Feen's Cult of Gilda

Hey! I'm Feen. I've got autism (if you can't already tell lol) and ADHD. She/her. Amateur writer, artist, video editor, and VERY amateur music artist. Lover of myth, folktale and fable - always buried in a book about esoterica. The Eleventh Doctor is the best one.

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hi

i just wanted to let you know that i don't know you and i know that but i wholeheartedly support you and want you to be happy because we were put here on this earth to feel joy and no your creative efforts aren't bad because you made them at all and that's great and don't bother comparing yourself to others and people love you and don't forget that please thanks

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Trivia's just a kid, okay, she doesn't know how to be subtle but she certainly makes up for it in pure...heartedness? Yeah, that sounds enough like what I mean...

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Thanks guys :D

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I love Guilty Gear.

I was playing a match with my friend the other day and in the stage we were playing on I noticed that there was a character I recognized from Xrd Revelator in the background and so I said: oh hey it's that fucking kid from Xrd Revelator who made fun of Robo-Ky for being an immigrant

My friend: it's that what

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You'll never guess what Sun's GG main is

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As requested/suggested... Sun in armor :D

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I decided to draw her as my favorite kind of soldier: a centurion! ...I forgot to do some of the details suggested as to stay consistent with the image of a centurion, whoops :/

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Hey guys! Silly question for ya!!!

I love it when you guys find Sun cute or attractive in some way. It weirdly makes me feel nice, as if I'm Sun. Soooo, here's the question: what're some ways/scenarios I could draw Sun in that would... appeal to you?

I won't mind if what you have in even mind is a little questionable -- let's have some fun with it! ~\(≧▽≦)/~

BTW I made this drawing for this post literally just to grab your attention so you're more likely to read it

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Reminder to all my fellow transes who follow me that we're all kindred spirits and we're the epicest and and I love you and yea

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guys i am not an ocellus hater. i am an ocellus apathizer. i just often genuinely forget she exists

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Sun is just like a dog and/or cat. here's how.

Step 1: rub her tummy

Step 2:

Step 3: profit

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"...That's not me. I'm pretty sure, at least."

Aaaaaaalright, time for everyone's 54th favorite game: what does this monster symbolize? This one's not too difficult, I doubt it'll take too long to click. Here's a hint: it's based on Sun's self-image. But how so? Why, exactly, does she view herself this way? Well, you'll have to figure it out!

And this isn't a hint, but I got the idea for this monster from good ole Wilbur Whateley from the SSS-tier Lovecraft story The Dunwich Horror.

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Rambling below, hid for convenience of people who don't care

You might've noticed by now that I've been posting almost exclusively art of Sun and/or Emmy for the past few days, with little to no fanart or really anything else. That's because the two of them are my comfort characters (I'm sure you can infer that) and I'm quite in need of self-comforting lately. I just want everything to be quiet. I'm so tired. I have all the time in the world, but I never feel rested. And I mean that literally as well as figuratively: I'm always waking up in the middle of the night, and once I've woken up it's near-impossible to get back to sleep. I want to rejoin a normal, routine life, but I don't have anything. I won't be attending college until fall. I want to go outside, but for some stupid reason I always think that if I am going outside I should buy something -- and I'm trying to save money at the moment. I just wish I could stop being so tired all the time. I'm tired of everything but too lacking in energy to try something new.

As much as I appreciate replies with words of support, just know that you guys don't need to be giving me any here; I don't want posts like these to make people go, "great, Feen's down again". Me typing all this actually does quite a good job at making myself feel better. So I'm basically saying that you shouldn't feel, like, obligated to leave a consoling comment upon seeing a post of mine of this kind. Not that I don't appreciate them, of course! Just saying, don't feel like you have to make one, because I'm ok! :)

Also I've snapped and I've completely stopped caring about pretending how I feel about something but I won't say what because I don't feel like it lol

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Visit Original Link

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Let's get out of here

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Ironically, Sun isn't much of a morning person...

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Two Sun pieces that didn't really go anywhere, but my sentimental self didn't want to scrap entirely.

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"You imbecile. I insist, I do not fancy Lady Sun. It's merely my duty as a knight of the Sisterhood to dedicate my life to protecting her from harm. Her familiars will soon be no more than a heaping pile of viscera and ichor. I swear it."

Randomly thought it would be cool to make an outfit for Emmy in, like, some kinda medieval fantasy AU sorta thing. We can probably call her... Holy Order Emmy. No particular reason why I chose that name.