Hermonthis

TV, anime and film junkie. Classical pianist, bibliophile, folklorist and mythology-pursuer. Pretends to be artsy. Likes motorcycles, boxing and necklaces. Dislikes spiders and deadlines. Addicted to laughing.

[hellmandraws]

I've still got Gargoyles on my brain. Please know that my heart belongs to The Trio and the single brain cell they share.

[hermonthis]

2013: Year of trying to hold it together 2014: Year of becoming the things you hate the most (and suicide attempts) 2015: The Last Year

[hermonthis]

Depression for me is hating yourself for realizing you’ve chosen to become the very things you hate, the people you hate. I’ve become just as manipulative and abusive as my parents and family. I’m fucking horrifying. I’m a monster. I am a selfish, disgusting fuck.

I fear sleeping. I dread the night. I stay awake thinking of all the horrifying things I’ve done and continue to do and listen to the internal screaming that tells me to plan my death and last wishes every night.

I want to tear myself apart with my own nails. I don’t care for this body anymore.

And when it isn’t night I spend the day distracting myself. What is the next thing that can make me forget I exist and there is a world beyond whatever mind-numbing show/game I need to survive the next 20 minutes? What will make me forget I exist?

And when I’m not awake I’m dreaming in nightmares. Who’s trying to kill me now? Who’s trying to hunt and rape me this time? What body and whose life an I doomed to play out now?

Why fucking live. I see no relief and no hope of redeeming myself. I lost the will to live a long time ago.

[hermonthis]

So long and thanks for all the fish.

[cutecornflakes]

Cat’s first impressions of the snow

[gxdmxtherwxlf]

patchesstuffs

Same

[hermonthis]

Come January 1, 2015 it's probably best to close down tumblr. It helped for a while, a great distraction while I was grieving in 2013. Thank you to everyone to ever liked or reblogging something from my blog, and an amazed thank you to those who chose to follow me. I don't know why, but thank you.

[sazquatch-blog]

Sexualising professions conventionally dominated by women through ‘sexy teacher,’ ‘sexy nurse’ etc. tropes, serves to diminish women’s labour by reducing it to a sexual fantasy that exists to titillate men. This removes any reference to how difficult these professions are, and reinforces their status as ‘lesser’ careers, thus contributing to women’s work remaining underpaid and disrespected.

[iwriteaboutfeminism]

New(-ish) information on the murder of Tamir Rice in Cleveland, Ohio.

[yes-this-is-groot]

Fun Facts About The Nightmare Before Christmas Movie pt 1

[brown-shuga-trompeta-deactivate]

a huge reason I love this movie

[sora2522]

A huge reason I love stop-motion in general

[dr-archeville]

And all done without black magic!

(Probably.)

[pagingme]

boom

[shia-suprise]

Holy shit turn on the audio

[dogstickz-deactivated20161113]

PLEASE TURN ON THE AUDIO

[ungoliantschilde]

[brianmichaelbendis]

 ‘Blade Runner’ production design art by Syd Mead.

[minecraftidea]

[nymre-deactivated20150621]

TOO SOON? PROBABLY. DO I CARE? NOPE. 

MY OTP HAD A MOMENT OKAY. ByE. 

[kellyykao]

Congrats to the lovebirds <333

[danielodowd-deactivated20170124]

[annabellioncourt]

There’s a lovely old English myth that if someone who truely loved and trusted the werewolf called it by name that it would turn back to human.

Others include throwing their human clothes at it and it’d turn back but that’s a bit less romantic

[mothfishing]

#ok i understand ppl would take the romancey route here#but imagine the werewolf’s mother#or grandmother#some wizened old woman or middle aged woman#with wrinkles or hands toughened from years of labor#just going out into the woods#where even the men with axes won’t go anymore#and facing down the ravening beast#and saying#it’s time to come home

[larissafae]

Or the grandmother throwing the werewolf’s clothes at it and being all “God damn it Jerry, put your fucking clothes back on.”

[peoplemask]

I am right here for the grandma vs werewolf stories.

[lesta-black]

[antipahtico]

Dita Von Teese

[thelingerieaddict-deactivated20]

Her new glove collection.

[kenken-chan-deactivated20221127]

"S-Sorry... Your black hair is really gorgeous." — Jean Kirschtein

[kenken-chan-deactivated20221127]

Jean Kirschtein complimenting Mikasa Ackerman. (◡‿◡✿)