My Name: Pax! (Or Namie) <|> Gender Fluid (Born female) <|> Sexuality: Cupio-Aroace <|> Pronouns: They/Them <|> My Age: 17 <|> Personality: ISFP <|> ADHD✌️
I'm that no-filter idiotic friend that you don't know if it's a complete idiot or a complete idiot-
I don't make any fanfics (yet-), but I will post my horrible drawings and make random comments that no one wants no know nor care about! 😀
Soo... here's some non important information!!
Fandoms I'm in: Marvel (MCU), One Piece, Jjk, Hazbin, Helluva, Harry Potter, Gravity Falls, Fnaf, Undertale and Deltarune, Bad Parenting, Eddsworld, Sonic, Pokemón, Haikyuu!, Welcome Home, Sherlock holmes, TADC, ATLA, HTTYD (I'm prolly gonna add more to this list later-)
My favourite artists: Eminem, 50 Cent, Dr. Dre, Snoop Dogg, Eazy-E, 2Pac 🤌
My favourite song of all songs: Berzerk - Eminem 🔥
My hobbies: Listening music, writing random quotes and poems/raps, making fanfics/povs on my head while I gaze out, drawing (I prefer tradicional cuz my digital art is shit), gaming, eating, sleeping and creating fake scenerios on my mind
What is this blog's purpose?: Showing y'all my thoughts and opinions that no one cares neither wants to know 🙂👍. I use this mostly to read other people's opinions, quotes and fanfics... and sometimes post my opinions ofc. :D (And maybe I'll write fanfics in the future-)
- I'm all open to conversation! But no arguments, please. We all have different opinions! Maybe I like something you dislike or vice-versa, but I respect your opinion and I would like if you respected mine too, ok
-Please don't steal my art 🥺
- My blog is a inclusive and safe place. DNI if you’re a Ableist, Homophobic, Transphobic, Racist… you know all I'm talking about. You're welcome, just don't manifastate your ideas.
Additional info! ✨️
I am Brazilian, my first language is Portuguese, so... sorry for any english mistakes in anything! Also, I'm open if anyone wants to ask questions (Even tho' I'm not that famous or important here in Tumblr-) aaand... My blog is a total mess :D
Oh! And here's my complete profile pic:
First: Yes, it's me
Second: Yes, I drew that
Third: I know. my drawings are shit. It looks like a child drew it-
Fourth: I tried my best to make it look like me irl, but with clothes I would like to wear, since... well, I don't have them.
Fifth: Yes, the colors of the clothes and the colors of the back are the Genderfluid and Aroace flags (It's Aroace since Cupio-Aroace still doesn't have a flag I think-)
Sixth: I dunno how to draw hands- 😭
– Finish the story I'm writing (Didn't write in some months-)
– Finish my drawings (Some that I stopped March of last year)
– Pay my cousing the 25 cents I owe him (Won't pay that mf)
– Start doing exercise (And then stop.)
– Start being healthy (And fail)
– Leave all of this resolutions to do the next year.
Happy new year y'all! They say: New year, new me. But this new me is not less annoying or has better mental health! Is just as fucked up as the last version. ✌️
I made a digital and coloured version of Duvee! :D (My fingers hurt-)
(Why is it so Gacha coded?? 😭 in my opinion ofc-) And here's also a bit more of information about them:
They get angry when people mistake them for a ragdoll. (They're a Marionette)
Despite the crying eyes, they're not the emotional type.
They don't like the fact that they're bald. (Since they had hair when they was human)
If they were asked if "The glass if half-full or half-empty", they would prolly say something like:
"Both are correct statements if you consider air as emptyness. You can state the glass is half-full of the material known as water and half-full of air, but since most people consider 'air', as nothing, you can state it is half-full of nothing or just half-empty. But it's weird people consider 'air' as nothing, since air is actually also made of atoms and particles..." then they would start rambling about physics, science, universe, etc... until they noticed they rambled too much and would end the conversation with a "Do you agree?"
Well, when it's tradicional art, I obviously use a normal mechanical pencil and an eraser. Now, when it's digital... I use my phone, Ibis Paint and my Finger 😔👍
Maybe it's just some stereotypes, but here in Brazil, we hear so much about things in USA... like, many say it's really difficult to make friends there, and that everyone has a little group that their part from in the schools... and... that's so different from here! But please: I'm NOT saying it's real! I'm just here to comment about some stereotypes about USA here in Brazil!
Here in Brazil, when we meet someome foreign, or even from here, we welcome them with a smile even! We immeadiately talk and show around and we want the person to feel at home! We want the person to feel as comfortable as they can and know more about our country!
The schools? Sure, we also have groups, but... look, all groups talk with each other, interact eith each other all time and mostly everyone is friends with everyone! I remember when an exchange stufent from France was in my class, everyone walked up to him, greeted him, gave him a tour around the school, some even bought cupcakes!!! And he instantly became friends with everyone on his first day!
Here in Brazil, we also hear a lot stereotypes about the bullying in USA's schools, and... it's also different from here. First of all: Bullying here is not really bullying in my opinion, most it's just a funny banter between friends and everyone laughes, including the person being "bullied", but of course, there IS bullying here. It's just that... we hear that bullying in the USA is like... cornering a guy, mocking him, punching and slaps, y'know? Not here. Here it's just... comments. Not physical bullying. And I'm not saying that's good but... I think it's better then physical injuries.
Another thing that we hear that happens a lot in the USA is School Shooting. Here in Brazil it almost never happens! It's REALLY rare! We don't even have alarms or shit like that, and we students don't worry at all about a shooter! (Except in Rio De Janeiro-).
Another stereotype we hear is that it is really easy to get a gun in the USA... here in Brazil it's not that easy. (At least I think so-)
Oh! And also... I want to clarify some things that I already saw Americans say:
First: Brazilians do NOT speak Spanish. We speak Portuguese from Brazil.
Second: We have wasy more states and cities then just Rio De Janeiro and São Paulo, ok? Brazil is a big country.
Third: We do NOT live in a fucking jungle. We have cities, internet, technology... we're a rich country, ok?
Fourth: We don't have a specific skin color. We're all mixed! There are black Brazilians, brown, yellow, white... there are some that look like they're chinese.
Fifth: Not all of us know how to dance. Not all of us like Soccer. Not all of us like "Carnaval".
If you want to correct any of the stereotypes I said about USA, please do! :D
It's 01:19 A.M. right now. And I just thought: People from the USA call themselves "Americans", right? ...but "America" is the continent, as in "North America"... so... doesn't that mean that people from South America, like us Brazilians, are Americans too? Then... why do only people from the USA call themselves americans? I'ma start calling myself an American now!
Here in Brazil, "United States of America" translates to "Estados Unidos da América", so we call the USA people "Estadunidenses" 'cause "States" = "Estados".
like seriously their brain-to-body size ratio is equal to that of a chimpanzee
They vocalize anger, sadness, or happiness in response to things
they are scary smart at solving puzzles
some crows stay with their mates until one of them dies
they can remember faces
SIDENOTE HERE BECAUSE HOLY SHIT. They did an experiment where these guys wore masks and some of them fucked with crows. Pretty soon the crows recognized the masks = douchebag. But the nice guys with masks they left alone. THEN, OH WE’RE NOT DONE, NO SIR crows that WEREN’T EVEN IN THE EXPERIMENT AND NEVER SAW THE MASK BEFORE knew about mask-dudes and attacked them on sight. THEY PASSED ON THE FUCKING INFORMATION TO THEIR CROW BUDDIES.
They remember places where crows were killed by farmers and change their migration patterns.
A colleague of my dad’s lives next to a lake, and looked out the window one morning to see a duck trapped in the ice. A crow swooped down. “Oh hell,” she thought, expecting carnage, because crows are opportunists. But the crow chipped at the ice with its beak until the duck was free.
Idk of this counts but a few crows saved me from a magpie swooping attack once ,they’re bros who can tell when magpies are being unreasonable and need to chill
I love crows so damn much. When I was fifteen, I hit a pretty serious bout of depression, to the point I was in my room for months. Well, a family of crows made a nest in a tree outside my window. There were two parents and two chicks. One chick was healthy and strong. One was weak, and had a caw like something being strained. It sounded more like a rooster crowing and so my parents jokingly named him ‘Buck’.Well… months passed and Buck’s sibling was taught to fly. His parents focused on the sibling because the sibling was strong. The father stayed behind to try and teach Buck, but I saw him try to fly, fail, and crash to the floor. His father helped him back up into the tree.
Every day, I would watch Buck from my window until one day I opened it and started talking to him. He was small and gangly and he couldn’t caw right. His feathers were all over the place and I felt a kinship. So I made a deal with him. I told him that if he could do it, if he could fly, then I could find the strength to get up. Well… near the end of the season, after talking with him every day, I finally saw him get out of the nest. He went to the edge of his branch, braced himself, and jumped… and just before he hit the ground, he soared back up into the sky. I cheered harder than I ever had before.
That winter, Buck left the area. I was crestfallen. I felt like I’d lost a friend. But I was so damn proud of him.
Cut to the next spring? I’m walking up the driveway one day when suddenly I hear a sound… a broken caw. I look up, and Buck is sitting in a tree above my head. He stared at me and puffed his feathers, then hopped down in front of me and cawed again. I was so damn thrilled, and I told him how proud I was of him. He ruffled his feathers and then soared off into his old tree.
That summer? I heard two broken caws. One from Buck… and one from his chick.
Cut to ten years later? We have a family of crows who all have a very distinct caw and they come here and spend every spring, summer, and fall on our property. Buck still greets me every spring.
this one morning i kept hearing really loud caws, i remember it was like 5am, LIKE REALLY LOUD AND ANNOYING AND AGGRESSIVE, so loud that i could hear it through a closed window, and i eventually went outside to check it out. there was a crow on my front lawn, it had an injury on its head and couldn’t fly and there were two other crows circling right above it, and they were cawing like mad.
i tried to get close and take a better look and one of them dived super low and tried to attack me. so i went back in the house and chopped some sliced raw meat and tossed it at him from a distance.
a few more times later, very soon after, they could tell i was trying to help, and did not attack me. i was “allowed” to walk up close and pick him up, he couldn’t drink water properly so i had to dip my finger in a bowl and stick it in his mouth.
i did this few times a day and it went on for about a week before he disappeared, i thought he recovered and left, but he came back the next day and lands on me, and i see him around the block quite often, and he would come sit on my shoulder for a few minutes and then fly away again. i feel like i’ve adopted a son.
Like, I wouldn’t want to be on bad terms with a crow, but they are a really smart animal, they aren’t scary You just want to be nice to them because they will know and they will remember, and they will pay you back if you treat them a certain way.
As a side note, I volunteered at a rehab (Hope for Wildlife), where they were rehabbing a crow with a broken wing–who was named Russell Crow. He kept pulling his bandage off so a sleeve was cut off some old clothing and put on him like a little sweater.
I know no one will see nor care about any of this- but... I'm gonna stop posting here for a while, 'cause I'm cooking a complete digital AND coloured art of my TADC Oc (Duvee), and inserts of them in the thumbnail of all 4 TADC episodes! :D Because I'm bored af and since I've got nothing to do... I'm gonna make myself be even more attached to Duvee! 😀
Do you support Furries/Therians? What do you think about them?
Oh. I'm gonna be honest... was not expecting to get a question-
Furries and Therians? What about them? Let the guys be who they want to be! The Furry community is really friendly! There's only some bad apples that ended up 'causing a bad impression...
I was actually part of the furry community, but I didn't have the... time? Patience? Money? I dunno... to make my fursuit/fursona. So... yeah, I quit it. But I support that community, yeah! 😊
It reveals that they can remember some things from their past, or their past before the Circus entirely! The only thing they don't remember is their own names, correct? So... I wondered: What if 2 siblings entered the Digital Circus? Because like... let me explain what's on my mind better:
I'll call the siblings Dipper and Mabel.
If Dipper, remembers his past... doesn't that mean he'll remember his sister's name? And Mabel will remember Dipper's name? And if they do remember each others names, Dipper could just tell Mabel her true name! And Mabel could tell Dipper his real name! That's a way to ditch the sistem! :D It's only you bring your sibling or friend with you 👍
I saw a person doing this and I decided to do it too!
I saw a person doing a scheme of the relationships between their TADC Oc and the other characters and decided to do it with Duvee! Here it is:
The characters that fear Duvee, it's 'cause of the... philosophical thoughts that it has, ok? That question even reality, emotions and etc. 😀 (It's a 12 year old-)
Aaand here's Duvee's thoughts about the others! (I think I'll make a comic about these thoughts-):
"Pomni... she's way too obsessed with the exit... paranoid... but... she's friendly, so I kinda like her..."
"Ragatha? ...I'm not sure... she is too gentle... sometimes it feels like she's hiding something..."
"Oh, Jax! He is my friend! He doesn't really bother me... and I like seeing him bother the others, I think... sometimes I tell him if he continues he could get burned, and when he gets burned I laugh 'cause I warned him and he didn't hear me."
"Kinger is funny, 'cause he is nuts! I like him'cause he makes me laugh... but he scares me some rare times..."
"Zooble... yeah, they are sarcastic and cool... I like them! But I don't like when they raise their tone..."
"Gangle is way too sensitive and... that's annoying, but... it's not her fault I think, So... yeah, I'm normal with her."
"Bubble!!! I like it!!! It is funny, cute and friendly! I like drawing Bubble! At first I was scared of it 'cause of it's teeth, but now I think the bubble is cute!!!"
"Hmm... Caine is kinda funny, his adventures are... ok. He can be really dumb sometimes in my opinion... I don't understand why everyone hates him so much... I like him."
Aaaand... that's all! :D I think I'll post more of my Oc's soon! 😀
