im gonna vomit okso. i got with my crush ! yay! but im ahaving thereally early signs of them becoming my fp!1 and i dont want that because i dont wanna hurt anynone again1!! i like bro a lot but idk what to do. i dont wanna cut over this guy (even tho i already have) but... idk,,, my old fp / ex ,, im still really attached, we were fwb for a while but,,,,,,,,, now that cant really go on? if i have a partner now? and.. im pretty sure im hypersexual,,, um, i mention that beczu we would do a lot of s...stuf f together and , idk that made me really happy,, and made me feel good,,,, but now,,, idk,. the new guy is like,,, their not like that, at all,,,, and not really my type in all honesty,,, and i wanted to wait longer to see if it was a real crush or just an in the moment thing but unfortunately i got pushed in this. i fele like im splitting but idk. i need to stay clean for a pool party comigng up but that feels reallyfucking hard rn and i just. idk what to do anymore i lowk hate myselfjhgjfdh
uhhhh i stopped likeing them and also now i fucking hat them and ge tsick when i think o f them or when im around them? What?
