𐔌 For Whatever Reason , The Place I Belonged to Became You ♡⸝⸝
TAKING PART IN BAH-FIGHT ; TEAM LOVE ; WISHLIST
Welcome to Hikaru’s Heart , a small, side BAH Blog who is partnered with @yoshikis-notebook ; Packs may be slow at times ! The system has other blogs and a lot going on in life ! 𑣲
You may call us Hylas , Hiki , or plain old Hikaru ! We use It / They / Hart / Watermelon / Clingy Pronouns ! Our stances don’t matter though we will add transIDs and Paras if asked !! We block freely and on our own accord (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)
No source list ! We are willing to try to complete absolutely anything ! And we REALLYYYY enjoy Conceptives / Songtives / Aestitives / Moodboardtives !! Send us whatever !! We’d love to try and complete it !!! The one thing we ask of you is to not send in a request that has to do with the big 3 para ! You will be blocked , no questions asked
・┈ ✦﹕ Likes : Nighttime ^ Gardens ^ Thunder ^ Mid-winter ^ Record players ^ Routine ^ Falling leaves ^ ASMR ^ Slasher films ^ Valentines day ^ Scented candles ^ Manga ^ Glow sticks ^ Fiddling with things
・┈ ✦﹕ Dislikes : Gyms ^ Being replaced ^ Being ignored ^ Overly nice people ^ Pottery ^ Comic books ^ Loud noises ^ Public pools ^ Shared crushes ^ Hair being touched ^ Large crowds ^ Leaving the house
・┈ ✦﹕ Headspace room :
・┈ ✦﹕ Moodboard :
・┈ ✦﹕ Outfit :
・┈ ✦﹕ Typing Quirks : all lowercase ^ tons of exclamation marks!!!!
・┈ ✦﹕ Extra face claims :
・┈ ✦﹕ Int. Status : Int w Extreme Caution
・┈ ✦﹕ MBTI : INFJ
・┈ ✦﹕ Enneagram : 2w3
・┈ ✦﹕ PermaIDs : In love ^ Obsessive ^ Stalking ^ Bloody
⋆⑅˚₊ Personality traits- Ninny is quite nervous and small, she doesn't know how to take up space or really exist, often choosing to please others around her in order to avoid anger or abuse. She struggles to play or explore hobbies out of fear that she may mess up and spark anger. Whilst she is able to open up to some people, it is mostly within the system. When she does open up, she is loud and laughing, easy to excite and a little mischievous.
⋆⑅˚₊ Dislikes- the dark, quiet, harsh authority figures, the cold, work and chores, displeasing others, being seen by those who aren't safe, being a burden, taking up space
⋆⑅˚₊ Front Triggers- source, the sound of bells, snow, meadows, work and chores, childhood songs, quiet music, warm blankets.
⋆⑅˚₊ kintypes- bunnykin, dovekin, sparrowkin.
Angel explains
⋆⑅˚₊ Source Memories
Being rescued by Too-Ticky. She mostly remembers how quiet she had to be, even more than normal. Soft remembers the cold of the outside and how Too-Ticky gave her a bell so she would not be lost and how warm her hands were as she lead her to a better home.
Playing hide and seek. She remembers learning how to play the game for the first time alongside Moomin, Snorkin, Little My and Sniff! It was her first time really playing and she knows Moomin took extra time when counting to help her out when she didn't know where to go. The bush she hid in was a bit prickly but she was almost the last to be found! Bell also remembers Stinky... and how he tricked bell into a cave, covered the exit with rocks and tried to make bells invisible again. But, she remembers Moomin and Snorkmaiden coming to her rescue and how her voice came back from it!
⋆⑅˚₊ Source Relationships
Moominmama - Ninny loves Moominmama, she was the kindest person soft ever knew. Always making sure Min had food to eat and yummy drinks to enjoy while making sure she was always warmed and cared for.
Moominpapa- Ninny also really likes Moominpapa, but less so than Mama. He was mean to mama when he tried to push her into the water, but was also the reason why soft got softs face back.
Moomin- Like a brother to her, her best friend! So glad soft knows him, never wants to forget about him.
Little My- like a younger sister (or what she thinks that's like.) She's always there to make sure soft isn't getting too easy on everyone, makes sure soft is cheeky and naughty sometimes!
Her aunt- does not want to think about her. she doesn't ever want to see her again.
Too-Ticky- her savior. The one who brought her to the moomins, the one that made sure she was safe. The one that protected bell and helped her find a place to become visible. So so so happy to travel for her.
⋆⑅˚₊ Source attachment- 70%. Soft deeply misses the people from it and wishes they also split alongside her. Soft feels less attached to the Ninny that was in the show and feels like she can be her own separate person, but wishes the Moomins and their friends were there to see how different bell is.
KAngel Tries Stuff
⋆⑅˚₊ Typing Quirks 'the quick brown fox jumps over the lasy dog...' a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s r u v w x y s.... Talks in all lowercase, swaps z to s because z is 'too harsh'
⋆⑅˚₊ Love language - quality time
⋆⑅˚₊ Headspace room
⋆⑅˚₊ Outfit
⋆⑅˚₊ Mini playlist- Yuugure by Docento, My Love Mine All Mine by Mitski, You by Vietra, Velvet Ring by Big THeif, RIses the Moon by Liana Flores, Harvey by Her's, Just The Way You Are by Milky
aaand that's all! stream's over, see you nerds next time!
(my thoughts under the cut!)
aaaa the moomins!! I love the show and books so much (well, at least the 90s show....) I loved Ninny as a kid, I used to have a mug of her but I think my parents accidentally broke it and I was too scared to ask about it lol. i gotta watch it again.. such a good show
OMGMGOGMGMGMGM AUG THIS PACK IS SO GOOD AND SO AMAZING ANF SO PERFECT AND AND AND !!!!!!!! Moomins is our top special interest and Ninny is one of our favorites from it & we get extra excited whenever anyone mentions her, we almost had a heart attack seeing the notification mentioning her/vvvvpos !!!!!!!!! We also have a Ninny who’s extremely important to our system and she adores this pack so much we could barely get through it because bell wanted to add everything to softs information 🥹 thank you sooo much !!!
𑣲 ゛ Roles ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~ Innocence Loss Holder, Crybaby, People Pleaser, Lash Out Holder, Mental Health Masker, Grudge Holder, Escapee
𑣲 ゛ Emojis ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~ 🩸, 🍎, 🌲, 🦌, 💍, 🧊, ❄️
𑣲 ゛ Song ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~ Christmas Kids [Roar]
𑣲 ゛ Front Triggers ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~ Cold Weather, Christmas Themed Anything, Spikey Rings, Getting Poked with Thorns, “I Need to Destroy Them Too” Feelings, Black Splitting Against Loved Ones, Being Talked to Like The Systems Insane / In The Wrong, Panic Attacks, Suddenly Lashing Out, Needing to Escape A Situation, Feeling Like Someones Suddenly Switching Up, Feeling Used by A Friend
𑣲 ゛ Kins ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~ Carrie White [Carrie] Kin, Nikki Freeman [Obsession] Kin, Biblical Eve Synpath, Snowflake Conceptkin, Opal [Jack Stauber] Synpath, Missing Person Conceptkin, Thorn Ring Otherkin, Forbidden Apple Conceptkin
🫀 ; BAHfight heartbeat 4 !! Noelle’s actually our fav character !!!! & we have about 4 weird route splits of her so I hope we could be helpful in this 😓/silly ₊˚⊹ ᢉ𐭩
𑣲 ゛ Song ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~ Hopelessly Devoted to You [Olivia Newton-John]
𑣲 ゛ Front Triggers ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~ Clothes Shopping / Getting New Outfits, Trendy Clothing, Talks of Trends, Others Having Rough Mornings, Falling in Love, Getting a ‘Crush of the Week’, Strawberry Themed Things, But I’m A Cheerleader [1999], Himekaji Gyaru Aesthetics
𑣲 ゛ Song ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~ Hopelessly Devoted to You [Olivia Newton-John]
𑣲 ゛ Front Triggers ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~ Clothes Shopping / Getting New Outfits, Trendy Clothing, Talks of Trends, Others Having Rough Mornings, Falling in Love, Getting a ‘Crush of the Week’, Strawberry Themed Things, But I’m A Cheerleader [1999], Himekaji Gyaru Aesthetics
𑣲 ゛ Front Triggers ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~ Talks Surrounding Addictions, Meltdowns Over Family Issues, Needing to Get Away From Family Problems / Arguments, Being Pushed Aside, Gambling Topics, Looking Through Family Pictures, Being Treated as Overreactive
X-Ray
𑣲 ゛ Hexcode ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~ #432a24
𑣲 ゛ Moodboard ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~
𑣲 ゛ Outfits ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~
𑣲 ゛ Accessories ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~
MRI
𑣲 ゛ CisIDs ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~ AMAB, Asian-Russian, Twin, Dark Brown Eyes, Dark Brunette Hair, Dyed Hair, Punk, AuDHD, Skin Picking Scars, Gamer, Introvert, Trilingual [English, Russian, Korean]
𑣲 ゛ Front Triggers ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~ Space Related Media, Moon x Sun Related Media, Emo Esc Music, Dark Colored or Blue Hair Dye, Feeling Ignored / Denied of Attention From Special Peoples, Mild Depressive Waves, Stargazing, Grief Symptoms, Feeling Less Than Human for Any Reason, Others Trying to Stop Impulsive Behaviors
May we get a MOOD BOOSTING alter, based off a 50s/60s soldier? Also, we would like to ask for it to have the BLOOD TEST addon, though feel free to drop if needed.
We’d like to apologize for our very sudden and long lasting disappearance from our blog — we got into a really really intense and poor mental state and couldn’t get anything done because of such . We are still really struggling with this episode but we really miss being able to make packs so !!! We’ve decided to join bah-fight and try to knock out the other actual reqs we’ve been sent along side <3 things are very likely to be slow because the state of our health so please please be patient with us, we are doing our best ^^”
Sorry everything has taken so long, I hope you all are well !
𑣲 ゛ Song ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~ Pretty Little Things [The Crane Wives]
𑣲 ゛ Front Triggers ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~ Bodies Mother / Maternal Figure doing things the system deems borderline unforgivable, Embarrassment about places not being clean, Intrusive thoughts aimed towards older feminine figures, Tarot Readings, Feeling heavy embarrassment towards drunk people, In Depth Talk of Drugs, Sudden Needs to Deep Clean A Space
🫀 ; Had a fragment that needed help forming so figured I’d go ahead and just make a pack to help myself out ! Hope it can help someone else aswell ^.^ ₊˚⊹ ᢉ𐭩
𑣲 ゛ Front Triggers ⸝⸝ .ᐟ ~ Taking Medicine, Burning Incense, Learning About Medicine, Doctor Appointments Anxiety, Spiritual Deep Dives, Meditation, Needing to improve something’s scent, Being Suddenly Vented Too, Spiritual Healing Topics / Improvement, Scent Shopping [Anything that has to do with it - body care, fragrances, ect]
🫀 ; OH THANK YOU SO MUCH !! We are quite proud of it !! Lingsha’s an absolute favorite of ours, we had so impatiently waited for her release ! Hope you enjoy the beat ₊˚⊹ ᢉ𐭩
