Baby this is the third bed we've bought in two months... how many more are you going to break? (Yes please no lube no protection or whatever that comment said)
𝒮ypnosis: texts with your slow bf soul 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 pairing: bf!haku shota x reader requested: yes/no a/n: i was listening to l.o.y.l and got this idea (wonnie writing fluff??,dont get used to it) screenshots: 9
pairing: ex!ni-ki x reader sypnosis : in which.... in which you and your ex get back together but at the party he bought you to you find out the motive behind his newfound devotion. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ or....... in which....... ni-ki learns he needs to be alot more careful about how loud he speaks in public spaces
A/N: first post kinda scared! ts was not proofread so the grammar and spelling might be buns sorry in advance + I kind of rushed ts cause I wanted to release my first post cuz I ha have so many ideas in my drafts,prepare to be spammed with posts gng , ps: pt.2 is very unlikely,I like my angsts with a bit of a cliffhanger (blame @eu4mi )
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the party was a mess, everyone was either high or drunk and the cops were most definitely going to get called ,you grew tired of dancing and socialising and went to find ni-ki who had slipped away from your side hours ago claiming he needed to catch up with sunghoon and Jake
laughter spilled through the house, music vibrating through the walls. your vision slightly clouded from the strong drink in your hand "ni-ki wouldn't like this" you thought to yourself before droppin the solo cup somewhere random not caring where it landed
as you as you entered the new hallway, fingers brushing against the wall for support you heard jake ni-ki's bestfriend's voice "so how's it going with y/n" you smiled at the sound of your name , ni-ki loved bragging about you to his friends just as you were about to open the door ni-ki's voice pierced the short silence
“…I mean, yeah, we’re back together,” his voice drifted from the half-open door ahead his time was off,he sounded annoyed like you were a topic he couldn't be bothered to talk about
your heart stuttered.
Another voice ,Jake, chuckled nervously “You don’t sound convinced"
then was a pause.
A long one.like he was trying to f figure out what to say next
and then Ni-ki sighed. “It’s not like that” he said. “she needed someone to calm her down” your chest tightened, a quiet pressure building like something about to crack. “What does that even mean?” the other voice asked,sughoon you thought Ni-ki hesitated again. you could hear the uncertainty in it this time. The way he dragged his hand through his hair you could picture it perfectly.
“I mean she was a mess,” he said finally, quieter. “After everything she started going out more she started wearing clothes that she didn't wear when we dated, she went crazy and I was the only one who knew how to fix her.”.
fix you? the same man who stroked your hair every night and told you you were perfect thought you needed fixing !? that hit you harder than it should have. “So you got back with her out of pity?” Jake asked, more serious now. Ni-ki exhaled sharply. “Not pity. I just want to make sure she doesn’t embarrass me”
something inside you snapped.just a clean, silent snap.
why would he care what you did ? If you had broken up then surely you weren’t his problem anymore, he wasn’t scared of embarrassment,he was scared watching himself slowly lose control over you your fingers curled into your sleeve, nails digging into her skin as if that might ground you might wake you up from whatever this was.
because this couldn’t be real.
not after everything.
Not after three months of late-night calls not after his soft apologies for ever letting you go . the way he held you like you mattered
“…maybe ,” Ni-ki admitted. “but it worked, didn’t it? i mean did you see how normal she’s been lately”
that was it.
that was the moment her chest finally caved in on itself.
because suddenly every memory twisted into something unrecognizable.
every single “I’m here for you.”
every time he whispered “i love you .”
every time he brushed your hair back and told you that you were getting better.
not because he cared about you.
because he thought you were lost,pathetic,hopeless.
inside the room, the conversation died down the subject changing and shifting to one about an update in some game they played , you couldn’t bear to hear his voice and took a step back, the floor creaking faintly beneath you
“did you hear that?” jake asked
your breath caught
for a second you thought about walking in you thought about forcing him to look at you and say it again thought about asking if any of it was real but your throat hurt too much to speak aching with the effort of trying not to cry
so instead you left
each step down the hallway was heavy and burdened,like someome was pulling you back or maybe it was just the part of you that still loved him,maybe it was the part of you that tried telling you that you misheard the conversation and while you knew he hadn't seen you, a small part of you still hoped (stupidly) that he would run after you, and beg for your forgiveness or explain it was all a misunderstanding and wipe the tears off your face
but he didn’t. And the music downstairs swallowed her whole before the silence behind you could and in your tear induced daze you texted him for the final time
taglist : @xaexin @rikismists @wonmyhrt @yvanille8 @minho4luv (I also tagged my moots lolz)
Thank you for the tag, my dear @ainulindaelynn. I hope you're doing alright 🤍
It's been a proper long time since I did one of these, and since I deleted my previous ones, I figure it's a good time to start fresh 😊
What is the origin of your blog name? The quintessence of my hyperfixation on Brasidas & Sparta over the last few years. The Brasideioi were the army that marched to Thrace with him. After they returned to Sparta, they continued to be set apart from the rest of the army - extremely unusual in Sparta.
What's your 'I will always order this' food? Unfortunately, Korean Chicken. It's so good, but also incredibly unhealthy. Luckily I live a long way from the ability to order food at all, so winning I guess lol
What's your overused emoji? 🤍 I use this a lot
What's your current comfort media? I've been watching the youtube channels Treasure Books and Camelia Craft Designs for a few weeks now. I fall asleep to them and they're basically my default now. I also watch a bunch of Hermits - faves are DocM77, Keralis, BDubs, SmallishBeans & MumboJumbo, but I watch others as well.
Song you've had on repeat this week? I recently discovered Every Chance I Get (I Want You in the Flesh) by Dan Auerbach [of the Black Keys] and it is such a vibe. Otherwise, I'm still on my 2025 Faves playlist with all the usual suspects (Killers, Editors, Interpol etc.)
Tagging a few people if you're keen - no pressure! Hope you're all well. @iraaileme @krankittoeleven @findusinaweek @asneakyobserver @erzsebetrosztoczy @merelyafigment @dev1lsminion
What is the origin of your blog name? It comes from my initial intentions of staying a lurker, as I had always been in the past 😅 but then I started interacting more with other fans, I made friends, and here we are! But the name is going to remain the same 😁🤍
What's your "I will always order this" food? Pizza for home delivery, but otherwise French fries all the way! If we're going together to a restaurant, rest assured that I'm gonna order a whole portion all for myself 😌🍟😍
What's your overused emoji? Probably 😂 and ❤️
What's your current comfort media? The Witcher 🤩 Last year I read the entirety of the book saga, and now I'm obsessing on the video games!!! Finished The Witcher 3 last week, just recently started the first one, and I'm already planning to do a New Game + for TW3...I've also so many ideas for possible fics! Hope I'll be able to get even a little break from uni, so that I might write down something!!! 🥹✍️🏻
Song you've had on repeat this week? Basically, the entire soundtrack from Blood and Wine, an amazing DLC for The Witcher 3 🎶🦇❤️🦇🎶
Npt: @the-bogginses-are-gay @soqueengardener @jesmightjumptmr @thepreciouspurrsian @fridrssvardagi @storm89 @silkdragonwings1 + anyone else who wants to join!!!
origin of my blog name: ummmm i have too much hw -> im gonna explode -> death (like in a chill way i swear)
my "always order" food: i mean french fries is extremely valid i be getting those everywhere and get told i have the palate of a toddler but like SORRY i cant do freaking ocean snot in a shell (oysters 🥀🥀) or something with noodles. i LUHHHH noodles 😋😋
emoji i overuse: probably 😭 or 💔 i use these two a LOT bc they fit with like any emotion ykwimmm
my comfort media: avatar (the blue people) like it makes me cry but i have phases where its all i think abt at least once every 2 months, i will ALWAYS come back to avatar
song i've had on repeat: he loves me yeah! by faye webster 😝 self explanatory i believe 😙😙
"always order" food — crab rangoons & sushi !! my favorite food EVER nothing will ever beat it i fear. 😳
overused emoji — 🤤 this drooling emoji GETS ME EVERYTIMEE 😭😭😭 bc whats making u act like that omf
comfort media — this is gonna be common but cortis old vlogs 🥹 esp if it's pre-debut videos! the documentary has been played more than 5 times btw 🤤🤤
songs on repeat — i put this on my insta SM times but Flutter by H2H , Mention Me by CORTIS & Honeymoon Fades by Sabrina! My ultimate favorite songs currently 🥹🥹
tags — @bambcie @casszzzii @crwazy @coergene @dearhyeons @fshiwore @fleurcub @hiimarri @hyeondaee @intakki @jellywichu @junnoou @j4eyxn @lovhyeonss @minho4luv @nizshinari @pinkmonchichi @saevss @snowselle @tateholic @winterlico @yeppiz @yeuvio (srry if i'm tagging you alot! 🥹) + anyone i'm missing or who wants to join !!
origin : tbh I have no clue, but the ‘yeu’ part probably ties tg with jake ! (jaeyun.. ikeu..)
“always order” food : french fries! my favorite when I’m not too hungry for anything crazy.
overused emoji : 🥹 !! It’s just so sincere and kind idk LOL
comfort media : anime, probably old enha tour vlogs >< !
songs on repeat : right now it would be the man who can’t be moved by the script, beautiful by bazzi, consume by chase atlantic, and supernatural by ariana grande !
origin : so I share this acc with a friend (L) and my bias is jungwon (hers is jay) 2won was gonna be the name 2 (the both of us) won (jungwon) but I didn't want to put our real names on here so we made up wonnie As like a cutsey nickname so i<3wonnie was gonna be it but tumblr doesn't allow the < thing in usernames so we just kept the 3 instead
always order food : hmmmm I didn't really understand ts (im slow 😔) butt every time I go to burger king I get chicken nuggets and like a blue tango slush!
Overused emoji : 👅/💔/😔/😛 I use them in every situation (I also use this one 😛 with the left hand and right hand emoji when my friends are looking a bit too fine)
Comfort media : k-dramas (currently on idol-i), anime (on jjk), webtoons and those korean/japanese/chinese social experiments (I'm actually addicted to them it's not alright)
songs on repeat : icky by kard, L.O.Y.L by p1won , raw flame by ALD1 , that one YG Marley song , tweak by girlset, BGDC & Knife by enha , sugar rush by bibi and probably so much more
fahh idk who tbh : @eu4mi (new moot) @yvanille8 @curlywirlyfry + anyone who wants to!
please do not scroll, this is a very important message that ALL ENGENES must do if we want heeseung back.
as most of you might know, heeseung has "decided" to leave the group to focus on his solo career. BUT, this is not true.
heeseung DID NOT decide to leave the group, he was forced to. he was apparently seen crying and "crashing out" in a hybe hallway which CLEARLY shows it was not his decision. to add on, just a few days ago he was speaking about the world tour coming up, and participating in activities and events LIKE NORMAL. it was be so weird just for him to leave like that.
ENGENE, we are a team. we can bring heeseung back. for example, MARK FROM NCT. he left the group exactly like this but came back due to the FANS PROTESTS. WE CAN DO THIS FOR HEESEUNG ASWELL! PLEASE DO THIS SO OUR HEE CAN COME BACK.
THIS IS NOT FAIR! OTHER ARTISTS LIKE: YEJI FROM ITZY, TWICE MEMBERS, TXT MEMBERS, BTS MEMBERS AND MANY MORE ARTISTS ARE ALLOWED TO PURSUE THEIR SOLO CAREER WHILE BEING IN A GROUP. BUT NOT HEESEUNG??
we all call for heeseung's return while ALLOWING HIM THE FREEDOM TO PURSUE HIS SOLO CAREER.
Hi guys wonnie here! I really want to post my first fic cuz I have a lot of drafts so I just picked my two favs so sum of y'all can help me choose (mainly for my moots and tiny amount of followers to pick but anyone can vote!)
pick!!
run from the sunlight - sunghoon
tit for tat - ni-ki
Voting ended onMar 11
Also lmk if you want to be tagged in either works when they're eventually released!!!