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“Hi, welcome to I feel guilty.”
The Meme // Accepting
“ Is there room for two “ Caelum slumps over in his chair letting out a big sigh. Guilt, yeah there was a lot of that everytime he went somewhere he and Asra had been before but he couldn’t remember. Passing comments and stories left a hollow feeling but he didn’t dare try to remember. It was all going to be alright. Right?
“ Actually you know what its fine I’m just gonna go mope in my bunkhouse instead. “
* interview the muse
‘ do you miss anyone? ’
‘ how are you doing? ’
‘ do you believe in ghosts? ’
‘ what makes you laugh? ’
‘ list your top three bands or singers. ’
‘ how many blankets do you sleep with? ’
‘ does your name hold any special meaning to you? ’
‘ gum, cake, pie or ice cream? ’
‘ favorite book? ’
‘ are you a good person? ’
‘ describe love. ’
‘ have you ever taken part in an uprising? ‘
‘ favorite song? ’
‘ name a guilty pleasure. ’
‘ the most embarrassing thing that’s happened to you today? ’
‘ tell me one truth and one lie. ’
‘ do you like people? ’
‘ what motivates you? ’
‘ describe the perfect weekend. ’
‘ any pet peeves? ’
‘ do you need a hug? ’
‘ would you like to have kids? ’
‘ do you have any tattoos? ’
‘ classical, oldies, punk, hip hop or country? ’
‘ when was the last time you cried? ’
‘ are you religious? ’
collection of prompts / starter sentences / what have you taken from private / unpublished works of poetry written by the blog moderator . feel free to change things ( such as pronouns ) as needed !
“ i finally recognize my own reflection ” “ these clothes cling to my body like cobwebs ” “ you left your body somewhere far behind ” “ you know it works every time , half the time , when you get lucky ” “ get the hell away from me ” “ the taste is regret ” “ you never learned to say you’re hurting without forcing someone to hurt with you ” “ you have the audacity to act surprised when your bridges burn ” “ you’re too old to still need a nightlight ” “ still scared of the dark ? ” “ you know them , or you don’t ” “ it doesn’t matter because they’re dead ” “ you’ll join them one way or another ” “ here’s how to relax your muscles ” “ i don’t bother telling anyone the results anymore ” “ they don’t bother asking ” “ i think someone switched the contents ” “ you spend so much time considering what it must be like to be someone else that you forgot to consider what it must be like to be someone at all ” “ i don’t know what to say ” “ you are either a fool or a genius or maybe both ” “ for once i feel like maybe i’m not letting anybody down ” “ he doesn’t believe you ” “ i can’t tell if there’s something wrong or normal with me ” “ the empty container of cup noodles digging into my side is almost pleasant ” “ let them take your place ” “ you are not a king nor were you ever one ” “ i am ready to go home ” “ your mother wept the first time she held you in her arms ” “ you are a miracle ” “ you are something damned ” “ there are not enough apologies in this world to make up for your closed casket funeral ” “ gods will always know the difference ” “ i want to ask my father if he was afraid ” “ maybe never getting to say goodbye is the closest you’re allowed to get to a blessing ” “ the gods will never know the sound of my forgiveness ” “ i just woke up here one morning ” “ i don’t know how to tell you i don’t know where she is ” “ there’s someone here who misses her ” “ i should just be able to bottle up my pain ” “ i feel as though i’m just here to disappoint ” “ if you look closely you can see the snakes shifting beneath the dirt ”
“I will beat the devil in an appropriate place and not ruin my floors.”
“I got drunk and now I’m sitting on the ground.”
“Get an ouija board or something and bring me back!”
“Hi, welcome to me time.”
“Do you have anymore almond milk?”
“Just do it!”
“Hell yeah!”
“[Name], stop!”
“Cover it in mustard, and call it a day.”
“The power of Christ compels you.”
“What?”
“[Name], no one is judging you.”
“We know you have a soap fetish, it’s okay, just let it out.”
“Who said you could come in?”
“What’s wrong with eating paint?”
“I will lock myself in the bathroom and fucking cry.”
“I don’t know what the fuck is happening.”
“I painted my face green, I’m ready to party.”
“Cannolis, bitch!”
“I look like a half eaten apple on a road trip.”
“Look how much your mom loves you!”
“Can’t you see what the fuck I’m wearing, bitch?”
“I’m having me time, get out.”
“The devil is everywhere.”
“I think what I’m trying to say is that I just wanna fucking disappear.”
“Some people think that I’m crazy, I’m just out here trying to have a good time, what’s your problem?”
“Don’t do drugs, not even once.”
“I have a basketball game tomorrow.”
“We’re good? Tight.”
“Don’t ever talk to me or my son ever again.”
“The darkness will swallow you whole.”
“This is a safe place.”
“I love you so much, but you test me every day.”
“You’re a nasty bitch!”
“I didn’t come here to fuck around.”
“I want to be seen from the heavens!”
“I love fucking myself up.”
“Don’t expose me like this.”
“Who you fightin’?”
“Please come back, please come back, please come back.”
“My face is burned.”
“Hi, welcome to I feel guilty.”
“I am on a never ending quest to be the most beautiful person in the world.”
“Look at me! And my exquisite face!”
“You have to go to your baseball game right now, son!”
“I think it looks natural.”
“Go away.”
“I’ll never let go.”
“Do I look like someone who wants to hurt your feelings?”
“What are your standards?”
“Can’t you see that I’m fucking leisuring?”
Asra: If you’re not in love with Nadia by now, you’re probably in love with Julian.
MC: Bold of you to assume I’m not in love with both.
Hot chocolate is okay, but he’s a lot happier for that stone. Time to spend a good handful of minutes savoring the drink back at the bunkhouse.
ifaustian:
“ So no good? Don’t think it suits me? “
The warmth sinks into Caelum’s bones as he dusts some snow off his pants legs in the doorway of the Crystal Tavern. It's a little livelier in here than most places he’s visited around town with people drinking and chattering among themselves. These aren’t the kind of places that Caelum would usually frequent but it was warm and one drink couldn’t hurt right and there’s always the bonus of warm food. The woman, Lute, is quick to acknowledge him with a smile which he gladly returns before approaching the bar to place an order for his meal. Some of the dishes he’s not quite heard of and that makes him a little nervous so he plays the safe option and order something he’s had before or at least recognizes. She tells him it’ll be right up and he’s left alone to find an open seat among the sea of people.
Caelum does find a few scattered here and there with some rowdier patrons he’d rather not get involved with until he’s settled down here so he passes them over. As he scans the room his eyes pass over a familiar face that makes him do a double take. Surely he was seeing things, there’s no way . . . Yet there he sits, not quite looking at Caelum but someone else sitting at the table with him. He wants to call out to him, but instead, he lingers back waiting for the other person to leave the table and eventually they do push their seat out and leave the table. It's relief that he feels like a weight has been lifted from his shoulders that had settled deep in his bones. He’s not handled his disconnect from his magic very well since he’s arrived, but this, this makes him feel a little better, a little less alone.
Caelum approaches the table carefully while trying to restrain a laugh as he says, “ Ah, a fortune teller what a rare sight. Do you think you can tell me my fortune? “
@ifaustian
You know what would be a great job? Physician’s Assistant.
Caelum doesn’t quite remember how he ended up back in the snow staring blankly up into the sky. His head is throbbing and so is his back, he doesn’t remember what happened or how he had fallen. All he can remember is walking down the street on his way to check in with the job board and then his head . . . Oh. Okay, this hasn’t happened in a while. Caelum jolts up pressing fingers into his hair gently massaging his head as the throbbing gets sharper, almost agonizing. He doesn’t understand, doesn’t know what triggered it this time but it feels like his head is splitting open. He curls his legs up close holding his head tightly as he starts to inhale and exhale slowly.
“ Clear your mind, “ he tells himself gently as he exhales, “ you have to remember how. They aren’t important, you don’t need them. “
The pain ebbs and slowly disappears as he focuses only on his breathing and shutting everything else out. He only lifts his head once the pain has completely left and when he does he sees a woman standing there and he instantly feels bad that she had to see even a little bit of that. He forces up a small smile as he picks himself up off the ground and brushes the snow off.
“ That’s, embarrassing, sorry you had to see that, “ he keeps that forced smile, “ I mean if you even saw any of that, to begin with.”
@draconette
Merry Christmas everyone !!!
Was Caelum staring, probably? He couldn’t help it, after all the people he’s seen come and go in Vesuvia he’s never seen anyone with ears like this guy. Pointed ears came from fairytales of things like elves and faeries, things that weren’t even supposed to be real. Then again it didn’t quite surprise him that something like elves could exist when beings like the Major Arcana did. Still, he couldn’t get over it, this curiousness that tugged him along following the other male around like a little duckling following its mother. He didn’t trail behind immediately, that would be sure to get him caught, no he kept a few feet back peering around him just to get a good look at his ears. He ignored the stares he got from other people passing them by and kept on his merry way until he just couldn’t handle it anymore.
“ Sooooo, “ he quickens his step and steps around the male, “ are you like, an elf? “
He hasn’t exactly seen one in person before, so he has to ask, you can never be too careful. Who knows who could be pretending to be an elf for some nefarious reason. If he is an elf though Caelum has a few questions he wants to ask him to see if it matches up with everything he’s ever heard about them.
@woodguard
Caelum had never seen a bunkhouse before. For as long as he can remember he lived side by side with Asra in the small shop that he owned. At least that was while he was there and wasn’t off who knows where doing who knows what. Sharing a big open space with quite a few people would be a new experience but he wasn’t sure how he felt sleeping in the same room with people he didn’t know and didn’t trust. So that’s why he hesitated even as the cold nipped at him while he lingered in front of the bunkhouse door. He raised his hand a few times to just open the door but lowered it back by his side each time while staring hard at the door. To anyone watching it must have looked odd like he was putting too much thought into just going into the bunkhouse and starting his new life.
Finally, Caelum worked up the nerve and pushed the door open. It was . . . rather anticlimactic. The bunkhouse looked empty except for a single girl who doesn’t look like she’s even looking his way. Which is fine, less attention he gets the better, and he doesn’t have any magic to make it so people ignore him. Still, he feels like he should announce his presence and at least introduce himself to her. So he approaches her before he says anything and tries his best to put on a friendly face to put his best foot forward.
“ Um, hello? I’m one of the new people assigned to this bunkhouse. ”
@icecreamxbb
Teeth chattering, arms wrapped tightly around bare arms, Caelum wasn’t prepared for this kind of weather. Snow crunched under his feet as he walked trying to find somewhere warm to take a break. He’d never been outside of Vesuvia in all of the three years he remembered so he’d never had much of a need for thick warm clothing. So here he was trudging through the snow in short sleeved clothing with a flimsy scarf wrapped tightly around him that was more for fashion than it was for protection against the cold. It never got this cold in Vesuvia, and not to mention it was still quite warm back there. He’d long since departed from his bunkhouse in search of new clothes to fit the climate so he’d no longer have to suffer but without knowing the layout of the town he was at a loss.
“ This is the worst “ he grumbled under his breath rubbing his freezing fingers up and down his arms trying to warm them up, “ who would ever want to live somewhere this cold. “
He stops and tries to reach out for people and stop them to ask for directions but a lot of them brush him aside or are in too much of a hurry to help. Caelum huffs and trudges along until he comes across someone new. Still feeling discouraged from being blown off by the rest of the people he’s spoken too he approaches the stranger with low expectations and being on the verge of just giving up.
“ E-excuse me, “ he shivers, “ do you know where I can get clothes? Or just warm up before going home? “
He pauses, “ You know what I’ll even settle for just a good drink if you know that one. “
Caelum wasn’t much of a drinker but drastic times call for drastic measures and he just wants to not be cold anymore. If that means drinking for a bit, then he’ll stay and drink for a bit.
@constructivecritisms
i like to suffer so here’s a starter call, uncapped, come at me my dudes
Caelum The Apprentice !!
Has constant headaches, and it's not just from everyone’s bs and shenanigans
official tea brewer ™
Will probably help you even if you’re not a good person honestly
is very anxious without his magic
Is a Capricorn
favorite food is Maderia cakes
favorite drink is Salep
favorite flower is Alyssum
is a mage noob, pls do not pick on him
absolutely uselessly bisexual
She’s always watching
Chia
24 and getting older
Is always awake, sleep is for the weak
CDT timezone
disaster lesbian
She/her pls
is always dying, pls send help and hope
is a big meme
tag dump!!
