"My dark Vanessa, worshipped and caressed."

“I wonder how much victimhood they’d be willing to grant a girl like me.” — My Dark Vanessa wil/silvie - 20 - he/echo/erie

[anxeious]

[silkangelkisses]

[kosmogrl]

[kosmogrl]

we got august this week

[bbbunnygutsss]

*sighs dejectedly* okayyy you got me, I care *smashes head into nearest wall with such force my skull is crushed like a beer can*

[his-dark-vanessa]

[goldsunsets]

masculine urge to bash your head into a fucking wall

[his-dark-vanessa]

i just don’t wanna be alone anymore

[his-dark-vanessa]

i don’t think i can take this anymore i feel so alone

[his-dark-vanessa]

i just woke up crying because of another dream where i had a irl guy friend who cared about me and i woke up thinking “will it only ever be in dreams where i can find someone who cares about me?”

[sobcat]

this saturday we like survive and stuff

[menheramellow]

I should be paid every time I don’t kill myself

[impulsivus]

every day i wake up

[yellow-cat]

waiiit i forgot to be angry. ok im angry again

[yellow-cat]

ok im in the guilt part of the spiral now ill keep you updated

[yellow-cat]

now its time to be scared

[yellow-cat]

wise words my beloved mutual. ive decided to be angry again

[mr-mistyeyed]

would u still love me if i were stuck in a cycle i've never been able to break

[orpheuslament]

im the next act waiting in the wings im an animal trapped in your hot car i am all the days that you choose to ignore you are all i need

[soundofhate]

Yessss Im Clinging to the bad because bad is better than nothing

[queensparklekitten]

“oh no we’re all doomed by the narrative” maybe you are. i’m the narrative’s favourite.

[queensparklekitten]

update: turns out this is not a good thing for me