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Title: is it irony to give the shovel talk to a ghost hunter?
Chapter: One
Fandom: Hermitcraft/Traffic Series, Phasmophobia
Pairings: scar/grian, tango & zed, background ZIT
Word Count: 3,142
Fic Summary:
Despite evidence to the contrary, Scar's life hasn't only been a crockpot of awful, traumatizing events. Building himself back up involved finding those who really matter to him. He's found friends he would go to the ends of the Earth for, and those friends would happily return the favor at a moment's notice.
And Grian's going to meet all of them. Every single one. In excruciating detail.
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A 4+1 fic where Grian meets people in Scar's corner, and one time, Scar meets people in Grian's corner instead
i gotta go do some pchem before i get too tired, but here's the next part to the phasmo series i have cooked up!! a lot more detailed notes in the chapter itself, so i hope you head over there to read them yourselves :3
So I knowwww you already have a Grian design for his crystal wings in the un-traumatizing series. But I imagine them differently and I just had to share this with you
This is what I think people see when they preen his wings. Just a fuck ton of eyes. Grian finds them creepy but everyone thinks they're beautiful
eeyoooo i'm always down to hear about ppl's watcher headcanons :D the world of fanfic is endless, there's so many different ways you can interpret them!! the watchers are whatever you want them to be, including nonexistent if you aren't into them as an idea lmao
since you took time out of your day to give me such nice art, i'll give you a little headcanon blurb in return <3:
grian tends to keep at least one eye Watching each of the hermits at all times just because he can, tho he feels a little bad about it (they probably find it weird and stalkery oh gods), but once all the hermits find out about his habit they just think it's sweet that grian expends so much energy looking out for them
even if scar is a little offended by having three whole eyes dedicated to him >:[ yes he fell into the boatem hole four times last week but he doesn't need a babysitter!!!!
Also, to answer your tag, this is what I imagine for your universe specifically, as his default wings. It's so inspiring. I do think that Oen and Ocsend made a mistake tho, giving him such beautiful wings in Canon /lh /vpos
aaahh okie okie, i just didn't want to presume. my ask was originally typed up a little differently, mostly in a way that related to that line of thought, but my brain suddenly went, "wait, this will come across as super rude if i'm completely wrong" looool. i am not the arbiter of watcher lore/heacanons, and if anyone claims to be they deserve to be sprayed with a spray bottle >:)
and who knows, grian's such a creative guy and such a unique watcher that maybe one day he will be able to mess with his wings and accidentally cause this to happen, and he will go, hm, actually, this is kinda coolness? much to think about with this hmmm
Asking on main instead of anonymously because I'm just that damn excited and happy.
May it be written down for the court that it is 01:32 in the morning as I am writing this. I've been up re-reading your series, "the slow and lengthy process of un-traumatizing your local birb friend", and I just got to my favourite fic which is part twelve.
So help me Void when I say this, I am SQUEALING. Positively SQUEALING. Call me a platonic simp but wing preening fics are my FAVOURITE. I will go NUTS for them and there aren't many good ones around. Yours is just, chef's kiss.
And yes this could have been a comment. But damn it all to Gaile herself if I'm even coherent right now let alone rational. So. Here's the triple quadruple order of kudos!! I'm sobbing!! /vpos
visual representation of me reading this in the middle of work last night
Summary: Jubilee had a bad night and needed some comfort, but even if you held a gun to her head, Jean never would have been able to guess what exactly would be the thing to make the girl feel better.
i am PROCRASTINATING hw due tonight to get this posted so i'm just gonna *yeets this on here and runs back to adult obligations*
Summary: Scar has found decent support for himself while working for G.H.O.S.T. He gets a steady paycheck, the insurance works well enough, and he's made good friends with people he finds himself able to rely on. He wouldn't say it's a perfect life, but it's good. It's not like he uses half of that stuff anyway, though it's the thought that counts.
Sure would be a shame if some random guy with an ego the size of Saturn came in and threatened to ruin all of that.
tumblr's link option for posting is tweaking rn so this is how im making this post. i am going to add the full author's note since it has a lot of important details, but since it is long, i am going to place it under a read more :)
can't believe desert duo just met and they're already going through their divorce arc 😔 the speedrun strats are crazy
anyways here it is!! the scarian phasmo fic i have been pouring my heart and soul into (and thinking fondly of when school and writer's block are beating my ass). i kinda have been thinking of it like how TSALP is my bread and butter platonic best friends series, this series is where im gonna shove a bunch of my favorite hermit/trafficshippnig headcanons and pairings :3 phasmo is a fun game and i love all the GIGGS vids i rewatch them a ton mwah ❤️
unfortunately i am an impatient coward and this fic isn't fully finished like i wanted it to be before posting, however i am a solid 65% to 70% of the way through, the last bits have been thoroughly outlined, AND i managed to write a big chunk of a scene i was struggling with while in a two hour car ride today, so i think im pretty back in the groove of things and have no plans to leave you guys high and dry like my other works :,D (i emphasis "plans" here)
two last things im gonna mention in this essay of an author's note: one, im still iffy on the upload schedule of this thing, but i think im gonna go with a twice a week type deal (Wednesday and Saturday perhaps?) to give me time to write the rest of this as well as give you guys some time to ruminate on each chapter, and two, i'm gonna limit my replies to your guys' wonderful comments to ease my own paranoia at potentially implying where this story is going lol (just know i will see every one of them and will appreciate them equally!!)
with that word vomit out of the way, as always, please let me know of any egregious typos, and i hope you enjoy the fic
Pairing: scar/grian with appearances of scar & grian & gem & impulse
Word Count: 2,421
Fic Summary: Scar has found decent support for himself while working for G.H.O.S.T. He gets a steady paycheck, the insurance works well enough, and he's made good friends with people he finds himself able to rely on. He wouldn't say it's a perfect life, but it's good. It's not like he uses half of that stuff anyway, though it's the thought that counts.
Sure would be a shame if some random guy with an ego the size of Saturn came in and threatened to ruin all of that.
and we've finally reached the end of this amazing journey :) i plan to re reblog the link to the first chapter so it can sit on my blog next to this in case anyone on tumblr wants easy access to the start of the story lol
i'm just gonna steal this from my end notes: thanks again so much for how much love you have shown my work, and i hope to see you all in future installments in this wonderful world i concocted in my head 💜
Pairing: scar/grian (FINALLYYYYY) with appearances of scar & grian & gem & impulse
Word Count: 7,775
Fic Summary: Scar has found decent support for himself while working for G.H.O.S.T. He gets a steady paycheck, the insurance works well enough, and he's made good friends with people he finds himself able to rely on. He wouldn't say it's a perfect life, but it's good. It's not like he uses half of that stuff anyway, though it's the thought that counts.
Sure would be a shame if some random guy with an ego the size of Saturn came in and threatened to ruin all of that.
penultimate chapter time baby yeaaaaah!!! sorry for the late upload, i have been a busy mf-er this past week. i still gotta go do some hw and take a freaking nap so tldr i hope you enjoy the update! 👍👍👍
Pairing: it's still scar/grian, but they haven't realized cause they got bigger issues to focus on rn
Word Count: 7,240
Fic Summary: Scar has found decent support for himself while working for G.H.O.S.T. He gets a steady paycheck, the insurance works well enough, and he's made good friends with people he finds himself able to rely on. He wouldn't say it's a perfect life, but it's good. It's not like he uses half of that stuff anyway, though it's the thought that counts.
Sure would be a shame if some random guy with an ego the size of Saturn came in and threatened to ruin all of that.
*roller-skates into frame* guess who's back two weeks on the dot like she said she would be :finger_guns:
much like chapter 7, this one gets pretty dark, so if any major tags catch your eye, feel free to scroll to the bottom and read a more descriptive list of what happens. i hope the wait is as worth it to you as it was to me!! :D
i didn't want to bring it up in that post because it felt tone deaf, but as for skizz being in the "cause i'm with friends" universe
i want to sit on it for a bit. i think the only thing that will make me put in the effort of taking skizz out of the story will be something like him doubling down and saying "my mods are AMAZING people." i don't think it'll get THAT bad, but i have a bad habit of planning for worst case scenarios. frankly, if it somehow does go in that direction, and none of the other hermits do anything, then i will be reevaluating my fandom stuff as a whole, not just current wips.
like i said, i don't think it will go there, and i think without that concern, if i don't feel better about the situation, i'll probably just go a route of "this is a character, not the cc." i realize this option is harder in these circles, since it's not fully roleplay like dsmp was, but i think if wilbur, someone who was such a core part and creator of lmanburg and dsmp story/lore, can be turned into My OC Do Not Steal by the fandom, then treating skizz similarly probably wouldn't be much different, ya know?
besides, i'm two degrees of separation from being one of those writers that does a lot of "take two characters and put them in incorrect quotes," so i'm already halfway there anyway!
okay so i came from your ao3 and i was wondering what your opinion on the whole skizz thing is? i’m not gonna stop reading or anything if you answer “wrong” but i am curious
i don't wanna make the same post twice, so i'm gonna reply to the ask in my main and reblog it to my side blog. that way, if people find their way over there from my fic, then they can just see the answer immediately and not have to wait and worry
basically i'm gonna chop this into two sections
a retelling of the entire situation with screenshots and zero personal opinions or takes. i want people to have as much information on everything as possible, since this is something not even three days old, and especially considering people are (understandably) freaking out and either placing blinders on or playing wild games of anon telephone
my opinions, because i agree with bits and pieces of what everyone is saying, but ultimately, there are a couple things i want to add to the discussion (hopefully this won't backfire horribly)
trigger warnings pertaining to things skizz actively said/did
paradox of tolerance
transphobia that can be argued to be ignorance/not malicious
trigger warnings pertaining to people associated with skizz (none of the active hermits/traffic series members)
transphobia
racism
general american conservativsm fuckery
also, warnings for typos probably. it is two in the morning and i am fresh off an eight-hour shift with zero fucks to give. ig you can let me know of anything that straight up makes no sense but just realize anything less i won't be fixing lmao 👍
also long fucking post. i normally put tldrs but this time around i think everything here is something i want read or at least skimmed. i don't blame you if that's a deal breaker
the situation as of extremely early in the morning on June 8th
During a minecraft stream on june 4th, an anonymous viewer dono'd Skizz saying they were a long-time viewer, felt that Skizz had not been doing enough to show his support to the LGBTQ+ community, and wanted him to say "trans rights"
Skizz promptly responded by saying, "this channel is about good times good vibes, and not anything political. I've got nothing against anything, I've driven that home."
Skizz proceeded to upload the vod with that part edited out, and soon after made this comment on it and pinned it
""Hello all, just gonna drop this right here. I wish to clear up some churn over this stream that was just starting to spin a bit out of control, and quickly at that. Simply put, I was feeling really happy and good with the vibes of the stream (As I most often do), and failed to vet a dono msg prior to instantly reading it out loud. The message was centered on my support of the LGBTQ community and more over requesting I explicitly state aloud “Trans Rights”. My response was instant and not totally well thought out. While I do think that there is an unfortunate political dynamic to the LGBTQ community, the word I was actually trying to conjure up was “polarizing”. The reason I’d rather not delve into said polarizing topics is because of what inevitably comes from it. There were several comment threads of people going back and forth at each other over this. Much of which was cordial, some not so much, and all of it not fitting for the comment section of one of my stream VODs. I’ve removed them all because it’s just not the place for it. Obviously I believe in trans rights as we’re all people, every one of us. I just don’t fancy, and never will, being told what to say. It’s not lost on me how stubborn I can be. 😊 There was actually some talk that I’m open to harnessing hate in my community. Not sure where I slipped up to give that impression so let me be crystal clear; hate is not tolerated here and never has been. It literally means nothing to me what one’s take is on any matter. I could agree whole heartedly but if the position is delivered in a fashion designed to cause pain, discomfort or divisiveness on any level, then please take that somewhere else. This is indeed intended to be a safe space. So to that end, if you want to hang out where the vibes are real and the good times continue to roll, well then I’m looking forward to seeing you at the next stream. If you’d rather be a part of the seemingly endless game of disposition ping-pong, I completely respect that but politely request you all meet at another forum to do so. Now genuinely…..genuinely…..be good, be good to each other, and I’ll see you soon."
it was soon discovered that two moderators of Skizz, one of which is apparently the head of his discord, are vocally MAGA, and have made staunchly right-wing if not outright alt-right posts on twitter
BunnyBond has started to delete old tweets and has actively responded to the controversy, posting other tweets containing pride flags and saying they believe in trans rights
I haven't seen any updates about the Tim guy so I can't give anything there
As far as I'm aware, Skizz has not made any other comment, and streamed like he normally does. Other people have mentioned that Joe Hills has been made aware of the situation and has commented that he wants to look further into it.
ZombieCleo also made a nice, heartwarming, Happy Pride speech on a recent stream of theirs. This has (theoretically) nothing to do with the Skizz situation, I just figured that if someone wanted a pick-me-up then this was sweet <3
GRAIN OF SALT TERRITORY: Some people have stated that back during 3rd Life, Skizz was found to be following multiple alt-right people on twitter and was called out for it. He has since apparently unfollowed them, and this situation was largely not talked about again until now, considering recent statements and actions
I say "grain of salt" because I have yet to see any pictures, but some of these users are users who have genuinely been in the fandom since the beginning, not just random anons people are sharing, so I am willing to believe them
So far, as of June 8th, this is everything that has been documented
2. Opinion time
I think both sides of the spectrum in terms of reactions are compounded by the same issue: the state of America as a whole.
A lot of people are downplaying the situation because this was a happy, the boat-is-not-being-rocked space where they didn't have to acknowledge the horrors of one of the most influential countries of the world (negative), and they are firmly planting their feet in denial river so they can keep being in a safe, unpopped bubble
And there's also a lot of people who are going scorched Earth because what Skizz said IS a big deal, and with how fragile minority rights are in the States (for ones that haven't been taken away already), these people do not want play nice and happy Progressivism 101 Teacher to Random Midwesterner Of The Week, especially when others in similar positions have been able to handle these issues more respectfully
As for my opinion on Skizz as a whole, I can't really say one side is better or more "moral" than the other because at the end of the day, these are all queer people who are allowed to form their own opinions on the bigotry they face. Plus, I never was into hermitcraft or the traffic series cause of queer reasons. I guess you can say the shipping falls into that territory somewhat, but for the most part, I was more enthralled with worldbuilding and angst opportunities, so a member of this group not being like a socialist's wet dream isn't making me reevaluate my fandom experience
I realize being a dirty centrist on a topic where the main problem is someone fence sitting too hard is ironic but really my opinion as of right is like someone else said: "not mad, just disappointed"
I don't watch Imp & Skizz. My only interaction with Skizz in videos are Grian's vods. I was never even planning on writing or talking about Skizz outside of some reblogged fanart until recently. My week is not devastated because of this, but I am taken aback and want to give the whole thing room to breathe
I don't think Skizz is intentionally bigoted. I think he's a middle class, privileged white American who's never needed to think about this stuff that much. I think people who want to act like this never happened or be like "ah, Americans, what can you do?" are doing a disservice to themselves and ALSO a disservice to Skizz. The man says he thinks growing as a person is really important to him! Help him achieve that!!
It's also doing a major disservice to his queer friends and coworkers. Like I said, Skizz isn't my Numero Uno Streamer, so I'm not holding out hope my "favorite middle-aged man" is "secretly good deep down," but I AM wanting him to be better for the sake of people he talks to every day!!! These series are, maybe not their main financial income, but a decent chunk of it, and they shouldn't have to pick between living comfortably or eventually being forced to drop something they enjoy doing AND someone close to them
I'm also making my opinion known cause some of the people who are going scorched Earth are annoying me. Very "people will say they want to firebomb a Wal-Mart and then not firebomb a Wal-Mart" vibes frankly
Like, one post that stuck out to me was something along the lines of, "Lol, can't wait for Skizz to get caught doing something Really Bad in the future and have everyone act like this was out of nowhere" and it's like
Seriously? Not only are you implying that you want more people to get hurt than they already are, do you seriously think that mindset is going to foster a safe space for someone to admit something like that? Do you fucking thing a potential victim is going to feel good talking about their experiences knowing people are only listening because it will help them knock Inconsequential Streamer #3764 down a peg? Are you for fucking real?
I will say, though, that this line of thought is not unfounded. Another essay of a post described it better than I could: essentially, if it was just the comment in the vod that was the issue, it would be upsetting sure, but not like, a nuclear bomb. However, it's being compounded with his problematic history and current mod situation, and you can't separate those things
(I think it's so funny that one mod is trying to plaster trans flags over everything like a bandaid but literally has not said anything about their god awful racism. lol. lmao even)
I will admit I'm being optimistic in thinking that letting the situation evolve over the week will have happy ending with a handwritten apology and the mods fired, but be honest hermit/traffic folks, this is what happens when you love to brag about being soooo drama free and chill
The thing is that, I'd love to say that queer and nonwhite fans can speak with their wallets, but hermitcraft is fucking old in the grand scheme of internet things. We are not their primary income as a whole. The more openly queer/progressive mcyters? Sure, but people like Xisuma and Grian and Tango and Doc and the other older to middle-aged youtubers are being funded by either people already similar to them or people who are just entering puberty. Skizz has actively gained subs during this time. I want people to change and grow, but this is a repeated problem in the hc/traffic circles, and I don't blame anyone if this broke the straw on the camel's back
Ultimately, I think unless something even more drastic happens, what's going to need to happen is whatever you're most comfortable with. I have a feeling older, more weathered fans are going to shrug their shoulders and be more forgiving, especially those who have experience dealing with less-progressive people, while younger fans are going to be dealing with some rough emotions in the coming days. I think it's important to remember that both these groups have their own lives and have reasons to behaving the way they do, and any sort argument that hinges inherently on the idea that their instinctive emotions are the problem is not going to be helpful
I think adding "Skizz fans/detractors DNI" to your welcome posts or unfollowing mutuals might be a bit much, but it's still your right to curate your online sphere. I think blocking those who post things you don't like is better, cause I find DNIs fucking dumb, but I digress
At the end of the day, this is subtly a hermitcraft/traffic series problem as a whole, not just Skizz. If you're going to say that people who aren't immediately dropping Skizz are like traitors but your favorite is one of his friends, people who are probably similarly uniformed/problematic, then you are full of shit. I also think that you are allowed to ignore this and keep on as if nothing happened, but then you can't be upset if someone gives you a side-eye over it
Besides, Xisuma has been one of my favorite hermits since forever, so I don't think I have a leg to stand on when it comes to saying if who you like cancels your activist subscription or not
Pairing: honestly, it's probably finally reached scar/grian, but they haven't realized that yet lmao
Word Count: 2,308
Fic Summary: Scar has found decent support for himself while working for G.H.O.S.T. He gets a steady paycheck, the insurance works well enough, and he's made good friends with people he finds himself able to rely on. He wouldn't say it's a perfect life, but it's good. It's not like he uses half of that stuff anyway, though it's the thought that counts.
Sure would be a shame if some random guy with an ego the size of Saturn came in and threatened to ruin all of that.
we got another weekend update! some warnings for attempted murder, strangulation, talks of being institutionalized, and injuries involving blood/stabbing for this one
also i got into more detail in the end notes, but tldr: i have to pause on updates for a week or so. do not worry about this fic or the series being cancelled tho! i have zero intentions to do that :)
Pairing: scar & grian (closer to scar/grian now) with scar & grian & impulse & gem (the gangs all here yeah baby)
Word Count: 7,323
Fic Summary: Scar has found decent support for himself while working for G.H.O.S.T. He gets a steady paycheck, the insurance works well enough, and he's made good friends with people he finds himself able to rely on. He wouldn't say it's a perfect life, but it's good. It's not like he uses half of that stuff anyway, though it's the thought that counts.
Sure would be a shame if some random guy with an ego the size of Saturn came in and threatened to ruin all of that.
late-ass update aside, THE PLOT IS HEATING UP LET'S GOOO. some warnings for ghost violence, hospitals, and low self-esteem, but otherwise, it's not as bad as last time! :D
Pairing: scar & grian (closer to scar/grian now) with a little bit scar & impulse
Word Count: 5,256
Fic Summary: Scar has found decent support for himself while working for G.H.O.S.T. He gets a steady paycheck, the insurance works well enough, and he's made good friends with people he finds himself able to rely on. He wouldn't say it's a perfect life, but it's good. It's not like he uses half of that stuff anyway, though it's the thought that counts.
Sure would be a shame if some random guy with an ego the size of Saturn came in and threatened to ruin all of that.
hello everyone! we got some big ass warnings in the end notes for this one, so be sure to look over the fic tags, and if there's anything that stands out to you in particular, the more detailed warnings are at the end :)
