Youngjae Imagine: First Time
So here I am third post of the day. ❤
I tried to make this as soft as i could. :(
The boys all chuckled as BamBam told a stupid joke, you smacking him on the arm as the joke surrounded Youngjae and yours sex life. Spoiler alert! It kind of didn't exist. You felt bad for your boyfriend, you truly did; but you knew he understood that you were still a virgin and you just weren't ready to give it up yet. You adored him so much for being understanding, never taking things too far with you.
“Shut up BamBam. You can't even get your dick wet if you were surrounded by women.” You retorted, laughing mischievously as he turned to you, a hurt look covering his face. Youngjae let out a loud hollar from next you, his laugh sounding like music to your ears.
“I thought we were friends y/n.” Bam clutched at his chest as the rest of them shook their head at him.
“I brought drinks!” Jackson's loud voice interrupted all the laughing as he busted through the door, bottles of vodka and whiskey tucked carefully in his arms a jolly smile stretching his cheeks. Everyone yelled excitedly as Youngjae and you rushed into the kitchen to grab cups. Your heart fluttered in your chest when he pressed against your backside, his arms encasing your waist as he kissed your cheek lovingly.
“You look so cute tonight baby.” He smiled into your neck, your nerves set on fire at the close proximity. You knew the feeling that was arising in your gut, and you tried desperately to push it down as you turned around to peck him shortly on the lips.
This was the worst timing for your virgin hormones to be acting up. You didn't even know if you were ready to hand your innocence over to Youngjae, but the way he was pressed against you had you questioning why you hadn't given into him sooner.
“Not as cute as you my little otter.” His nose scrunched as he let out a cute laugh, kissing your lips once again before leaving the embrace to grab the stack of cups, following you out of the kitchen.
Hours later alcohol coursed through everyone's systems, and you felt dangerously confident as your hand lay on Youngjae's thigh. You weren't drunk enough to do anything you'd regret or wouldn't remember, but just buzzed enough to obtain the small push you had needed to let Youngjae finally know how much you needed him in every single way.
“Do you think we could go to your room?” Whispering into his ear, you pouted. Your pout always seemed to get you what you wanted when it came to the love of your life.
“Are you not feeling good baby?” He questioned, his hand landing mindlessly on your thigh as he rubbed the clothed skin, not realizing just how much that small touch was affecting you. You nodded curtly, deciding quickly that fake sickness would be your excuse.
He was quick to pull you up into his arms, yelling goodnight to his friends as he carried you to his room, laying you softly on the bed. He noticed how you hiccuped when you landed, chuckling softly as he swept a couple strands of hair from your cheeks.
“Do you want me to put your pajamas on for you?” He asked sweetly, holding the loving eye contact he had with you. You nodded your head softly, figuring that'd be a good lead up to show him what you wanted.
He was slow and tender when he took of your clothes for you, only pausing to heatedly glance at you once before reaching for your night clothes. Your shaking hand reached out to grab his wrist, a nervous smile on your face as he turned to see what you wanted.
“I want you to take my virginity Youngjae.” His eyes widened at your statement, almost staring at you in bewilderment. He had been waiting for months to hear those words, but he wanted to be absolutely sure it's what you wanted.
“Are you sure you want me to right now sweetheart? We don't have to just because I want to. I want you to be comfortable.” You nodded at his words, his heart soaring to the sky at how utterly adorable you looked. He leaned down to place a passionate kiss on your lips, moving slowly as he crawled on top of you, spreading your legs slightly to make room for himself.
Your nimble fingers brushed against his arms until they both wrapped around his neck, completely indulging yourself into the kiss. It was sweet, and you swore you could almost feel every emotion he held for you in that moment.
“Let me know if you want me to stop baby.” He informed as his hands moved behind your back, unclasping your bra as his lips began kissing your neck. Your skin felt like it was on fire as he kissed one of your already hard nipples. His tongue came out to sweep softly over it, sending tingles throughout your whole body as the cold air met it afterwards.
He sucked your nub into his mouth, softly dragging his teeth along it as he tended to your untouched breast with his hand. You felt like the air was sucked out of your lungs as his unoccupied hand landed on your inner thigh. He rubbed tiny circles into the bare skin while his plump lips returned to your own.
“You know I love you right?” He asked softly, beginning to leave marks of love down the expanse of your neck and chest. You looked down at him adoringly, your back arching when he began softly sucking at the skin just above the hem of your panties. His fingers hooked on either side of them to slowly pull them down, making sure he left small kisses as he worked them down. Despite your heart almost beating out of your chest, Youngjae seemed to make you feel so at ease with the situation.
His breath shocked you, fanning cooly over your already dripping heat. You shuddered, locking eyes with the love of your life right when he left a kiss on your folds. His fingers moved to your sopping heat softly circling around your entrance. The feeling was almost euphoric as he stimulated you in all the right places. Youngjae's lips encased your clit, beginning to suck on it softly, pleasure jolting up your body as his middle finger slowly pushed into you.
His tongue lapped at your bundle of nerves, his finger slowly beginning to move in and out of you, grunting at how tight you felt just around his finger. His soft eyes looked up at you through his eyelashes, making your heart stutter within the confines of your chest.
“You gotta let me know when you want more okay sweetie?” His voice sounded so much deeper than usual, sending shivers up your spine. Your head nodded slowly, your fingers moving to tangle in his locks of hair. His lips met your lower ones once again causing your back to arch slightly, pleasure flowing through your veins.
“More Youngjae, please.” You whined, the sound provoking a sporadic throb in his suddenly tight pants. He slowly pressed another finger into you, the stinging sensation from the small stretch making you hiss a little bit but it turned into a soft moan as the pleasure quickly returned to your body. Youngjae loved how you were already writhing underneath him, having troubles controlling himself from going as hard as he wanted but he knew he had to prep you for what was to come.
With a burst of confidence you pulled Youngjae up to you, wanting to feel his lips against your own again. You could still taste yourself dripping from his plump lips, causing a small moan to leave your throat. Your tongues fought against one another as the feeling of emptiness greeted your throbbing core as his fingers left it with a seductive pop.
Your hands moved quickly to undo his pants and take off his shirt, leaving him in all his naked glory right in front of you. You felt yourself slowly becoming shy as your eyes met his intimidating girth, the size almost scaring you out of it before his lips met yours once again in encouragement.
Your fingers gently reached out to touch his toned stomach, giggling as he shivered from your touch. You knew you were in love with this man in on top of you, and you were confident nothing could stop you from loving him.
“I love you so much Youngjae.” You whispered as he pressed against you, grinding his member into your soaking heat to make his entrance a little easier on you. The smile that adorned his cheeks made your heart flutter.
“Are you ready sweetheart?” Your insides swelled with adornment as both of his hands trailed up your arms before wrapping his fingers in yours. You nodded, smiling sweetly at him before he buried his face in your neck. His member very slowly pushed into your entrance, a small cry leaving your dry mouth. He squeezed both of your hands as he halted his movements.
“We can stop if it's too much.” He informed you, kissing your shoulder sweetly. You bit your lip roughly, a single droplet leaving your tear ducts as you responded.
“No Youngjae. I want this. Keep going.” He could've sworn with every word, he only grew more in love with you. He inched slowly into you, feeling his need grow as he began kissing your neck and squeezing your hands to try to distract you from the pain. His groan sent a jolt straight to your core as he bottomed out, completely stilling inside you, waiting for your word.
“I love you so much Y/N.” He whispered between kisses that landed everywhere on your red face. “Words can't describe how much I love you.” He continued kissing your face, waiting with all the patience in the world for the pain to subside within you. When a soft moan left your lips and your hips mindlessly rutted up against his he took that as a sign that you were ready.
“You're so beautiful.” He admired, slowly beginning to move in and out of your core, trying not to lose his sense of control. The way he so snugly fit into you was one of the best sensations he's ever felt and he wanted to feel it over and over again. You sighed into the air as he filled you up so perfectly, the small sting still there, but the pleasure became too powerful for you to notice the pain. Your muscles clenched around him, his fingers gripping onto your hands, sure to leave bruises but you didn't care.
“Faster Youngjae.” You whimpered, your nails slightly digging into the back of his hands as he began moving faster, hitting you in all the right places. Your gut already felt like it was on fire, your climax quickly approaching as Youngjae panted above you.
His fingers left tingles down your stomach as one of his hands left your own. His thumb began leaving sloppy circles on your clit as he moved faster, grunting at the way you squeezed around him.
“You feel so good Youngjae.” Your voice came out in a mere whine as your fingers tangled in his hair. You felt like you were on cloud 9 as he made a particularly hard thrust, opening the floodgates within you as you cried out. Your cum spilled around him deliciously, causing him to moan loudly as you convulsed around him. He couldn't help but cry out at the feeling of your insides squeezing him hard.
“You're so beautiful Y/N. I love you so fucking much.” You were so busy twitching underneath him, your orgasm being the most earth shattering thing you've ever felt in your life, you didn't hear his sweet words. You were already being pulled to the world of slumber as Youngjae slipped out of your heat, pumping himself quickly and releasing all over your stomach with a deep grunt.
You looked beautifully fucked out, sweaty hair sticking to your face and the faintest of smiles stretching your lips as you felt him generously clean you up from the mess you both created. He laid down right next to you, pulling you into him before softly rubbing at your thighs, knowing they would be sore in the morning.
Your heart fluttered in your chest as he kissed your bare shoulder, enjoying how he snuggled into you. You both fell asleep in eachothers arms, strong feelings of love and endearment swirling in your heads. You could confidently say that Youngjae was the man you wanted to be with for the rest of your life.
