♉️

pretty isn’t everything you punk ass.

[heaventakesmetoyou]

[habbawillhite]

i’ll miss you forever

[heaventakesmetoyou]

#homie4life

[habbawillhite]

i’ll see you on the other side♥️

[heaventakesmetoyou]

@habbawillhite

[habbawillhite]

i miss you. rip.

[i-fucked-up-my-life]

“I have spent all my life resisting the desire to end it.”

— Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena (via coffee-and-quotes)

[perfectquote]

“You are your own person. Remember your beliefs. Remember your talents. Remember your skills. There are so many little things that add up together that make you, YOU. So always be true, and be you.”

— thepowerwithin

[nuyorc]

[bled]

[hannahwillhitee-blog]

[just-shoot-me-dead]

I never meant anything to anyone, even those who meant the world to me.

[quietvoiced]

[verpasstzuleben]

[ai-papi-deactivated20201124]

dear God take care of her when i can’t

[unbeknwn]

No one will know the violence it took to become this gentle.

[habbawillhite]

i loved you more than anything, even myself. and you have the nerve to tell me that you didn’t mean shit to me.. maybe loving you more than myself was the problem.

[heaventakesmetoyou]

love

do you ever just lay there and think about how much you love someone..and then you get lost in your thoughts, because you have a feeling in your chest so deep and you can’t comprehend it. It’s almost like a pain because you have something so incredible that it is frightening, you depend so much on another human being and you literally are addicted to them..and then you think even more and you can’t even understand that persons existence. Like how the hell is a human being..so..flawless, inside and out..so..open..so beautiful..so unbelievable..how is the person real..because let me tell you, I’m in love with a human being and every time I look into this persons eyes I can’t even attempt to describe to you the feeling I get inside my chest or how my mind goes completely blank. How could this all be real? It feels like it’s all a dream..but it’s not. I’m living in a fantasy..I never knew a happiness this great was possible. I’ve reached Nirvana..I’ve found my muse..I’m complete.

[heaventakesmetoyou]

31 March 2015; 8:24pm

I love you, and I care about you.. more than you understand. It may seem like I'm angry, but I'm not.. I just can't stand seeing you this way. I can't stay around and watch you destroy yourself until there's absolutely nothing left of you. You need to help yourself, you can't depend on me or anyone else for your own well being. I'm not sure what I'm even trying to say right now, this isn't worthy of posting on tumblr.. but please think about what you're doing, every decision you make with each new day will affect your life greatly, and I'm afraid you won't realize it.. I'm afraid you won't ever realize it. Change yourself, do it yourself, be your own happiness. Frustration is really all I can feel right now because I look at someone capable of moving mountains, and they're drowning in self pity. Tough love.. but pull it the fuck together. You can be so amazing, just put effort into your life.

[heaventakesmetoyou]

Today I finally found my first four leaf clover. You came to mind as soon as I made this find. Superstitions don’t apply when you’re by my side. Through this nightmare I’ve been living in, you’ve been my distant light.. guiding me home. I know I’ve ventured so far that I must be crazy to believe I can find my way back into your heart. Baby, I know I’ve made you cry, I know about all the streams of blood your body has released when my soul is distant, I know you have guilt, regret, denial. I know that you’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever laid my eyes on, I know that when you’re here with me there’s nowhere else I would rather be. You take me to a whole new reality, and It makes me never want to return to the one I’ve grown and spent my whole life in. There’s not a doubt in my mind, that I would put my hand inside of yours and drive away from here. There’s nothing stopping me from being your first, only, eternal love, God, I hope this feeling never fades.. God, I hope you never again distance yourself away.. I hope we can learn to love again someday. You’re the only thing in this world that gives meaning to my life, therefore I kind of really fucking need you. I can’t ever take back the way I treated you. I would keep going but you’re not here and I’m not comfortable with that. I love you gloom.