hope your pets stay healthy in 2017
I almost didn’t blog this and felt guilty
Not risking it

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hope your pets stay healthy in 2017
I almost didn’t blog this and felt guilty
Not risking it
I hope all of yall find $20 on the ground tomorrow.
And I mean that.
$50 maybe
a dropped money clip from some clumsy, unobservant capitalist shithead with in excess of $5000 in it
Put it out so the universe can pull it in sis!!
$50 in a silver money clip thrown by a child who immediately fled in the opposite direction
STREET SMARTS
me: *has an eating disorder for years*
me: *is still not even close to being thin*
hope your pets stay healthy in 2017
I almost didn’t blog this and felt guilty
Not risking it
That's Why
It was when my mom had to buy her 13 year old daughter lotion for stretch marks It was when I was picking out an outfit and had to keep telling them that the clothes were to small It was picking out homecoming dresses for the other person and saying my size under my breath It was the “do u really NEED more food?” It was the way the doctors looked at me when they wrote down my medically obese weight on their charts It was the fact that when I told my friend I stopped eating she brushed it off because I wasn’t skinny enough to be in danger It was that my friends dad said that after high school when guys stop caring about looks so much, I’ll get all the guys It was the fact that I was the only one at the pool not wearing a bikini It was the fact that I’d never had a boyfriend or a best friend
That’s why I started
It’s the fact I carry safety pins in my purse because most of my clothes are too big It’s the “have you lost weight?” It’s the “I’m gonna try on a medium shirt” It’s the LOSING WEIGHT It’s not looking as much at sizes because if it looks like it will fit it probably will It’s the heart race that you get when you see you’ve lost even a pound It’s the thrill of accomplishing something you’ve worked so hard for
That’s why I kept going
It’s finally hitting your goal weight It’s going back to school and watching everyone’s jaws drop It’s never worrying about muffin tops or thunder thighs again It’s having a lazy day and it being cute not slobby It’s the eating a cookie and not having people think ‘that’s why she’s fat’ because you’re not It’s the boys that flirt with you It’s the girls that are jealous of you It’s the body you’ve always wanted
That’s why I’m in the hospital
It was the malnutrition that made you faint It was the over used heart that went into cardiac arrest It was the lack of food that make your hair and nails frail and brittle It was the doctor that couldn’t save you It was the therapist that could get to you It was the eating disorder that controlled you
That’s why I’m dead
last time i did this my wish really came true. so im going to wish again
nothing to lose. :))
Let’s hope
Why not? :)
*crossing fingers*
pretty much^^^^
i got nothing to lose. (:
Last time i did this my wish came true.
Jesus Christ if my wish comes true I will piss
im fucking crying of joy at the /thought/ of my wish coming true…
it came true last time…so why not
hoping and praying…
Why not.
lets see.
my wish came true……………..this is creepy
Why not lol
Let’s see if it works 🥀➰
I doubt it will work but anyhow
I will always reblog this as long as I have hope
📚 🍵
Here’s hoping…
Praying for this to work💫
I will do it.
please.
Reblog if you ate too much today
I'm tired
I’m tired of being surrounded by thin, beautiful girls wherever I go. I’m tired of wiping my tears when I look at myself. I’m tired of not being able to wear whatever i want and look beautiful. I’m tired of feeling food going down my stomach. I’m tired of counting every calorie, kilogram and minutes of exercise. I’m tired of being FAT.
i will be pretty before school i will be pretty before school i will be pretty before school I Will Be Pretty Before Shool I WILL BE PRETTY BEFORE SCHOOL
My mom asked me if I've lost weight
Why I’m happy: Someone noticed! People are seeing my progress!! Why I’m hurt: She was glad I lost weight and encouraged me to lose more
I just want..
Skinny fingers. Skinny hands. Thin wrists. Bony feet. Fat free thighs. No muffin top. A flat stomach. A small butt. Caved in face. Skinny arms. No double chin. Small calves. No back fat. Small boobs. Prominent hip bones. Small ankles.
i couldve fucking made it by now. i could be at my ugw, thin and beautiful. but i cant stop eating and i fucking hate myself more and more for it everyday.
So today in class we were talking about family and who was our favourite family member, and people started saying stuff like “my dad, he’s the best he always supports me” “my mom, she’s everything to me we are best friends” and i’m there like ???? You mean your parents make you feel good? They help you?? They sincerely love you??? They have never been abusive??? How???
Me: *looks in the mirror*
Me: *wants to die really bad*
Workout plans/motivation pt 2🌟
Xx Sami💙