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I Love You Too Much

A/N: This is my entry for @drarina1737 bisexual celebration challenge. I want to thank her for letting me do a Criminal Minds fic- the first one I’ve posted and I’m super excited about it. This is also the very first Derek Morgan fic I’ve written so I’m a little nervous as well. I hope you guys like it!!

Pairing: Derek Morgan x Bisexual!Reader

Warnings: Mentions of fighting and falling out of windows, mentions of injuries, slight angst, FLUFF

Word Count: 1708

You were going to do it; you were going to tell him. As soon as he walked through the door you were just going to get it over with. It wasn’t that hard. Was it? No, It couldn’t be. All you have to do is tell him you’re bisexual. That’s it.

Way easier said than done.

You couldn’t do this. How would he react? Would he hate you? Everyone else did. Would he leave you like everyone else? Although you’d only been dating for 5 months you didn’t think you’d be able to handle losing him.

You didn’t cry when your parents threw you out and basically disowned you. You didn’t get all choked up when relationship after relationship ended because they wanted to be with someone who was “less confused about themselves” or who “didn’t have more people to cheat on them with”. You even had to break up with one guy because he cheated on you because you wouldn’t give in to his fetish and have a threesome with some random chick. It was one of your exes he cheated on you with, too!

None of that compared to this moment, though. There was no friction between your hand and the armrest of your lounge chair - the sweat emanating from your body was too much to control. You tried wiping your hands on your on your pants countless times, but that seemed to make it worse. From the moment he texted you: Omw home, Babygirl, your eyes were glued to the door. They were beginning to sting from how long they’d been open. Your heart was beating outside of your chest (it was the only thing you could hear, that’s why you couldn’t look away from your door) you were sure if you looked close enough you could see it pounding for a way out.

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themadhalewrites-deactivated202

For anyone who may need this.

I didn’t know I needed this and yet I loved it and felt for the reader as I personally experienced this with my previous relationship and my dad.

i-dont-know-how-to-write

I know this was months ago but, this fic was years ago. For someone to find this now and be able to connect with this when i was just sitting here trying not cringe...

This is an extremely new feeling that I was trying to put into words but unfortunately Im unable to articulate my thoughts right now. Thank you for this experience. Thank you for your connection and existence 💖 You are always deserving of love.

#am i using words correctly #im so out of it #this is overwhelming

nifrequerne

I often wonder what happened to authors of unfinished fanfictions.

everyoneinspaceisgay

I hope they’re having a nice life

ts-virgil-angst

we absolutely are not and that unfinished fic haunts us to this day

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The Great Game - Chapter 7 (Sherlock fic)

Chapter Summary: Moriarty does something unexpected that leads you to 221B Baker Street

(Proofreading errors possible)

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i-dont-know-how-to-write

Oh, yes!!! I've been waiting for this. Love this series ❤

inthewinedarksea-deactivated202

The Great Game - Chapter 6 (Sherlock fic)

Chapter Summary: Are you seriously going to have a nice normal dinner with Moriarty?

Warnings: Violence

Author’s Note: This became slightly longer than I anticipated but I just got on a roll.

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inthewinedarksea-deactivated202

The Great Game - Chapter 5 (Sherlock fic)

Chapter Summary: Moriarty introduces you to the rules of your own game

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i-dont-know-how-to-write

I got to the end of this part and felt genuine sadness that there wasn't another part. I've read a few Moriarty fics but they were all so tame and boring. This actually, accurately expresses that mans is a true psychopath. Not only this one, your writing is that of something else, something greater. I'm glad you decided to share your stories on Tumblr and I'm glad I got the chance of coming across them. Ive become so bored with the fics on this site. They're all beginning to become the same; spoonfed and repetitive. If I could manage to write with this same passionate, creative, storytelling I'd be glad to write again. This has given me a new outlook. Your writing's great babe. ❣

breakfastautocrat

This is a decidedly unfriendly reminder that I don’t want you following me or liking/reblogging my posts if you are a Trump supporter, neo-Confederate, TERF, neo-Nazi, or a supporter of any other sort of white supremacist or fascist movement. Get the fuck out. I don’t want you here.

fiorilex

Yess! Already 25 people unfollowed me. Feels so good to take the garbage out.

supremethunda

Reader Insert PSA

- Your face turns a light shade of pink/red from embarrassment

- You clench your fists so hard your knuckles turn white

Rule of Thumb: If you’re gonna write a reader-insert, please don’t describe skin color. There’s too many reader inserts out there that have a habit of hinting/describing the person reading is white. Stop assuming your reader is white. White is NOT the default.

thosekidswhohuntmonsters

Something About Tonight

Summary: The reader and Bucky have an interesting relationship, but as the reader becomes closer with Steve things get even more interesting

Word Count: 1721

authors note: this is a high school stucky x reader au AND IT’S GONNA BE SO GOOD! Lmk if you wanna be tagged!

Rolling your eyes you pushed Bucky’s hand away, stopping it from sliding up your thigh. Laughing softly you explained, “Bucky we’re in the library…at school…surrounded by people”. Within seconds his hand was on you again.

“All you gotta do is keep quiet doll”. You shook your head, laughing at how juvenile Bucky could be at times. Turing to face him you saw the smirk on his face, he loved getting a reaction out of you.

Losing focus on him you noticed Steve walking by your table, “Hey Steve!”. He paused, looked around, and then finally looked at you both. His smile was sheepish, “Hey (y/n), hey Bucky”.

Bucky nodded his head but continued to let his hands roam, making you giggle and fidget in your seat. Eager to change topics you said, “Bucky you should see the designs Steve created in adobe illustrator for our project! Steve is insanely talented”.

Bucky was the first to notice the light blush on Steve’s cheeks, making him perk up a little bit. Steve shook his head, “Thanks (y/n), but they’re really nothing. I mean just look up a tutorial and-”.

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anbanananna

@prplprincez 🙂

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@anabananna This is awesome!!!! I love it!!! Hey @angryschnauzer @siren-kitten-his @littlewomanly1 @tinaferraldo @mycapt-ohcapt check this out

angryschnauzer

I love that song. Its on the radio all the time here. Fits so well with the visuals.

okaywinchesterr

OH LORD JESUS GIVE ME STRENGTH

i literally just want to sit on his lap like DO YOU SEE THE SECOND PICTURE IT IS AN INVITATION TO SIT THERE

siriuslynewt

When you know you won’t be writing a fanfic anytime soon because you feel like you’ve burned out, but you still keep thinking of new fan fic ideas to write and you just jot down as many ideas for it as you possibly can hoping one day when the fire and drive comes back, you’ll be able to write new exciting stories

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sam-reidzugzwang

Sorry

A/n: This is part 4, I’m sorry this is going so slow but I’ve been so busy with life so I took a little leave. Haven’t wrote in so long so be paitent with errors. I do sincerely apologize and might cancel the fic. I enjoyed writing this so hope you enjoy

Word Count:856

Warning: none

Based on Beyonce x Sorry from the Lemonade Album

To catch up Lemonade Series

Sitting in your office filling out paperwork your phone buzzed after you put it on vibrate. Bucky had been calling non-stop since the last consultation and your divorce was final in 3 weeks. Your heart dropped every time you realized that it would be final and it was all over. Even though you had to be strong.

“YES!” you yelled into the phone after the 40th time of your phone vibrating. Ready to tell Bucky off and to stop calling you.It was getting really irritating and you just wanted to end you guys relationship peacefully.

“Well hello to you too” a giggle came from the other side and you quickly realized that it was Natasha and that you ignored her calls thinking it was Bucky. A feeling of relief washed over you because you really didn’t want to have to talk to buck at the moment.

“Sorry Buck has been calling a lot and I put my phone on vibrate” you sigh as you rub your forehead slightly irritated,” But what did you need”

“I was calling to tell you to get dressed cranky pants” she stated which you not was said sarcastically.” I’m on my way to pick you up with Wanda”

“Why it’s… “ you look over at the clock to check the time, “12:00 at night want would we be doing at this time of night.”

“What else would we be doing this time of night y/n?”Natasha scoffed at the other end of the phone. You chuckled because you knew she was rolling her eyes at you.

“I’ll be ready by the time you guys get here Nat ”, you say as you go to your closet to look for an outfit that you felt was appropriate to wear for the night.

“Alright Y/n” Nat hung up the phone and you processed to get ready for the night your friends had prepared for you.

Natasha had been trying to get you backdating for a while now, but you weren’t ready. So instead she made you go and party while sneaking and trying to hook you up with men of her taste.

“Y/n!!!” Natasha screamed through your apartment being the loud person you knew she was. You finished the rest of your makeup when she walked in and sat on your bed.” Look at you girl finally out your sulking clothes.”

This was the Natasha you knew loud and blunt but she was still your best friend and never led you the wrong path. While looking in the mirror at the outfit you were extremely proud. This would be the first time you had been out since your divorce and you were ready. “Alright let’s go” you turned and faced your best friend, she had the biggest smile on her face.

Walking into the crowded club you scanned to see the atmosphere. You never knew why Natasha took out because you always sat by yourself why she had fun. But if she insisted you were always there with her.

“Let’s go get drinks” Natasha exclaimed over the loud music as she dragged to the slightly crowded bar, “What do you want Y/n?”

“Umm a water would be nice” you stated as you looked around once again examining the crowd some getting a feel of the place. Knowing it no more than an hour you would telling Natasha that you were leaving. Like every other time, she forces you to go out.

“You know that staring won’t make it any fun” a voice interrupted your train of thought.Looking up he smiled at you with his perfect white teeth. He swept back his hair.

“This isn’t really my scene” you state as you turn more to his direction get a full perspective od the mystery man. “ What about you? Why are you not dancing?”

He smirked as her breath hitched as he moved closer to her ear and letting her feel his cool breath.

“I think something better caught my attention” you shivered as he stepped back and studied your face. You being flustered couldn’t even answer him when Natasha and Wanda walked over to the both of you pulling you out of your trance.

“Y/n I see you met my brother, Pietro” Wanda stated as she ordered her a drink the bar.

“ Pleasure to meet you Ms. Y/n” he smirked as he kissed the back of your hand.

“You too Pietro”

“Here Y/n drink this and loosen up then we can have some fun,” Natasha said while giving you an unknown drink in your hand. Taking it to the head you let Natasha swoon you into the crowd while feeling eyes watching you.

You looked back to see that Pietro was watching you. You started dancing letting the drink you had just swallowed take over. It felt good to feel loose because this is the first time in years.

Suddenly you felt two hands on your hips and breath that made a sensation on the back of your neck. When Pietro whispered in your ear you knew tonight was going to be fun.

You weren’t Sorry.

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mamalazzer

Harry Potter/Avengers AU

The Avengers are a team of Witches and Wizards fighting against the Dark Lord Thanos.

Tony is the mad Wizarding inventor who is a genius with a wand. Bruce is a part-time healer, full-time shape-shifting werewolf. Clint and Natasha are Unspeakables. Thor is a Quidditch beater. And Auror Steve has one hell of a shield charm.

(Oh, and Loki is a Death Eater, which no one is surprised about)

mamalazzer

Just needed to add an imperio’d Bucky as the Winter Sorcerer and Peggy in Steve’s compass…

Oh! And Peter going to Hogwarts having Harry Potter like adventures. And Mad Eye Fury is Head of the Department of Mysteries…

And T’Challa, who is from the completely magical kingdom of Wakanda (and has an Animagus that is a black panther). And Scott, who has been incarcerated in Azkaban.

Oh, and I missed Quidditch Warrior Thor the first time (who usually prefers being a beater) so here he is with Wanda, who is a defected ex-Death Eater

pietropatrol

My two favorite things, as one. How peaceful.

weavemama

CLIMATE 👏🏾 CHANGE 👏🏾 IS 👏🏾 NOT 👏🏾 A 👏🏾 HOAX

carolxdanvers

Tony Stark is kindhearted and selfless. He is noble and good. He is generous and eager to help others. His driving force is the need to protect others. He is a true hero.

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Have we been watching the same movies

carolxdanvers

First of all this was about the comics. Second, what kind of asshole comes onto a post that is nothing but positivity to insert their shitty negativity? Go away

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Things that Tony Stark HAS done in the MCU and people don’t credit him for:

Being irresponsible to the point of creating weapons for the greater good. I.e. Believing the bullshit Howard spouted at him probably from a very young age about how weapons keep soldiers safe. Put together a circuit board at 4. Created a promoter AI in his early teens. Lost his parental figures (don’t you ever forget Edwin Jarvis) at 17. Become the CEO of a multi billion dollar company at that age. Survive open heart surgery in a cave in Afghanistan with no anesthetic and created something his father, a certified genius, was never able to achieve. Vowing to Yinsen to become a better man than he was and actually protect the people that are worth protecting. Growing as a person. Shutting down weapons manufacturing when he figured out that they were hurting others more than they were helping. Pushing his renewable/green energy projects to create something as cool as a self-sustaining tower (“it should run for about a year.”) Survived palladium poisoning and recreated an element in his own personal lab Taking a nuke, that the AMERICAN GOVERNMENT, sent to destroy New York into space and being completely mentally and emotionally wrecked because of it. Create a program that he thought would keep the world safe from alien threat. Let’s not forget he’s the only one who saw the scope of the chitauri invasion. He’s the only one apart from the Asgardians who actually KNOWS what the threat is. Monetarily sustained the Avengers. Gave them a home base, tech, armor and the Stark name to be protected under. (“Actually he (Cap) is the boss. I just pay for everything”) Was manipulated and psychologically tortured by a witch with something that he fears more than anything else in the world. The family he’s made was presented to him dead and the blame for that was placed in his shoulders. Was cornered by a grieving mother and blamed for the death of her son. Maybe he’s taken shit like that for the team before but nobody will know cause his grief isn’t important, right? Has anyone thought what the conversation was like between Tony and Ross before they presented the accords to the team? Because I dunno 117 countries agreeing on that piece of legislature probably carried a lot of fucking weight. Try to protect his team, the people he actually knows, from government interference/punishment. Saw his best friend/brother get shot down from the sky and be paralyzed. Hastened the technology that allowed said brother to walk away. Deal with the emotional, psychological and political fall out of the accords AND the war. Deal with PTSD and night terrors (IM3 anyone?) for YEARS while facing those same fears every single day. Recognize the genius in Peter and understand his sense of agency while at the same time trying to keep him as safe as he possibly can. Provide a mentor figure to a high school kid who is both like him (young misunderstood genius) and not (hero too young. Far too young)

Things Tony Stark has NOT done in the MCU and which he is accused of time and time again:

Selling weapons to the highest bidder. That was Obidiah Stane, if your Tony hating memory doesn’t let you remember. Killing Wanda and Pietro’s family. Again, Obie’s warmongering at its best. The funniest thing to me about this bullshit is that people blame Tony for killing the Maximoffs and justify what Wanda did to him and yet get a stick up their ass when he does the same thing to James. Like, the hypocrisy of that is hilarious. Wanda and Pietro see a bomb with Stark written on it and are justified in killing Tony despite his lack of knowledge of it but he’s not allowed to want the same kind of revenge after SEEING HIS PARENTS BEING MURDERED RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM. Like don’t get me wrong revenge isn’t the solution and is the whole reason they’re in the mess they are now, but come on. Vanko: that’s Howard. That’s even fucking stated by Vanko himself that it’s about exacting revenge for what Howard Stark did to his father. And somehow Tony gets blamed for that? Fuck that. It also isn’t his fault that Hammer is a jealous piece of shit.

So don’t come at me with the Tony Stark hate. Go share it amongst other people who have time for that kinda shit.