#semi vent

[raddest-highway]

i will probably be more active when im out of. This

[fredlikesrats]

yknow the thing about having a father is that he also had a father

[a-thousand-breadcrumbs]

as much as I’d LOVE to make a friend to talk to, or to play games with, or to make aus with, or to just be silly with in general, I really don’t want it to actually happen. not because I don’t want a friend to do that stuff with, but because I just feel bad for the other person. it may not seem so obvious here, but I am boring asf. I don’t know how to start or continue conversations, I take forever to respond especially with newer people, and I can’t ever find the right words to say to get my point across. granted, it gets better the more I talk to the person, but it’s still sucks hard, and I don’t want the other person to attempt to interact with someone who doesn’t even know how to interact themselves. it’s like talking to a wall, except the wall is continuously nodding its head and saying “yeah that’s funny” every other sentence.

[sk1nste4ler]

I wanna kill that guy. /srs

[fredlikesrats]

family members sure do love preaching the importance of no music or audio in the communal parts of the house until it's their music

[unknowndemonics666]

I’m at a family gathering ughhhh I don’t wanna be here I wanna go home and play PN2

I hate being at my (not cool) grandma’s place she has made it clear multiple times over that in her eyes I will always be a girl and I fucking hate it I hate being here it makes me uncomfortable

[radioactiz]

fluvoxamine: exchange mentally crippling and intrusive thought inducing anxiety for blood boiling emotionally numbing misanthropy 💪💪

[red-circus-stargazers]

Checking out a new book from the library.

3 chapters in: envy of the main character.

....I'm stuck in with a dream I can never achieve because I was born the wrong way and then transitioned and it didn't help. I think... I think I might just not connect with feminine labels but... idk.