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oop and i feel better again can someone tell me what the fuck my emotions are doing 110% of the time

if i starve myself for a day will i look a lil skinnier the next day asking for a friend

#ok b4 anyone is like get some help #im aware starving isnt sustainable healthy etc etc #and its not rly a joking matter but im kind of joking #like how do i lose 20 pounds of low self confidence b4 i meet this guy #i feel sick and anxious and just never want to eat again #but i know i have to #but i just dont want to like #im so fucked up that the thought of me literally starving myself to get skinny just sounds so good #like i get the appeal #even tho i try and help anyone else that suffers w eating disorders and i find people that encourage them are so so sad #its a very personal thing #oh god #85 #7:40pm

damn, u keep complaining that u never go out and do shit, or ur jealous ur friends are w someone else but u never make time for us???? or ur suddenly busy w somethin else???

#like make up ur mind #u cant be gettin mad at us for finding other people to hang out w if ur jus gonna cancel #7:34pm #84

wow just... so much has happened since that last post... i can’t tell if them breaking up was better or worse...

#83 #whatever #3:03am

fuckinuhhhhh it'd be cool if every single human i met wasn't such a damn hypocrite

#more at 11 #but like if ur gonna complain for three years about how a guy isn't more important than school and friends #thAN DONT BECOME THAT PERSON??????#NICE KNOWIN YA KIDDO #82 #10:48pm #im just sick of losing friends to their shitty boyfriends #like there's a difference between spending time with them #and acting like their the only thing in ur life #I don't understand how people are like this

420moshdad

#lol

also like I’ve realized in the past few years how easy it is for me to just cut off relationships with people and feel nothing at all about it. it’s kinda sad that it doesn’t effect me. Like I could be friends with someone for years and then just stop talking to them and it’s like do i know you????

#i wouldn't cut someone off for no reason #but like if there's a falling out it just doesn't effect me at all hahahahaha #probably because i don't rly let anyone close #lololol #good luck im behind 7 fabricated personalities 👍👍👍#81 #4:06pm

im just so hype to graduate because im pulling off a grand heist which is less of a heist and more of a im disappearing and deleting my social media and only telling my mom where im going and if it doesn't work out well than I'll kms i guess lol

#im just #i know if i try and keep going down this path im gonna end up kms anyway #so i might as well start over and pretend like the me that is rn doesn't exist #80 #4:02pm

imI gonna pass the fuck out the guy ive liked for like 2 years likes me back but im so fucking awkward and like i know he wants to cuddle with me because he almost asked me but then he chickened out so now we're just sitting on opposite ends of the couch like a pair of assholes this is wild

#like how did the universe do this tbh #79 #1:47am

so there's a 50/50 possibility I might date this guy but like his ideas of a relationship are different to mine in that like I'd be super down to fuck if i didn't have certain things i was just so self conscious about *cough* my boobs *cough* and sex is rly important to him and im just asdhjfkshahs same but fuck my body????

#78 #4:25pm #fuuuuuuuuuuuck

fuc k ing KILL ME

#oh fuck im an idiot get me the fuck outta here oh fuck #77 #5:37pm

honestly a strong contender for worst birthday of my life but the days not over yet so lets wait and see I guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#fuckfuckfuckfuck #i said i didn't want this to happen and it's happening #76 #5:22pm

i have no clue how to console someone after a break up and like i know we're good friends but like i don't care??? is that shitty of me? prolly but that's not gonna make me wanna care

#like i know w friends ur supposed to be always on the friends side #but like my other friend is just fucking going ham on this guy for all the wrong reasons #and i just don't fucking caaaaare #i probably wouldn't even tell them if i was IN a relationship #maybe i just have shit friends #75

FUCK YOU

#yeah that's basically all i have to say rn #12:06pm #74

I’ve been super disconnected from myself lately like to put it simply who i am in my brain is really not who i am on the outside and it’s really hard on me mentally?? like this is gonna sound fucking crazy but i have this completely fleshed out idea of what i think i should look like and this person became detached from me and it changes sometimes but it’s really frustrating because i know i’ll never be able to look like this person

#bruh bluh i should learn to love the way i am bluh bluh #well that just ain't gonna happen #I'll always be way to feminine #this isn't rly a gender thing #just basically a characteristic thing #I'll never not have an hourglass figure and whatnot #okay and i love my skin tone and im in no way ashamed of it #i just feel like different races are out into different boxes of how they're perceived #and I'm perceived in one way and I'd like to be seen in a different one #I'm not the person people see #at all #and i hate that so much #hate hate hate hate it #73 #11:51am

holy fuck shipping someone with someone who's white instead of a poc doesn't make them racist holy shit what is wrong with this site this is why no one takes real racism seriously

#okay last post for the night im just in a mood #if ur that incapable of separating fiction and reality maybe u should reevaluate yourself #and if anyone actually comes across this and starts some bs discourse im not white lmao #I've faced real racism and actually calling people racist for shipping fictional characters is ridiculous and immature #72 #12:51am

another thing my sometimes shit friends do is rip on someone for their looks if they look unconventionally attractive. like i dig that "unusual" look most of the time and im just kinda big on the don't hate people for their looks alone thing, so its a lil fucked up to me that if he/she doesn't look like a fucking hollister model they might as well be dead and nothing to them

#i know no one reads these but #y'all probably like get some new friends #bitch if only......#and it's extra ironic because the last two guys they've dated have been........ meh #like I don't mean to be contradicting myself #but in my personal opinion they've been like not the kind of attractive they whine for all the time #if my one friend hadn't been dating him my other friend would've probably bashed the hell outta him #71 #12:45am #ooh lotsa posts tonight kids

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