blossom

"if you die again, I'll kill you myself" • br • twt: lunairemoreau

[lorasx]

jean assuming kevin is the one who told renee about his crush on jeremy is so funny because can you even imagine?? kevin going up to renee and just saying “jean has a crush on jeremy btw. just so you know” and leaving

[bluesbats]

Okay so this is my first time drawing jeremy So apologies if hes ugly.. also this was really low effort

[muta-draws]

How someone so warm had survived such a cold place, Jean didn’t know.

[hstblossom]

I'd like to understand why people after tgr talk about Jeremy as if he's "oh my god, I'm gay, my family found out and took away my inheritance 😭" when in reality he's "I'm gay and my family hates me for it and they take advantage of that to put ALL the blame for my brother's death on my shoulders (while I blame myself for that too) and they take advantage again by using the guilt to control and hurt me. I also take the blame for the sexuality of several players being exposed and them no longer being able to play. My family treats me like the worst mistake in the world, they manipulate me and make me feel less than nothing. I will never have their forgiveness or affection but I continue to humiliate myself because I think that way one day I will have my siblings back, my mother's love and my father will decide to be more present in my life. I think I don't deserve respect, love or concern."

Jeremy's story isn't more cruel than Jean's or Andrew's, but why does that make him less worthy of empathy? Why do people oversimplify his problems so much? It's as if they've only read about how he got addicted to cocaine and was caught having relationships with men, and then his credit card was blocked by his mom who's just very disappointed.

Are you even reading the book? Jeremy doesn’t victimize himself, he doesn't make his problems bigger than Jean's, he acknowledges he was with Noah that night and acknowledges his addictions (which we know didn't appear in the story just because he's a spoiled rich kid), he simply still loves his family and wants them back, he thinks he can have that and fix everything if he tries hard enough. He doesn't understand that it's not in their interest to forgive him, but to have him around as a punching bag and an image control. He's trying to fit their expectations while trying to keep alive who he IS and trying to help Jean and his team.

[gremlinnddraws]

Jean’s ultimate fantasy

Your daily reminder from Jeremy; drink water; eat a yummy snack; stay sexy☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️

[rainpeacetea]

Jean carrying all of Jeremy and his bags through the airport, his hands full and Jeremy asking “why aren’t you holding my hand?” So Jean lifts his pinky finger for Jeremy to hold onto.

[kcokaine]

at some point in their life

[hstblossom]

Cat and Jean are about to test a new recipe. Jeremy wants to see his handsome boyfriend cooking, but Cat kicks him out of the kitchen because "the chef can't risk being distracted by cute guys."

[skernsblog]

Jeremy and Jean😝😝😝

[hamrikaa]

Cozy morning with Jerejean and Jabberwocky ✨️

(This will also be a standee btw!!)

[gremlinnddraws]

Keeping warm

Posting coz it’s really fucking cold and windy here and I hate it

[quackysprouts]

how claire and zombie-leon met. leon only eats zombie meat since he still holds the subconscious rationality that humans are not food

[lorasx]

i lied. we’re not having sex. put your clothes back on. we need to talk about how jeremy’s first and only relationship betrayed him by choosing a fucking car over him vs jean telling him he will choose jeremy every time. that he would lose them all if he must. and wouldn’t even be sorry. because he’d choose jeremy every time

[zombiecowboy65]

The whole faser scene still makes me absolutely insane. Jeremy didn’t even bring up those bruises until Laila did. And those bruises hurt to touch. He just acted like it was normal. Like he hadn’t been surprised it happened. He wasn’t even mad at faser. In fact, he defends him. Protects him. He worries about not being able to lock the door while faser is sleeping. He tries to spare faser from Jean’s wrath. He tells Jean, automatically, that faser didn’t mean to hurt him, even though it was very clear that faser could not have cared less if he hurt Jeremy.

And Jean, who insisted that every broken bone and bruise he received was what he deserved, is the one who keeps pushing that it isn’t normal. It’s so fucked and twisted and it really gets me every time. “I don’t believe you,” jean told him. “Cat has never bruised Laila like this”. And yeah everyone focuses on the tongue line after bc it was insane of Jeremy to say but I kinda think that line took away from the scene as a whole.

Like. Look at how quickly this man waves away abuse when it comes to himself. Look at how unhealthy this is. Look at how he’s not just Jean’s savior but a boy who also needs to be saved. Look at how similar Jeremy and Jean are. Waving away abuse when it comes to themselves because they think they deserve it.

But also look at the way Jean is following his friends’ example of what love and care should look like, and look at how Jeremy’s going to follow his example in return . Look at the path Jean is carving to healing, and look at the footsteps he’s leaving for Jeremy to follow

[hstblossom]

Jeremy and Jean's little acts of kindness/acts of love.

Jean taking jab to his needs in the morning so Jeremy can sleep. Jeremy leaving happy and loving notes or messages for Jean. Post-game massages before they can go to sleep. Jeremy washing Jean's hair to help him relax during his bath. Jean discovering Jeremy's favorite meal and cooking whenever he can, especially if he wants to lift his spirits. Pulling each other's feet to rest in their lap when they're on the couch. Jean searching for Nan's movies to replace Jeremy's destroyed collection. Jeremy cuddling Jean on his chest and stroking his hair when he's upset.

[hstblossom]

It's so lovely that Jean really doesn't like seeing Jeremy without a smile on his face. Not only is it a smile that makes him fall in love, but he also mentions that Jeremy's face was made to show that smile, and that it's wrong when instead he shows a sad or worried expression.

I hope we get to see more scenes of Jean looking for ways to make Jeremy smile again, like at the end of tgr. Not only would that be very sweet, but it would also be another step in Jean's learning how to comfort his friends. I hope for scenes where he describes how beautiful he finds that smile, how much it affects him, and how seeing Jeremy like that brings him peace.

[hstblossom]

would Jeremy wear shark pajamas?