🜏 NIHIL STAR 🜏

"Magick is the Science and Art of causing change to occur in conformity with will." — Aleister Crowley

[helel-nocturne]

— • 🜏 PIN 🜏 • —

🜏 • I'm Haley

🜏 • I'm 29

🜏 • Agender / "Nihil" Gender

🜏 • My pronouns are 「 It / They / Null 」

🜏 • I am the 「 Dusk Garden 」 system

🜏 • 「 Nihilist Luciferian / Satanist. 」 This does not mean I am anti-Christian or anti-any religious practice.

🜏 • I am a novice magician practicing 「 Chaos Magick 」 and other sorts of magick practices

🜏 • My interests are 「 Yu-Gi-Oh, chaos magick, occult, mysticism, RPGmaker games, metal, theology, and eastern religions. 」

🜏 • I like disturbing media, and dead dove media. I believe fiction is fiction and fictional characters have no real agency.

🜏 • I do not interact with Nazis, transphobes, homophobes, otherwise any sort of bigot, MAPs/NOMAPs, puritans, xenosatanists, anti's...

otherwise...

— • 🜏 WELCOME 🜏 • —

[helel-nocturne]

Writing up my own model of a quasi-anticosmic belief that has to do with nihilism but in a not so miasmic cynical way.

[swagophile]

important reminder that most people you follow online are significantly lamer than you think they are including me. and if you feel insecure comparing yourself to someone online: DON'T. theyre probably also lame and weird. most people on the internet are

[most-sane-classicist]

reblog if you're also lame and weird.

[helel-nocturne]

People gotta get unmiserable soon. Not that I'm saying its bad to be upset about how life is. But the sooner you stop drowning in misery the better off you'll be.

Its okay to think things suck, but do something about it and make a difference for yourself. Hating yourself and others because you're miserable is no way to live.

[kosmogrl]

[succubusboyfriend]

you have permission to pick that 2 year old "abandoned" project back up. it's not mad at you for setting it aside. and maybe time and distance have helped ease or erase the things that made you put it down in the first place.

[helel-nocturne]

Spell that I'm working with getting results from, but it seems to work for the time I used it

— • Energizing Spell ● —

For when you can't get going and need to get some quick energy in your day.

Close your eyes, and take a few deep breaths. Imagine a spark or current running through you, and recite:

"Energy flows through me like electricity in circuitry."

Hope this helps out if you decide to try it.

[hallow-witxh]

A gentle reminder

Your practice doesn't have to be complicated. It doesn't have to be aesthetically pleasing. It doesn't have to involve expensive crystals, rare herbs you have to special order, or five, six, ten-card draws.

Your practice is not meant to wipe you out until you're completely broke: emotionally, physically, mentally, or financially. You are allowed to practice at your own pace, within your own allowances. All of these complicated, aesthetically pleasing, expensive rituals and spells you see on tiktok and instagram and tumblr are pretty to see and maybe fun to imagine doing, but it's okay if you just can't. It's okay if you don't have a pretty decanter for your moon water or fancy bottles for oils. It's okay, I promise!

Use dollar store herbs and spices. Recycle sauce jars as spell jars. Make moon water in a milk jug or bucket. Use birthday cake candles because they're cheap and quick-burning. Paint runes on your baked bread with melted butter instead of struggling to carve a rune into the store-bought dough. Draw runes with a white crayon on your white walls. Put a jar of garden dirt on your altar, if you have one. Do the easy things. Do the things that won't get ten thousand likes or retweets or reblogs.

What matters most is how you feel, how your craft reacts to you, and how you react to your craft. Just keep that in mind whenever you see a beautiful post and think wow, I wish I could do that. And remember, don't believe everything you see online - I know damn well that some of those aesthetic posts are just set-ups for likes and reblogs.

Be kind to yourself. Always. Even if no one or nothing else is kind to you, show yourself the kindness you need and deserve.

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[justanotherchangeling]

I love you alters who are cis in headspace but functionally trans due to the body

I love you alters who are trans in headspace but functionally cis due to the body and find that uncomfortable

I love you alters who are so different from the body in headspace that you can't front comfortably

I love you alters with "weird" dysphoria over things most people wouldn't think of

I love you trans hosts who still don't like the body even if it is "yours"

I love you alters with different athletic abilities who feel dysphoric about the body's mobility

I love you alters who don't care about the body and see it as a vessel

Alters I love you

[literary-sparks]

“Why don’t you use ai” idk man beyond the obvious environmental and “this machine causes psychosis and encourages people to kill themselves” thing I think asking the equivalent of a solid D student who is also a pathological liar if they can answer my question/do the work for me seems pretty fucking stupid

[ayviedoesthings]

Saying this with all the love in my heart, "Trans" is not a magical title that erases all social biases and discriminations you hold in your mind the moment you transition.

You have to actually ACTIVELY unlearn all that shit. You can actually be trans AND hold TERF and racist beliefs, it is in fact very easy.

Read studies and essays, Engage with the works of other minorities, Don't think you're just better by virtue of losing *some* privilege.

[michaelmurder]

happy pride month <3

[lilcowzia]

why is it that ppl hear "fetish" and immediately think "devoid of morals" like ur genuinely not making sense. ppl dont actually become inhuman and beast-like when theyre turned on, thats something we are told bc it aligns with christian patriarcal values, u know that right? desire isnt actually bad. it doesnt make you evil, or incapable of having/respecting boundaries

[lilcowzia]

i got a response to this abt how men get horny and "lose their minds" and "causes" them to behave vile. i rlly rlly neeeeed ppl to understand that men behaving inappropriately when turned on is something they are *choosing* to do, and when you equate that to human nature you are enabling them and diminishing the seriousness of that choice

[thepubgrim]

Magick Tip: A simple daily practice beats a complicated monthly one. What I would suggest for beginners is a daily ritual of banishing once in the morning right after waking up and one in the evening before going to sleep. Some mages meditate for at least ten minutes twice a day. Others do a daily prayer or invocation to their patron deities.

[werewolf-transgenderism]

irritating as fuck when people get mad at Black people existing in premodern historical fiction/fantasy media. like first of all, you're racist. and second of all, you are acting as though Black people didn't exist in premodern Europe which is simply false. especially when we're talking about the Mediterranean, like what the fuck do you people think is along the southern half of the Mediterranean Ocean?? everyone's on boats, there are GOING to be interactions with Black people in Northern Africa, and there are GOING to be Black people in Mediterranean Europe. stop being stupid. your imagined homogeneous white European past is not historical reality, get over it you massive losers

[helel-nocturne]

I've been doing some good work with the more light aspect of Lucifer. I have yet to get into the more dark aspect (Satan).

Though perhaps, he's certainly been there for my lowest and in my darkest to teach me a lesson, whether through somebody or something.

EDIT: wait I like Noctifer better as a descriptor for his dark aspect.

[mysweetoddbird]

sorry but once you notice how often ppl use a southern accent as shorthand for being unintelligent you can never unsee it. classism is baked so deeply and why are you acting like anyone who talks the way my grandfather talks is stupid.