i forgot that you existedย
โ you did me wrong. โ
โ i couldnโt get away. โ
โ something happened one magical night. โ
โ i forgot that you existed. โ
โ i thought that it would kill me, but it didnโt. โ
โ it isnโt love, it isnโt hate, itโs just indifference. โ
โ iโm always waiting for you. โ
โ devils roll the dice, angels roll their eyes. โ
โ what doesnโt kill me makes me want you more. โ
โ itโs new, the shape of your body. โ
โ itโs a cruel summer with you. โ
โ weโll just screw it up in these trying times. โ
โ if i bleed, youโll be the last to know. โ
โ said iโm fine, but it wasnโt true. โ
โ i donโt wanna keep secrets just to keep you. โ
โ i love youโ ainโt that the worst thing you ever heard? โ
โ i screamed, for whatever itโs worth. โ
โ we could leave the christmas lights up till january. โ
โ this is our place, we make the rules. โ
โ thereโs a dazzling haze, a mysterious way about you. โ
โ have i known you twenty seconds, or twenty years? โ
โ can i go where you go? โ
โ can we always be this close? โ
โ iโm highly suspicious that everyone who sees you wants you. โ
โ iโve love you three summers now, honey, but i wantย โem all. โ
โ i take this magnetic force of a man/women/etc. โ
โ my heartโs been borrowed, and yours had been blue. โ
โ allโs well that ends well to end up with you. โ
โ save all your dirtiest jokes for me. โ
โ at every table, iโll save you a seat. โ
โ darling youโre my lover. โ
โ i played the field before i found someone to commit to. โ
โ iโm so sick of running as fast as i can. โ
โ wondering iโd get there quicker is i was a man. โ
โ iโm so sick of them coming at me. โ
โ coz if i was a man, then iโd be the man. โ
โ theyโd say i hustled, put in the work. โ
โ they wouldnโt shake their heads and questions how much of this i deserve. โ
โ itโs okay that iโm mad. โ
โ iโm ready for combat. โ
โ i donโt want that. โ
โ cruelty wins in the movies. โ
โ iโve got a hundred thrown out speeches i almost said to you. โ
โ easy they come, easy they go. โ
โ i never grew up. โ
โ help me hold on to you. โ
โ iโve been the archer, iโve been the prey. โ
โ who could ever leave me, darling? โ
โ but who could stay? โ
โ who could ever leave me, darling, but who could stay? โ
โ i search for your dark side. โ
โ what if iโm all right, right here? โ
โ i hate my reflection for years and years. โ
โ i pace like a ghost. โ
โ all of my heroes die all alone. โ
โ i see right through me. โ
โ can you see right through me? โ
โ all the kingโs horses, all the kingโs men couldnโt put me together again. โ
โ all of my enemies started out friends. โ
โ his/her/their hands already a cold glass make me wanna know that body like itโs mine. โ
โ got that boyish look i like in a man. โ
โ iโm an architect, iโm drawing up the plans. โ
โ nobody understands. โ
โ he/she/they got my heartbeat skipping down 16th avenue. โ
โ wanna see whatโs under that attitude. โ
โ i want you. โ
โ i think he knows. โ
โ iโll make myself at home and heโll/sheโll/theyโll/youโll want me to stay. โ
โ hand on my thigh, we can follow the sparks. โ
miss americana & the heartbreak princeย
โ you know i adore you. โ
โ iโm crazier for you than i was at 16. โ
โ now iโm feeling hopeless. โ
โ i counted the days, i counted the miles. โ
โ itโs been a long time coming. โ
โ itโs you and me, thatโs my whole world. โ
โ you play stupid games, you win stupid prizes. โ
โ voted most likely to run away with you. โ
โ i see the high fives between the bad guys. โ
โ you are the only one who seems to care. โ
โ iโm feeling helpless, the damsels are depressed. โ
โ darling, iโm scared. โ
โ no cameras catch my muffled cries. โ
โ i counted the miles to see you there. โ