bilbo: āhe was my friendā
a terrible interpretation of this line entered my head and i realized that bilbo baggins never had a friend before thorin. he lives alone, he goes to the market in hobbiton alone, basically no one talks to him there. heās preparing to eat a meal alone, and the preparation of the meal and everything about that scene is so cold and ritualistic?? like they literally could have chosen to show us how bilbo had lots of warm relationships in the shire, all these friends that made home home for him, but no. instead they literally showed us a lonely guy trying to fit in where he doesnāt quite belong, other hobbits disapprovingly shaking their heads as he runs off but not appearing to give af, coded all queer āconfirmed bachelorā status going on, who takes the length of time it takes to walk halfway across middle earth to finish the sentence, Ā "to me he wasā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦. he was my friend"
this is awful. thorin oakenshield was bilboās first(?) and likely only real friend ever and he had to watch him die. in his arms.
and for the two characters that talk about āhomeā the most often, and seem to think itās a physical place they need to return to, they actually end up realizing that āhomeā is about people and specifically, their homes are with each other. TOO LATE THO BECAUSE THORIN IS DYING WHEN THEY HAVE THIS NICE LITTLE JOINT REALIZATION.
please shoot me in the face.
Hi? Hi. So, THAT HURTS













