all this resinous, unretractable earth

he/him, white, Jewish. i am a die-hard Stratfordian. please consider: prison abolition, ending Israeli apartheid.

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Free to use!

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[headspace-hotel]

I spent most of my life deeply familiar with fear so intense that it kind of defies description, and so chronic and unrelenting that it compresses a lot of my memories of my first 20 years into a suffocating cave system.

I'm 26 now. I've wandered the wildernesses of myself for a million miles. Observing others' behaviors, I realize that most people have numerous lowercase-f fears that control their behavior a lot, and even though I feel those things too, I can turn them off. I used to be somewhat socially anxious but now I can just. Decide to be unaffected by what others perceive about me. Therefore I have minimal trouble giving speeches in front of crowds, doing weird and unexplainable things in public, or looking strange in a way that draws attention.

It comes in handy. For example if in a group if there is a problem and no one wants to "make a scene" by speaking up to the person in charge, I will do it because I am not affected.

I went for a walk around the town in the middle of the night the other day and that is something others would not do because of fear.

I am not saying that the fear is irrational, there are risks to going on a walk alone in the middle of the night, but I am saying that I can pull up a dialog box that is like "This activity may have risks" and I can just click the check-box that says Accept Risks and then I do not feel any fear after that.

[ot3]

as annoying and off the mark as i find the truly hardline obsessive anti AI people i do like watching tech companies lose money and their ceos whine about it. wahhh wahh people don't actually want our product and it's hurting our bottom line and people online are meaaaan about it. ok dipshits isnt that the free market y'all're so obsessed with. try making shit that doesnt suck

[suigintou]

wikipedia editors are like if redditors were monks

[starkwoes]

There's this video of nuns talking about their favourite things to do outside of nun activities and one of them says "ultimate frisbee" and the other one goes "and sister you are so good at that." I literally cannot get "and sister you are so good at that" out of my head. Out of all my stims this one is my fav lolol

[lyril]

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[mydailypony]

108 /// 24.05.2026

Based on the Schleich Knabstrupper foal :)

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[gorgynei]

in the age of repression and purity culture, getting more perverted is the only morally correct course of action

[gorgynei]

#(thousand-yard sex-disinterested aroace stare) cool opinion. love seeing this same sentiment 10000 times a day on this website

im also aroace. being disinterested in sex and romance is still sexual perversion in the eyes of the state. get more perverted in whichever direction fills you with the most joy!!!!!!

[meabeck]

[coffee-and-cusswords]

[guy who has been holding an insane amount of tension in his body for a week straight] bro why do I feel so awful

[butts-bouncing-on-the-beltway]

[measured-words]

Reblogging this three times in a row? Take a deep breath and take care of yourself!

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[hylianengineer]

@copperbadge this seems up your alley

[copperbadge]

If the system ain't broke, don't fix it, I guess! Accounting may not be the oldest profession, but someone had to keep the books for them.

I mean, in theory I know that Excel is based on the structure of earlier accounting technology that's been around for hundreds of years -- what do we think we did to track commerce before computers? -- but it still kind of blows my mind to, for example, look at my ancestor's journal from a whaling voyage in 1770 and see spreadsheets in the back.

[charaznablespeteevee]

[selenesedits]

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH

[nyc-looks]

Aisha

“I am wearing one of my favorite sweaters from Akira, a bag custom made from a seller on Etsy, and boots I hand dyed with vinyl paint. My style is inspired by so many things, I love to be on theme and we were celebrating Earth Day. In this photo it was nature. My sweater was a fever dream's sunset and my bag: a flower, together invoking a pleasant day in a wild meadow.”

Apr 26, 2026 ∙ Bushwick

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