Hey!!
Why not get to know the girlfailure behind this blog a little better?
Long overdue but I wanted to make myself a proper introduction so you guys know more about me! Starting off... Here's a pic of yours truly :D
My name... isn't actually Feen, but that's a conveniently gender-neutral nickname which is quite close to my real name, and it even has an origin close to my namesake: the Irish mythical hero Fionn Mac Cumhaill. Fun fact: apparently if I was born a girl my name would have been Gaia.
I'm 18 years old, Canadian/Irish, I have autism (if all the ponies on my blog didn't already tip you off...) and ADHD -- and depression, but it's not too bad. I'm an only child (thank God), and quite socially anxious when I'm around people who don't know me well. I do want to talk, I'm just waiting for my chance... and sometimes it never comes. Oh well.
To be honest, I try to get people to see me as cute -- in the way that you'd find a puppy cute. I'm just a silly lil girl who breathes positivity and wants people to laugh and to feel as happy as I do! Because there's enough negativity in the world, and I like to be a light contrarian anyways. I embrace negative feelings when they arise, I like a gloomy rainy day, I find the good things in poorly-made media. I just love being alive. We all only get one life, and find a certain beauty in that. I don't think of it as some cruel design by some higher power but instead -- I think of it as just sorta being how things are. I think often that perfection is something that doesn't exist. I live for that feeling of "Wow! I never would have thought of that!" My life mantra has always been "don't go into things with expectations, and you'll never be disappointed (if anything, you'll probably end up getting impressed!)."
Random interests of mine (in no particular order): Fashion, Indian culture, symbology, the occult, birds, nature, gemology, old fantasy fiction, and other stuff that makes it sound like I'm a bizarre, bizarre person.
My favorite band is DragonForce (also, shocking: my favorite music genre is metal), my favorite book is The Women's Encyclopedia of Myths and Secrets (that book changed my perception of literally everything ever, it's great), my favorite game is Bayonetta 2, and my favorite show is... both MLP and Doctor Who. Sorry, I can't bear to decide between them!
Admittedly, I live a very fortunate life (save for my parents being divorced), and that's why I like to stay positive. I hate it when others are down and try to drag me down with them, even if unintentionally. So I think, "let's just see if me being positive'll eventually make you more positive again!" The one thing I despise, though, is insincerity. I will be honest with you, because lying won't help (like 90% of the time...). I'm not coming in to step on your sandcastle or whatever -- I just don't wanna waste time, I wanna tell you what you need to hear! ...Plus, I hate it when people aren't wholly honest with me. It makes me feel like a kid, and I hate that. I try my hardest to be on your level, so don't you dare talk down to me, okay?
Alright, I think that's more than enough info... Hopefully this tells you a good enough deal about me! There's a ton I left out so this post will only be the length of an essay and not the Bible...