take me to church.

[heartsforconan]

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── .✦ aspen, she/it, 9teen

☁︎⋅ i barely post lol

☁︎⋅ genderqueer lesbian

☁︎⋅ i love my gf @kayfabeoutcold

'*•.¸♡ 13.10.22 ♡¸.•*'

☁︎⋅ my strawpage!

☁︎⋅ house, conan gray, greys anatomy,

formula 1, pjo, heated rivalry

➳ lh44, op81, aa23, ka12

☁︎⋅ a ferrari fan and her emotional support

mclaren driver

☁︎⋅ i love to yap so send me asks!!

☁︎⋅ blinkies: @lain-at-the-gay-bar and

@shakingstarss and deviantart

≽^• ˕ • ྀི≼

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[heartsforconan]

they call me lamborghini

[heartsforconan]

"we're the beginning of the end"

yoo wait she can edit f1 ???

[kayfabeoutcold]

i know hincapie assgate won us the league i just cant prove it

[heartsforconan]

NORTH LONDON FORERVERRRR

[heartsforconan]

calling all london- based conan gray fans!! ⭐️⚓️

not sure if this will reach anyone but.. hi! a big group of myself and other local coneheads have been working really hard to put together a fan project for the london show that doesnt feel so repetitive, as we're aware that most shows are working towards a project of some description. we're looking for people to get involved in the process of handing out papers and for people to help us get the word out to as many london concert goers as possible. if youd be interested in helping out or posting on our behalf, please please go ahead and send a message or comment to the project tiktok account @/wishbonelondon on tiktok and @/wishbonetourlondon on instagram. we need as many hands around the arena as possible. im also working on a bunch of freebies to hand out to helpers and other attendees so you will be rewarded with cute keyrings/bracelets/photocards/prints 🫡

[heartsforconan]

oh, you're good to me.

i love hozier sigh

[slowburningechoes]

thank you to whoever designed this shoot, I am forever in your debt.

[kayfabeoutcold]

@heartsforconan

[heartsforconan]

i am not ok

[heartsforconan]

heart attack !

some cool sound someone made on tiktok :p

[heartsforconan]

i hope you settle down || ilya rozanov

this is NOT svetlana hate i love her deeply guys

[lavenderprose]

Honestly? Honestly the idea of Ilya Rozanov sitting himself down at twelve years old and saying I have GOT to get out of this country. It killed my mother. It's going to kill me. And then growing up a little bit and realizing some Things about himself and saying I have GOT to get out of this country. I have tried and tried and for some reason people keep Knowing What I Am. Ilya, young bisexual man with an apparently pretty clocky affect to his speaking voice. A strong young man with a natural and lovely flamboyance in him, a sweetness he tries to smother and the ability to play hockey like it was bestowed upon him by GOD. I've GOT to get out of here, he thinks to himself. And then he leaves (but not really) does some more growing up and he falls in love only he can't let himself be in love because the lead weight of this country is still tied to him and he thinks I have GOT TO GET OUT OF HERE. Then his father dies and the man he loves says "Come with me" and Ilya says I am NEVER going back!! I will wear my mother's cross and I will think of her every day and she will forgive me for never visiting her grave because her beautiful boy got OUT. I will go to a place where I am loved by a man A MAN who I love more than I ever thought I was allowed. Who holds my face and my hands and my heart. I will find a home for myself in his arms. I will never go fucking back.

[heartsforconan]

i really would pay unhealthy amounts of money to see connor storrie play achilles in tsoa please god giveme this one

[heartsforconan]

having two apps with t logos is driving me insane

[heartsforconan]

i'll do whatever it takes

this keeps flopping on tiktok :(

[heartsforconan]

STROBE/FLASH WARNING | please dont bite

- another blue neighbourhood number xo

[totallyboatless]

I've talked about this in tags but I need it to be a full post. There's something about Ilya wearing long sleeves here that kills me. I love that Shane is in a cozy hoodie, too, but it doesn't grab my attention as much because he's not dressed that differently from his usual wardrobe.

But Ilya? He's constantly showing off his body whenever he has the chance. This man is allergic to sleeves. He usually rips his shirt off at the first opportunity.

Ilya's usual wardrobe (or sometimes lack thereof lol) reflects the way he views his body as a commodity, like it's the only thing he has to offer, so he's constantly showing it off.

But then we have this beautiful montage showing the ways that Shane and Ilya have slotted into each other's lives in a pretty regular routine. It's a hot montage, but it's also creeping toward a feeling of domesticity, especially in this moment.

Wearing this shirt to a hookup shows that Ilya has reached a new level of comfort with Shane. He doesn't feel the same pressure to play the seduction game. Shane is going to kiss him the same way regardless of what he's wearing.

That plus the fact that Shane is taking control and pushing Ilya against the glass. Ilya's whole demeanor reflects the way he feels comfortable and taken care of in this moment and it does something particular to my heart.

I don't think Ilya is consciously thinking about why he dresses all comfy cozy for this hookup. He still has a while before he internalizes the truth that Shane wants him just as he is. But Ilya also tends to act based on feeling before he fully understands the subconscious behind those actions.

I love this demonstration of instinctual comfort he's feeling with Shane, even if he's not actively realizing it.

[gnawu]

#notcrying

[livelovecaliforniadreams]