reagan !!

@hellodean on tiktok multi-fandom

[orenju]

"John's favourite was Sam.", "No, John's favourite was Dean.", "John's favourite was actually Adam!"

John's favourite was actually the ghost of Mary Winchester that haunted his psyche to the point he neglected the shit out of all three of his children.

[hello--dean]

that man was consumed with grief and revenge and guilt because as dean says in season 5 “their marriage wasn’t perfect until after she died.” he was filled with regret and despair and while i do believe he did try, he neglected all of his kids as a result.

[acecroft]

JENSEN ACKLES + closeups as Dean Winchester in SUPERNATURAL Season 5

[hello--dean]

he’s literally perfect and that pisses me off

[pollsnatural]

People in Lebanon, Sam and Dean's neighbours, knowing them as Campbells is an insane detail to add to the episode that has a plotline about John back to life.

[pollsnatural]

He's Dean Campbell in his hometown 😭

[hello--dean]

i love this. obviously they can’t use winchester because sam and dean winchester are names that are most likely, at this point, super recognizable- as the insane serial killers and corpse desecraters and mass shooters from the fbi watchlist.

but also the fact that that detail was added to LEBANON of all episodes IS very intentional.

i could write a whole essay about each of the brothers relationships with both john and mary and yknow what maybe i will

[superhell]

i just don't think 16 minutes is going to cover it

[shallowseeker]

Sam may resent the kids’ table l, but Dean has been chained to the adults’ table his whole life.

(And Cas, in the howling wind of mission.)

[hello--dean]

i'm emotional abt this

[angelsdean]

dean's like. when i want my dad to like me i hide all my soft parts and when i want other hunters to respect me i act like my dad and when other men leer at me in bars i no homo it up and when motel owners perceive something queer abt me i butch it up and when my little brother teases me i project the feminine things i actually like onto him and when i'm around attractive women i lean into the image that's already been cultivated around me as a charming ladies man and flirt shamelessly (but actually i'm shy) and when i'm around queer women i don't have to perform for i can relax and wear silly outfits and indulge in my actual interests and hobbies and when i'm around kids i am soft and vulnerable and honest because i know they won't judge me and when faced with the option of choosing any presentation i joke that i'd pick to look like a hot cheerleader and everyone thinks i'm being pervy but actually. well. who wouldn't want to be a hot cheerleader am i right? and no no other people don't think like that i guess, heh, nevermind....and when i'm with my best friend...sometimes i think he can see all of me, like really see me, and it's simultaneously terrifying and so so easy.

[hello--dean]

he makes me so sad. i feel like i got punched in the gut.

[shallowseeker]

i’d love to see fanon cas trying all the usual fic hobbies…and petulantly growing impatient/hating them

my guy hated charming acres

my guy ate pork rinds and pb&j

my guy watches trash tv

[shallowseeker]

he does like lame dad hawaiian floral shirts

but he is not manning the bbq

[shallowseeker]

#have this hc hed be really into videogames via @unholyasshole

Like Benjamin, the video-game loving angel? Angelic domination and perfectionistic war games turned harmless, yes!

[hello--dean]

i love this. yes.

[chamomileblues]

loved by an angel

[hello--dean]

i loveeee cas portrayed as a celestial being crammed into a vessel because thats what he is!!! and i think that isn't appreciated enough.

[lazarrusrising]

Destiel comic where they're looking at each other and both thinking 'i need to be inside him' except one is thinking about sex and the other is thinking about cohabitation in a single vessel and the sex one is NOT Dean

[hello--dean]

you get it !!

[sicksicksixx]

i need to ask dean winchester wtf bert and ernie have to do with any of this

[kinky-cas]

like i really can’t emphasize enough that amara is structurally not a love interest for dean in any way, and the pull that he feels towards her is clearly not romantic in nature. what she IS is an unsubtle metaphor for suicidality. she’s the call of the void. the draw dean feels to join with her is the draw towards eternal peace and permanent annihilation of the self (in a way that regular death isn’t when you chronically come back to life). the shame he feels about his desire for her is shame that he feels a desire to give up, to give in to eternal nothingness. dean fighting against amara’s call is him fighting against the depression he’s been dealing with intermittently for many many years! just because it’s more allegorical than in season 2 or season 5 or season 7 or season 13 doesn’t mean it’s not there.

[hello--dean]

YES. this puts into words what i've been trying to say for years. thank you.

[sicksicksixx]

charlie being like “so what’s the deal with cas? he sounds sooo dreamy” and dean just being like “yeah no shit but he WONT call me BACK so”

[ratcity]

Sorry I think the reason I’m so stuck on supernatural is because it understands American loneliness kind of more than any other show. Like who else’s pussy was big enough to put an angel next to a vending machine. That’s so powerful. How are you going to have a show about America and most of it takes place on highways and in offbrand motel rooms confronting monsters. Not to mention the uncanny valley of shooting in backwoods Canada and trying to pass it off as Route 66. It’s so perfect because it says America is a distant dream that we can’t reach and a land of ghosts and then it follows through. It says there’s always a war below the surface and we are all fighting constantly to keep it in check. Death drives a hotrod through Chicago. There’s two brothers and a demon in a diner and they’re getting milkshakes together. How can you show a man losing faith with an angel next to him. My brain feels so hot can someone please microwave me.

[my-flying-sister]

The choice of killing Dean in a barn is expecially cruel. they could have kiled him anywhere, they chose the barn. cas saved him from the hell right? and they met in a barn. and cas said good things happen, you deserve to be saved even if you dont believe it. but then they killed cas and killed dean in a barn two episodes later like who is going to save you now? the angel is dead. did you really believe you deserved to be saved?

[hello--dean]

this is a lot for me

[kinky-cas]

9x01 I Think I’m Gonna Like It Here

[puppyboypropaganda]

Dean would 10000% watch Secret Lives of Mormon Wives. I mean this man would be INVESTED. And Castiel would be just as involved. Sam would assume this is another Dr Sexy guilty pleasure and ignore it but eventually get roped into watching and THEN become invested as well. Just 3 grown men watching grown women argue over nothing.

[kinky-cas]

jesus-coded sam this, jesus-coded dean that. the only ACTUAL christ figure in this show is castiel. at any given point from s6-s11, while the winchesters are busy with the main story, the angels are off in the background doing the plot of jesus christ superstar starring cas as jesus. yes dean is mary magdalene.

[kinky-cas]

i cannot emphasize enough that they are doing crown of thorns imagery to him while he is being tortured, after he's been betrayed by his closest follower and dearest angelic friend.

[kinky-cas]

happy easter!

[hello--dean]

this is a sensitive subject for me.