Study, Study, Study

The name’s H. 21. Senior in college, International Affairs Major w/ minors in French & Women's and Gender studies.

[the-dawn-chorus]

getting to campus early enough to catch this beautiful morning sunlight streaming into my office

[officialunitedstates]

me, showing off my university degree: that’s right everyone, i paid multiple dollars to the government in order to attain sporadic sprinklings of knowledge that i forgot two months after each class ended

[tordenvejr]

there is no audience to perform for, there is no approval, no admiration to attain. there is no role worth playing, there is no one to convince. let it go

[volcainist]

This is 100% me

[fourdrinkamy]

reading an academic article moodboard

[zzzaharena]

first monday of december. happy study & good luck with all the term assignments, everyone! ☀️

[eco-socialism]

[danisontnonfire]

How often do it be like that

[shock]

in college there are only two moods:

1. i can do this! after outlining everything i need to do, it doesn’t seem so bad. in fact it’s very methodical and easy to follow and i can do it.

2. oh my god its happening. its the end for me. i might as well be dead. everything is due now. i was put on this earth to suffer. i have two essays due in 45 seconds and all ive eaten today is half a goldfish cracker. i can only feel pain

also these moods go back and forth every hour 

[cupsandthoughts]

had to have a quick cafe stop before work the other day. treated myself to some sunshine and my sister got this mud cake for me🥰☕️ lots of new things coming your way!! how are we all doing today?☺️ (at Dome Trinity) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2HZG4NHZKa/?igshid=1ksc8xc3ii53t

[lcrdbyron]

my art history notes | September 11, 2019

[sunalwaysshining-deactivated201]

I love planners, highlighters, giant calendars, nice ball point pens, to do lists, & anything else that gives me the illusion that I’m getting my life together

[wellreadfolk]

i’m about to defend my master’s thesis in 10 minutes. haven’t slept in a week. dying of stress. LEZ DO DIZ 🤞🏻

[sawasawako-archived]

the worst feeling in the world is knowing that you’re making a bad argument or analysis but you continue doing it anyway because it’s too late to turn back and you’re forced to die on this hill

[sawasawako-archived]

me continuing to drive at my point even though i know i’ve stopped being relevant and rigorous a long time ago:

[gloomstudy]

august 28, 2019 - post-undergrad life

it feels weird not having to go back to school. i used to always feel anxious during this time of year, but now i’m just sitting in the comfort of my room, still trying to be productive and make the most of every day.

today was officially the first day of classes at berkeley, and even though i don’t go to school with my younger friends over there anymore, i’ll always keep in touch and support them and cheer them on! go bears!!

p. s. do any of you recognize the photo i used in this spread? it’s from this post! :’)

studygram: gloomium

currently listening to: “california” - the rose

[rosewater1997]

Everyday is like. Endure Emotions and Complete Tasks. Can I die

[studypool]

I got back into journaling this summer! Not going to lie, I love making lists in advance - I know Christmas is four months away, but I really want to write down somewhere what I want, so my mind doesn’t go blank when someone actually asks me what I want as my Christmas present. Oh, and the weekly mini-playlists! These have become a habit of mine as well - and you’re more than welcome to zoom in to see what I’m listening to at the moment!