do you ever think about how eddie’s walls go down only with buck and buck’s go up only with eddie…
in the sense that eddie has no idea what he feels but he doesn’t shy away from showing it to buck, from putting it on paper, from threatening to kill someone.
and, buck, in the sense that he knows exactly what he feels but he’s terrified of eddie finding out so he tries to muffle every sound, doesn’t tell him that he would sacrifice everything for chris and eddie—even though he would, in a heartbeat.
and then you have two magnets who behave weirdly because they both feel the same but very differently. you’d think they’re polar opposites, but you’re wrong—they’re the same side. and that’s why the magnets still haven’t managed to be plastered to each other. something that changes physics fundamental laws needs to happen.
a fucking CONVERSATION. please just fucking talk. mid thirties big burly firefighters and can’t handle a damn conversation.