personality disorders and perversions

posting art more not than often... pfp by thetvar

[hailsithiis]

--------- INTRODUCTION

NEO / HAL || 19 || HE/ASK || OTHERKIN FAGGOT FREAK || MIXED || 🇦🇹🇲🇦 || DE/ENG/FR

RETHEME IN PROGRESS

NOTE ---

i post about alcohol, weed and cigarettes sometimes. i will do my best to tag them (especially weed) but i am HORRIBLY disorganized and might forget

i'm a bit of a pervert. not strictly 18+ (unless you're a new follower) since a few of my mutuals are still minors cause we have been mutuals since Ever. no straight up porn here but i do not watch my language sometimes

i lack empathy and while i try my best to be nice i am not good at handling people venting to me or feeling bad in general. sorry bout that

ABOUT ---

we're a system. the headmates running this blog are a two in one subsystem. treat us as one headmate. ask for individual headmate sideblogs!

i'm fictionkin and alterhuman. i also selfship. more about that below

i really like movies, especially science fiction, trash, or sci fi trash.... the older the better

i have some sort of mixed personality disorder consisting of HPD, BPD and NPD traits. yes, it's a mouthful. no, i do not bite. i'm nice. i'm super nice trust me

i don't use a lot of queer labels, but you can vaguely describe me as an aroallo guything

i don't partake in things such as "fandoms". i am in no fandom. i like things. and unless i follow you you're NOT allowed to like what i like. i am the one true fan of everything /j

INTERESTS ---

current/former special interest/hyperfixation - finished

TV --- House, M.D. (2004 - 2012), The Pitt (2025 -), The Sopranos (1999 - 2007), Severance (2022 -), PLUR1BUS (2025 -), Twin Peaks (1990 - 1991), Columbo (1971 - 2003)

FILM --- 2001: A Space Odyssey (1968), Escape from New York (1981), The Matrix (1999), First Blood (1982), Re-Animator (1985), Perfect Blue (1997), To Wong Foo, Thanks for Everything! Julie Newmar (1995), Serpico (1973), Johnny Mnemonic (1995), ...And Justice for All (1979), Marty Supreme (2025), Iron Lung (2026), Run Lola Run (1998), The Silence of the Lambs (1991), Hannibal (2001), Red Dragon (2002), A Clockwork Orange (1971), Full Metal Jacket (1987), Blue Velvet (1986), The Batman (2022), Dead Poets Society (1989), Scent of a Woman (1992), American Psycho (2000), My Best Friend is a Vampire (1987), Good Will Hunting (1997), Girl, Interrupted (1999), Twilight (2008), John Wick (2014), John Wick: Chapter 2 (2017), Ballerina (2025), Mickey 17 (2025), Dog Day Afternoon (1975), The Crow (1994), Some Like It Hot (1959), Paths Of Glory (1957), No Country For Old Men (2007), The Godfather (1972), 12 Angry Men (1957), Heat (1995), Saw (2004), The Hateful Eight (2015), Hardcore Henry (2015), The Terminator (1984), Terminator 2: Judgment Day (1991), The Shining (1980), The Dark Knight (2008), Big Hero 6 (2014), Deadpool (2016), X-Men (2000), The Breakfast Club (1985), Alien (1979), Constantine (2005), The Devil's Advocate (1997), The Taking Of Pelham One Two Three (1974), Psycho (1960), Trainspotting (1996), Predestination (2014), Fight Club (1999), Tango & Cash (1989), RoboCop (1987), Mortal Kombat (1995), The Truman Show (1998), Oldboy (2003), Only Lovers Left Alive (2013)

BOUNDARIES ---

while not strictly mdni, i'd prefer new followers to be 18 or above

do not involve me in discourse. i have my opinions, and i will share them whenever and however i feel like it

i'm not a carbon copy of my source, but it's fine treating me as such!

you know the drill. no dni cause i block freely

FICTIONKINTYPES ---

--- NEO (The Matrix, 1999)

--- HAL "OTACON" EMMERICH (Metal Gear Franchise, 1987 - 2015)

--- [FICTIONLINK] HAL 9000 (2001: A Space Odyssey, 1968)

ALTERHUMAN KINTYPES ---

--- SENTIENT MACHINERY

--- PUPPY DOG :]

--- VAMPIRE / GHOUL

TOXIC FICTUATUONSHIPS ---

HIGHLY selective in sharing any of them. but assume it's okay to interact if i did first

--- DR. ROBERT CHASE (House, M.D., 2004 - 2012)

--- KAZUHIRA MILLER (Metal Gear Solid: Peace Walker, 2011)

--- SOL BADGUY (Guilty Gear -STRIVE-, 2021)

--- HAPPY CHAOS (Guilty Gear -STRIVE-, 2021)

--- BRYNJOLF (The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim, 2011)

--- GONNA ADD MORE BUT I FORGOT. LOL

ALL SELFSHIPS ARE STRICTLY AROMANTIC!!!

credits: bitch yaoi disembowel ragebait temptation circus divider

[eptck]

you have to be kinder to people with memory issues.

you have to be kinder to people who are slow processors.

you have to be kinder to people who don't understand your jokes.

you have to be kinder to people who forget important dates.

you have to be kinder to people with cognitive decline.

you have to be kinder to people who were always this way, too.

you have to be kind. you have to be kind.

[hailsithiis]

meds withdrawal induced headache + general mild dehydration + nonexistent ac in this hot fucking train kinda feels like my head is getting crushed like a watermelon under a tire truck

[orteil42]

biting off more than i can chew. but. well. i guess i like to bite

[orteil42]

some of you seem to be under the unfortunate impression that i enjoy finishing things. i enjoy making things

[orteil42]

given the current climate this pride especially i feel i must mention that i love my trans friends, i stand with trans people in the fight against transphobic legislation and those who would enforce it, and this blog is not a good place for you to be if you do not vibe with that

[hailsithiis]

i can feel my meds wear off this is horseshit fuuuck

[hailsithiis]

"i am a qp yume!" "i am a romantic yume!" "i'm a familial yume!" okay i'm a sexual yume. my f/o and me do freak shit. we're disgusting about it. where are the sexual self shippers

[hailsithiis]

happy pride month bitches

[manuciruja]

awww the like button turns into a rainbow when you press it! that's so cute...hey staff what's with all the trans women you keep nuking?

[manuciruja]

i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users

[dilf-in-peril]

I understand some of you are 19 but that is not an old man, he's 32.

[hailsithiis]

memory flashback of your dead wife but instead of dead i'm still around and instead of wife i'm your college classmate and i bug you to go buy me lunch

[hailsithiis]

I FORGOT MY ANTIDEPRESSANTS IN MY DORM ROOM FUCK!!!!!!!

[forsapphics]

JOAN JETT

practicing her swing at a batting cage on the Sunset Strip in Los Angeles, California (1977) — photographed by Brad Elterman

[hailsithiis]

i swear to god being overstimulated makes me so fucking violent like nothing else

[cutthroat-crimson]

Happy pride month everypony! Go ahead and reblog you and your flags

[redonpatrol]

[clownstrosity]

[hailsithiis]

[vash-the-trans-catboy]

Cute little rainbow heart for pride month tumblr but how about you stop disproportionally banning trans women and marking sfw queer posts as mature

[hailsithiis]

tumblr is good at making you feel like shit about your gender regardless of what you identify as. there's a bit of hate Sorry i meant Discourse for every gender cis or trans or non binary on here