Of Blue Boxes and Golden Snitches

Hey guys! I'm Erica, and this is my blog. I'm part of a lot of fandoms, including Doctor Who, Harry Potter, Sherlock, Supernatural, Torchwood, Avengers and a whole lot more. :)

[hesjustchillin-blog]

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My new blog is finally up! It's mostly going to focus on character analysis, fanfiction, and random crap. If you want to follow it's:

isitonmars.tumblr.com

If you don't, that's fine too!

[hesjustchillin-blog]

Alright Tumblr, this is it.

I know I haven't been on for a few months anyway, but I think it's time for me to go. Like, officially. (At least on this blog...we'll see where it goes from there.)

I started this blog in a bad place socially, and even though I've made some amazingly amazing friends, I still can't get past this idea that as long as I'm on this blog, I'll never really move past it.

So, I'm starting over. I'll find a new blog and maybe be a little more active, or a little more confident, or maybe I'll just let it fall into disrepair like everything else I seem to make. But...if the possibility for change is something that will come out of this, I have to try.

My last post will be a link to my new blog when it gets made for any of you who decide to follow me onwards. I'm keeping this one up, because, despite all the bad memories, I have so pretty freaking amazing ones on here too. If you want to keep following this blog, be my guest. :) It will love you forever and ever. If you'd like to unfollow, no problem with that either! Thanks for sticking around, and I hope you have a magnificent next couple of days, or months, or lifetimes.

TTFN

Erica

(To Ashley, Coral, Katrina, Alyssa, Ella, Rory, Ella, and all other friend-types: This isn't the last of me. I'm coming back to Tumblr, I just need a new start. Hopefully I'll be on the RP regularly soonish, but probably not until the summer. Like I said before, I'll post a link to my new blog as soon as it's up, and, if you want, I would love for you to join me there. I love you all dearly, and I miss you!)

[hesjustchillin-blog]

Does nobody else see how freaking offensive this episode is? I mean...not only is it making fun of people's choice to remain abstinent, which is their business, and nobody else's, by the way, it's incredibly demeaning to women, Christians, and Dean himself. And I feel like the entire fandom is loving this episode blindly, despite it being so problematic.

[hesjustchillin-blog]

UGH DEAN I LOVE YOU BUT

NO

JUST FUCKING NO

[smashing-yng-man]

Avoiding people. I avoid people that I actually like. I suppose that’s a phobia, but it’s also a habit.

Morrissey, 1984 (when asked what his worst habit was)

[radtracks]

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i won’t say (i’m in love) // susan egan

if there’s a prize for rotten judgement i guess i’ve already won that no man is worth the aggravation that’s ancient history been there, done that

[murphycooper-deactivated2017072]

#(‘WHO D’YOU THINK YOU’RE KIDDIN’ #HE’S THE EARTH AND HEAVEN TO YOU TRY TO KEEP IT HIDDEN #HOOOONEY WE CAN SEE RIGHT THROUGH YOU#GIRL YOU CAN’T CONCEAL IT #WEEEE KNOW HOW YOU FEEL AND WHO YOU’RE THIIIIIIIIIIIIINKIN’ OOOOOOOOFFFFF’)#’OOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHH #’NO CHANCE NO WAY I WON’T SAY IT OH NO’ #’YOU SWOON YOU SIGH WHY DENY IT UH-OH’ #’IT’S TOO CLICHE I WON’T SAY I’M IN LOOOOOOOVE’ #’(SHOO DOOP SHOO DOOP #OOH OOOH OOOOOOOOOH’) #’I THOUGHT MY HEART HAD LEARNED ITS LEEEESSOONNN #IT FEELS SO GOOD WHEN YOU STAAAAART OOOUUUUUUT #MY HEAD IS SCREAMING ‘GET A GRIP GIRL!’ #UNLESS YOU’RE DYING TO CRY YOUR HEART OUT OOOOOOOHHHHHHHHH’ #(‘YOU KEEP ON DENYIN’ #WHOOOO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU’RE FEELIN’ BABY WE’RE NOT BUYIN’ #HON WE SAW YOU HIT THE CEILIN’ #FACE IT LIKE A GROWN-UP #WHEN YOU GONNA OWN UP THAT YOU GOT GOT GOT IT BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD?’)#’OOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHH #NO CHANCE NO WAY I WON’T SAY IT NO NO’ #(‘GIVE UP OR GIVE IN CHECK THE GRIIIIIINNN YOU’RE IN LOOOOOOOOOVE’)#’THIS SCENE WON’T PLAY I WON’T SAY I’M IN LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVEEEEEE’ #(‘YOU’RE DOIN’ FLIPS READ OUR LIPS YOU’RE IN LOVE’) #’YOU’RE WAY OFF BASE I WON’T SAAAAAYYY IT #(‘SHE WON’T SAY IT NO’) #’GET OFF MY CASE I WON’T SAAAAAYYYYYY IIIIIIITTT!’ #(‘GIRL DON’T BE PROUD IT’S OKAAAAAYYYY YOU’RE IN LOOOOOOVE’) #’OOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[espooky]

No but imagine les amis doing karaoke night at a kareoke bar, and p.much bullying Combeferre into singing and gentle, sweet, moth loving,’Ferre gets up and just blasts “I Heard It Through The Grapevine” in the most goddamn sexual way ever with this incredible blues voice, making at least twelve people in the club question their sexuality, drops the mic and goes and sits down with completely stunned amis.

[shionnes-imeris]

We’ll look for each other, like we always do.

[solstilla]

Disney doesn't lie

[hesjustchillin-blog]

For Ashley and Coral in case they wanted to read a long story that’s more ramble-y than anything…

AWEDFGHJKL; I FREAKED THE FRACK OUT ON ELLE I THINK SHE THINKS I'M INSANE I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!! *hugs you to death* I KNEW YOU WOULD GET IN YOUR VOICE IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND AGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH *proud mama tears*

[detective-hasthetardis]

Did anyone else hear Sam and Dean use “Stark” and “Banner” as their fake agent names?

[hesjustchillin-blog]

Here we go, another vague, depressing, teen-angst poem by Erica. *throws a party*

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it seems to be circular.

insecurity to faked smiles to falling in love with an idea.

Where Does a Circle End?

because I have tried

to turn this circle

to a line.

but i never could draw a line.

not even a curved one.

So here i am

in the

middle of my circle

again.

can i even feel love?

Sometimes i think

it is better to be stuck in the clouds.

but when i am called down

it seems i have left myself

somewhere up there

i don't know if i can feel anything anymore

i am lost in a world of fiction

i am lost in the stories my mind has woven

and when i have ripped myself out

i am dragged back in again.

i never loved you, only the idea of you

i am The Circle.

i am the storyteller

but its the characters who are able to love. not the creator.

in the end

i must love my ideas

because i cannot love

anything else

the circle never ends.

the circle cannot end.

if it ended

how could i feel love for anything at all?

even being doomed

to only ever love fantasy

is better than

never loving

...right?

[vikingserket]

today is bisexual awareness day. be aware of bisexuals. they are out there, and they are dangerous.

[yall-mothafuckas-need-misha]

[abaddonsbabe]

is that an example or us preparing

[jonnystunes-deactivated20160405]

When daleks attack the quiddich world cup

Holy balls this is insane video editing. I was expecting hilarity, but instead I watched in awe as I saw two of the fandoms I’ve seen the most on tumblr merge into this one big dope video. I’m not even part of these fandoms (Harry Potter & Doctor Who) but jesus christ that was insane.

[gingerten]

WHY DOES THIS NOT HAVE MORE NOTES HOLY FRICK FRACK

[velocitrus-inactive]

A REMINDER THAT I DON”T CARE IF WE NEVER TALK OR IF WE TALK ALL THE TIME

IF YOU ARE SAD YOU ARE TOTALLY FREE TO RANT TO ME OR CRY TO ME OR WHATEVER YOU NEED TO DO

I WILL LISTEN

NO MATTER WHAT

[boggletheowl]

[jumpingjacktrash]

i think most invisible disabilities feel like this. my adhd feels like this, autistic overload feels like this, my arthritis feels like this unless it’s bad enough that i’m limping that day.

[vehlevet]

seriously the amount of time I spend just imagining and re-imagining totally made-up scenarios in my head has got to be unhealthy

[kakijbird-deactivated20131119]

perfect Marius + Cosette

[pilferingapples]

Aaah Cosette’s little smile after her unimpressed first look and Marius fumbling with his hands And YAY EXPRESSIVE LETTERING!