#semi vent

[5tark1tty]

no, me not wanting u to see what im watching doesnt mean im watching porn

[milkymagicc]

am I a bad person if I block someone who actively calls out shitty things someone associated with my interests has done

just because I don't want to see it

[infinitelypurple]

not a vent but i need advise :p

mostly writing it down to get some thoughts in order

uhh so ive been thinking of changing schls, uh for many reasons, the biggest being that next year is the time universities start looking at grades in and since i go to a jewish schl, hebrew andd religious classes bring down my grades. a Lot. second biggest reason is that i just need to start over, ive been to the same schl since i was 2 years old, so has most of the ppl there so everyone knows im weird as fuck (dont go "ur not weird!!' pls) so most ppl dont like me. other reasons being that my school is Very Zionist (sadly cannot use that as a talking point to change schls since my parents are alzo zionists,,), Very Big— meaning that everything is always loud as fuck(for example my class is 30 people, there are 4 classes in my grade and in every grade from kindergarden to 12th,,), my psychologist and parents have to practically fight the school to get accomodations and other stuff i cant rememeber off thhe top of my head

uhh on the 'i shouldint change schls' side, my (current) schl has like, idk how to phrase it, but like, high quality education? like its a private school, expensive af, ect ect, so if i were to change schls the education wouldint be as good, i actually have some friends at schl so id have to tell them (and may loose contact ): but mostly scared of telling them), and related to first thing, since it would be a smaller schl they may not have the means to accomodate as much, id have to meet new ppl— which is both exitiong and scary bc maybe ill befreind ppl i wouldnt have met otherwise!! but also what if they dont like me and kill me with hammers!! also i would have to convince my dad to Let Me change schools :p

[thatpangirlie]

A person I was friends with got into newsies after I did, and they actually sucked all the fun out of being in the fandom. If I didn't agree with them about something they would get pissed and it really made it so I didn't enjoy it as much. THANK GOD WE'RE NO LONGER FRIENDS I CAN ENJOY MYSELF NOW

[fredlikesrats]

lowkey if I didn't get to see my friends every day i'd probably not make it. codefriendency.

[leobladelirious]

Mood swings suck bc i was happy a second ago and now i feel like I'm gonna throw up and have a mental breakdown

[radicalredrasp]

I really hate when your talking with someone and instead of elaborating on an opinion they don’t agree on they just say some shi like ‘that’s not true.’ Or ‘no.’ Like???? Don’t get smug with me bitch damn let’s just have a conversation. All angry and shit

[leobladelirious]

𝖶𝗁𝗒 𝖽𝗂𝖽 𝗂 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝖼𝗋𝗒 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗇𝗈 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗌𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝗇𝗈 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗌𝗈𝗇 𝗐𝗁𝗒 𝗂 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝖼𝗋𝗒𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗂 𝖽𝗂𝖽 𝗂 𝖿𝗎𝖼𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗁𝖺𝗍𝖾 𝗂𝗍