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she thought it was awfully intrusive of the man to ask WHY she would throw away the beautifully decorated card. it wasn’t as if it was his business where she kept the pointless thing or not. && valentines and LOVE meant nothing to her. anju didn’t feel the need to feed into the foolish idea that affections needed to be displayed so OUTWARDLY  for them to be true– needless to say, she wasn’t a fan of p.d.a. of any sort. it all made her nauseous. 

 ❝ no one could love someone like me. ❞, the woman would say – her tone as dull as her attitude. 

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TOMIE (富江) - V.3.0

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[neaarty]

[hakuch]

Rules: Use this to pixel yourself and your muse

TAGGED BY: stolen from my other blog TAGGING : n/a

ANJU

HAKUOH

&& AHRI

[hakuch]

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while i do call HAKUOH anju’s “alter-ego”, i don’t know if that’s completely true. in some ways, she is an alter-ego because she is a personality that anju switches to when she uses the internet, but in reality she is also the true && honest version of anju. if anju didn’t bear such a strong hate towards being noticed, i think that she would openly act like HAKUOH all of the time. the only reason that she allows herself to be comfortable with it on the internet is because she never has to show her face and can easily run away from direct social interactions.

[hakuch]

“Hey hey!”

Send “Hey hey!” for a random fact about my Muse! 

ever since she was a child, anju has always had slight androphobia. it was never because of any sort of traumatic event; she developed this fear from her mother constantly telling her to be careful of any creepy men she could run into on the streets. as she grew up, the thought of men being ‘predators’ stuck && she has had issues trusting them. it’s not a strong fear, she won’t go out of her way to avoid men, but she will show more signs of discomfort that she wouldn’t usually have around someone that doesn’t present as a male. 

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me: *spills my feelings* my brain: *slamming fists on table* REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET REGRET REGR

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[setoshi-zombie]

せき / cusogali

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[hakuch]

"I heard that you like horror. Ever seen what happens when you bite into someone's artery?"

❝ me? into horror? ❞ – well there was no point hiding it if they already knew… anju did enjoy her fair share of horror, so why not indulge herself with light chit-chat about it with the other about her most FAVORITE gruesome topics. ❝ i can’t say that i have seen it first hand, but it sounds like you know, don’t you? ❞

[hakuch]

❝ i don’t know what you mean. ❞ in her hands, she held a small stack of books, each one covered so that you couldn’t tell what each was.  ❝ are you trying to say that you are lost? ❞ -- he seemed to have some kind of an accent? definitely not native japanese. but why would he go to her out of everyone he could have gone to? she was possibly the most uninviting person of them all.

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[hakuch]

❝ i wouldn’t recommend that one, this brand here makes a shade that is almost identical except it dries down and lasts all day. ❞-- pointing to the shelf of brightly colored LIPSTICKS across the isle. anju never, ever wore makeup -- not unless she was recording. for a girl who wouldn’t be caught dead all dolled up, she had a lot to say about products. after years of doing “stage” makeup, she was quite familiar with brands && how well they worked.

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[hakuch]

I feel like Anju would have a lot more online friends than real life ones?? She probably met a lot of people as her music page started to grow, && the ones that she spoke to from the beginning ended up being the closet people that have ever come to being her friends that actually know about her being an artist.

[hakuch]

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“No problem. I’d light a bum style fire for you, but you could see why that might be bad for me.” Smoke was always an indicator of life—even though this place was ventilated well. He didn’t want to risk others noticing a plume. “Anju. That’s a nice name.” Matt paused, realizing that he had ran out of things to say, and looked back over to the camera. “Do you, uh, need help setting up? I mean I’m here so I may as well be useful, right?”

❝ please don’t feel the need to put yourself at risk for me. ❞ she said, continuing to unpack her recording equipment only so she could avoid awkward eye contact -- there was no rush to begin her video. ❝ thanks. i’ve never heard of a matt before... ❞ -- he must have been american? british? ❝ you really don’t have to. i’m already putting you out enough. ❞ anju already felt bad, compromising the man’s safety for the sake of nice scenery for her video. ❝ but if you want to, i have a few props to set up. ❞ gesturing towards the small pile of miscellaneous items she managed to scrounge together: an old telephone, a small nightstand, && a few different black curtains. how she was going to arrange them? she hadn’t decided yet.