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Neil hadnât been kissed in four years
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The face in the mirror.
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Neil is a terrible loner, and itâs not something he can just switch off the moment he starts sharing his space with Andrew. not that Andrew is overly controlling or anything, but thereâs still that quiet, persistent fear in him whenever he realizes Neil isnât there. was he taken again? did something happen? Is he even alive? but in Neilâs mind, itâs simple. too simple.
heâll just go out for a run without saying a word if he sees Andrewâs busy. heâll text, âIâll be back around nine,â and then show up closer to eleven, carrying a bag from the store like nothing happened. âI got distracted,â heâll say. and it doesnât matter that, in the meantime, Andrew has already started mentally listing which morgues heâd have to check. Neil doesnât mean to make him anxious. he just doesnât see the point in updating him, because, in his head, Iâm still coming back, so what does it matter when? until Andrew finally spells it out for him. âI canât read your mind. If your plans changeâtext me. Call me. Just let me know youâre going to be late.â and it hits Neil like heâs just been told something completely foreign. something that shouldnât need explaining. and yet does. but he gets it. eventually. because after everything theyâve been through, all he really wants is to know that Neil is okay, and that his absence doesnât mean something has gone wrong.
Idk if I'll finish this, but I don't want to just keep it stored anymore.
A little thing I headcannon is that Andrew never asks where Neil is. Neil is CONSTANTLY asking where Andrew is if he hasnât seen him for approximately 0.5 seconds and even Jean notices how they give âlingering looks when one fell out of orbit for too longâ, but Andrew never asks, wanting conceal to the others how much Neil is a weak spot for him. Instead, his eyes slide across the room, scanning, and if he canât see Neil then Andrew simply gets up and goes in search of him, he knows all of his spots anyways. The foxes, initially just put Andrewâs abrupt leave up to his blatantly disrespectful self, deciding he wasnât interested enough in the conversation, so they donât really care. However, that isnât until they notice the pattern. First, Renee, then Dan and Aaron, and soon the others catch on. They observe the way Andrewâs fingers start tapping at his sides when his head swivels round and cannot find his specific ginger. They observe the way he gets up immediately and strides towards the door. They also observe the way Andrew hands still slightly as Matt says, âheâs on a runâ or Kevin tells him Neilâs just practicing on the court. Andrew doesnât acknowledge it openly of course, he never asked and wouldâve been able to find him himself easily, but they all donât miss the way his head lowers for a second, giving a subtle nod, placated by the fact someone always knows where Neil is. I guess they all know the alternative, when his hands were shaking, wrapped round Kevinâs neck in Baltimore. He didnât ask, âWhereâs Neil?â, he screamed it. And the others didnât know. And Andrew couldnât find him.
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Andrew, who moans for the first time during sex. Andrew, who was taught he had to stay quiet, who learned that any reaction would be taken as proof: see, you like it, stop pretending, you whore. too tense to let go. too tense to lose control. because if you want to keep face, or whatever is left of it, you donât show weakness.
but now itâs Neil. Neil, whose scarred palms settle at Andrewâs waist and thigh with careful precisionânot pushing, just holding him steady. Neil, whose steady thrusts hit just right, and suddenly itâs too much, so much that, before he can stop himself, Andrew lets out a low, drawn-out moan, muffled deep into the pillow. his body tenses immediately. he realizesâheâs slipped. heâs given something away, something he wasnât ready to show. but instead of anything else, he feels the rhythm slow slightly. Neil shifts his weight, leaning in to press a soft kiss to his bare shoulder. âI like the way you sound,â he murmurs, so quietly it almost disappears. Neil couldâve picked up the pace. he knows exactly what triggered that reaction, he couldâve done it again, easily. but he doesnât. he wonât push, not when Andrew is already on edge from his own response. Instead, he returns to a smooth rhythmâdeep, controlled, hitting that same point again and again. and slowly, Andrew starts to give in.
the muffled sounds come more often now, slipping through the pillow, turning into heavier breaths, broken now and then by quiet, low groans as the rhythm gradually builds. because itâs Neil. Neil, whose lips trace down his spine. whose hand finds Andrewâs, covering it when he grips the pillow like a lifeline. Neil, who leans in close and murmurs something quiet, soft and irritating right as Andrewâs body shudders for the last time: âJust like that.â who soothes him through it, hands steady on his trembling thighs, the one who would do anything just to hear those sounds again.
Neil gets in a nasty brawl after an opposing player insults Andrew, but it should be clear to Andrew by now that Neil will never sit back and let Andrew be mistreated.