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@hyperfixation-city
welcome 2 my twisted mind 🙃
howdy! call me benny.
this here blog is where i post/reblog all my cringe and niche interests, so feel free to ignore whatever the hell i'm doing here
anyways, enjoy!
people in the emo scene who are like heavy body shamers are so stupid. what do you mean "nobody wants to see a fat ass in fishnets." everyone wants to see that. I want to see that. what are you talking about. you're stupid
Protect black women. Fuck the state of Georgia.
Same Georgia that, last year, kept Adriana Smith’s brain dead body corpse alive because she was 9 weeks pregnant, against her families pleas by the way. They even forced the babies birth date earlier because she was decomposing! As of 2 weeks ago he was finally taken out of NICU but is still to this day, entirely reliant on oxygen, because he can’t breath on his own. And who pays for this? The government and hospital used a dead black womans body for an experiment after all, so of course they’d at LEAST foot the bill right? Just kidding it’s the family that wanted to put their daughter and grandson to rest of course! It’s only $600,000+ USD!
And to those of you who think you’re safe because you’re ready and wanting to start a family so obviously youre not getting an abortion anyway! So what?? Think again!! Because you can now be charged as a “would be killer” for using pain killers during pregnancy because the same ingredient just HAPPENS to also be found in abortion pills!
They literally used these women as experimental test runs for what they can get away with and they’re getting away with it!!
Justice For Alexia Moore and Adriana Smith
So we're all gonna let the new Harry Potter show die on the vine, right? No hatewatching. No thinkpieces. No videos about how bad it is. Deprive it of oxygen and let it wither away unremarked-upon and unprofitable; make HBO lose their entire investment and prove to the corporate entertainment sphere that the entire IP is poison. And spend that time doing something that brings you joy instead.
Epstein is a symptom and not the disease. He was a product as much as he was a producer of global conditions. That’s true for any official or unofficial leader. There’s a danger in reducing the contradictions of a system to a very recent personality.
There’s also a danger with doing this in historical analysis - the “great man/villain of history” limits how we see the past too. Nazism wasn’t fully reducible to Hitler either and was a product of particular conditions that made Nazism possible.
It seems the general consciousness has shifted from blaming Trump for why everything in the world sucks to Epstein and that doesn’t really fix the problem. If not Trump, if not Epstein, it would be some other villain. The problem is greater than one or two evil personalities. What kind of society rewards such people, welcomes them with open arms? What did his guests and associates find appealing about such a man with such wealth and influence, why did his social, financial and military ties keep him evasive of accountability by his peers for so long?
There was a financial incentive to do so, national security interests involved. That’s far deeper than Trump or Epstein. The foundations themselves were rotten enough for long enough to foster such pestilence.
once i actually believed that medical tests coming back with abnormal results would actually net you some sort of healthcare. further investigation, if not treatment. at least being informed, if not investigated. but no. people just don't tell you shit. people regularly neglect to tell disabled people if they have a whole recorded diagnosis. you can do your dozens of tests and get abnormal results and medical professionals can and do sometimes choose to say absolutely nothing. the medical neglect disabled people face is both staggering and infuriating
I recently had a baby. Does anyone else have any kids?
Does anyone else have any kids?
Yes
No
you will see something that the us military has done and it will be the most horrifying thing in the world. something that should be the catalyst for a complete upheaval of the system, for riots in the streets, for national mourning periods and rewritten textbooks and decades of reparations. and the whole time it's just a normal day for them. they did something like it yesterday and they'll do it again tomorrow. the lucky ones even get to come home and spend the rest of their lives getting discounts at the movies and applause at baseball games. and if you try to express any this to the average person irl they will act like you shot their dog in front of them
The Tatter Textile Library in New York put out a call for volunteers to stitch the names of the 146 garment workers who died in the Triangle Shirtwaist Factory fire on March 25, 1911. They sewed all the names into a banner, which was placed on the site of the fire in commemoration. On Instagram the Library wrote:
In this alarming era of callous governmental deregulation at home, continued abuses against textile workers globally, and rampant anti-immigrant sentiment, our community has found potent meaning and purpose in this collective project and is excited to unfurl our banner at this year’s commemoration.
>Be me
>Boy oh boy, do I love drawing on the computer :)
>Leave the room for two minutes. Puppy cracks my laptop’s screen by stepping on the lid. It goes full MissingNo. mode
>Thanks Dorotéia very cool 👍
>Take it to the repair shop. Guess I can try drawing on my dad's old Mac in the meantime
>Paint Tool Sai 2 isn’t available on Mac. Download a pirated version of Photoshop instead. Kind of clunky to sketch with, but at least it works
>Suddenly, tablet's charging cable finally draws its last breath. Gone but not forgotten 2017 - 2026
>Guess I can order a new charging cable online
>Sister lends me her tablet since she's not currently using it
>It's fairly old as well and her charging cable also dies on me
>Guess I can order two new charging cables online
>They arrive. Not even a full week in, cat trips on my cable, launching my tablet to the ground and bending the connector
>Thanks Safira very cool 👍
>Can’t afford a third charging cable. Sister gracefully allows me to keep using her tablet until I can get it
>Computer repair shop finally gets back to me
>It’s a simple fix but they can’t find any compatible replacements locally. I'll have to order it myself directly from the factory overseas
>200 dollards for the new screen only, without counting the replacing itself
>Robloxoof.mp3
>"I’ll, uh. Get it eventually. Can I take my laptop home and bring it here later?"
>"Sure! We took it apart but we’ll put it back together for you.”
>Get home, hook laptop up to external monitor
>It doesn't turn on and the keyboard lights are blinking orange
>Look the issue up online. Apparently it's an error that happens if the motherboard isn’t connected properly
>The repair shop guys broke my laptop in a brand new way instead of fixing it
>Mfw
Baffling new development in this situation I just have to share: so, something I didn’t mention before because I didn’t think much of it is that, when I first looked up into buying a replacement screen, I realized that my laptop has a quirk: its screen is a 16 inch one. Most models go for 15.5 inch screens instead, which are much easier to find and wouldn’t need to be shipped in from another country.
Now, I’m a complete amateur whose understanding of hands-on electronic repairs doesn’t go too far beyond watching videos of people fixing tube TVs and broken Nintendo DSes while I draw, but I had seen faulty screens be replaced by slightly smaller models without much issue other than a gap that had to be closed with something or another so I sent the computer repair shop a message like “Hey, just spitballing here but would it be possible to use a 15.5 inch screen as a replacement for my laptop’s broken screen instead of a 16 inch one?” And the person who answered me was like “I’m not sure, I’ll ask the technician” then got back to me and told me that no, that wouldn’t work. I was like oh well, worth a shot and forgot all about it.
Anyway, after realizing there was a different issue with my computer when I brought it back home, I took it back to the repair shop and they were like “Oh, the technician must’ve made a mistake when putting it back together! Just leave it here and we’ll fix it at no charge.” and I was like oh thank god I won’t have to argue with them about it and just left it there. Some time passes. The computer shop sends me a message saying something along the lines of “Hey, it’s been a little hard for the technician to work on the powering up issue since the screen is faulty, but don’t worry, we just received the order we’ve placed for the needed parts on the mail and she’ll have your computer fully fixed by tomorrow.” I assume they’re talking about like. The motherboard or some other internal component they could’ve broken. I just go “Nice! Let me know when I can pick it up.”
The next day, the shop sends me another message. I open it, excited. It contains an attached picture of my fixed laptop… with a fully functioning screen. They’re telling me it’s ready and I can pick it up anytime. I’m so confused. They were supposed to fix the fact it wasn’t turning on, not the screen?? Didn’t they tell me they couldn’t replace it and I had to buy a spare from the factory??
Well! It turns out the issue wasn’t related to the motherboard OR to anything hardware at all: when the technician was about to give me my computer back for the first time and turned it on to see it was working, there was a pending Windows update on it, which she installed without thinking. It just so happens that this update in question was the infamous January 2026 KB5074109 Windows 11 update. You know, the one that had a fatal flaw that bricked thousands of computers? I had neglected to install it myself for reasons of “Eh, I’ll do it later.” So the real culprit in this aspect was Microsoft all along.
“Wait”, you ask. “What about the screen?” And HERE’S the M. Night Shyamalan twist. I zoom in on the photo of my laptop they sent me. I notice two very small gaps where the top and the bottom of the screen should be. I can see the laptop’s innards through them. Then it hits me:
They fitted it with a 15.5 inch screen.
I’m off to pick it up rn. I have zero idea if they boarded up the gaps or if they’re just gonna give my computer back to me open wounds and all but we’ll see.
EDIT:
AAAAND IT’S OPEN WOUNDS EVERYBODY!!! #MYOPENWOUND
My favorite part is this exposed bit that says “don’t touch”:
I’m going to put electrical tape or something on top of the parts that are directly connected to the insides because they look like they’re going to attract a whole cat’s worth of hair as soon as I turn away. I’m very glad to have it back and in working order but this whole ordeal was so needlessly complicated, if I ever get around to buying the correct sized screen, I’m taking it somewhere else to get it installed. I feel like I asked the Joker to fix my computer.
Can you help me feed my kids?
Ok look. We're doing mostly ok these days, financially. No room for emergencies. But bills and rent are getting paid. We have toilet paper. We get some help from family but we're mostly surviving off my pay.
Here is the problem. We're fighting to get back foodstamps. We lost them beginning of this month (burocacy bullshit) and they already weren't enough to feed 4 for a month (we were supplementing) so losing what we had? Fuck.
We skipped this last scheduled grocery trip week and a half ago. We go every two weeks and buy two weeks worth of food based on a meal plan plus some fend for self meals due to dietary issues. We had to skip the trip. But the pantry wasn't empty. The deep freeze wasn't empty. We've been making do.
We have the next trip scheduled for March 30. Look. We can't stretch the pantry past that. 2 weeks stretch was one thing. There just isn't the means for 4 weeks. I'm stilling fighting for food stamps. We'll get them back. It's just at the processing speed of a snail. They need approved by end of day this Friday to shop Monday. Even then would they be released in time for a grocery trip Monday? No.
Maybe there will be a miracle. But i can't subside on hope for such. I can't feed my kids hope. I need to assume i need help. I need to ask y'all for help. I need to put food on the table for 4 people for about 2 weeks. With restricted (14yo has arfid) and medical (me) based dietary restrictions it costs. We're not eating lobster, i would like (frozen) veggies though. Gotta try to feed the kids veggies.
My goal is 550$. Anything over that will go into the ongoing disabled cat vet fund. If by miracle we have ebt in time, all of it will go in the vet fund. This isn't a lot. It feels doable with mutual aid. Can you help? Please
Can you help me feed my kids? Look don't take food off your own table. Every little bit helps and adds up. Reblogs are essential. Can you help a single disabled hard working mother feed her kids?
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this is like that old website that tried to scam and phish you for education purposes :0 which one would be the right option???
do you have to opt in to the opt out??? is flipping the switch turning on the opt out???? very sneaky
im gods weakest faggot
i’m gods strongest tranny let’s team up. what if we called ourselves team rocket
im gods most literate cat can i join
I’m a straight up mob boss with a lioness for a pet, you’re all hired.
my yellow rat and I find this really offensive and problematic
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hot take, but I wish mainstream education about "LGBTQ+ issues" was less about telling people to clock & out people in an "inclusive" way and more about teaching perisex cisgender heterosexual people about the artificiality of their own sex & gender & sexuality
like tell the perisex cis straight woman how her sexed traits are constructed by her environment (what exercise and foods and hobbies and footwear were encouraged and discouraged?) and medicalized treatments (does she ever wonder why she gained weight and got bigger boobs when starting birth control? why it influenced her acne and libido? she's ingesting feminizing hormones) and bodily modifications (does she have pierced ears?) and daily rituals to hide traits to achieve a culturally normative gendered appearance (does she shave her legs and pubic mound and underarms? does she wear make-up? false eyelashes? press on nails? does she wear a bra? heels? a wig?).
tell her how her understanding of her gender as "woman" is historically contingent (how does she describe her personality and which of those traits make her feel more "girly" or more "tomboy"? if she never gets married would she feel she has failed in life? why? does she view herself to be more nurturing than men around her? does she view herself to be more nurturing than the women around her? why or why not? how does that make her feel? does she expect to be sexually harassed or assaulted at some point in her life because of her gender? has she already experienced misogynistic sexual violence? how does that impact how she relates to other people? how does that impact her decisions, behavior, and ideas about her worth as a person?)
tell her how her sexuality is influenced by contemporary beauty standards with specific political histories (why does she like to be seen with men who are taller than she is? why does she want to have sex with men who have large penises? does she have a preference for men with traits that align with the values of the eugenics movement as it was expressed within her own country in the century preceding her birth, e.g. lighter skin, able-bodied, "physically fit," "intelligent," "masculine"? How does she determine who fits these categories and where does she draw lines about specific traits that place someone within or outside of the category? would she have had these same preferences in cultural contexts that valued other traits? would the categories for what traits were conceptually relevant to sexual preference even be the same?)
like I'm kind of exhausted with trying to prove that I am real, and I would instead like to suggest that if perisex cis het people believe I am "unnatural," they should be reminded that they are just as "unnatural" as I am. be humble.
ads these days are so sensitive to being tapped like darling my fingers barely brushed you and youre already opening yourself for me... well close those damn legs. dont make me get the taser