Wish on a Star

 Hazel is a little girl with some very special wishes she has made on shooting stars. Her most special wish is to be loved one day because her mom and dad do not love her and she hopes her wish will one day come true and her mom and dad will love her, or someone will.  Her second special wish she made on a shooting star is to one day have a stuffed animal to cuddle. She believes one day the stars will make her wishes come true! Before her wish comes true Hazel is sad and lonely but finds happiness in her daydreams and school. But once her wish comes true Hazel’s personality shines as a bright, happy, silly and playful little girl. She begins healing with her new family and friends. Hazel decorates her room with stars and is often seen wearing star hair pins or necklaces or outfits with stars, as stars soon become a special reminder to Hazel that her wish has come true!  ~ Writing Hazel on tumblr since 2011. Art by Rinihimme

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ミ☆ A little girl with a wish… 


☆ About Hazel ☆ Helpful Info ☆ Navigation ☆ Credits

～☆ Roleplaying Hazel since 2011. 

…. to be loved. ☆彡

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camillethebrave‌:

Despite claiming to understand, it was clear that Hazel was hurting.  Cami felt a bolt of guilt run through her and she wished that she had a better balance between her personal life and the professional one she was trying to build.  A patient like Hazel needed to know that everyone in her life was there for her right now, instead of wondering if they were going to leave her high and dry like her parents.

“It’s normal…feeling sad,” she assured her quietly.  “I know it sounds strange to hear someone say so but everyone gets sad every now and then.  Especially when they have been through a lot.”  Her childhood had been nothing like Hazel’s and she was forever grateful for that.  No child should have to go through what Hazel did.  She hoped that she could help her find the right path from here on out.

“The trick is to feel it but not let it take over you.  Does that make sense?” Cami asked.  “Because holding it in will not help but neither will letting it take up all your time.”

Hazel ran her hand over her Purrito Cat Mochi’s soft blanket. It comforted her to hold her little Purrito and it helped to hear it was normal to feel sad like this. She had been through a lot. The trick is to feel it but not let it take over you…  

“That does make sense,” Hazel said softly. “But it’s so hard. I can’t stop thinking about how my parents didn’t love me… and how much I wished they did. And I can’t stop feeling sad and worried I might not get adopted and never have any parents. I mean, it’s going to be extra hard with me being a werewolf and all…” She wished she could just make all the thoughts just stop.

“And I feel sad cause I like my foster parents but they’re not going to be my real parents and that just makes me sad. And I miss everyone at the hospital. And I missed you…” Hazel realized she was doing what Cami had said, letting it take up all her time.

“How do I stop feeling sad like this?” She asked. “I wish I could like, just erase my old parents and life from my memory forever. I feel like I could be happy if I could just not think about it anymore. Then I wouldn’t have to worry about it taking over me all the time.” She sighed. “I wish I could even like rewind time and maybe told someone or not have waited so long to run away. So I could have been away from them sooner, safer sooner.”

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ryan-the-sinner​:

[ℜ]     If he could bottle up the sheer joy she was emanating in this moment the raven swears he wouldn’t have to work again. But in the same breath, his heart aches with the mere fact that she’s this excited for what should be expected of those asked to take care of her. The simple pleasures children her age or just children in general should have full access to without fear that it would be taken away in a moments notice. Oh my littlest vampire, I’ll make sure you never have to ask for anything ever again. A large hands comes to swipe away the errant tears that have fallen down her face, ones of joy he knows, but pull at his heartstrings none-the-less. “No dream at all, little one,” he coos softly. “This is real life and I promise it will continue to be that way for as long as I’m breathing”

He chuckles softly and takes her outstretched hand in his own, following her to the front door and outside where his car was waiting, the engine still warm even so. “Patience little one, patience,” he chides softly, though there’s no real ire in his tone. “The night is young and we have plenty of time to hit all the stores you could even imagine until your eyes fall dreary and sleep whisks you away.” He opens the rear door for her and buckles her in tightly once she’s safely inside. “Though we’re called creatures of the night, we aren’t really so. Some, like me, work in the day and then come home at night or go out with friends and family. Others chose to live the stereotypical lifestyle and only come on at night. What matters now, is getting my little one’s dream room in order hm?”

“Since I’m a vampire… that means forever right?” Hazel asked him after he wiped away the last of her tears, joy radiating in her voice. This wasn’t a dream… and if she was a vampire and so was he… that meant this could be forever. She would never have to be scared again, she would never have to be sad again… she would never be unloved again… This was her forever now and it was the best forever in the world.

“It’s hard to be patient when I’m so happy,” she told him. “But I’ll do my best to be Hufflepuff patient!” She giggles as she walks with him, her hand in his.

She’s amazed at how he always takes care of her, opening the car door for her, buckling her in. She’s still not used to being treated like this all the time, so different, so new, from how her mom and dad treated her. She feels like a Princess with Ryan. And completely safe.

“But we can stay up all night if we want though right?” She asked mischievously. “I mean since we’re still vampires!”

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They had made it to the mall! She was so excited to explore with Ryan and find all the things for her dream room. “I want to find all the star things and all the cute things!” She told him.

She was so excited she didn’t notice at first all the sounds – which sounded extra loud very suddenly. She squeezed Ryan’s hand tight and moved so she was leaning into him, trying to just focus on him.

“There’s so many people,” she said anxiously. “And they’re louder, I mean louder than normal.” Is that a vampire thing? She reminded herself she was safe. “Where’s the best place I can find cute star things do you think?” She asked him, there were so many stores she had no idea where they should go first!

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Meredith waited patiently until a little black kitten came bounding around the corner, clearly headed towards his favorite person.  She grinned as Hazel picked him up.  “He is absolutely adorable, Hazel.”  She couldn’t help but reaching out to stroke the soft fur on his head.  She loved the sound of a cat purring.  She had thought a few times about getting a cat so her apartment wouldn’t be lonely but in the end, she recognized that her work schedule was far too erratic for it to be fair to a cat.  They might be independent but they still craved some contact. 

“It sounds like you did everything right.  I am glad that there was an easy way to learn just what to do for him.”  She had vaguely heard of Kitten Lady before from one of the nurse’s in the ED.  They used her instagram page, with all the cute kittens, as balm after a bad ay.  

“And they are right.  You are definitely his adopted mom.  He’s lucky to have you,” Meredith told her with a smile.  On the subject of bringing Lucky to the hospital, she didn’t quite have an immediate answer.  “I will look into having Lucky for a visit. I know some children that would love to meet him too.  But in the meantime, you are welcome to come volunteer anytime.”

“He’s the cutest!” She agreed, he was purring happily as she held him and Meredith pet him. “He likes you too,” she said happily. “I’m so happy I found him and saved him. I took care of him just like you did me.”

I can’t believe how long ago that was. I always think that but I just can’t believe how long ago it seems. Her world had been so different. She’d been so scared being brought into that hospital after they had hurt her. How Meredith had cared for her and made her feel loved. Learned about her being a werewolf and still taken care of her and helped find the perfect parents for her. To Hazel, the start of her new life had started at the hospital with Meredith. She felt so proud she’d been able to take care of Lucky, help him grow up loved since she’d found him all alone.

“Let me know if I can ever bring Lucky along. I’ll talk to my mom and dad and see if I can come visit the hospital soon!” She put Lucky down and he just rubbed against her, meowing for more pets so she gave him a few more pets. Lucky always wanted attention from her.

“So what are we going to do today?” She asked. She’d heard Meredith had something planned to do today, though she didn’t know what. “Oh and I almost forgot! Look on the table, I’m almost done it, I’ll bring it when I come volunteer at the hospital.”

On the table was a painting she’d been working on to bring for the hospital kids playroom. It was a painting full of wish jars full of colourful sparkling stars floating in a star filled galaxy. She’d used lots of glitter so the picture sparkled. She’d even mixed in colourful cupcakes throughout the galaxy. Stars so often featured in her art, because of their symbol to her, how wishes really did come true.

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Some random Hazel’s for you... Wolf Hazel

Hazel has wolf ears and a wolf tail! She can turn into a wolfpuppy at will!

Cat Hazel Hazel has cat ears and a cat tail. She can turn into a cat at will! She is a demi human (cat/human) and has nine lives.

Angel winged Hazel. 

In some stories, Hazel passed away from her abuse and fell down from heaven as an Angel. She is an Angel sent back down into the world to have a second chance at her wish coming true. 

Werepup Hazel

Hazel turns into a little werepuppy on Full Moons! She’s still herself as a werepuppy!

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Flying was amazing. Flying at night was even more amazing. She was flying among the stars – that’s what it felt like to Hazel.

But it was lonely. So lonely it hurt. It felt like it hurt even more than her bruises.

She had flown away from home - decided she would never look back. Her wish to be loved wasn’t coming true with them. There was no way it ever could.

So Hazel had flown away, in search of where her wish to be loved could come true.

But where am I flying?

She kept flying until she was too tired to fly. She flew down and down and landed in a tree.  She folded her wings against her back, leaned against the tree trunk.

Stars please. When I wake up… please help me find what I’m looking for.

Her dreams were full of happy things... she was flying in a galaxy full of stars and shooting stars and wish jars full of sparkling colourful stars. She was following the brightest star because the brightest star was the one that had her wish and if she could just catch it, her wish to be loved would come true.

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brckencrownss--a​:

It was easy for Natalie to sense and feel how anxious Hazel was. Was it because she mentioned her mom? Though she didn’t want to think it was, putting two and two together, Natalie didn’t think there could’ve been any other reason for it.” Mhm!  I promise she’s really nice. Sometimes, she takes me to get ice cream after school and we go to the park.  She’s not from here though so she talks differently then you. Kinda like me but not so much.” She meant her mother spoke with an accent. She was Sicilian therefore spoke with a Sicilian accent. Natalie did as well but it wasn’t as thick as her mothers.

Natalie always considered herself lucky to have the mother she did. It was her mother who loved her most when no one else loved her at all. She protected her, she cared for her. Her mother was one of her best friends. It was why it was so easy for Natalie to talk about her the way and as much as she did. If no one stopped her, she could’ve gone on and on all day. Her mom was the best and sometimes, she just needed others to know that.

“Thanks, it took me soo long to draw. I couldn’t get the wings right, kept messing up but I got it eventually!” Natalie smiled brightly at the compliment. “ I like them too, I wanna see a rainbow butterfly one day.  My Zia Lofn said there’s a place where billions and billions of butterflys live and she’s gonna take me there.” As Hazel reached into her backpack, Natalie slowed down just a bit and waited for her friend to show  her own drawing. When she did, the little wolfs eyes lit up.

” He’s so cute!” She exclaimed.” Purrito, purrito, where is your burrito?”  She sang, a giggle following. “ I just got some new markers and pencils that make your pictures glow in the dark, we have to try them!” She took Hazels hand and sung it as they walked.” I’m happy you’re coming over too.” She looked at her friend and gave a smile before looking ahead, a gasp leaving her.” Look Hazel, that’s her! Come on!” Up ahead was a petite silver haired woman. She smiled warmly and waved at the girls as they headed her way.” Come on Hazel!” Natalie called again.

“If you say she’s really nice I know she must be the nicest mom in the world!” Hazel said, letting her anxiety fade away. Nice was not a word she’d ever use to describe her mom but if Natalie used the word nice for her mom, she believed her. She didn’t need to be nervous – most kids didn’t have moms like hers. 

I wish I could call my mom nice… I wish… Just thinking the word wish made her sad, because her wish still hadn’t come true. But I have a best friend - even if I don’t have parents who love me. One day… my wish will come true with my parents… She let the sadness vanish as quickly as it had come. She couldn’t be sad when she was with her best friend.

“You did, your butterfly was the most amazing pretty butterfly anyone has ever drawn before!” She told Natalie confidently. “I’d love to see a rainbow butterfly! If she takes you there, I want to come so we can see the billions and billions of butterflies together!” Hazel told Natalie excitedly.

Hazel giggled at Natalie’s reaction to her picture. “Purrito, Purrito, the blanket makes the kitten go from a Burrito to a Purrito!” She sang happily.

“You have glow in the dark markers and pencils?” She gasped. “That’s the coolest! We totally have to use them! I’d love to use them to draw something star themed. Like I bet it would look so cool to use them to draw a wish jar and draw colourful glow in the dark stars inside! And maybe the Wish Jar is floating in a star filled galaxy with shooting stars!” Maybe she’d draw that and hang the picture over her bed, for good luck for her wish.

She giggled happily as Natalie took her hand and began swinging it happily. Having a best friend was the most amazing thing in the world. She was so excited to go over to Natalie’s.

Hazel felt her heart jolt when Natalie suddenly pointed out her mom. She had to remind herself of what she’d just been thinking, that Natalie’s mom was nice. It was just hard to turn off her fear around adults. Shaking away her brief panic, she smiled at Natalie’s mom when they reached her.

“Hello,” she said shyly.

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Hazel - My Hero Academia 

Quirk Information

Hazel’s quirk (which she calls Cat Wish) gives her cat ears and a cat tail. She can also turn her hands into paws.

The most special part of Hazel’s quirk is her Nine Lives and Cat Dream Walking. 

Hazel’s Nine Lives was discovered tragically when the abuse from her parents took her life one night. When Hazel loses a life it takes her several hours to reawaken. A mysterious part of Nine Lives is once Hazel loses a life, she is frozen at the age she lost her first life. She has stayed nine years old since losing her first life two years ago. Hazel’s parents - fearful Hazel’s frozen age would draw attention and lead to the discovery of her nine lives and how she had lost her first and get them into trouble - took her out of school. 

Hazel’s Cat Dream Walking allows her to visit people’s dreams as a cat. She can only be in cat form in these dreams but she can still speak. Hazel has tried to reach out in people’s dreams for help but for some reason the people she has tried have not been able to hear her. She believes maybe only the hero meant to save her will hear her, so she keeps searching in her dreams for them.

Hazel’s Cat Form is a White Cat with purple stars on her fur. The stars represent Hazel’s wishes. Her wish to be loved which she believes can come true if her wish to be saved by a Hero comes true. 

Possibilities:

Hazel’s Nine Lives quirk could make her a target for All For One’s plans, given having the ability to survive death nine times would be desirable for a Villain. Hazel’s parents, who have connections with Villains may lead to her Nine Lives being discovered and putting her at risk.

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For a Charles Xavier

Hazel was sitting up in her hospital bed. Her bruises hurt and stung but her heart hurt even more. She might be away from her mom and dad and in a hospital but she didn’t feel any less unsafe.

The nurses had taken care of her but they wouldn’t speak to her. They didn’t comfort her. She felt so alone. She missed her mom and dad and she didn’t know why, since they were why she was here.

Hazel slowly unfolded and stretched out her wings to look at them, letting out a whimper as her right wing her dad had tugged throbbed in pain. A few feathers fell away. Her pretty white wings she normally took pride in had bald patches in some places. Her feathers had started falling out in places since her mom and dad had begun hitting her more and more often.

Are my wings really why my mom and dad don’t love me? Hazel wondered. Are my wings stopping my wish from coming true? She loved her wings. She had always loved her wings, thinking her wings made her look like a little angel. But if she didn’t have her wings, would she be loved? Or if she hadn’t stopped growing up, would her mom and dad love her? 

She thought of how she’d heard the doctor say how her birth date meant she was twelve but she was still nine. She’d been so confused hearing that. She was supposed to be twelve? She wasn’t allowed to go to school and never had her birthday celebrated so Hazel hadn’t even really known how old she was supposed to be. She didn’t even know what day her birthday was - her mom and dad got angry if she tried to ask. She’d tried to ask the doctor, but he’d ignored her.

Did her mom and dad really not love her because of her wings and how she’d stopped growing up? Or am I just unlovable? Tears started to fall down her cheeks. She raised her hand and first moved some of her long messy tangled hair out of her face and then rubbed at her eyes and whimpered as the rubbing hurt her eye bruise.

A nurse suddenly came in and hope flared for a moment. Maybe she’s come to comfort me, to hug me… But the nurse would not look at her. “A man has come to see you,” she said coldy. A man? Hazel felt confused. Her dad? Fear and hope filled her because she missed him but feared him. She just didn’t want to be hurt anymore. She grabbed the pillow and clutched it to her chest, leaving her wings open because they hurt too much to fold. As she waited for the man to come, she held it even tighter and a few more feathers fell away…

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It had been awhile since Camille laid eyes on Hazel.  She was partly to blame for that, having gotten caught up in whatever hell was being unleashed throughout the Quarter.  She felt a measure of guilt at forgetting her littlest patient.  

(but really, Camille was lucky to be alive at this point)

She sat down a chair across from Hazel, smiling as she did so.  She hoped that Hazel would understand that she had to be away and not think that Camille had abandoned her. 

“It’s nice to see you,” she began, keeping her tone soft and quiet.  “It’s been awhile I know — but I had to take some time off to help a friend.  I hope you understand?”

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Hazel was snuggled up on the couch, holding tight to her Purrito cat stuffed animal Mochi, a white cat wrapped up in a soft pink blanket. She had missed Cami so much and was so happy to see her again but she was feeling really sad too. Cami had been gone for awhile… normally Cami came to see her more often but Cami hadn’t come to see her in what felt like so long. Hazel knew maybe it was silly to feel sad, but she did.

She was in foster care now, out of the hospital. Hazel was still struggling with the stress of having moved from a place she had gotten familiar with and people she had gotten familiar with. All the doctors and nurses she had come to know she didn’t see anymore.

Hazel’s new foster parents were very nice… so nice that it just made Hazel more sad because they weren’t going to be her forever parents. What if she didn’t ever get adopted? There was an older girl, a teen, also living in the foster home who had told Hazel this was her third foster home. Hazel had been so confused and then scared. Would that happen to her too, never being in your true home? Getting close to new people and then losing them? If a normal teenager couldn’t find a home how could she, a werepuppy?

“I understand,” she said at last, unable to hide the hurt in her voice. She did understand. Until she had her forever parents, no one might be in her life everyday.

“I’ve… just been kind of sad lately…”

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Meredith smiled when she saw the familiar face of Hazel.  It had been awhile since the two of them last spoke.  In a way, that was comforting to her — it mean that Hazel was too busy being a child (and all the fun that came with that) to worry about what her former doctor might be doing.

“Hey you,” she began.  “I heard you found a kitten?  You know you will have to tell me all about that.”

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“Hey Meredith!” Hazel cried cheerfully. She was so happy to see Meredith, she hadn’t visited in a little while and Hazel had missed her. “Yep I did! Let me go get him!” She called his name. “Lucky come over here!”

She called his name several more times and he came bounding over like a dog. She scooped her little black kitty up and he let out a little meow.

“When I found him out in our backyard all alone, he was so tiny! Mom and dad think he was maybe just a week old, he was so small and his eyes weren’t even open! Now he’s six months old!” Lucky was purring loudly in her arms, he always purred when she held him. “It’s a good thing I like watching the Kitten Lady on Youtube, me and my parents used lots of her videos to learn how to care for him.”

Hazel was so proud of how she had helped care for him. “Mom and dad say he loves me the most, they say I’m his adoptive mom. He follows me everywhere and always sleeps in my room with me.” She placed him down and he began playing with one of his mouse toys. “I think he even knows it’s me on the full moon because he follows puppy me everywhere still, it’s so funny!” She giggled.

“Oh I wanna volunteer again at the hospital soon. Think I could bring Lucky to cheer people up? I don’t know if that’d be allowed. He loves people.” Hazel suddenly remembered something. “Oh and I have to show you, I was working on a painting for the play room at the hospital if you’d like to see it now, it’s almost finished.”

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Hazel’s Rise of the Shield Hero Verse

Hazel is a demi-human child, a human/cat mix.

Age: 9 Demi Human, Human/Cat Mix Ability: Healing Unique Trait: Hazel doesn’t age anymore, even if she were to gain levels. The reason for this is unknown.

Hazel is a demi human sold by her own parents. Hazel is heartbroken over her parents selling her. She loved her mom and dad so much and was crushed when her shooting star wish she made to be loved didn’t come true. Hazel has given up hope of her wish coming true.

Hazel has the ability to heal but is extremely fearful of using it. She would heal her bruises given to her by her parents but would be hurt worse for it because it would make her parents angry she was healing her bruises. She became so fearful she stopped healing herself altogether.

She has cat ears and a cat tail and she can turn her hands into cat paws with claws if she wants. She currently lives in a cage owned by the Slave Trader. While Hazel is haunted by nightmares, sometimes she dreams of being free and her wish to be loved coming true with a new family. She spends most of her time sleeping in hopes she can escape to the only reality where she is loved.

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“I’m so tired,” Hazel said weakly, lying on her back on the grass, her wings spread out under her, a pool of moonlight lighting her and her wings up.

She had flown so long and so far. Her body was tired, her wings so tired she couldn’t even flap them anymore, her bruises sore but most of all, Hazel’s heart hurt as she looked up at the stars.

Why couldn’t you grant my wish? Why couldn’t my mom and dad love me? She wondered, the stars beginning to blur as her eyes filled with tears. She thought of her last memory with them, of crying to them she wanted them to love her and make her wish come true… and them hurting her over and over… and then she’d woken up with wings falling from the night sky. She remembered how she had thought she was dreaming as she had begun to flap her wings and fly through the air among the sparkly stars and fluffy clouds.

She had become an angel. Which must mean… Hazel couldn’t think it. But what she did think was that maybe as an Angel, she could be loved. She just had to find somewhere an angel could be loved.

So she had flown and flown in search. But she had no idea where to go.

The tears suddenly fell faster and she had twin waterfalls falling from her eyes. How could she find where to be loved as an angel? She didn’t even know where she was. And if my mom and dad couldn’t love me will being an angel really give my wish a chance? Am I right to try and search? Or is it hopeless, even as an angel?