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Female Sterilization (Tubes Tied) Doctors List

This is something I've considered in the past because will not have children in this lifetime. Its not something I ever wanted but considering the world we live in now I could not live with myself knowing that im bringing children into this place for them to clean up the mess we have put ourselves into. No one deserves to be born into this mess. Its not fair to them so I've made an official decision to invest in my life and do tubal ligation i.e "tubes tied".

There are doctors who will do the surgery for you EVEN IF you have never had children, and if you are considering this option to protect yourself and your body here is a list of doctors who you can look up and see if they are in your network or near you.

Much love to you❤️ You do have control over your body regardless of what anyone say or tries to do.

YOU ARE THE MASTER OF YOUR OWN DESTINY!✊🏽 Dont let anyone tell you otherwise!!!❤️ Stay strong ladies.🌹

Gynecologists who will perform a tubal sterilization

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You are allowed to stop proving your worth through exhaustion.

And honestly? I think many people have spent so long surviving inside systems that reward depletion that they no longer recognize how deeply abnormal constant burnout actually is.

People normalize: chronic stress, constant urgency, overcommitment, hypervigilance, emotional exhaustion, and functioning while completely disconnected from their own capacity.

Until eventually exhaustion becomes identity instead of information.

But human beings were never meant to earn love, safety, belonging, or worth through self-destruction.You deserve softness before collapse. You deserve rest before burnout. You deserve a life that does not require you to disappear in order to maintain it.

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For My fantastical foot fiends heres some random snaps for the devotees😉😘

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A little random photo dump since i haven't posted on a while. Going thru mad transitions. Waiting to see where i land. Until then enjoy❤️

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I know baby...i know...😏💦

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Lil late night flo😏 still a beginner girlie but ive made alot of progress

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#dance

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Trees😍

I love trees but pine trees have my heart. Not only do they smell nice but they grow so tall and are true entities unto themselves.

I love taking photos from this angle. Really makes space in your mind for the GRANDEUR of how Big and Tall these trees are.💚 Trees make me happy and i could spend all day hunting trees and talking to them and spending time with them. I could do that for my whole life and never get enough of these magnificent magical behemoths 🥰😍

The smell of that pine resin in the summer heat. It was still a bit sticky to the touch. I wonder in a million years Will someone find the petrified ants in the resin? 🤔

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It wasn't my intention to make these flow into one another but they all do very well❤️

I think the last one is my favorite. "The Dark Bloody Womb" because mines is dark and bloody right 🤣🩸. These all make me feel things on different levels and different ways. I wish I could print all of them and pack a room full of nothing but this kind of art our floor to ceiling.

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Here's some random digital art made with the art set app. In some ways I get why people love procreate better but when it comes to textures in the paints art set is superior 100%! I know people make their own brushes and that's cool it definitely comes in handy with time for sure but nobody can recreate the textures of real paint like this app. And this coming from a painter, moving into digital art, I love procreate for it's many flexibilities, but it never gives the feeling of mixing textures like art set. I do think it's overpriced though LOL considering you can't make any adjustments to the brushes like you can with procreate. But I think it's worth it when you're someone who loves to play with texture as of paint but don't necessarily want to paint 🤣.

I'm going to use these something soon and I have many more, making the art of backdrop to something more profound, or as equally deeply felt. Either way I think they're super cool.

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I love to dabble in nature photography. On this particular day I was feeling low so I went to the park. Thought I'd try out my new phones camera, see what it could do. I'm happy with the results. (Pixel 9a btw) Became lunch for a few mosquitoes getting these photos but i think it was worth it. Lol that first pic and a few other long ones were panorama shots.

That first picture makes me feel something. I don't know what. Tree standing tall and long among others. Something about that one against the back drop of the sky among other trees. It had.... Spunk😊

It made me feel something. One among many, yet many in the one. The tops of the trees almost touching, yet underground you probably couldn't tell who's roots belong to whom. All connected to the one source. Who is this one?

These photos make me happy in this moment A little reminder of what's REAL in this world. Not necessarily the trees and the sky, but a deeper connection that is in all things. The thing that ties all of this together. The silent observation that is within everything, even in me.

Who is this observer? why does it not interact in the way I'd hoped? Why is it silent? Why does it not feel important in this moment. Why does it not feel important in? What's happening here? If it is me, where is the sorrow coming from?

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Real life representation of my foot on your neck and my ass on your chest. You dont BREATHE without my say so.😏😈

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Something simple❤️

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The body is TEAAAA🥰😍. Still on my weight loss journey, 50lbs down, so proud of myself, getting stronger everyday❤️ Working to feel as good as i look😝

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I want to swirl my toes around in your mouth, down your chest and play with your balls😆🤭! Now EAT! LOL