not internally here

[her01n-luv3r]

i had the worst binge ever, i didnt even purge 

i cant stand to look at myself, i have a wedding to attend in two weeks wtf

[her01n-luv3r]

i used to be so social 

wtf happened

[her01n-luv3r]

i can’t help but wonder what type of person i would be if that never happend 

[her01n-luv3r]

“it has to get worse before it gets better” 

bro when, its been bad for a while now 

[her01n-luv3r]

I forgave you for something you would have hated me for my g

[her01n-luv3r]

my head is so fucking loud

[her01n-luv3r]

little miss got way too comfortable in her party girl phase and it ruined her reputation and mindset

[her01n-luv3r]

I don’t know what it’s not like to have big emotions

Even when I’m empty

I feel it completely

[her01n-luv3r]

“I’ve always had your best interest in mind”

When you found out I was self harming

You forced me to bow down and ask god for forgiveness

is that really in my “best interest”?

[her01n-luv3r]

Who hurt you? bro who didn’t

[her01n-luv3r]

no one loves me the way i love them, I don't get it

is there something wrong with me ? 

[her01n-luv3r]

I'm so tired

[her01n-luv3r]

Feeling unwanted ur whole life is so shit, I always chase after people so I can feel loved

[her01n-luv3r]

Only thing that helps

Only thing that can save me