the name's Han

19 is an awkward age... got nun to say tbh

[vixvigil]

it’s never a normal temperature anymore it’s always some fucking bullshit

[softboypassing]

im going to watch an anime, should it be princess mononoke, cowboy bebop, or jojo

[thank-you-everyone-deactivated2]

watch this

[thank-you-everyone-deactivated2]

you can’t see because i’m on computer but i’m gesturing to my balls

[urfriendlywriter]

A piece of myself

I am still stuck in the verson of myself that I used to be.

And I cling to it, in a hope that somehow she'd return to where she belongs and it'll become easier. Easier to face life, and stand, and do, and be. But..

I am slowly realising that she's long gone. I'm denying what I need to mourn. And move on.

Because why can't I be her again? Why can't I just be who I knew, and not who I'm unfamiliar with? Because this me, is sensitive, scared, doubtful. She's stuck.

I'm stuck, watching everyone move, grow, turn over a new life and I'm lamenting in my own misery, wondering when it'll get better, if it ever will. Last I wrote I thought I was a shell of myself.

Or am I just a new leaf?

Do I have to discover myself all over again? Then I've to be lost first, is that where I am in life? Why me? Why now? Why... just.. why.

So, I realised, I don't know me and I never will if I don't try.

I don't wanna try, for sometimes. If possible.

[aurorainblue]

Gaz being Gaz

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[etherealizzie]

something something about the way kyle “let me love u forever” garrick shows you how well you fit into his life.

always the sweetest man, making you your coffee before you have to go to work. giving you the sweetest kisses, both good bye and hello.

twirling you in his arms to your favorite song, parallel playing when you’re both just wanting to be your own person. cooking together as a bonding activity.

when he was deployed, you’d always make sure that he knew he was loved, that you would wait for him, and make all of his favorite treats when he's back. you wanted him to know how well he fit into your life.

he’s the softest, kindest man you’ve ever had in your life. there was no doubt he was endgame.

and when he finally came back?

in an urn with a letter and a velvet box?

that was the end for you.

[anaryllis]

reminders i need to like, tattoo on my brain:

1. if you feel judged and hurt by others, try sleeping

2. if you feel judgmental and resentful of others, try eating (the classics)

3. if you feel uncomfortable, try showering

4. if you feel directionless and afraid, go sit outside for a bit and maybe then you'll calm down. maybe even a walk if youre feelin crazy

5. take it easy, but by god, take it

[anaryllis]

oh and how could i forget. final boss. take your fucking medication

[nocturnalstar]

Guys I need more angsty fics

Like I looove angsty COD and Resident Evil fic🤤🤤 but I can never find any I haven’t already read :(

Any recs :3

[han-chin173]

no because I've come to realise that the angst fandom is dead??? like everything that pops up is fluff or smut, which i dont mind, but sometimes i need a good angst fic to go on and about my day...

and no, i dont need angst/fluff with a happy ending, i need a heart wrenching, breaking, crushing angst

give me the BEST you've got

[nocturnalstar]

Guys I need more angsty fics

Like I looove angsty COD and Resident Evil fic🤤🤤 but I can never find any I haven’t already read :(

Any recs :3

[shymagnolia]

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

[shymagnolia]

okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now i’m thinking….maybe this is the good luck post

[flagellant]

…..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment

likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post

[coffee-or-hot-cocoa]

i need all the help i can get for finals

[finnglas]

Hey so

the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like. 

So you know. 

This might be the real one, y’all.

[avhira]

I could use some luck

[revenge-of-the-assbutt]

applying to my dream nursing school this weekend i need some luck

[han-chin173]

just finished a shitty exam today and im broke for summer vacation, pleaseeee make me rich and let me pass that exam, i need the luck

[bewbin]

you were born in 2006? what are you? a Honda Civic?

[2006-honda-civic]

can i fucking help you?

[han-chin173]

getting bullied for your birth year is crazy work

[this-site-isnt-safe-for-me]

the best fucking shirt

[ang3lf4c3-d0llh34rt]

Girlhood is trying to figure out which fictional man you wanna read a fic abt before bed

[dogpuppy]

[notecardpasta]

hehehehehe * sudden moment of clarity that straightens my spine * what is this. who am I. * the clarity fades * hehehehehehe

[jame7t]

I just imagined a creature that would scare you soooo bad dude

[jame7t]

no hope for you even at all

[loveridden1999]

the thing about phone in bed is that it's so awesome. almost makes you feel like betraying & destroying yourself for nothing isn't all so bad

[thoughtkick]

“Until you get comfortable with being alone, you’ll never know if you are choosing someone out of love or loneliness.”

— Mandy Hale