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[iamhistinkerbell]

ඔහු මාගේ 'සිදුහත්' විය

[iamhistinkerbell]

Alone

You find real loneliness when your family abandons you at the time you need them the most. When your own mom keeps blaming you for a past you cannot change. You lose your hope in life when the people you love the most are the people whom you cannot lean on when you are in need. The guy you gave your heart doesn't want you anymore and your own family keeps shaming you for falling for the wrong guy. God, I really wish my life ends here. I have had enough.

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[iamhistinkerbell]

He was never mine. But losing him broke my heart. Nothing went right after that. Guess I was destined for a catastrophe.

[iamhistinkerbell]

I shouldn't stay where I don't belong

[iamhistinkerbell]

We didn’t know we were making memories. We just enjoyed and had fun. But today, when I turn around and have a look, they are the precious memories I can hold onto.

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I just wanted to be happy. I only asked for happiness. Did I ask for too much? Cause no year had been this much painful.

[iamhistinkerbell]

Everyone is stressed I know. But why do they take it out in others? I'm sick of all these shouts and quarrels. I KNOW YOU ALL ARE PISSED OFF AND STRESSED BUT JUST SHUT UP AND CALM DOWN! I DON'T WANT MORE PROBLEMS! I AM SEEING ENOUGH AND YOU'RE WORDS ARE HURTING ME MORE! JUST STOP IT ALL AND LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE!!!

[iamhistinkerbell]

The irony in life is not being able to repay the debt of gratitude to someone within your own lifetime ever. There’s no mean of measure for love. It’s unbounded and selfless.

[iamhistinkerbell]

In the end, only regret will be there. Regardless of how much you did for a person, still there will be a pile of "I should have" duties. I should have spent more time with her. I should have told her how much I love her. I should have helped her more. I should have taken care of her more. If I stayed a bit late, I might have heard her calling for help. I should have at least checked her temperature before she went to bed that night. But I didn't. I was too engrossed with myself. I was too busy in my own world and I forgot that she once sacrificed half of her lifetime for us. The repent is too much.

[iamhistinkerbell]

If there's no happiness, it's not home

[stellanativitatem]

There’s something so different about him… Most make me anxious, nervous, and unsure. He makes me feel safe. I want to crawl into his arms and feel his warm hand on the small of my back, tracing circles over and over. I want to thread my fingers through his hair and sigh into his ear, content and happy.

Safe (via stellanativitatem)

[iamhistinkerbell]

I feel like I am a burden to him. A burden that he is trying to avoid. Things are literally eating me up. It’s not the first time I am going through these pathetic feelings. I am so used to this. The thing is, I never imagined of feeling them again for a second time. This is a deja vu that I never wanted to see again.

[iamhistinkerbell]

Yes I am stubborn. I don't want to lose my ego. So yeah. If I feel like you don't wanna talk, I am not gonna bother you or seek for your attention. I'll treat you the same way. Problem solved. Simple as that.

[iamhistinkerbell]

He forgot to put ‘his eyes’ on the list