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8₮ɆɆ₦ | ⅄∀⅁ | 𝔣𝔞𝔰𝔥𝔦𝔬𝔫

[heartsandhellfire]

i want someone to beat me until i feel real again

[heartsandhellfire]

no one really tells you how hard growing up is. not really. going through your first heartbreak and wanting to die, watching your parents grow old and deteriorate when they once seemed like superhero’s, looking back at old photos and holding your childhood stuffed animals knowing you can’t ever go back no matter how much you want to, even if your childhood was fucked up it was still a pretty simple and lovely time, you’ll never be younger than you are in this moment and it’s terrifying, you feel like you’re wasting your life away bc up until this point you have and probably are, it’s so much to handle, and you find yourself wishing so hard that you succeeded in committing suicide when you were 14 so you wouldn’t have to feel this way and have so many ppl depending on you, there’s no escape and yet life still flies by so fast, too fast, i feel like i can’t even catch my breath.

[heartsandhellfire]

my mom broke my heart before any girl ever could

[jugurtti-deactivated20210925]

[pharmaland]

drugs are vegan

[especially]

[etteraths]

[animeblgging-deactivated2021110]

[lovelornnn]

reimagined - lovelornnn

[heartsandhellfire]

tell yourself “i love you” every night before bed

take yourself on dates every so often

date yourself for a while

;)

[heartsandhellfire]

e V e R y B o D y L e A v E s 🤠

[heartsandhellfire]

i fucking hate addiction and i hate the human brain

[cyb3reden]

[mickeygifs]

[heartsandhellfire]

never liked debbie but sandy from s10 just... ugh 🤰🏼i really know how to pick the stoner lesbians with untreated anger issues huh

[1617]

Instagram:l16.17l

[heartsandhellfire]

we used to talk until 3 am in the morning most nights,

if i would have known how quick you’d be gone,

i would have slept.

[trashcanbees-deactivated2021021]

so apparently the “bad vibes” I’ve been feeling are actually “severe psychological distress”

[velvet-gardens]

This was literally me when I got diagnosed with complex PTSD. “Wait, you mean all this shit I’ve dealt with my whole life isn’t normal?? Well, shit. Are you sure??”

[c-ptsdrecovery]

MOOD