just another fan

asian • dreamer • fangirl • 97 'i wanna stay in the heaven called you'

[iamkaiwaii]

about TRB in manila 20141207 & remembering epilogue in manila 20160730

soo i was restarting this. gonna type this again.. i was about to finish, when i searched on twitter finding some old tweets again for my bts 2013/2014 fangirl memories. i forgot what i typed just a minutes ago. kse sobrang haba na.i’m restarting this cos my post disappeared. nag auautomatic nga pla tumblr pag nawala ka saglit. magrerefresh sya then ung last activity mo mawawala na. i was typing here since 5pm.now it’s 7:15 already. dapat pla bago ko itype dito ilagay ko muna sa docs or notepad. 

i was watching bts jump at first on our tv screen,then it came across to their look here, like, and blanket kick performance.little did i know , it was from their ‘’The Red Bullet’’ concert. i began searching about it after i found out that, and i realized that i was already in college during that time. i now regret not going to that, because they performed the songs i like now during trb con.while reading some blogs about their trb experience i can’t help but to feel jealous. 

i backread from my old tweets last dec. 2014 when their concert happened and found this.

I really want to see them, especially jin. ever since i had known them last dec. 2013, i was addicted to jin. my tweets proved it.lol, To be honest. during 2014, i’m still not familiar with them. i just know jin,jhope, and jimin. jungkook was the last one i can hardly remember.

the concert ticket price was much more cheaper than epilogue. ofcourse i think because since it’s their first tour,and they’re still not that famous during this time.(but i was so wrong).i just knew it that they were already famous since boy in luv era.i found out that the seat ‘’lowerbox’’ wasn’t that far from the stage.as said by the blog i read.but i think the stage was the problem because it was just in horizontal form,and they can’t come close to vip’s. as compared to epilogue the stage there was in letter ‘’I’’ and vip’s has the privilege to see them more upclose. [i’m reading some blog about the fangirl’s who got to attend the red bullet manila.]there were some scenes that are familiar at epilogue too like this: 

during epilogue. this happened too. when me and my friends were heading to moa arena. we went to the side of arena [beside the skating rink place]. the fans there was waiting and screaming. i jumped to see why they’re screaming and saw nothing but a van,a firetruck and medics and the staffs too.they’re screaming even on staffs. we didn’t waste our time waiting there. so we headed to line up at the arena. we’re so lucky to passed by the metal railings.because after we got away by it the guards found it and he immediately blocked it.too bad i haven’t found a fansite that were having a free merch. i just got one when we’re inside the moa arena. so back to the '’trb’’.even if i really want to attend trb during that time, i can’t because of the reasons me,having no money, no friends i can join to, and because i’m not that ‘’FAN’’ of them. i mean i like them and i fangirl over them,but not to the point that i can call myself '’army’’. i think i don’t even know their fandom name. plus i only know their songs ‘’no more dream’’ , n.o , just one day, danger,boy in luv , propose and coffee.so i think i couldn’t really enjoy even if i attended it. but really i REGRET it now. 

why there are so many things that weren’t included in epilogue concert ? on trb, they have each bts member poster, that you can take a picture with. too bad it wasn’t on epilogue. i really want to have a picture with jimin even if it’s just a poster. also they have a photobooth during trb. i think they just decided not to have it in epilogue because there were too many fans now unlike before. 

on 2015 there was a rumor about bts having an episode 2 of trb here in manila. but it was just a rumor. my tweets last dec. 2014 tho, i couldn’t find it all. so i’m not sure if i had livestream during that time. 

so ‘’trb in manila’’ was their 3rd tour. and i think it was really a memorable. since it was their first performance outside jp and kr.how lucky we are. also in epilogue,i was shocked when philippines was on their list. i think they know that they’re popular here. haha. kidding [info credits from: http://mahnameisraine.blogspot.com/] 

i searched on twitter about bangtan in ph last 2014 december. and here are the interesting things that i found and remembered. 

-when ph army’s broke the glass of naia. where’s the chill?! 

- i forgot about this. so that’s why whenever i typed ‘’jungkook and’’ kathryn b. was showing on the results. lmao jeon whyy

- i knew this. the amount of baggage they brought here when they were gonna stay here just for a day.

-ofcourse we can’t forget about baby winter with them. the luckiest. 

-additional info i know; they were filming bangtan bomb at the airport.[ saw it on twitter.] 

lastly. they are the cover of sparkling mag. 

[iamkaiwaii]

Epilogue in Manila part 2. experience

ALL FROM TWITTER.

can’t find my posts. so i just screencapped. 

[iamkaiwaii]

160814 today: blog about 160730 Epilogue in Manila

 okay, i always thought about when to post this eplginmn blog. and i’ve just decided to finish this now.yesterday i was about to blog this but i got lazy and since i just searched for my old tweets and found out something about them. Today, marks the end of their hyyh era.I wasn’t here in the fandom during the first part of their hyyh.I just got back here on the fandom last feb. 2016,and it was already their epilogue.mshappeesy was hinting about who will be having a concert here this 2016 and she said ‘’the most beautiful moment in our life’’ was going to happen.fans are concluding that it is bts.it was around may i think when she confirmed that it was bts + announced the ticketing date & prices. after contemplating for days i hade finally decided to attend. i even posted this> 

FF> JULY 30,2016 SAT. so this is what happened.

my first concert experience. i woke up around 5am. then took a bath early. checking updates on twitter.had a breakfast cooked by myself. lol I'm so excited. around 8:30 we're ready to go. we went to a bus terminal when we found a 'caloocan' sign we immediately got there. we waited just few minutes then the bus left. when the conductor was asking us where we'll be dropping off we said caloocan tpos sabi nya dadaan daw ng bulacan ung bus. di ko nun alam kung bat dadaan pa dun. FF: about almost 2 hours ung naging biyahe namin. 9:30 nakasakay na kami sa bus tpos 10:30 plang umalis sa bulacan. then traffic nung nsa manila na kami. before 12 na kami nakasakay ng lrt. fr monumento to edsa. tpos baba, at sakay pamoa. may nakasabay din kami ppunta sa epilogue ung isa bibili plang ng ticket. around 12:30 na kami nkarating sa moa. tpos nagpalit na agad damit then diretso moa arena hinahanap ung sb tpos tinext ko ung nagpapafreebie wla daw sya naglulunch. ayun di ko na kinuha ung banner ko. we ate lunch in burger king around 1 palang kami nakakain. tpos we just roamed around moa. andaming mga squadgoals na magkksama concert buddy. kainggit hha. nagcookie dream kami after. then tambay muna dun. tpos pumunta sa seaside bay to take pictures. tpos naglibot uli. bumalik nalang para magkita kami ni mariel. akala ko ung ksama nya ung 2 babae nung ticket selling eh. ayun we just took pictures tpos umalis na si ate. nagkwentuhan lng sandali dun. tpos nagpunta na din kami sa moa arena.mga 4 na nun. pumila hha nakalusot kami sa mga grills ba yun. kaming tatlo tpos after namin nakita na yun nung guard hinarang nya uli. tpos pumila na kami.akala ko iinspect ung buong bag kaya tinago ko ung cookies at camera. ung unahan lng ung tinignan. 5pm nkapasok na kami sa arena bumili muna ko ng drinks coke at wter bka kase matuyo lalamunan ko. tpos nakakuha kaming banner.5th floor pala ang gen ad. nagescalator kami papunta tpos binigyan dinkami ng pulp ng finger lightstick. hinahanap nmin yng 522 medyo malayo pla sya tpos umupo na kami ng ksama ko. then may dumating tpos nkipagkwentuhan ako nagpicture pa kami. si ate let? ata ung name. tpos may dumating sa upuan nmin sbi seat daw nila yun, yun pla nasa 521 kami. 522 ung seat nmjn e. pumunta kki sa 522 tpos ayun. wala man akong naging concert friend. grupo grupo na kase sila eh.   6:30 nagstart ung concert tpos ayun sigaw sigaw na. sumasakit lalamunan ko napaubo pa nman ako nabigla ata haha. run ung una nila.

mome(BTS)nts: [not in order]

- I'm confused and panicking at the same time. i don't know where to take a pics.i'm both handling a camera and my phone hha. so that's why my first fancam was soo mess. - I don't understand what they're saying but i know it's in english lol probably because I can't hear well bcos of the screams hha - jungkook is speaking in english.. and I can't understand hha - when we started chanting " iiyak na yan" lol rapmon's face is so confused. but he didn't ask what that means - v' s " you guys are awesome" - jin's buong buhay.... - jimin's singing voice is loud that you can really hear him clearly also rapmon's - i changed my bias. sorry jungkook, suga took your place. hha current: jimin, suga , jungkook - ewan ko pero di ko tlaga masyado napapansin si jungkook nun. puro si jimin suga rapmon lng ata nkikita ko - hobi being hyper as always. : I'm your hope I'm your angel. Jhope! - i was surprised when suga did the 3:33 dance also jimin's version. didn't expect him to do aegyo. he's soo cute and squishy. i even took that vid. - when they were talking about the 3:33 dance they were tinatapatan kung sino sasayaw nun. si rm suga jin ata natapatan pati syempre si jimin. - medyo konti lng natatandaan ko video kase ako ng video at picture eh. next time nga konting vid nlang. para maenjoy ko tlaga - nung house of cards grabe. ung voice ng vocal line. sobrang ganda -ung what am i to you napakinggan ko na day before a concert plang solo lng pala ni rm yun. -then after nun boy in luv na . - ung mga vcr nila more like photoshoots lng at interview (ung last) - after vcr save me na pla. rapmon let us sing his part thankyou uri ga...... - I don't remember the lyrics of their songs just some part because i really haven't memorized it. but i still joined in fanchants except nung members fanchant na hha i forgot their orders - let me know, hold me tight , move , born singer wasn't on their list. so sad, i wanna hear that live esp jimin's highnote in lmk. - i thought they're gonna sing born singer cos in hyyh they performed it. if they sang it i would have cried. - when rapmon said no more dream was gonna be their last song i panicked cos there was still plenty of time before the said ending time. plus they still haven't performed i need u - medyo nakita ko ng malinaw ung facial features ni rapmon nung solo nya. pero ung jbang members hindi. pero kita pa di nman at sobrang linaw sa screen. pero kse gusto ko close up. ?? - akala ko prang langgam lang ung makikita ko sa genad di nman pla. tsaka di nman sya gnun tlaga ka layo. mataas lng kase.sa seat viewer kase parang sobrang layo eh - halos nakatayo din kami sa genad. di kase masyado feel pag nakaupo eh. - nkakatawa panuorin ung mga vip standing kapag nasa harap ung members nandun din sila tpos kapag sa unahan na stage tumatakbo sila dun. parang masaya sa vip hha. - tpos grabe nung binabato na ung mga signed balls ang tataas grabe ung kay suga at jungkook. parang aabot na ng upperbox eh pero syempre asa din kaming mga gen ad. pero swerte mga nasa left side grabe halos dun binato eh - nakakainggit un mga moments ng vip kase ang lapit lang nila sa bangtan. lalo pag nagsstay sa isang place ung bts kapag ind. tpos kakanta lng ang daming chance maka eyecontact at pictures na malapit - nung fun boyz grabe hype na hype na kami. napapasayaw na nga ko nung woo oh oo oh~ eh ang saya ng part na to grabe - naghorn dance sila hha. nung attack on bts ata yun nasa gitna pa mo silang lahat - tapos nag wave din kami. saya din niato from left to right wave to right to left. di ko nga lng feel ung lighstick maliit lng kase. next time army bomb na to . gusto ko winawave yun. - nung fire na grabe sobrang wild na nmin.bultaorrune! lalo na nung 3:33 sobrang galing nila solid. - ngayon ko lng nakita ganun pala sila ka serious pag nagpperform tpos kapag balad songs or emotional sobrang sincere kpag dance nman sobrang hype at fun. ang saya panuorin. - nung if i rule the world. ngangers di na nman alam yun. pero napakinggan ko na. mga once or twice nga lang. nkikichant nlang ako sa say ho eh oh ba yun ni seokjin pati ung 2 for money 3 for money. hha di ko tlaga alam to - ung ma city di nman ata nakanta . alam ko di nila kinanta pero nandun sa list ko -was fascinated when they performed dope. as in sobrang sharp ng moves nila. and gnun pala sya kabilis. - nung baepsae na, grabe ung hiyawan pag naghihipthrust sila eh. eto ung pinaka na enjoy ko ifanchant kse favorite ko din. - ewan ko ano pagkasunud sunod ng dope baepsae at no more dream pero last ata dope kase nasa harap na sila nun eh. - di ko na vinideo ung baepsae - nung no more dream na tsaka pa nalowbat cam ko. ayun navideo ng tig iilang seconds lng dinelete ko na din. yun pa man din ung highlight lalo na ung dancebreak remix tsaka nung binuhat si jimin. nung lalalalala part 2nd verse na tinaas ni jimin ung shirt nya grabe finocus tlaga sa screen ung abs nya hha... omg - ang ganda ng dance break grbe . werk it tlaga sila - ung pak ganern di man lng sinabi. sbagay kse army's lang nman nagsasabi nun. akala din nila sasabihin ng bts yun e - ang bilis ng oras sa concert tsaka masyadong mabilis mga pangyayari kase sunud sunod lng tpos 2-4 vcr lng. nakakabitin. pero pinakafave ko tlaga nung young forever na ung stage tsaka ung way na pinerform nila. sobrang serious at sincere the same time. kaya ang ganda. tpos may lyrics pa sa screen. sabay sabay tlaga nung ah part ni hoseok eh - nung save me part ni hoseok na the best of me. nag- hoo hoo hoo chant ung mga army's bat di nman ako nainformed dun. hha pero nakaktawa lng pakinggan - di man natuloy ung 'i know fan project' na dpat kakantahin after namin after ng 'ah' ni hoseok sa young forever. ayaw kse masira ung moment nun eh. - nung patawid na kami sa arena narinig namin ni mariel ung sa likod sabi ng babae 'jimin nandito na ko' tapos nagkatinginan kami haha. jimin na nman - pumunta kami sa may side ng skating at arena. kung san madaming naghihintay baka daw dumaan bangtan dun sigaw sila ng sigaw kala ko nman nandun bangtan wla nman tumalon pa ko tpos staff lng nakita ko. - si seokjin nag chuchu ng nagchuchu sa screen haha pout pala chu nman ?? ang cute nya dun. - bagay ni rapmon nakasalamin - srsly di ko nakita to 

ibig sabihin planado agad ung next tour nila kase nilagay na yan. - tapos ung about sa army's tsaka tarpaulin daw pag ka uwi ko dun ko plang nabasa eh kinukuha daw pla ng iba ung tarpaulin tpos nakita pa daw ni jimin yun. - from team bahay to team concert. bangtan dahil sa inyo nkapunta kong concert. after 6 years of being a fan ngayon lang. - next con 2017 dapat tlaga lb or vip na. i really want to see you all up close - ung tuwing pupunta kong manila nakachocker paalis pag karating wla na . wala tuloy sa mga pics. nkakalimutan ko kase ibalik - in the ending jungkook kept waving the bunny before the giant slide door closed gusto ko ng pic nya na nakasilip dun. wla pa kong nakikita.

to be continued..

[iamkaiwaii]

(continue.) June 13,2016 : BTS PARTY live on VAPP.

decided to just watch the v app on laptop so that i can tweet on my phone.. 

it started at 7:03pm. 

https://twitter.com/iamkaiwaii/status/742319959921987585 = for full comments

so i’m not just gonna type my tweets on that day. just gonna post the screencsaps of what i had posted. my thread was a mess.. i didn’t know it’lld turned out mixed up. >_< 

my actual tweets from twitter: pics aren’t included.

medyo matagal.... fire entrance omggg nawala ug sound omg its starting?? waahh dope !!! jimin looks soo good omgg dope performanceee . love their outfits it ended nicely wowww someone got to captured jimin nicely thanks ! prince yoongi everyone! mc's r jimin and hoseok he looks soo fine. so good soo nice omg i have 2 livestreams watching right now and whenerver it lags i just moved it to other haha precious jimin . lol i don't even read the subs . i just keep on capturing jimin's wallpaper is on top 3 best photos haha lol they're asking why is jimin the mc lol these mc's r soo funny suga wanjangnim everyone they're talking about their fave bangtan bomb i guess . cos suga mentioned thr bottle cap & jimin's hide n seek gonna make a thread for bts so that i can easily find the top 3 bangtan bombs haha magician jimin on the roll what is namjin doing haha kaya pala naglalag kase 2 gamit dpat isa lng haha lol seokjin made jhope dance but he chose jimin pero ung cypher tlaga ni tae ang nagdala jimin the magician will gonna be missed. grabe i had a blast sa party ng bangtan .thanks ulit  @BTS_twt seriously lutang pa ako.. kumusta nman kaya mga fans don?! so there r challenges/missions and even struggles in bon voyage . omg, that;s exciting . wla pa ba sa youtube ung vid? fansite previews are coming bangtan's special performance's today is legendary seriously i'm soo drained. i felt like a battery with just 1% left @BTS_twt thanks again boys for making me soo much happy today , when I'm in a bad mood a while ago. y'all r my happy pill i need to watch bon voyage again. looks like i missed some cute moments ther fansite nim im gonna wait for your fancams. esp jimin and jungkook focus in adult ceremony so physically and emotionally tired today tweet went to 6.9k fast. so i tweeted bout 200+ just for today. well it's obvious finally found taehyung's cypher

fanaccs 160613 Jimin was taking off the black cloth on the picture and he almost dropped it and jungkook was like "AH JIMINNIE HYUNG" RM scold Jimin for tweeting the photo... the one Jimin tweeted before as his phone background is one of them there is a total of 295 Bangtan Bomb till date already T_T Hide and Seek Bangtan Bomb JHope: I was so annoyed but everyone voted for that....lol When fans were voting for a fav video someone put a sticker on Jimin's shirt and the members laughed at that ?? The board is taller than Jimin and he have a hard time taking off the black cover...hahaha V: Jimin, is it that hard>?? lol 160613 Jimin is still struggling with opening the black cloth and there's jungkook making cute background voices Jungkook's award 1. The quietest 2. Face of Jungkook and Body of Jungkook 3. Everybody Oppa-san Unit Award RM & Jin: Much like Table award Suga & JK: Lamb skewer business award V & JM: Bestfriend since 95 JIMIN'S AWARDS 1. achieved jungkook's heart 2. fancafe fairy 3. chim chimSope (Suga & Jhope) "Just watching you cut onions made me realize how bad you are in cooking" -Jimin to Namjoon Jimin is going rude lmao u savage kid Jungkook took off his jacket and everyone started screaming then he loosened his tie a bit. Taehyung said "his hair is styled cutely today" BTS BEST MOMENTS (From ARMYs' votes) 1. Bangtan's birthday 2. I Need U first win 3. Epilogue Concert JH: How old is BTS? *to JK in a baby way* JK: *taken aback* 3years old.. *shows fingers and laugh* its over omg i had so much fun

credits; daily_namjoon jikookdaily cliffordshug bulletproof_sg yoonmindotcom

https://twitter.com/iamkaiwaii/status/742338133451100165

[iamkaiwaii]

July 29,2016 : D-1

i don’t know how should i start this. hha, so first of all,weeks before the concert we didn’t have an internet connection (july 20 to be exact) and we just got back it last july 29. i was rushing to watch and practice their songs and the fanchants.  

@/twitter; 

i just knew that they already arrived around 1pm. and there were soo many fans at the airport. the flight was delayed by 1hour. 

PREVIEWS ; 

jimin's outfit is soo on point!

just knew that jikook mc-ed on mucore...and also about mbc’s show champion here bts was on the list. oh no, where’s ma money?

kbye.

there was also a ph army’s project on moa’s globe.

the merch they’re gonna sell for tom. [i cantt--at the prices.. but i just want that cute army little bomb.]

[tumblr why did u change again,i need those bullets ! .err] 

FAN ACCOUNTS:

- Ph armys were singing haruman earlier at the airport

- tbh, security at concerts always look so bored i mean smile your getting paid to stand one step closer to MY IDOL. [hahaha this tho]

- PAGKATAPAK NI YOONGI SA PILIPINAS HE'LL BE LIKE: "BULTAOREUNE" THEN BTS BE LIKE "ANG INIITTT E O E O "

- Breathing same air with bias. Me be like: Inhale. Inhale. Inhale

globe made a playlist on spotify for the tracklist of songs to be performed on epilogue in manila.

set list. in order

- playing the setlist for #EPILOGUEinManila in spotify. i'm practicing the same time memorizing the lyrics for last minute haha

- i still dont know what im gonna wear tomorrow haha

- gusto ko sana ung maliit na army bomb kaso ang mahal..

- taehyung's cousin will be going to ph too.

- nakakatawa mga fansites haha nagtatagalog gamit trans

- ang kukulit ng mga fansite haha.. nghalohalo sila

- tagal pala ni dean dito...baka makapunta pa ko..

team airport.

korean fans on ph. 

taehyung ah ~ what r u doing? haha

- mag aayos na ko ng gamit at damit.... im sleepy na rin... maaga pa gising at alis tom.

-baka di na ko makatulog nyan. 

think i slept about 10pm. 

[iamkaiwaii]

MBC Show Champion in Manila soon.

i’m gonna start first. what happened since i woke up. first i dreamt of bts . it was the concert day, then i forgot my concert ticket. i went back to our house with my sister. then we arrived late in the venue. and that’s what i just remembered. on our bustat class our prof mentioned that we will gonna have a make-up class bcos she’ll be absent on our next 2 meetings nextweek. and the make-up class is on saturday. before she mention the date i was nervous,and also saying to my mind ‘’please don’t let it be on july 30′’,then she announced it will be on aug. 6, i sighed in relief after hearing that. lol , but it coincide to dean’s sched on manila..huhu , i might not be able to go to his event. or i’ll just try on 7? still not sure tho. but i really want to go, >_< i’m having a hard time.. plus there’s still no exact details.maybe i canl decide if i know it already. mca_music posted : 7pm 

it’s #ARMYselcaday so i joined. haha

around 7pm i saw someone retweeted this on my tl. :

i read it as ‘’mbc..... in seoul’’ then i saw ‘manila’ haha.i was shocked . just wow. because it’s so sudden and unexpected.i look it up on facebook. and it is REAL. all access production posted it. 

omg venue and tickets to be announced very soon....

so no ‘’maginhawa’’ for august i think. ? bye foodtrips. cos i’m gonna saving money, eventho i still don’t know who it would be. but just so that i have money ,i need to see the lineup first before to decide if i will go. muntik pa matapat sa midterms namin. kung sept midterms namin sgurado wala na. kase may pasok akong sat. around aug. 25 daw midterms e.really gonna start to save money starting august. magbebenta na nga ko ng albums at posters. matindi na to!! ung xoxo poster ko na malaki nakalimutan ko na ipost . seventeen and twice are the most guessed hmm.. since twice is active in promotions,i think it’s gonna be true, exo bts or ikon??idk but if 1 of this came, i will surely go. still hve a month to save pero baka nman ung ticket selling maaga sana naman hindi *cross fingers* errr sana last week ng aug nlang.nct pls. 

KPOP EVENT 2016 IN PH: 

EXOLUXION IN MANILA 

APINK MTV REVOLUTION

EPILOGUE IN MANILA 

DEAN IN MANILA

SVT FANMEETING 

GFRIEND FANMEETING 

 AND NOW MBC MUSIC SHOW! 

grabe dati lagi kong winiwish na sana pumunta kpop idol ko dito tpos ngayon biglang ganito... sunud sunod.... where is moneyy 

currently me right now: 

[iamkaiwaii]

June 19, 2016 : D-day #EpilogueinManila ticket selling

set up my alarm on phone at 7am. but i got up by 7:30 am. opened my twitter to know if there’s an update on d-day.saw tweets about how some of ph army are nervous now bc of ticket selling.  2hours before ,madami na daw nakapila sa north edsa at moa,  

 twitter posts:

sna nman wag maubos ub limited huhu yun nlang pag asa ko

what!? 30 mins lng naubos na tix last trb manila . omg pano pa kaya ngayon [didn’t know if this is legit tho, i just read it on twitter] 

malapit lng nman sm dto sana konti lng tao dun 

magsisimba pa ko bago bumili ng ticket baka di ako umabot

hindi pa ko sure anong bibilhin kong seat bka mamaya iba masabi ko.

nasa bahay pa ko [9:20am]

late na hha . feel ko nman konti lng tao dun e.feel lng nman

we left the house by 9:25. i’m with my mom and sister and we’re suppose to go to church.when i was in our car, that’s the time i just said that i will go to the mall to meet my friend *excuses tho* we arrived by the ‘palengke’ 15 minutes before 10am. i separated from them and went straight to the mall. while they’re going to church. the mall is already open and there are some people who were waiting for the escalator to operate.then i saw my classmate, and joined her, with her two other friends.then we started chattering. the security guard was talking to us 4.he asked us many questions about the group bts what their songs are. and our fellow fangirl replied i need u. etc. haha,found out that those 2 are also first time goer to a concert.while my friend has already been to a concert ‘exoluxion’.she said she went to exoluxion day 2 genad only but since the other didn’t attend the concert they were asked to move to lowerbox, omg how lucky was that , since she only paid genad but to seat on lowerbox. they were v and jungkook bias while my classmate and i are both jimin. aw, rivals haha. we were still waiting beside the elevator, bcos the guard won’t allow us to take it, since their priority was their employee’s first. about exactly 10am they allowed us to take it now.and all four us got in,with other fangirls too. we were soo excited,i said we need to run when this elevator opens. the moment the elevator opened we were panicking and went straight to the sm ticket selling booth.the guy employee was not around. we waited for like 4 mins.then the employer came back. there are two of them.i was 4th on the line.the first girl took a bit long,bcos she got her ticket ordered online i think,and there was so many explanations and other, then the other 2 was our fellow fangirl.they both got 2 tickets each. they were seated in lowerbox.and i saw that the 4 ub limited seat are all sold out. when my turn has come, i asked first again if there’s still a ub limited seat,and there wasn’t any.so i just said genad 522.and there were 5 rows on the seats i think we only got the remaining 2 seat on the 5th row,bcos the other seats are already taken. i finished, at exactly 10:20 am. it only took me 15 mins. for the ticket selling.because there were only few people queing the line for sm san fernando downtown. i think we were only about more or less 25 people. which is a good thing. after we got the tickets we parted our ways and said to just keep in touch till the concert day. i went straight to church after that and joined my mom and sister. after that we went to sm pampanga to eat lunch,we just stroll the mall and i saw on the 2nd floor,that there were still people that are qued on the line,guess the ticket selling still wasn’t over. got home by 1pm.i checked the updates on twitter about the ticket selling and some seats are already sold out such as genad,ub limited,vip a ,ub a...and many.about few minutes when they announced that all tickets were sold out. i was still lucky to have mine ,cos other army didn’t even have a chance to buy tickets because it was sold out already. anyway i’m soo excited since this is my first time attending a concert. i’m looking forward for that day. now i have my chance to got to see my bias in person even tho it wasn’t that close. 

my ticket!. 

[n0tkorean]

BTS party 2016. countdown before live reactions

BigHit posted a photo collage of #BTS at the rehearsal for ‘Happy BTS Day Party’,airing on V LIVE+,8PM KST. #BTSNOW

bighit released bts [BTS 꿀 FM 06.13] 3rd BTS birthday 'BTS FESTA 2016’

BigHit posted a photo collage of #BTS at the rehearsal for 'Happy BTS Day Party’,airing on V LIVE+,8PM KST. #BTSNOW

3 solo stages - it seems like seokjin, taehyung & namjoon  (?)

2 sub-units - jikook and yoonseok  

omg I’m gonna buy that bts party

opmg naglive broadcast sila??maighad missed it again

BTS Live on the V app

that 2mins and 33 seconds vid of them…it took me 5 minutes more to finished.

10 mins omg..

jhope’s legendary omaigahd

they r wearing jimin’s dope clothe

#HAPPYBTSDAYPARTY the Happy Birthday on stAge ❤️ (cr ArtforYu_ )

soo broke rn bcos of ..

chimini soo cute 😊 this fluffy mochi

too much aegyo hoseok! 🤗

he does it anyway

idk, but this looks like a family portrait to me

yoongi looks so smol hir

jimin. whyy

oh hi there babies 😊

pictures in particular order

ABOUT TO START!

[iamkaiwaii]

#3yearswithBTS

 -> kelan ung v app thing? is it 11pm kst cos I haven't purchased it yet 

How did you come to know BTS?

bcos of a kpop event i attended 

Who was your first bias in BTS?

jin the handsome guy 

so glad I'm now in this fandom.

just been a fan of them early 2016, then i got addicted to them &started watching bangtan bombs 

i was amazed by their great choreo's . plus amazing vocals   

4months plang akong army . atleast naabutan ko 1000th day nila at anniversary.

less than 20mins . sge na nga I'll just gonna wait till 11pmkst . eventho i need to wake up early tom [countdown before bts 3rd anniversary]

1minute omg 

I don't know what to say. cos I'm not really good in words   

thank you for making me happy, & i hope to see you soon 💞

my fave group photo

#BTS posted 'Young Forever (Unplugged Ver.)' for #BTSFESTA2016. 

http://btsblog.ibighit.com/342 

dko mapakinggan ung unplugged ver sa soundcloud

1,095 days and counting ♡ Thank you for your music, passion and love for all of us. 

#BTS is featured on a BuzzFeed Article: 26 Reasons You Should Be Paying Attention To BTS

https://www.buzzfeed.com/elainawahl/26-reasons-you-should-be-paying-attention-to-bts?utm_term=.ss7Kylx0Z#.rrAQYNwK4 …

bighit released bts [BTS 꿀 FM 06.13] 3rd BTS birthday 'BTS FESTA 2016' jimin's wallpaper aw

well there’s nothing much happened. maybe i just greeted them that’s all. maybe because i have a class tom. i just retweeted things. and this is all i can say. 

[iamkaiwaii]

Finally i have decided!

after many hours of thinking i decided that im gonna attend bts concert, i really wanted to be on a concert. but i still haven’t ask permission and i dont have money. im thinking of buying a gen ad or upperbox limited since it is the most affordable one. 

i saw this today .  and finally thought i could go. i still haven’t even know what day is our first day in school so that i could save a money for the concert.

GENAD VIEW. kahit anong angle malayo pa din. 

upperbox limited. [pwede na.eto sana seat ko sa con.] 

gusto ko na tlaga pumunta ng concert,kase first of all habang nasa fandom pa nila ko.baka kase next time na magconcert sila dito di na nila ko fan. plus i haven’t ever been on a concert ,gusto ko muna sana maexperience edi sa una kahit gen ad lang muna of far seated then next time upgrade naman ng seat like upperbox or lower since first time ko palang namn. okay na muna siguro yun. kagabi i cried,then i fall asleep ang dami kong iniisip. i’m also thinking about retiring as a fangirl [ lol,as if it’s a job] on 2021 mark that year . but really, i can’t be their fan forever. i can’t be there always watching them doing their job as a kpop idol/performing. i also have  a life,that i want to do, there’s so many things i want to do and achieve. so , i don’t know when will i last as a fan. it’s been 6 years already since i discovered this world/their world . & my life has been on a rollercoaster ride, but i still chose this life. where it has no assurance, a one sided and unfair.<- lol i just notice that now. plus it’s getting tiring. actually ngayon lang ako napagod. my life has been this way since 2010 of march.ngayon ko lang napagtanto ([ lol ang makata] can’t find a word for it. ) na sobrang nakakapagod din pala. na ang dami mong mga ginagawa or nagawa na para sa kanila, and tingin ko naman sobra sobra na yun.plus add the fact that they don’t even know those things, especially you .the things i did/do for them it can’t be valued nor can replace as money. it is considered as an act or service. such those things like keeping up with them /with updates or news that is currently happening to them like (going to other country,on their way to their workplace,concerts etc.),everytime they get nominated, those countless times i voted for them, me watching them performing live on a livestream considering the struggles i am encountering such as lagging, or even not working . i don’t know how much time,things or money i even sacrificed for them . the things i bought , times spend spazzing over them,waiting for their mv,announcement,comebacks.in the end, all those things are just okay for me because i’m happy. continuation wait for 2019 {in lettermelater.com}

so that sums up my opinion. i’m gonna continue the topic about bts concert. 

here’s my posts on twitter @/iamkaiwaii:reactions 

naiiyak ako srsly hanggang gen ad nlang ba ? 

currently reading some fangirl concert experience here....i need to ready mysself.

genad section. ayoko mang tanggapin pero feeling ko dito ko babagsak.. huhu >_<

looking for pharmy na taga pampanga wala akong kasabay kung sakaling pumunta ko pm pls.

nasa bucketlist ko to join a fanchant. matutupad na kaya??

i still dont know if i'll really end up as team bahay or team concert this time... i'll find out on june 19.

okay lng kahit walang lighstick importante tlaag ung nakapunta ka eh

bat kasi dami kong biniling books nung bakasyon dko naman ginagamit ...ayan tuloy.. [ talkabout the pointless book,candy feels and sparkling mag]

how to convert tweets into money pls ? 

no di na ko pwede sa next time... this is now or never.

feeling ko ung upperbox limited unang mauubos eh

alam ko na gagawin ko/// ung books ,,,hihingi akong pera,tpos 2nd hand lng bibilin ko.

tapos magbebenta pa pla kong books.

genad view. ako lng ba nalulungkot, kahit anong angle ang layo parin eh. gusto ko tlaga malapitan 

me *nag iisip ng gamit na pwedeng ibenta*

okay wala na ata akong ksamang pupunta sa concert

must hunt an army on the first day of class lol

pupunta o hindi?? nagdadalawang isip parin ako. kse kung genad din parang wala lng

kaso baka nman pag concert na magsisi nman ako.

meron bang nakatulog ng maayos after ng epilogue in manila ticket price kagabi?

hang over sa nangyari kahapon sa epilogue in manila

some opinions from others on twitter: 

So there's a reason why bts released "save me"

PAG NAKAPUNTA KA NG CON ISTG UN NA PINAKAHAPPIEST MOMENT IN LIFE MO SOBRANG UNFORGETTABLE IIYAK KA NALANG SA SOBRANG TUWA

wala yan sa seat ang importante makapunta ka hahahaha

well said. im not gonna be #teambahay now.

MAY CONCERT BUDDY KA MAN O WALA PAG NAGSIMULA NA CON NYAN SAMA SAMA DIN KAYONG IIYAK KAYA OKAY LANG 

yes naman...wohh..sabi nga papasok ka sa concert mag isa lalabas ka ng may kasama ng kaibigan. woo

Dear parents,

Always high lang po ang Bangtan pero walang drugs sa con nila :(

Nagmamahal,

ARMY na umaasa

soo true. pls. baka di na din ako payagan dahil sa drug issue na yan sa close up concert. kaya d muna ko magpapaalam.

I'm just a girl that wants to see her idols perform live up close and scream my heart out. Is that to much to ask?!

on the bright side guys, whatever our seats are, just imagine how the army bomb ocean is while singing to young forever w/ bangtan

D-23 ＞ Ticket selling. 

D-64 ＞ Concert day!

Hi there 👋 if you're reading this and you can't go to the #EPILOGUEinManila don't be sad :)) still smile cause there's always a next time 😊💯

want to see the boys performing live? then PH Armys go save &do something! dont miss this

OMG IF ILL BE GOING HERE THIS IS MY FIRST TIME HUHUHU

My mind says "YES"  but

My wallet says "NO!"

Tips Para Di Masaktan :

-wag isipin ang concert

Me: 

Nangarap

Nag ipon

Nakapunta

Nakanuod

Nakita sila

Nakausap pa

Nagka selca

Naging masaya

Nagising

For PH ARMYS

VIP: is a BIG achievement

LB: is a GREAT experience

UB: is the BEST seat

but

GEN AD: is a LIFE SAVER

if you cant go to the concert, please dont lose hope 🙏🏻 there's prolly something bigger planned for you 😚💕 fighting ARMYs!

No matter what seat you'll be buying, remember that the important thing is that you're there- with the boys and armys.

me: 

save me 

save me

i need your money before i fall, fall *eventually falls because of crying*

When you're still not yet ready physically, emotionally and FINANCIALLY to Bangtan's concert

PH ARMYs: version of i need u .

fall

my grades

my money

fall

my life

fall 

my everything

fan girls need money to survive [ this is so true in so many levels]

it buys: 

- concert tickets 

- merch 

- plane tickets

No matter how far or near you are from the stage........... you're still an "another girl in the crowd".

ph armys should take a rest now we've been through a roller coaster of emotions and mental breakdown since morning

TEAMBAHAY NO MORE. BUT THIS.

May 28,2016 Saturday 3:12 pm

[iamkaiwaii]

Jan. 23-24 2016 Exoluxion Manila

from FANACCOUNTS: 

-“EXO HAS FINALLY ARRIVED AT NAIA TERMINAL 1” -ph exo-ls: [breathes in the polluted air] i'm finally breathing the same air with exo -"We're now breathing the same air as EXO" beks san planeta ka galing diba earth naman to pareho tayo ng nalalanghap na polusyon -of course there are no previews yet. the speed of a turtle is faster than the speed of the internet in the PH #sadbuttrue -sehun immediately removed his jacket -jongin walang pake sa init eskimo mode hahaha -Jongin apologizing for not being able to join tonight's stage frown emoticon #EXOluXioninManila -Yung pakiramdam na via twitter ka lang nag- attend ng concert nung pumunta dito bias groups mo. #teampeasant ???? -Kapag di nagcoconcert dito ung bias group mo nagagalit ka pero kapag may concert sila dito nagrereklamo ka. Ano ba talaga? -Ang hindi pagpunta ng concert ni bias ay hindi nasusukat ang pagmamahal mo sa kanila. Ang iba.... wala lang talagang pera. -The fanchants are really loud and can actually make you deaf. -A proof that PH EXO-Ls has the loudest scream ???? #EXOluXioninManila -A fan brought a banner: "Minseok! I love you more than a free wifi!". Minseok saw and read it then he laughed so hard ?? #EXOluXioninManila -"A staff at NAIA said 'you're handsome' to Sehun" -"A concert staff told fans that Sehun is the most handsome" well, he's Oh Sehun afterall -YUNG IBANG BANSA BONGGANG BONGGA YUNG FANPROJECTS PERO DITO BONGGANG BONGGANG PAGMAMAHAL WITH MATCHING SHOWDOWN PA SA PAGSAYAW OHA -fans are legitly dancing Call Me Baby and Xiumin is impressed!!!! #EXOluXioninManila D-2 -Many int'l fans are tweeting about going to the Philippines on EXO's concert bcos it was so fun like the mob dance! -PH fans- the type to damn fanchants to hell and sing along with the entire song and start a flash mob right there in front of their idols. -EXO loves PH -They still know Hawak Kamay -They said they missed us -They learn tagalog words -Philippines x EXO = PIXO

my tweets @/iamkaiwaii; -the previews is up -aw. team twitter nlang ba tlaga ko?!! no! ?? -aw kawawa na naman mga ph fans. kahapon pa sila nag antay . tpos ngayong dumating na exo sa iba nman dumaan. sadlyf -#teambahay every kpop group concert here in ph -Wow exoluxion alrdy started -im audio livestreaming in exoluxion ph

-i couldn't hear them well bcos of the screams -baby dont cry na . omg -hanggang imagine nlang ako -what happened to kai?? -hahaha. nung una okay lang sakin di maka attend sa exoluxion kase d na ko masyado fan nila, & wala na rin naman sina kris at luhan pero nung nakita ko na airport previews . wla na. parang nasasayangan tuloy ako. bat di ako pumunta -daig pa ko ng mga kaklase kong ako mismo nag influence/introduce sa kanila ng exo.mas matagal pa ko naging fan sa kanila tapos sila umattend sad talaga -puro nlang ako when will ever i... -kelan ko kaya masasabi ung "team bahay no more" ? -nakalimutan na daw nila fanchants dahil puro sigaw nalang -basta pag nag concert ikon di ko na tlaga mapapalampas yun. either ikon or infinite pupuntahan kong concert -pero tlaga nakakatawa ung subbed ng vcr nila tagalog tlaga.. pwede namang english e -ilang concert na ba naattendan ko dito sa twitter d ko na mabilang e. mula 2011 mama,sma,gda,dream concert,gayo daejun,dkfcph 2013,bob2015,shineeworld3seoul, ano pa ba?. -sige tlist update updte lang ah. iyak lng ako -saya naman dun. -i posted this on my facebook as my cover photo with the quote. [sept 10,2013] it's been 2years .

-you and me we're under the same sky but we can't meet { exoluxion 012316 } -anyoneelse remember chanbaek's tgalog fanfic starring : baekhyun bernardo and chanyeol padilla. -if there's a year i want to go back it's 2012. full of fangirl feel's .and me as a loyal exo-l back then -hay yoko na nga mkita mga update sa exoluxion dto -exoluxionday2 today. -omg nagflashmob sila sa concert saya nun.. ngayon lang ata ako nakakita ng ganun... -i still dontknow kung pupunta na ko pag nagconcert uli sila dito.

photo previews their arrival & concert. ctto

EXOLUXION TICKET PRICE & SEAT PLAN 

[iamkaiwaii]

‘’ Tell me why, you’re so far away, why ‘’ ‘’ Can’t you see me in your eyes anymore? ‘’

bts - love is not over

[iamkaiwaii]

‘’ I’m glad you exist, But i wish you existed closer to me ‘’

[iamkaiwaii]

BTS upcoming concert in philippines: Epilogue in Manila

around 8am i woke up and saw on twitter, bts airport previews i dont even know where they are going,.

previews of my bias. going to japan then they changed the emoticon #bts hashtag on twitter to #lovebts.since many people are using bts as behind the scene and not as bts bangtan boys. around 9;50 i saw a post of happee sy, the ticket prices. i thought it’s real,lol i got trolled. i saw the account and it’s just a parody acct.   @/iamkaiwaii:  hanggang upperbox lng ako baka nga genad lng eh at 10am happee sy posted bts epilogue in manila concert poster. with the caption ‘’We are coming..’’ 

@/iamkaiwaii  sana ticket selling mid june. juseyo!!

kung nacoconvert lng tlaga tweets sa pera may 57.9K na sana ko #LoveBTS waiting for epilogue in manila ticket price

jeon jungkook posted this breathtaking photo’s on their twitter. with caption jungcam  #정감

at 2pm. i finished watching bts rookie king ,.

5pm happee sy announced the ticket selling date.

i hve 2 weeks to save wow . i’m soo ready but my wallet isn’t 

ticket prices pls don't be too expensive 

others;  i'm so excited now the only thing ph armys need are the ticket prices

currently me right now.

at 6pm. happee sy finally announced what we’re waiting for, the ticket prices  together with the seat plan

@/iamkaiwaii omaigaash kaya ko kaya ang 3500?!!! what 1000 lng maiipon ko sa 2weeks. so d abot ung 2500!? genad lng tlaga ko maigad while rich pharmy's r complaining bout the raffled high http://touch.here  i am being problematic if i can even afford ubox seat/ kung gen ad lng kaya ko pupunta pa kaya ako?? lol i didnt see that limited upperbox tho,,,it costs only 1500 wow................ concert means wala munang kain kain sa labas. sacrifice. my mind went 멘붕 after seeing epilogue in manila concert ticket price.save me army version ; SAVE ME SAVE ME I NEED YOUR MONEY BEFORE I FALL, FALL..

date accomplished : Fri. May 27,16  7:37pm 

[iamkaiwaii]

‘’ why do you always call me so late at night? ’’

 ‘’ because that’s when the world is quiet and it’s like only you & i exist ‘’

[iamkaiwaii]

To bias;

BIAS means Being Inspired and Addicted to Someone who doesn’t know you

“you’re my ‘kaya ko pang ipaglaban. baka may chance pang maging kami balang araw’ in this world of 'tama na. suko na ako’”

you’re my “sige okay lang naman mapuyat para sayo” in this world of “sige, goodnight”

you’re my “handa akong mag antay ng mv at bagong kanta kahit gaano katagal” in this world of “walang comeback eh, lipat fandom muna”

you’re my “bat kita iiwan? ikaw nga inspirasyon ko eh. kahit kelan di ako bibitaw sayo bias” in this world of “yoko na sa kpop. nakakaumay”

[cr; KP0PREALTALK]

[iamkaiwaii]

Jan. 10,2016 (sun.) exo dolls meet up event at smclark.

Yesterday in the morning when i checked my twitter,I suddenly saw the post about exo dolls (on the first photo) and immediately asked my sister to come with me for tomorrow to meet those exo dolls. she doesn't really want to go but i keep on insisting her,that's why she decided to accompany me on that day which is today. so we left our house 1&half hour before the event then we arrived at the event center 20 minutes before the event so we decided to go to other stores first then we heard the screams and hurriedly went to the event center. and saw they were playing the music video of exo (mama to be specific) [aw how i missed those times,mama era] , then they played exo k's what is love followed by overdose. when the event started they just simply announce the event's name. and the mascots are getting ready on the stage one by one. there are 9 mascots (i thought it was still 12) when all the mascots are complete ,the music started call me baby is playing and they started dancing . suho and chanyeol mascots are the most energetic. I don't know who's mascots are who first ,i just saw the names on their back after they performed. they are so cute and squishy i want to take them home. after seeing those mascots it makes me want to go to their concert. after the mascots performed we just stroll in the department store and i left my sister in a bookstore then went back to the event.i am outside at the event center,because you need to buy a merch which is a pulp magazine or a tumblr (starwars i think bec that's what i saw) in order for you to become a part of the games. they are playing 'pinoy henyo' by partners when i came back. the answer they need to guess was 'exo l's. i cracked up when a participant guessed if it was a gay, and the other replied yes , or can be . then con. started saying exo names baekhyun , d.o . (haha lol those gays in exo) . the other participants 'words' that they need to guess  are 'baozi' (a participant started saying exo m's ex members since her partner said it was related to them.lol she mentioned tao luhan kris but couldnt mention the one who was still in exo, but in the end she still managed to guess it right. 'bubble tea' (that was very easy) and they got it correctly. the very lucky part,was the one who got that correct won a lowerbox seat ticket. soo lucky. it was my schoolmate in highschool who got that ticket. after those games we decided to eat at champas after that we decided to go home. I didn't got to finished the event because i need to go home early for the school the next day. so that's how it ends. i still fangirled over those mascots when i got home. and still cant get over. it would be better if there was a individual standy of exo member's but there was none so i didnt got to take a pic. (that's all) mascot palang yung mga yun pano pa kaya kung exo na tlaga yun? omggg. pupunta na tlaga ko sa next concert nila dito nyan. hayy -_-

Exo mascot dolls . i’m at the 2nd floor. [captured by me]

baekhyun doll. [pic not mine. ctto ; fr the owner ‘ dyan ka lng pipicturan kita’ then the mascot stay still.] just cute. haha

Sehun mascot. ‘let’s shake hands’/

but really these dolls, r just fluffy and cute in real life. i want to take them home. they soo cute and squishy..esp when they danced to exo.