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i wish it (life) wasnt this lonely

i wish all this just stops, everything just need to stop

everything just need to end for me. i just cant deal with this anymore

i could tweet all this but i feel exposed even there.. even if its my private space

this is so not the life that i wanted

fuck its kiing me to have mo one to even talk to

i sya your name

i say im sorry

no its not working

nops, cant do this. too much trauma coming back to me, cant use this app no more

i thought it would get better, oh what a lie i told myself. it doesnt get better, it will always keep going down the hill. the very next day is going to be another low for you, so dont be surprised, just keep going down, maybe there will be an end to it, hopefully there will be an end that you'd (talking to myself) reach pretty soon

im not here to cry but i am crying even tho im cried out, there are no tears on my face, but i am crying. always.

when are these trust issues gonna end

plus wtf are you talking about (talking to myself) you dont have no people in your life to have trsut issues about sadlmao

there were a lot of things in my life that i wanted to go my way. every single time let me down, now im just a person breathing, so let down by everytjing and everyone in my life that it doesnt even matter to me.

it doesnt even matter now

this app gives me ptsd but meah who cares

im bacl here because, well there is nothing else in my life that excites me

there is no person in my life that excites me

there not even a single thing that excites me

im tired of living this way

and i just want it to end. i want this consistent sadness to end. wish i knew a way out. wish there was a way out, wish there was someone out there i could go to and tell them all this

i wish it wasn't like that

oh ive missed tumblr

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