arching an eyebrow.
You didn’t even bother to answer him, eyes shamelessly roving over his thick and tempting cock - with its veins pulsing through skin beaded with pre-cum along the long shaft.
“My, my, my you really are my shameless slut now, aren’t you? You love my attention don’t you?” His hand reached up, lightly smacking at your clit, making your body tense up.
“You need me, Y/N?” He cooed, to which you nodded rather enthusiastically, eyes blown wide with need, “You sure, honey?”
You were practically squirming with excitement when he spread your legs wider, gently lifting you to sit up on the marble of the kitchen countertop as he stepped between your thighs, hands rubbing up and down them tenderly.
He lathered some of your slick on to his cock, guiding his tip to your soft folds before gently pushing through, making your hands quickly reach up and grip his broad shoulders tightly.
You let out a breathy gasp, already whining out and writhing from just half of him inside your wet and warm walls.
“Won mm- hold on- t-too much-” you tried to splutter out, feeling him split you open.
“Shh- you can take it baby, I promise. Take it for me,” he soothed gently, pressing sweet kisses all over your face as he kept stroking your thighs.
If he had to admit, he wanted nothing more than to lose all the resistance he was desperately clinging on to right now and rather just fuck you senseless.
You were squeezing him so tightly, your walls wrapping perfectly around his cock in ways of pure ecstasy that he’d never felt before.
When he finally bottomed out and you appeared to be much more relaxed - breathing ragged between mixed whimpers and gasps, as you felt full with him inside you, Jungwon let out a content sigh.
He didn’t dare move too fast for fear of hurting you, even if he wanted to be rough with sex he’d never want to harm you in any way.
So he kept up a slow and languid pace, making sure you could feel every inch of his cock rubbing your walls.
You had your head thrown back, eyes shut as sweet moans left your lips in a frenzy from the way Jungwon was making you feel.
His head dipped down, licking clean all the chocolate lathered on your body with a long strokes of his tongue from your neck and all the way down to bury his face between your tits.
Your fingers tangled in his hair, waves of ecstasy trembling through your body, whimpering his name as his tip kept rubbing that sweet spot deep up inside you.
He was still so gentle with everything, his cock dragging along your gummy walls as his lips pressed tender kisses to your sensitive skin.
Who knew vanilla sex with your childhood best friend could be this damn good?
You were gasping and moaning out, lips parted as your eyes fluttered open, eyebrows furrowing at a prickling feeling of being watched against your back.
You turned your head to look back, elbows propping you up on the counter, breathing labored still as Jungwon continued to lavish attention to your body, clearly not sensing anything amiss.
Your heart almost stopped, voice catching in your throat for a moment as you made eye contact with a sadistic face - eyes filled with pleasure and a twisted smirk on the man’s lips as he watched you and Jungwon fuck rather intently.
You could only see his face from where he was peeping by the entrance leading off from the kitchen and into the hallway, finally snapping back to reality and quickly trying to push Jungwon off of you.
“Won wait- Jungwon-!” you tried to get him to stop.
He let out a soft grunt of disapproval between the soft moans he was letting out, feeling your hands trying to pry him away from you, “Hm?”
“I’m serious- stop,” you managed to find your voice now, Jungwon snapping his head up to your face worriedly as he hastily pulled away from you, confused.
“What?! Are you hurt? What’s wrong, honey??” He scanned your face, glancing between where you were just conjoined, searching for injuries, before you quickly shoved your dress down.
You couldn’t believe it, when you thought about how you’d face this man, you never thought it would be like this.
“He’s here,” you hopped off the counter, helping Jungwon pull his own boxers and sweats up.
“What?” Jungwon furrowed his eyebrows, still a bit disoriented from the pleasure you both just felt to think straight.
“Jang Seohyun,” you turned back around to where you saw the man’s face, it felt like ice was doused down your body when you noticed he was gone, “I swear I just saw him there- Jungwon I-”
He frowned, immediately pulling you in for a tight hug to calm you down, tears welling up in your eyes from shock and soaking his tshirt as his eyes scanned the kitchen for any sign of Jang, stroking your back.
“Shh it’s okay, we’ll find him I promise. I just need you to calm down for me alright?”
You nodded, trying to fight more of your tears and how horrified you were at the moment as you wiped your eyes.
“Good girl. Come on, let’s get this son of a bitch.”
When you finally managed to compose yourself again, you were holding on to Jungwon’s free arm tightly as he grabbed a pair of spare guns you both kept hidden in one of the kitchen cupboards.
You also had your trusty dagger strapped to your thigh under your dress, just in case.
He handed you a pistol after checking to make sure it was okay, worried eyes flickering over to you as you appeared to still be a bit shaky and maybe even embarrassed about what happened.
He was too, definitely, but he had more important things to focus on.
Jang Seohyun had finally made his move and it was time for Jungwon to protect you at all costs.
No matter what.
“You alright?” he asked, voice barely above a whisper.
Before you could even nod and respond, a soft creak echoed from the hallway just outside the kitchen - slow, deliberate, as if someone was testing how much noise they could make without being heard.
He immediately moved in front of you, protective instincts kicking in, “Stay behind me.”
You rolled your eyes, trying to keep up your usual playful act, but Jungwon heard the tremble in your voice, “I can walk on my own, you know.”
“Sure. Humor me,” he muttered under his breath.
You both approached the hallway together, guns aimed and ready. The air felt heavier and colder, a shiver running down your spine at the thought of what you may find.
Jungwon reached for the only door at the direct end of the hallway - the storage room, hand hovering over the knob.
Then, a voice came from inside, deep and chilling.
One you particularly, recognized all too well.
“Finally,” Seohyun said calmly, “I was wondering how long it would take you two to notice. But then again, you both were rather- occupied might I suggest?”
Jungwon shoved the door open.
Jang stood in the middle of the room - relaxed, almost amused.
Never a good sign.
Dust coated his boots and a black jumpsuit he was wearing. A small duffel bag sat at his feet - half-unzipped, revealing surveillance equipment, most likely that he used to use from his tech company.
He’d been watching you both.
Studying. Waiting.
An uneasy feeling creeped up into the back of your mind at the thought and you carefully reached behind your back, pressing a hidden panic button on your smart watch without either Jungwon or Jang Seohyun noticing you.
You then suddenly stepped forward, jaw tight, “You were hiding here? In the agency’s safe house? How shameless can you get?”
He turned his gaze to you - slow, deliberate, predatory.
“You’re the one I came for. Of course I’d find a way to get in. But believe me darling, if anyone is shameless it’s you.”
He responded calmly, a knowing smile curling on his lips.
“You’re a rather enticing minx during sex aren’t you?”
Jungwon immediately moved between you and the other man, gun raised, “Don’t even think about touching her.”
Jang merely chuckled, arching an eyebrow, “You think you can stop me either way? I’ve been ten steps ahead of you since I escaped.”
You tilted your head, unimpressed, “If you were ten steps ahead of us, you wouldn’t be cornered in a storage room.”
The man smirked, “Cornered? I walked in here on purpose, darling.”
Jungwon’s grip on his gun tightened, “Why?”
Jang’s eyes flicked to you again, “To see how far you’d go to protect her. Obviously.”
You felt Jungwon stiffen beside you.
He continued, voice low and taunting, “You’re predictable. The moment I realized she wasn’t alone and had you now. I did as much research and background checks as I could. It’s rather admirable I’ll say. You’d burn the whole agency down even if it meant keeping her alive.”
Jungwon didn’t deny it.
He stepped forward, gun steady, “You’re done, Jang. Hands where I can see them.”
Seohyun raised his hands slowly - but his smirk didn’t fade.
“You still don’t get it,” he said, “I wasn’t hiding from you. In fact, I was in plain sight the entire time.”
He looked directly at you, “I was merely waiting for the right time. For you, darling.”
You crossed your arms, trying to keep up a bold front, expression sharp, “Well. Here I am. Now what?”
Jungwon shot you a look, “Y/N-”
“What?” You said, “He wanted me. So, let’s hear him out.”
Jang laughed softly, “I knew you’d be bold. I like that.”
Jungwon snapped, “Don’t talk to her like that.”
You nudged his arm, “Relax. I can handle a creep.”
“You shouldn’t have to,” he muttered in response under his breath.
Jang Seohyun watched you both with immense interest, “Ah. There it is. That chemistry and playfulness I’ve been waiting to see for myself. Willingly that is.”
Jungwon’s jaw clenched, “Shut up.”
Jang paid no attention as he continued, “You two are definitely a force not to be reckoned with wouldn’t say? And I mean with the way he was fucking you just now-”
“I said, shut up!” Jungwon cut him off, voice raised as his finger rested on the trigger of his pistol now.
Jang merely laughed, thoroughly amused and encouraged by Jungwon’s reaction as he glanced down at his body in the jumpsuit, making your cheeks flush a bright red when you noticed he actually got aroused from watching you two of you just now.
You stepped closer to him, voice soft but firm as you tried to compose yourself, despite how overwhelmed you felt, “Ignore him. He’s trying to get into our heads.”
Jungwon exhaled slowly, grounding himself, then held up his gun again, “This ends now.”
Seohyun’s smile finally faded, “Oh? Does it?”
And in one swift motion, one that Jungwon was anticipating, Jang kicked the duffel bag - sending a flash grenade rolling across the floor toward you both.
Your eyes widened, “Move!”
Another unfamiliar voice yelled from behind the three of you, from somewhere outside the storage room, “Get down!”
Someone grabbed you, pulling you on the floor behind them as the grenade detonated in a burst of blinding white light.
The world went white, gunfire erupting from behind you as backup drew closer and closer.
Your ears rang as you stayed down, praying to God that Jungwon was safe as you knew damn well the person holding you secure wasn’t him right now.
You felt the person’s arm around you, shielding you.
The gunfire ceased only when you heard a sharp grunt of pain, eyes going wide when you recognized Jungwon’s pained voice.
“Oh fuck,” you pushed yourself away from the person, rushing over to where Jungwon had collapsed to his knees on the storage room floor, hands clutching at a gunshot wound near his chest.
Heavily armed agents from your personal protection detail swiveled around you both and you barely registered their bustle or Jang Seohyun’s dead body on the floor - wheremultiple bullet holes were embedded all over his body, soaked in a pool of blood.
All you could think about was Jungwon’s injury, fingers shakily resting on top of his hands, not caring if the blood soaked through.
Your eyes blurred with tears, meeting Jungwon’s glassy ones, your voice breaking, “Fuck- no, no, no- Jungwon-”
You heard voices in the background, some faintly yelling for medics, but your own head was swimming at the moment, mind in a haze.
You tried to stay calm, tears streaming down your cheeks as you pressed down forcefully on his wound, doing your best to stop the bleeding.
Jungwon merely let out a soft laugh that mingled with pain, a strained smile wobbling on to his lips as he leaned over to kiss you tenderly.
You kissed him back, trying but failing to focus completely on the feel of his lips and he way he whispered against them, somehow completely calm as you heard people shouting all around you, the medical team barging in.
“It’s okay, Y/N. You did so good, honey. It’s over,” he kissed your forehead, bloody fingers intertwining with yours for a moment.
“I’ll be fine, I promise.” He grunted out, voice choked with pain.
Jungwon used his free arm to pull you tightly against him for a brief moment, honing all the remaining strength he could muster at this time to keep you close, even if it was just for a little bit.
“It’s over, my love.”
“Baby, I would die for you, yeah” - Die For You, The Weeknd
🏷️: @idkjustforfanfics @kristynaaah
STARGIRL INTERLUDE
Trope: Muse x Artist
Pairing: spy!sunoo x spy!female reader
Synopsis: When your best friend Kim Sunoo discovers your secret talent for art, you thought you’d never hear the end of it within AISA’s walls. However, surprisingly enough, he makes a strange request to become your source of inspiration when you admitted you had artist’s block. What you didn’t expect to realize while working on your pieces was how truly gorgeous Sunoo actually was, as it begins to stir up unwanted and unforeseen feelings within yourself for this young agent. He wasn’t just beautiful - he’s majestic, mysterious and hiding a loneliness you never thought he possessed. Your art becomes a way of understanding him and he becomes the motivation for your hobby you never knew you needed. But what’s going to happen when a new obsessed agent tries to steal your best friend from you?
Warnings: inappropriate language (mild cursing), explicit mature content - smut (MDNI), oral sex (m receiving), definitely more on the angsty side and Sunoo bringing out an emotional version of himself
Mishi’s Thoughts: First fic for the maknae line is here! I definitely wanted this to be a bit more on the fluff and angst side, so I tended to include a bit more of those aspects in this fic rather than a load of smut like usual. Actually proofread this one this time and I just want to thank everyone for all the support once more! Yes, I seriously can’t thank you guys enough! Permanent taglist is still open so please feel free to ask, don’t be shy! I’ll happily add whoever would love to be a part of it. Also, I may or may not release a surprise fic before the Starboy series ends mainly to celebrate Romance: Untold’s 2nd anniversary. Hopefully I can finish it by July 12th. Can someone please make a time machine and take me back to that era because I seriously miss it so damn much? Take me back I want to stay there forever. If you have any ideas for me to write about and you’d like to share, my requests are open now so I’ll happily take any suggestions as I’m almost done the series. Gentle reminder this is in no way connected to who I’m writing about in real life and yeah that’s about it. Thank you all so much for reading and interacting (please do)! Enjoy!!
“What’s this?” Sunoo mused to himself as he entered the lounge, noticing a sketchbook sitting on one of the coffee tables with the familiar sigh of your signature on the bottom right-hand corner.
He glanced around, finding you standing some distance away by the bar counter, sipping a cup of coffee while chatting with another friend.
He moved to take a seat, picking up the sketchbook and opening it, flipping through the pages.
Sunoo widened his eyes, taking note of the artistic drawings within. Stunned at the character studies, botanical sketches, urban scene thumbnails and even abstract line experiments.
He couldn’t believe it - fingers running over the gradients of color swatch pages and deep or light pencil shadings.
He was quite literally appalled and even entranced at the outstanding work presented in the sketchbook.
When you made your way back over to where you left your sketchbook, you froze, noticing your best friend going through your work.
He didn’t notice you just yet. But judging by his expression, you were positive that he was studying your drawings with an intensity that you’ve never seen before.
“Sunoo? What the hell-” you tried to start but he cut you off.
“You did all this? On your own?” His voice was soft, lacking the usual excitement he always had.
You nodded, watching him lift his head to look at you for a brief moment before falling strangely quiet, stopping at a particular sketch of a female face.
You watched his eyes trace the loose pencil lines capturing a distant expression on the person’s face. Some lines were fully shaded like along the nose and jawline and others were just quick gesture lines alongside the cheekbones.
He looked up, bright fox eyes showing a bit of curiosity within them.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” He asked softly.
You blinked, “Tell you what?”
Sunoo rolled his eyes, a small smile playing on his lips.
“That you’re an artist of course!” He exclaimed and you immediately moved to sit beside him, clapping a hand over his mouth with your eyes wide.
“Not so loud!” You chided him.
He looked around, everyone else within the lounge minding their own business.
You carefully pulled your hand away from his mouth, your cheeks flushing now that your secret was out.
“It’s not important,” you muttered under your breath.
Sunoo scoffed, “Of course it is. Y/N these are amazing you know that?”
You shook your head, trying to play it off, “They’re not that good, trust me. It’s just a hobby.”
“So?” He shot back, flicking through the pages of your sketchbook, “These are actually brilliant you know!”
“How could you hide these from me? I had no idea you were so skilled in art!”
You let out a heavy exhale, looking away, “It’s really not that deep, Sun.”
Sunoo didn’t say anything for a moment, growing quiet.
When you actually looked over at him after a few minutes of silence, he appeared to be in deep thought.
“How often do you do this hobby then?” He asked, his voice low.
You let out a soft sigh, shaking your head, “It’s hard to say. I haven’t even sketched in a long while.”
Sunoo raised his eyebrows, glancing over at you curiously, “Artist’s block then? How come?”
You looked at the sketchbook in his hands, “I brought it to work with me thinking it’ll bring me some motivation. Didn’t help though.”
“What if you used me?” Sunoo suddenly piped up after a short pause.
You snapped your head over to him, confused, “What?”
Sunoo looked around, refusing to meet your eyes, “You know… maybe you need inspiration I guess?”
“So you’re basically saying you want to be my muse?” You gazed at him intently, tilting your head and watching him get flustered for a moment.
He quickly cleared his throat, letting out a light laugh that sounded more like a squeak, “Well- yeah pretty much. Muse if that’s what you want to call it.”
You furrowed your eyebrows, “You think it’ll work?”
He shrugged lightly, a bit shy as he closed your sketchbook and handed it back to you.
“I guess we’ll only know if we try right?”
“You’re absolutely sure you want to do this, Sun?” you asked, plopping down on an armchair opposite where Sunoo was sitting on your living room couch.
He nodded, “Positive. Why wouldn’t I?”
You shrugged, “I don’t know, what if you don’t enjoy it and it’s boring?”
He let out a soft laugh, shaking his head.
“Y/N, I want to be your muse.”
You stared at him intently for a moment, your heartbeat picking up speed, noticing how his own face turned pink at his confession.
He added hastily, “It’s for your artist block isn’t it? I’m just thinking that maybe my face would I don’t know- give you ideas?”
That made you laugh, though a deep part of yourself sensed that he wanted more with this opportunity.
“Why’d you think you could help me though?” You asked curiously.
You tried to make yourself look busy so you wouldn’t have to look at him for too long, flicking through your sketchbook and sharpening your drawing pencils as he spoke.
You paused on a blank page when you heard his voice - quiet and almost shy. A stark contrast to the bubbly and excited Sunoo you knew.
“You know… I like being around you obviously. Not just when we’re working but because you’re my best friend, Y/N. I don’t want to do this just to interfere or anything. It’s just- looking at your work and seeing the expressions and talent within everything, there’s just something honest and genuine about it.”
You looked up, a small smile now playing on your lips as you listened to him keep going.
“And I guess… I don’t want to be someone who doesn’t make that feel dangerous for you. I truly just want to help you experience the light of happiness and inspiration this hobby is bringing for you.”
You let out a soft laugh, stunned yet extremely touched at his words, “Sun-!”
He shook his head, beaming as he gained a bit more courage to keep talking, “Shush! I’m not done!”
“If being here helps you keep that softness without feeling exposed… then I’m extremely glad to be a part of it. Even if you never call it anything. Even if it’s just me sitting nearby while you create. I just want to see the real you and for you to see the real me,” he finished with a sheepish smile.
You blinked at him, staring at your best friend in stunned silence until you both suddenly burst out into a ruckus of laughter.
You picked up a crumpled paper ball out of the multiple you had tossed around your living room floor from work you weren’t satisfied with in the past and pelted it at him, earning a shriek as you both giggled.
“You are so cringe Kim Sunoo!” You bubbled out a laugh, yelping as soon as another paper ball came flying right back at you.
“You ready?” You asked as the laughter eventually died down.
Sunoo nodded, shifting his position on the couch and placing his hands on his knees as he straightened up.
You chuckled, taking in his earnest gaze at you and the slight tilt of his head, “Not so stiff. Relax. Just- be yourself.”
He raised his eyebrows at you in a questioning stare, “What? I am being myself though.”
You shot him a bemused look, “Looking like a frozen fish? Since when?”
He rolled his eyes and immediately leaned back, crossing one leg over his thigh while he rested his arms on the back of the couch, clearly a much more relaxed position than before.
“Better?” He asked, his tone dry.
“Loads.”
You shifted your attention to your sketchbook, trying to figure out which pencil to use until you suddenly felt his stare boring into your skin.
“You don’t have to stare at me either, act natural and do your own thing. Watch the tv if you must,” you didn’t look up and he muttered under his breath, grabbing the tv remote, turning it on and flicking to the movie he wanted to watch while passing the time.
You spent the next few hours sketching Sunoo, concentrated gaze occasionally flickering from his profile and then back to your page as you tried your best to capture his somehow ethereal beauty (you couldn’t help but notice all of a sudden) with just some pencil lines.
You couldn’t remember the last time you’d felt so focused and determined to produce something that was actually worth it.
Sunoo on the other hand, was internally excited to see what the outcome of your drawing would be like, a deep part of him craving to be seen in such a way that was unlike anything he’d ever experienced before.
The apartment was quiet in that way it only got late at night, when even the crickets outside seemed to soften their rhythm.
You had somehow shifted your position to be more comfortable on the armchair, legs crossed underneath you and your hair pulled up into a messy bun as you erased a stray drawing stroke, your pencil caught between your teeth.
Sunoo was shamelessly sprawled along your couch, half-asleep with unfocused eyes on the bright tv screen.
He wasn’t even bothering to keep a decent position for at least a few minutes straight, constantly tossing and turning as the hours passed and he hated that you didn’t seem to care.
The air smelled faintly of graphite and a buttery, vanilla candle you put to burn sometime when he didn’t even notice.
“Are you done yet?” Sunoo whined dramatically, a small pout on his plush lips as he stared blankly at your concentrated figure.
“Almost,” you mumbled out distractedly, not even bothering to glance up at your sulky and bored best friend as you lightly stroked your pencil along the paper.
Eventually, you let out a gentle sigh, straightening up before glancing at Sunoo.
You took a keen look at him, as if inspecting and analyzing his features thoroughly before quickly looking back at your drawing in your sketchbook when he caught you.
“What?” He asked, a bit flustered as his ears turned pink when you didn’t say anything for what felt like almost an eternity.
You looked back up at him, catching his uneasy look and you shook your head, reassuring him with an easy smile of your own.
After hesitating for a bit, you turned the sketchbook around while slipping off the armchair. Your fingers lingered on the page, almost protective, as if you weren’t sure you were ready to show it just yet.
Eventually, you let Sunoo take the sketchbook while sinking down next to him on the soft cushions, a heavy sigh laced with exhaustion escaping your lips.
Sunoo didn’t expect much at first. His best friend literally drew as a hobby and he only figured it out until now - beautiful things yes, but never anything that appeared to be personal to him.
Never anything that felt like this.
Then he took the sketchbook when it faced him and the world went still.
It was him obviously. But not the version he saw in mirrors or his favorite selfies. Not the version he performed for people when working and wandering around AISA.
This was the quiet version - the one who carried softness like a secret as he gazed at the tv, the one who felt too deeply especially when it came to sentimental moments and the one who hoped someone would someday look long enough to notice the ache behind the smile.
He caught it in your drawing - everything perfect down to the silent, forlorn and distant gaze in his eyes, even when he had a calm smile on his face the entire night.
You had captured him effortlessly, he was convinced of that.
Sunoo’s throat suddenly tightened. His eyes stung. He didn’t speak at first, afraid his voice would break the moment as he stared wordlessly at the work of art.
He was so caught up in his own emotions that he didn’t notice you had been watching him the entire time, lip caught between your teeth with completely different thoughts running through your head that maybe he hated it.
This was in reality, your first time actually drawing someone who was aware you were doing so.
And you had to admit you were rather ashamed to be showing him any of your work in the first place, clearly not too confident about anything of it at all.
You shifted nervously, not even certain why you were feeling so flustered and embarrassed every time you and Sunoo were dealing with this particular hobby of yours.
Clearing your throat, you spoke up trying to joke with him lightly, “You- uh- You can say if it’s weird or ugly you know.”
Sunoo didn’t take the bait, shaking his head slowly while still staring at the sketch of his upper body with that strange and somehow enrapturing gaze.
“It’s not weird. It’s-” His voice cracked and you weren’t even sure when was the last time you heard that happen, “It’s me.”
You blinked, then let out a gentle laugh, “Well yeah it’s you silly. Who else would it be?”
“No,” Sunoo whispered, his serious tone making you sober up instantly as he finally looked up.
“You drew the part of me I didn’t think anyone could see.”
Your expression softened hearing him, the tension in your shoulders easing.
“I just… noticed it I suppose? I never said this before but you carry this quiet kind of strength. Like you’re always holding something gentle, even when you don’t show it.”
Sunoo’s breath hitched, “I didn’t know anyone saw that.”
“I did,” you responded easily, catching the glassy look in his eyes but choosing not to comment on it.
Your voice was low, almost shy as you looked away, “I always do.”
He looked back at the sketch, tracing the lines with his eyes - the tenderness and distance conflicted in his gaze, the slight tilt of the mouth, the vulnerability tucked into his posture.
It felt like being recognized in a way he had never been before.
He exhaled shakily, “This means more than I know how to explain you know.”
You just smiled, simple and sincere.
“Then don’t explain it. Just- let me keep seeing you. Alright?”
Sunoo felt something warm bloom into his chest - relief, gratitude and maybe something deeper?
He closed the sketchbook gently, holding it like something fragile and precious.
“Thank you,” he said, voice steadier now.
“For noticing me.”
“Always,” you replied, your cheeks flushed, giving him a light shove to which the both of you doubled over with laughter at.
With newfound inspiration, something new begins on a night when AISA’s training rooms finally begin to empty out.
You stay behind to practice your art, charcoal staining your fingers as Sunoo lingers nearby with no real reason to be there.
When you glance up and casually ask him to sit for another sketch, he agrees with a shrug - nonchalant, effortless and unaware of what this moment would become.
In the stillness, you notice something new: the way Sunoo’s expression softens when he thinks no one is watching.
You draw it without meaning to.
And Sunoo, usually lively and excited, now watched you with a quiet curiosity.
As time passed, your sessions moved to either of your dimly lit offices, where the only light comes from desk lamps.
Shadows fell across Sunoo’s face, revealing a loneliness that you never realized was there. You sketch the vulnerability, the gentleness and the unspoken ache.
Sunoo doesn’t comment much on that aspect as he praises your work, but he studies each drawing longer than the last, eyes flickering with recognition - like he sees something meant only for him.
The intimacy grows in silence.
Soon enough, you two meet on either of apartment complex rooftops on starry nights, where the city hums below and the sky feels impossibly wide.
Here, Sunoo feels as if he can relax completely.
He sits still for long stretches, letting you capture the way his shoulders loosen, the way his gaze softens into that familiar vulnerability now and the way he looks at the stars as if he’s searching for something he lost.
Your drawings begin to change, laced with that subtle improvement of certainty and confidence in your work.
Lines grow tender. Shading lingers around Sunoo’s face as you drew him. Emotion eventually slips into every stroke - warmth, longing and affection you never consciously chose.
And somehow, your hands confess before your voice ever could.
Sunoo, ever the emotional and empathetic one, notices though.
He doesn’t say anything at first, but his behavior shifts in response to yours naturally.
That friendly and playful dynamic between you both was still there, though something deeper and heavy lingered underneath.
Something neither of you wanted to admit.
Touches started lasting longer - with you adjusting his hand or brushing his shoulder occasionally, even to steadying his chin once or twice as he posed.
Not accidental, but not acknowledged either.
Sunoo’s eye contact stretches, heavy and searching. His protective instincts sharpen, even when you two are working in AISA. He ends up walking you home after random sessions, whether it be from headquarters or his apartment. He also stands closer during training or meetings, watching the room before he watches anyone else.
Your art slowly becomes a language between you two - quiet, unspoken and intimate.
One night however, things took a turn where there was no going back.
You finish another sketch of Sunoo, growing quite fond of using him to practice.
It was artwork that captures everything - the loneliness in Sunoo’s eyes, the softness he hides from the world and the hope he carries quietly.
When you see it, he goes still. Something in him shifts - recognition, vulnerability and maybe even longing.
He doesn’t speak at first. And you don’t pull away.
“How do you manage to do it?” He rasped out, staring at another gorgeous piece of artwork involving himself.
You gauged his reaction silently before trying to shrug it off nonchalantly, “It’s just a drawing Sun.”
He let out an exasperated sigh, side eyeing you in such a way that made a small smirk curl at the corners of your lips, “Don’t act stupid. You know exactly what I’m talking about.”
You let out a mixture of a scoff and a laugh, “Does it matter how I see you?”
“Tons. You see the real me underneath. And somehow you’re still my best friend after noticing it.” His voice dropped to a quiet murmur.
You frowned, a bit confused, “Why would I stop being your friend just like that?”
He doesn’t respond, clearly lost in thought.
“Y/N,” he instead started off, lifting those insanely captivating amber eyes to meet your curious ones.
“Yeah?” You asked, mentally strangling yourself for how breathless your voice sounded all of a sudden.
Sunoo hesitated, as if conflicted and debating on doing something he knows he shouldn’t, before slowly leaning closer.
Your heart leaped, knowing the inevitable was coming and frankly speaking, you had no reason or excuse to be pulling away.
When those pillowy, plush lips of his met yours in a gentle kiss, time seemed to stop for just this moment between the two of you.
You let your eyes flutter shut, pressing your own lips a bit firmer against his in response, as slowly your hands planted themselves on his broad shoulders.
You two got lost in the kiss for a moment longer, before Sunoo hastily pulled away, his face a bright shade of pink to match yours as he scrambled up on his feet.
You watched him with a disoriented expression as he grabbed his bag and practically bolted out of your apartment’s front door, heart clenching as your mind replayed the moment between you two.
Falling back on your couch, you groaned out in exasperation while kicking your feet, pulling a couch pillow over your face for a moment as you tried to process everything that just happened. Uncertain especially, about why he just left like that.
But the truth settled between you two now, gentle and inevitable: you both crossed into something deeper, something tender, something neither of you meant to reveal but both felt.
And your closeness will continue to unfold into a story told with charcoal, pencils, paint and silence - drawn slowly, carefully and intimately.
You tried to talk to Sunoo about what occurred that night, but it was quite obvious that he was avoiding you.
Though you couldn’t be sure why, as you distinctly remember kissing him back. Not to mention the fact that he initiated the kiss in the first place which caused all of this.
When you texted him, he’ll respond sure, but he’ll avoid answering the blunt question burning in your mind and even when you tried to call him like before, mainly for a genuine gossip session, he would make up some lousy excuse and refuse to answer his phone.
It was beginning to infuriate you, unsure of why he was acting this way.
Yet with his actions of purposely dashing and dodging away from you every time he saw you at AISA, it somehow made you crest-fallen, leaving a deep ache in your heart that mingled of confusion and hurt, which would further ruin your day.
You managed to cross paths with Sunoo once more, ready to open your mouth and yell for his attention if you must. But before you could even utter a word, you watched in shock as he bolted past you without a glance, as if he was in some strange hurry from something. Or someone?
He wasn’t even trying to be subtle about it and you were ready to chase after him and demand answers when you froze. That was when you noticed a young woman probably about the same age as you and your best friend, clearly trying to be discreet and follow him but she was being way more than obvious.
She caught your confused gaze and flashed you a rather bright smile, straightening up and approaching for a conversation.
“Hi! I’m Kim Sora! But you can just call me Sora. It’s nice to meet you!” She stuck out her hand for you to shake and you immediately plastered a polite smile on your face.
“It’s nice to meet you, Sora. I’m Baek Y/N,” you responded calmly.
“You’re probably wondering why I’m here aren’t you?”
You couldn’t even shake your head and respond with a polite “No” not really caring at the moment, because she immediately blabbered on, “I’m a new agent here! AISA is so cool so I wanted to work here too. And then I saw Sunoo. My god isn’t he just adorable and hot at the same time? I don’t know how that’s possible.”
You blinked, listening to her rant on about your best friend.
Your Kim Sunoo.
An unexplainable feeling welled up deep in your chest - angry and raw, but you masked it with a composed expression, simply nodding along as she kept talking while hardly paying attention to any shit she was saying.
You knew exactly what was happening to you, your fists clenched tightly at your sides as her words flew through your ears.
“You’re also probably wondering how I know him right? My trainer assigned him to keep an eye on me and guide me through the agency for the first few weeks. It’s been like what two weeks now? And I just can’t seem to get enough of him oh my gosh he’s such an absolute sweetheart! Plus he and I share the same surname isn’t that so cool? It’s like fate I swear-”
You were only partially paying attention to her, your mind spiraling as you tuned out her voice and connected the dots.
It’s actually been almost two weeks since you and Sunoo kissed and he’s been avoiding you since then. Was it because of what happened between you two or was it because this new agent seemed to have more than platonic intentions with your best friend?
“Um hello? Are you even listening to me?” The new agent snapped her fingers in front of you, pulling you out of your thoughts. And it appalled you that she was speaking so casually to you as if you both had always been friends or something.
You cleared your throat, shaking your head, “Right, I’m sorry. What were you saying?”
She stared at you for a moment, her keen gaze making you feel a bit self-conscious before her face broke out into this wide grin again.
“You seem to know him. He’s mentioned you before now that I come to think about it. So do you think you could help me?”
You shot her a bewildered look, if anything she sounded like she was trying to demand your assistance, “Excuse me?”
“Help me get him. I’d love to have a boyfriend like him.” She bluntly responded, looked up at you with wide eyes, trying to pull a puppy dog expression on you but it was failing miserably.
You tried your hardest not to twist up your face in disgust, replying cautiously, “Sora, you’ve only known Sunoo for two weeks. Don’t you think this is taking things a bit overboard?”
She stubbornly shook her head, “How? I mean he’s literally single, I’m sure he’s open to the idea of dating too isn’t he?”
You just shrugged nonchalantly in response and she seemed to grow irritated with the fact that you weren’t outrightly agreeing with her.
She smiled at you again, though this one seemed a bit forced, “Forget it then. I can work by myself. Just forget we had this conversation.”
She turned to leave, then paused, her smile dropping as quickly as it came, “Oh and- before I forget.”
She stepped closer to you, coming up in your face even as you tried to back away, her smile non-existent now, “Don’t mess this up for me alright? He’s mine.”
“Bye!” She beamed and waved, as if she didn’t just threaten you and assume possession of your literal best friend.
You watched her round the corner of the corridor, most likely on her way to find Sunoo and you straightened up, dusting yourself off as you muttered under your breath.
“What a damn weirdo.”
Now that you knew about Sora, you found it even more difficult to try and communicate with Sunoo.
It was like seeing as you knew her face and that she existed, she was appearing all around AISA, trying to further shove her way into Sunoo’s life.
You decided to stay on the low for now, witness their interactions and behavior together for yourself, so that you could try to understand what was happening.
You tried to convince yourself that you weren’t stalking or obsessing over Sunoo. There’s no way you’re that possessive. Well, at least not as possessive as compared to Sora.
You were just trying to look out for him and his well-being. He’s your best friend after all right?
You found them in one of the training rooms one day, nonchalantly hovering around with a friend of yours who was working on improving their skills.
You noticed Sora corner Sunoo near the sparring mats when he was trying to get one set up for them - leaning too close and laughing way too hard at things he himself didn’t even find funny.
You watched from across the room as she touched his arm, her sickly sweet voice making you feel sick.
“Sunoo, we should train a bit more when everyone’s gone after work,” she said, voice dripping with flirtation.
Sunoo stepped back, “I have plans, I’m sorry.”
But Sora persisted, blocking his path.
You noticed Sunoo’s irritation, of course you did, he was your muse for months until this bitch had to ruin it - tight shoulders and clipped tone, even seeing him glance at you with something unreadable.
You however, with a bunch of thoughts making your mind spiral and overthink, misread it as interest in the agent as you watched Sunoo gently grasp the giddy woman’s hand and pull her out of the training room.
And yeah, that damn well stung.
Another time, you were dropping off mission files when you heard that annoying voice of Sora’s again.
“Sunoo, I made coffee for you!” She squeaked, placing a cup on his desk.
Sunoo didn’t even look up from where he was furiously typing on his computer, “I don’t drink coffee.”
“Oh- well I can make tea instead!”
“No,” he said sharply.
“Just- stop okay? Please.”
You froze in the doorway, watching the tension coil in his tightly clenched jaw. But when he finally noticed you, he looked away, refusing to meet your gaze.
Your stomach twisted.
Why won’t he talk to you?
Why is he shutting you out?
The third incident was your final straw.
You found Sunoo on AISA’s rooftop, trying to get fresh air. It was a secret spot you two usually frequented when things got too crazy and you needed to clear your heads.
Sora however, never took Sunoo’s jabs at rejection and followed him like a shadow.
“Sunoo, I thought we could watch the sunset together.”
You froze by the staircase on your way up, hearing her familiar voice.
He exhaled, annoyed, “I came up here to be alone.”
“But you’re never alone,” she said, stepping closer, “You always have someone around you.”
She wasn’t lying. This was the first time you ever noticed Sunoo behaving like this.
Purposely avoiding you - his own best friend, not even attempting to hide his irritation at Sora, though she clearly couldn’t take a hint or witness the cracks in his typically calm and bubbly demeanor as he tried to stay composed for as much as he could.
Sunoo’s eyes flickered over to you, sensing your presence without a moment’s hesitation - standing by the door, watching. His expression tightened, unreadable again.
You felt that familiar horrible feeling of jealousy flaring deep within you - sharp and humiliating.
Is he really choosing her right now?
You show up at Sunoo’s doorstep a day later with anger burning hot beneath your skin - jealousy, confusion and frustration all still tangled together.
You were extremely upset.
And you don’t knock.
You hammer your fist against the door until it flies open.
Sunoo stands there, startled, hair slightly mussed up like he’d been pacing.
“Y/N?” His voice is tight. He couldn’t possibly avoid you now and you mentally chided yourself for not thinking to confront him sooner.
“Why do you look like you’re about to fight me?” He tried to joke, but you didn’t play along.
“You,” you spit out, stepping inside as you shoved past him, “have been acting weird almost all month. And I’m not letting you dodge me again.”
Sunoo shuts the door after you slowly, shoulders tense.
“It’s hard to explain. But I wasn’t dodging you I swear. I was just trying to sort out everything before we talk about you know- this.” He gestured between the two of you.
“I don’t care, explain it now,” you demand.
“Explain us. Explain why you’ve been so avoidant and irritated, especially since Sora showed up. And stop acting like I’m the problem.”
His jaw flexes. He doesn’t answer.
When he didn’t respond to you, inspecting his feet rather intently, you let out an exasperated sigh.
“You let Sora follow you everywhere,” you say now, voice trembling with built up rage.
“You let her cling to you 24/7. And then you shut me out. What the hell am I supposed to think?”
Sunoo’s eyes widened, his gaze snapping up to meet yours, clearly offended, “You think I wanted her attention?”
“Well yeah- you don’t even attempt to push her away!” You tried to defend your jealousy.
“I do!” He snapped.
“Every single time, Y/N. You saw it!” He sounded desperate now.
You shook your head, clearly lost in your own head, “I saw you looking at me like I was the problem.”
Sunoo stepped closer, his frustration finally breaking through.
“I wasn’t irritated at you. I was irritated because Sora kept bothering me when the only person I wanted to talk to was you.”
Your breath catches.
He continues, his voice growing low and raw.
“I didn’t know how to handle it. I didn’t want you to think I liked her. I didn’t want you to think I was- choosing her over you.”
“Then why didn’t you say anything? For basically a whole month?” You whisper.
“Because I didn’t want you to see me like that,” he admits, “I didn’t want you to see me in a frustrated and irritated way, especially when we were supposed to talk about what happened that night.”
“And I didn’t want you to see how much you actually affect me,” he admitted, his voice dropping lower.
You stared at him, completely stunned.
Sunoo’s voice softened even further, “I wasn’t avoiding you on purpose. I was trying to figure out how to tell you that the only person I want around me… is you, not Sora.”
Your anger dissolves immediately, replaced by something warm and dizzying.
“Sun…” your voice was barely above a whisper.
He steps even closer, amber eyes intensely locked on yours.
“I don’t want Sora. I never did,” he murmurs, “I want you. I always wanted you.”
The tension between you two shifts - no longer sharp and no longer painful. Just charged. Just honest. Just the truth finally spoken aloud.
You stepped closer, slowly cupping his handsome face as your thumbs stroked the soft skin of his puffy cheeks.
Both of you gazed silently into each other’s eyes for a long moment, not breaking eye contact as Sunoo’s gaze bore deeply into your steady eyes.
He flashed you a wry smile, making the both of you chuckle as you rested your forehead against his, tiptoeing up to wrap your arms around his neck as well.
“Can we talk about that kiss now?” You finally broke the silence, voice still low.
He hummed, “Do we have to? I can just go in for another one right now, can’t I?”
You smiled, leaning in to press what was supposed to be a quick and chaste kiss to his lips which he immediately deepened before you could pull away.
Both sets of lips moved in effortless sync, your fingers snaking up to tangle in the soft, dark locks of hair at the nape of his neck while his own fingers tilted your chin up, allowing him better access to your mouth.
Sunoo’s free hand trailed down, sliding just under the hem of your shirt and brushing against your skin there, sending tingles down your spine.
Before your makeout session could escalate however, the sound of rapid knocking broke the two of you out of your private bubble.
You pulled away from him with a quiet groan, crossing your arms as Sunoo pouted at the direction of his front door.
When he moved to open it, you both stiffened the moment you caught sight of Sora standing over the threshold.
She was carrying what appeared to be a bag of takeout and had a bright smile on her lips the moment she saw Sunoo, which faltered slightly when she noticed you in the hallway behind him.
Nevertheless, she kept up that cheerful tone as she questioned, “Y/N? I haven’t seen you in so long, hi! What are you doing here?”
You cleared your throat, thinking of how to proceed with your response, though it felt like your voice got stuck in your throat as you caught her gaze on your now swollen lips.
Her smile dropped instantly and she snapped her attention to a rather bashful-looking Sunoo, his cheeks as red as his swollen lips to match yours.
“What’s going on?” She demanded and you were a bit surprised at how panicked she sounded.
“Did you- did you kiss him?!” She raised her voice at you, ready to shove past Sunoo but he stopped her, gently pushing her back outside.
“Sora please-” he started, but she clearly wasn’t having any of it.
“Please what?” She cut him off, fuming now as she gazed at you hovering closer to Sunoo now, who appeared to now be much more protective of you.
She scoffed when he didn’t respond to her, “Neither of you are denying it. I can’t believe this. I warned you, Y/N!”
You and Sunoo flinched at the way she suddenly yelled that last part.
“You- you’re a bitch that’s what you are! I wanted him! I told you that! And- and you go and do this? What the hell is wrong with you?” She was on a full rant again, this time with her voice raised loudly.
“Sora-” Sunoo tried to start again, but she just held up a hand to his face, stopping him from speaking as he stared at her with mild offense.
She tried to shove past Sunoo again, but he overpowered her easily, growing frustrated, “Sora! Stop it!”
Sora straightened up, her and you staring at a now furious Sunoo with shock.
“That’s enough! Leave Y/N alone!” He raised his voice, Sora staring at him blankly, her own cheeks flushing with embarrassment.
“You need to leave. Now. Because I think you know exactly what’s happening between me and Y/N. So stop acting foolish.”
Silence enveloped your surroundings for a moment. You stood there speechless, staring silently at Sunoo.
Sora stared at Sunoo as if he grew seven heads. She didn’t say a word, but the awkwardness was clear.
She slowly backtracked, leaving silently and you felt a pang of guilt, noticing the tears that had welled up in her eyes.
Both you and Sunoo watched her retreat down the hallway, shoulders shaking as silent sobs wracked through her body.
Sunoo’s cheek rested against the top of your head. He’s been silent for a while, just breathing you in, thumb brushing slow circles over your hip.
When he finally spoke, his voice was low, almost fragile.
“Can I say something? Without you pulling away?” He murmured.
You shift slightly, turning your face up toward him, “I’m not going anywhere.”
He exhaled shakily - relief, exhaustion and affection all tangled together.
“I didn’t know how lonely I was,” he admits, “Not really. I thought I was fine. I thought- if I kept smiling, kept fighting, kept being the perfect agent, that no one would notice how empty it felt inside.”
You lifted your hand, brushing your fingers through his hair. He leaned into the touch like he’s starved for it.
“But you noticed,” he whispers, “Not because I told you. Not because I slipped up. You saw it.”
His eyes met yours - soft, warm and vulnerable.
“Every time you drew me… every painting, every sketch- it was like you were telling me, ‘I see you. The real you.’ And I didn’t know how badly I needed that.”
Something in your chest tightened, “Sunoo-”
He shook his head gently, pressing his forehead to yours.
“No, let me finish. I need you to hear this.”
His fingers laced with yours, squeezing tightly.
“When you showed me that first sketch, I swear my heart stopped. You captured something I didn’t even know I was showing. That loneliness… that part of me I kept buried. You didn’t judge it. You didn’t run from it. You held it like it mattered.”
You swallowed hard, emotions rising.
“I wasn’t trying to expose you,” you whisper, “I just- drew what I felt and saw when I looked at you.”
“I know,” he says softly, “That’s why it meant everything.”
He shifted, pulling you closer until your head rested on his chest. His heartbeat was steady, warm and grounding.
“I felt like I finally belonged,” he continued, “For the first time in a long time. With you. In your art. In the way you look at me.”
You breathed in, letting the weight of his confession settle between you.
“I didn’t want to lose that,” he says, “I didn’t want you to lose you at all. That’s why everything with Sora messed me up. I wasn’t thinking straight and I just wanted to get her out of the way, before I could actually communicate properly with you. And then I thought- maybe you didn’t want to see me anymore because of how I was behaving.”
You tighten your arms around him, “I always see you, Sun.”
His breath catches - just a little.
“Good,” he whispered, brushing a kiss against your temple.
“Because I don’t want to ever go back to feeling invisible. Not when I have you by my side.”
You tilted your head up, meeting his gaze, “You’re not invisible to me. You never were.”
Sunoo smiled - small, soft and the kind he only shows when he feels safe.
“Then stay like this,” he murmurs, eyes dropping down to your lips for a moment, the memory of your earlier kiss still fresh in both your minds.
“Just for a little longer.”
You let out a quiet hum of acknowledgment, your lips meeting Sunoo’s halfway as you both kissed each other deeply.
Shifting slightly, you sat up a bit straighter so that you could reciprocate the kiss better, both of you finding yourselves tangled in an intimate makeout session for a while.
When you pulled away, breathless and gasping for air just like him, you adjusted your position on the bed.
Sliding down towards his legs, your darkened eyes never leaving Sunoo’s, you watched as his own eyes grew wide with shock.
“Y-Y/N you don’t have to-” he tried to start off, his voice breathless from kissing you just now.
You immediately cut him off, shaking your head as you reached up with your free hand, placing a finger over his mouth lightly, “Shh.”
He instantly shut up, closing his mouth as he stared down at you, amber eyes mingling with surprise and if you looked closer, excitement.
Your other hand slid along his shirt, feeling the faint outlines of what appeared to be abs as you moved your fingers toward his pants.
Not breaking eye contact with him for a solid minute, you skillfully undid the button and zipper, tugging the denim of his jeans down carefully.
As if falling for the pull of your touch, Sunoo’s hips shifted up instinctively, allowing you to pull his pants off properly.
A barely there yet knowing smile curled at your lips, listening to the uneven breaths leaving your best friend as your fingers trailed lightly over the bulge exposed by the thin material of his Calvin Klein boxers.
He let out a quiet gasp, squeezing his eyes shut as you ran your fingertips up and down along the outline, “D-don’t-”
You raised your eyebrows, taking the opportunity to tease him, “Don’t what?”
He squirmed, making you remove your free hand from his mouth and press down firmly on his thigh to keep him still.
“Y-You know what I mean, Y/N just- just please-” his voice broke off into a desperate whine when your fingers traced teasing circles on his erection.
“Need me that bad?” You replied, eyes never leaving his gorgeous face as you watched it scrunch up with pleasure.
“Mhm- really bad-”
You pulled your hands away, purposely teasing him again but Sunoo wasn’t having it, his own hands swiftly pushing his boxers down.
You blinked, your eyes going wide with surprise and want as you caught sight of his cock. You definitely weren’t expecting him to be withholding that much from you - eyes carefully tracing the pulsing veins along the thick, long shaft of his painfully hard cock.
You could’ve sworn a bit of saliva dropped from your mouth at the sight and you hastily tore your eyes away to look back up at his face.
Sunoo’s beautiful eyes were blown wide with desire and need, clearly expecting you to take him.
“What?” He managed to croak out, voice hoarse.
Your cheeks flushed crimson, realizing how ridiculous you looked staring at him like that as if you weren’t just teasing the life out of him.
You cleared your throat, “N-nothing. Are you sure though?”
“I’ve never been so sure about anything in my life,” he nodded at you, though his voice trailed off, “If you don’t want to though then you really don’t have to-”
“No,” you immediately cut him off, using your free hand to intertwine your fingers with his, holding his hand tightly.
“Just promise me you’ll let me know if it feels good alright?” You pleaded, moving to sit on your knees between his spread legs as he moved to accommodate you.
He nodded, still shifting uncomfortably from how painful his arousal had become, “Got it.”
You didn’t need to say much more, leaning your head down to the level of his cock, wetting your lips at the sight.
You could hear Sunoo’s ragged breathing above you, his larger hand squeezing yours with an intensity that you didn’t even bother to register.
Starting off with light kitten licks on Sunoo’s sensitive, leaky tip, you used your tongue’s taste buds to register the salty flavor of his pre-cum.
Encouraged by the ragged breaths he was taking above you, you kept going, eventually moving to suck at the angry, red tip, your tongue swirling around it as you took that part into your mouth carefully.
Sunoo inhaled sharply, his heavy breaths mingling with a soft gasp when you did that, his free hand instantly moving to tangle in your hair.
You held steady for a moment, allowing him to adjust to the overwhelming pleasure, but he tightened his grip in your hair, pushing you down slightly as a signal to keep going.
Feeling cheeky again, you decided to jump the gun, going straight for the rest of his length as you took him further into your mouth.
That definitely startled him, body jolting and his voice cracking as he yelped, “Ah! Y-Y/N wait- shit!”
His words died down with a breathy sigh, head falling back as you glanced up, watching his reaction while you settled your mouth properly over his cock.
You took as much of him as you could, bobbing your head slowly so that his tip just barely bumped against the back of your mouth.
Once you were comfortable and you were sure he was too, thumb rubbing small circles on the hand you were holding, you began to suck a bit harsher on his length.
Soft moans and dazed whimpers left Sunoo’s lips in a frenzy as you swirled your tongue around his shaft.
His fingers pulled at your hair, curling some of the strands with his fist but you didn’t seem to care, relentless as you sucked and swirled your tongue around him.
Sunoo hissed when you teasingly nipped at his base with your teeth, hips bucking up instinctively while squeezing his eyes shut as the pain slowly dissipated into immense pleasure. You felt yourself get wet between your legs as he whined your name sweetly.
It was safe to say you were enjoying his reactions thoroughly, eyes fixated on the smooth expanse of his neck from his head still thrown back.
You could also tell that he wasn’t going to last much longer, smiling around his cock in your mouth with saliva drooling down your chin as you noticed how agitated his body got, hips relentless as he fucked your mouth, along with how loud and vocal his sinful sounds were.
“S-shit shit s-shit Y/N I’m gonna cum-” he didn’t get to finish his blabbering, a loud cry of your name leaving his lips.
Using the remaining strength he had, he fisted your hair and forced your head down on him, making you gag slightly with surprise as your fingers dug into his thighs to keep yourself steady between his legs.
You felt the loads of his cum shooting into your mouth as Sunoo came. Thick, hot ropes of his release coating the walls of your mouth as you choked slightly trying to swallow as much as you could while he thrusted slowly.
By the time you pulled away, licking off any remnants of his release on your lips, Sunoo was a goner.
He was slumped back against the sheets and pillows, his eyes closed and his eyebrows furrowed.
His swollen lips were parted as he panted heavily, limply holding your hand still.
A gentle smile played on your lips seeing how satisfied he was, you crawled back up to settle against him and he welcomed you easily, though still dazed from what happened.
He wrapped both of his arms around you, holding you like you were the only thing anchoring him to the world at the moment and maybe even for the rest of his life.
And for the first time since everything that unfolded between you two, the silence feels full - warm, healing and yours.
“I just want to see you shine ‘cause I know you are a star, girl” - Stargirl Interlude, The Weeknd
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So as I’m marking the end of the Starboy hyung line series, I wanted to simply thank everyone regarding how I’ve managed to pass 50 followers in just a single month of launching this account! From the steady reblogs to the comments of praise and even to the countless likes I see coming in every single day! Because even more than 200 and 300 likes for each fic already is soo crazy I wasn’t anticipating that. I’m so grateful to each and every one of you that are supporting my work right now and I appreciate each and every one of you!
Thank you thank you thank you!! Really and truly!
Also, Ride or Die is so fucking peakk like damnn! Heeseung did suchh a wonderful job because when last did amazing music like that bless my ears??
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STARBOY
Trope: Golden Boy With A Dark Side
Pairing: spy!heeseung x spy!female reader
Synopsis: Deemed AISA’s Golden Boy - the most talented secret agent known within the organization for his charismatic nature, intellectual skills and of course his effortless attractiveness, no one would’ve ever suspected Lee Heeseung was harboring a dark secret under his skin. It’s only when his past catches up to him - threatening to ruin his life and tarnish his reputation within the agency, that he is forced to seek help and team up with the one person he’s been avoiding the most the entire time - you.
Warnings: inappropriate language (cursing), explicit mature content - smut (MDNI), oral sex (female receiving), sexual intercourse, unprotected sex (please don’t), cream pie, multiple orgasms, breeding kink, violence, death, in-depth discussions of murder and Heeseung is lowkey manipulative
Mishi’s Thoughts: I actually managed to finish this earlier than I expected (mainly because my finals were postponed, thank God). But it’s finally here! My first fic! And I do genuinely hope everyone can enjoy reading Starboy! A lot of time skips and it’s mostly in Heeseung’s perspective for the sake of the plot. I feel like it’s a bit ass and it could be better, however I am probably overthinking things and yes, it’s pretty long. I feel like it could’ve been longer too, yet I can barely keep track of how I managed to get this fic to the amount it has right now. Please don’t hesitate to interact and let me know how you feel! Likes, comments and reblogs are extremely appreciated! Constructive criticism is valued as well so I can improve my writing! I proofread countless times but it’s possible I might miss some things. Also don’t forget this fic has no affiliation in any way to the person I’m writing about. Treat my work as purely fictional please! I’ll be releasing Jay’s fic soon after this one so if you guys want to be tagged please please please let me know and I’ll be so happy to add you. Thank you so much for reading and I hope you all love it!
Loud cheers and applause bounced around the walls of AISA’s lounge room when Heeseung entered with the rest of his friend group. Clearly the news of his seamless success regarding his latest mission has already reached the ears of his fellow colleagues.
However, as the young man’s bambi eyes - calm and pleased at the moment scanned the lounge, he froze upon meeting a pair of younger somewhat unfamiliar pretty dark eyes.
Wait.
It felt like his heart had dropped to his stomach - he’d seen those eyes before, years ago when it happened.
Before he could properly react however, Jungwon nudged him. The younger boy’s wide boba-like cat eyes gazed intently at Heeseung - studying his reaction.
“You okay hyung?” Jungwon’s voice mumbled softly with concern as he and Heeseung subconsciously followed the rest of the group towards their usual spot - a cozy resting area in the lounge with bean bags, vending machines and comfy couches.
Heeseung nodded distractedly and silently averted his gaze from the young woman sitting across the lounge with a group of her own friends. She was beautiful, sure, but that wasn’t the only reason why she was on his mind. Asking Jungwon almost thoughtfully, knowing the younger boy caught where his gaze once was, “You know that girl?”
Jungwon cast a curious glance in her direction and nodded, responding casually, “Somewhat. All I know is her name is Y/N. Kang Y/N. I heard she’s pretty talented too. Transferred into AISA at the request of her parents or something like that.”
Jake, who was sprawled casually on a bean bag near Jungwon, apparently heard their conversation and pitched in while nonchalantly biting on a plastic straw, “Beomgyu told me she’s apparently from a mafia family. But I mean realistically speaking there’s no way a government agency would hire a person like her now would they?”
He paused, nibbling on his straw as he glanced at Y/N in the distance, Riki grimacing at his best friend and shoving him. Making the guys snicker as the youngest boy plopped down heavily beside Jake on purpose - nearly sending him flying off the bean bag.
Sunoo - always one ready for gossip, chimed in lightly as he sipped on a soda from the vending machine, “I think it’s true. I mean we all know about the Kang mafia family right? It’s highly possible she’s connected to them. They probably just had connections with the director and paid a shit ton of money or something.”
“Besides I heard Danielle, who’s apparently her best friend here now, was ranting on about how gifted she is. And about how it’s been her dream to work here since she was kid. So it’s only natural for her doting parents to bribe her in.”
He shot a knowing glance at Heeseung while adding. “She’s almost on Heeseung hyung’s level from what I heard.”
Sunghoon barked out a disbelieving laugh at that while Jay nearly spat out the water he was drinking. Sunoo shot them both pointed glares. “I’m not lying, I’ve even heard the trainees talk about her with awe. Why do you think she’s an official agent so quickly? She barely trained.”
“Or more like she just paid a lot of money to skip proper training,” Sunghoon mumbled under his breath.
Jay shot Heeseung a grin, joking in a mocking tone, “Looks like somebody’s got competition.” Earning a mumbled “Shut up” from a disgruntled Heeseung and hearty chuckles from the guys.
Riki glanced at the oldest as he also teased with a wide smirk on his lips, “Didn’t think that was Heeseung hyung’s type,” - gaining widespread laughter from amongst the others.
Heeseung didn’t respond to any of them, clearly lost in thought. Instead, listening to the rest of their conversation without inputting anything.
His eyes - now darker and silent, drifted occasionally towards the woman in the distance who was laughing and chatting amiably with her friends.
Completely unaware of the burning tension welling up inside Lee Heeseung.
Time flew as Heeseung began to spend majority of his free time locked in his study. The room was situated in the sprawling penthouse he resided in and typically locked whenever his friends visited to hang out. No one except him knew what was inside and as of lately, he’s been spending more and more of his time within that room - calculating his first move.
Since seeing you that day in the lounge, Heeseung couldn’t get you off his mind. It was difficult really. What with the fact that your family was responsible for the termination of his. Though an unwilling part deep within him viewed you as some gorgeous angel who he can’t shake his head of. Your growing popularity within AISA wasn’t helping either, which was bad. His revenge plan wasn’t supposed to end up taking you and your safety into consideration and frankly speaking he didn’t know what to do about that.
He sat there sprawled on the desk chair centered in his dimly-lit study - wrinkled white shirt half-unbuttoned and black slacks covering his spread legs. His chin was propped on his arm as he gazed intently at the large corkboard ahead of him littered with photos, clippings of newspaper articles and string connecting everything. Lots of red string.
Could it be a sign? If his friends were around he would’ve gloated by now on how creative his evidence board was. It was a thing amongst them to make one for each important mission they worked on. However, they didn’t know about Heeseung’s past. And this wasn’t their battle to fight regardless.
Heeseung wanted the personal satisfaction of terminating the Kangs on his own.
His dark eyes were fixated intently on a photo in the center - the prestigious Kang family. Though he couldn’t help but stare silently at your smiling face for what felt like an eternity.
Before he could stop himself, his mind traveled back to the past - old, painful memories that he’d spent years trying to bury but to no avail.
The trauma was always present - lingering like an incurable disease he couldn’t rid himself of.
It felt as if it were yesterday - when his parents were unsuspectingly ambushed and kidnapped by your father’s masked men, including himself and his older brother. His father tried his best to protect his family, yet it couldn’t be helped. Their reinforced security teams couldn’t stop the men in time.
Not when the Kangs found the Lees to be their greatest competitor and were hell-bent on crushing them.
Heeseung’s dark bambi eyes grew glassy as he recalled the way his parents pleaded for Kang to at least let their children go - to let him and his brother go. The way they all screamed out in agony as they were tortured brutally before being killed one by one.
He tried his best to push the thoughts away as they continued to flash through his mind. His brother who was killed first, then his mother and finally his father. Each and every single one of the people he cared about the most died at the hands of your father. And he had to witness everything as a young child - barely the age of 7.
And Kang’s wicked face. Contorted with pure malice as he committed each murder himself. A sight that always burned like angry flames in the back of Heeseung’s mind. How could he ever forget? No matter how much he tried to get over it, it felt as if the memories were stitched into his brain.
He was next. ‘Saved the best for last’ as Kang claimed.
The snobbish man started some ridiculous monologue. And Heeseung was forced to listen. Body burning from pain and his head spinning as he grew weaker and weaker. He just wanted the agony to end - blank eyes staring at his family’s dead bodies as he faintly caught your father’s words about a daughter the man had around his age and how pitiful it was that a young boy like himself was reduced to such a state as compared to her.
As if by fate or just pure coincidence, Heeseung recalled the sleepy little voice ringing out moments later, as a little girl appeared at the end of the staircase. You were half-asleep and too tired to notice anything but your father and Kang’s men hastily blocked the sight of the bodies lying motionless on the blood-soaked ground.
Heeseung remembered how he viewed you as a sight for sore eyes. Adorable and bursting with innocence. You didn’t really seem to care about anyone but your father and barely caught a glimpse of him as you were scooped into the older man’s arms and carried away.
Kang’s men let you go later that night. Heeseung never questioned why but you knew Kang was responsible for the order.
Maybe he wanted Heeseung to remain traumatized for life? Or he had plans to properly kill him after putting him through silent suffering for years before eliminating him?
He could never be sure.
And Heeseung could never forget that innocent little girl standing on the edge of the basement staircase all those years ago.
As if the Kangs were somehow keeping tabs on him the entire time, though Heeseung really couldn’t be certain - the threats began.
First, it started with weird texts and constant phone calls. Both of which Heeseung never answered. He wasn’t stupid - he knew exactly what was going on. He’s a spy after all. And quite frankly, he couldn’t care less.
He couldn’t fathom how these ridiculous people even managed to kill his family to this day. He had a good feeling it wouldn’t be difficult to finally get his hands on revenge.
One afternoon, his phone was vibrating constantly beside him as he sat in the lounge with Jay, who had some free time as well. He was poring over some reports from a few missions he’d completed in the past. Really just as a way to evolve his strategies for future tasks. Maybe even his revenge plan, but Jay didn’t need to know that though.
Jay - annoyed by the vibrations of the phone, let out an exasperated sigh and put his magazine down, “You answering that or what hyung? Seems important.”
Heeseung finally snapped out of his train of thought and glanced at Jay. Smiling sheepishly, he played it off and adjusted the settings on his phone to silent mode instead - not even glancing too long at the endless texts building up on his notification bar and the multiple missed calls from unknown numbers.
“Sorry man. Obsessed fans you know?”
Jay just laughed and went back to what was he doing while shaking his head.
When the digital way didn’t work, the Kangs resorted to physical threats. But Heeseung was already anticipating this and in turn, their efforts were futile.
It started off with threats delivered to his office at the agency. Almost risking exposure to his past.
Riki entered his office one morning with a sealed envelope, casually speaking to Heeseung.
“Yo hyung, you got mail.”
Ever the nosy one, he added casually, “That’s strange. It has no address. Need me to open it for you?”
Before Riki could even think to rip the seal, Heeseung snatched the envelope - surprising the younger boy and tossed it into the small paper bin near his desk.
Trying to brush it off, he responded casually, “It’s fan mail I’d suggest you don’t open it unless you want glitter all over you or something. These trainees are getting unbearably creative now.”
Riki accepted the response and chuckled, overcoming his shock. Heeseung’s popularity especially amongst the new female trainees within AISA wasn’t a surprise either way. Naturally, the guy ignored them but everyone knew how persistent they could get.
Good thing they were around to give Heeseung proper excuses.
When Riki left, Heeseung retrieved the envelope from amongst all the discarded paper in the bin and opened it, frowning at the contents of the envelope. It was a recent photograph of himself taken when he was out on a walk one evening with a bright red X on the blurry picture.
Heeseung rolled his eyes. Is this the best they could do?
All the other small signs of their presence surrounding him? He ignored them. All the shadowy men he knew were stalking him wherever he went? He pretended they never existed.
He was trained to always keep a vigilant stance and these men knew better than to provoke him. They’d never see the light of day again.
And the thing that finally pissed him off and made him decide he was ready to start fighting back?
When he came back home one day and found his penthouse absolutely ransacked. He didn’t care about anything but his study. The door was busted open and all his files and reports ripped apart. Some important ones about confidential information he’d dug up on the Kangs even stolen. His evidence board slashed through with a knife by the apparent gash on it.
Heeseung was pissed as hell that was sure.
He ran a hand through his hair, gazing around at the scene before him as he breathed out, “Fuck.”
The first thing he thought about as he took in the scene was that same time when he stumbled all the way back home all alone from the Kangs. After he was released.
The house was abandoned - the servants and bodyguards most likely had fled after realizing what happened to the Lees. He remembered what his father had taught him in the case that he was ever badly injured. Reaching for the only first aid kit he could find in his weakened state and administering what he learnt.
He remembered lying in his parents’ en-suite bathroom taking shallow and labored breaths, leaning against the edge of the bathtub. The evidence of his trauma beginning to weigh heavily on him, yet couldn’t even cry. Too numb at the moment to feel much.
The next day, he had fallen asleep in the same bathroom until he awoke to hurried mumbling and soft cackles. When he cautiously peered out from a crack by the door, he could see an unfamiliar woman. Though by your resemblance to her, he could now assume she was Mrs. Kang. The woman was taking whatever she could find for herself that belonged to his mother. Other people, supposedly Kang’s men, apparently circling the rooms of the manor and taking whatever they deemed as valuable.
From her favorite jewelry his father had gifted her - to family heirlooms and vintage desinger clothing she had adored collecting. Heeseung still remembered the immense rage he felt as he secretly watched the obnoxious woman prance around and take whatever she wanted like nothing was wrong.
Carelessly tossing away the things she didn’t want all over the floor in a messy state. He was too weak and still too young to act though and he was certain they ruined the other rooms too just like her.
So instead, he had to sit and watch the scene unfold with silent, angry tears streaming down his bloodied cheeks.
He pulled himself back to the present again, feeling that familiar rage burning within him once more.
It was time for a new plan.
One that included you this time.
You had a rather lazy day at work today. After finishing up on the report regarding your latest mission, you decided to take a walk as your friends were all busy currently.
Heels clicking as you calmly strode down the hallway leading to the lounge, you suddenly felt yourself being pulled into one of the storage closets leading off the corridor. Startled, you let out a soft yelp, only for a warm hand to clap quickly over your mouth. Your eyes went wide as you stared up at your supposed captor, heart quickening for other reasons than fear once you realized it was none other than Lee Heeseung. The renowned, hot agent of AISA. And the thing is, you’ve never even spoken to him before.
So why was he here now? Pulling you into a closet as if you both were acquainted or something? Your mind began to spiral with multiple thoughts.
You paid no attention to the boxes of case files and broken technology scattered along the shelves of the dusty closet. The dim light of the afternoon sun coming in from a window allowed you to take in his taller, handsome frame. Once he figured you wouldn’t scream, he took a step back, shoving his hands into the pockets of his slacks.
You raised your eyebrows - a silent question as to what he wanted. He caught it instantly, his eyes growing darker while unconsciously roving your body in the tight buttoned shirt and short skirt you were wearing today.
“I need you to do something for me,” he spoke bluntly.
You stared at him for a solid minute, mind reeling at his nerve before responding, “We’ve never even actually met or spoke to each other. I don’t owe you any favors.”
He nodded concededly - his gaze never leaving your figure still, before stepping closer once more. His arms braced against the wall on either side of you as he gazed down. He wordlessly took in the way your body tensed just slightly even as you tried to maintain a composed expression. And after what felt like forever, he leaned down - sharp nose brushing against your cheek as warm breath hit your skin, his voice dropping to a velvety murmur, “I think you’ll help me nonetheless, won’t you?”
You didn’t respond. Mainly because you didn’t know how to. It was as if your mind had short-circuited and your body left you in an embarrassing mess in front of him instead just to mock you. Your breathing had grown shaky, your heart rate had picked up and you were faintly aware of the fact that Heeseung definitely knew what he was doing to you. His voice echoing in your head.
You felt your stomach churn when his teeth gently nipped at your jaw - repeating himself in a firm, hoarse whisper to get you to answer.
“Won’t you Y/N?”
Your body answered before you could stop it. Trembling with sensitivity as shivers ran down your spine. You eventually nodded, a faint, breathy sigh leaving your lips subconsciously as his traveled further down to kiss the skin of your neck.
“Mhm-”
A soft chuckle left his lips, making your knees buckle slightly. His mouth leaving your neck as his forehead rested against yours momentarily - his breath mingling with yours now. Dazed, you parted your lips just slightly, making him laugh lightly again.
“Not yet. I’ll give you what you want when you do what you have to for me okay?”
You could only nod once more, barely thinking straight at the moment. Your eyes were transfixed on his soft pink lips while your mind raced when you realized how pouty and irresistible they looked on a man like him up close.
“Good girl. I need you to leave your bedroom window open for me tonight.”
He added without much thought to it, “I want to show you something.”
He didn’t wait for you to respond this time, knowing damn well you were going to comply and fulfill his request. He let his lips brush yours for a split second - sending sparks through both of you, before disappearing out of the closet.
Leaving you a complete wreck.
It was already close to midnight as you remained awake in the otherwise silent manor of the grand Kang estate. You were in your bedroom - your personal space that always gave you the comfort you needed, waiting impatiently for Heeseung.
You hugged your knees to your chest - gazing thoughtfully at the ceiling to floor bedroom windows with its pale pink curtains pulled aside. The open windows allowed a cool and gentle breeze to seep through, sending goosebumps along your exposed skin.
Your mind replayed the intense moment you and Heeseung shared earlier that day. And you hated yourself for the way you reacted to a man you barely even knew.
When you finally saw black, gloved hands sliding the window open and a figure dressed to resemble the night slipping through - you immediately sat up. Your eyes gazed intently at Heeseung, your stomach twisting just slightly as you took in how his fitted attire accentuated his toned frame.
Neither of you spoke for a long moment - the tension crackling like static in the air between you two. When he finally closed the window and approached your bedside, you nodded your head at the empty spot beside you, signaling him to have a seat as he got comfortable and peeled off his tactical ski mask.
Only then did you notice a bulky black backpack sitting on your crumpled sheets beside him, and you gazed curiously.
Your voice intrigued as you asked, “You wanted to show me something?”
Heeseung didn’t answer you. It was only when you glanced back at him did you realize where his gaze was. Your cheeks flushed slightly once you took in the way he was eyeing you shamelessly.
From the lace of your thin-strapped black cami top all the way down to the tiny silk shorts you had on. When his eyes snapped up to meet yours - the reaction was instant. Your breath hitched as you held eye contact with him, clearly seeing that now familiar pool of darkness swirling within. The same gaze you noticed back in the closet earlier today.
He clenched his fists at his sides for a moment, seemingly trying to restrain himself. Before instead, unzipping and reaching into his backpack, pulling out a few photos and files from within and tossing them over to you. Still not saying a word, but signaling you to read and go through them nonetheless.
You flicked through the files first wordlessly - when your heart tightened in your chest. Kang Dae-ho and Chung Seo-jin. Your parents. Listed within these files on multiple occasions along with in-depth details on the way they tortured and eliminated one of the most powerful and important families within the country at the time. Leading to their downfall.
It was talked about amongst people for years and even more so now as no one really knew what happened to them.
You tried to wrap your head around all of this. You knew your parents were violent - that’s not a surprise to you. What’s shocking is that you immediately recognized the family in the photos - memories resurfacing in your mind at the sight of a bright little boy. You couldn’t believe it. You made the connection easily. The audacity of your family to do any of the horrid things mentioned within this. And to Lee Heeseung’s family of all people?
“Why did they do it?” You managed to choke out a hoarse question.
Heeseung finally stopped staring at you and let out a heavy sigh, looking away from you. He didn’t answer at first, waiting for the initial shock and guilt you probably felt to ease somewhat.
“They wanted to be the best, I guess,” he responded simply, though the words cut something deep within him.
You frowned deeply. “Best at what? Being mafias? That’s stupid and I’m sure your parents weren’t a threat to them.”
“That doesn’t matter. Your parents are thirsty for blood and greedy for immense power, Y/N. They have been for longer than you think.” Heeseung’s calm voice grew slightly cold at the mention of how covetous your parents were.
“So why are you showing me this in the first place? I doubt I could do much.”
He let out a sharp laugh, shaking his head. You were gazing intently at the tattered Lee family photo in your hands.
“Isn’t it obvious? I want revenge.”
You snapped your head up to him, your eyes narrowing slightly at the way he said it so carelessly.
“And so what? You’re going to try and kill all of us?” You scoffed lightly and rambled on.
“This family cannot be targeted that easily Heeseung and you of all people should know that you’ll only get yourself killed-”
He cut you off before you could continue, his response making you stare at him with shock.
“The only people being killed here are your parents.” He added slyly, “And mark my words, you Y/N, will help me.”
Your jaw dropped as you gaped at him. Did he really expect you to just turn against your family and hurt them?
Even the thought of it sounded outrageous.
Fuming, you snapped back evenly, “I will do no such thing. I’m sorry for your loss but I will never help you carry out such vile shit. So get out of my room. Now.”
Heeseung tilted his head slightly, intrigued that you were defying him, especially with the way you acted in the storage closet beforehand.
He knew it would’ve only been a miracle for you to agree in the first place, but he needed to see your reaction just for the pleasure of it. A knowing smile played on his mouth and it only pissed you off further. He packed up the files and photos to leave while laughing darkly to himself and before he slipped out of the window he corrected - so calmly you almost regretted the way you spoke to him.
“Worth a shot. And it’s losses sweetheart. Plural.”
Heeseung sat in his study once more, contemplating the events of the past few days. (He definitely didn’t crash out trying to fix everything in his residence back to place.)
You on the other hand, have been ignoring him at AISA and he expected that obviously. Well you were more like refusing to even look at him, as if he wasn’t there at all. Not like he spoke to you either way. The only reason he even tried to pitch the idea for you to help him was because your parents were still bothering him and he wanted to act fast somehow.
The memories resurfaced and replayed in his mind like a tape record on loop. The way his parents were tormented right in front of his young eyes by Kang.
From the harsh punches and bleeding cuts by sharp inhumane objects slit into their skin - even to the brutal attempts of electrocution as they were strapped to chairs. Their bodies jolting and burning as static crackled around them.
His brother was a few years older than him, yet the teenage boy was stabbed multiple times to death - a cruel sight that he and his parents were forced to watch as he screamed and bled out to death.
He remembered his mother was led away - his father fighting against his restraints to protect her, as if he knew something extremely bad was going to happen. Heeseung never wanted to think about what occurred when multiple of the men carried her away to some other sealed-off room for a few hours, returning with her appearing empty and dead in expression before she was choked to death.
His father was the last to die before him and Heeseung was never sure why it ended up that way. Kang putting a bullet straight through his father’s skull, killing him instantly.
While he, a bruised and battered little boy - in immense pain and could barely keep his teary eyes open was forced to watch everything.
He wished he had died that night with them.
Every single day since then, he lived in silent agony as he planned to avenge their names and their deaths.
The recollection of all their screams echoed once more in his ears as if he was transported back to that night. Heeseung forced himself to snap out of his thoughts when the image of your face suddenly swam into his mind.
He twirled his pocket knife he held between his fingers as he thoughtfully gazed at his newly re-made evidence board. Pinned in the center directly over the photo of your family was a note scrawled in blood.
Heeseung didn’t care to know whose it was as it read, ‘’Leave your memories behind. They’re not yours anymore.”
The piece of paper was crumpled in front of his door when he found it one morning, days before he spoke to you. It was safe to say he was extremely fed up of the Kangs’ behavior now - thus leading to him acting irrationally regarding you. He doesn’t regret it that much though.
Using spyware he had acquired from the agency, he’d been secretly keeping tabs on you at the estate and was extremely pleased at how jittery and confused you appeared to be. You weren’t acting like yourself and the thought as to how much his intel affected you delighted him.
He’d catch you while staring at his computer screen every night - pacing in your bedroom every few hours or sitting on your bed zoned out. It was adorable to him really. The way he had gotten into your head. He didn’t expect a supposedly ‘tough’ agent like yourself to crumble at something that was normalized within your family.
They were mafias for God’s sake. Once he even thought you’d go so far as to confront your parents about everything. But you seemed to adore them unfortunately. It was disgusting in his eyes. The way you can love people blindly like that. Yet for some reason, he couldn’t ignore the strange feeling always bubbling up in his chest at the thought and sight of you - no matter how much he tried to fight it.
He shook his head, snapping out of his thoughts and let out a soft scoff to himself muttering sarcastically under his breath as a sudden wicked idea seeped into his mind, “Some agent.”
If you asked him, he found you to be a rather pathetic spy. You weren’t that tough or impassive as he’d thought you out to be. People in the agency were just glazing you because you were pretty and from a renowned family he’s sure.
Or was it just his effect that had you personally melting?
Thinking about this, Heeseung brewed up a brilliant change of plans in his mind. He knew exactly how to get to your parents - and you were going to initiate ‘Phase 1’ for him first.
He was certain of it.
You had just taken a hot shower for the evening, steam crawling out of the adjoining en-suite of your bedroom when you stepped out. You walked calmly towards your vanity dresser, glancing at yourself in the mirror as you were about to take a seat - dressed in a short thin strapped slip black nightgown with your hair tied up into its usual messy bun during the evenings, loose strands framing your face. It’s only when you noticed the figure lounging casually on your bed behind you did you flinch - clapping a hand to your mouth as you let out a startled scream that came out softer than intended when you recognizing the person.
You hastily rose to your feet while whirling around. And you demanded, anger beginning to rise up within you, “What are you doing here?”
Heeseung didn’t answer for a moment, a small smirk playing on his lips as he eyed you with that typical dark gaze of his. He wasn’t in his tactical spy gear like last time, instead he was dressed as if he was allowed to be here. Wearing a hoodie and sweatpants and sprawled comfortably on your bed as if he owned the place. Leaning back against the headboard, arms folded behind his head and long legs kicked out on your sheets.
“I wanted to see you,” he responded calmly. His tone infuriated you further.
“For what? I told you I’m not helping you.” You crossed your arms.
“It’s not that. I didn’t come because of my desire for revenge.” He paused, his dark eyes flickering up from your body to meet yours earnestly and they softened into that usual bambi gaze of his that could always capture hearts.
“I came for you.”
That made your serious expression falter, the fury beginning to quell within you - though you weren’t exactly sure why. You cleared your throat, looking away, trying to keep up the tough facade, “You expect me to believe that?”
He nodded as if the answer was obvious.
“Come here for a second.”
You didn’t move, gaining a soft exhale and a desperate plea from him.
“Please Y/N.”
After hesitating for a second, you stepped closer until you reached the edge of your bed. Before you could react, his arms reached out - pulling you on to the sheets and moving to quickly hover over where you lay.
You were so surprised that you couldn’t even think to move or fight him off. And deep down, you didn’t want to admit it but you were liking the way things were going.
He gazed deep into your eyes once more and spoke - his deep voice dropping to a soft, sincere murmur now, “I came to apologize to you. It was insensitive of me to think you could help me do something so low and cruel to the people you love.”
You listened silently - your eyes searching his. And he took it as a signal to keep going.
“It’s just- I’ve been so caught up with my intent on revenge. And I failed to realize I should’ve been focused on what was right in front of me the entire time - you.” He breathed out slowly as if debating on saying his next words.
“I’m sorry for everything. For how ignorant and cold I’ve been to you and for how I disrespected you. I’ve been trying to bury my feelings regarding you for months since I saw you at AISA and try to use the hatred I had within me against you. When the reality is that you didn’t even do anything wrong.” He shifted slightly, his hands finding their way on either side of your head as he continued.
“Can I ask you something?” He waited patiently for a response and when you nodded, he proceeded.
“Do you remember me? From when it happened all those years ago? I don’t think you realized what was going on but-”, he let out a quiet exhale, almost a laugh. “I was right there and you were so cute and innocent, happy despite everything going on and-”
You cut him off before he could finish. Wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him in for a firm kiss.
Heeseung didn’t expect that - his eyes growing wide for a moment. Until he squeezed them shut and reciprocated, kissing you deeply, his hands moving down to grip your hips tightly.
You both made out passionately until neither of you could breathe much longer. Heeseung breaking the kiss as soft panting echoed around the otherwise peaceful bedroom - his eyes searching yours deeply with a silent, burning question in them. Noticing his gaze, you nodded immediately and he didn’t hesitate to lean down, trailing soft kisses from your jaw and traveling even lower.
Your breathing grew uneven, fingers moving to tangle in his soft thick dark locks of hair as his lips kissed and sucked the soft skin along the slope of your neck.
You smelled divine to him - like vanilla and lavender combined into a faint heady scent.
A soft gasp escaped your lips as you felt him kiss along your collarbone - one of his hands reaching up to tug a strap of your nightgown off your shoulder. Your own hands shifted from his hair - snaking under his hoodie when his free hand played with the hem of your nightgown, sending a spark through you.
Heeseung lifted his head, his eyes searching yours once more as he spoke this time asking with a gentle, gravelly voice, “You okay?”
You nodded - breathless as you gazed up at him. He looked like a vision to you. Messed-up hair and hoodie lifted up just slightly from your touch to expose the faint ridges of his abs running along his stomach, the sight tempting you to pull the fabric off of him - to which he obliged.
Your breath hitched as you stared up at him, your eyes tracing the lines of his toned torso - acquired from years of training and missions with AISA. Your hands subconsciously roamed his body and you could’ve sworn you heard a soft moan from under his breath.
Heeseung hovered over you again, his hands on the hem of your nightgown as he asked almost urgently, “Can I?”
“Mhm,” you nodded once more.
He didn’t hesitate to tug the nightgown off of you, his body sliding back to sit on his knees as he breathed out a quick curse, his eyes scanning your half-naked body with awe - eyeing from your chest all the way down to the red lace panties you were wearing intently, “Oh fuck.”
He leaned down and captured your lips in a rough kiss. Need overriding his system as his tongue prodded at the seam of your lips. His warm hands sent shivers down your spine as they slid down from your neck to your chest - squeezing the soft and supple mounds of your breasts, eliciting a sweet moan from you as your lips parted, allowing his tongue to dive greedily into the caverns of your mouth.
Heeseung’s thumbs pinched lightly at your hardening nipples - the sensitivity making your back arch slightly as you whimpered into his mouth, tongue tangling with his. He smiled into the kiss continuing to provide ample attention to your chest as he squeezed and caressed your breasts, enjoying the way they felt.
He broke the kiss, his forehead resting against yours as you both breathed heavily. His eyes dropping down to watch the way he was touching your chest, murmuring in a husky tone that made fireworks erupt in your stomach.
“Fuck your tits look so perfect in my hands baby.”
That earned a breathy moan from you, your eyes fluttering shut and your thighs squeezing together as he took in your reaction eagerly. He kept going, riling you up further.
“You like that? Hm? You like it when I call you baby?”
You only blindly nodded. Losing yourself to the pleasure - whining when he pulled his hands away from your chest to slide them along your stomach instead. His voice was a seductive whisper against your ear as he leaned closer.
“C’mon Y/N you can do better than that can’t you? Answer me when I’m talking to you.”
Your eyes were half-lidded as you gazed up at him with that annoying smirk plastered on his face. Of course he just to be gorgeous and infuriating at the same time.
And you finally managed to whimper out, legs spreading eagerly at his guidance, “Yeah.”
“Good girl. You want me to keep going? You sure?” He asked with a mock-innocent tilt of his head and a teasing smile on his lips.
You nodded, whining desperately, “Mhm. Please.”
He didn’t need to be told twice. The next thing you knew Heeseung was between your legs - head buried against your thighs as he licked a hot stripe along your soaked panties with his tongue, making your back arch off the bed and your body jolt with pleasure - a startled moan slipping from your throat.
He inhaled sharply at the scent of your arousal, a pleased smile on his lips, “This wet for me already? I haven’t even done much baby.”
You didn’t respond - only fisting his hair and shoving his face back against your panties, earning a muffled laugh from him. He nudged the red lace with his nose for a moment before grabbing the waistband with his fingers, pulling away slightly to tug them down your legs and off of you entirely. He took an intent look at your body - the glistening folds of your pussy completely naked to his eyes, enticing him, before he dove back in.
The moment his mouth landed on your bare, sensitive area, your hips jerked up against his face before you could help yourself. Moaning loudly, your fingers pulled at his hair - keeping him closer as his warm hands firmly held your hips down to keep you from squirming too much.
His tongue and teeth were merciless - lips pressing against your folds as his tongue delved in towards your entrance along with his teeth nipping lightly at your clit.
The sensational feeling sent butterflies erupting within your body as it trembled - all while your breathy gasps and sweet, needy whimpers echoed around the bedroom from the way he was satisfying you.
It didn’t take long for your orgasm to approach. You felt it before you knew it - a knot tightening in your stomach. Heeseung noticed it too from the way your body tensed up against him - your hips subconsciously grinding against his face to seek further pleasure while chasing that release.
He squeezed your thighs as a signal and continued to tongue-fuck your walls ruthlessly, your fingers pulling sharply at his hair - earning you a few muffled groans against your pussy. The feeling making your mind go blank.
You came with a shudder, moaning his name with the sweetest and breathiest whimper Heeseung had ever heard. And he gently lapped up your juices while helping you ride through your high - not wanting to overstimulate you too much.
When he pulled away from between your legs and sat up to take a look at you, a proud smirk pulled at his lips seeing the state he left you in from just eating you out.
You were sprawled out beneath him, panting heavily as your chest rose and fell rapidly. Your body eventually sinking into the sheets as you slowly recovered from your high.
Heeseung licked his lips clean, tasting your release on his tongue as he mumbled - leaning down against your ear with a whisper that sent shivers through you from further sensitivity, “Done for the night?”
You slowly shook your head ‘no’, your first orgasm barely satisfying the burning desire still within you for him.
You were greedy.
He let out a breathy laugh, “No? You want more of me baby?”
It didn’t take long for him to kick off his sweatpants and boxers, his long cock - thick and leaky at the tip, flying free and slapping against his stomach from how painfully erect he was. The sight made your eyes grow wide and you could’ve sworn you felt drool at the corner of your mouth.
Heeseung stroked himself for a bit, his eyes never leaving yours. The tension between you both crackled within the air once more - the intensified desperation and desire evident between you both.
“You want this baby? You want me?” His voice was a hoarse whisper, barely restraining himself.
You could only nod, your voice catching in your throat.
The sight of the Lee Heeseung - naked and ready to fuck the living shit out of you made you get even wetter. He laughed to himself at your dazed expression, rubbing his leaky tip against your folds purposely. The action sent sharp spirals of pleasure straight up both your spines and you didn’t even bother to insist he use protection.
You wanted to feel him completely.
Heeseung didn’t really take his time. Pussy still dripping from your first orgasm, he used the remnants of your release as leverage. He bottomed out into you, earning a sharp whine from your mouth. The stretch was unbearable at first given his size, but Heeseung didn’t move just yet, feeling how stiff you were. Waiting for you to adjust to him, he stroked a few damps strands of your hair away from your face due to sweat, as your bun had fallen apart a long while back now. He nuzzled his nose against yours, not minding when your arms found their way around his neck to hold on to him.
“Easy baby I got you. You’ve done this before right? Relax for me, I promise you’ll feel good. It’ll be okay in a few.”
You relaxed after a while - especially when he kissed you to distract you. Your body melted against his and he groaned softly into your mouth, now really feeling how tightly your wet and warm walls were clenching around him.
He broke the kiss, forehead resting against yours, as he began to move slowly at first. Taking his time, he rolled his hips lightly against yours and you moaned out in response - eyes rolling back as you felt every inch of him moving within you.
The pleasure only intensified as the moment grew hotter after a few minutes, with Heeseung picking up the pace steadily. You were a moaning mess - whimpering and crying out, occasionally whining his name when he hit that sweet spot deep in you that made you see stars.
Your nails dug into his back as he pounded into you, waves of ecstasy reverberating through you as you moaned his name breathily - the sound so sweet Heeseung swore he could’ve came at just that.
“Making you feel so fucking good, aren’t I Y/N?”
“Yeah- right there? I know- I know baby,” he spoke between soft grunts as he continued to thrust deeply into you.
He winced slightly at the sting of your nails burning into his skin, though a pleased smirk pulled at his lips knowing he was making you feel amazing.
You couldn’t even speak. Completely lost in the moment. Only able to moan his name over and over amongst the other sinful sounds of your desperate whimpers and shaky gasps.
Your incoherent babbles only encouraged Heeseung to thrust faster into you, his hands spreading your legs wider to look at his cock disappearing into your sopping hole.
“You look gorgeous like this Y/N. So beautiful.”
“God, I want to put a baby in you so bad.”
His warm hands gripped your hips tighter. The dirty thought made you clench tighter around him and he felt it.
“Yeah? You like that? Would you be a good girl and let me? Hm?”
“Wanna knock my pretty girl up so fucking bad. Wanted to since the moment I saw you again.”
You whimpered desperately, fingers pulling at the hair by the nape of his neck.
“Answer me baby c‘mon. You know the rules. You want that? You want me to fill you up?”
“Teach that son of a bitch for your father a good lesson?” he mumbled out, still keeping up his brutal pace into you, between the heavy pants of you both and the sound of the bed creaking.
Both of you were approaching your releases by now and fast too. Your body tensing up again and Heeseung feeling heat pool low in his stomach.
You mumbled out a shaky ‘yeah’, followed by a sharp cry of his name.
That nearly did it for him.
The sound of skin slapping against skin growing loud and obscene as Heeseung reached down, his fingers rubbing at your clit - while still murmuring to you and praising you.
The combination of the sensational feeling and his words made you come instantly, screaming his name as your orgasm ripped through your body - your back arching and your eyes rolling back.
Heeseung took it all in with glee, still moving, knowing he was close too as he helped you ride through your high.
“Good girl. You’re doing so good.”
He let out a quiet moan as he came, shooting thick ropes of his release inside you. His hips jerking and your body shuddering as he rode through his own high before pulling out of you slowly.
Your mixed releases dripped steadily out of you and Heeseung reached down, using his fingers to push any escaping substance right back into your abused hole.
You were a vision tangled amongst the sheets as he gazed down at you. Spent and glowing after your two orgasms - with a small satisfied smile playing on your mouth. You had your eyes closed, your eyebrows furrowed and your swollen lips parted as you panted heavily, trying to recover from your high.
You were so exhausted from the intimate encounter and dozed off shortly afterwards. You didn’t even realize when Heeseung cleaned you both up and tucked you in comfortably under the covers of your bed before lying beside you.
Your body instinctively craved his warmth and shifted closer to him. He allowed you without hesitation, pulling your body against his as he wrapped his toned arms securely around you. He shifted to lay on his back, with you sleeping blissfully on his chest. Curled up into his side, with your breath hitting his neck gently, occasionally tickling his skin.
He gazed up at the ceiling of your bedroom, lost in thought as his absentmindedly stroked your hair.
Phase 1: Complete.
You stirred a few hours later, frowning slightly in your sleepy state when you felt the bed empty next to you. Your eyes snapped open and your twisted your body to look at the time on the digital clock sitting on your bedside table. It was barely 3:10 am, but you could’ve sworn you felt Heeseung’s warmth next to you as you slept.
Your heart dropped when you noticed his clothes were missing as you took a glance at the floor.
Did he leave at some random hour earlier in the night? Maybe he needed a sip of water and decided to get something from the kitchen?
As these thoughts sailed through your head, you suddenly tensed up.
Oh shit.
Your stomach dropped.
He definitely couldn’t be trusted wandering this house alone.
You scrambled off your bed and hastily grabbed your silk robe hanging on your bathroom door, tossing it on carelessly and barely managing to tie it as you slipped out your bedroom. You tiptoed silently through the mansion, not wanting to alert any of the bodyguards most likely keeping an eye on things through the security cameras.
Your parents would kill you if they knew what was happening and you’d be certain the men would report to your father if they detect an unfamiliar man wandering the hallways along with you creeping around. It’ll probably be so obvious you slept with him too.
You wanted to slap yourself.
How could you have been so stupid?
Heeseung was a spy just like you, therefore you had to put yourself in his shoes. Where would he be in a house like this? With your parents as his enemies nonetheless?
When the memory of what he showed you that day resurfaced, your heart started to pound in your chest. You didn’t waste time, picking up speed and bolting straight for your parents’ master suite - the sound of your bare feet against the cold hardwood floor a constant reminder that you might not have been quick enough.
You flung your body against the double doors and it gave easily, already unlocked. The sight that caught your eyes made your body tremble from shock.
Sitting there on the bed, side by side, were your parents.
You were too late.
Their dead eyes were wide as they stared blankly ahead, their empty gaze on the suite entrance - directly at you. The light from their eyes gone as you took in how they were tied to the bed posts with their own fancy satin sheets. The pillowcases stuffed into their mouths as gags. Their arms were bent at unnatural angles that would’ve definitely been uncomfortable and painful when they were still alive.
That wasn’t what brought the tears to your eyes though. They blurred your vision as you stared at the multiple stab wounds along their bodies - as if whoever did this had a personal grudge and took it out on every body part they could find.
Blood soaking the mattress from both their bodies that most likely bled out. They were forced to die slowly and agonizingly, suffering through the pain. You couldn’t even scream - trying your best to convince yourself this was a horrid nightmare.
That was when you noticed the fresh bullet wounds embedded right in the center of both their heads. Blood spattered on the walls behind them and the headboard of the bed. Your father’s gun, which he probably used to try to protect him and his wife, sitting on the floor beside the bed.
You could tell that whoever did this to them shot them for extra measure and pure spite after they bled out.
A choked sob ripped out from the back of your throat as you clapped a hand over your mouth, the other going to clutch the neckline of your robe by your aching heart. You let the tears and grief consume you, ashamed and filled heavily with guilt knowing you were accountable for this.
You let the monster in.
And you felt entirely responsible.
Your knees buckled, preparing yourself to hit the ground as you let out a pained wail. However, a pair of strong arms caught you from behind. You didn’t need to turn around to know who it was. He was probably hiding amongst the shadows of the suite the entire time.
Your body and mind acted on instinct while writhing and trying to pull away from him as you screamed out.
“Get away from me! Let go of me!”
“I fucking hate you, Heeseung!”
“How could you do this to me?! I trusted you!”
“Get off of me!”
Heeseung just held you silently as you screamed and yelled at him. Trying your best to pull away from him but he was stronger and overpowered you easily - crushing your body to his chest.
He couldn’t deny the pang of sympathy he felt hearing your screams and pained sobs until you finally gave up and cried into his chest.
Yet he didn’t regret what he did.
He slowly began to rub your back, his lips pressing soft kisses to to top of your head.
The fucking audacity of this man.
You tried to push him away again but he only held you tighter, almost squeezing you painfully now. This made you cry harder and louder, your wails reaching the bodyguards of the house, now stunned and speechless at the scene before them as they stood by the entrance to the suite.
Your fists held Heeseung’s hoodie tighter, bunching the fabric in your hands so tightly he thought it might tear as your shaking body sank against him.
He didn’t let go of you for a second, still comforting you. He ignored the men standing there rooted to the spot, his focus entirely on you.
Leaning down to whisper against your ear, murmuring underneath the loud echoes of your uncontrollable weeping.
“Shh it’s okay baby I got you. No one is going to hurt you.”
“I’m here. You’ll always have me.”
“And you’re stuck with me now,” he breathed out, soft breath tickling your ear as you trembled uncontrollably in his arms, his hands still rubbing your back.
He lifted his head slowly to gaze at the dead bodies lying there, motionless before his eyes. All while still comforting you with his silent gestures.
He didn’t smile - not yet.
He was internally pleased with his work though, even if he didn’t show it.
Up to now, the manic gleam that you couldn’t notice reflected deeply in his bambi eyes.
This was what they deserved.
His plan had worked.
And revenge sure is sweet.
Mission: Success.
“I’m a motherfuckin’ starboy” - Starboy, The Weeknd
🏷️: @fancypeacepersona
...I'm speechless
IT'S SO FUCKING PEAK HELLO?
It's genuinely been a long time ive this satisfied with a heeseung fic. Wht your mother feeds you to serve masterpiece like this bro? I'm a fan now. (This'd be great plot for yandere too-)
ABSOLUTE CINEMA
@heeszn I had to quite literally reblog this and reply to you because oh my goshh helloo??!! I genuinely didn’t expect such an amazing reaction to this fic because I felt like I could’ve done so much more with the plot. But this? Just this gave me so much motivation and gratitude to keep going with providing so much more content for you all to enjoy. I was actually going for more of a yandere plot yess idk how I forgot to mention that in my warnings. Oops. However, thank you so so so very much from the bottom of my heart for this!! You have no idea how this has impacted me and I love you so fucking much!! Definitely following you for this!
TRUE COLORS
Trope: Cold Boy, Warm Heart
Pairing: spy!sunghoon x spy!female reader
Synopsis: Park Sunghoon is known for being distant - polite, quiet, unreadable. Most people assume that he doesn’t feel much at all. But when you transfer as his new partner, you end up noticing the small things: the way he listens more than he speaks, the way he softens when he talks about his favorite hobby, the way he looks at you when he thinks you’re not paying attention. Slowly, he lets you into his world - late-night training sessions, quiet walks home and secrets he’s never told anyone. So when life hits him harder than he expects, you become the one person he can’t push away.
Warnings: inappropriate language (cursing), explicit mature content - smut (MDNI), oral sex (f receiving), face riding, backshots, sexual intercourse, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), somewhat angsty, mentions of shooting and slight violence, mentions of blood and Sunghoon being Sunghoon atp
Mishi’s Thoughts: My finals are done so I’ve been lazing around all week and did not manage my time properly. Thus, resulting in me barely finishing this fic in time to post. But oh well, it’s not as rushed but I hope you all can enjoy it! I wanted to add so much more details to certain scenes but I’m out of ideas and once again time. But yeahh! I actually cannot believe how fast time is going like I literally finished the hyung line in less than a month of opening this account and now I’m moving on to the maknae line. I seriously hope everyone can enjoy reading this fic and that it lives up to your standards. Plus I can’t wait to finish the rest of the series and keep evolving with my work. I didn’t get to proofread properly I am so sorry about my negligence regarding that. Also, once more, never forget that the way I write is in no way associated with any of the people I’m dealing with. Thank youu in advance for reading everyone and take care and enjoy!!
“Regardless of who she is, I thought I told you that I want to work alone now, Sir,” Sunghoon’s dry voice came out, clearly irritated as he looked around Director Lee’s spacious office.
“It’ll be good for you Sunghoon, relax. I know you’re extremely hesitant and sensitive about partners right now but-,” Lee cleared his throat, falling silent when the agent shot him a disapproving glare.
“She’ll be good for you, I’m trying to maintain agency policy here. Just give her a chance okay? Please. It might be worth it who knows?”
The director gave him a small, reassuring smile as he pushed a file across the desk towards him - a strange occurrence which Sunghoon didn’t like as it seemed like everybody was pitying him these days especially.
“I don’t need you to feel sorry for me,” Sunghoon replied curtly.
Director Lee let out a heavy exhale, trying to speak gently but it only pissed Sunghoon off further, “I know you’re still not over what happened-”
The director paused when Sunghoon slammed his hand down on the desk, rising to his feet.
He didn’t need to say anything further as he grabbed the file and stormed out of the office - kicking the door shut behind him, fuming and upset to the point where his ears had turned red with rage.
Just as he rounded the corner for the elevator, he suddenly bumped into someone, both of you losing your balance and toppling.
Before you even realized what had actually happened, you found yourself lying on top of a well-built, handsome young man. His strong arms were wrapped firmly around your waist - as if he had initially ended up below you because he was trying to protect you.
The moment you both realized what comprising position you ended up in, you hastily stood up and got off to him. Sunghoon rose to his feet, looking tense and dusting down his slacks as he coughed, looking anywhere but at you.
When his attention did end up refocusing on an awkward-looking you, he froze before tilting his head when he recognized you.
“You’re Lee Y/N?” He asked, his voice cold and uninterested but you noticed the curiosity lingering in his gaze as he eyed you.
You nodded, finally taking a proper look at him yourself.
“I am, yeah. Do I know you?” You asked, remaining polite as possible.
He stuck out his hand for you to shake briefly, “Soon you will. I’m your new partner you’re assigned to.”
You shook his hand in return, realization dawning on you, “Is that so? Wait you’re Sunghoon? It’s nice to meet you, oh-”
You blinked, processing the fact that he barely shook your hand for about a split second before hastily pulling away.
Sunghoon shoved his free hand into his slacks pocket, the other gripping the file he dropped when he bumped into you.
He looked away, not really taking much of an interest in keeping conversation with you it seems.
“Sorry about bumping into you. I wasn’t looking where I was going,” he spoke up after a few minutes of prolonged silence with you two standing there uncomfortably.
You immediately reassured him, “No no it’s okay don’t worry. I should’ve paid attention to where-” your voice trailed off, watching Sunghoon and walk away without another glance when he realized you didn’t have a problem with him.
“What a weird prick,” you muttered under your breath, watching him disappear into the elevator.
When you entered Director Lee’s office down the hall after knocking, you immediately complained, “Dad, must I really be assigned to a partner like him?”
Your father laughed, shaking his head, “I see you’ve met Sunghoon on his way out? Yeah he’s in a bad mood. I’m sorry sweetheart.”
You huffed, crossing your arms, “I was only trying to be polite and he just walked away in the middle of conversation. Barely any decent manners if you ask me.”
“You two just need to get warmed up to each other. Sunghoon’s a great agent, he’ll be careful and considerate to work with during your missions. Which is exactly why I had him assigned to you, he doesn’t take nonsense lightly.”
You frowned, ready to object but Lee beat you to it, “He’s not as bad as you think. He just needs to warm up to you that’s all. And he’ll be great help with improving your techniques during training.”
You let out a heavy exhale, massaging your temples as you tried to joke out lightly, “You know I’m like you right? Barely any patience unless I really try?”
Director Lee smiled, a knowing one that reached his eyes.
“Which is exactly why I’m pleading with you on this sweetheart. Give him a chance with some time and just be patient with him okay? He’s a complicated man sure, but he’s not as tough as you think.”
When it was time for your first mission together, you genuinely thought you were just wasting your time with Sunghoon.
It infuriated you that he refused to acknowledge your presence, keeping a polite distance and rarely letting you do anything.
He was treating you like a burden, as if you were some temporary assignment and you hated it.
It didn’t help that he barely spoke either, unless completely necessary and that was usually when he was barking out orders to you.
“Stay here,” he told you curtly.
You both were hiding from view behind one of the warehouse security camera’s blind spots, shielded by a forklift.
You frowned, “You’re going in without me? That’s dangerous.”
Sunghoon whipped his head back at you, eyes narrowed.
“This is an easy mission. I can do it myself.”
You scoffed, crossing your arms, “So that’s what this is about? You working alone all the time? That’s not fair Sunghoon I’m your partner now!,” you practically whisper-yelled at him.
He frowned, massaging his temples as if you were somehow stressing him out, “It’s not like that Y/N but-”
“Then what? You can’t stop being an insufferable asshole even if it’s just for a minute?” You seethed, making him fall silent.
Sunghoon stared at you intently for a long moment - his face betraying nothing, not saying anything at first until he rasped out, “Insufferable asshole?”
When you realized you just insulted him to his face you immediately regretted it, “Sunghoon- wait-”
You didn’t get to utter out an apology because he walked away, not even bothering to answer you as he made his way towards warehouse - hiding from the shadows and of course you - to gather the documents required to complete the mission without you.
You on the other hand, stood there by the forklift, stunned. You did feel the guilt creeping up within you at your own words. But when you finally snapped out of your thoughts and decided to follow him - he was nowhere to be found.
“Shit,” you muttered under your breath as you scoured the perimeter, searching for him.
“Sunghoon you there? We can talk later about everything just let me know you’re alright.”
There was no response from him, only static could be heard over the intercom connected to your watch.
When you rounded a corner of the warehouse, you noticed a door left slightly open. Assuming Sunghoon went through there, after carefully assessing your surroundings, you slipped inside as well - disappearing into the darkness that lay ahead.
You tried to be as quiet as possible, tiptoeing down the dimly-lit corridor leading off away from where you came through.
You were so distracted trying to find Sunghoon that you didn’t even notice the functioning security cameras glaring right at you as you passed various doors.
“Looking for something love?” You froze, hearing an unfamiliar voice behind you.
Slowly you turned around, your eyes meeting a pair of rather sinister ones, a tall, buff man with his arms crossed was standing before you that definitely was not Park Sunghoon.
You took a step back, the man following with one of his own as you instinctively raised your hands in surrender.
“I- I just got lost that’s all-”
The man cut you off with a deep chuckle, shaking his head as he cracked his knuckles while giving you a once over.
“You shouldn’t be here. This is private property obviously.” He stepped closer to you, your retreated movements resulting in your back hitting the corridor wall.
Fuck. Dead end.
The unfamiliar man’s voice dropped lower, almost malicious, “And pretty girls shouldn’t lie.”
Before the man could even so much as grab you, a loud thunk reverberated in the air, something coming into contact with the man’s head and knocking him out cleanly.
You stared in shock for a moment as you watched the man slump to the floor unconscious, your stunned expression meeting an angry Sunghoon’s glare.
He was livid, chest heaving as he glanced between the motionless figure and you, his gun still in his hand which he used the grip and magazine of to strike him.
Yells could be heard from both ends of the hallway - hurried voices and running footsteps rushing in from either side and you felt yourself behind to panic, unsure of what to do in this situation.
Sunghoon, sensing your inner turmoil somehow, just grasped your hand before pulling you into one of the rooms off the corridor, locking the door and buying you both some time.
You tried to catch your breath, turning around to search for an escape within the room when you let out a startled yelp, your gaze landing on the sight before your eyes.
You immediately backed up as your eyes adjusted to the confines of the room, the stench of something rotten reaching your and Sunghoon’s noses as you ended up bumping into him. He caught you easily and you were heavily aware of how tight he was gripping you as he himself scanned the room.
The room was dim, lit only by a flickering bulb that swung from the ceiling and a window really far up a wall exposing the dark night sky outside. Beneath it lay a pile of bodies, stacked haphazardly like discarded attempts of a terrible experiment.
Some were bound at the wrists. Some had broken restraints still attached. Some had claw marks on the floor leading away from them - long, desperate trails that ended abruptly.
The walls surrounding you both were covered in scratch marks, overlapping in frantic layers. Words. Pleas. Names. Some carved so deep that the plaster had cracked.
And scattered across the floor were the objects that had caused all of it: a serrated clamp, a hammer with a bent handle, a metal rod blackened at the tip, even a saw missing half its teeth. Tools that had been used until they broke.
The bulb flickered again, making you flinch.
Something shifted in the pile and for a moment you thought this was the end.
Nothing was alive though - just collapsing under its own weight.
Sunghoon tried to unlock and open the door you both just came through, frowning as he realized something.
“They locked it from the outside,” he said with annoyance in his tone.
“Gun out,” he turned around, raising his own at the pile of rotting corpses with disdain.
“Oh right. I forgot I had that,” you replied sheepishly, pulling your own pistol out from the holster strapped to your hip.
Sunghoon merely shot you an unamused glance, not pleased with your reaction and your attempts at joking as he continued, “That window up there is our only shot out. Calling for backup is too risky as they might intercept and come in to kill us themselves.”
“Besides we don’t even know what the hell these people were doing with this things. They could be alive still for all we know,” he added, moving around the pile and making his way towards the window, a small barred square that even you weren’t certain you could fit through.
You grimaced at the sight and smell of everything before you in the room, well aware of the dried up blood spilled all over as your own boots crunched against the floor, following Sunghoon carefully.
He stepped aside when you approached the window, sinking down on to one knee and he rolled his eyes when you only shot him a confused expression in response.
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a thermal lance pen, saying exasperatedly as he handed it to you, “Climb up and cut the bars Y/N. I’ll give you a boost.”
You grumbled under your breath at his attitude before putting one foot on his outstretched hands, leaping up with the help of his strength and grabbing on to the ledge of the window as he hovered below to catch you just in case.
You used the beams of laser heat shooting out of the pen to cut through some of the bars, using your hand to pull the grill aside and push the window up and open forcefully.
A loud clang echoed from outside when the shutter fell to the concrete outside, Sunghoon grimacing below you.
Before you could climb out however, you glanced back down at Sunghoon below you, “How are you getting out?”
He raised his eyebrows, responding simply, “You have to pull me out.”
You scoffed, “I don’t have strength for that.”
He gave you a once-over nodding to himself, “I know that.”
You frowned, narrowing your eyes down at him, “So?”
He exhaled heavily, shaking his head, “Leave it Y/N. I don’t need your help.”
You rolled your eyes, muttering under your breath, “Sorry for offering then.”
You pushed yourself through the opening the window gave, falling with a soft grunt to the concrete ground outside the warehouse.
“Oh great,” you mumbled to yourself, rising to your feet and backing slowly against the wall as you took in the semi-circle of men surrounding you with their vicious guard dogs growling.
You raised your pistol, aiming around at each of them but they only laughed in your face, their own guns aimed in your face. Even you knew you were overpowered.
At that moment thankfully, Sunghoon jumped down smoothly from the window above you.
You hated how cool he looked when he landed in front of you, already shooting at multiple of the men around you both, catching them off-guard.
“Oh fuck run!” You yelled at Sunghoon, when some of the men that got shot buckled over, letting go of the drooling guard dogs that lunged at you both.
You ran as fast as you could, trying to keep up with Sunghoon’s longer legs as you felt the adrenaline kick in - pulse roaring in your ears and your breathing ragged as white puffs of breath escaped your mouth in the cold.
The sounds of the dogs picking up speed behind you echoed in your head - their menacing growls and the scraping of their chains let loose as they dragged along the ground reverberated through your spine. You could even hear the other uninjured men chasing after you two.
When you and Sunghoon rounded a corner of the warehouse and reached the low wall the both of you climbed over to begin this mission in the first place, you were barely standing.
Before you could even think to turn and check back on those chasing you, Sunghoon picked you up and practically tossed you over the edge, landing in the dirt below with a disgruntled expression.
You didn’t even get the time to yell at him as he grabbed your hand, pulling you to your feet and sprinting away towards the car parked in the distance near some bushes shielding it.
When you piled into the car with him and he sped off, you finally let out a heavy breath of relief.
“That was so close wouldn’t you say?” You let out, shooting him a glance, only to find his eyes fixated straight ahead on the dark road as he ignored you.
You cleared your throat, the uneasy tension from earlier still vibrating in the air between you both and you were sure he was only more upset because the mission went downhill.
“Did you manage to get the documents?” You tried again.
He only grunted in response, using his free hand to reach into his jacket and pull out some folded documents before tossing them on to your lap without a word.
You stayed silent as you got his cue that he didn’t want to talk to you right now.
Really and truly he had every reason to be pissed and you knew that. That didn’t make you feel better though, if anything you got even more frustrated with him.
So instead, you went through the documents silently as he drove, refusing to look at him.
At least one thing went right for this mission.
And Sunghoon only clenched the steering wheel tighter with his fists in response.
You didn’t speak to Sunghoon for weeks since your first mission. And of course, you didn’t expect him to initiate conversation with you either.
Instead, you opted for passing him straight in hallways at AISA. Once, you tried to reach out to him to talk about what happened and apologize for that night, but he only kept his face straight and ignored you.
It definitely cut deep you were certain about that. You couldn’t fathom how he could hurt you this badly with his behavior and continue to act cold towards you.
Your friends told you to let it slide. That Sunghoon was always like that with people and he shouldn’t get to you. His friends often shot you sympathetic glances and apologetic smiles whenever you were around them.
Whenever you asked about how he’s come to behave like this, no one could answer you. Not even your own father.
As if everyone was keeping some secret from you that you didn’t deserve to know the truth about.
The situation only enraged you further, building up into something deep and painful to stop focusing on.
After almost a month had passed, with AISA having no new mission for you both and everyone ignoring the conflict between you and your partner - you decided to take matters into your own hands.
You noticed Sunghoon walking alone away from headquarters one late evening, the moonlight illuminating his toned figure.
He had his hands shoved into his pockets, his bag slung over over shoulder and his hair messed up slightly as he constantly ran his hand through it.
Seems someone had a stressful day.
You were a bit hesitant to approach him at first, unsure of if he would snap at you or even just ignore you like always.
But you took a deep breath, slowly trailing after him before yelling so he could hear in the distance, “Park Sunghoon!”
You could tell he froze up ahead, his footsteps pausing against the pavement but he didn’t turn around. You took it as your cue to speak with him, quickly increasing your pace to stand against him.
He began walking again and you followed beside him silently for a moment.
Eventually speaking up, you said, “I’m sorry for everything. Will you please let me explain and make things up for the sake of us being partners?”
Sunghoon didn’t look at you, his gaze at the path ahead. Streetlights illuminated the serious expression on his face as if he was contemplating your request.
You kept an eye on him for any subtle signs and once he nodded, you continued, “I know the way I behaved that night was reckless and uncalled for as a specially trained agent for AISA. I got so caught up with the way I talked to you and I thought you were offended which is why I tried to look for you when you weren’t answering me and-”
“I didn’t care,” he cut you off simply, making you pause with your short rant.
“Oh.” You blinked, processing his words.
You started again, brushing off his nonchalant comment, “Regardless I still want to apologize. It was insensitive of me to insult you like that, especially when we were supposed to be working together on our first mission as partners.”
When Sunghoon didn’t respond, the silence stretched between you two.
Taking it as a signal to just keep going you proceeded to keep speaking, “Also I know you’re probably extremely pissed about the fact that I ended up getting us caught. I wasn’t thinking straight and I really was just full of guilt and regret for the way I spoke to you. I just really wanted to help you and to make this mission worth it but you just wanted to do everything yourself and I found it so unfair and-”
You kept ranting, not hearing when Sunghoon tried to stop you, “Y/N-”
You didn’t listen, still blabbering on, “And I was being so stupid because I had my gun the entire time and I just ended up all rattled and ridiculous that I couldn’t think straight. Plus on top of that-”
“Y/N.” Sunghoon stopped walking, turning to face you with a stern expression.
You were so caught up in making things right with him that you didn’t even realize he was walking on your left side near the road the entire time, when you could’ve sworn he was on your right when you first joined him.
You immediately shut up, stopping as well as you looked up at him with a sheepish expression, “Sorry.”
Sunghoon let out a heavy exhale, looking anywhere but at you as he responded, “I don’t have a problem with you. And I’m not upset at you in any way either.”
You stared up at him as if you were seeing seven heads on his body or something.
“What?” He demanded coldly, crossing his arms.
You shook your head, “Nothing. Nothing it’s fine. You really mean that? You forgave me and never had an issue with me this whole time?”
Sunghoon simply nodded.
“So why you were ignoring me for weeks now?” You prodded, a small pout on your lips.
He shrugged lightly, “I just didn’t see the need to talk to you apart from missions. I wasn’t ignoring you.”
You spluttered, clearly confused, “But your attitude. Your friends. Your glares. They-”
“You’re overthinking it,” he interrupted firmly.
“I don’t hate you but I don’t like you at the same time. We’re just acquaintances working as mission partners aren’t we?” He asked, moving to continue walking again.
“Also, let’s train together from now on. I’ll organize weekly training sessions for us. It’ll help with your distracting persona.”
You didn’t even get the chance to answer as he called out without turning around, “Let me walk you home.”
You stood there, rooted to the spot for a solid minute before hastily jogging to catch up with him. Your mind racing at the unanswered questions and confused thoughts in your head.
Training sessions with Sunghoon were not something you expected. Let alone the way he acted while assisting and working with you.
You weren’t exactly sure how or why he softened up. Maybe it was your desperate apology that night? Or the way you were finally learning to respect his boundaries and give him space if you must?
You couldn’t be certain.
All you knew was that Sunghoon were definitely being nicer.
And you found that pretty strange.
He offers to improve your techniques. Teaching you tips and tricks that you never learnt when you were training for the first time with actual, professional instructors.
You two eventually learned to work extremely well together too. Managing to keep a seamless flow between each other.
From warm-up drills and partner rotation, to room-clearing drills and cover-to-cover movement. Even with lie detection drills and role-play interrogation or crowd blending and shadowing drill.
You and Sunghoon worked together for days on end each week, navigating through your partnership dynamics and learning to understand and communicate with each other better.
Things got rather tense in a completely different way between you two one particular evening.
You were practicing the pinned-to-the-floor scenario with Sunghoon. Attempting to escape his mounted hold within a certain timeframe and manage to fight back.
You two had been reviewing the various tactics and positions this could happen in all week.
But when the actual test was to be done, Sunghoon hovering over you and firmly pinning your resisting body to the ground, things took a complicated turn.
For a moment, it felt as if time had stopped. He had stiffened over you, feeling it in his grip. Your own eyes went wide as other irrelevant thoughts to the real reason for this moment surfaced in your mind.
You were staring up at him, a bit flustered for what felt like an eternity. Him doing the same and you could’ve sworn you noticed something rather similar to hesitancy swirling in his darkened gaze.
It appeared as if both of you had forgotten what to do in the first place. Neither of you making a move to back off just yet. You didn’t bother to fight back and Sunghoon didn’t proceed to hold you any tighter.
It wasn’t until the 2 minute timer went off - a resounding alarm shrieking in both your ears, did you both snap back to reality. With him clearing his throat unnecessarily loudly as he pulled away from you as if burnt while you pushed him off of you and hastily sat up to dust your clothes.
You looked anywhere but at him, moving to busy yourself with a text you received from one of your friends as you checked your phone.
Sunghoon was hovering nearby, rubbing the back of his neck as he pretended to tidy up things in the training room that weren’t even touched in the first place.
Eventually, the silence seeming to burn Sunghoon, he asked carefully, “Do you want us to go get coffee? We can practice a bit more later after or head home if you want.”
You lifted your gaze from your phone, surprised he was making an attempt to socialize and interact with you for something other than business and you nodded slowly, “Okay.”
When you both waltzed into the cafe around the block from AISA - that was thankfully open and still pretty busy for such late hours of the evening before closing time, you and Sunghoon waited in line for your turn to order together.
“Good evening. What can I get you both tonight?” A friendly barista asked with a small smile on her face.
“A black coffee please,” Sunghoon replied, his eyes on the menu board hanging above the counter before focusing on you, waiting for you to order for yourself.
“I’ll have an iced vanilla latte please,” you responded warmly.
The barista inputted the information on the screen in front of her, printing your bill and handing it to Sunghoon, “Alright. There you go.”
You were about to reach into your purse to pay for your drink but Sunghoon beat you to it. He already had his wallet out, handing some spare change he had left over to cover the bill.
You blinked the sight before you, ready to protest, “I could’ve paid for myself you know-”
“No need.” He cut you off easily, gazing straight ahead at the barista while she counted the money.
She had a knowing smile on her lips once she confirmed the payment, “Thank you. Feel free to have a seat while waiting for your orders.”
You were still a bit pouty about Sunghoon paying for you as you turned to find a table, when she called out lightly, “Oh I almost forgot. What name should the order be for?”
You opened your mouth to tell her your name but Sunghoon’s deep voice voiced out instead, “Sunghoon. Call Sunghoon for both.”
You blinked rapidly at Sunghoon, trying to process his behavior while the barista only shrugged at you, biting back a laugh as she moved to give your orders to another worker to prepare.
When you and Sunghoon took seats in a booth opposite each other at the corner of the cafe, you stared at him with narrowed eyes, “What was that all about?”
He looked around, refusing to make eye contact with you, “What?”
You sighed, “Just now at the agency, Sunghoon.”
He shrugged lightly, “Nothing.”
You frowned slightly, “Don’t give me that.”
“It’s nothing. Just basic manners.” He responded simply.
You rolled your eyes, realizing he wouldn’t push further and decided to pursue another topic instead, “You hesitated. Why?”
By the way Sunghoon tensed up just slightly and yes you noticed it, you figured he knew exactly what you were talking about.
He finally looked at you, that same expressionless and distant gaze in his eyes as he raised his eyebrows, “With what?”
You let out a soft breath, ready to explain when the barista called out within the cafe, “Orders for Sunghoon ready!”
You took a deep breath when he left to collect your drinks, Sunghoon returning a few minutes later with both your coffees along with a straw for you and napkins.
You rose to your feet, collecting everything for you with a quiet “Thanks” before you two made your way out of the cafe, walking back to AISA.
You sipped your latte, the refreshing taste of the beverage making you feel a bit better as you tried again, “I was talking about during our training session before this. You hesitated when you pinned me down. I just want to know why.”
Sunghoon took a sip of his coffee, while you tried to piece together how he could enjoy such a bitter taste and he answered quickly, “Don’t say it like that.”
You blinked, asking innocently even though you knew exactly what he meant, “Like what?”
He didn’t respond, making you roll your eyes as you sipped your drink again, a small smile tugging at your lips as you learnt his conduct well by now.
“Thanks for the coffee by the way. I don’t think I thanked you before. I appreciate it.” Your voice was low, eyes on the stars above that littered the night sky as you two walked towards the tall, skyscraper that contained the headquarters of AISA.
He just hummed slightly in response, taking a long drink of his own coffee as you two entered through the revolving doors together.
“Iced vanilla latte,” Sunghoon’s familiar voice made you snap your gaze up to him, surprised at the gesture as he handed you the drink.
It appeared that he left after another training session you both had just now and brought coffee for you two. He was holding a paper cup of his usual black coffee as well.
You sat up on the sticky mat you were laying on.
“Oh. Thank you. You remembered,” you accepted the drink gratefully, letting out a sigh of content as you took a sip.
He moved to sit beside you, letting out a quiet groan as he stretched, downing the rest of his coffee with a long chug.
Startled you asked, “That exhausted?”
He nodded and you could’ve sworn you saw the corners of his lips tug upward just slightly for a moment.
You two sat in awkward silence for a moment, with you sipping your latte and Sunghoon finishing his coffee, crushing the paper cup when he was done.
“You’ve improved a lot since we started training,” he commented lightly.
You scoffed lightly, a quiet smile on your lips, “I wasn’t a completely useless agent you know. I trained before being partnered with you.”
He let out a quiet laugh of disbelief, making you roll your eyes, “Yeah well you didn’t really behave like a trained agent if I do say so myself.”
You huffed, “I wasn’t that bad I swear.”
Sunghoon shook his head, a wider smile on his lips now, “Yeah sure. Whatever you say.”
He continued and you were positive he was joking as he warmed up to you now, “Maybe you managed to slack off on training because your father is the great Director Lee.”
You bubbled out a quiet laugh, “If anything I had to go through tougher sessions and scrutiny because of him.”
Sunghoon chuckled lightly, watching you sip your latte, “Why’d you become an agent? Because of him?”
You nodded, “Somewhat. I really admired the way he carried himself because he was a Director you know?”
He nodded in understanding, listening silently as you kept going.
“He didn’t want me to at first. Both him and my mom were scared that I wouldn’t be able to handle how demanding this kind of work was. But I was determined to follow in his footsteps.”
Sunghoon played with the crumpled cup in his hand as he paid attention to you.
“I think one of the main reasons why I acted so rationally that night on our first mission was because I thought I was disappointing them. Being on bad terms with my partner and barely contributing.”
“You were terrified of losing the one opportunity you were getting,” he finished for you.
You nodded, an embarrassed smile on your face.
“Then I should let him know that you’re doing pretty well for a newbie,” he responded lightly.
You paused mid-sip, “You’d do that for me?”
He shrugged, resting his arms on his knees as he kept looking at you.
“Any hobbies?” He suddenly asked.
“What?” You looked at him confused, his intense stare weighing heavily on you.
“You heard me.”
“Photography.” You answered simply.
That answer seemed to surprise me, “Really? A rather far cry from becoming an agent if you ask me.”
You let out a knowing laugh, nodding as you finished your latte, “It’s a rather calming and fun hobby if you ask me.”
“What about you?” You added.
“Working out.” He answered nonchalantly.
You chuckled lightly, “You do that all the time. You’re a government agent for God’s sake.”
He let out a soft laugh - the sound surprising both you and him, though he tried not to show it, “Alright fine.”
He didn’t say anything for a few minutes, fiddling with the crumpled cup in his hand.
“Figure skating.”
You lifted your head up to meet his gaze, eyes wide, “Seriously?”
He freezes, realizing he was treading on deep ground with you as he slowly nodded.
You stared at him with pure shock.
“You did ice skating?” You asked, clearly appalled.
Sunghoon seemed to relax and find amusement in your astonishment as he nodded, relenting calmly.
“Not much now. But when I was younger as a child growing up. It was a hobby I couldn’t get enough of.”
You raised your eyebrows, “Did you do it professionally then?”
He nodded, a fond look in his eyes as he stared at the floor ahead of him, recalling his past, “Mhm. I was rather good at it too.”
“Oh don’t boast now,” you joked as you both laughed.
“Why’d you quit?” You prodded, making him sober up slightly.
Sunghoon let out a heavy sigh, “Sort of just ended up getting caught in life I suppose. Got this opportunity at AISA and decided to take it.”
“Do you miss it? Ice skating?” You asked thoughtfully.
He nodded.
“I do yeah. Sometimes I think about what life would be if I just stuck to that instead.”
You hummed, “Do you still practice sometimes?”
He shook his head, “Not really. I haven’t had the time.”
“And even if I did, I’m either too exhausted or too lazy,” he added, making you nod in understanding.
You flashed him a sympathetic smile as he rose to his feet, moving to the trash bin in the training room to throw away his empty cup.
“Ready to keep going?” He asked, changing the topic.
You nodded, following suit as you tossed your own empty latte cup into the bin.
You and Sunghoon seemed to be bonding rather well as the months passed.
On missions, things flowed effortlessly between you two. No mishaps or mistakes occurring as you two succeeded on multiple missions further since.
Sunghoon was warming up considerably well to you too, often engaging in light conversation out of work with you - even if he didn’t speak much, or inviting you to chill with him in the lounge.
One lazy afternoon, you two were playing a game of chess together, the lounge peaceful and calm as most agents were out on missions or in their offices and workrooms for training.
You and Sunghoon were playing a game of chess together in the lounge one lazy afternoon.
The recent mission you two had from three days ago should’ve been over.
You and Sunghoon had slipped into Helix Tower’s upper floors, retrieved the encrypted drive and walked out clean. No alarms. No tails. No signs of compromise.
Just justice from a toxic and corrupt institution.
But the mistake was already planted - a tiny oversight Sunghoon nor you didn’t catch.
A micro-tracker embedded in the drive casing.
He didn’t see it. You didn’t see it. And the lab hadn’t scanned it for the evidence within just yet.
And now the consequences were crashing down around the agency.
It started with a loud alarm. Blaring lightly at first before increasing in sound and intensifying the alertness and energy within the agency.
You and Sunghoon leaped to your feet, chess game abandoned with guns at the ready - aimed at the lounge door.
The entire skyscraper lit up in red as enemy infiltration teams - most likely from Helix Tower, breached the lower levels, riding the tracker’s signal straight into AISA’s supposedly impenetrable headquarters.
Sunghoon reacted before anyone else could properly understand what was happening.
He grabbed your wrist, pulling you behind him as the reinforced glass walls sealed shut. AISA going into complete lockdown - trapping both agents and enemies inside.
He didn’t care about protocol. He didn’t care about shouts reverberating around him from other agents or AISA’s specialized built-in AI system calmly explaining protocol and orders that must be followed in order to terminate the enemies.
Sunghoon only cares about one thing: you.
Every corridor you moved through, he cleared first. Every blind corner, he shielded you with his body. When the elevators were overridden and hostile operatives flooded the 22nd floor, he shoved you into a maintenance shaft and took the brunt of the fight alone, refusing to let a single threat get close.
He didn’t tell you the truth until you reached the emergency command deck.
“Fuck it’s all my fault,” he said, voice low, breath sharp.
“They’re here because of me. They have to be. I didn’t check the drive properly when we got it. They’re after us because of that mistake.”
You furrowed your eyebrows, trying to piece everything together, “What? Is this because of the drive?”
He nodded, gunshots echoing from your surroundings.
“That’s not your fault Sunghoon. Then both of us would have to be blamed because I didn’t think about checking it out thoroughly either.”
Sunghoon didn’t answer you and you could’ve sworn the typically calm Park Sunghoon appeared to be agitated.
Screams and yells making you flinch slightly. Thankfully, reinforcements prepared for situations such as this had everything covered.
Well, so you both hoped.
You weren’t captured. You weren’t even grazed.
Because Sunghoon fought like a man trying to rewrite fate - desperate, precise, relentless.
Even as AISA scrambled to regain control of the skyscraper, he stayed by your side - jaw tight, eyes scanning every shadow.
He wouldn’t let you out of arm’s reach, even if you were desperate to help and even protect your father.
Especially not after realizing the enemy had been on both your trails for days because of him.
And in all the chaos - alarms blaring, agents shouting, enemies still inside the building - one thing became painfully clear:
Sunghoon would burn the entire skyscraper down before he let anyone touch you.
A week had passed since the infiltration at AISA, but you felt extremely anxious and worried still.
The enemies were executed and Helix Towers ended up being destroyed financially and physically as a company with help from the government.
The agency was safe.
But why did that only make you see Sunghoon less and less as the days went by?
No agent was killed in the incident and most barely injured due to how well-trained they were.
Everything felt perfectly normal now.
But you could’ve sworn you hadn’t seen Sunghoon in AISA since. He barely even texted these days as well, unless you started conversation.
It made something uneasy well up inside you, nagging at your brain and when you couldn’t take it any longer, you paid your dad a visit for answers.
“I thought you knew about what Sunghoon did,” Director Lee said calmly, swiveling around in his desk chair to face you.
You frowned, clearly puzzled, “Is this about the encrypted drive?”
Lee exhaled heavily, shaking his head as he grabbed a file from one of his desk drawers, handing it over for you, “No not that.”
He gestured for you to read the documents, his voice quiet, almost apologetic.
“Sweetheart, Sunghoon sent in his resignation letter.”
Your heart dropped, eyes scanning the words of Sunghoon’s letter with your mind spiraling.
“You didn’t process it yet right?” You choked out, emotion catching in your tone.
Your father sensed it but didn’t say anything as he shook his head, “Not yet, no.”
You dropped the file back on his desk, already turning to leave, “Then I need to talk to him.”
When you arrived at Sunghoon’s familiar apartment complex, you didn’t even bother to wait on the elevator, hurrying up the emergency staircase with heaving breaths to his floor.
You pounded on the door anxiously, hands on your knees as you breathed raggedly, desperation clouding your head more than anything.
When the door opened you straightened up, not hesitating to land a harsh slap across his cheek.
You stared angrily up at a stunned Sunghoon, his hand on his now red cheek with his head tilted to the side, still frozen in place.
“So that’s it huh?” You heaved, hands on your hips.
Sunghoon seemed to compose himself, snapping his gaze down at you, “What was that for?”
“The same thing I said at the beginning to you. For being an insufferable asshole.”
Sunghoon exhaled softly, starting, “If this is about the resignation letter-”
“Yes it’s damn well about the fucking letter!” You snapped back, startling him when you cut him off.
“What’s wrong with you? Out of the blues just like that? You didn’t even think to tell me! Acting like everything was perfectly fine while I thought you were just sick or something!”
“Y/N wait- just listen-”
But you didn’t want to hear it, raising your voice at him now, “Was it fun?! Acting like you actually cared for me? Wasting my time when we were finally finding solid ground to work on together?”
Sunghoon fell silent at your words and you could see the guilt surfacing in his eyes.
“You know what your problem is, Park Sunghoon?” You asked, tears welling up in your eyes as you seethed at him.
“You’re nothing but a fucking coward.” Your voice broke, making him flinch slightly.
“A single mistake and you close up and leave like some fool! Leaving other people in the dust to pick up behind you and move on and it’s absolutely sick!”
He didn’t say anything. How could he? You were certain your words stung.
You didn’t say another word, turning to leave a downcast and sullen Sunghoon behind with his gaze on his feet and his fists clenched tightly at his sides.
Restraining himself so he wouldn’t chase after you.
You took a month’s leave from the agency.
Your father respected your decision and granted your request without questioning. Though he and your mother never stopped checking on you every day since.
He had relayed to you recently that Sunghoon had reached out to him - to hold back on processing the resignation letter and that he’ll just take some time off instead for his health.
You were relieved if anything, but still angry and broken inside. Feeling utterly betrayed by the one you thought was your close partner now.
He didn’t reach out to you and you didn’t reach out to him. You didn’t really communicate much with anyone as a matter of fact, letting yourself fall into a deep oblivion of despair and hurt that you couldn’t shake off.
And Sunghoon? He was feeling the same thing, if not even more miserable for the way he treated you.
His past burdened him, weighing heavily in his chest since the moment he lost his previous partner all those months back.
It was the only reason he even thought to resign from AISA since the infiltration. The flashbacks, guilt, regret and anger all directed towards himself casting a difficult burden to navigate through life with.
When almost a month had passed since that evening outside his apartment, he decided he couldn’t take it anymore.
All the sleepless nights, the way his heart ached severely deep in his chest, the way his body refused to cooperate with him in terms of his appetite and the constant overthinking that made his thoughts spiral in a way no pill could calm.
He had to see you.
And that was how the infamous Park Sunghoon ended up on his knees at your doorstep.
He was a sobbing mess by your feet when you opened your apartment door, confusion and bewilderment mingling on your face as you watched him.
When he caught sight of you, he hastily rose to his feet and gripped your shoulders, crushing you against him as he cried weakly against the crook of your neck.
You didn’t push him away. How could you?
Kicking the door shut, you both slowly walked towards a couch on your living room, plopping down on it while he lay his head on your lap, bawling even harder against your thighs.
You were in a state of complete shock, tears pooling up into your own eyes at the sounds of his painful sobs and choked whimpers.
You had genuinely never seen Sunghoon in such a state before. And the thought unnerved you because if he was this emotional and expressive to you at the moment, then your disagreement must have cut really deep at something within him.
You opted for just stroking his hair instead to calm him down, which was rather soft to the touch much to your astonishment.
He was gripping your legs tightly, refusing to let go as his sobs quietened.
Eventually, after burying his face against your skin multiple times - staining them with his tears, he finally stopped crying and moved to lay on his back, facing you with a small pout that made your heart squeeze.
He cleared his throat, the typical neutral expression and careful distance on his face and tone non-existent now as he spoke to you, voice hoarse raspy from crying.
“I’m sorry.” He started off simply.
At first you thought that was all he was going to say - given the long pause afterwards, but as you opened your mouth to speak, he raised his hand signaling that he wanted to continue without your input just yet.
“Let me finish.”
You nodded, pursing your lips slightly as you rubbed at your teary eyes with the sleeve of your hoodie.
“You were right. I am a coward. Have been for years. And I want to explain to you why I’m like that.”
He hesitated, clearly still a bit uncertain about opening up to you, but he knew if he wanted to be completely honest with you that he’d have to be vulnerable.
“I don’t usually talk about this. So if I end up reacting badly about it, forgive me. But I need you to hear me out okay? Please.”
When you nodded, signaling him to keep going, he cleared his throat, staring up at the ceiling as he continued.
“Before you I had another partner. Her name was Seo Jia. If anything, she was more like a little sister to me. Enthusiastic and talkative. Much more than you I’d say.”
A fond smile played on his lips, as if he was reliving memories of this partner of his.
He eventually sobered up, something resembling pain reflecting in his dark eyes, “We were younger and reckless at the time. Used to skip training sessions to play video games instead or fool around with our friends. And we never took our missions seriously.”
“We were too overconfident. And that led to both our downfalls. Succeeding in missions back to back made our heads swell. And on one particular mission, where we were just eager to get back to headquarters for a round before heading home, we had a choice to make.”
Sunghoon let out a deep exhale, squeezing his eyes shut as if the memory made him miserable while you kept stroking his hair.
“We had two options after being trapped in an abandoned factory: hold position and wait for backup or sprint across open ground to reach the extraction van.”
He fiddled with his hoodie silently before proceeding to explain, “I wanted to sprint. Leave her there for backup while I scoured the area just in case. But she didn’t listen to me. She was stubborn like that you know and she just followed after me.”
He let out a short laugh, though it lacked actual amusement.
“Halfway across, a sniper caught her clean in the ribs. We didn’t even notice him on a building nearby. And she just-”
He sniffled, running a hand over his face as his voice broke, the tears resurfacing, “I managed to catch her and she collapsed against me. I didn’t even care about if he caught me right then and there I would’ve died with her if I had to.”
He inhaled sharply, trying his hardest not to cry, “He wanted me to suffer though. Didn’t shoot me. But I knew he was watching as I begged her to stay awake. As I tried my best to stop the bleeding even as it soaked my gloves while waiting for backup to arrive.”
“But it was too late. She was already gone.” His voice was quiet now, barely above a whisper as he stared blankly up at the ceiling.
You didn’t know what to say at first, rendered speechless by the truth behind Sunghoon’s painful past. But before you could even think to speak again this time he kept going, the pain and vulnerability in his tone making you stop your sentence short.
“Sunghoon-”
“I can’t lose you Y/N,” he rasped out, voice cracking as his eyes fell on to your stunned facial expression.
“After what happened at AISA. When we realized it was a micro-tracker that I missed the entire time. I genuinely thought I would have lost you too. And if-”
He almost choked over his own words so he took a pause before he kept going, “if breaking protocol to find and kill those bastards myself without letting them see the light of day again was the only way to keep you safe? You’d be damn sure that I’d do that just so that I know you’ll stay alive.”
He moved to sit up, cupping your face with trembling veiny hands as his gaze bore into yours - a mixture of desperation and fear as he pleaded.
“Please Y/N. Just- just promise me I won’t lose you okay? I can’t- I just can’t because I don’t know how I’d take it and I’d-”
He didn’t get the chance to finish his small rant as you immediately closed the distance between you two, kissing him heatedly.
Sunghoon reciprocated with an eagerness you didn’t know he had within him - gripping your cheeks tighter as his lips fell into sync with yours, his eyes squeezing shut.
He didn’t waste time, after breaking the kiss he whispered huskily against your swollen, parted lips, “Sit on me.”
You widened your eyes, stunned but clearly getting the message of what he wanted, out of breath as you asked, “What?”
Sunghoon had his arms tightly around you, squeezing you in his hold as he repeated firmly, “I want you to sit on my face. Let me eat you out. Please.”
You searched his eyes, noticing the darkened and pleading turmoil within as you hesitated, “Are you sure? I- I don’t know-”
He tilted your chin up with his fingers, his voice softer now, “It’ll feel so good angel I promise. Please. I know what I’m doing. And I can’t hurt you. You know I’d never.”
You frowned slightly, “But what if I hurt you? Like suffocate you or something and-”
“You won’t.” He cut off firmly, his tone bordering on begging now, “You won’t I swear. Just do it.”
Eventually, you relented with a slow nod, giving in and Sunghoon immediately moved to lay back on the couch.
“Want me to direct you?” He pressed gently, eyes following your figure as you climbed on to his lap, straddling him there first.
You nodded, a bit timid that this was literally unfolding with your own agency partner that you so happened to kiss just now.
“Shorts off. I want to see you in your panties on my face.” He started slowly, willing to back off if you so much as showed any signs to.
You climbed off his lap, shrugging off your shorts. Your cheeks flushed at the way his eyes seemed to drink in the sight of your simple cotton panties plastered to your folds because of how turned on you already were.
“That wet for me already?” He teased, a hint of amusement in his tone as he laughed when you smacked his arm.
“It’s alright. It’s alright. I’m not complaining at all. Come here. Climb on to my face.”
He reached out for you, helping you on to him as he guided your body right where he wanted you.
You had your knees folded on either side of his head, his hair tickling your eyes as you hovered over his face, looking down at him.
And my God was it completely safe to say that he looked absolutely gorgeous like this.
Eyes full of lust and devotion gazing up at you as his fingers dug into your soft thighs, gripping you firmly so you’d be secure and steady on top of him.
“Ready?” He let out, voice softened with something tender as he waited for your confirmation.
You nodded, slowly sinking down on to his face at his gentle direction.
“Good girl- just like that- mm-” you could barely hear his soft murmur amongst the excitement in his tone, his words cutting off with a quiet groan as he felt you fully on top of him.
He inhaled the scent of your arousal sharply, his nose tickling your panties sticking temptingly to your folds as you let out a quiet gasp, feeling pretty much everything about Sunghoon’s face against your most sensitive part.
“Sunghoon-” you breathed out, trying to speak despite the overwhelming pleasure consuming your mind and body.
Sunghoon only let out a soft grunt in response, using his teeth to push the cotton aside and lick a small path up between your folds.
That made you spiral, fireworks erupting in your stomach as you let out an inaudible moan, head falling back as he used his hands to guide your hips forward against his face.
You took the hint, beginning to move your hips up into a slow grind against his mouth, nose bumping the front of your pussy as he began a pattern of licking and sucking at your clit.
He was unraveling your body by the minute with the way his mouth was working on you.
You let out a string of breathy moans and incoherent words, head spinning at the way he was eating you up, tongue teasing your entrance while your hips kept up that delicious grind against his face that only stimulated you further.
You had your head thrown back, eyes squeezed shut and lips parted as more and more unholy sounds left your mouth, barely able to grip the arm rest ahead of you to keep you grounded to reality.
Sunghoon was persistent, urging your hips to move faster against his face. His sharp nose constantly nudging your clit and making you see stars as his tongue prodded and poked your entrance before sinking between your pillowy walls.
You choked out his name in a desperate moan, unsure of how much more you could take, “H-hoon-”
He only moved you faster along his face, your soaked pussy rubbing against his nose and mouth in such a purely ecstatic way that you were certain you’d never felt anything so insanely good in your life since.
Your fingers dug into the tough fabric of the couch, moaning and whimpering out when you finally came - hips stilling on top of him and thighs trembling against his pulse roaring in his ears as you succumbed to the relief of your orgasm while swearing that you probably squirted on him from the way your body was so tense and shivering.
He helped you ride through it without a moment’s hesitation, kissing your drenched folds and lapping up your juices with unsatiated hunger.
You’d thought you’d get some rest, a chance to recover from your high but Sunghoon wasn’t having it.
He gently pulled you off his face, licking his face clean of your cum for as far as his tongue could reach.
“Oh we’re not done yet angel,” he rasped out against your ear, making you tremble even more despite the overstimulation your body was already feeling.
You let out a confused whimper in response and he only smirked at you, flipping you on to your stomach.
Pressing you flat into the couch he paused, stroking your hair and murmuring loud enough for you to hear, “You want me to stop just say so alright?”
You nodded, trying to crane your neck back to get a glimpse of him when you heard him unzipping his jeans but he only used his free hand to shove your face against a couch pillow.
“You’ll be my pretty angel and take me without a fuss right?” He leaned down, positioning himself against your ass as his fingers pulled your ruined panties down.
You nodded against the pillow, obliging easily as he let out a soft chuckle of satisfaction.
“That’s my good girl. I’ll show you just how much I love you alright?”
You didn’t even get the chance to nod or respond, as you felt the tip of his cock nudging against your folds, whining softly at the way his hands were roughly squeezing at your soft ass cheeks.
“Deep breath for me angel. In-” he whispered as he watched you inhale deeply, feeling how tense your body was still, “relax for me. And out- come on.”
You did as you were told, taking deep breaths at his instruction, barely feeling any pain as he pushed himself firmly into you.
You let out a loud gasp, feeling him deep inside you and pressed up between your squeezing walls as you tried to comprehend how large his cock actualmy was.
Sunghoon was running his fingers up and down your spine, massaging your back through your hoodie as he waited for you to adjust to him.
He had his head thrown back, trying his hardest to keep his restraint in check as he said through clenched teeth, “Fuck you’re squeezing me so tight angel.”
Your whimpers were muffled against the pillow, one hand planted on your shoulder to hold you steady as he began to move.
He was trying his best to be gentle - really he was. But with the way you were clenching so painfully tight around his cock? And the way your moans of his name and gasps of pleasure sounded as he repeatedly hit that sweet spot deep up in you? Sunghoon couldn’t help himself one bit.
Next thing you knew, he was pummeling into you, fingers gripping your hair to pull you up against him as you let out a choked out moan from the back of your throat.
You could barely claw at the pillow ahead of you, head thrown back against his shoulder as he gripped your hips, nails digging into your skin that you were sure would leave bruises as he rutted up into you from behind.
You were a moaning mess, slumped with your back against his chest as he held on to you, whispering filthily into your ear as your sinful sounds grew louder by the minute.
“You like this don’t you? Like me being all rough and merciless with you? Does it turn you on more my sweet angel?” He breathed into your ear with soft moans of his own, his head spinning from how good you felt around his cock.
You whimpered shamelessly in response, back arching slightly as his fingers slid under your hoodie, reaching up to grab and fondle your bare breasts - driving you crazier every second.
You were a babbling mess against him and he loved it. He loved every single minute of making you feel so good that you could barely comprehend anything around you.
And yes, Park Sunghoon had wanted to do this since the moment he saw your picture in your file all that time ago in Lee’s office.
He was determined to make sure he’d protect and take care of you regardless of the request your father made to him and primarily because of his interest in you from the initial beginning.
And as you lay there curled up against him on the couch, blankets draped over you both as you two recovered from your orgasms - Sunghoon only had one thing on his mind.
He held you securely against his chest as he stroked your hip, often pressing soft kisses to your temple or nose as he watched you sleep contentedly against him.
He was willing to reveal every single secret buried deep within him - if that was what it took for you to stay by his side and love him the same way he cherished you.
“True colors, true colors” - True Colors, The Weeknd
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Trope: Soft Player Falls First
Pairing: spy!jake x spy!female reader
Synopsis: Sim Jaeyun was widely known within AISA for his flirtatious skills. You could never take him seriously when he tried his antics on you, already aware of the multiple times he’d flirted with the other female agents. It’s only when you’re both paired up and forced to work undercover together as a married couple, do you begin to realize that Jake is much more than a player. You start seeing the real Jake: the one who stays up late to help you, the one who remembers your coffee order and the one who looks at you like you’re the only person in the room. And when he realizes he’s falling first - and falling hard - he’ll do anything to prove he’s not the player everyone thinks he is. He just wants to be yours.
Warnings: inappropriate language (cursing), explicit mature content - smut (MDNI), fingering (f receiving), oral sex (f receiving), pool sex, sexual intercourse, unprotected sex (don’t), somewhat semi-public sex, mentions of shooting and violence along with Jake just being so down bad in general
Mishi’s Thoughts: Okay so maybe this was kind of rushed because I started writing late but oh well. I’ve been so busy studying for finals yet I really wanted to keep up the schedule I had planned in my head and release this the week after Jay’s soo here you all go! I do hope you’ll love this one as well, Sunghoon’s fic next week so stay tuned! I really wanted to add in more details but I was on a serious time crunch. Also thank you so fricking much to everyone that’s followed and interacted with my posts!! You don’t know how grateful I am to see the likes, follows and reblogs, they literally make me so happy! Thank you, thank you everyone!! I hope I can continue to grow my account with you all and more people can enjoy my writing as I strive to improve. Comments are much appreciated as well so please don’t hesitate to interact with this fic too! Proofread this so I hope you don’t encounter any errors and once more please be reminded that this is in no way affiliated to any real person I’m writing about. Almost forgot to mention, Ride or Die on Monday let’s goo!! Enjoy everyone!
“What?!” You shrieked, glancing between a rather calm-looking Director Lee sitting behind his desk and a smug Jake lounging on an armchair nearby.
Jake just wiggled his fingers at you as a mock wave in response - a rather pleased smirk on his lips.
“It really couldn’t be anyone else Sir?” You complained dramatically. Hell bent on avoiding this mission - especially one as complex as this, with Jake of all people.
Director Lee shrugged lightly, organizing the files he was going to give you both as assignment details, “Jake requested you specifically Y/N, I’m sorry. You’re a great agent just like him, you two would work out well.”
You shot Jake an annoyed glance, “And why perhaps would you request for me to be your partner?”
“Same reason Sir said,” Jake responded nonchalantly, “You’d work well with me. We’d be a great team you know?”
He winked, making you scrunch your face up in disgust.
You let out a heavy exhale, knowing you couldn’t back out of this one that easily.
“Alright fine. What do we have to do then?”
Lee handed you both separate files to go through as he went through the details, “We’re putting both of you in a penthouse under the facade of a married couple. This isn’t just any penthouse by the way.”
He paused - the dramatic effect triggering you, but you only listened silently as he went on.
“Ever heard about Echelon Heights?”
Both you and Jake froze, shooting each other stunned yet knowing glances. The director’s office was brimming with silent tension and shock before you managed to question after a long moment.
“You’re kidding right?”
Jake added, his tone bordering on completely stunned, “Only elites are accepted to live there. There’s no fucking way we’d-”
You immediately nudged Jake, shooting him a warning glance. He hastily shut up, his cheeks heating up as he mumbled a quick apology under his breath. Director Lee merely laughed at his language and shook his head while going on.
“Relax you two. We got everything organized with the government. A penthouse has been secured and approved specially for you two under the names of Seo Ha-na and Choi Min-jae.”
He glanced between both of you as he gestured to each name respectively.
“The files have all the details on your fake backgrounds so be sure to read, understand and memorize well. Your stories must align and there must be absolutely no slip-ups in this mission. It is crucial that you play only by the books so neither of you must be working independently or doing your own thing. I need you both working together and concisely as a pair is that clear?”
You and Jake nodded, paying rapt attention to what the Director was saying.
“If you play your cards right, you’ll be let into the elite club of Echelon. You’re financially capable of being approved as members of this club, but these people don’t take members in lightly. You need to be involved deeply in their circle and their dirty business to be trusted.”
Lee let out a soft breath, his voice growing sterner.
“Which brings me to why you’re doing this mission in the first place. Suspicion has been raised by the government on these people in the Echelon Club. However, when conducting audits and regular or random investigations nothing comes to light. The government is certain they’re up to something though. Their lavish wealth can never be properly explained.”
Lee paused and rose to his feet. Moving around his desk and making his way over to the opposite end of his spacious office, standing by a large flat-screen tv with a projector already set into place as he handled it smoothly. You looked up from the file you were reading when he began speaking again.
“Six couples are currently involved in the club. You two will make the seventh if you’re lucky and get in. Then, you’ll need to analyze their true colors and figure out what they’re all hiding as part of your mission. Along with stopping them of course because I’m sure it’s anything but legal.”
He flicked through a slideshow presenting each of the couples you and Jake were to interact and socialize with. Listing and matching faces with names as he went on.
“All the information you need to know about them are in your files but for now I’ll go through their names. Take note. The ring leader and founder of the club and his wife, Cha Min-joon and Park Seo-hee. It is vital that you keep a close eye on them. They’re not as innocent as they appear to be. They’re obviously extremely sly and cunning if they can pull off whatever funny business is going on within that club without detection.”
You gazed intently at the couple on the projection, standing prim and proper in the photo presented. They looked like the epitome of powerful luxury.
Lee interrupted the train of your thoughts, “The others appear to follow their every word like dogs but that doesn’t make them any less naive. Yoon Jae-sung and Baek Sa-rang.”
He flicked to the next slide with a photo of another prestigious looking couple.
“Diplomatic and refined but cautious nonetheless. Y/N, I think you’ll have quite an easier time warming up to Baek Sa-rang and getting into her personal circle. Like her name, she’s rather excited about romance and soft situations. You and Jake can probably figure out a plan to charm her and enjoy the idea of your relationship together.”
You groaned under your breath, finally glancing over at a rather focused-looking Jake - who didn’t seem to notice your gaze as he eyed the couple on the screen before Lee began on the next set.
“Third couple. Do Hyun-seok and Eun Ji-won. Calm but calculating. Jake would find it easier to bond with Hyun-seok as he’s invested in the business side of things and I’m sure you can handle that. Ji-won is a heavy spender, with chic and classy taste so be mindful of her shopping obsession. The money doesn’t just appear out of nowhere but it goes as quickly as it comes.”
Lee cleared his throat, “Pay keen attention to Ryu Seung-ho and Han Ye-bin as well. Both of them are heavily obsessed with luxury brands and are adamant on obtaining vintage pieces and limited-edition items. AISA’s background formulation team has already organized multiple clothing pieces and accessories for you both that are sure to impress them.”
You stared intently at the rather haughty-looking couple on the screen, gazing thoughtfully as you took in the various subtle signs of luxury brands they were both clad in.
“The last two couples are rather lowkey and prefer to stay out of the limelight. So we don’t have much information on them. There’s a chance that they’re either subjective and prefer to have their own opinions and ways of doing things or they’re just gullible and hang on to every word and command the others give them.”
He flicked to the second-to-last slide, “Im Han-eul and Shin A-ra. Both artistic and timeless young people, but no proper information on what they do and who they really are. They both have typical corporate jobs and businesses like any other set of entrepreneurs, but it’s strange because there’s a certain criteria they need to fit in order to be a part of Echelon. None of which they have.”
Lee exhaled softly, “And last but not least Kwon Ji-soo and Song Min-chae. They may look harmless in this photo now, but I can assure you that these two are the most vicious out of all. Unexplainable things have happened regarding this couple and centered around their inner circle, but they never got caught or charged with evidence. They also both share the same head and mentality - lacking patience and can be rather short-tempered. Beware of how temperamental they can be. It’ll definitely be a challenge to gain their trust.”
“Good. So you both are set there.” Lee clasped his hands as he made his way back over to his desk, not even batting a second glance at how stunned you and Jake were as you both sat there staring at the blank tv screen.
“Oh also,” he prompted, making both sets of attention refocus back on him, though you could’ve sworn Jake looked befuddled still, “you’re going in blindly. And when I say this I mean we can’t risk getting our agency caught so no source of communication between you two and AISA at all costs.”
He smiled apologetically at your bewildered expression, “Yes and that means you’re not allowed to contact any of your friends within here either I’m sorry. Same goes for you too Jake.”
Lee raised his hand to continue before either of you could protest.
“This mission is extremely risky and top secret too, so I don’t expect to be hearing about it anywhere except from the people that know, meaning those that organized this mission. However, although you may be unfamiliar with them, the government has agreed for us to bring in a group of skilled agents from the Northern Branch of AISA. They’ll be disguised as staff members within Echelon Heights. The file has all the information about them, yet I don’t expect either of you to be caught communicating with these agents suspiciously. They’re only there for backup when the time is right and backup alone.”
“Any questions?” Lee asked calmly, while Jake and you were still trying to process all this information along with the complexity of the mission.
“None?” The middle-aged man prompted with an amused smile, “you two are dismissed then. Play your parts right because this could result in a life or death situation. Good luck.”
“Looking good there today, darling,” Jake teased at one of the blushing clerks situated in the background formulation team’s office.
You rolled your eyes to yourself, collecting the fake documents and credentials from another staff member that the team had prepared for your mission.
“Do you ever just shut up?” You asked, right as Jake was about to open his mouth and shoot another comment to flirt with the clerk again.
He merely chuckled, closing his mouth and shaking his head. Flashing a bright grin at the woman, he turned to leave with you as you left the department.
“Moving day is this weekend right. Showtime soon so make sure you’re wearing your best, love,” Jake nudged you lightly.
You huffed out a breath of annoyance, tempted to shove him but you held back, going through the folder containing all the information you two needed to make this facade believable.
“There are my two newlyweds!” A young, teasing voice boomed out. Definitely not Director Lee. You shot your head up, seeing two guys from Jake’s friend group approach down the corridor.
Jay and Sunghoon were both sporting annoying smirks on their faces as they glanced between you and Jake.
“All set?” Jay joked.
You snapped your gaze over to a rather stiff-looking Jake. His eyes darting nervously at you, refusing to meet your gaze for too long.
“You told them?” You seethed, earning light chuckles from the other two.
“Relax Y/N, it’s only our group that knows and we obviously wouldn’t say anything,” Sunghoon responded smoothly.
You frowned, glancing over at them, “Lee said we shouldn’t have either way. I didn’t even tell my own friends for the sake of respecting this.”
You groaned, massaging your temples, “Why do you never listen Jaeyun?”
Jake’s hands shot up in defense, while Jay kidded, “Hey it’s not the guy’s fault that he could never keep his mouth shut. You should know he’s horrible with keeping secrets so watch out.”
You rolled your eyes, stepping around the men to storm away after retorting, “Well if we both get killed on this mission don’t wonder why.”
“Damn. I always knew she was fretting but it’s like you unconsciously piss her off further bro,” Sunghoon remarked as he watched you storm down the corridor and out of sight.
Jake let out a sheepish exhale, rubbing the back of his neck nervously as he complained, “You two really couldn’t keep your mouths closed could you? I told you no one was supposed to know I told you all. Now I’ll have an even harder time warming up to her.”
Jay chuckled, shaking his head to himself, “She’s going to be a tough nut to crack man. Or you might get lucky and she’ll be a breeze. Either way, I feel sorry for you. Good luck in advance.”
Jake rolled his eyes, “I better go after her and explain.”
Sunghoon called out teasingly, earning loud laughter from Jay as Jake followed the direction you left in, “Apologize as well! She just might forgive you who knows?”
When Jake found you in your office, packing up to head home for the day, he peeked his head inside.
“Can I come in?” You glanced up when you heard his voice, seeing his handsome face poking through the open doorway with wide, puppy eyes gazing over at you.
You tried to ignore the small softness bubbling up within you at the sight of how adorable he looked as you nodded.
“Look Y/N I just wanted to say I’m really sorry about breaking your trust like that. I know that was wrong of me, I love my friends a lot but I hope you can understand it won’t happen again. I just-” he cut himself off before he could finish his sentence.
You exhaled softly, shaking your head, “It’s fine Jake don’t worry. I got other things on my mind either way. I just blow a fuse too easily.”
Jake let out a soft chuckle, “Damn right about that. It’s cute though.”
His grin immediately sobered up when he noticed your deadpanned expression at him.
He cleared his throat, “Right sorry. So, I’ll pick you up on Saturday around noon right? Everything’s already set so we just gotta play our parts now.”
You nodded, slinging your handbag over your shoulder as you passed him with a rare smile, “See you soon Choi Min-jae.”
Jake stood there in your office, rooted to the spot way after you left, mind racing. His thoughts spiraled at how easily you forgave him and he wondered if you were really just trying to only brush him off or was it something deeper?
Because that was way too easy.
You walked out of the lobby of your apartment complex, designer heels clicking when you noticed a sleek, tinted black car - definitely expensive by the looks of it pulling up to the curb.
The company really went all out it seems.
Jake rolled down his window on the driver’s side, letting out a low whistle as he took in your appearance. A silky, black halter neck top and high waisted white slacks, with your hair styled and your makeup done flawlessly. Habits you had practiced over the week since receiving the mission just so you could fit in easily amongst the other high socialites at Echelon.
“Holy shit, you do realize we’re only moving in today right, love? This isn’t a runaway we’re on,” Jake teased lightly.
You rolled your eyes, getting into the passenger seat of the car, commenting as you buckled your seatbelt, “Nice ride.”
Jake chuckled softly, playing along to which you rolled your eyes in response, preparing to pull away from the curb, “Thanks. Bought it myself you know.”
“Is everything all good for moving?” You asked curiously.
Jake nodded, his eyes focused on the road as he spoke to you and you used the opportunity to stare at his veiny hands gripping the steering wheel, “A bunch of moving vans were already organized and sent on their way there. Just to make things look fancy. And the agency put everything we need in them. From a bunch of expensive furniture and clothes to hidden spy equipment we may need.”
“Oh and-,” he reached into his slacks’ pocket pulling out a thick envelope and handing it to you, with you only now noticing he was wearing a buttoned-up white shirt rolled up to his elbows along with black slacks. Even his thick, dark locks of hair looked styled somehow, “key cards and whatever other proof of identity we need to signal we own the penthouse.”
You nodded, taking the envelope as you responded while scanning the contents, “How the hell did you make all of this fit in your pant’s pocket?”
Jake laughed, meeting your curious eyes for a moment and shooting a wink, “Oh trust me love I can make anything fit when the time is right. You name it.”
You scoffed, catching the subtle hint in his tone and you looked away, trying your best not to let your burning cheeks show.
“God you’re ridiculous,” you muttered, to which he chuckled softly in response.
When the car pulled up to a tall, metal gateway shielding everything within, both you and Jake paused. He slowed to a stop taking in the large shrubs and the gate separating the scheme from the main road. A fancy logo of the letters E and H combined was etched into gold within the center of the gate and you had a deep feeling it was real.
“Welcome to being with the filthy rich, love,” Jake murmured, both sets of eyes glued on the intimidating sight before you.
“Don’t act that surprised to see everything when we get in. Make it seem like you’re neutral and accustomed to such luxury,” you responded, voice low as you watched a heavily armed security guard approach Jake’s side.
Jake quickly gestured for you to hand him the envelope and you followed, watching him pull out a crystal access card.
The guard accepted the card politely, scanning it using a technological device which emitted a faint ‘ding’ and a flash of green before he handed the card back and nodded at the direction of the gates, which began to slide open.
Jake responded with a curt nod, rolling up his window as he drove inside. The sight before you made your head spin from the sheer volume of luxury emanating within. The car moved steadily along a paved road, with smaller ones leading to various buildings.
The entire scheme appeared to be some luxurious city within enclosed walls of thick shrubs - from glass-lined tall skyscraper penthouses to smaller yet just as well-kept buildings for amenities and potentially staff members. A large fountain stood in the center with seven tall skyscrapers surrounding it in a semi-circle from the road, engraved with real, sparkling gems and the golden logo you’ve now become familiar with. Everything was gorgeous and simply lavish in decor. It felt like a dream just being within this area.
Echelon Heights. This was it.
You saw a few vans parked in front of one of the skyscrapers at the far left end of the semi-circle, Jake pulling to a stop in front of the area there as you took in your new environment and home for an unconfirmed period of time.
You also took in the faces of multiple residents standing around the vans. It appears that only the six couples lived in these penthouses apart from you and Jake. And they were rather eager to meet us as they all stood like a perfectly organized feat, eyeing the car silently as they waited for us to exit and most likely interact with them.
“Ready Ha-na?” Jake responded, though even the usual teasing in his tone was replaced with something much more serious.
You nodded, your voice stuck in your throat for a moment before you managed out, “Ready.”
This kind of wealth was not something you could play around with.
It’s showtime.
Jake parked the car and you both got out after adjusting your appearances - slipping on a sparkling, rather large cut engagement ring and a fancy, gorgeous wedding ring to match with Jake’s along with retouching your makeup and hair.
You ignored Jake’s eyes on you as you flipped the vanity mirror on the other side of the sun visor back into place, teasing lightly as you unbuckled your seatbelt, completely unfazed about his shameless gaze, “Playing the lovestruck husband quite well aren’t you?”
You didn’t wait for a response, slipping on a pair of designer sunglasss you’d found to be your favorite out of the collection you were giving, exiting the car gracefully as your heels landed on the pavement, shutting the passenger seat door behind you. Jake doing pretty much the same thing but from the driver’s seat side.
The young couples didn’t seem appalled at your appearances at all. If anything, they were all clearly expecting you both as you and Jake confidently made your way towards them, arms interlocked like a classy couple.
You could already put names to faces without missing a beat. Both you and Jake taking the time earlier in the week to memorize as much details as possible about your targets. And they too seemed to be familiar with you both as well, even as you’re all now meeting for the first time.
A small, polite smile pulled at your lips as you and Jake greeted everyone politely. The supposed ring-leader, Cha Min-joon, stepping forward to greet you both with a warm smile that didn’t quite meet his eyes.
“You must be our newlyweds. I’m Cha Min-joon, founder of this beautiful scheme. Welcome to Echelon Heights.” His deep voice boomed out, a stream of polite applause echoing around from the other couples as you and Jake shook his hand.
Jake grinned at the man, “Thank you for the warm welcome. We didn’t expect you all to meet us immediately upon arrival but we’re grateful nonetheless. I’m Choi Min-jae and this here is my wife, Seo Ha-na.”
You smiled wider, bowing respectfully as the others murmured their acknowledgment.
Min-joon beamed at you both, “Gorgeous couple if I do say so myself. Let’s get introductions in order and we’ll let you two get settled shall we?”
He stepped aside and gestured to each individual standing some distance from him - your mind silently confirming the names he put to faces, “This exquisite woman in the center here is my wife, Park Seo-hee. These two on her left are Yoon Jae-sung and Baek Sa-rang. Followed by Do Hyun-seok, and his adoring wife Eun Ji-won, along with Im Han-eul and Shin A-ra beside them. On my wife’s right we have Ryu Seung-ho and Han Ye-bin. And finally, we have Kwon Ji-soo and Song Min-chae.”
You and Jake smiled widely at everyone to the point where your jaw ached. The others didn’t seem to notice or care though as small hugs and firm handshakes were exchanged.
“We shouldn’t keep you two any longer. I’m sure you’re impatient to get everything organized and settled with your move so we wouldn’t keep you all any longer. Each penthouse has a map located in the lobby, so feel free to check around when you’re done and explore all the amenities available on this estate. All staff members are at your beck and call, just tell them what you want and you’ll get it. Also we’re received your application to be a part of the Echelon Club.”
Min-joon paused, glancing at his people behind him for a moment before refocusing on you and Jake - that same fake smile plastering on his lips once more, “We’ll definitely take it into consideration as from what we’re aware, you two are more than credible to be accepted. But we do need to have some time to contemplate on things a bit more before a decision if that’s okay?”
You nodded, already expecting them to have their guards up, regardless of how convincing your acting was, “Of course! No problem. It’s really not an issue. Thank you so much.”
“Oh and,” Min-joon started, gaining your attention as you and Jake were about to leave, “seeing as you’re not members of the club just yet, the Echelon Club’s lounge room is restricted from your use. Only club members allowed sorry. Other slight restrictions have been implemented on other areas and activities too so please be a bit mindful of the signs. And don’t touch what you’re not supposed to.”
Most of them chortled at that - unsettling you for a moment at their snobbish laugher, as you and Jake respectfully excused yourselves and entered your own penthouse assigned to you. Intent eyes scanning the area from the lobby, all the way to the elevators and the actual penthouse.
It was definitely something you’d only envisioned in a dream as you and Jake stepped into the sprawling space. Jake was busy directing and shouting orders to the movers as multiple of them carried boxes and other equipment for the space.
You made your way through each and every room, from the massive bedrooms and adjoining en-suite bathrooms, to the fancy bar and pool area. Even simple rooms such as the living room, kitchen and walk in closets held enough space to accommodate multiple small rooms from back in your old apartment combined. And that was saying something because you had a decent-sized apartment.
You were standing in one of the lavish bathrooms, most likely the master one because of his expansive it was, with decor from marble floors and LED lighting throughout the entire penthouse. You hadn’t even noticed when Jake entered behind you, watching you gaze out the window overlooking the scheme outside until he stepped behind you.
Slowly, you felt his toned arms snake around your waist and you tensed up slightly, he leaned his head down, face nuzzling into the side of your neck as he mumbled - his voice low so only you’d be able to hear, “Relax it’s just me. I was doing a quick scan and found quite a few cameras in this place. The ones like what the agency typically uses. Small and barely detectable unless you do a completely thorough inspection. We gotta play our parts real good love.”
He let out a shaky exhale, pressing a lingering kiss to the nape of your neck, his voice raspy as he whispered.
“They’re watching us.”
It’s only been a week since you moved into your new home, settling down quite nicely. Because it would look suspicious if otherwise - even when you really wish you didn’t have to, you and Jake engaged in surprisingly passionate makeout sessions every now and then.
Most of the time though, you were unpacking around the penthouse, occasionally catching sight of the hidden cameras and microphones in all the rooms. The type of spyware you would typically use with AISA.
You pretended not to notice them. Both you and Jake did.
Jake on the other hand, had to keep up the facade of being the chairman of a family conglomerate that worked remotely. So he’d often lock himself in his new study and pretend to be on online meetings and conferences while doing paperwork. You were rather impressed at how easily he can act, as if he truly was such an important person.
No one ever asked what either of you did, yet you had a deep feeling they already did their research on you both and were led to believe whatever the agency had secretly organized as your careers and personalities online.
You two often went on walks around Echelon Heights as well, hand in hand together and the others didn’t seem to mind, greeting you both warmly whenever you passed. If you were just a typical couple residing here, you’d never believe your respectful and friendly neighbors were up to something. Let alone keeping tabs on you both like this.
Things got rather intense between you two one rainy evening while you and Jake were cuddling on a plush chaise lounge in the living room, watching a movie. Blankets were draped around you both, with you curled up against Jake’s side, eyes on the tv screen. Even if you wouldn’t outrightly admit it, being so close to him was damn comfortable.
Jake had his arm draped around your waist, his hand resting lightly on your hip over the silk pajama shorts you were wearing. You didn’t mind it surprisingly, your body internally craving his touch even as your mind tried to deny it.
When his hand shifted, moving to rest just against the edge of one of your thighs between your legs, you lifted your head up making eye contact with him.
His eyes met yours immediately, as he was already looking at you. Filled with something gentle and warm as he waited to see if you’ll pull away or reject his advances.
When you didn’t, sitting rooted to the spot, he finally shifted his palm to rest between your legs on your shorts. Fingers rubbing the fabric there lightly, making your breath hitch.
You didn’t want to act stupid or shy, knowing it could appear suspicious to anyone watching or hearing you both over the microphones and cameras you knew were in the room. So you shifted closer, nuzzling your nose against his.
Jake smiled lightly, beginning to press light kisses all over your face as he rubbed you with his palm up and down, making you gasp out.
You let yours eyes flutter shut, relaxing as your fingers gripped his tshirt, allowing him to keep going. He didn’t hesitate, grounding his palm against your shorts firmly for a moment and making you let out a startled moan, the friction sending a shockwave of pleasure down your spine.
You titled your head back slightly, eyes fluttering shut as he trailed kisses along your jaw and down the slope of your neck, occasionally sucking and nipping at the skin there with his teeth.
When his fingers slid up, dipping under the waistband of your shorts and resting his warm hand against your panties, you couldn’t help the desperate whine from leaving your lips.
He chuckled lightly, finally speaking since the moment started, his voice low against your ear so only you could hear, “You’re so pretty like this my love. Look at you-”
He kissed the spot just below your ear, making you shiver from sensitivity.
“You like this don’t you? All wet for me. You want more?” He teased lightly, fingers lightly rubbing you against your damp panties now.
You could barely speak, your voice broken by a breathy moan as you nodded your head desperately. Jake marveling at how soaked you were at just his faint touches.
“Be a good girl for me and stay quiet okay?” He murmured, nuzzling his face against the crook of your neck, sucking harsher marks into your skin now as he slowly pushed your panties aside.
He dipped one finger gently into your entrance, letting out a quiet groan at the way your walls were immediately trying to pull him in further.
“Greedy thing-” he let out a ragged curse as he added another finger, sinking both inside you properly. He watched with glee as your back arched slightly, a long and sweet moan leaving your lips as he began to move his fingers deep within you.
He didn’t even bother to be gentle with you anymore, his fingers picking up the pace rapidly as he pushed deep up into you, leaving you a moaning mess as you sank against his body.
His fingers scissored and thrusted against your sweet spot, making you bite down on your lip harshly to stop from moaning his real name, eyes rolling back.
He kissed your forehead, breathing against your ear, “Think you can take one more for me love?”
You choked out a broken whine in response, only able to nod amidst the sinful sounds leaving your mouth from the way he was fingering you.
He smirked slightly against your cheek, nose nuzzling the soft skin there as he pushed a third finger into your entrance, a sharp cry leaving your lips as your walls clamped down tighter around him.
“God- so tight for me-” he groaned out, thrusting his fingers in and out of you, feeling your spongy walls around him.
When you began to tense up around him, fingers gripping at his wrist with desperate cries and shakes of your head, the overstimulation too much, Jake only increased the speed of his fingers, hitting that sweet spot that made you moan loudly.
His thumb rubbed your clit, helping to push you over your limit as he murmured sweetly in your ear, “Come on love- you’re right there.”
You came with a shaky cry of his name and Jake, anticipating this, silenced you with a kiss, mouth moving with yours as he helped you ride through your high. Fingers slowing down as you recovered from your orgasm, he slowly eased his fingers out of you, breaking the kiss and glancing down at your slick release on his digits while you slumped against him.
Jake shifted your body, effortlessly adjusting you on his lap with your thighs straddling both of his. You were slowly recovering from the intensity of the moment, your eyes closed as you breathed heavily against his neck.
He stroked your back, rubbing his free hand up and down while his sucking on his other fingers still covered with your cum, enjoying how sweet you tasted.
He pressed a soft kiss to the top of your forehead, your body limp and drowsy against his as he listened to the peaceful patter of rain against closed windows within the confined space of the cozy penthouse.
“Such a good girl for me my love,” he mumbled tenderly, as he stroked your hair watching you fall asleep curled up on top of him.
Jake smiled at how peaceful and beautiful you looked like this. Glowing and relaxed after your orgasm while you slept. He felt something unfamiliar tugging in his chest but before he could linger on it for too long, the doorbell rang.
He let out a heavy exhale, furrowing his eyebrows, wondering who it could be in weather like this as he rose to his feet. He kept you in his toned arms, carrying you effortlessly as you slept while clinging to him like a koala.
When he unlocked the penthouse door, he was surprised to see Baek Sa-rang and Shin A-ra standing there. Both of them equally stunned to see you two like this.
Jake flashed them an easy smile, one hand still rubbing your back, “Oh hey. I wasn’t expecting you two. Everything alright?”
A-ra nodded, her eyes transfixed on you sleeping easily while Jake held you - concern in her tone though even Jake could tell it was far from sympathetic, as if she couldn’t care less as to why you ended up exhausted like this, “Is she alright?”
Jake nodded, reassuring them both, “She’s fine don’t worry. She’s just tired. Unpacking and decorating you know?”
Sa-rang spoke up, the gentle woman clearly pleased at the sight before her eyes, “Well we just came by to drop off some cookies I baked for you two as a welcome gift. I do hope you don’t mind.”
Jake finally glanced down at her arms, noticing a container full of what appeared to be chocolate chip cookies inside.
“That’s so nice of you. Really thank you so much,” he responded, one hand holding you securely to him as he used the other to collect the container she was offering to him.
“When Ha-na wakes up I’ll be sure to let her know. Thank you once more, we appreciate this.”
Sa-rang flashed him a sweet smile, “You’re welcome! Anything to make you both feel comfortable here!”
A-ra suddenly spoke up, her eyes narrowed at the sight of something by Jake’s lips, “You’ve got something on the corner of your mouth, Min-jae.”
She pointed at his face, blinking as she tried to process what it was.
Jake glanced at his reflection in the mirror situated right on a hallway wall near the door, biting back a smirk when he noticed a bit of your cum on the corner of his mouth.
“Oh no worries, just a little something-” his deep voice chuckled out, facing the two women once more as he licked his lips clean with a charming smile like this was perfectly fine.
“Gone?” He asked A-ra innocently, to which she could only nod, rendered speechless. He was internally pleased at how much of a blushing mess they both were in front of him now.
She cleared her throat, glancing at you still tucked comfortably against Jake for a quick moment before hastily looking away.
“We’ll get going then. Good night.” Sa-rang mumbled, her words tumbling over themselves as she and A-ra walked away stiffly.
Jake grinned at them, kicking the door shut with his foot as they left while laughing softly to himself.
He looked down at you, pressing a sweet kiss to your forehead, amused at how ashamed the two women were to realize what he was doing with you earlier.
You and Jake refused to address the elephant in the room. Even if barely anything happened that night, it was quite obvious that things had shifted between you two. Of course, only between the two of you.
You both silently agreed to keep up the act and pray that any sexual activities that occurred remain as simply casual and anything but intimate.
And that’s how it was now between you and Jake for this mission. Every single time Jake was sweet or flirty to you, in a much more romantic way than usual, you convinced yourself you were both merely acting.
Min-joon and Seo-hee appeared one morning to invite you both for drinks later that afternoon. Min-joon insisting Jake come for whiskey and Seo-hee insisting you come for tea.
When Jake finished his work and then changed and got ready to leave, you were sitting in the living room - reading a book while waiting for him.
Posture straight and legs crossed, you were wearing a soft, long-sleeved white cardigan buttoned up to your chest a bit modestly. Along with a silky black pencil skirt that fell just below your knees, your hair styled and your makeup done.
When you noticed Jake appearing from the master bedroom and making his way down the hallway, you rose to your feet. When his eyes lifted up from adjusting his designer watch, he froze at the sight of you.
You set your book aside on the coffee table as you marked your page, making your way over to him. He seemed to soften up after his initial shock, a slow, almost adoring smile pulling at his lips - a gesture you didn’t catch.
His warm hands immediately snaked around your waist, pulling your smaller body close to his toned one easily. His nose brushing yours as he spoke, “If you look this gorgeous in something so elegantly simple, then what do I do when you actually go all out?”
You didn’t know if he was being honest or merely acting, but a quiet chuckle left your lips - your arms looping around his neck as you tiptoed up.
Jake closed the distance before you could even try to speak, kissing you with that familiar warmth and sweet taste of his plump lips that you knew deep down you were growing to enjoy as the days passed.
You kissed him back with that unspoken tenderness lingering between you two, Jake’s hands sliding down to rest over the soft curve of your ass.
Before he could even think to escalate the moment however, his phone began to ring. You both broke the kiss, Jake letting out a quiet groan as he pulled his phone out of his slacks pocket, seeing it was Min-joon calling.
“Min-jae? Just wanted to call and let you know that the location for drinks has changed. Meet us at Echelon Club’s lounge on the highest floor. Ha-na will do the same and meet the ladies on the floor below.”
“Got it. Thanks man.” Jake paused after ending his call.
“They’re waiting on us. Clearly. And they want us to meet them at the club lounge.”
You raised your eyebrows at him, “I thought that building was restricted to only club members and respective staff?”
He smirked knowingly, patting your ass lightly before pulling away, earning an amused eye roll from you.
“Looks like we’re potential club members then.”
You and Jake ended up being separated at the lounge. It seemed like it was natural for the men to be in a different area from the ladies when everyone is hanging out.
You didn’t particularly mind the ladies though. They seemed to enjoy your presence - complimenting your outfit and asking you questions about your life. You couldn’t been certain if it was all just an act but you couldn’t care much about it, because you were glad for anything but awkward silence and feeling left out.
“So Ha-na, we know you and Min-jae appear to be well deep in love,” Min-chae started, stirring a sugar cube into her tea, “but how did you two meet?”
You could tell she was fishing for information that was none of her concern, but you were more than prepared for this.
“We studied abroad together the same university, that was where we met,” you responded calmly.
Sa-rang listened with rapt attention, “Oh that sounds so lovely! University lovers to newlyweds! How did you two start dating?”
You pretended to think for a moment, speaking slowly, “I believe we had a class together and we were paired up for a project. We had to end up working together for about a month and eventually things spiraled from there.”
“And God was he annoying. He was such a nerd, always going on and on about his favorite concepts in Physics. When the course we were doing had nothing to do with that! He rarely used to leave me alone too. Hell-bent on ensuring we finished our assignment on time though really I’m assuming he was only trying to spend time with me much more often.”
That earned amused laughter and adoring compliments about your ‘husband’ from the rest of women around the table and you smiled behind the rim of your cup while sipping your tea.
Listening as they delved into their own stories of how they met their husbands, seemingly buying your story easily.
Conversation went on and progressed into the luxury of life now, the ladies discussing the latest fashion trends and gossip about their favorite celebrity couples that you were certain some of them envied.
Jake on the other hand, managed to fit in seamlessly with the males of the club. It felt easy to slip into conversation with them while sipping expensive whiskey.
Hyun-seok let out a low whistle under his breath, watching one of the servers as she bent down in her short black skirt to refill his glass of whiskey.
Jake watched silently as he called out to the Indian woman, who straightened up, shooting him a glance as if she recognized him. Typically, he wouldn’t have minded playing along and flirting with her because she was damn attractive. Yet somehow, he appeared to be quite content with having just you - even if you both were only acting. Things were beginning to feel a bit too real for him.
“What’s your name gorgeous?” Ji-soo asked, voice slurring as he swirled the drink in his glass. The other men were eyeing her intently as well. This habit was clearly nothing new to them. And Jake suddenly realized why the ladies were never around these men at times like this.
Jake merely sipped on his drink, watching them with silent, assessing eyes.
The waitress turned towards him to show the badge with her name pinned right by her chest, where the first few buttons of her shirt were undone.
“You could call me just Lara though,” she giggled when he had a hard time pronouncing her name. She glanced back at Jake, shooting him a wink and that’s when it dawned on him.
He looked around, finding a few other foreigner girls in appearance working around the lounge’s top flat. Lee’s words echoing in his mind about the agents from North America.
He lifted his glass up slightly in acknowledgment to her, before taking a sip. Attention refocusing on Min-joon as the other males interacted with Lara, asking for unnecessary refills and finger foods.
“You’re probably wondering why we invited you and Ha-na for drinks right. Let alone here of all places?” He started calmly.
Jake nodded, the rest of men falling silent now. Lara, sensing the change in atmosphere, excused herself and walked back towards the other servers.
“Well we’ve made a decision regarding your application. And I’m sure you’ve realized by now that we’re willing to accept you into the club?”
Jake paused replaying those words in his head, his eyes growing wide, “Really? I thought an application took months to be processed or even a year?”
Seung-ho barked out a laugh, “Relax bro. We’ve seen how much you and Ha-na adore each other. And it’s only been a week since you moved in sure, but I think all of us love having you two around wouldn’t you say?”
The others murmured their agreement, nodding their heads.
Jae-sung finally spoke up, and this was probably the first time Jake had heard the man address him, “We’ve also been through your financial power and I must say I’m rather impressed. Heavy profitable margins on both the Korean and even the American market with your business at the same time?”
Han-eul groaned, “We’ve been trying for years to influence the American market and nothing. So how’d you do it man?”
Jake let out an easy chuckle, shrugging lightly, “Not sure. Maybe it’s because I used to study abroad there so it was easier for me to understand the trends and situation of the Western side of the world.”
Min-joon nodded thoughtfully, his eyes never leaving Jake, “Makes sense. Studied at Harvard right? You and your wife were valedictorians too. I bet you two must be so proud of each other.”
Jake didn’t get to respond as he continued with a small smirk pulling at his lips, “I think you would be of great use to us, Min-jae.
“A toast everyone.” He raised his glass, the others doing the same, “to the newest couple of Echelon Club. Choi Min-jae and Seo Ha-na.”
Weeks blurred into months while you and Jake managed to settle in and grow well accustomed with your new lives at Echelon Heights.
Sure you two have been engaging in some not-so-innocent activities over the past month. Most of which escalated from simple makeout sessions and flirty touches, to intense and intimate moments. But you convinced yourself that it was simply casual acting. No harm done right?
Regardless, you both participated in club activities and interacted often with the other couples of the group. Playing your parts well as a happily married couple. And it’s reached a point where you’re certain they’ll eventually trust you two and reveal their shady business dealings soon enough.
You were in Jake’s study, going through some files you’d managed to dig up on the history of this luxury scheme. You didn’t even realize it was already past midnight, trying to find any source of information that could help you both proceed with the mission - eyebrows furrowed as you scanned through the words over and over on each page.
A knock came at the door and you barely looked up when Jake entered, carrying two steaming paper cups. He kicked the door shut behind him, crossing the room and heading towards the desk beside where you were sitting, “Hey. Finished cleaning the kitchen and took a shower. Thought I might help and that you might want some coffee I ordered from the cafe down the street-”
He suddenly paused making you look up with confusion, only to find him staring straight at you.
“What?” You questioned, cheeks flushing slightly at the intensity of his stare.
He barely managed to set the cups down without looking away from you, his voice hoarse as he asked slowly, “What are you wearing?”
That’s when you glanced down at yourself, only now remembering you were wearing a short, vintage slip lace red nightgown that you found in your closet a few nights back. Judging by the logo embedded within the inside of the delicate silk, you assumed it was from some fancy designer.
You looked back up at Jake, subconsciously playing with one of the thin straps resting on your shoulder, “Found it by my side of the closet I don’t know. Why? Does it look bad?”
Jake immediately shook his head, letting out a strained laugh as he looked away, running a hand down his face, “Bad? You think you look bad? Love, you look fucking ravishing.”
You blinked up at him, processing his words as your eyes went wide. He seemed to realize how desperate he sounded as he cleared his throat, “Shit sorry never mind that-”
“No.” You cut him off, shaking your head. If anything you were amused at how nervous a flirt like him could get and you genuinely didn’t mind his words.
“No?” He echoed, asking curiously, “No what?”
A faint smile pulled at your lips, “I mean it’s okay. Thank you.”
Neither of you moved or said anything for a moment before you finally spoke up, gesturing for him to come closer, “Come here.”
He didn’t hesitate, moving around the desk and reaching by where you were sitting. You rose to your feet, letting out a startled laugh mixed with a yelp as he picked you up.
Jake set you to sit on the desk, papers forgotten as he pushed them all aside. You didn’t even have to think too long to figure out what he was going to do, your legs spreading instantly.
He moved to stand between your legs, pushing the hem of your slip up slowly as he moved to sit on the desk chair, getting comfortable.
“How’d you know I loved red on you hm?” He teased lightly, veiny hands slowly massaging the soft skin of your thighs.
Your voice got caught in your throat at the way his eyes were transfixed on you. Dark and intense, never leaving your body as he watched your shudder from just his fingers grazing your exposed panties.
He finally leaned closer between your spread legs, teeth latching straight on to the damp fabric as he pulled them down your legs with his mouth.
You let out a soft gasp - glancing down at the sight, even more turned on as you felt yourself growing increasingly wetter.
“Don’t,” his husky command made you go still, your legs pausing from where they were about to squeeze together.
Jake let out a quiet chuckle under his breath, those typically calm puppy eyes of his now dark with desire as he kept eye contact with you.
The idea of his gaze never leaving your face while he ate you out sent a thrill straight through. Your body jolting a bit more noticeably than usual as his mouth descended on your puffy, glistening folds.
You let out a quiet moan - back arching slightly, fingers snaking into his thick, dark locks of hair.
Jake’s mouth was working wonders on your pussy and you knew it, fireworks bursting in your stomach as you squirmed and cried out, gasping out under the sound of your ragged breaths.
Already familiar with your body’s responses, one of his hands gripped your thigh firmly - keeping your legs spread as they threatened to squeeze around his head, his other hand going around your waist to pull you closer along the edge of the desk.
He didn’t pull his mouth away for a single second, not even to breathe properly. Preferring to drown himself in the scent and taste of your arousal, he continued to have his fun.
Jake’s eyes occasionally flickered up to you, checking on your reactions and only growing harder by the minute at the way your face contorted into expressions full of pleasure, the sweet sounds escaping your lips weren’t helping him either.
He dove in a bit further, nose bumping your clit as he tilted his head, gaining better access to your folds as his tongue parted between them - seeking out your entrance.
You let out a shaky cry at the sensitivity, hips bucking as you tugged a bit tighter on his hair, causing Jake to release a muffled groan against your pussy. And God, the vibrations from that weren’t helping.
When his tongue pushed into your entrance, licking at your walls while his teeth nipped at your folds did you realize you were already going to come.
You tried to speak between breathy moans and soft pants, growing overstimulated from your impending release as your body tensed up and because of the way he was going down on you.
“I- fuck I think- J-,” you could barely even comprehend the words spilling out of your mouth. Head thrown back as you moaned and cried out loudly, the pleasure overwhelming you.
Jake kept going, squeezing your thighs firmly to signal and ensure you didn’t cry out his real name loudly. You were too far gone though, pulling at his hair and moaning his name when you came.
“O-oh my god- f-fuck- Jake-” you whimpered out, back arching as you let your orgasm rip through you.
He tensed up at first, lips pausing their assault on your pussy as he processed that fact. You’d never moaned his name before, always being mindful in case the microphones detected the sound. But here - now - with you screaming out as you let the ecstasy take over, Jake had to admit he damn well loved it.
He lapped up your cum cleanly and slowly, mind racing as you recovered from your high - panting with glassed-over eyes as you came down from the moment.
When he rose to his feet, he scooped you up into his arms. Squeezing you tightly, and barely thinking straight at the moment, he mumbled, “I love you. So fucking much.”
You didn’t respond, barely comprehending his words. And Jake rested his chin on top of your head - rubbing your back as he kept you pulled close to his chest. His blank eyes stared silently at the two cups of coffee that had long gone cold.
Praying to God that you two didn’t screw up the mission and yourselves because of this.
“I’m serious Y/N, what if they heard you?” Jake seethed under his breath, following you like a desperate little puppy as you made your way towards the indoor pool for a swim.
You groaned, not even bothering to turn around. Sure you were internally panicking about your slip-up the other night, but you were praying that maybe there was some miracle that no one was potentially eavesdropping at that moment.
“Can you relax? I already told you there’s a high possibility they didn’t even hear us. Like can you even think about them sitting and watching or listening to us fuck? They’d probably get uncomfortable and stop.”
You murmured before moving towards the marble stairs leading into the cool water, descending carefully as you undid your robe, Jake still hovering around you muttering about how reckless you both were.
You had to admit it was quite funny though. The Sim Jaeyun of all people being paranoid about the situation.
You untied the silk ribbon of your robe, allowing it to slide off your body, well aware of Jake’s eyes on you.
He was still blabbering on, though you could hear the way his words grew jumbled and lost at the sight of you in a skimpy black bikini.
“Or they would’ve thought it was the perfect moment seeing as we were all vulnerable and shit. You know I’m just worried for you love, us both really and- and I- the what-,” he trailed off, falling silent as he stared at your body from behind.
You snuck a peek back at him, laughing before stepping further into the water, feet touching the bottom of the pool as you let the cold, clear liquid encase your body.
You turned around to face him, seeing him standing there with his mouth hanging open, tilting your head slightly.
“You coming in or what?” You asked, almost innocently.
Jake groaned, rolling his eyes as he pulled his oversized tshirt off easily by the neckline - tossing it to the floor while shrugging off his shorts, standing in his boxers he grumbled, “You really can’t give it a rest can you?”
You let out a soft shriek when he plunged into the water - splashing and drenching you, hands finding your legs under the water and trailing up along your body as he resurfaced right in front of you.
You wrapped your arms around his neck, his hands encircling your waist as the water lapped gently around you both after growing calmer now from the force of his dive.
“Maybe I like the attention,” you bubbled out a laugh as you felt the ticklish sensation of his lips on your neck, kissing and sucking your skin there.
“Or maybe you just like me?” He prompted, nipping lightly at your earlobe.
“No,” You shot back, though the smile creeping up on your lips betrayed you, “I would never.”
He chuckled softly, hands sliding down to grip at your ass under the water, “The only person you’re convincing yourself of with that is you, love.”
You hummed under your breath, moving your head to bury against his neck, kissing at the soft skin there.
Jake let out a quiet exhale, melting into your touch while his hands massaged your ass.
“You gonna tell me what you met up with Min-joon for?” You murmured teasingly, knowing you were unraveling his control as you continued to nip lightly at his skin.
He groaned, squeezing your ass as he tried to pry you off of him gently, “Well, I can’t really do that if you’re out here being a goddamn menace can I?”
You laughed pulling away, resting your forehead against his, “No but seriously though what’s the plan. I’ve been so distracted with you complaining and vying for attention all the time I forgot to ask.”
Jake shot you a deadpanned look, guiding your body to float backwards as he gently pressed you up against the marble wall of the pool.
“Well,” he started, growing distracted for a moment as your hands roamed his toned torso, fingers running along the ridges of his abs as you gazed innocently up at him, “Apparently they do some discreet organ donation.”
You paused, raising your eyebrows while his own hands roamed your body distractedly.
“What?”
He just hummed, pressing a small kiss to your nose mumbling, “You’re so pretty-”
You cupped his handsome face, smacking his cheek lightly ignoring the way your heart flipped at adorable he looked with his cheeks squished up, “Hey. Focus.”
He nodded, letting out a sheepish laugh, “Right sorry.”
He stood up straight, arms resting casually on either side of you by the pool’s edge.
“Okay so. According to him, they own a bunch of shelters and orphanages. You know the charity work the club donates to often?”
You nodded, silently encouraging him to keep going.
“Well simply put, they occasionally kill people there and transport their organs to hospitals around the country for good amounts of money.”
You gasped, stunned, “Seriously? Even to children??”
He nodded, “Depending on the criteria required, yeah. And these hospitals don’t say a word. Private institutions you know?”
You frowned, thinking about everything, “No way. That’s- cruel. Is that it?”
He hummed, brushing a few damp locks of your hair away from your face, “Seems so. They could be hiding more but right now when it comes to the use for us, it’s regarding that.”
You raised your eyebrows, “Let me guess. They want to expand their business to an international level huh?”
He nodded, a small knowing smile pulling at his lips as he leaned down and pressed a chaste kiss to yours, making you smack him away as he laughed, “Yep. You’re rather smart you know that?”
You rolled your eyes, “Oh so I’m stupid now?”
“Noo. I’m just saying. It’s cute.” He commented lightly.
He leaned closer, lips brushing yours again, “And so off topic but I also don’t want to stop kissing you.”
You chuckled softly, allowing him to close the remaining distance between you two as you kissed him back with the same fervor he approached with.
Jake pressed your body much more firmly against the pool’s wall and you felt the obvious bulge between your legs, even through the water around you both.
You didn’t break the kiss just yet, letting your hands slide down to the waistband of his boxers, sliding inside and grasping the familiar length of his cock.
His body trembled and he pulled away, his eyes growing wide, “What are you-?”
You just smiled, leaning closer and nipping a bit harsher than intended on the spot by where his neck and shoulder met. Jake letting out a quiet whimper, lower lip caught between his teeth when you began to stroke his thick, hard length, fingers running over the prominent veins pulsing through his skin.
He out a ragged breath, “I’ll get you back for this you know.”
You chuckled softly, “Try me.”
Jake reached under the water pushing his boxers down his thighs then gripping your hips, fingers sliding the damp bikini bottom clinging to your pussy aside easily.
He leaned down, nipping at your ear as he murmured lowly, “I won’t go gentle on you Y/N.”
Your eyes flickered up, startled at first by how quickly he was progressing things - meeting his darkened ones as you felt his thick cock brushing against the folds of your pussy.
Jake pushed himself into you, bottoming out completely as you both moaned. He didn’t let you get adjusted for too long and he didn’t have to, your body already accustomed to his girth as he began to roll his hips and thrust forcefully into you.
“God- you don’t know how much I love how tight this pussy is,” he mumbled with a quiet moan against your ear, the cool water sloshing in large waves around you two though it did nothing to ease the heat between both your bodies.
You were already a moaning mess, fingers gripping at his broad back while your nails dug into his skin, head thrown back and your eyes closed at the way his cock hit that sweet spot deep up within you.
One of Jake’s hands was holding on to the pool’s edge for support, the other gripping your waist tightly to keep you leveraged against his body.
He hiked one of your legs up over his waist, the angle causing his length to press up further into you - stars bursting behind your closed eyelids as he kept grinding his pelvis up against yours.
Jake had his bottom lip pulled tight between his teeth, muffling his occasional moans and whimpers as he felt the way your walls kept clenching tightly around him.
The sight of you absolutely losing yourself underneath him - in a pool nonetheless - only made his pace quicken, desperate to send you and him over the edge.
He felt increase satisfaction in watching the breathy moans and sweet gasps spill out your mouth, loving the fact that he can reduce you to such a state as he pounded into you.
You were screaming out now, soft cries echoing around the pool area along with the sound of water splashing around you both, drowning out the slapping of skin happening between you two.
“Wait I- hah-” you panted out, feeling that knot tighten in your stomach, trying to push Jake away lightly as you whined, “It’s t-too much I- I cant-”
“You can,” he grunted out softly, reaching down under the water to rub circles on your clit, watching you shatter from just that extra pleasure directed to your body.
Jake watched your face contort from the pure pleasure and ecstasy of your release - your eyebrows furrowed and your swollen lips parted as you came with the sweetest moan.
He loved seeing you like this, now limp up against the pool’s edge - barely holding on if it wasn’t for his grip on you, whimpering out under your breath as you felt the remnants of his thrusts still pushing into you and growing sloppier by the second.
When Jake came inside you with a shudder - feeling the way your body was tight and tense as he filled you up with his load shooting deep inside your body, all you could think about at that moment was how far you both had come - with your mind dazed from your orgasm - and that moments like these signaled something way deeper between you two.
Maybe you actually loved Sim Jaeyun. And you didn’t know how to feel about that.
You and Jake were lying in your bedroom - Jake sprawled lazily over you with his head tucked into the crook of your neck. After cleaning up and taking fresh showers from what happened in the pool, you two were now basking in the moment of a peaceful cuddle session, your fingers stroking Jake’s damp locks of hair lightly.
Jake was half-asleep, his arms tightly wrapped around your waist as he lay on top of you.
“So what’s the plan?” You asked, keeping your voice low to barely a whisper as you gazed up at the ceiling.
“Hm?” He murmured out sleepily.
You smacked his cheek lightly, earning a soft “ow” from him, “How are we getting evidence mister?”
“Oh. Right.” He groaned, shrugging lightly.
“I don’t know. Come up with something. I’m way too tired for this love.”
You rolled your eyes, ready to start on him when a deep, amused voice suddenly sounded out, “No need.”
You and Jake froze for a moment, processing the tone, recognizing who it was before seeing the person and sitting bolt upright quickly.
Standing there, leaning against the doorframe of the walk-in closet - for only God knows how long, was none other than Kwon Ji-soo.
“I knew why I didn’t like you two from the beginning. Always had a bad vibe.”
Jake frowned, moving to reach for the guns you both kept in one of the drawers of the bedside table, but Ji-soo had already beat him to it.
“Looking for these?” He lifted two pistols out from behind his back, analyzing them intently.
“Nice models. Rare actually if I remembered right. Such a shame you can’t use them anymore though.” He commented lightly.
“Do you think we’re that stupid?” He continued, gazing with profound hatred at you and Jake huddled up against the headboard warily.
“Jaeyun and Y/N right? It didn’t take long for Han-eul to find your real identities that your foolish company thought they could bury.”
“Oh yeah,” he smirked deviously gauging your shocked reactions, “we all know. You two thought you were so slick. As if it wasn’t obvious that you both were suspicious. None of the women even trusted you, except Sa-rang I think, but she’s always been gullible. Then we heard you moan your ‘husband’s’ real name that night. That was all the confirmation we needed.”
Ji-soo laughed darkly at your horrified expression, while Jake’s frown only deepened, “Damn come to think about it, we heard you two almost every night. Going at it one way or the other like rabbits in heat.”
He suddenly fixated his gaze on you, eyes trained on your body in the tank top and sweatpants you were wearing, “Though I can’t really say we were complaining though. Rather filthy but enticing nonetheless. You’re a sight for sore eyes, Y/N. Wouldn’t you agree, Jaeyun?”
Jake gritted his teeth, moving in front of you to block Ji-soo’s view, “Keep her name out your mouth. And don’t fucking talk about her like that.”
Ji-soo rolled his eyes, stepping closer as you and Jake slipped off the bed, lifting his arm and aiming one of the pistols at Jake, “Step aside from her. We’re separating you two.”
“Move away from her or I’ll shoot.” He commanded, turning the safety off from the gun.
Jake only stepped directly in front of you at this, “We? Don’t be ridiculous, you’re the only one here and I’ve been trained to take down assholes like you. So if you want to get to her you’ll have to kill me first.”
“Jake-no!” You warned, trying to step away from him and give in while your mind raced for a new plan of action, but he only grasped your wrist firmly - keeping you pinned to his back so you corner pull away.
“Now, now, that’s not a fun way to play this game,” another voice resounded as the bedroom door was kicked open - Hyun-seok sauntering in while effortlessly catching the spare gun Ji-soo tossed at him.
“You’re wasting your time Jaeyun, or should I call you Jake? Give her to us and we just might go a bit more easy on you. It’s only fair that we have a little excitement too right?” He taunted, chewing on his lip as he gazed at you being shielded behind Jake.
“Do you know what happens to people that try to cross us? Remember that organ donation ring we deal with? We weren’t lying about that sure but you wouldn’t even be alive to tell the tale. You two might just be our new lucky contestants to join the rest wouldn’t you say? I feel like that’s all but deserved for vile crap like you both.”
Ji-soo stepped closer, his anger only growing as Hyun-seok’s words fueled his hatred towards you two. He pressed the muzzle of his gun against Jake’s head, saying through gritted teeth, “Move away. Now.”
“Fuck you,” Jake spat out, pissing the other man off further.
“Why you fucking piece of shit! I’ll teach you-!”
“Stop! Just stop!” You yelled, pleading now as you glanced between him and Jake, “I’ll go with you just- just leave him alone for God’s sake!”
You kicked Jake in the back of his knees, sending him to the floor with an apologetic glance, groaning in pain. You then escaped his loosened grasp, walking towards the other two men.
“Well aren’t you such a good girl?” Hyun-seok asked in a mocking tone, frowning deeply when you refused to let Ji-soo hold you or grip your arm.
“You two are so stubborn for no proper reason,” he complained with annoyance, grabbing you and tossing you over his shoulder, easily trapping you there.
Ji-soo laughed, gun still aimed at Jake as he took pleasure in watching you squirm and try to fight the stronger man off.
“Y/N no!” Jake yelled, not hesitating to use Ji-soo’s distracted stare to twist his wrist, yanking the gun away from him.
Before either of the men could react, Jake sent two bullets straight through both their backs, Hyun-seok stumbling at the impact of the shot and dropping you.
You fell to your knees, catching yourself and immediately tackling the other pistol from Hyun-seok, shooting him again by his torso for extra measure.
Jake rose to his feet, kicking a howling Ji-soo aside and shooting his leg so he couldn’t move.
“Don’t fucking touch my wife again you hear me?” He gritted out at a bleeding-out Hyun-seok as he passed, before pulling you into his arms - pressing a firm kiss to your forehead.
“We gotta move. Go to the bar at the lounge and get the girls as backup. Find the wives and rest of men. I’ll call AISA to get down here now and make sure the rest of them don’t escape.”
You furrowed your eyebrows, puzzled at his words, “Girls? What girls? The wives?”
Jake rolled his eyes, biting back a smile as he glanced at the two unconscious men on the floor behind them, “I thought you were smart. The backup agents from the North America branch. Look for foreigners and you’ll find them. You know their faces from the files.”
He pulled you into a bone-crushing hug one more time, “Y/N.”
“Hm?” You responded, already knowing what was coming as you squeezed him back just as tightly.
“I love you. I love you so fucking much okay? Don’t die on me.”
You let out a quiet sigh, shaking your head as you pressed a chaste kiss to his lips, “You think so little of me. I can handle myself you know.”
Jake rolled his eyes with amusement, reluctant to let you go.
“I love you too,” you responded lightly, forcefully pulling yourself away.
“So let’s get these sons of bitches.”
When you barged into the lounge - gun in hand and aimed ahead in case any enemies were within, you froze at the sight before your eyes before relaxing immediately.
Your eyes scanned the scene before you with a small smile pulling at your lips, disbelief and pride clouding your tone, “So these are girls Jake was talking about? You’re all like six Charlie’s Angels you know that? Such a shame I didn’t recognize you all before. I’ve been so caught up with my role. Good work girls!”
Standing ahead of you - still in their server uniforms but clad with their own pistols this time, were the North American agents sent to work here at AISA’s request.
And tied up on the floor in a circle together by them were none other than the elite wives, all gagged and bounded with bewildered and angry expressions on their faces. They couldn’t even be bothered to put up a fight, their restraints too difficult to escape from and clearly more than secure.
The apparent leader - judging by the way she stepped forward to greet you, smiled sheepishly, “Too much?”
You shook your head, pulling her into a warm hug which she gladly reciprocated, “Not at all. How’d you girls get them so quickly though? I was just coming to gather you all as backup.”
“I’m Sophia by the way. Leader of the team. I’ll introduce you to the rest of girls along the way but we can’t stay too long on this. I hope Jake’s calling AISA right?”
You nodded, listening as she kept explaining.
“Intel travels fast around here. We heard these women drinking and discussing the matter earlier and immediately figured you guys might get into some serious trouble. So we decided to take matters into our own hands and go a step further. I have no idea where the males are though.”
You let out a heavy exhale, “Great thinking thank you so much for the help. I hope none of them left the perimeter right?”
Sophia shook her head, “Not that I know of. Daniela was keeping an eye on all of them but she lost track of Ji-soo and Hyun-seok.”
She gestured behind her towards a gorgeous Spanish woman standing with the other girls, who beamed at you in response to hearing her name.
You flashed her and the other girls a quick smile before focusing back on Sophia, “We got them covered don’t worry. Jake shot them.”
Sophia widened her eyes, “What? Seriously? Are they dead?”
You nodded, a wry smile on your lips, “They had us in a tight spot. Let’s hope they don’t. Keep an eye on the ladies. I’ll go find Jake and wait on AISA for enforcements to come. Also see if you can find the other guys. We don’t want them escaping before it’s too late.”
Sophia nodded, “Got it. Good luck!”
The other girls yelled their encouragement as you left to find Jake and hopefully bring an end to the shit within Echelon Height’s once and for all.
When you excited the lounge a few minutes later however, you were rendered speechless at the sight that met your eyes. It seems like everyone was in a mood to surprise you with their efficiency today.
Multiple tinted, black government vehicles were parked along the roads of the scheme, various agents in bulletproof vests and other gear with their guns scouring the perimeter as you walked amongst the commotion, stopping when you noticed familiar faces to watch the remainder of the males getting arrested - sirens illuminating the scene.
You felt a comforting pair of arms snake around your waist, as a husky voice murmured into your ear, “You missed out on some serious action love.”
You bubbled out a soft laugh turning around and wrapping your arms tightly around Jake, teasing lightly, “How come you had all this fun without me hm?”
He chuckled softly, pressing a gentle kiss to your nose, “I’ll tell you all about it later don’t worry.”
“Eww!!” You heard a voice whine from behind, both of you bursting out laughing as you watched Sunoo’s face contort with disgust.
You were surprised to see that the rest of Jake’s friends were here and also had their faces scrunched up, some of them even appalled at the way you two were acting.
Riki muttered, making everyone buckle over with laughter, “Well that’s something you don’t see happen everyday. What changed newlyweds?”
Jake rolled his eyes, holding you close as you buried your face into the crook of his neck out of embarrassment, “Oh shut up.”
The guys continued to tease you both, the commotion slowing down around you. You all witnessed the wives get arrested, the female agents coming into view as everyone cheered triumphantly.
“Alright there lovebirds? I’ve got a lot to say to you both. All good things of course. Well done.” A familiar voice called out, you and Jake turning around to see a rather proud Director Lee standing there, surveying the scene.
Heeseung huffed, crossing his arms, “I never get complimented that easily, let alone a look of pride.”
Lee rolled his eyes, muttering sarcastically to a pouty Heeseung, “Very good everyone. And thank you Heeseung for being here with us. Wonderful contribution.”
Amused laughter rippled amongst the group as the North American team’s girls came over to greet Director Lee.
Lee smiled politely in acknowledgment and continued calmly, “Congratulations girls. The Northern Branch would be very pleased with your contributions. Everyone these are Sophia, Daniela, Lara, Manon, Megan and Yoonchae. They’re some agents our friendly co-agency graciously sent over to help Jake and Y/N.”
Lee gestured to each girl as they all smiled and waved in acknowledgment, “Girls you already know Jake and Y/N but these other men here are Heeseung, Jay, Sunghoon, Sunoo, Jungwon and Riki. Also agents of the South Korean branch of AISA.”
Introductions were exchanged and interactions went smoothly with conversation flowing naturally while the group watched the scene unfold. The chaos grew much calmer now as Lee continued in his report, vehicles with those arrested beginning to leave the estate.
“You missed out on quite a bit Y/N but I’m sure Jake will fill you in. You two appear to have gotten rather close now I see.
He paused, a knowing smile tugging at his lips, “We’ve managed to acquire important evidence and information regarding this ring. Agents are currently scouring through all the buildings for more details and we can hopefully see and manage to get these idiots to confess. We also plan to gather up all the other institutions involved in this nonsense. The government will deal with public relations and lawsuits though. Good work once again you two. I think a well-deserved break is in order right?”
Cheers of celebration from everyone, Jake pulling you into his side as Jay hollered and then immediately regretted it, “Drinks on me people!”
“I’m gonna make Jay hyung end up so broke!” Jungwon yelled, doubling Riki and Sunoo over with laughter while making Sunghoon nearly choke on his water out of pure amusement.
Jake leaned down, kissing your forehead tenderly as he rubbed your side, squeezing your waist, “We did good, my love.”
You nodded, tiptoeing up and nuzzling your nose against his, laughing when some of the guys and girls shrieked with distaste at your actions, “Mhm.”
“God can yall stop with the cringe shit I’m feeling even more lonely now. This wasn’t supposed to happen,” Sunghoon grumbled.
The group walked away, chattering and laughing together. From the Director of AISA all the way to the guys and girls of the agency. You and Jake were holding hands, fingers intertwined and heading towards the vehicles waiting to take you all to your next destination to celebrate - while leaving the dirty luxury of Echelon Heights behind.
“You’re a no-man, yeah, you know man” - Reminder, The Weeknd
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PARTY MONSTER
Trope: Enemies with Chemistry
Pairing: spy!jay x spy!female reader
Synopsis: You’ve always despised Park Jongseong - not because of the attention he’s garnered for his exceptional performance within the agency, but because of the burning jealousy within a small part of yourself that feels he doesn’t deserve such recognition. For as long as you’ve known Jay, you’ve concluded that he’s nothing but a careless jerk that’s always excessively clubbing and only managed through his multitude of missions by sheer luck. When the time comes for the both of you to be partnered up for a crucial mission, will such feelings change or will the heart harbor something entirely different?
Warnings: inappropriate language (cursing), explicit mature content - smut (MDNI), dry humping, sexual intercourse, unprotected sex (don’t even think about it), cream pie, mentions of slight violence and Jay is somewhat of an annoying prick
Mishi’s Thoughts: I love a good enemies to lovers situation so I truly tried my best to write well for this one. Not much to say but I hope you all love it! Oh it’s rather long, I feel like it’s shorter than Heeseung’s though so take note. Once more interactions are valued so please please please follow, like, comment and reblog if you enjoyed this. It’ll inspire me so much! I did proofread this fic before posting so any mistakes that you may find are probably what I potentially missed. Taglist is open for Jake’s upcoming fic as well! Also, gentle reminder this is purely fictional and is in no way connected to the person I’m writing about in real life. Thank you so much for reading!
“Where are you princess?” Jay’s deep voice rang out into your ear through the micro-spy earpiece. You listened over the light orchestrated music and faint chatter of guests surrounding you.
You were standing casually by the grazing table, sipping on a flute of champagne. Completely calm as your gaze scanned over the heads of the guests at the charity gala you and Jay were assigned to attend for the sake of an important mission.
“Stop calling me that,” you muttered while sipping on your drink.
You then added, “Grazing table.”
Jay’s now confused voice reverberated in your ear again, his question pissing you off further. As if it wasn’t enough the two of you had to work together tonight. Thanks Director Lee. You just wanted to get this over with.
“No I won’t princess. The nickname suits you. But where are you? Come again?”
“The table with all the finger food, Jongseong,” you let out an irritated sigh with an annoyed huff.
You rolled your eyes when you heard that infuriatingly deep, now calmer chuckle of his through your earpiece. You were so sick of this.
When his taller, handsome frame finally came into view amongst a few guests standing nearby - his toned body effortlessly clad in a well-tailored suit. Jay immediately froze when his eyes landed on you.
Standing a few feet away, you could clearly see him staring at you shamelessly and with obvious awe. It certainly surprised you but you didn’t appear fazed as you kept up your composed expression.
He finally stepped closer, seemingly overcoming his shock and looking you up and down in a way that made you want to slap him senseless.
“Damn princess. You didn’t have to go all out,” he teased lightly as he grabbed a flute of champagne for himself from a passing waiter carrying a tray full of them.
You were in a long strapless, off the shoulder dark red dress - ruched up in various places and pulled tight at the waist by a corset bodice, which only further accentuated your figure. Your hair perfectly styled and your makeup flawless.
You could tell Jay wasn’t complaining at the view at all. Even appearing to be quite distracted. Especially with that long slit up the left thigh’s side of your dress.
You rolled your eyes and crossed your arms, twirling a strand of your styled hair cascading down your shoulders just to taunt him further.
You were well aware of how extravagant the dress was that the agency made you wear for the gala. The sight had turned heads when you arrived and you could still feel people’s stares on you.
“Is that all you care about? Maybe focus on what we actually have to do and get this over with,” you muttered softly so only he could hear.
“Why the rush? I think I’m quite enjoying this gala tonight.”
His eyes still never left your body as he leaned against the table, sipping on his champagne.
“We got all the time in the world and we still have to act like an actual couple now don’t we? So, might as well get started.”
He extended his palm out to you at those words and you tensed up, already reading into his silent question.
“No.” You looked away, rejecting without missing a beat.
“Oh come on princess. People will get suspicious if they see me like this you know,” Jay prompted as he still kept his hand out for you to take.
You shot him a sarcastic glance, eyeing his hand thoughtfully as you responded in a mocking voice.
“Like what? A begging puppy next to me?” You could hardly fight the smirk creeping up on your glossy red lips.
Jay just scoffed under his breath while setting his half-finished champagne on the table beside him. Before you knew it, he had an arm firmly around your waist as he guided you towards the circle of dancers in the center of the beautifully decorated hall.
He didn’t even let you stumble in the silver designer heels you were wearing while pulling you, as you both somehow got into position on the dance floor.
Your hands instantly found his broad shoulders, whereas his hands grabbed your waist, holding you firmly as he skillfully guided your bodies in sync to the classical music playing.
You seethed under your breath, glaring up at him, “What the-?”
Before you could even finish your sentence, Jay cut you off by dipping his head down.
His lips brushed yours lightly as he murmured against them, startling you as your body froze.
“Target is in sight. He’s watching you.”
Your kept your eyes glaring straight up into Jay’s, trying your best to remain composed and fight the reaction his breath with yours made your body.
You didn’t pull away. Because that could potentially ruin everything and instead retorted, your lips brushing his still.
“So? Doing this is so unnecessary.” You huffed out.
“You’re not rejecting it though. Besides, I just don’t like the way he’s looking at you.”
“Like a piece of meat,” he added under his breath, in a darker tone that you couldn’t really decipher.
You glanced around the hall as you both swayed lightly to the music - bodies in sync. You eventually caught the not-so-subtle stare of a middle-aged man in the distance, amongst what appeared to be a rather large group of bodyguards.
You didn’t keep your gaze on the target for long as you turned to look back up at Jay.
“He sees me with you so I doubt it’ll be a problem right? He probably thinks we’re a couple or something,” you tried to reassure, but if anything you were only comforting yourself.
“You think he cares about that? This is Yoon Kang-dae we’re talking about. He’s the leader of one of the biggest gangs in the country at the moment princess. So yeah I doubt me as your supposed boyfriend would stop him.”
You frowned up at him as you muttered, “If you’re thinking to abort the mission because of that man’s stupid eyes that he can’t keep in his sockets - then you’re the most ridiculous spy I have ever met Park Jongseong.”
Jay merely laughed at that, though you could feel his grip on your waist tighten.
“There’s a reason I’m one of the best spies in AISA, princess. You trust me don’t you?”
You scoffed, fingers gripping his suit jacket tighter.
“Hell no.”
He chuckled softly, not listening as his hands snaked down towards your ass, not squeezing but resting there. His eyes were burning holes into the older male’s and you swore you caught something like possessiveness in his gaze.
“Jay!” You could only gasp as he pressed your body firmly against his, your bodies still subconsciously moving to the sound of the music. Jay’s attention suddenly snapped back to you. He had tensed up, making you pause yourself. However, both of you were still dancing smoothly amongst the others, neither faltering for a second or it might blow your covers.
You hastily continued, just so that he doesn’t point out that you used his nickname for the first time ever, “Um yeah so same plan right? Split up and you trail after him to get video evidence of the shady substance deals he’s doing with the other prims in here and I head to his office and look for documented evidence, deal?”
Jay nodded, his head tilted at you as he eyed you intently.
“Let’s wait for him to leave and then we move out.”
It was past midnight when things finally started getting intense.
You and Jay had stopped dancing a while back - with you claiming your heels were hurting your feet. Instead, you two were hovering near the grazing table again, somehow managing to strike up easy conversation while keeping an eye on Yoon. Jay however, had other plans as he was constantly snacking on finger food.
You rolled your eyes when you noticed him reaching for some weird looking block of cheese next. Smacking his arm and nearly making him drop the snack with a yelp - you scolded, “Do you have no shame? What if you get poisoned from that?”
Jay huffed, savoring his cheese without a care in the world, “Oh relax princess, this is a charity gala not some death show. Who’d be that stupid to put poison in finger food at a public event?”
“I’m not talking about that kind of poison Jongseong, I’m referring to natural food poisoning. Look at the condition of that thing you just ate.” You remarked as you scrunched up your face in disgust.
Jay smacked his lips, reaching for another treat, a mini brownie by the looks of it and you slapped his hand away immediately.
He turned to look at you with an offended glare but you weren’t focusing on him anymore, your gaze averted elsewhere.
“Fuck he’s gone,” you mumbled out, eyes swiftly scanning the people in the hall still.
“What? Already? But I just looked at him and he was-”
You groaned, already straightening up and adjusting your dress as you cut him off.
“Does it matter? He’s gone now and it’s all because of your greediness,” you huffed out angrily, not even bothering to look back at him as you moved to leave the gala.
You called out before disappearing out a side door nearby, which lead on to the winding corridor of the estate’s manor, “Let’s go.”
You two got into focus quite easily. All fun and banter set aside for the moment as you split up and followed through with your initial plan - only now Jay needed to hunt for Yoon before he could obtain any sufficient and strong evidence.
You headed up the winding staircase leading from the foyer of the manor, leaving the peaceful ambiance of the gala. Thankfully, the staff and guests were too caught up with the event to even bat an eye or notice intruders roaming around in restricted areas. Jay on the other hand, decided to scour the first floor to perhaps find Yoon and his potential clients.
You had already memorized the security cameras’ and patrol teams’ blind spots beforehand, so it wasn’t difficult for you to find Yoon’s office. Before entering you spoke to Jay, finger on the ear piece as you muttered, “Security cams in the office have been disconnected already right?”
“Mhm, Riki did a while back,” Jay’s voice responded easily.
You acknowledged the response and didn’t continue small talk - not wanting to distract yourself or Jay. So, you quickly slipped inside the office and immediately began hunting for incriminating evidence that could be used to throw Yoon in jail for good. This mission was particularly important because previous AISA spies have tried to thwart his criminal activities, but to no avail.
It was up to you and Jay now.
Using the small, indiscernible pocket knife you had hidden between your chest, the strong blade managed to pull open all the locked drawers of Yoon’s desk and even his safe after you found it. Turns out he’s awful at hiding stuff.
“Bingo.” You muttered to yourself as you scanned through all the files hidden within - a triumphant expression on your face, until Jay’s voice suddenly broke through the peace in your ear.
“Uh- princess? We got a problem.”
You paused, listening carefully and could’ve sworn you heard running footsteps and gunshots in the background over the ear piece.
“What did you do Jongseong?” Your voice was low and even, trying to contain the anger and panic as you realized what was happening as you whisper-yelled at him.
“N-nothing really. I swear it’s not- Ah!” Jay yelped between hurried breaths. Looks like someone got discovered.
“Just- abort okay?! I repeat - ABORTT!!” You could hear Jay screaming as he ran and the thought of it was exceedingly comical to you.
You groaned, shaking your head at his dramatic response. You knew by now that if Yoon realized Jay was an unwanted intruder in his business, then he probably figured out he’d have an acquaintance too.
And it didn’t help that the target saw you with Jay dancing at the gala earlier. His patrol team was probably searching this manor thoroughly as your mind raced with these thoughts.
“I’ll meet you at the car. For the love of God please don’t get yourself killed Jongseong.”
You added after a beat, scrambling up all the files and documents you found necessary to easily convict Yoon, “And stop screaming in my ear it’s annoying. You sound like a blender full of marbles. Stupid ass.”
Jay was speeding down the highway leading off from the Yoon estate using the black, tinted sedan the agency provided for the mission. You were clutching your seatbelt for dear life, your eyes wide as Jay constantly twisted the steering wheel - the car swiveling from lane to lane recklessly.
“They’re gaining on us!” You yelled over the screech of tires as he narrowly avoided colliding into one of the cars driving ahead.
In the rear view mirror, you could clearly see the fleet of tinted SUVs picking up speed as they chased the sedan down the road.
“I know that, stop reminding me!” Jay retorted, his voice a bit higher from how terrified he was just like you.
You felt like your heart was in your hands, pulse roaring in your ears as you constantly shifted your gaze from the vehicles at the back to the highway at the front.
“What the hell did you do to make them so angry?” You demanded, body stiff as you clutched your dress tightly.
“Fuck I don’t know- look it’s nothing it’s so dumb.”
You groaned, massaging your temples.
“It can’t have been ‘nothing’ if they’re on our asses like we killed someone.”
You paused and snapped your head over to Jay, his face distorting into a panicked grimace.
“Please don’t tell me you killed someone, Jongseong,” you were practically pleading that he wasn’t that reckless. He couldn’t be. Top spy of AISA?
Jay just cleared his throat, refusing to answer you as his eyes focused on something straight ahead.
“Forget that, I got an idea.”
You let out a startled scream, clutching the dashboard now as Jay suddenly made a swift turn - rounding a corner and ending up on a dirt road leading off the highway. The car nearly toppling from the force of Jay’s driving.
The vehicles trailing behind didn’t anticipate that move and instead sped past for fear of crashing if they made a risky turn like that. It wouldn’t take long for them to reverse and follow you both though.
“What the fuck was that for?!” You yelled as you took in the thick, dense trees on either side of the narrow path. Everything was pitch black as the sedan’s headlights flashed over whatever was ahead.
The sounds of branches scraping against the exterior of the car along with the tires going over shrubs and bushes on the path echoing around you.
“Bought us time didn’t I? Let’s just hope we can hide and they’ll give up the chase.” Jay replied, his voice much calmer now.
Any minute now the vehicles could return, Jay turning off the headlights of the car after finding a good hiding spot and parking between a tiny clearing amongst the trees - barely large enough to fit the sedan properly.
You could finally let out a relieved breath, your surroundings enveloped in complete darkness as he cut the engine so no noise could be made.
You kept your voice low as you spoke, head leaning against the window, “Lee is going to kill you for mauling a company vehicle like this.”
Jay let out a quiet laugh and when you turned to look at him could barely see him because of the total darkness around you. Yet you had a good feeling he was smiling despite the turn of events.
“He’s the reason we’re in this mess in the first place. All he had to do was raid Yoon’s manor with a search warrant. This whole disguise situation as a waste.”
You chuckled at that, then remembered why you both were here in the first place.
“I mean that’s why we’re spies right? Seriously though what the hell did you do?”
He shook his head even though knowing you could barely see.
“That’s a story for another day princess,” he murmured, clearly not wanting to talk about it just yet.
“But you didn’t kill him right?”
His voice trailed off, “Noo- but wait, actually in a sense-”
“Park Jongseong!”
He groaned finally giving in - although just slightly.
“Okay okay fine. I didn’t exactly kill him but I did shoot him. If he bleeds out he technically does die, but yeah.”
You stared at him in the dark, flabbergasted.
“Yep, Lee’s definitely going to kill you,” you managed out.
Jay tried to refute, “Listen in my defense-”
You cut him off, letting out a disbelieving laugh, “That’s the thing though, you didn’t shoot him because of self defense did you?”
Jay immediately fell silent at that, contemplating his answer.
“No but-”
“Yeah, you’re screwed. Company policy says you’re not supposed to shoot unless they’re a threat to you. A life or death situation.”
Jay let out an exasperated sigh, “You’re really not going to let me finish are you princess?”
“Nope.”
You crossed your arms - sliding down a bit further in your seat, getting comfortable as you continued mockingly, “Seems like I’ll be best agent now.”
“I’ll explain to Lee later when we get back don’t worry. There’s no way I’m letting this get me a suspension. I’m better than you princess you gotta admit that by now. Besides it was just by his hip he’ll be finee,” Jay drawled, seemingly unfazed and uncaring about what he did.
You didn’t get a chance to respond when you caught a flash of headlights in the distance on the path ahead, your heart almost stopping.
Jay noticed it too and immediately unbuckled his seatbelt.
“Backseat. Now.”
You didn’t hesitate, unbuckling yours as well while you climbed on to the center console. Ready to carefully slip into the backseat - being cautious because of how uncomfortable your dress and heels were, you let out a soft yelp when Jay wrapped his arms around your waist, using his body to push you both on to the car’s backseat floor.
You couldn’t even yell or utter a word at him as he clapped a hand over your mouth firmly. Your eyes went wide but you didn’t make a sound - taking in both of your positions as the headlights drew closer and the faint rumble of engines from vehicles approached.
Jay was hovering over you, body pressed firmly against yours. You could feel every inch of him and you tried your best not to think too much about it. Though your mind was beginning to spiral.
The backseat floor was extremely cramped - especially for a broad man like Jay, so it felt like his presence was practically consuming you, his scent the only thing your nostrils could register as he surrounded you. He was pretty much hugging you tightly to him and damn it did he smell really good.
His free arm remained tightly around your waist, sliding down after a few minutes to rest on your right thigh over your dress - where he knew your gun was strapped to after bolting into the car earlier as he sped off by Yoon’s estate.
The beams of flashlights suddenly drew closer and bounced off the barks of trees around the sedan. You could hear the faint murmur of Yoon’s men as they circled the vehicle, dead leaves and dry grass crunching under the surface of their boots.
Jay shifted his position, intending to use his broad back in his black suit jacket to shield you both from detection - lying flat against you now.
You both held your breaths as the brightness of the beams illuminated your faces in the dark from the sheer force of them. Thankfully, because the car was heavily tinted and the engine was off, it appeared that the men were beginning to think you guys had abandoned the sedan and fled.
One ray gleamed directly into a backseat window, another shining through the windshield. You tensed up even more against Jay, praying they wouldn’t detect you both. Your eyes met his directly as his gaze bore into yours, something in his eyes beginning to calm you.
“Clear!” You heard one of the men shout in the distance as the beams withdrew, growing dim by the minute as the men retreated.
You both waited until you heard the hum of the vehicles’ engines become fainter - until it was dead silent in the otherwise empty forest.
Jay didn’t move just yet, slowly removing his hand from your mouth. The position you both were in somehow made you feel a bit awkward and you cleared your throat turning your head away.
“You can get off of me now.”
Jay didn’t respond staying silent for a long minute, instead he simply buried his face against the exposed crook of your neck, making you freeze. Your body trembled slightly at the ticklish sensation on instinct.
“What the fuck-?”
“Shh,” he cut you off calmly - body completely relaxed over yours, his voice and breath hitting your skin which sent shivers down your spine.
You were rendered speechless for a moment, uncertain of what to say. In turn, Jay only nuzzled further against your neck, humming lightly with content against your skin. He wasn’t acting like the Jay you knew at all.
“You smell good,” he murmured, almost instinctively as he inhaled deeply.
You rolled your eyes, fighting a smile as you reached up and smacked the back of his head.
“Get off me Jongseong,” you demanded, though your voice was a tad softer than the usual annoyed tone you had while regarding him.
He groaned softly, “You’re no fun princess.”
He pressed a quick, light kiss to the base of your throat, making you stiffen as he pulled away. Effortlessly sitting up on the backseat and climbing back into the driver’s seat in front, he called back to you - still rooted to the spot while curled up on the sedan’s floor.
“You staying down there or what?”
“You gonna tell me how your mission went with Jay or what?” Yunjin asked for what felt like the hundredth time as you waited for her to finish getting ready.
You both were heading to one of the top clubs in the city to celebrate the success of your difficult mission partnered with Jay. Thanks to the documents you acquired, the government convicted Yoon easily and he ended up being sentenced to prison for life along with his substance ring and gang falling apart. The law holding all involved by mention of evidence, accountable as well.
Director Lee had organized the celebration party as he was extremely proud of the work you and Jay pulled off - and managed to survive too upon hearing about the high speed chase you two were involved in.
You were leaning against her bedroom wall, groaning to yourself at your best friend’s question as you watched her apply her makeup. Dressed in a sleeveless dark grey top that accentuated your figure and a short light grey miniskirt, you had accessorized your outfit with a black and gold belt hung loosely around your hips along with knee length black heeled boots.
“I told you it went fine, Yunjin,” you responded dryly.
“Besides it clearly went perfectly if Lee decided to go so far as to rent out a club. I told you multiple times in detail how it went.”
Yunjin chuckled under her breath as she applied her mascara, remarking slyly, “Doesn’t seem like just ‘fine’ to me. You’re even more jumpy than usual whenever I mention Jay.”
“And I know it’s not because you hate him, don’t lie to me,” she quickly added as you were about to open your mouth and argue against her words.
“You’re overthinking it. It was just one simple mission with that freak and as usual he was just being annoying the entire time.”
“He’s been eyeing you more than usual lately. And if you ask me it’s not really to tease you like before. There’s gotta be something going on with you two that has nothing to do with hate,” she replied, shooting you a quick glance.
You tensed up at that, your mind flashing back to the events of the previous night - even though nothing exactly happened per se, it was just harmless flirting from Jay. Or was it?
You cleared your throat, looking away immediately - a nervous habit Yunjin knew you had all too well, as you added hastily while flinging your hands dramatically, “Who Jay? Absolutely not. It’s only been one day since the mission. That’s not reason enough. Besides he’s this arrogant player, there’s no way he’s whatever you’re trying to imply because of me.”
Yunjin laughed, applying her favorite lippie before commenting, “He doesn’t really seem to care much about his admirers these days come to think about it. I don’t remember the last time I heard him gloat about himself since you two returned. And you know how dramatic he is.”
You scoffed, “The mission ended last night, Yunjin.”
She shrugged lightly as she fluffed her hair and took a once over of herself in her mirror before she deemed herself ready to leave, responding casually, “Fair enough. I guess only time can tell.”
“So you ready to go?”
She asked casually and you nodded not noticing her sly and knowing gaze as she took in your attire for the evening, following you out her bedroom.
The club was loud and stuffy when you both arrived. Mainly because of the multitude of trainees and agents dancing and drinking while having a good time tonight. Music blared through the large speakers lining the walls as you weaved your way through the crowd with Yunjin, occasionally flashing polite and strained smiles at people that recognized you and congratulated you on the successful mission.
Yunjin led you both straight to the bar as the crowd grew smaller, with only a few persons in groups littering the area while others lined the bar stools to order drinks.
You caught sight of Jay sprawled on a couch in a VIP booth nearby with his group of friends. They all looked like sights for sore eyes, from Heeseung all the way down to Riki. The only person that mainly caught your attention however was Jay - who didn’t notice you just yet.
And damn did he look fucking hot. He was lounging casually on one of the couches, swirling a glass of whiskey in his hand - classy and attractive at the same time. Wearing a simple buttoned black shirt - the first few buttons undone which exposed the faint skin of his smooth chest slightly, along with black slacks that covered his spread legs down to his ankles. His free hand was resting loosely on his thigh as he sipped his drink, calm eyes scanning the club until they eventually landed on you.
He raised his eyebrows, scanning your body from head to toe as his gaze lingered on the outfit you were wearing. His friends were all chatting away obliviously around him, but it felt like his eyes were burning holes straight into you.
He smirked slightly and eventually just raised his glass lightly at you before taking a sip. That same moment, Yunjin got your drinks and had returned back to you. She managed to catch the intense eye contact you and Jay were sharing as she nudged you to get your attention.
She teased lightly, “Go over there if you want to fuck him so bad. The sexual tension between you two is insane.”
You rolled your eyes, scrunching up your face in disgust and holding back the urge to shove her, “Shut the fuck up.”
She laughed heartily in your face as she took a sip of her drink, leaning against the counter of the bar as she scanned the club.
“Drunk idiots,” she muttered to herself.
“Couldn’t even wait for a toast to you and Jay. They just had to go and get high already,” she huffed.
“Where is Lee either way?” You asked as you looked around, trying to get a glimpse of your boss.
“Who cares? We’re here for a party not work. He’s unimportant.” Yunjin downed the rest of her drink, surprising you at her quick pace.
“I’m gonna go get another one, need a refill or not yet?” She gestured sarcastically to your untouched drink.
You grumbled under your breath, shooing her away and she laughed to herself, walking back to the bartender.
“Did anyone ever tell you how much of a nice ass you have princess?” A familiar and always so irritating voice suddenly mumbled into your ear behind you, making you yelp with a startle and almost spill your drink.
Jay laughed, “Careful there, don’t want to ruin that pretty outfit of yours.”
You rolled your eyes, whirling around to glare up at him, “Jongseong.”
“Princess.” He responded simply, amused eyes boring into yours.
He raised his eyebrows while listening to your demand, “What do you want now?”
“Wasn’t it obvious? I just said it,” he responded calmly, gesturing to your ass in your skirt and his tone began to piss you off.
“My ass is none of your business so stop looking at it,” you snapped at him, taking a long sip of your drink as a way to calm down.
He chuckled enthusiastically, enjoying riling you up.
“I can look where I want. You can’t tell me what to do.”
His voice dropped to a whisper as he leaned down, murmuring against your ear, “And you weren’t that opposed to me feeling it last night were you? I have to admit it was rather soft.”
You scoffed, cheeks flushing as you sipped on your drink again. Refusing to let his proximity get to you as you retorted, “You’re behaving like we fucked or something when all you did was grab my ass just for the sake of appearances regarding our mission.”
He shook his head, chugging the rest of his whiskey, “So technical and for what reason.”
“Loosen up a little princess, tonight’s for us either way,” he nudged you lightly before winking, sauntering over to the bar to get a refill of his drink while you stood there, dumbfounded.
It was then that you noticed Director Lee stepping up on to the stage at a corner of the club, lights moving to direct on the middle-aged man’s figure.
He stood there, tall and imposing in a posh suit and you rolled your eyes while smiling to yourself. Always overly sophisticated in moments that didn’t call for it.
His booming voice spoke into the microphone presented on stage already, “Greetings everyone.”
That caught the attention of the people in the club, all eyes directed on him. Pleased that he got what he wanted, Lee continued.
“I hope you’re all enjoying yourselves. Just a quick toast to celebrate the reason we’re all here tonight.”
His eyes scanned the crowd of bodies, as if looking for you two.
“Jay. Y/N. Can you both come up here please? With your drinks preferably.”
You let out a quiet groan under your breath - not too fond of being the center of attention. Nevertheless, you made your way over to the stage, people parting for you with pleased and drunken smiles. You could almost feel Jay’s looming presence behind you, following from the bar.
When you both stepped on to the stage, a round of applause and cheers broke loose. You made your way over to Lee, flashing him a warm smile to which he reciprocated with a curt nod to you and Jay.
You stood calmly on the stage as the director continued to speak, discussing the importance of the mission Jay and you went on the previous night. Along with how risky it was for both of us.
Jay had moved to stand beside you and you suddenly stiffened when you felt his arm drape casually around your waist. You didn’t dare look at him, your cheeks burning as you kept your eyes on the crowd down below. Jay on the other hand, had a smug smirk on his lips as he paid attention to Lee, clearly aware of the effect he was having on you.
His thumb stroked absentminded circles along the curve of your waist and you hated your body for eventually relaxing into it.
“A toast,” Lee’s voice broke your thoughts as he raised his glass, “To two of the best agents AISA has seen within this generation so far.”
Everyone else raised their glasses in unison, including you and Jay.
Suddenly, Lee smiled. You caught it. The faint curve of his lips upward. And you blinked, trying to process what you were seeing. Lee rarely smiled unless he was up to something. Or it could be that he was just really pleased with the work you and Jay did right?
“Also, to commemorate such fine work that they’ve both been doing so far, I have decided on something.”
You finally shot a glance at Jay, whose grip had tensed just slightly on your waist. He met your eyes, clearly just as confused as you while murmurs broke through amongst the other agents.
Lee smiled a bit wider, sensing the confusion as he continued calmly.
“It is my pleasure to announce that I have assigned Jay and Y/N as partners permanently. Not just for this last mission they had, but they will be working together from now on - a combined force - for every other mission that comes their way.”
Your heart dropped. Gasps and shocked mumbles echoed in your ears as you processed what the director just said.
You? Working alongside Jay? Fuck no.
Even Jay looked horrified. You could tell by the way his grip on your waist went completely slack. His expression aghast as he stared at a smirking Lee.
“Cheers agents!” Lee announced calmly, raising his glass to you both and taking a sip casually.
You and Jay barged into one of the club’s back rooms, following Lee. Both of you have been complaining to him since you stepped off the stage and it only pissed you off further that the director looked completely unfazed.
“I work solo, Sir!” Jay whined as he tried to convince Lee to change his mind.
“You could’ve assigned me with anyone else but you chose Jay?! This is ridiculous!” You added sulkily.
“Please change your mind, Sir!” You both were practically pleading with the older man.
Lee simply laughed while shaking his head.
“This is exactly why I think it’ll be good for you both to work together. You both need to set your differences aside.”
You widened your eyes, trying to act innocent.
“Differences? We have no differences. Jay and I are great friends aren’t we?” You nudged Jay, who straightened up and nodded in response.
Lee chuckled, “You two can’t fool me. I know a good pair when I see one.”
“With all due respect Sir, the only reason I agreed to work with Y/N on the Yoon case was because you said we had to play a fake couple.” Jay remarked.
“But other than that she’s a complete waste,” he added slyly, shooting you a glance. This man knew exactly how to rile you up.
You immediately started on him, whirling around.
“Excuse me? Who was the one that almost got his head blown off while running away from a bunch of Yoon’s men? Hollering like a screaming baby the entire time all the way to the car might I add!” You gritted your teeth at him.
Jay’s smirk faded slightly, “Oh please, it’s not like I would’ve gotten myself killed. I was overreacting for the fun of it.”
You huffed, crossing your arms, “Sure yeah. Fool around like an idiot in the middle of a crucial mission. You could’ve gotten both of us in serious trouble or even wound up dead!”
“Nonsense. I saved your pretty ass with my amazing driving skills,” Jay retorted, his arrogant tone frustrating you.
“That doesn’t change the fact that you had people chasing us in the first place because of some outrageous and unnecessary stunt you pulled! We’re spies for God’s sake, Jongseong! Not dramatic actors!” You yelled at him.
Jay raised his own voice in return, “You wouldn’t understand why I did it. Stop making me out to be a bad person when the mission literally went completely fine. We’re here and unharmed aren’t we?”
You frowned, “That’s supposed to make this all okay? I don’t want a reckless attention-seeking partner!”
Your eyes scanned the dimly lit back room, eyes adjusting to the contents of the area as you blinked not finding the director or hearing his voice anywhere. Of course, he probably slipped out when you two began arguing. Typical Lee.
Jay didnt seem to notice nor care as your insult had hit him deep. He instead yelled out angrily.
“I only shot him because of you!”
That made you pause, your eyes snapping up to his blazing ones. Confused, you managed out, “What?”
Jay seemed to realize what he said and for once in your life you noticed Park Jongseong looked nervous. He was fidgeting with his hands until he eventually shoved them into the pockets of his slacks. You weren’t sure if it was because of the glowing red lights in the room or your mind playing tricks on you, but was he also blushing?
He cleared his throat, tapping his polished black shoe lightly against the floor, “Nothing.”
“Don’t give me that, Jay. Spit it out. Why did you do it?” The anger in your voice was slowly dissipating.
Jay glanced sheepishly at his feet as he mumbled, “He was talking to his clients about you. It seems they all had their eyes on you that night.”
You frowned, listening while not saying anything.
“I overheard him. It’s like drugs weren’t that important to them at that moment. Only you were.”
You furrowed your eyebrows, “What do you mean by that?”
Jay let out an exasperated sigh, massaging his temples, “They were planning to take you from me Y/N. I couldn’t help it. The way they were talking about you. The things they wanted to do to you. I got so angry I-”
He took a deep breath, trying to remain calm.
“I know it wasn’t right for me to shoot him. But somehow he had photos of you from the gala and he was showing it to them. If you only heard the nasty things they were saying. I couldn’t help it. I had to.”
He added wryly, “And truth be told, I was aiming for his dick but oh well.”
That made you laugh. A light, airy sound that surprised both of you. Your amused eyes met his startled, widened ones, his cheeks flushed from his confession.
“Didn’t think you liked me so bad, Jongseong,” you teased lightly, no longer upset at him.
Jay rolled his eyes, his gaze boring into yours, “You know I could never hate you right?”
You hummed lightly, nodding.
“All you had to do was choke him or something for a bit you know,” you joked softly.
He laughed, shaking his head, “That wouldn’t have been enough trust me. Even just shooting him once didn’t calm me down. I wanted him dead.”
You rolled your eyes laughing, “You’re so damn dramatic.”
“Only for you princess,” he winked, both of you cringing at that.
“Partners?” You held out your hand for him to shake eventually.
Jay stared at your manicured fingers for a solid minute before he nodded. Grasping your hand, instead of shaking it, he used his strength to pull you closer. His free hand instantly cupped your face, soft lips meeting your glossy ones easily.
Your fingers intertwined with his and surprisingly enough, you let yourself melt into the kiss.
It started off sweet and hesitant at first, both of you trying to get familiar with the taste and feel of each other’s lips. Until, the kiss escalated, growing more passionate and intense as you snaked your arms around Jay’s neck, his own toned arms wrapping around your waist - crushing your body to his effortlessly.
You tilted your head slightly as the kiss deepened - a clash of tongue and teeth as you both made out.
He squeezed your hip, a silent gesture and you responded easily. Not breaking the kiss for a second, you walked backwards, knees hitting the edge of one of the couches in the back room. Jay carefully laid you down, hovering over you as his lips trailed down along your jaw - your head tilted to give him better access.
The sounds of both your ragged breaths echoed in the room, the bass of club music outside now faint and muffled to your ears. You could only think about one thing and that was Park Jongseong.
You let out a breathy gasp when his teeth nipped lightly at the sensitive skin of your neck, your body shivering. Your fingers tangled in his soft, thick, dark locks of hair while tugging slightly. Earning a muffled groan against your skin as he sucked a hickey along the edge of your collarbone.
Jay lifted his head, eyes boring into yours as a teasing smile played on his lips, “Where’s all that mouth you had now, huh princess?”
You rolled your eyes, shoving him off you as he fell back on the cushions of the couch with a surprised yelp. You then proceeded to climb on to his lap, legs settling on either side of his thighs as you straddled him.
Jay’s eyes went wide as his hands gripped your hips firmly, his gaze traveling along the sight of your body on top of him.
“Gorgeous,” he breathed out, as his lips found your neck again trailing searing kisses while you leaned your head back.
Your body began to feel all hot and bothered. The lighting in the room only adding to the intimacy of the moment. You griped Jay’s broad shoulders tightly, trying to ground yourself to reality instead of losing yourself to the moment too fast.
Your mind and body had two different ideas though. Because your hips jerked slightly against Jay’s, his lips pausing his work on your neck.
A soft chuckle escaped him as his breath hit your skin lightly, “Eager aren’t we?”
He reciprocated lightheartedly, your breath hitching when his hips lifted up to meet yours for a split second.
You grumbled softly, clearly desperate for him, “Tease.”
He laughed, “Just say you want me that bad princess. I’ll give you what you want.”
You huffed, stubborn as you rolled your hips against his, earning soft groans from both of you.
“No.”
He shook his head, matching your pace and lifting his own hips to grind his clothed erection against your concealed core.
“Two can play that game princess,” he rasped out, both sets of breathing growing shallow as the grinding continued, sending pleasure straight down both your spines.
You purposely grinded a bit harder against the hard and obvious bulge in Jay’s slacks, resulting in him squeezing your hips as he let out a strained grunt.
His eyes snapped up to yours, blazing with desperation and need. His voice hoarse as he asked, “Can I?”
You nodded, lifting your hips slightly as he hastily unbuckled his belt, you doing the same so he can access your skirt better. He unzipped his slacks, tugging them down a bit on his thighs along with his boxers.
His thick cock sprung out and your mouth went dry at the sight. Long and leaky at the tip, with obvious veins pulsing on either side of it, Jay didn’t hesitate to rub himself lightly against your thigh while hiking up your skirt.
He groaned softly at the sight of your black lace panties, soaked with your arousal and clinging to your folds enticingly. You finally snapped out of your supposed trance at the sight of his cock and straightened up, prying his hands away from your panties.
Eager to take control, you shot him a glare and he just smiled while rolling his eyes. He gripped your thighs instead as you reached down tugging your panties aside exposing your bare pussy to his gaze before immediately sinking down on his cock. The stretch was painful, burning your walls as you took him in but you couldn’t care less. You were determined to prove you can handle him.
Jay let out a strangled moan, his head falling against the back of the couch, feeling how tightly you were squeezing him. His hands traveled up to grip your hips, thumbs subconsciously grazing against the fabric of your skirt while waiting for you to adjust to him.
He breathed out voice laced with concern, “God you’re so impatient princess. You doing okay?”
You nodded with a quiet whimper, fingers gripping his shirt tightly as your body finally relaxed and adjusted - letting him in completely and damn was he deep like this.
You rolled your hips lightly against his, a quiet gasp spilling past your lips at the friction and Jay took the cue, his own body responding.
The two of you set a slow and pleasurable pace together, bodies falling into sync. The sensational feeling made your eyes flutter shut as you began to moan and whimper - unable to hold back the way you felt, Jay’s own groans mingling with your sinful sounds.
His hands were steady on your hips sliding down to your ass, lightly guiding your body as you both moved. He thrusted up a bit harder than intended to meet your movements, resulting in a breathy whine of his name to leave your mouth.
Pleased, he picked up the pace, thrusting up into you as you began to bounce on his cock following him. You threw your head back - moaning and crying out in pure bliss while Jay’s hands snaked up, squeezing and massaging your breasts lightly over your top.
You were losing control of yourself and he felt it, your movements growing shallow against his quickened pace. He gripped your waist tightly and flipped you over easily, sprawled out on the couch as Jay began to pound into you from above, spreading your legs wider.
“Making you feel so good aren’t I?”
You were a moaning mess, unable to respond as he chuckled lightly between his own groans, “Still hate me princess?”
You whined out, nodding your head even though you both knew it was anything but, especially with the way he was fucking you so good.
Your eyes rolled back, body tensing up, the sound of skin slapping against skin echoing in the back room along with your sweet cries and the breathiest whimpers that Jay only wanted to hear for the rest of his life.
“Close?” He rasped out with a smirk, as he shifted slightly - angling himself deeper into you, making you moan his name loudly.
You nodded, blindly holding on to his back, fingers gripping his shirt for dear life as you felt something in your stomach contract.
“J-Jay-” you tried to speak as your voice broke into a desperate moan right after.
“Mm?” He responded sweetly, eyes roving over how wrecked you looked like this as he thrusted up hard into you, hitting that sweet spot that made you see stars.
“It’s okay princess I got you, come on,” he coaxed softly, fingers reaching down to rub your clit which only overstimulated you further.
“F-fuck too much-” you didn’t get to finish as you came hard around him, screaming his name. Walls clamping down on his cock, squeezing him so tightly, you heard him moan with his own body tensing up. Your back arched off the cushions as your orgasm ripped through you.
Jay followed right after, shooting thick ropes of his release into you, both your bodies shuddering. Helping to ride through your highs together.
You lay there, dazed as you slowly recovered from your intense orgasm. Panting heavily as you remained sprawled out on the couch - clothes a mess on your body, eyes closed and swollen lips parted as you took deep breaths. He took in how amazing you looked wasted like this as he pulled out, watching your mixed releases dripping sloppily out of your spent hole with pure satisfaction.
Jay - being careful not to put too much weight on you, then slumped against your body. He rested his head lightly against your chest, listening to the rapid pace of your heartbeat.
He managed out while snuggling close to you, “Partners for life?”
You rolled your eyes, laughing breathlessly, “Oh shut up.”
He laughed heartily in response, arms snaking tightly around your body - clearing not wanting to let go.
And as your fingers subconsciously found his messy hair - stroking the soft locks thoughtfully, you realized that wasn’t such a bad idea.
“You’re paranoid” - Party Monster, The Weeknd
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STARBOY
Trope: Golden Boy With A Dark Side
Pairing: spy!heeseung x spy!female reader
Synopsis: Deemed AISA’s Golden Boy - the most talented secret agent known within the organization for his charismatic nature, intellectual skills and of course his effortless attractiveness, no one would’ve ever suspected Lee Heeseung was harboring a dark secret under his skin. It’s only when his past catches up to him - threatening to ruin his life and tarnish his reputation within the agency, that he is forced to seek help and team up with the one person he’s been avoiding the most the entire time - you.
Warnings: inappropriate language (cursing), explicit mature content - smut (MDNI), oral sex (female receiving), sexual intercourse, unprotected sex (please don’t), cream pie, multiple orgasms, breeding kink, violence, death, in-depth discussions of murder and Heeseung is lowkey manipulative
Mishi’s Thoughts: I actually managed to finish this earlier than I expected (mainly because my finals were postponed, thank God). But it’s finally here! My first fic! And I do genuinely hope everyone can enjoy reading Starboy! A lot of time skips and it’s mostly in Heeseung’s perspective for the sake of the plot. I feel like it’s a bit ass and it could be better, however I am probably overthinking things and yes, it’s pretty long. I feel like it could’ve been longer too, yet I can barely keep track of how I managed to get this fic to the amount it has right now. Please don’t hesitate to interact and let me know how you feel! Likes, comments and reblogs are extremely appreciated! Constructive criticism is valued as well so I can improve my writing! I proofread countless times but it’s possible I might miss some things. Also don’t forget this fic has no affiliation in any way to the person I’m writing about. Treat my work as purely fictional please! I’ll be releasing Jay’s fic soon after this one so if you guys want to be tagged please please please let me know and I’ll be so happy to add you. Thank you so much for reading and I hope you all love it!
Loud cheers and applause bounced around the walls of AISA’s lounge room when Heeseung entered with the rest of his friend group. Clearly the news of his seamless success regarding his latest mission has already reached the ears of his fellow colleagues.
However, as the young man’s bambi eyes - calm and pleased at the moment scanned the lounge, he froze upon meeting a pair of younger somewhat unfamiliar pretty dark eyes.
Wait.
It felt like his heart had dropped to his stomach - he’d seen those eyes before, years ago when it happened.
Before he could properly react however, Jungwon nudged him. The younger boy’s wide boba-like cat eyes gazed intently at Heeseung - studying his reaction.
“You okay hyung?” Jungwon’s voice mumbled softly with concern as he and Heeseung subconsciously followed the rest of the group towards their usual spot - a cozy resting area in the lounge with bean bags, vending machines and comfy couches.
Heeseung nodded distractedly and silently averted his gaze from the young woman sitting across the lounge with a group of her own friends. She was beautiful, sure, but that wasn’t the only reason why she was on his mind. Asking Jungwon almost thoughtfully, knowing the younger boy caught where his gaze once was, “You know that girl?”
Jungwon cast a curious glance in her direction and nodded, responding casually, “Somewhat. All I know is her name is Y/N. Kang Y/N. I heard she’s pretty talented too. Transferred into AISA at the request of her parents or something like that.”
Jake, who was sprawled casually on a bean bag near Jungwon, apparently heard their conversation and pitched in while nonchalantly biting on a plastic straw, “Beomgyu told me she’s apparently from a mafia family. But I mean realistically speaking there’s no way a government agency would hire a person like her now would they?”
He paused, nibbling on his straw as he glanced at Y/N in the distance, Riki grimacing at his best friend and shoving him. Making the guys snicker as the youngest boy plopped down heavily beside Jake on purpose - nearly sending him flying off the bean bag.
Sunoo - always one ready for gossip, chimed in lightly as he sipped on a soda from the vending machine, “I think it’s true. I mean we all know about the Kang mafia family right? It’s highly possible she’s connected to them. They probably just had connections with the director and paid a shit ton of money or something.”
“Besides I heard Danielle, who’s apparently her best friend here now, was ranting on about how gifted she is. And about how it’s been her dream to work here since she was kid. So it’s only natural for her doting parents to bribe her in.”
He shot a knowing glance at Heeseung while adding. “She’s almost on Heeseung hyung’s level from what I heard.”
Sunghoon barked out a disbelieving laugh at that while Jay nearly spat out the water he was drinking. Sunoo shot them both pointed glares. “I’m not lying, I’ve even heard the trainees talk about her with awe. Why do you think she’s an official agent so quickly? She barely trained.”
“Or more like she just paid a lot of money to skip proper training,” Sunghoon mumbled under his breath.
Jay shot Heeseung a grin, joking in a mocking tone, “Looks like somebody’s got competition.” Earning a mumbled “Shut up” from a disgruntled Heeseung and hearty chuckles from the guys.
Riki glanced at the oldest as he also teased with a wide smirk on his lips, “Didn’t think that was Heeseung hyung’s type,” - gaining widespread laughter from amongst the others.
Heeseung didn’t respond to any of them, clearly lost in thought. Instead, listening to the rest of their conversation without inputting anything.
His eyes - now darker and silent, drifted occasionally towards the woman in the distance who was laughing and chatting amiably with her friends.
Completely unaware of the burning tension welling up inside Lee Heeseung.
Time flew as Heeseung began to spend majority of his free time locked in his study. The room was situated in the sprawling penthouse he resided in and typically locked whenever his friends visited to hang out. No one except him knew what was inside and as of lately, he’s been spending more and more of his time within that room - calculating his first move.
Since seeing you that day in the lounge, Heeseung couldn’t get you off his mind. It was difficult really. What with the fact that your family was responsible for the termination of his. Though an unwilling part deep within him viewed you as some gorgeous angel who he can’t shake his head of. Your growing popularity within AISA wasn’t helping either, which was bad. His revenge plan wasn’t supposed to end up taking you and your safety into consideration and frankly speaking he didn’t know what to do about that.
He sat there sprawled on the desk chair centered in his dimly-lit study - wrinkled white shirt half-unbuttoned and black slacks covering his spread legs. His chin was propped on his arm as he gazed intently at the large corkboard ahead of him littered with photos, clippings of newspaper articles and string connecting everything. Lots of red string.
Could it be a sign? If his friends were around he would’ve gloated by now on how creative his evidence board was. It was a thing amongst them to make one for each important mission they worked on. However, they didn’t know about Heeseung’s past. And this wasn’t their battle to fight regardless.
Heeseung wanted the personal satisfaction of terminating the Kangs on his own.
His dark eyes were fixated intently on a photo in the center - the prestigious Kang family. Though he couldn’t help but stare silently at your smiling face for what felt like an eternity.
Before he could stop himself, his mind traveled back to the past - old, painful memories that he’d spent years trying to bury but to no avail.
The trauma was always present - lingering like an incurable disease he couldn’t rid himself of.
It felt as if it were yesterday - when his parents were unsuspectingly ambushed and kidnapped by your father’s masked men, including himself and his older brother. His father tried his best to protect his family, yet it couldn’t be helped. Their reinforced security teams couldn’t stop the men in time.
Not when the Kangs found the Lees to be their greatest competitor and were hell-bent on crushing them.
Heeseung’s dark bambi eyes grew glassy as he recalled the way his parents pleaded for Kang to at least let their children go - to let him and his brother go. The way they all screamed out in agony as they were tortured brutally before being killed one by one.
He tried his best to push the thoughts away as they continued to flash through his mind. His brother who was killed first, then his mother and finally his father. Each and every single one of the people he cared about the most died at the hands of your father. And he had to witness everything as a young child - barely the age of 7.
And Kang’s wicked face. Contorted with pure malice as he committed each murder himself. A sight that always burned like angry flames in the back of Heeseung’s mind. How could he ever forget? No matter how much he tried to get over it, it felt as if the memories were stitched into his brain.
He was next. ‘Saved the best for last’ as Kang claimed.
The snobbish man started some ridiculous monologue. And Heeseung was forced to listen. Body burning from pain and his head spinning as he grew weaker and weaker. He just wanted the agony to end - blank eyes staring at his family’s dead bodies as he faintly caught your father’s words about a daughter the man had around his age and how pitiful it was that a young boy like himself was reduced to such a state as compared to her.
As if by fate or just pure coincidence, Heeseung recalled the sleepy little voice ringing out moments later, as a little girl appeared at the end of the staircase. You were half-asleep and too tired to notice anything but your father and Kang’s men hastily blocked the sight of the bodies lying motionless on the blood-soaked ground.
Heeseung remembered how he viewed you as a sight for sore eyes. Adorable and bursting with innocence. You didn’t really seem to care about anyone but your father and barely caught a glimpse of him as you were scooped into the older man’s arms and carried away.
Kang’s men let you go later that night. Heeseung never questioned why but you knew Kang was responsible for the order.
Maybe he wanted Heeseung to remain traumatized for life? Or he had plans to properly kill him after putting him through silent suffering for years before eliminating him?
He could never be sure.
And Heeseung could never forget that innocent little girl standing on the edge of the basement staircase all those years ago.
As if the Kangs were somehow keeping tabs on him the entire time, though Heeseung really couldn’t be certain - the threats began.
First, it started with weird texts and constant phone calls. Both of which Heeseung never answered. He wasn’t stupid - he knew exactly what was going on. He’s a spy after all. And quite frankly, he couldn’t care less.
He couldn’t fathom how these ridiculous people even managed to kill his family to this day. He had a good feeling it wouldn’t be difficult to finally get his hands on revenge.
One afternoon, his phone was vibrating constantly beside him as he sat in the lounge with Jay, who had some free time as well. He was poring over some reports from a few missions he’d completed in the past. Really just as a way to evolve his strategies for future tasks. Maybe even his revenge plan, but Jay didn’t need to know that though.
Jay - annoyed by the vibrations of the phone, let out an exasperated sigh and put his magazine down, “You answering that or what hyung? Seems important.”
Heeseung finally snapped out of his train of thought and glanced at Jay. Smiling sheepishly, he played it off and adjusted the settings on his phone to silent mode instead - not even glancing too long at the endless texts building up on his notification bar and the multiple missed calls from unknown numbers.
“Sorry man. Obsessed fans you know?”
Jay just laughed and went back to what was he doing while shaking his head.
When the digital way didn’t work, the Kangs resorted to physical threats. But Heeseung was already anticipating this and in turn, their efforts were futile.
It started off with threats delivered to his office at the agency. Almost risking exposure to his past.
Riki entered his office one morning with a sealed envelope, casually speaking to Heeseung.
“Yo hyung, you got mail.”
Ever the nosy one, he added casually, “That’s strange. It has no address. Need me to open it for you?”
Before Riki could even think to rip the seal, Heeseung snatched the envelope - surprising the younger boy and tossed it into the small paper bin near his desk.
Trying to brush it off, he responded casually, “It’s fan mail I’d suggest you don’t open it unless you want glitter all over you or something. These trainees are getting unbearably creative now.”
Riki accepted the response and chuckled, overcoming his shock. Heeseung’s popularity especially amongst the new female trainees within AISA wasn’t a surprise either way. Naturally, the guy ignored them but everyone knew how persistent they could get.
Good thing they were around to give Heeseung proper excuses.
When Riki left, Heeseung retrieved the envelope from amongst all the discarded paper in the bin and opened it, frowning at the contents of the envelope. It was a recent photograph of himself taken when he was out on a walk one evening with a bright red X on the blurry picture.
Heeseung rolled his eyes. Is this the best they could do?
All the other small signs of their presence surrounding him? He ignored them. All the shadowy men he knew were stalking him wherever he went? He pretended they never existed.
He was trained to always keep a vigilant stance and these men knew better than to provoke him. They’d never see the light of day again.
And the thing that finally pissed him off and made him decide he was ready to start fighting back?
When he came back home one day and found his penthouse absolutely ransacked. He didn’t care about anything but his study. The door was busted open and all his files and reports ripped apart. Some important ones about confidential information he’d dug up on the Kangs even stolen. His evidence board slashed through with a knife by the apparent gash on it.
Heeseung was pissed as hell that was sure.
He ran a hand through his hair, gazing around at the scene before him as he breathed out, “Fuck.”
The first thing he thought about as he took in the scene was that same time when he stumbled all the way back home all alone from the Kangs. After he was released.
The house was abandoned - the servants and bodyguards most likely had fled after realizing what happened to the Lees. He remembered what his father had taught him in the case that he was ever badly injured. Reaching for the only first aid kit he could find in his weakened state and administering what he learnt.
He remembered lying in his parents’ en-suite bathroom taking shallow and labored breaths, leaning against the edge of the bathtub. The evidence of his trauma beginning to weigh heavily on him, yet couldn’t even cry. Too numb at the moment to feel much.
The next day, he had fallen asleep in the same bathroom until he awoke to hurried mumbling and soft cackles. When he cautiously peered out from a crack by the door, he could see an unfamiliar woman. Though by your resemblance to her, he could now assume she was Mrs. Kang. The woman was taking whatever she could find for herself that belonged to his mother. Other people, supposedly Kang’s men, apparently circling the rooms of the manor and taking whatever they deemed as valuable.
From her favorite jewelry his father had gifted her - to family heirlooms and vintage desinger clothing she had adored collecting. Heeseung still remembered the immense rage he felt as he secretly watched the obnoxious woman prance around and take whatever she wanted like nothing was wrong.
Carelessly tossing away the things she didn’t want all over the floor in a messy state. He was too weak and still too young to act though and he was certain they ruined the other rooms too just like her.
So instead, he had to sit and watch the scene unfold with silent, angry tears streaming down his bloodied cheeks.
He pulled himself back to the present again, feeling that familiar rage burning within him once more.
It was time for a new plan.
One that included you this time.
You had a rather lazy day at work today. After finishing up on the report regarding your latest mission, you decided to take a walk as your friends were all busy currently.
Heels clicking as you calmly strode down the hallway leading to the lounge, you suddenly felt yourself being pulled into one of the storage closets leading off the corridor. Startled, you let out a soft yelp, only for a warm hand to clap quickly over your mouth. Your eyes went wide as you stared up at your supposed captor, heart quickening for other reasons than fear once you realized it was none other than Lee Heeseung. The renowned, hot agent of AISA. And the thing is, you’ve never even spoken to him before.
So why was he here now? Pulling you into a closet as if you both were acquainted or something? Your mind began to spiral with multiple thoughts.
You paid no attention to the boxes of case files and broken technology scattered along the shelves of the dusty closet. The dim light of the afternoon sun coming in from a window allowed you to take in his taller, handsome frame. Once he figured you wouldn’t scream, he took a step back, shoving his hands into the pockets of his slacks.
You raised your eyebrows - a silent question as to what he wanted. He caught it instantly, his eyes growing darker while unconsciously roving your body in the tight buttoned shirt and short skirt you were wearing today.
“I need you to do something for me,” he spoke bluntly.
You stared at him for a solid minute, mind reeling at his nerve before responding, “We’ve never even actually met or spoke to each other. I don’t owe you any favors.”
He nodded concededly - his gaze never leaving your figure still, before stepping closer once more. His arms braced against the wall on either side of you as he gazed down. He wordlessly took in the way your body tensed just slightly even as you tried to maintain a composed expression. And after what felt like forever, he leaned down - sharp nose brushing against your cheek as warm breath hit your skin, his voice dropping to a velvety murmur, “I think you’ll help me nonetheless, won’t you?”
You didn’t respond. Mainly because you didn’t know how to. It was as if your mind had short-circuited and your body left you in an embarrassing mess in front of him instead just to mock you. Your breathing had grown shaky, your heart rate had picked up and you were faintly aware of the fact that Heeseung definitely knew what he was doing to you. His voice echoing in your head.
You felt your stomach churn when his teeth gently nipped at your jaw - repeating himself in a firm, hoarse whisper to get you to answer.
“Won’t you Y/N?”
Your body answered before you could stop it. Trembling with sensitivity as shivers ran down your spine. You eventually nodded, a faint, breathy sigh leaving your lips subconsciously as his traveled further down to kiss the skin of your neck.
“Mhm-”
A soft chuckle left his lips, making your knees buckle slightly. His mouth leaving your neck as his forehead rested against yours momentarily - his breath mingling with yours now. Dazed, you parted your lips just slightly, making him laugh lightly again.
“Not yet. I’ll give you what you want when you do what you have to for me okay?”
You could only nod once more, barely thinking straight at the moment. Your eyes were transfixed on his soft pink lips while your mind raced when you realized how pouty and irresistible they looked on a man like him up close.
“Good girl. I need you to leave your bedroom window open for me tonight.”
He added without much thought to it, “I want to show you something.”
He didn’t wait for you to respond this time, knowing damn well you were going to comply and fulfill his request. He let his lips brush yours for a split second - sending sparks through both of you, before disappearing out of the closet.
Leaving you a complete wreck.
It was already close to midnight as you remained awake in the otherwise silent manor of the grand Kang estate. You were in your bedroom - your personal space that always gave you the comfort you needed, waiting impatiently for Heeseung.
You hugged your knees to your chest - gazing thoughtfully at the ceiling to floor bedroom windows with its pale pink curtains pulled aside. The open windows allowed a cool and gentle breeze to seep through, sending goosebumps along your exposed skin.
Your mind replayed the intense moment you and Heeseung shared earlier that day. And you hated yourself for the way you reacted to a man you barely even knew.
When you finally saw black, gloved hands sliding the window open and a figure dressed to resemble the night slipping through - you immediately sat up. Your eyes gazed intently at Heeseung, your stomach twisting just slightly as you took in how his fitted attire accentuated his toned frame.
Neither of you spoke for a long moment - the tension crackling like static in the air between you two. When he finally closed the window and approached your bedside, you nodded your head at the empty spot beside you, signaling him to have a seat as he got comfortable and peeled off his tactical ski mask.
Only then did you notice a bulky black backpack sitting on your crumpled sheets beside him, and you gazed curiously.
Your voice intrigued as you asked, “You wanted to show me something?”
Heeseung didn’t answer you. It was only when you glanced back at him did you realize where his gaze was. Your cheeks flushed slightly once you took in the way he was eyeing you shamelessly.
From the lace of your thin-strapped black cami top all the way down to the tiny silk shorts you had on. When his eyes snapped up to meet yours - the reaction was instant. Your breath hitched as you held eye contact with him, clearly seeing that now familiar pool of darkness swirling within. The same gaze you noticed back in the closet earlier today.
He clenched his fists at his sides for a moment, seemingly trying to restrain himself. Before instead, unzipping and reaching into his backpack, pulling out a few photos and files from within and tossing them over to you. Still not saying a word, but signaling you to read and go through them nonetheless.
You flicked through the files first wordlessly - when your heart tightened in your chest. Kang Dae-ho and Chung Seo-jin. Your parents. Listed within these files on multiple occasions along with in-depth details on the way they tortured and eliminated one of the most powerful and important families within the country at the time. Leading to their downfall.
It was talked about amongst people for years and even more so now as no one really knew what happened to them.
You tried to wrap your head around all of this. You knew your parents were violent - that’s not a surprise to you. What’s shocking is that you immediately recognized the family in the photos - memories resurfacing in your mind at the sight of a bright little boy. You couldn’t believe it. You made the connection easily. The audacity of your family to do any of the horrid things mentioned within this. And to Lee Heeseung’s family of all people?
“Why did they do it?” You managed to choke out a hoarse question.
Heeseung finally stopped staring at you and let out a heavy sigh, looking away from you. He didn’t answer at first, waiting for the initial shock and guilt you probably felt to ease somewhat.
“They wanted to be the best, I guess,” he responded simply, though the words cut something deep within him.
You frowned deeply. “Best at what? Being mafias? That’s stupid and I’m sure your parents weren’t a threat to them.”
“That doesn’t matter. Your parents are thirsty for blood and greedy for immense power, Y/N. They have been for longer than you think.” Heeseung’s calm voice grew slightly cold at the mention of how covetous your parents were.
“So why are you showing me this in the first place? I doubt I could do much.”
He let out a sharp laugh, shaking his head. You were gazing intently at the tattered Lee family photo in your hands.
“Isn’t it obvious? I want revenge.”
You snapped your head up to him, your eyes narrowing slightly at the way he said it so carelessly.
“And so what? You’re going to try and kill all of us?” You scoffed lightly and rambled on.
“This family cannot be targeted that easily Heeseung and you of all people should know that you’ll only get yourself killed-”
He cut you off before you could continue, his response making you stare at him with shock.
“The only people being killed here are your parents.” He added slyly, “And mark my words, you Y/N, will help me.”
Your jaw dropped as you gaped at him. Did he really expect you to just turn against your family and hurt them?
Even the thought of it sounded outrageous.
Fuming, you snapped back evenly, “I will do no such thing. I’m sorry for your loss but I will never help you carry out such vile shit. So get out of my room. Now.”
Heeseung tilted his head slightly, intrigued that you were defying him, especially with the way you acted in the storage closet beforehand.
He knew it would’ve only been a miracle for you to agree in the first place, but he needed to see your reaction just for the pleasure of it. A knowing smile played on his mouth and it only pissed you off further. He packed up the files and photos to leave while laughing darkly to himself and before he slipped out of the window he corrected - so calmly you almost regretted the way you spoke to him.
“Worth a shot. And it’s losses sweetheart. Plural.”
Heeseung sat in his study once more, contemplating the events of the past few days. (He definitely didn’t crash out trying to fix everything in his residence back to place.)
You on the other hand, have been ignoring him at AISA and he expected that obviously. Well you were more like refusing to even look at him, as if he wasn’t there at all. Not like he spoke to you either way. The only reason he even tried to pitch the idea for you to help him was because your parents were still bothering him and he wanted to act fast somehow.
The memories resurfaced and replayed in his mind like a tape record on loop. The way his parents were tormented right in front of his young eyes by Kang.
From the harsh punches and bleeding cuts by sharp inhumane objects slit into their skin - even to the brutal attempts of electrocution as they were strapped to chairs. Their bodies jolting and burning as static crackled around them.
His brother was a few years older than him, yet the teenage boy was stabbed multiple times to death - a cruel sight that he and his parents were forced to watch as he screamed and bled out to death.
He remembered his mother was led away - his father fighting against his restraints to protect her, as if he knew something extremely bad was going to happen. Heeseung never wanted to think about what occurred when multiple of the men carried her away to some other sealed-off room for a few hours, returning with her appearing empty and dead in expression before she was choked to death.
His father was the last to die before him and Heeseung was never sure why it ended up that way. Kang putting a bullet straight through his father’s skull, killing him instantly.
While he, a bruised and battered little boy - in immense pain and could barely keep his teary eyes open was forced to watch everything.
He wished he had died that night with them.
Every single day since then, he lived in silent agony as he planned to avenge their names and their deaths.
The recollection of all their screams echoed once more in his ears as if he was transported back to that night. Heeseung forced himself to snap out of his thoughts when the image of your face suddenly swam into his mind.
He twirled his pocket knife he held between his fingers as he thoughtfully gazed at his newly re-made evidence board. Pinned in the center directly over the photo of your family was a note scrawled in blood.
Heeseung didn’t care to know whose it was as it read, ‘’Leave your memories behind. They’re not yours anymore.”
The piece of paper was crumpled in front of his door when he found it one morning, days before he spoke to you. It was safe to say he was extremely fed up of the Kangs’ behavior now - thus leading to him acting irrationally regarding you. He doesn’t regret it that much though.
Using spyware he had acquired from the agency, he’d been secretly keeping tabs on you at the estate and was extremely pleased at how jittery and confused you appeared to be. You weren’t acting like yourself and the thought as to how much his intel affected you delighted him.
He’d catch you while staring at his computer screen every night - pacing in your bedroom every few hours or sitting on your bed zoned out. It was adorable to him really. The way he had gotten into your head. He didn’t expect a supposedly ‘tough’ agent like yourself to crumble at something that was normalized within your family.
They were mafias for God’s sake. Once he even thought you’d go so far as to confront your parents about everything. But you seemed to adore them unfortunately. It was disgusting in his eyes. The way you can love people blindly like that. Yet for some reason, he couldn’t ignore the strange feeling always bubbling up in his chest at the thought and sight of you - no matter how much he tried to fight it.
He shook his head, snapping out of his thoughts and let out a soft scoff to himself muttering sarcastically under his breath as a sudden wicked idea seeped into his mind, “Some agent.”
If you asked him, he found you to be a rather pathetic spy. You weren’t that tough or impassive as he’d thought you out to be. People in the agency were just glazing you because you were pretty and from a renowned family he’s sure.
Or was it just his effect that had you personally melting?
Thinking about this, Heeseung brewed up a brilliant change of plans in his mind. He knew exactly how to get to your parents - and you were going to initiate ‘Phase 1’ for him first.
He was certain of it.
You had just taken a hot shower for the evening, steam crawling out of the adjoining en-suite of your bedroom when you stepped out. You walked calmly towards your vanity dresser, glancing at yourself in the mirror as you were about to take a seat - dressed in a short thin strapped slip black nightgown with your hair tied up into its usual messy bun during the evenings, loose strands framing your face. It’s only when you noticed the figure lounging casually on your bed behind you did you flinch - clapping a hand to your mouth as you let out a startled scream that came out softer than intended when you recognizing the person.
You hastily rose to your feet while whirling around. And you demanded, anger beginning to rise up within you, “What are you doing here?”
Heeseung didn’t answer for a moment, a small smirk playing on his lips as he eyed you with that typical dark gaze of his. He wasn’t in his tactical spy gear like last time, instead he was dressed as if he was allowed to be here. Wearing a hoodie and sweatpants and sprawled comfortably on your bed as if he owned the place. Leaning back against the headboard, arms folded behind his head and long legs kicked out on your sheets.
“I wanted to see you,” he responded calmly. His tone infuriated you further.
“For what? I told you I’m not helping you.” You crossed your arms.
“It’s not that. I didn’t come because of my desire for revenge.” He paused, his dark eyes flickering up from your body to meet yours earnestly and they softened into that usual bambi gaze of his that could always capture hearts.
“I came for you.”
That made your serious expression falter, the fury beginning to quell within you - though you weren’t exactly sure why. You cleared your throat, looking away, trying to keep up the tough facade, “You expect me to believe that?”
He nodded as if the answer was obvious.
“Come here for a second.”
You didn’t move, gaining a soft exhale and a desperate plea from him.
“Please Y/N.”
After hesitating for a second, you stepped closer until you reached the edge of your bed. Before you could react, his arms reached out - pulling you on to the sheets and moving to quickly hover over where you lay.
You were so surprised that you couldn’t even think to move or fight him off. And deep down, you didn’t want to admit it but you were liking the way things were going.
He gazed deep into your eyes once more and spoke - his deep voice dropping to a soft, sincere murmur now, “I came to apologize to you. It was insensitive of me to think you could help me do something so low and cruel to the people you love.”
You listened silently - your eyes searching his. And he took it as a signal to keep going.
“It’s just- I’ve been so caught up with my intent on revenge. And I failed to realize I should’ve been focused on what was right in front of me the entire time - you.” He breathed out slowly as if debating on saying his next words.
“I’m sorry for everything. For how ignorant and cold I’ve been to you and for how I disrespected you. I’ve been trying to bury my feelings regarding you for months since I saw you at AISA and try to use the hatred I had within me against you. When the reality is that you didn’t even do anything wrong.” He shifted slightly, his hands finding their way on either side of your head as he continued.
“Can I ask you something?” He waited patiently for a response and when you nodded, he proceeded.
“Do you remember me? From when it happened all those years ago? I don’t think you realized what was going on but-”, he let out a quiet exhale, almost a laugh. “I was right there and you were so cute and innocent, happy despite everything going on and-”
You cut him off before he could finish. Wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him in for a firm kiss.
Heeseung didn’t expect that - his eyes growing wide for a moment. Until he squeezed them shut and reciprocated, kissing you deeply, his hands moving down to grip your hips tightly.
You both made out passionately until neither of you could breathe much longer. Heeseung breaking the kiss as soft panting echoed around the otherwise peaceful bedroom - his eyes searching yours deeply with a silent, burning question in them. Noticing his gaze, you nodded immediately and he didn’t hesitate to lean down, trailing soft kisses from your jaw and traveling even lower.
Your breathing grew uneven, fingers moving to tangle in his soft thick dark locks of hair as his lips kissed and sucked the soft skin along the slope of your neck.
You smelled divine to him - like vanilla and lavender combined into a faint heady scent.
A soft gasp escaped your lips as you felt him kiss along your collarbone - one of his hands reaching up to tug a strap of your nightgown off your shoulder. Your own hands shifted from his hair - snaking under his hoodie when his free hand played with the hem of your nightgown, sending a spark through you.
Heeseung lifted his head, his eyes searching yours once more as he spoke this time asking with a gentle, gravelly voice, “You okay?”
You nodded - breathless as you gazed up at him. He looked like a vision to you. Messed-up hair and hoodie lifted up just slightly from your touch to expose the faint ridges of his abs running along his stomach, the sight tempting you to pull the fabric off of him - to which he obliged.
Your breath hitched as you stared up at him, your eyes tracing the lines of his toned torso - acquired from years of training and missions with AISA. Your hands subconsciously roamed his body and you could’ve sworn you heard a soft moan from under his breath.
Heeseung hovered over you again, his hands on the hem of your nightgown as he asked almost urgently, “Can I?”
“Mhm,” you nodded once more.
He didn’t hesitate to tug the nightgown off of you, his body sliding back to sit on his knees as he breathed out a quick curse, his eyes scanning your half-naked body with awe - eyeing from your chest all the way down to the red lace panties you were wearing intently, “Oh fuck.”
He leaned down and captured your lips in a rough kiss. Need overriding his system as his tongue prodded at the seam of your lips. His warm hands sent shivers down your spine as they slid down from your neck to your chest - squeezing the soft and supple mounds of your breasts, eliciting a sweet moan from you as your lips parted, allowing his tongue to dive greedily into the caverns of your mouth.
Heeseung’s thumbs pinched lightly at your hardening nipples - the sensitivity making your back arch slightly as you whimpered into his mouth, tongue tangling with his. He smiled into the kiss continuing to provide ample attention to your chest as he squeezed and caressed your breasts, enjoying the way they felt.
He broke the kiss, his forehead resting against yours as you both breathed heavily. His eyes dropping down to watch the way he was touching your chest, murmuring in a husky tone that made fireworks erupt in your stomach.
“Fuck your tits look so perfect in my hands baby.”
That earned a breathy moan from you, your eyes fluttering shut and your thighs squeezing together as he took in your reaction eagerly. He kept going, riling you up further.
“You like that? Hm? You like it when I call you baby?”
You only blindly nodded. Losing yourself to the pleasure - whining when he pulled his hands away from your chest to slide them along your stomach instead. His voice was a seductive whisper against your ear as he leaned closer.
“C’mon Y/N you can do better than that can’t you? Answer me when I’m talking to you.”
Your eyes were half-lidded as you gazed up at him with that annoying smirk plastered on his face. Of course he just to be gorgeous and infuriating at the same time.
And you finally managed to whimper out, legs spreading eagerly at his guidance, “Yeah.”
“Good girl. You want me to keep going? You sure?” He asked with a mock-innocent tilt of his head and a teasing smile on his lips.
You nodded, whining desperately, “Mhm. Please.”
He didn’t need to be told twice. The next thing you knew Heeseung was between your legs - head buried against your thighs as he licked a hot stripe along your soaked panties with his tongue, making your back arch off the bed and your body jolt with pleasure - a startled moan slipping from your throat.
He inhaled sharply at the scent of your arousal, a pleased smile on his lips, “This wet for me already? I haven’t even done much baby.”
You didn’t respond - only fisting his hair and shoving his face back against your panties, earning a muffled laugh from him. He nudged the red lace with his nose for a moment before grabbing the waistband with his fingers, pulling away slightly to tug them down your legs and off of you entirely. He took an intent look at your body - the glistening folds of your pussy completely naked to his eyes, enticing him, before he dove back in.
The moment his mouth landed on your bare, sensitive area, your hips jerked up against his face before you could help yourself. Moaning loudly, your fingers pulled at his hair - keeping him closer as his warm hands firmly held your hips down to keep you from squirming too much.
His tongue and teeth were merciless - lips pressing against your folds as his tongue delved in towards your entrance along with his teeth nipping lightly at your clit.
The sensational feeling sent butterflies erupting within your body as it trembled - all while your breathy gasps and sweet, needy whimpers echoed around the bedroom from the way he was satisfying you.
It didn’t take long for your orgasm to approach. You felt it before you knew it - a knot tightening in your stomach. Heeseung noticed it too from the way your body tensed up against him - your hips subconsciously grinding against his face to seek further pleasure while chasing that release.
He squeezed your thighs as a signal and continued to tongue-fuck your walls ruthlessly, your fingers pulling sharply at his hair - earning you a few muffled groans against your pussy. The feeling making your mind go blank.
You came with a shudder, moaning his name with the sweetest and breathiest whimper Heeseung had ever heard. And he gently lapped up your juices while helping you ride through your high - not wanting to overstimulate you too much.
When he pulled away from between your legs and sat up to take a look at you, a proud smirk pulled at his lips seeing the state he left you in from just eating you out.
You were sprawled out beneath him, panting heavily as your chest rose and fell rapidly. Your body eventually sinking into the sheets as you slowly recovered from your high.
Heeseung licked his lips clean, tasting your release on his tongue as he mumbled - leaning down against your ear with a whisper that sent shivers through you from further sensitivity, “Done for the night?”
You slowly shook your head ‘no’, your first orgasm barely satisfying the burning desire still within you for him.
You were greedy.
He let out a breathy laugh, “No? You want more of me baby?”
It didn’t take long for him to kick off his sweatpants and boxers, his long cock - thick and leaky at the tip, flying free and slapping against his stomach from how painfully erect he was. The sight made your eyes grow wide and you could’ve sworn you felt drool at the corner of your mouth.
Heeseung stroked himself for a bit, his eyes never leaving yours. The tension between you both crackled within the air once more - the intensified desperation and desire evident between you both.
“You want this baby? You want me?” His voice was a hoarse whisper, barely restraining himself.
You could only nod, your voice catching in your throat.
The sight of the Lee Heeseung - naked and ready to fuck the living shit out of you made you get even wetter. He laughed to himself at your dazed expression, rubbing his leaky tip against your folds purposely. The action sent sharp spirals of pleasure straight up both your spines and you didn’t even bother to insist he use protection.
You wanted to feel him completely.
Heeseung didn’t really take his time. Pussy still dripping from your first orgasm, he used the remnants of your release as leverage. He bottomed out into you, earning a sharp whine from your mouth. The stretch was unbearable at first given his size, but Heeseung didn’t move just yet, feeling how stiff you were. Waiting for you to adjust to him, he stroked a few damps strands of your hair away from your face due to sweat, as your bun had fallen apart a long while back now. He nuzzled his nose against yours, not minding when your arms found their way around his neck to hold on to him.
“Easy baby I got you. You’ve done this before right? Relax for me, I promise you’ll feel good. It’ll be okay in a few.”
You relaxed after a while - especially when he kissed you to distract you. Your body melted against his and he groaned softly into your mouth, now really feeling how tightly your wet and warm walls were clenching around him.
He broke the kiss, forehead resting against yours, as he began to move slowly at first. Taking his time, he rolled his hips lightly against yours and you moaned out in response - eyes rolling back as you felt every inch of him moving within you.
The pleasure only intensified as the moment grew hotter after a few minutes, with Heeseung picking up the pace steadily. You were a moaning mess - whimpering and crying out, occasionally whining his name when he hit that sweet spot deep in you that made you see stars.
Your nails dug into his back as he pounded into you, waves of ecstasy reverberating through you as you moaned his name breathily - the sound so sweet Heeseung swore he could’ve came at just that.
“Making you feel so fucking good, aren’t I Y/N?”
“Yeah- right there? I know- I know baby,” he spoke between soft grunts as he continued to thrust deeply into you.
He winced slightly at the sting of your nails burning into his skin, though a pleased smirk pulled at his lips knowing he was making you feel amazing.
You couldn’t even speak. Completely lost in the moment. Only able to moan his name over and over amongst the other sinful sounds of your desperate whimpers and shaky gasps.
Your incoherent babbles only encouraged Heeseung to thrust faster into you, his hands spreading your legs wider to look at his cock disappearing into your sopping hole.
“You look gorgeous like this Y/N. So beautiful.”
“God, I want to put a baby in you so bad.”
His warm hands gripped your hips tighter. The dirty thought made you clench tighter around him and he felt it.
“Yeah? You like that? Would you be a good girl and let me? Hm?”
“Wanna knock my pretty girl up so fucking bad. Wanted to since the moment I saw you again.”
You whimpered desperately, fingers pulling at the hair by the nape of his neck.
“Answer me baby c‘mon. You know the rules. You want that? You want me to fill you up?”
“Teach that son of a bitch for your father a good lesson?” he mumbled out, still keeping up his brutal pace into you, between the heavy pants of you both and the sound of the bed creaking.
Both of you were approaching your releases by now and fast too. Your body tensing up again and Heeseung feeling heat pool low in his stomach.
You mumbled out a shaky ‘yeah’, followed by a sharp cry of his name.
That nearly did it for him.
The sound of skin slapping against skin growing loud and obscene as Heeseung reached down, his fingers rubbing at your clit - while still murmuring to you and praising you.
The combination of the sensational feeling and his words made you come instantly, screaming his name as your orgasm ripped through your body - your back arching and your eyes rolling back.
Heeseung took it all in with glee, still moving, knowing he was close too as he helped you ride through your high.
“Good girl. You’re doing so good.”
He let out a quiet moan as he came, shooting thick ropes of his release inside you. His hips jerking and your body shuddering as he rode through his own high before pulling out of you slowly.
Your mixed releases dripped steadily out of you and Heeseung reached down, using his fingers to push any escaping substance right back into your abused hole.
You were a vision tangled amongst the sheets as he gazed down at you. Spent and glowing after your two orgasms - with a small satisfied smile playing on your mouth. You had your eyes closed, your eyebrows furrowed and your swollen lips parted as you panted heavily, trying to recover from your high.
You were so exhausted from the intimate encounter and dozed off shortly afterwards. You didn’t even realize when Heeseung cleaned you both up and tucked you in comfortably under the covers of your bed before lying beside you.
Your body instinctively craved his warmth and shifted closer to him. He allowed you without hesitation, pulling your body against his as he wrapped his toned arms securely around you. He shifted to lay on his back, with you sleeping blissfully on his chest. Curled up into his side, with your breath hitting his neck gently, occasionally tickling his skin.
He gazed up at the ceiling of your bedroom, lost in thought as his absentmindedly stroked your hair.
Phase 1: Complete.
You stirred a few hours later, frowning slightly in your sleepy state when you felt the bed empty next to you. Your eyes snapped open and your twisted your body to look at the time on the digital clock sitting on your bedside table. It was barely 3:10 am, but you could’ve sworn you felt Heeseung’s warmth next to you as you slept.
Your heart dropped when you noticed his clothes were missing as you took a glance at the floor.
Did he leave at some random hour earlier in the night? Maybe he needed a sip of water and decided to get something from the kitchen?
As these thoughts sailed through your head, you suddenly tensed up.
Oh shit.
Your stomach dropped.
He definitely couldn’t be trusted wandering this house alone.
You scrambled off your bed and hastily grabbed your silk robe hanging on your bathroom door, tossing it on carelessly and barely managing to tie it as you slipped out your bedroom. You tiptoed silently through the mansion, not wanting to alert any of the bodyguards most likely keeping an eye on things through the security cameras.
Your parents would kill you if they knew what was happening and you’d be certain the men would report to your father if they detect an unfamiliar man wandering the hallways along with you creeping around. It’ll probably be so obvious you slept with him too.
You wanted to slap yourself.
How could you have been so stupid?
Heeseung was a spy just like you, therefore you had to put yourself in his shoes. Where would he be in a house like this? With your parents as his enemies nonetheless?
When the memory of what he showed you that day resurfaced, your heart started to pound in your chest. You didn’t waste time, picking up speed and bolting straight for your parents’ master suite - the sound of your bare feet against the cold hardwood floor a constant reminder that you might not have been quick enough.
You flung your body against the double doors and it gave easily, already unlocked. The sight that caught your eyes made your body tremble from shock.
Sitting there on the bed, side by side, were your parents.
You were too late.
Their dead eyes were wide as they stared blankly ahead, their empty gaze on the suite entrance - directly at you. The light from their eyes gone as you took in how they were tied to the bed posts with their own fancy satin sheets. The pillowcases stuffed into their mouths as gags. Their arms were bent at unnatural angles that would’ve definitely been uncomfortable and painful when they were still alive.
That wasn’t what brought the tears to your eyes though. They blurred your vision as you stared at the multiple stab wounds along their bodies - as if whoever did this had a personal grudge and took it out on every body part they could find.
Blood soaking the mattress from both their bodies that most likely bled out. They were forced to die slowly and agonizingly, suffering through the pain. You couldn’t even scream - trying your best to convince yourself this was a horrid nightmare.
That was when you noticed the fresh bullet wounds embedded right in the center of both their heads. Blood spattered on the walls behind them and the headboard of the bed. Your father’s gun, which he probably used to try to protect him and his wife, sitting on the floor beside the bed.
You could tell that whoever did this to them shot them for extra measure and pure spite after they bled out.
A choked sob ripped out from the back of your throat as you clapped a hand over your mouth, the other going to clutch the neckline of your robe by your aching heart. You let the tears and grief consume you, ashamed and filled heavily with guilt knowing you were accountable for this.
You let the monster in.
And you felt entirely responsible.
Your knees buckled, preparing yourself to hit the ground as you let out a pained wail. However, a pair of strong arms caught you from behind. You didn’t need to turn around to know who it was. He was probably hiding amongst the shadows of the suite the entire time.
Your body and mind acted on instinct while writhing and trying to pull away from him as you screamed out.
“Get away from me! Let go of me!”
“I fucking hate you, Heeseung!”
“How could you do this to me?! I trusted you!”
“Get off of me!”
Heeseung just held you silently as you screamed and yelled at him. Trying your best to pull away from him but he was stronger and overpowered you easily - crushing your body to his chest.
He couldn’t deny the pang of sympathy he felt hearing your screams and pained sobs until you finally gave up and cried into his chest.
Yet he didn’t regret what he did.
He slowly began to rub your back, his lips pressing soft kisses to to top of your head.
The fucking audacity of this man.
You tried to push him away again but he only held you tighter, almost squeezing you painfully now. This made you cry harder and louder, your wails reaching the bodyguards of the house, now stunned and speechless at the scene before them as they stood by the entrance to the suite.
Your fists held Heeseung’s hoodie tighter, bunching the fabric in your hands so tightly he thought it might tear as your shaking body sank against him.
He didn’t let go of you for a second, still comforting you. He ignored the men standing there rooted to the spot, his focus entirely on you.
Leaning down to whisper against your ear, murmuring underneath the loud echoes of your uncontrollable weeping.
“Shh it’s okay baby I got you. No one is going to hurt you.”
“I’m here. You’ll always have me.”
“And you’re stuck with me now,” he breathed out, soft breath tickling your ear as you trembled uncontrollably in his arms, his hands still rubbing your back.
He lifted his head slowly to gaze at the dead bodies lying there, motionless before his eyes. All while still comforting you with his silent gestures.
He didn’t smile - not yet.
He was internally pleased with his work though, even if he didn’t show it.
Up to now, the manic gleam that you couldn’t notice reflected deeply in his bambi eyes.
This was what they deserved.
His plan had worked.
And revenge sure is sweet.
Mission: Success.
“I’m a motherfuckin’ starboy” - Starboy, The Weeknd
🏷️: @fancypeacepersona
Coming Soon…
STARBOY (MAKNAE LINE)
Seven guys. Seven sides. All types of crazy love meant to be memorable.
Okay, so I’ve been struggling to decide what to base this series on, as I wanted to kick off my blog with a series featuring all the guys. Since I’m a huge fan of The Weeknd, apart from ENHYPEN, I thought it would be a great idea to connect the two. One of my favorite Weeknd albums is Starboy and most of my favorite songs are from that album. I hope you guys will enjoy this series!
In this captivating fanfiction series, seven young men navigate the thrilling world of a secret spy organization known as the Artificial Intelligence Systems Agency (AISA). Amidst high-stakes mission and covert operations, these agents find themselves entangled in unexpected romantic antics. Each story blends action, humor and romance, while the men balance their dangerous careers with the complexities of love, leading to comedic and heartwarming moments. As they reveal mysteries and encounter obstacles, their relationships and individual development become crucial to their adventure within the mysterious AISA.
Mishi’s Thoughts: I’m super excited to show you guys this series, I do hope you wouldn’t be disappointed! Seeing as I’m still navigating about Tumblr I’ll have to figure out how to create a taglist but if anyone is interested please don’t hesitate to comment or even message privately to ask! I’m not certain when I’ll be able to release this series for sure but it’ll be one member at a time. For now, I’ll just provide brief synopses for each based on what I’ll be working towards. Also quick note, I had to split the series teasers into two because for some reason my limit for photos on the mobile app is up regarding one post and I’m way too lazy to use my laptop. Once again do enjoy everyone!
STARGIRL INTERLUDE
Trope: Muse x Artist
Pairing: spy!sunoo x spy!female reader
Release Date: July 3rd, 2026
Synopsis: When your best friend Kim Sunoo discovers your secret talent for art, you thought you’d never hear the end of it within AISA’s walls. However, surprisingly enough, he makes a strange request to become your source of inspiration when you admitted you had artist’s block. What you didn’t expect to realize while working on your pieces was how truly gorgeous Sunoo actually was, as it begins to stir up unwanted and unforeseen feelings within yourself for this young agent. He wasn’t just beautiful - he’s majestic, mysterious and hiding a loneliness you never thought he possessed. Your art becomes a way of understanding him and he becomes the motivation for your hobby you never knew you needed. But what’s going to happen when a new obsessed agent tries to steal your best friend from you?
DIE FOR YOU
Trope: Protective Love
Pairing: spy!jungwon x spy!female reader
Release Date: July 10th, 2026
Synopsis: Yang Jungwon has always been protective - of his best friends, of his responsibilities and especially of you. You’ve been close friends for years, but lately his protectiveness feels - different. Softer. Warmer. More intense. When an escaped criminal incident forces the agency to assign you a temporary bodyguard - even though you’re certain you can handle yourself, Jungwon steps in before anyone else can. Suddenly you’re spending every waking moment together - late-night talks, shared meals, quiet confessions. As danger closes in, Jungwon’s feelings become impossible to hide. He’d do anything to keep you safe, even if it means risking everything he’s worked for. And when you realize you feel the same, the line between friendship and something deeper disappears completely.
I FEEL IT COMING
Trope: Smooth Flirt
Pairing: spy!riki x spy!female reader
Release Date: July 17, 2026
Synopsis: Riki is the kind of boy who can make anyone blush - confident, charming and effortlessly teasing. You swear you’re immune to your partner, but he seems determined to prove you wrong. Every training session, every shared joke, every lingering touch feels like a challenge he’s winning. But beneath the playful flirting, Riki is hiding real feelings he’s too scared to admit. When someone else starts showing interest in you, Riki’s facade cracks. Suddenly the smooth flirt becomes the boy who’s terrified of losing you. And when he finally confesses, it’s not with a smirk - it’s with a trembling voice and eyes full of hope.
Coming Soon…
STARBOY (HYUNG LINE)
Seven guys. Seven sides. All types of crazy love meant to be memorable.
Okay, so I’ve been struggling to decide what to base this series on, as I wanted to kick off my blog with a series featuring all the guys. Since I’m a huge fan of The Weeknd, apart from ENHYPEN, I thought it would be a great idea to connect the two. One of my favorite Weeknd albums is Starboy and most of my favorite songs are from that album. I hope you guys will enjoy this series!
In this captivating fanfiction series, seven young men navigate the thrilling world of a secret spy organization known as the Artificial Intelligence Systems Agency (AISA). Amidst high-stakes missions and covert operations, these agents find themselves entangled in unexpected romantic antics. Each story blends action, humor and romance, while the men balance their dangerous careers with the complexities of love, leading to comedic and heartwarming moments. As they reveal mysteries and encounter obstacles, their relationships and individual development become crucial to their adventure within the mysterious AISA.
Mishi’s Thoughts: I’m super excited to show you guys this series, I do hope you wouldn’t be disappointed! Seeing as I’m still navigating about Tumblr I’ll have to figure out how to create a taglist but if anyone is interested please don’t hesitate to comment or even message privately to ask! I’m not certain when I’ll be able to release this series for sure but it’ll be one member at a time. For now, I’ll just provide brief synopses for each based on what I’ll be working towards. Once again do enjoy everyone!
STARBOY
Trope: Golden Boy With A Dark Side
Pairing: spy!heeseung x spy!female reader
Release Date: June 5th, 2026
Synopsis: Deemed AISA’s Golden Boy - the most talented secret agent known within the organization for his charismatic nature, intellectual skills and of course his effortless attractiveness, no one would’ve ever suspected Lee Heeseung was harboring a dark secret under his skin. It’s only when his past catches up to him - threatening to ruin his life and tarnish his reputation within the agency, that he is forced to seek help and team up with the one person he’s been avoiding the most the entire time - you.
PARTY MONSTER
Trope: Enemies With Chemistry
Pairing: spy!jay x spy!female reader
Release Date: June 12th, 2026
Synopsis: You’ve always despised Park Jongseong - not because of the attention he’s garnered for his exceptional performance within the agency, but because of the burning jealousy within a small part of yourself that feels he doesn’t deserve such recognition. For as long as you’ve known Jay, you’ve concluded that he’s nothing but a careless jerk that’s always excessively clubbing and only managed through his multitude of missions by sheer luck. When the time comes for the both of you to be partnered up for a crucial mission, will such feelings change or will the heart harbor something entirely different?
REMINDER
Trope: Soft Player Falls First
Pairing: spy!jake x spy!female reader
Release Date: June 19th, 2026
Synopsis: Sim Jaeyun was widely known within AISA for his flirtatious skills. You could never take him seriously when he tried his antics on you, already aware of the multiple times he’d flirted with the other female agents. It’s only when you’re both paired up and forced to work undercover together as a married couple, do you begin to realize that Jake is much more than a player. You start seeing the real Jake: the one who stays up late to help you, the one who remembers your coffee order and the one who looks at you like you’re the only person in the room. And when he realizes he’s falling first - and falling hard - he’ll do anything to prove he’s not the player everyone thinks he is. He just wants to be yours.
TRUE COLORS
Trope: Cold Boy, Warm Heart
Pairing: spy!sunghoon x spy!female reader
Release Date: June 26th, 2026
Synopsis: Park Sunghoon is known for being distant - polite, quiet, unreadable. Most people assume he doesn’t feel much at all. But when you transfer as his new partner, you end up noticing the small things: the way he listens more than he speaks, the way he softens when he talks about his favorite hobby, the way he looks at you when he thinks you’re not paying attention. Slowly, he lets you into his world - late-night training sessions, quiet walks home and secrets he’s never told anyone. So when life hits him harder than he expects, you become the one person he can’t push away.
“하지만 이젠 내가 뭘 해야 하는지 알아” - Fate, ENHYPEN
But now I know what I have to do
Library
LEE HEESEUNG
Starboy
Always n Forever
PARK JONGSEONG
Party Monster
SIM JAEYUN
Reminder
PARK SUNGHOON
True Colors
KIM SUNOO
Stargirl Interlude
YANG JUNGWON
Die For You
NISHIMURA RIKI
I Feel It Coming
“너를 만족시키게 해줘” - Royalty, ENHYPEN
Let me satisfy you
Guidelines
Just some important rules to note:
01. Given the current situation, I will not tolerate ot6, solo fans, or haters. Please refrain from interacting with my work if you are aware of your affiliation with any of these groups.
02. While most of my content will be mature and suggestive, I won’t write about certain controversial topics such as rape, incest, grooming, or pedophilia. There is the possibility that I may include some dark themes such as extreme violence. However, if I miss any trope I’m not comfortable writing about, I’ll make it clear to anyone who requests it. Also, MDNI!
03. I only write for ENHYPEN and in the female perspective of the reader. Therefore, my deepest apologies but no ships between the members or any requests for any other gender will be recognized. I’m not homophobic, I just write with what I’m familiar with.
04. Take important note, I do not use AI when writing my work. Therefore, kindly refrain from plagiarizing my work or taking credit for work that doesn’t belong to you please.
05. I value respect and gratitude, and naturally, you will receive the same in return, so feel free to engage with me! Please refrain from being disrespectful or unmannerly in any way. I am open to potential moots and even friends!
06. I’m not entirely sure about my feelings regarding writing extensively for the maknae line of ENHYPEN at this point. However, that doesn’t mean my posts will be limited to the hyung line. I’ll do my best to come up with creative ideas for each member.
07. You may potentially see me writing mostly for Heeseung and I can assure you I’m not a solo stan. He was originally and still is my bias which is why I tend to lean towards him mostly.
“내 발길 따라서 너도 날 따라와 줘” - Foreshadow, ENHYPEN
Follow my footsteps and follow me too
Author
Dear readers,
Hi! You guys can just call me by my nickname, Mishi! Just some quick information about me:
I’m fairly new to Tumblr and at first I was just a silent reader. However, I feel like picking up a new hobby and decided to try out writing here for a bit so I hope you all can enjoy my work! I am a female born in the year 2008 with an MBTI of ISFJ. Yes, I am an ENGENE and have been for years so please excuse me if I still can’t get over what happened in March. I prefer to be delusional and still associate Heeseung with the other guys so forgive me if you don’t understand or approve of that. Also, extremely excited for Heeseung’s future so I am entirely supportive of that! The enemy is the company guys I swear! I am a university student so I intend to post during my off-hours and when I’m not occupied with assignments or my studies. I am so excited to grow this page and share my thoughts and imagination with everyone and yes, of course I would love to interact with each and every one of you so I’ll take requests when I can. I look forward to your support and getting to know you all. Thank you!
Much love,
Mishi