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20s / 18+ / bi / too many kinks to list (incl hard kinks) / new account

[hedonicotine-aleph]

About Me

General

New account for @hedonicotine to keep things distinct from my normal blogging.

My denial rules here, updates tagged #denial game

Side blog @hedonicotine-bet for harder stuff, if there's anything I post here that you'd prefer not to see let me know and I'll try to accommodate to an extent.

26, bisexual, switch, nb, the whole gamut of not picking a side. AMAB, any pronouns are fine but she/her if you need a default. Feel free to ask or DM me. If I don't respond it doesn't mean you've done anything wrong, sometimes I'm shy, offline, or not in a position to respond. Kinks and squicks under the cut.

Kinks

I am into a wide variety different things, and things that I'm not into can be engaging or intriguing if the execution or context is right. With that said, non-exhaustively and in no particular order:

Feminization/masculinization

Hypnosis

Transformation

Body modification

Mind modification/training/conditioning

Orgasm denial

IQ loss/dumbification

Breeding

Free use

CNC

Social power dynamics

Kinky worldbuilding

Bondage

Predicaments/choices/games

Humiliation

Cuck{old|quean}ing

Misogyny/misandry

Squicks

Putting this here instead of limits or a DNI, in general that's not a framing that works well for me. If I need to add things here I will.

Diapers

Incest

Ageplay

Scat

Findom

Serious injury (esp. head injuries)

Tags

Ad-hoc and inconsistent, I'll update as things develop.

[hedonicotine-aleph]

Did not stay active here, currently 11k miles from home in London. Good news is traveling and staying in hostel dorms makes denial a necessity, which I'm glad it's fun + hot for me rather than lame and unfun.

Unless you're the woman in the bunk below mine at like 1:30am last night, on the one hand you go girl on the other not every one of the 18 people in this room will be totally cool with you masturbating in the same room as them, specially not at that time. ppl need to sleep.

[callalilly849]

New things

I’m curious what are you favorite things to do when you’re in a new city/town/place that you haven’t been to before?

[hedonicotine-aleph]

Visit second hand/junk shops! They're often interesting and plenty contain things related to local history like old postcards or paintings of the area, and proprietors are often happy to talk about the place

Try out local mass transit, depending on the size of the place, if it's not just normal buses but trains, trams, trolley buses, something else a little more interesting. Plus it's handy to get familiar quickly if you're going to be using it, which is more or less necessary in some big cities

If there are markets those can be fun too, even farmers markets often have things like honey and preserves that you can take home if you don't have a need for fresh veg while traveling

Picnic in local parks, if the weather's nice, especially if there are botanical gardens

[starsonmarsy]

concept: you are free to try to resist, but with one caveat—every time you shake your head to wake yourself up a little, you fall even deeper. and it just creates a delicious cycle of feeling yourself slipping so easily into that wonderful, familiar feeling...no no. you have to resist. shake it off. fall deeper. blink. pretty words filling your sluggish mind. fuzzy. shake it off. up a little, but then immediately down down down deeper. over and over again—until you're just so blissfully blank and fractionated that you've forgotten what you were even trying to do in the first place. it's okay, pet. let your heavy head drop. just let your chin rest on your chest and go all the way down. no need to resist anymore. melt into it. just let go and sink.

[pins-and-spirals-deactivated202]

You know what I need? A dom with cursed cum that's hyper addictive and also drains my intelligence the more i drink it.

[needycrybabyy-deactivated202205]

tattoos and piercings are such a weak spot for me 😩

[cruelcuckcake2]

You've all been asking for it, here's my slut @slut-me-up-5 again. She begged me to expose her, she's so needy for the attention that you all give her. Tell her you jerk off to her. Tell her she's just a good for nothing cumrag

[babydragonborn-blog]

Or keep! ✨♡

[moon-blush]

Okay but dumbification is so good because it's like permission to not think. I spend so much of my time worrying and overthinking and analyzing that someone looking at me and telling me how good I am for letting go and being their dumb little toy is a relief.

[naturalkillercyborg]

Reblog to make the person u reblogged this from comfy n cozy

[sen-s-ual]

✨ Little reminders ✨

Virginity is a social construct

Masturbation is healthy and normal

Sex isn‘t everything in life. It‘s okay to not want to have sex

It‘s nobodies business, if and with how many people you have sex

You can love multiple people and have several consensual/ethical relationships

Even though your mental health struggles might feel like a burden, You aren‘t a burden when you are seeking help

Boundaries are there to be respected

Your feelings are valid and not to be debated

Sexuality is a spectrum and you‘re allowed to discover your sexuality in your own tempo

You never owe sex to anyone

Always ask for consent

[synesthetika]

Normalise becoming dumb. Normalise feeling dumb. Normalise acting dumb. Normalise sounding dumb. Normalise looking dumb. Normalise being dumb.

Normalise saying you're dumb. Normalise hearing you're dumb. Normalise your friends, strangers... everyone knowing you're dumb.

It's normal for you now, and you're really fucking dumb.

[dozingdracula]

Dumb is your normal.

[ohhai]

Really fucking dumb. Brain leaked

[synesthetika]

Normalise becoming dumb. Normalise feeling dumb. Normalise acting dumb. Normalise sounding dumb. Normalise looking dumb. Normalise being dumb.

Normalise saying you're dumb. Normalise hearing you're dumb. Normalise your friends, strangers... everyone knowing you're dumb.

It's normal for you now, and you're really fucking dumb.

[thotpockettm]

of course there's nothing you can do to 'earn' cumming, sweetheart. being told you're not allowed to wasn't a punishment! you're so good the way you are, just like this, all desperate and whining, that i don't want you to change even one bit!

[simon-says-shush]

You know what’s fun?

Hypnotizing cute girls to have a horny/need trigger, and you use it, and suddenly they’re grinding on your leg and they’re desperately horny and they don’t know why, but they know what they need.

[dominant-dominion]

You deserve the sex you fantasize about.

[soft-dom-gf]

This is a little recipe for you.

Also reminder: short girls can dominate too.