f i n e r l i n e s.

I am the writer of my own ruin

[weloveshortvideos]

there’s a goat! why is there a goat!? oh my god! there’s a fucking lama!

[yourweeaboobs]

PLEASEEE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD UNMUTE THIS HE’S SO PERPLEXED

[fonzworthcutlass]

#what kind of doctor dolittle

[foreverrwanderlust]

Do you ever realize how badly you’re going to miss a moment while you’re living it? Like wow, these are the good days. I am here and I am happy and I feel alive.

(via foreverrwanderlust)

[grunge-top]

- only grunge posts -

[helloimrockbottom-blog]

can't breathe

& I wonder if you know you're an egomaniac you took apart my life told me to put it back don't you say that you're sorry don't you say that you know me you inhale assumptions you exhale accusations you breathe in the lies you breathe out the pain while I am left suffocating,

[helloimrockbottom-blog]

take me to where I can't tell the ocean from the sky blues

[helloimrockbottom-blog]

im gonna perform like this one day 

[tattoos-w]

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[helloimrockbottom-blog]

tatts

[helloimrockbottom-blog]

Bottoms up

i’ve noticed something quite interesting about a few friends of mine. 

------they love the idea of maturity yet they cant grasp the action of it------

for example, my friend H thinks that its super cool to be drunk. I went to a party with her at a random house with random people the other night. I only went for the experience, my thoughts exactly before entering the smoke filled house “what the hell”. we didn’t have anything to drink at first because by the time we got there everything was gone. I wanted to remember that night anyways. I dont find it fun to get drunk, its a good time for a casual drink but nothing 100% good comes out of intoxication. H only had one shot of vodka (sort of ) and half of a beer. I dont know if you know this, but you cant get shitfaced off of that. the most she had was a buzz. later at school she told the people at our table that we were shitfaced and that she didnt remember the night. what. a. bunch. of. bull. shit. I was there, she was fine. I dont get why people think that they’re superior for forgetting a good time. 

[laetitiab]

[helloimrockbottom-blog]

picture this

we all have a certain way we want ourselves to look. its a type of body that not everyone will understand. fast metabolisms run in my family so I am and always will be unhealthily skinny. I’ve tried everything from increasing meal sizes to going to the gym to work on muscle weight and nothing ever works. people dont want to understand why i dont want to be this skinny. and actually I dont quite understand either. but i cant help but sigh whenever someone wraps their entire hand around my wrist or compares thigh gaps. people think that the only type of shaming is being “fat shamed” but truth be told everyone is shamed for everything, and it fucking sucks.

why cant you just understand, this is how i am. 

[helloimrockbottom-blog]

slight obsession

do you ever stop to think if you might have a slight obsession with an idea, person, or idea of a person. as if you subconsciously chose a poison you inject into your own veins more and more with every thought... 

identify your poison

[helloimrockbottom-blog]

لماذا هو أن إميل إلى الانكفاء على القلوب. البحث عن الراحة في أن كنت قد وجدت بالفعل جزء آخر من أنفسهم. وأقسم أنا يمكن أن يشعر بهذه الطريقة لسنوات قادمة، لا شيء من ذلك. وربما لهذا السبب قلبي يستيقظ العقل وحيدا حتى في الليل. أن تذكر كل الأوقات أنه يأمل الملتوية الولايات المتحدة لكن أفكاري التمسك بشيء غير واقعي. حان الوقت لشفاء قلبي وروحي إلى اتخاذ. سوف تكون دائماً ولكن يمكنك دائماً يمكن أن ينتمي إلى شخص آخر -anon

[helloimrockbottom-blog]

I'm starting to fall in love more and more with the words behind the pictures instead of the words painted over them...

[valeriearmas]

The worst part about knowing you’re an overthinker and knowing the stress it causes is that no matter how much you tell yourself not to overthink things…you still end up overthinking

[helloimrockbottom-blog]

Violent Silence

To the person who left...

we were so incredibly close. I was so naive, trusting. I trusted that after a small insignificant text you would be willing to talk things out like civil human beings. who was it that convinced you to push everything good out of your life? who was it that made you feel like the only option you had left was to turn the knife? You threw away months on amazing nights and personal talks for the satisfaction of false conformity. You tell others lies about me and about yourself. You tell people things just to fit into high schools standards of “in”. What you don’t understand it that no one actually gives a shit. They really really don’t. It’s not “cool” to show off how you spread your legs. No one cares that you hang out with superficial people that you replaced great relationships with. Just because in the movies it seems like all anyone cares about in high school is “who’s having sex” and “who’s well dressed” doesn’t mean that’s reality. The worst part about it all is the silence. I would rather you yell and scream at me over false accusations (my biggest pet peeve) but all i get is nothing. You may have stopped caring about me but I will never stop caring about you. Your silence truly is violent and it cuts deeper than any heartbreak. But I am still me, I will not let this change who I am. Although you may let others control your actions and society controls your thoughts, I know the real you and I hope and pray that one day you can see your own self worth and understand that you are loved. 

Sincerely,

My wandering mind and healing heart...

[bewbin]

Why do people drink alcohol it tastes disgusting

[fdsfjdsfjkf93723679267-deactiva]

you don’t drink it for the taste. u drink shit like apple juice for the taste. you drink alcohol to get rid of the bad taste that every awful person in your life has left

[helloimrockbottom-blog]

forever wishing I could be nocturnal