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@hypnodesires
Tested out my acrylic markers and painted something that’s been on my mind
Not many know….
And im so greatful that I have kept it that way most of my life, Honestly it was over 9 years ago that I started this Tumblr for my love of hypnosis. where I found others who enjoy going under just as much as I do, since starting this blog I did “come out” to my husband who thankful was cool about it and if im lucky he will treat me to a session, told my sister about it who didnt care to much but was cool about it and my 2 best friends one of over 30 years and the other over 15 years. im so glad that its just those 4 plus you all here
This past year I managed to loss 2 old friends, friends I met in high school. Have you ever heard the saying that if a friendship last over 5 or 10 years it will last a life time, who ever thought of that should get slapped so fucken hard…. I’m thankful i never mention my love for hypnosis to them, My heart would not be able to take it if they did. I such myself off from so much when these old “friends” just ghosted me for no reason, make no mistake that I did everything I could to reach out and see where I failed as a friend. I was told I did nothing worng that “we were still good” only to find out they were telling other we had a falling out, that she was mad at me but stayed friends with my sister. when my sister asked “why are you talking to me and not my sister” she was told i didnt care about their feeling? I dont know what that means as she told me everything was good between us.
could you imagine them telling the whole town about my love for hypnosis and people just being assholes trying to trigger me any chance they got? while im shopping with family, out for a walk around my city by people ive never met in my life. That thought alone would keep me up at night, thank god I kept that part of my life to myself….. I know my sister has over shared so much about her sex life she wishes she could take it back, I have learned from her mistakes and need to avoid that. To be hurt by people I could tell you for sure I would have trusted with this info, Im so greatful sex talks with these friends rearly ever occurred. because I would of gone into so much detail with them….. So remember not even old friends can be trusted, I’ll be here for you, Tell me your desires, what gets you to go under and know you are safe with me. Stay safe and beware who you share with.
Applies to any girls out there, cis, trans, whatever
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How i miss you all darlings
Is anyone else worried about our hypnosis groups, communitys and spaces will be taken away from us? when it come to the new online laws they want to pass. I want you all to keep this in mind if one day we lose it all, due to our government over stepping and making a decision for our own good. I want you all to keep in mine this TikTok ban is not just going to affect that ONE app but it’s going to affect ALL our internet usage. VPM will not keep you or I safe….. if this all goes down I hope you all find a way to keep it in touch ✊🏽 I have enjoyed the discord groups and online files, I will continue to be part of this until its no longer here and available ….but it seems our country is going for censorship…….  I feel things will be changing, knowing one day I wont have any of this would just suck…. Worse I might have to pay something for being part of it, whether that’s jail time or fines I don’t look forward to it at all….. all for posting such content if they deem wrong. My blog has alway been to talk about my thoughts and opinions on hypnosis and my experiences with it over the years and with my husband, all of this has been of my own free will this is something I have always loved and been into…. Knowing I’m not alone has been the best…… enjoy life everyone, live it up cuz we only get one….. lets try to make it a good one….. these are thoughts I’m left with….. am I the only one worried about this? I just dont want to wake up one day and its all gone…..
I encourage you all to re-blog and spread the word. Keep in touch everybody.
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Be kind to one another PSA
This past year helping the love of my life confront his depression has been one of the hardest tasks I’ve ever faced, one night of us drinking so much his lips got loose and I’ve never heard him so upset..... talking about how he wanted to die, he didn’t see a point in living anymore, and much more, hearing him talk like that really sobered me up at that moment. Even after that night, he wouldn’t really talk to me about his pain, as much as I would check in on him or thought we were in a good moment…. Only for it to fade away so fast, at times it seemed for no reason. He would hold onto things he wanted to address to me, they always came off so forced?.... rushed?.... I don’t know if I’m even describing it well enough for you all, at times he seems to pick fights for no reason. The last one we got into I had enough and told him I don’t want an apology, I want him to go get help and see someone for his depression. I have also done the same this past week, he saw his doctor 2 weeks before me and has been on some anti-depressed… I too am on some as of this past Friday, it had really helped him with opening up and talking about his feeling more, which is good I hated seeing him hold it all in and eat away at him. I never thought this man would ever look at himself and even think he is not worth anything, that he is a failure, for not being further in life….. I couldn’t understand how he could feel or see that in himself, he still has those moments where he scares me….. He tells me to trust he won’t do anything foolish and I trust him with my whole heart, everything that I am, I trust him with my being…. Please don’t break my heart……
Things are much better for him, his libido has gone up for him like crazy, takes his time to talk to me more about his feeling instead of getting upset…... 7 years now together I never would have thought he would have kept those dark feelings to himself when people say check in on your loves ones I feel hopeless…. I was checking in but he refused to share with me, what if he never shared…. I don’t like to think about all the times he went silent on me… how many times has he come close without me knowing? I’m scared to know or even ask at this point, I don’t want to trigger him…. I’m doing what I can to fill his life with joy and love hoping it will heal him along his journey. Supporting anything that brings him joy, and seeing him happy has always filled me with so much warmth and joy; it was hard to see it fade away. I feel partly to blame for that though he has told me not to blame myself…. It’s kind of hard not to, I know he has forgiven me but I don’t know if I have forgiven myself for even knocking him down far enough that he feels the way he does. And with what happened this past week with Jason David Frank A.K.A (Tommy Oliver the green ranger) moments leading up to his death (suicide) he had been arguing with his wife, they were going through a divorce and in the midst of their second argument, he locked himself in his hotel room where he then hung himself in the restroom. I have followed that man's career for years and was hoping to meet him someday, you just never know what people are going through alone. he was always smiling, teaching children karate, going to con's.... and so much more. it's why I keep pushing my husband to connect, to talk, and to keep trying to heal. I want to know that he not giving me a fake smile, that he will tell me and reach out when he is near the edge.
Be kind to one another, and love one another…. We only have one life to live, let’s make it a beautiful one and heal one another. Remember if you need someone to talk to don’t be afraid to reach out for help, you are NEVER alone, and the amount of pain you will leave behind will hurt the people you love, the people you thought would be bothered by you.... they WILL be devested at the loss of someone they LOVED, shit send me an inbox message, I know what it's like the be in that darkness and I don't ever want to go back to that. so I will fight for others to never feel like that, I love you.
Fantasy Talk
So my husband and I have been talking more about our fantasies for a while now, out of the two of us I am the more open one to talk about these things. I know he must have some wild ones and I just want to be in on it, what better way than to sever your partner in their desires. Playing it out and seeing them fill with lust for you as you live out their fantasy, just set a flame within me to see my partner with that look in his eyes longing for more. I asked him what fantasy he thinks about the most, and he starts naming off friends he would like to mess around with ... do I get offended? no not at all, After all the people he lists off don’t see him in that way…. Maybe one dose and that’s ok, for a while like I have been liking the idea of my man fucking other women. Don’t go thinking he hypnosis me into wanting something like that. No, in fact, it's something I have always fantasized about…. Just my fantasy does start off with hypnosis.
I told him how I tend to daydream a lot when I’m alone or when I'm at work, 98% of my daydreaming is dirty fantasies about being hypnotized. One of the biggest ones I ever think about come from a Hentai about this teacher who uses hypnosis to put all the girls in his class into a trace, he starts doing it one on one with every girl, and then the whole class together. By the end of the hentai, all these girls with full belly ready to give birth and this guy was going to fuck them until their water broke…. That one is just so hot I love thinking about that one (even tho I don’t want any more children). Another fantasy I have comes from a Hentai as well, where a high school student had some sort of Hypno gun and I think that’s the name of it or (Hypno love) in the anime the guy used a toy-looking gun to put his classmates into a trance. One of the teachers fucker him until the principal walks in, to which he uses the weapon on the principal and makes him watch while he forces him to masturbate to it all. The first one I thought about was my husband being a teacher and doing this to me and other girls, one of his kinks is breeding so mentioning this to him really got him turned on.
He loved my daydreams, dirty thoughts, and desires. I’m not much into breeding but I know he is and I love playing on that cuz I love seeing him so turned on, he knows I don’t want any more kiddos in my life. I want to have fun with the love of my life, some spicy fun and you can't really do any of that with kids. I did tell him I wanted a child-free life so that we can have all the spicy fun we want, and I don’t have to get dressed while we are home (I’m sure I am a nudist at heart). He said sorry as if he ruined my life, no no not at all… I did want children at some point, I wanted like 3 but after having my first one I think I’m good now; I am one and done now no looking back. I started this blog a little after our son was born, things with him keep me super busy I forget half the things I really need to get done. So my husband is with me on not having more children, he wants to enjoy the spicy life I have in mind. For right now we enjoy talking about it and planning out how we will play them out in the future.
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i like wearing only velvet dress with heels and pantyhose.
Nobody know and it's kinda hard.
i'm not really old so I still live with my parents and sometimes I crossdress even when their home too.
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In a bit of a haze right now… been going strong on my cross stitch & mantra…. I have always found this craft very relaxing, with the addition of some hypno audio files it has been blissful. Although i do have to be careful as to not prick my finger while sewing, i also have to be mindful of the thread as i pull it though as to not get it in a knot.
But as i have gone on and made some progress….And i see the word resist come out just fills me with joy… what a wonderful patch this will become, i am thinking of adding some nice beads or crystals into some of the details… what do y’all think? It would raise the starting bid of what i was thinking of before, it would really make it pop and be an eye catcher for sure.
As i said seeing the progress has been blissful… i do hope that if and when i get a kid free day by my husband i can work on this in peace, i am saving up to get a wireless/rechargeable vibrator. I would love to have one going while i drift away but still being on my toes as to not prick and finger.
Going into hypnosis on one of my free day (no kid, no one around for half the day) i can go into such a sub/dom mode (but mainly subby) ready for cock worship, i hope my husband or if he ok with it let me give someone else control of the vibrator…. Omg i can already imagine going so deep i toss my craft aside so i can start to edge the rest of my mind away…
Well... I’m off my birth control, i was so nervous getting my IUD removed (if you’re wondering as too why? you are more then welcome to go look up a video on IUD insertion/removal) and tell me you wouldn’t be worried. I’m just Thankfully it wasn’t painful.... I guess my friend must of had a bad experience. All I know is that shit is painful as fuck to insert and I never want to do that again. After begging my husband to please look into getting snipped so we no longer have to worry about this.
I just hated the way I felt while on BC... my depression really took over most of the time, I hated myself.... my husband is my rock, seeing me in all that pain was hard for him. Though my husband drive has been low for sometime now, when I needed him, he came though. sadly at time I feel like I’m on his last nerve..... stress is a mood killer and there is only so much i can do to help him out, emotions are a hard thing to deal with at times…. I’m not the best but I’m self-aware of how certain things might trigger or effect my emotions, i guess that’s why I’m a bit of an over thinker. I just try to cover all my bases, but i mainly go with my gut feeling at the time as to not feel overwhelmed.
I know hypnosis has been a good escape for me, but i cant expect my husband to gain the same benefits that I have. This was something i have always been into since a young age, the few times i have tired he just fall asleep and stays that way lol….dont even mention trying to put him under while things are hot, it just dose not set him on fire like it dose with me sad to say. I am glad that my kink has not put a wage in our relationship, but being parents has added that extra level of hardships. I know it is something we will get passed together, he give me my space to unwind while I listen to my hypno files and go into trance. I’ll be posting an update on the cross stitch I’m working on cant wait to show you all how its coming out
I’ll be working on a new cross-stitch 🧵 pattern that just spoke to me….. I think you all know why…. I just couldn’t resist…. This will make a nice and wonderful patch…. I’ll keep you updated on my progress, with each stitch I’ll recite my mantra falling deeper and deeper with each stitch, changing up my Mantra with every different thread color…. By the end of it I want to be obedient and dumb….. once I’m done I’ll be auctioning it off, what do you all think? to who ever wants to give my work a home, Whether it’s being framed up or patched onto the back of a jacket.
You all can reblog with a mantra that you’d like me to repeat while I work on my cross-stitch, I will also be listening to Hipnosis files while working on this Project
It’s been so long since i last got one, feel free to ask anything