Fuck It.

You'll never be good enough for anyone but yourself.

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MY AWESOME BOYFRIEND IS MY FIANCE AND WE’RE GETTING MARRIED IN MAY

Wow, I just saw this in my drafts about my ex, and I can't believe I felt the need to stay with him as long as I did... I kept telling myself nothing was wrong and nothing bad happened, but I was never happy, I never felt like I came first or like I was a priority in any way shape or form. And you shouldn't ever feel like that, you should feel like the person you go to bed with every night will be the person you wake up to the rest of your life, you should be yourself and never have to hide anything you're thinking or feeling. It should be open and loving and nurturing. Not some game, it's not some cat and mouse chase... It was supposed to be love.

You’re really fucking annoying sometimes and sometimes you’re really fucking awesome. And honestly the one thing that gives me that extra push towards you every time was little voice in my head the first night we spent together, “I can’t believe this is happening. Everything about him is so perfect. I think this could be the man I marry.”

But aside from him, my boyfriend now is an amazing man. He's older than me a few years and he's made his mistakes but who hasn’t. The fact we’re open and talk about everything on a weirdly specific level is the best thing I have ever had with another human being. I have a best friend and a lover, and I've never gotten the pleasure of the two being the same person. I love you and I will always love you, and I know how much love you have for me and I know you will always love me; and that is the most amazing feeling I have ever gotten the pleasure of experiencing.

[stingofthewidow-blog]

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Who would want to help me come up with a workout routine? I know what I want to achieve in the end and I’m not new to exercise but I feel like there are so many specific end games but I need something individualized. Please message me!

[classicschmosby]

[hkjhgjklhkjl]

this is why nobody likes straight men to be honest

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I really thought finding the person I was going to spend the rest of my life would have helped. Now I have outlet for my depression and nothing to blame it on. This is the hardest and best thing that’s ever happened to me. Now I’m just numb, and not angry anymore, or really sad. But just numb and empty feeling. But I feel like I’ve gotten so good at faking it that I can’t tell what’s real anymore.

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I’m so numb, but it’s so easy to fake it. I don’t even feel like a person anymore, just a robot going about my routine. I want to tell Mark but I don’t think he’d ever understand. He talks about taking a break because I get angry he got to live his life and I didn’t. I want to have fun and share my love with others but he only knows what love is because of me. I can’t hurt him like that. He would rather die than take a break. What’s the right answer? He knows me better than anyone but sometimes I feel like that doesn’t mean he knows me. I feel like only I know me.

[memoryslandscape-deactivated202]

“I was the woman men loved to instruct. They’d watch me, bemused, for just as long as it took for all my faults to reveal themselves. Their gazes traveled over my body, past the layers of flannel and wool, past the damp undershirt and to the girl-flesh that lay beneath, my nipples breathtakingly hard, my breath fluttering inside my chest. I wish I’d known, then, the difference between love and valuation, knew enough to take the axe firmly in hand and aim not for the wood but for the block on which it rests, to slice through the log as if knots were only a matter of perspective. But the men got to me first. They walked over, their legs so assured inside their jeans; they put a hand on my shoulder and turned me just a bit with the slightest touch. Here, honey, they’d say, their voices a gentle mutter to the heart, here’s how it’s done. They stood behind me and gripped the axe in both our hands; they lifted it high above our heads—the steel a blur of motion, of light—and showed me the proper way to split.”

Brenda Miller, closing paragraph to “Split,” Brevity: A Journal of Concise Literary Nonfiction (no. 11, Spring 2002)

[smallandtinyhomeideas]

YNEZ | Todd Miller + Oregon Cottage Company / previously | fb / s&thi

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Martha's with bae

[ruinedchildhood]

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Thank you CJ at Cathedral Tattoo in Salt Lake City! My pinapple grenade is everything I wanted and more!

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Why are you saying Bernie if you are conservative ?

Conservatives are allowed to support Bernie Sanders. He is a democratic socialist, by the people for the people. He appeals to the idea of being trustworthy and the means to fight for the middle class and do what's good for the majority of people as opposed to the corporations who are buying their candidates to fight for the few. He has broken records for individual donations while hillary is the one getting all the press because she is endorsed by news outlets and the big banks. People need to #FEELTHEBERN

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Bernie Bernie Bernie Bernie Bernie

[armie-hammer]

[tastefullyoffensive]

(via shadowfogkiller)

[sandandglass]

The Simpsons did The Hangover back in 1999. 

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This has to be a real thing, the Simpsons doing every movie plot line since they've come out and new moves and stuff have come out?!?! I need to try and watch all of it through