HedgieDear

23 • Bi • Taken♡

[thunder-thiefs]

[themusings]

happy valentine's day, also known as international “alex turner's love letter to alexa chung” day.

[partynthem]

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[hedgiedear]

I love him sm I'm not normal about him at all

[hedgiedear]

I thought he looked so SO good in this interview and I just had to use it as a light study

[hedgiedear]

Had a dream that my best friend was getting married and Alex fucking Turner was there, I kept crying bc my bestie was getting married and thought I smudged my eyeliner and he gets so close to my face to check my makeup for me and I swear my heart stopped omfg

[mattrnurdock]

[hedgiedear]

No one loves Alex Turner as much as I love him, if you think you do, no you don't ♡

[hedgiedear]

Remembering the old days alot so I came back here like everyone else. Realizing how different the world was the last time I was here, realizing how sad and forlorn I was over so many things out of my control. I'll continue to use this blog as a bit of a diary. Maybe even reblog some cute shit on the way like usual. Anyways, hello my old friends

[hedgiedear]

The melancholy I feel every Thursday when the beautiful dandelions and little weeds get chopped is immense and never ending. Lawn care makes me sad

[hedgiedear]

Trying not to cry in the Popeyes drive thru is a different kinda hurt tbh. I'm just rly sad today

[satorugojjo]

Jon Bernthal playing Frank Castle?? idk how he prepped for the role but he’s by far the best actor in the entire series like he’s the one character I truly can feel for? so much gravitas in every single scene <3

[mooninsagi]

google search: how to convince jon bernthal that he's my husband

[hedgiedear]

My stomach and my heart worked together to hurt me today

Although it hurt more to part from you

Feeling lovesick like this is new

Its awful

The profound way this pain pierced my chest hurt so badly and I couldn't let you see

I never knew it hurt so much to love this madly

My dear we have so little time

To express our love in full

This lifetime isn't enough to tell you how much you mean to me

[hedgiedear]

Sure, sex is cool but have u ever taken a SHOWER after getting your back absolutely blown out???? Shits heavenly

[hedgiedear]

Tenderness has such a sweet strength to it...

Like yes showing affection publicly is often perceived as showing weakness or vulnerability

And yes it absolutely is, but the way I am vulnerable for you holds strength as well.

I am boldy committing myself to you, and I am announcing it to the world

Its easy to conceal your feelings to the world but so difficult to do so with you.

Our sweetness towards each other is so loud and bold and beautiful and I wouldn't have it any other way.

I'll continue to be boldly and unapologetically tender for you

I'll continue to be so saccharine and sweet for you

And I'll continue to love you as hard as I can.

[hedgiedear]

I think about you

I think about how our meetings would be

Rare yet longing to be often

You look at me and I melt

You look and I melt away

Away I looked, avoiding your eyes because I knew that if I stared too long I wouldn't be able to look away

Did you feel it too?

The air between us becoming electrified?

It made my heart race when you were close to mine

I knew then exactly what I know now

I just didn't know how to admit it to myself

I felt sinful when I looked at you yet so heavenly

I knew how I felt but didn't own up to it until much later

Do you know how much I argued with myself?

You were too close for comfort

I knew I could ruin my fantasies so easily

But im glad

I'm glad i took the plunge

When my lips met your neck and I was intoxicated, you were too.

Thank you for being my divine vice

I couldn't ask for anyone else

[hedgiedear]

It really hurts to not be around you all the time

I know we can't help it when the universe intervenes but

The universe takes so much

[hedgiedear]

Darling, the world is on fire

the world is on fire and all I want is to be by your side

Let me rest on your shoulder

And taste your sweet words pressed on my lips

You're so far and I just want one kiss

Don't let me be alone one more second

The fire keeps growing bigger

And we get stronger

But I have to wait

And wait longer

Darling we'll make it through

Me and you

And we'll be together when its just floo and ash

The past will be past

At last