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“Pleasure, I like. I’ve tried to give pleasure. That’s all I’d recommend to anyone.”

[gael-garcia]

[reallycapturedhearts-deactivate]

Ralph + Helena // Flirting On The Set // LOL

[howdidtheyevermakeamovieof]

Guys I just saw the behind the scenes video with this clip and Voldemort was talking about needing another wand, during this scene he says “I must do it with another’s wand. Not you, Bellatrix.”

Mind you he gently whispers “Not you, Bellatrix” while his hand gesture implies stroking her cheek with the back of his hand. THIS SHOULD’VE MADE IT INTO THE FILM! (See video bellow 08:24)

https://youtu.be/yEecaEU1s2w

[howdidtheyevermakeamovieof]

Bored asf does anyone wanna play asks?

[howdidtheyevermakeamovieof]

You know what? Fuck shame, fuck “sobriety of my youth.”

We should all just be menaces because propriety sucks, people are hypocrites, and the internet is fucking batshit crazy.

[noxcordis]

Exotica (1994), Atom Egoyan

[stuckinapril]

life is so hard when you’re a very lazy girl by nature but you also want to do a lot of things in your one wild and precious life

[fixaidea]

I have this whole elaborate Conclave/Master and Margarita crossover but knowing myself I'll never actually write it, so here's the bulletpoint version:

The Devil (Woland) comes to Rome.

While he's there he hops over into the Vatican just to ruffle some feathers. Can he even enter, you ask - well, of course. He may not be a fan of the decor but he's also not some lesser imp to be actually *frightened* by crosses. Plus the Vatican is a hotbed of greed and unscrupulous ambition, of course he can come and go as he pleases.

The day he decides to come pick at Vincent he finds him in the company of Lawrence and Tedesco. (The latter specifically came all the way from Venice to Offer Constructive Criticism. He does this on a biweekly basis.)

The Confrontation happens by the turtle pool, and, if you asked either Woland or Vincent they'd tell you that it was basically a mild spat between least favourite coworkers. Woland sneered a bit, just on principle and Vincent told him to mind his business and quit breaking into his house. That's it.

Lawrence and Tedesco though. What THEY saw was the Pope battle and successfully vanquish Satan himself. Tedesco will swear to you that the Holy Father personally shielded him with his body as Satan reached out to drag him to Hell on the spot. (...Woland made some snide remark about how he'll see more of Tedesco in the future and Vincent told him to simmer down, Tedesco is still alive and thus nothing about his fate is set in stone. Also he kinda stepped to the side and in front of Tedesco as he said this.)

Now, Lawrence already held the new Pope in a high regard but now both him AND Tedesco are fully convinced that he's a literal divine messenger. (And sure, yes, that's what being a Pope is meant to be all about but most people don't take it quite so literally these days.) Tedesco is having a full world-shattering meltdown over this, because his views clash so harshly with those of Benítez, but now he is also full on certain that Benítez cannot be wrong about any question of faith or about how the Church should be run. (He's very much pissed about this but now can't and won't turn any of it on Benítez, so he's just even more bitey with everyone else.)

As for publicity - of course Vincent did not want to talk about it, but since he forgot to explicitly forbid both Tedesco and the Swiss Guard who found him with two shell-shocked cardinals from talking the rumour spreads fast.

(Since the Pope refuses to offer an official clarification Tedesco takes it upon himself to have his and Lawrence's account of the event recorded. You know, just in case. If someone were to look for an officially recorded miracle in the future.)

[theredmage13]

How getting into The Master & Margarita started

VS how it's going...

[howdidtheyevermakeamovieof]

Headcannon Bella’s the big spoon. She just loves creeping up on Voldemort.

(She definitely out freaks him, he’d never admit it but her freakiness scares him sometimes)

[gloupblog]

No one else cares for your success (as much as their own) so you have to care. You have to force yourself to get up early, you have to force yourself to turn your phone off and revise, you have to force yourself to workout, you have to care for the whole world because no one else cares until they start seeing results. And they won’t ever see your results if you don’t care enough first. It’s your life, they are your goals, your dreams, it will be your success but it has to be your effort and your work first and foremost x

[stuckinapril]

I hope this winter feels like a glitzy unforgettable night at a jazz bar. Piano crooning in the background my skin is toasty warm and I’m surrounded w everyone I love

[howdidtheyevermakeamovieof]

You know what? Fuck shame, fuck “sobriety of my youth.”

We should all just be menaces because propriety sucks, people are hypocrites, and the internet is fucking batshit crazy.

[howdidtheyevermakeamovieof]

The thing about being young, is that inexperience makes it so terribly easy and enchanting to fall in love with the idea of being in love, instead of facing the reality of the person in front of you.

Looking back I don’t think I can call any of my liaisons before the age of 21 a “relationship” rather than an illusion. A projection of what love should feel like, of what desire calls for, masking the person beneath it all.

The heart betrays the flesh by mistaking hunger for taste.

I’ve come to learn you can’t love anyone without resenting them a little. There is no utter devotion that calls for unilateral beckoning. Desire is in his fingers as he turns a page, and the rage builds in the repulsive act of licking one’s fingertips.

Loving someone is a perversion of the heart. It neither makes you better nor does it make you worse. It will not complete you, but it will not break from you.

It’s a tempest that wrings you in different directions only to always wash up on the same shore.

There is never a resolution. There is never a same love. A tedious cycle, to hold a person so dear, that you have to hate them, still, love them anyway.

[ulyssessimpsongrant]

I think a lot of my followers are 25+ so I wanna see something.

“Mid-twenties effect” is defined here as like, your moods and mental health leveling out and somewhat stabilizing. Not mental illness disappearing but a general decrease in mood turbulence and that feeling that everything is the end of the world mostly disappearing. And this usually happening around age 25 though anywhere like 24-27 would also count it you had to place an exact time where it “flipped”.

Did you experience the “mid-twenties effect”?

Yes

No, I am 28+ and this has not happened at all as of now

No, but I’m in the 24-27 range so there is still time

Yes, but this happened later in life for me than 24-27 (tell me in the notes)

Under 24 button

Voting ended onOct 6, 2025

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[howdidtheyevermakeamovieof]

Just turned 24 and I think the turning point for me was around 22. I was at the lowest of lows, and in one of my many self-sabotaging moments, gone through near death alcohol poisoning.

I woke up in the ER a changed person, as if a part of me really died.

I’ve lost a lot of the anxiety that comes with the fear of mistakes and generally everything else except the fear of death. If anything goes wrong I just think “at least I’m alive.” So nothing really bothers me, I am more free and profound in my expression of self, and I’ve become more aware of the human conditions that commingle within the mind and soul.

Interestingly enough, though this newfound mentality has allowed me to explore much more in life than before, I do sometimes feel the grief for something that is no longer there, a strange detachment that belongs to another time, so foreign I can no longer name it.

I guess I can really say I’m almost not crazy anymore.

[howdidtheyevermakeamovieof]

The Dark Lord, Bella, Barty and Regulus

(Rodolphus is absent cuz he’s breaking moves on the dance floor)

lol I’m fucking crazy.

[1five1two]

'Young woman embracing a thorn bush'. Kay Nielsen. c. 1910.

[soapsmoviesfootballfan]

[oldpaintings]

Embrace by Wilhelm List (Austrian, 1864-1918)