—║THOR FAN║— ❤️║THOR IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!║❤️ ❤️ I only like him in my life! ❤️ I am his super fanatic ❤️ —————————————————————— ABOUT / PERSONAL ■ Not continuous — not meant to last. / What appears to me — all I see, all I think. // Even the sky is no model we were taught to trust. / A sickly green silence fans out along the brink; / life begins and ends — how could mortals ever know. // I choose to say nothing, so find nothing here. / You stand at the cliff of knowing. // Beneath the vault of heaven there is a rapture; / the clear-eyed and the world hold fast. / I watch you still — even should I die — / one soul among countless vistas, smirking.
There’s literally no normal people around me (okay, I’m not exactly normal myself lol😇)
Honestly I’d rather just stay in my room forever. Being alone is nice. Feels like I’m the only person left on Earth with some weird internet from another dimension 😭
I probably look like such a childish weirdo. Yeah.
AAAAA I’m posting this kind of shit again. Future me is gonna be so embarrassed.
People have really forgotten that yandere is literally a horror trope. No I don't want a "green flag yandere" I want an endless pit of dread in my stomach and also a sense of arousal that shouldn't be there
Jǫrmungandr! The endless serpent that circles the world! Hear my call!
Help me, JǫRMUNGANDRRRRRR!!
Within your embrace, I see the very shape of time itself. Within your cycle, I question the meaning of existence.
Becoming and existence... Duration and measure...
Difference and repetition... Simulacrum and origin...
And beyond all these grand questions,
what I ultimately seek is nothing more than a name.
A person I refuse to forget.
My love, until eternity!
Cyclicity! Eternity! Like immortality itself! Amor Fati (The love of fate)!
Then, let me live a beautiful life.
A perfect daily existence, a perfect beloved, an unquenchable ecstasy.
It shall last for hundreds of years,
it shall last for thousands of years,
it shall last for tens of thousands of years,
it shall last for hundreds of thousands of years,
it shall last for millions of years,
it shall last for tens of millions of years,
it shall last for hundreds of millions of years,
it shall last for billions of years,
it shall last for tens of billions of years,
it shall last for hundreds of billions of years,
it shall last for trillions of years,
it shall last for tens of trillions of years,
it shall last for hundreds of trillions of years,
it shall last for thousands of trillions of years,
and it shall never end.
Infinite life does not yield infinite happiness. The fading of the body, the eternity of the spirit—I pray that Jǫrmungandr blesses my soul, my everlasting existence.
For a meaningless performance, I do not desire eternal recurrence. I hate the rigid rotation of identical existence! If memory were to decay into mechanical repetition, I would grow tired of you, and that would be the ultimate desecration of love itself! This was never my original wish;
I desperately pray for this eternal recurrence—not as a copy, but as rebirth. Across infinite variables, beyond the very nature of time, breaking through the limits of polygonal space, my soul shall never grow weary because of time, and I can remember you forever.
…Have you ever noticed me?
Jǫrmungandr! The endless serpent that circles the world! Hear my call!
I've been so damn busy these past few days, I feel like I'm going to die 😭 I haven't really had much time to post anything lately... But I suddenly started thinking about this Thor AU again
Honestly, this AU is ridiculously unhinged, but I kind of love it. Maybe it's because my hopelessly lovesick way of thinking somehow influenced the Thor in this AU, so now I keep imagining him saying the most ridiculously cheesy things to me 😭
Like:
“Mirror~ reflecting my face~ You look at me, and I look at you, but all I can see is my own face. It's the same for you...
But you chose to shatter your own mirror. You lost yourself and gave yourself to me.”
Okay, I know this probably sounds incredibly stupid without any context, so here's the AU setting:
Basically, Thor somehow gains access to my memories, thoughts, and the way I think. He still remains completely himself, but he can also use my way of thinking to understand things—including me
So, naturally, my hopelessly lovesick way of thinking somehow influenced the way he sees me, and apparently this is the kind of ridiculously cheesy nonsense that came out of it💀