Crazy little thing called Friendship.
College: A seven-letter word that connotes to an irritating and mind-boggling career planning methodology. It may bring you the idea of an unexpected holocaust or maybe just a natural catastrophe because of knackering requirements and exhausting, annoying professors. College, as what others see as a thing mentioned above, is but a brilliant way to discover “crazy” camaraderie.
And the friendship I gained from College ameliorates the idea of confusion and difficulty.
Ymerie Kathlyn Victorio as I considered the witty flamboyant lady is a proud breast cancer survivor. Haha. Joke. Thank you for making my day complete. Your presence really means to me. I thank God for blessing me a truly one of a kind friend who in the first place, I didn’t expect to receive. Being the messy and tamad, I see this friend as someone who I can dub as a “natural-occurring substance”. To not be vague, this friend is someone who you can count on to and ‘makes’ you up spontaneously, one that makes you laugh over such nonsense stuffs and can give an interesting “climate” especially during the friendship hours. Thank you Kate. I’ll just be here to send you money for your succeeding chemotherapy. Haha.
Mayvel Ajoc. The “mysterious” friend. How do I start this one? Thank you for listening to me, first and foremost. I just don’t like the fact that we’re not getting in the same platform (I mean the CT-LT thing) because I really want to know you better. I just hope that someday we still have that “trademark” of the interpretation of the look of the eyes. Haha. If you just know what I mean. Thank you also for trusting my two ears if you have something to say against or about “things” that piss you off. If ever you don’t have the knowledge of the things that you do to me, let me admit those, I just couldn’t give you enough my utmost gratitude in believing in me and boosting my confidence. Thank you for admitting me as your friend because the first time we met, I haven’t seen a chance of making a friend-relationship with you. But Thank God, I found someone like you. Seriously.
Mark Binay. For almost how many months that we’ve been together, I honestly feel awkward during the time I call you on your first name. Because for me, it would be okay if I call you “Binay”. Haha. But as time really passes by, I acclimatized to call you “Mark.” Seriously what I like about you is your being true to yourself. You say what you really mean, you mean what you want to say. At some point of my life, I admit that I see myself on you. Thank you for helping me out during Accounting. Haha. But seriously, I am so blessed having a “Mark” behind me. That’d be awkward but I certainly mean it. Haha. Awkward.
Kevin Moscosa. The one who I haven’t had the chance to have a talk with. But I just hope that someday, we’re gonna be good friends. I think, there’s no problem with me, with you. We just have to open our minds and that “door” for future friendship. I hope you hope my hope either.
Rhia Napatdan. One of the special girls in my life. I just don’t know the exact ways or words how to thank you enough for being as what you are. Your presence really matters. Thank you for making me feel that I’m so special to you, and I hope that would be irrevocable even if we’re not gonna meet in the future. For lending me your ears if I have nonsense things to talk about, and for trusting me if you have nonsense things either. As what I always say, I love you and I always will, not because I have a romantic feeling for you (as what your obstreperous friend named Princess insists) but because you really mean to me. For helping me out during our Freshman and Sophomore years, for never leaving me behind, thank you so much. Admittedly, you’re one of the jovial persons I met that’s why your tear is a stereotype of a serious deportment. If I just could grab your ”own time” for me, for us, I would. Your frustrated name (Rhia Joy) speaks for yourself because you’re such a crazy and funny person. That’s what I want from you; you act very natural and plastic-free. And your funny side is what really I will be missing. Call it hysterically OA, but these things are all true and from the bottom of my heart, thank you so much Ma-Kate or Ligaya. Sorry sa pagpapauso ko niyan. Haha.
Princes Tagumpay. How should I start this one? Thank you. Yun lang. Hahaha. Hindi naman kita kaibigan e. Kasi naman, bakit ba kita naging kaibigan? Ang alam ko kasi, ang mga dapat kaibiganin ko ay yung mga may pangalanan na sa lipunan at mayayaman. Hahaha. Joke ‘to. Tumawa ka, di mo yan ikakaganda. No seriously, ayoko kasing magsulat ng napakahaba dahil nakakainis. I know, magkikita pa tayo. So, hanggang dito na lang? Haha. Seryoso na. Thank you. Yun lang. Haha. Sige, seryoso na. Thank you first of all for letting me realized the idea of how I should make up myself into a better one. Unang una yun, cause I admit that we’ve been so close to each other and you’ve been a companion to me. Kapatid kumbaga. I just also have to tell you honestly that if I start to criticize or lambast someone, that means I’m starting to be comfortable with him/her, or on the second thought, it just means that I really care about that someone. It’s been one and half years that we’ve been so close, so I’m so thankful for being on my side always, even if I think I offend you oftentimes. You know where you are in my heart. They say nobody is perfect, and you’re the perfect example for that. But I’m totally thankful to God for giving me a “sister” like you. While your presence is one of the sweetest music for me, your absence is the most obsolete radio on me. I just don’t feel that I’m complete if you’re not around. Because I argue with you, it means I hate you. That actually means that I want to hear your voice. Second is for hearing my sides. I know you always pontificate about something against my points, that is, you want to piss me off. But honestly, I admit I do not. You told me that you’re the person who knows no hatred, and that gives the lesson of being not too sensitive. Not being to OA about something. I hope you learned from me, because I learned from you either. One of the best advisers that I met, seriously. Sorry for my obnoxious or obstreperous behavior. I will not maximize it, cause you know what I mean. Paki-google na lang yung meaning ng obnoxious at obstreperous. Hahaha. I just couldn’t help but to get enthralled by your statement last night. Those words that I want to hear have been the sweetest music on me last night even if there was a background music over the bar. Yun lang, basta kapag nagkahiwa-hiwalay na tayo, wag mo pa rin ako kakalimutan. Yun lang yung hope ko. Sana walang magbabago.
Sorry for these things I admitted. I just don’t know how to tell these words on you personally. Whatever happens, I will always be here for you even if some pieces have been broken. Sorry and thank you. Marunong naman ako umiyak e. Hindi ko lang magawa kasi alam ko naman na may magandang purpose yung paghihiwalay natin ng major. Alam kong may magbabago pero sana wala pa ring kalimutan. Yun lang. Salamat talaga sa inyo. Yung ibang mga ‘FIRST TIMES’ ko, dito ko lang nagawa. Kaya super blessed ako sa pagbibigay ni Papa Jesus ng mga katulad niyo.
(PS: Gusto ko pa maglagay ng maraming pictures kaso nagloloko 'tong Tumblr.)
